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43. Empowering Women Through Dark Feminine Alkhemy with Occult Teacher Joen
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Welcome friend! This week I had the pleasure of interviewing my powerful friend Joen and she shares all the magic!
Joen | Occult Teacher & Dark Feminine Alkhemist
Joen is a psychic and healer. She shares her wisdom about the Occult, Divine Feminine Mysteries and Alkhemy. The way she puts alkhemy through work is via the cultivation of the Self. Know thyself is a central theme in her teachings. Her mission is to balance the feminine and masculine within herself and the Earth, acting as a bridge between transformation she empowers the collective through her Divine Feminine Alkhemy classes, Akashic Records and Astrology readings and private intuitive transformative coaching.
I got to ask Joen all the things and she shares with us:
- how her spiritual upbringing and Chinese roots influenced her Purpose path
- different stages the feminine goes through from the Maiden to the Mother to the Crone and how we grow through these different archetypes
- what is the Dark Feminine
- how to find an authentic aligned mentor or teacher if we're being called to a spiritual modality
- what's going on Astrologically and why are there so many imposters on Spiritual TikTok and in the spiritual space
- how important it is to ingrate our shadows and look at the places in our life where we don't feel good so that we can ultimately claim our power
- how she uses the Akashic Records and all of it's magic for her own healing and to support clients
- our experience taking our Akashic Reading certification together!
- what offers she currently has and how you can work with her
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Connect with Joen: www.instagram.com/thedragonalkhemist
Work with Joen: https://linktr.ee/thedragonalkhemist
Join the waitlist for Joen's upcoming free masterclass all about womb wisdom: https://thedragonalkhemist.ck.page/5dc9c973ec
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Connect with me: www.instagram.com/iamellisamae
Book a Human Design, Gene Keys, or Akashic Records Reading with me: https://bookwithellisa.as.me/
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Transcript
Introduction and Guest Overview
00:00:02
Speaker
Hello, everyone. Welcome to the It's Happening for Me podcast. I am so excited you're here today. I'm your host, Alyssa. And I have a super exciting guest today, my good friend June. And we are going to be talking about all of the juicy topics. So let me just introduce you. I want to read you guys her bio because it is so magical. And I want to make sure I get everything in there. So I actually met June from our Akashic Records training with the beautiful Rebecca Lyons. And that's how we started our friendship. so June is an occult teacher and dark feminine alchemist. So she is a psychic and healer. She shares her wisdom about the occult, divine feminine mysteries, and alchemy. The way
00:00:45
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Sorry guys, my thing just paused. Okay, the way she puts alchemy through work is via the cultivation of the self. Know thyself is a central theme in her teachings. Her mission is to balance the feminine and masculine within herself and the earth, acting as a bridge between transformation. She empowers the collective through her divine feminine alchemy classes, Akashic records and astrology readings, and private intuitive transformation coaching. So that is just right there gives you an example of an idea of what we're going to be talking about today. So I'm so excited. So yay. Welcome June. We're so happy to have you. Thanks so much, Alyssa for inviting me on this podcast. I'm super thrilled and talk about all these groups of topics. Yay. Okay, awesome. So just to start off, can you let us know what are your big three in astrology and your human design?
June's Astrological Insights
00:01:35
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Okay, so my victory is I'm suddenly rough, and I said there is rising and I am moon in Paris, so that makes me automatic like a balancer. I'm all in for justice, and I am a huge fan of travel because my secretary's pricing allows me to explore the world so that's amazing. And my first one can be quite fierce, like independent and fierce, that dark, feminine energy is coming out sometimes. But my Libra is here to bounce it out, so I like that. And my humanist song, okay, I am a generator.
00:02:07
Speaker
And there's like a number attached to it, right? Let me check the number five slash one. No apologies, but yeah, a generator five steps along. Yes. Yes. Yay. I know. I could instantly feel like your sacral response when I first met you, just like how you speak and like light up and like your bubbliness positivity. Like I feel like that's super generator, you know, like we're like a warm hug to people. So I love that so much. That's so cool. That's so cool. Yeah. I haven't seen it humanize a lot, but you're an expert on it. So that's so cool. Yeah. Yay. Okay. So in this podcast, we love talking about the spiritual path and also kind of like.
Spiritual Beginnings and Chinese Metaphysics
00:02:48
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the spiritual path that leads into spiritual entrepreneurship. So could you tell us all about like how did you get into spirituality? like Were you already into this? You know how some people are like are as late, they grow up as a child and they already have their gifts or like something happens and they have a spiritual awakening. like what How was it for you? Yeah, that is such a good question because I think I was critical when I was a little kid, basically. I was like seeing ah spirits around me. And I think I have to do with my upbringing because I'm Chinese and my mom and my grandma, they do ancestor venr generation and they would pray to the ancestors and the deities around them. To me, it's like, yeah, it's just something that exists for me. So it was not something like, oh, this is like a new spirit world, but I would say I was and we into it.
00:03:35
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And then do my upbringing. I'll just see my mom on grandma holiday like ah call mirror and And it's not like conjuring spirits, but like really accentuating them, because my mom, she follows Taoism and Buddhism. So Taoism, you have like different kind of deities. This is Taoism, Pantheon, different kind of deities. And then Quangyi is like a fair famous one, for example, Quangyi. And I know like a lot of witches, they work with Quangyi as well. So she's like a God of mercy. And I got to know like the telepathian when I was really, really small. And then I started to study Chinese metaphysics. That's what I started. Chinese metaphysics. And when I was little, I would go to the library and I would re-think about the planets, right? Because of energy and planets.
00:04:21
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So I think I incarnated in the soul, which is still a strong attachment to the spiritual world. So to me, I could definitely say I was weak into it. I was born into it. yeah Yes, written awakening. That's a really good question. I don't really see it as a script awakening because I see it like right now as an institution because I've read script awakening on an institution, something that's life-changing career, a dark medical school for example. And I remember that I was almost one years old and I got into an accident.
00:04:53
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That's like my first initiation. I got my, um like, um actually, it was into, like, I had a nanny, and I was sitting behind her, right? Because I live in Amsterdam, and biking is a really big thing in Netherlands, right? So I was actually sitting. uh it's at the at the how do you say that the English word for it I was sitting in the in the seat like the the interesting seat right and she was like cycling and then my leg got stuck in the wheel and she didn't know it apparently my mom told me but
00:05:24
Speaker
yeah and she was like cycling and then my leg broke and I remember of my leg broke actually I still remember it right now and I still remember that I had like a pass on my leg as well my right leg and I fell off the scar on there too so I do remember that like the trauma right it's the first trauma and when I talk about like people about how you know that you're an alchemist, for example, because I call myself a direct alchemist, right? So alchemy to me is like confirmation what you're going through in life, right? Everybody will go to shit. Whether this be in a child or like bringing, you know, or in an adult life. And I will always say like, okay, look at your childhood. What sort of trauma trauma, emotional trauma, whatever trauma that have to be experienced, right? And I was looking at, this was my first trauma. It was like one or something like that. And it was a physical trauma. was
00:06:14
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It's kind of hard, you know, don't be like when you were like, what the hell? So I think from then, like, I see like myself in a timeline, like evolving, evolving, I'm 36 right now. I went to a lot of shit. And I think that is like strength. I always say like, okay, trauma is actually hidden wisdom and power. There's the way you can transmute, you know, all these dark, emotional, meta-saturity basically, that is what it is, right? You can transform that into strength. And it's also ruled by Scorpio. If you want to like talk about Australia, you would take in like Scorpionic Plutonian virus, right? Because Pluto is a planet of death and rebirth, it's a planet of,
00:06:53
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Renewal, you know, getting power, right? It's the eighth house, above power, but how do you get a power? When you go to transformation, initiation, alchemy, and that happens to a lot, but I feel like it happens to, like, a bit a lot to some, like, spiritual people, I would say, like the Scorpio, the Pluto-Scorpion generation. from 1983 or from her until 1994 in November.
Pluto in Scorpio Generation and Personal Transformations
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I guess you're also for this group though, right? Yes. Yeah. So we go to a lot of institutions in the go south because we're born what Pluto is at home in Scorpio.
00:07:31
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So our childhood was all about the rap, right? Europe's all about sex. And then you have like your students, your two-five, and all this kind of shit. So we actually saw the darkest, darkest side of the world. We're growing up with so much violence in the world, right? It's different than like the Putin-Libre generation, Putin's entire generation. It's so different. So we were actually drawing arguments with here, being created. to precisely to feel and transform the collective. And nowadays, the most people that are this critical need have to build a school field at Neptune in Capricorn, because they're here to build a new paradigm. So I think it all fits, you know, it's all fits, right? All the people are coming to the sanctuary of this awakening. Now, let's say the most people have spiritual awakening, and they're going to spit hole, a shit hole.
00:08:25
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yes yeah like like life and death i will say life and death like living life and death uh you sure know joe dispenser right joe dispenser is the same story motorcycle accident right paralyzed you know and that's something that If you're able to transmute that physical body, you know, with thoughts, thoughts alone with epigenetic, do you see that ah the behavior and the environment can can from influence yourself, right? How you regenerate it. um And that's just a amazing. And it's all come to study with Bruce with him. You know, he was like a major cycle breaker in in his research, even though he was ridiculed in research, but epigenetic. So that's like a whole new paradigm. And all that information is available on the internet.
00:09:11
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So that is super powerful. How we can meet people in the collective as a collector, right? It's all about collective community. That's just seven the seven of the women's youth. Youth songs, uniting together, instead of like, I'm doing straight on my own. No, you're not. You're part of the entire your body, right? You're a soul. And then, you know, you're all part of an ecosystem. And everybody has a role to play. And your role is to use your natural tones in this. to fulfill your part, what your destiny is. And we can see that in the Lord noted in the astrology, of course, and stuff like that. So yeah, it's been like an amazing journey and a lot of awakenings, like a lot of awakenings. I feel like I'm transforming every cycle, every move, every year. It's nonstop. It's nonstop. I think that this life was done. To me, that is this thing.
00:10:04
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Yeah. Oh my God. I love that so much. I can relate so much too, especially to what you said of like those of us born in that timeframe that we're really here to like alchemize everything that we've been through. I feel like like when I look at my life too, it's like I've had so many transformations and they're they're like different levels. Like I feel like I was really in my like young teenage and young twenties, like really disconnected from myself disconnected from spirit from purpose like purpose and like super codependent abusive relationships and like just not choosing myself abusing alcohol it's like all of those like super dark times and then now when I look at myself it's like
00:10:41
Speaker
I've already transmuted so much of that, so now I have like a very like strong inner compass, so it's just like different things now. But like I feel like my baseline overall has like really heightened to where I feel good a lot of the time, and like because I kind of overcame a lot of those darker things, and now it's like different things that I keep going through. like Do you agree with that? Exactly. Do you agree, too? Yeah, I totally her i totally agree with that. and i think what relates the most and also with the most people, especially with women, I feel like abusive relationship is a very common one, right? Abusive, toxic relationship, betraying yourself, being a relationship that's actually not even like
00:11:18
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for you. But these are like, I think the most powerful transformation that happened to me when you're really young. You may start dating when you're like, late 20s, I don't know, in America, maybe like 16, right? 16, 15. I don't know. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So I think like that is like a maiden face. I would call it the maiden, the maiden. You have to like the maiden and then it's your mother and it's the crow, right? The triple goddess faceless and all that. And when I talk about define feminine and I feel the maiden face is all about love being naive you know and you know falling in love for the first time and that's like a lot of the relationships when you fall in love first time is very traumatic it could be traumatic I would say it could be isn't all that was the case but if you're a transformer if you're an alchemist
00:12:04
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Sure, the universe is going like, you know, give you some lessons to transform, right? So you do not betray yourself. So you own your power later in a relationship relationship that you will find it equal. And that's quite like an equal yoga relationship as well, because we're talking about a second house here. It's the yoga libra, and libra is all about the balance between the masculine and the feminine. So you want that balance in every relationship that you have. with It's partnership, this is partnership, love relationships, but in order for you to do that, you have to do the shit first, right? but Yes, and also deprogram your your conditions, you know your programming that you had with your parents. And yeah, I can definitely tell a lot of some ladies like the horse, right, the horse rate is really high, especially now in the United States, it's more than 50% I guess in the first rate.
00:12:50
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It's fucking insane. It's so insane. Like, how? How? Because maybe it's so easy to, to like, farm rock and ask for your tricks, you know? And then you go with another person. So I think the love culture is also so, like, teamed up. And the hookup culture is just so toxic. you know and I talk a lot about like sacred sexuality and sexuality in my teachings I talk about the womb mysteries and how your womb is really wise it's really intelligent and you know to not like share your energy because it how Scorpio is about like sexual energy and how you how you actually transform and merge within on the person's energy right and how you need to be like so so super careful with that and with the hookup culture you know
00:13:35
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It's like deliberately having this mindset of, yeah, it's actually normal, you know, have a tinder match, have a hinge match, and you do so, you know, the one it's done. And I think that's like really toxic. It's so pretty close to Scorpio vibes. But the thing is, a lot of teenagers are being together as well. Like, not like teenagers, but maybe in their twenties, right? And they they're not even like food and Scorpio. They're like the next generation. So I think we have like a lot of things that you need to transform. So the, next Next generation is having like a good base side, a good foundation where it can all thrive, right? Like Asia Aquarius, people talking about, yeah, something to 5D. But at the other side, I think actually we're in not pretty much, we're getting there, but ah still a lot needs to be done, you know? And we've done it collectively.
00:14:24
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Yeah. yeah um Okay. So how would you say if someone is, can someone be stuck in the maiden phase? Like is it by age or can someone be stuck in that phase for a long time, like far into their life because they haven't like learned the lesson. So they continue to attract partners that keep them in those kinds of like more toxic relationships. That is so such a good question. And yeah, it doesn't it doesn't go by age. ah You can be in your fifties and still be made in. Because you just have it like learned and transformed, you know, what needs to be transformed. And you can also to switch when you're 50, you can switch from prone and made in. It's your face, right? Your face, you you're going through like a made in very not deep and your mother is most likely when you have a child or you have a business, you know, it's your birthday, burning energy and your
00:15:16
Speaker
basically exerting your energy to someone else or a business or whatever it is. And a crown, right, is the most powerful one. A crown goddess, a crown goddess energy is usually all the women men that do not menstruate because keeping your blood for yourself means keeping your life or for yourself. But you could also be a crown after sudden return because I noticed that I was like in my throne during my sudden return and I started that. So you give me a crown at any, any age, even like a young age. and It's nothing but a number. Okay. Yeah. I love that. How would you, okay. So does it just happen naturally when people, I guess, kind of like learn things that they move through to like different phases or like, how can someone, if someone stuck in the maiden phase and they're just like not in healthy relationships, but they want to move into like a more stable relationship, say somebody maybe wants to like call in their dream partner and they do want to be a mom. Like how can they consciously go into that or does it just happen?
Transitions and Life Lessons through Eclipses
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This is such a good question. I think it happens, ah just happens because I do believe the power of the eclipse, right? We just had a lunar eclipse in Libra, right? And that was not a long, long time ago. And that was the solar eclipse in Aries. So the eclipses are like a pushover, right? So, okay, you have a little fucking lesson? Okay, you're gonna fucking push you. yeah And then you will learn a lesson. So it will always like end up in the breakups if you're not destined to be that someone, right? So it there's also like, there's always like a transit or an exit happening that's going to push over. So it will, eventually it will happen. It will.
00:16:54
Speaker
But do you like it or not? you mean Yeah. And the more you're going to be like hesitant or resistant to it, the more you're going to suffer, basically. Yes. Okay. That makes so much sense. I think for me, I think my soul had to like keep suffering for a long time until I learned my lesson. So it's like, it would keep being like worse and worse things kept happening to me and I was still in that like cycle of like not really understanding how to take accountability for myself. I was like really in the victim mindset so I was just like oh like my life sucks and everything bad keeps happening to me and it would be like worse and worse things until eventually I was like oh I feel like I feel like that's when I kind of like had my awakening or I just kind of like started awakening to like seeing myself more from like witnessing myself you know and understanding that I was a soul because I didn't always know that
00:17:39
Speaker
And then um I feel like that's how I started making changes. And then I was like, oh, like I'm the one creating all of the things that are happening in my life. It's like, at first it's really scary, but then it's like so empowering because it can literally create whatever you want. Exactly. I love that. I love that. Because like you said, you you didn't know it when you were younger, you didn't know your soul and stuff like that. Right. Because in the many faith, you do not like, uh, get your intention on that unless you're fucking grown. Of course, thank do maybe. Yeah, then you like read books and develop yourself, right? But yeah, you can only like, I would or i'm say, I would say like self-actualization, right? You only know yourself and you have a soul when you actually like have this actualization about yourself. Oh, okay. Actually, everything around me is my own perception. The way I manifest my reality is through my own thoughts. And that is so fucking powerful. That means your creator God.
00:18:36
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And when you know that you'relissa you're Alyssa, you're a creative god, you can shift timeline instantaneously. That is just being magic. I think you're a Merkler, right? You're a Merkler rule, bargain for your son. um um Capricorn Sun, Virgo Rising. Oh, Virgo Rising, exactly. Because I know you are so mercurial. Because I was talking about Mercury all the time. How Mercury people, Sun, Moon, Rising, or Mercury sign in Virgo or Gemini is exalted, can shift and manifest so easily and so quickly. I've been meeting on this trip like two Virgos already. And they all tell me, yeah, I can manifest and shape my timeline so fast.
00:19:17
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So that is like what's going on right now with Age of Aquarius, Aquarius rules of 11 powers and I feel like Mercury is also like related to Aquarius somehow and shifting timelines because Mercury is quick magic, timelines shift. So we do see like Gemini season, right? We're in Gemini season right now, Jupiter's Gemini, you know, a lot of Mercury, you know, energies coming through. So people are starting to get a weight and quantum manifesting, quantum jumping timelines is so such a big trend right now. So everybody's getting that knowledge, that notice, and that they can be created God and change the island at will instantly. So that's amazing. That's really amazing. And I do believe that occurs with that human technology, right?
00:19:58
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With that, I mean like meditation, you know, and I would say like X-Men, right? Jean Grey is like my favorite character in X-Men. He has like mind control, moving things with your mind, stuff like that. That's like what Aquarius actually rules, because Aquarius, everybody reigns, and that's about like far beyond the stars, like astrology, far beyond the human side of senses. So heading to the age of cards, we do see like a lot of people waking up with special abilities, right? Being psychic, being able to act of trouble, being able to levitate and stuff like that, you know? What we see in movies is actually downloads from the spiritual realm, right? I would always say like Stanley from Marvel,
00:20:44
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He would tap into a spiritual dimension and he would write, you know, he would write his movies and stuff like that because he's tapping into that spiritual realm, right? And everything, you know, that everything happens simultaneously, right? The past, present, future is all on the same timeline because time is on the end of Europe. And so being that sad, it's so easy to shift, to shift, to shift, but persistence is the key, right? So we need to be persistent, whether it's affirmation, meditation, artwork, whatever, spiritual computation you use as a tool, you do it persistently, and things will shift for you so, so, so quickly. So that's amazing.
00:21:24
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Oh my god, I love that. I have my, my North notice in Aquarius. So when you said that I was like, Oh, that's so juicy. That's powerful. North Aquarius is so powerful because I feel like her energy is so in the moment right now because we're heading to an age Aquarius. yeah And that's all about community, collective, you know? And of course, trans Libra. So you can see it as a pair, right? Libra is all about balance and harmony, you know, working together. And of course, it's also about expanding collective, expanding community. So in this timeline, I do feel like like in this same age, we need just especially women.
00:22:05
Speaker
We need to work together. We need to work together, organizing the trees, doing podcasts, expanding that feminine, defined feminine energy, because defined feminine energy is coming down to earth again. The feminine and masculine beings bounce right now, but there's still a lot for us collectively to do. and being like being together as a group is so much more powerful because you can tap in conscious like group conscious manifesting and that works like 10 times, 100 times faster. So yeah.
00:22:40
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Oh my God. I love that so much. I love that. I actually just had, I wrote down, um, I'm starting this new like certification, like through the yes supply. It's all about like hypnosis and like subconscious rewiring. And so one of the things we did was like write down how, where we see ourselves in five years. And that's one of the things I said, I was like, oh, creating like super luxurious, juicy retreats with like my soul, bestie entrepreneurs, you know, like, and just helping people move forward. So I love that. ah Oh, yeah, that's totally more than the first thing. Yes, love that. Yay.
Discovering Akashic Records
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Okay, so can you tell us about how did you get into Akashic Records? Because that's how we met through our certification with Rebecca, which was so juicy. I feel like for me, i it was like a tool that really helped me um trust myself even more, you know, because um I use systems, like I use systems like human design and gene keys. And so it's like very system based, but using
00:23:38
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Akashic Records, I was like, oh my God, like I have this connection or I can just like receive information. So it gave me so much more trust in myself. And I feel like, I don't know, it's just like endless what we can do with Akashic Records. So how did you get into that? That's a very good question because I got into, I knew what Akashic Records was when I was really, really young, but I didn't like send you into it. I was like, okay, whatever, you know, Akashic Records, yeah, whatever. I thought maybe it was just not the timeline that was vibing in. But then suddenly, I think it was last year, just before the new moon and Scorpio, I asked him if I should be reading about a person I would argue. And he was sweet of Rebecca.
00:24:18
Speaker
So I got ours reading and it's just also a friend of friend of mine. And her reading was so juicy and it was so fucking good. I was so impressed, you know, the information that came through, I was so super impressed. And um so I started to like, decide deeper in Akashic Records. Okay, then I was thinking, okay, maybe I should like learn this too, because you can like, basically your time travel when you use Akashic, you can like see someone's past, present and future, like, freaking mercury energy, right? Time travel. So I was like, okay, what if I like use this and incorporate in my existing modalities that I have? Because I was really good in astrology, I'm a curricular, and you know, I think, okay, let's do Akashic Records so I can tap in not only to help other people, but also read for myself, but also like read the collections as well.
00:25:10
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So I asked Ari, okay, who's your teacher? And she said, yeah, it's Rebecca. Ah, and she's so good. And I was like, okay, okay. I'm hooked. I'm hooked. So I texted Rebecca and at the same time, she was ready to announce a new class at that time. So I was like, okay, this is fine from the universe. I need to do this. I need to do this. I'm done. Will you be okay?
00:25:35
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it but yes a Oh my god, it's crazy how the timing worked because like, so a year, and I think it was like maybe two years prior, i took a um I took an online course with, I think it's called Soul Tribe with these two really great women um to learn Akashic records for myself. So like how to open my own records. So I did that and then I did it a couple of times, but I kind of just like forgot about it. And then um something called to me to go look in a notebook that I had like journaled in from like two years ago and so I went to look at it and it was like practicing Akashic Records reading for myself and I was like oh my god like this is so powerful and then I was talking to Rebecca about something because I met her through a sober girls guide um
00:26:19
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ah sober girls guide like community. I was one of the sober girls guide coaches and she came to one of the calls. So I met her like later through that. And I don't know how it came up again, but I just started thinking about Akashic Records. And then she told me that she was teaching a class on how to learn to read for yourself. And I was like, Oh, I want to learn how to read for other people because I already like learn for myself. And she was like, Oh my God, like I'm going to start that at the end of the year, you know, so like, which was coming up in like a couple weeks. and I was like oh my god I'm in and then yeah that's how I met you and all the like other two beautiful women in there so I feel like it was like so divinely like guided like the timing like I just thought oh I'm gonna go read that journal and then I remembered about Akashic Records like isn't that crazy?
00:27:00
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That is so crazy. That's like how universe thing, right? Like, like it's requiring you for your next phase. When you, when you don't like a transformation and initiation, it's going to prefer prepare you for the next one. I feel like it was so the funny times and we had such an amazing class. Like I felt so comfortable and it was such a safe space for us to like, you know. just don't be scared. You know, Rebecca was really good like assuring you from if nothing comes up, that's okay. You know, it's okay. You know, don't pressure yourself. So she was like creating that and environment that was so grounding and so safe. You know, for us to be seen and taking space. So it was so amazing. And it went so fast. Like before you know it, we're done. We're done.
00:27:41
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I know, I know it was so sad when it ended, but that's helpful to like, I remember like, when she was like, Okay, now we're just gonna be practicing, you know, like, but I was like, Oh my god, I was like, so nervous. But like, every time right before I would open it, I would think that things gonna come through. And then right after you say the prayer, it's just like, wow, it's just like, everything's coming to you know, and you're like, This is so cool. So yeah, I think she was such a great teacher because she's really like she's so good at telling you she's so good at already knowing the like blocks or like the the things that are going to come up for you, you know, of like, Oh, what if nothing comes up or she's so good at already like preparing us for that that it was so easy just to like be an open channel. So I think it was so juicy.
00:28:23
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Yeah, I totally agree with that. And I do believe that her prayer is powerful because usually what we do to pray here, we all already get like the almost right. yeah So that was amazing. Yeah and I know like different certifications they'll give you a prayer or like they'll have you come up with your own but that is one thing that like that prayer is like every time it's you know how she always tells us like okay be very present every single time because different things you're gonna notice different words or like different feelings and like I just feel like that prayer is like so magical like oh my god I get so much just from reading the prayer every time.
00:28:56
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Yeah, same for me, same for, yeah, I noticed like our two beautiful classmates, they were all the same, right? And ah it was so such an amazing way to open up the channel because every every time we got it in class, we had to channel and we could like, do our work, right? i'm um Everybody has so much amazing skills. Even Amanda, right? She was a little bit insecure, but she did so well the entire time. She did so well. So we shouldn't underestimate us as women. I would start to disempower and just be feeling confident and just whatever comes up will come up. Just trust it. You'll get there eventually.
00:29:39
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Yes, i that's I totally agree. And I feel like if anybody's ever interested or drawn to these things, but you might feel like, oh, there's no way I could do that. Or I've never tried X, Y, and Z. It's like, just try it, because literally, all of us can do it. And then it's so cool, too, how all of us have our other different backgrounds or like things that we love. And then it like comes into it. like When you did my reading for me that we like traded with each other, I was like, oh my god. like You were literally reading my astrology with never looking at my chart. I was like, what the hell is this? like I was like, this is so crazy. You're like, oh, I feel like you have a lot of like this and this. And I'm like, oh my god. like It's so true, you know?
00:30:19
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Yeah, it is so funny because usually when I do acoustic record reading, I could definitely feel like astrology, ah the elements or whatever that's coming through, you know? And that is just so funny because I feel like I can just tap into your energy field. When you're open, it's easy for me to like tap into and see, you know, what what what what elements or what signs you may be. So to me, I'm just getting better at it. I'm still practicing with astrology, but usually it's quite easy for me to tell. Yeah. And I lost that how I can like combine astrology with my oracle cards and then application records, you know? And I've been doing like very good healing in the acoustical records as well. And bouncing the chakras. It has been amazing. It has been amazing. Like you can do so many things in the acoustics. You can do meditation, your breath work. You can, oh no, listen to affirmations of us. Open up your,
00:31:09
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I'll catch your records. We win it, and you know, and close to the next day. So it's just being, it's limitless. It's limitless. I even have the candle. Like for me, you told me to do like a thing with my solar plexus. So look, I got the candle. Yeah, and I love it. I get it all the time. I'm like, I love it so much. Art of the Rude. Yes, Derek. Yeah, I had that one burning too. I burned one last year on the Lionsgate portal, 8-8. Yeah, because the solo practice, right? The Leo energy. Yeah, it helped me a lot. Like, it helped me. Their products are amazing. I'm such a fan. And it works. It's making words. Yeah. Oh my god, I love that. How do you feel about that? Yeah. What was your experience so far with the solo practice candle?
00:31:53
Speaker
I love it. I love it so much. I light it like whenever I'm about to do something like this, like a podcast or anything that I want to step into my power and just like own myself, like own my gifts, confidence, like, you know, like really getting that fire going. And it feels so good. Like I do it. I even do it like every time I do Akashic Records readings or anything. It just gives me that like power. It just feels so good. Yeah, amazing. Amazing to hear that. Yeah, I love that. I love that because you're Sally in fifth house, right? So yeah that's so amazing to connect your solo practice because I feel like you can be so powerful in your creative art in the way you actually shine and show up because Leo's all about, you know, in the center, you know, all I need, but being confident, right?
00:32:38
Speaker
Being in your feminine power, being confident, and I feel that that is like something that you could be so good at and um whether you want to do public speaking later on, or um because you're rigorizing. So rigorizing is mercorial and mercorial, also most public speaking, writing, you know, communication, speech, and all that. And if you combine that and activate your fixed house, wow, you're going to be such a powerful girl. Oh my god, I love that. yeah i just get That's so good. um Okay, so I want to ask you about this. so
00:33:09
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It's so funny how actually like how this podcast came about because last week I went on TikTok and I was like, oh, I'm going to create a TikTok because I realized you can do like longer form content So because I wanted to do this whole talk about something. And I was like, there's no way I can do this in 90 seconds on Instagram. So I created a TikTok so I could create a 10 minute video, which I'm obsessed with. And then I started getting all of these recommendations for like tarot readings, like live tarot reading. So I was like, oh, this is fun. Like, let me look at them.
00:33:37
Speaker
And I was literally like what the hell is going on like so many of them were so fake like scam artists that you could just tell we're obviously like just trying to get people's money and like they were not it had nothing to do with like reading the cards they were literally just like like they would like look at one and be like oh is like Susie Ching on me yes does like Chad want to have a relationship with me? No, you know, like just like really stupid. Like, I is this? What fascinated me was by the amount of people that were there live buying readings. I was like, this bitch is getting so rich off of like scamming the shit out of these people. And it was like really sad because most of it has to do with love, which all of us we want to know about love. That's like a huge topic. And so
00:34:22
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I was kind of laughing but then also like I was like why are there so many of us with like really beautiful gifts that we're actually the ones that are the most scared to show up when we actually have real gifts that can help people so then um I saw you post something on your stories kind of talking about something similar about like someone who was like a spiritual figure who wasn't really who's kind of shady so I wanted to just ask you like what is going on and how can we and people like I think it's easier for us to kind of be able to discern that when we're already kind of like have a deeper connection with ourselves and spirit. It's easy for us to spot it but for a lot of people that can't and they get taken advantage of like can you just talk about that? I'm so glad you brought this up because it's something that I think like thinking about like lately a lot because Jupiter doesn't demonize so we're in a season of getting
00:35:11
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oceans people in the spiritual community is getting exposed for their like shady shit.
Navigating the Spiritual Community Safely
00:35:15
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So I counted like a couple of pieces and I just put them on my sword, you know? Being like the Libra son, I wanted like, yeah you know, I'm custom justice. I started in my first house as well. So all about like balancing my dad, like balancing the collective, make sure everything is all right, you know? No scams or shit like that. so yeah um where do i start even like ah but yeah it was a little funny when you mentioned like yeah ah just chat chat wants a relationship no and then you know you go like that and
00:35:46
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and I was thinking about it. I was thinking, okay, you know how the spiritual community like looks like right now? I was thinking about crypto. The crypto space is like full of noobs getting wrecked. you know They see new coins going like 2,000%, 100 eggs, and they get into the crypto space and then they get wrecked because they do not have the knowledge. They want to make money fast. you know I feel that it's spiritual. community right now is a lot of people have problems, a lot of people are having issues, you know, and the transit are not like, for the theme-hearted right now, you know, even solar flares, we have like very heavy moon cycles, so.
00:36:20
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Your surprise is going through the surface and a lot of people are dealing with a lot of darkness, basically. And I do understand that they want to help. But they just don't know where to start. And TikTok is just a so old it's so easy to get TikTok. You just download the app. And you know like you said, you get suggest some suggestions on the feed. So it's very easy for them to fall in like trash like that. you know And when you're so desperate and wanting for an answer, you will look at the star cards and you'll see that oh it's a a fine guidance you know or you just want to hear what you want to hear you know a lot of people are like you know wanting to hear whatever they want to hear because they do not want to face their inner demons you know especially relationships that's like a lot of people dealing with the relationship issues and uh that all stems from your inner childhood right your Thomas and conditioning from your parents and um
00:37:15
Speaker
And I do understand it may be like hard to be discerned because you're not that compensated, right? You do not go to state yourself yet. So it's easy for you to think, oh, that's a new tool that gets that gets me an answer, right? When I want an answer. And if I don't like the answer, I'll just go to check another tarot reader that gives me the answer that I desire, right? So. I think that's like the the the danger of using these platforms because it's so easy to use and a lot of people can go there, right? Because it's um is not being checked, right? It's not being checked like, oh, are you a legit tarot reader? So you can be on my platform, right? Everybody can do that. Everybody can go go there and, you know, be paid so easily. Like you said, like all these people are going to like a tarot reader and she earns a lot of money by taking bullshit. So I think that is going
00:38:10
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to change. I think that's really going to change. Like Jupyter is in Gemini, Saturn is in Pisces, Neptune is in Pisces, 29 degrees. We're talking about like really, really serious transit over here. So Saturn in Pisces, karma is real. Karma, you know, is going to be around when you're like scanning people, especially you're using, you're deceiving, you know, you're deceiving, you pretend to be a spiritualist, you're going to spend money for that, you're going to be like kind of just like that. You're going to get your karma. And usually it's been continuously.
00:38:42
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oh So they will get there. you know I always believe that the universe is going to like balance themselves out eventually. So these cameras are gone like you know going away. and I also feel like the more easier it is for you to get in the spiritual community, it's easy for you also to broaden your eyes, right? So there's more than only the physical little realm, right? Just like crypto space, a lot of people are getting to know crypto because of the mini coins, it's so easy for you to like get in or invest your money. So at the other tale of the story,
00:39:17
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People do get like open-minded, they do get into spirituality, but they will first like suffer, right? They might be these, these, these start first, you know, suffer, and then you're going to learn, and then you're going to like step in and to meet the real spiritualists and community. So that's just pros and cons, I would say. And if you might want to match something, you always have to get the shit. So let's say the fake spiritualists are just like the shit that you have to go through for you to realize you're creat a creative god. You do not need some fucking tool. Burrow, breadwork, yoga, whatever. It's all a tool, you know? Even breadwork is a tool. It's a powerful tool. It's only powerful when you do the integration afterwards. Like all the people going through to Ayahuasca, you know, it's a hype.
00:40:03
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But you can do as much as you want. But if you do not do the inspiration, it's still useless. You can need to cultivate yourself every day. It's a spiritual practice. It's not a passing hand or a pipe. And a lot of people get into astrology, get into gemstones, and think they're going to the vegan cafe. Like, I'm involved right now, right? So I'm seeing all these people like, oh, I have to wear this, I have to wear a Labrador, I all have to go to a season cafe, it makes you spiritual. What the fuck, no? No, the spiritual is not about the experience, but the interior, right? Like you took a faith in yourself, know thyself. It's something that I will record my teachings all about, like know thyself, know your creative God. But in order for you to get to find sparkle, create and activate it, you need to go to an escape them. You need to go to the darkness.
00:40:51
Speaker
And yeah, a lot of things are going to be ripped out, you know, you're in a demon's making you to face all that, like, pretty parenting that you got, you know, and then you're going to get rewarded. Only then you're going to get rewarded. It's Pluto, right? Only through life and that you get, you know, renewal, right? See from the ash, like a phoenix. So yeah, a lot of people are getting into astrology and I like saying like in my stories as well, like astrology is not for everyone, okay? Look at your chart and look what your life purpose is. Everybody has a role to play. And most of them shouldn't be like in a spiritual space. They should be like a, a in um ah you know, an observer. Yeah, an observer or like a disciple, right? There's a hierarchy in a spiritual realm basically.
00:41:39
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and
00:41:42
Speaker
I would say look at your astrology chart and see what the north node is and see what the fifth path is because these placements gonna say like, hey, you should be an actor, you should be, I don't know, a writer, you should be a speaker, whatever that is, you know? Don't doubt in strict practices when it's not for you because In ancient time, we have closed practices for a reason, right? Closed practices means only initiated can practice a certain type of spirituality. Whether you go to South America, whether you go to China, whether you go to, know you know, the Asian civilizations. The priesthood is something for the initiated, and initiation is always by spirit. I'm telling people, like, it's always by spirit, by ancestors.
00:42:20
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cultural close practice, like the, you have the IFA, the in Yoruba religion, like African spirituality, it's all about close practices. And then you have like these tribes and as a god Dogon tribe, right? Very famous one Dogon tribe, they do spiritual initiation too. I do believe it's possible with people, but these are like very ancient old tribes and doing this work for but thousands of years, right? So you cannot like go to and retreat and being initiated as a goddess or as a high priestess. I'm seeing that a lot in the Korean community, like, okay, you know, I want to be a high priestess, it's cool, you know, I'm going to retreat and I need bath pipes in the river and I'm gaining my my name or say this as a high priestess. It doesn't work like that because in ancient time, we're talking about ancient people life and death. That is what it is, life and death, an Asian cannot, Egypt,
00:43:16
Speaker
When you change this, happen with be life and that, right? Spiritual that, that's even like spiritual going to this ego that if you may have experienced in an unwashed ceremony, right? You go to spiritual that, you separate your ego for your false sense of self, right? That's why we work with like some, some of us like myself. um My client's look with dark goddess Kalima because she destroys your ego, your spiritual ego. And I do find like in the spiritual community right now, a lot is about that spiritual ego, just like the tar reader, right? You know, like, like, like receiving people, and they think it's cool to be a tar reader, or they think it's cool to practice astrology. But that's just not for everyone. one it It just depends based on your chart and what other multiples.
00:43:58
Speaker
When everybody is playing their role in the collective, then we are as a human race rebalanced, right? And just don't talk about star seed and stuff that men should go like shit when you do not have to get them on this plane, all right? Like a lot of people are talking about, oh, I'm trying to go like for the wheelchair. I'm trying like, whatever, ladies, whatever. I'm a bro. Ground first because we're all so busy with ascending, you know, it's detecting our body, our spirit, but please master grounding first because it de defines feminine, it's all about grounding, all about in the physical body, doing you a bottom line, right? Bread work, yoga, meditation, do that first. Master groundingness because a lot of people are so ungrounded in spiritual space and also they think it's funny to lay down, do taro, but do you know that
00:44:48
Speaker
doing tarot people is having spiritual steps they do not understand that it's an eight house thing they all called the eighth house when you were reading tarot with other people you're into training having sex with their animal group and people do not understand that and you need to like You know, do your protection, do your cleansing, taking spiritual baths, having your your fertile mind. I always say it's a fertile mind because fertile is a virgin and what virgin means in our core is having like an untainted consciousness. Untainted as in away from mute, away from, you know, low vibrations, keeping yourself spiritually clean, mental clean. That's like
00:45:26
Speaker
In old days, we talk about temple priestesses, and that's like what's Virgo rules, Virgo rules temple priestesses. It's like being clean, you know, surface of the gods, surface of the goddess, you know, being clean, sensibility, and being clean mentally, emotionally, and spiritually before you do any practice. People think it's so easy, like, oh, I want to buy a tarot deck, because tarot deck is so easy to buy nowadays. You can like grab it everywhere, right? So easy. And they think it's fine, you know, or playing with Ouija board. They think it's fine. Like, oh, I'm going to call this first. Like, no, you do not do that. Like that. Or having like busy people doing it on TikTok or YouTube, you know, and they want to try it. That's like a danger because it's so uncensored. It's a danger. But you have to deal with the danger. You know, if you want to doubt the spirits, you know, if you don want to doubt, like, you know, open up portals, talking with entities, do your thing. But they will like wreck you. And I do know like that.
00:46:22
Speaker
and I think it was last year or something like that was like a Western trick and she channel Papa Legba. I think it's Papa Legba. Yeah, it's an African deity, right? It's a road opener. And she ended up being that. Oh, wow. He ended up being dead. Yes, yes, because she was not initiated. And I do know that African deities are very strong and powerful and only initiated time practice with like the IFA, the Loas, the Rishas, you know, Yeruba religion, all these practices.
00:46:54
Speaker
so If you do, if you practice, I can't initiate it, and you, you know, you want to call up the spirit of that Pantheon, and after Pantheon, you're going to deal with the consequences, and that can lead up to that. Because spirits are dead people, right? They're deceased, so you're definitely with a realm, you know, that's invisible. And when you're not prepared, you're not initiated, prepare, they will direct you to the spiritual world. So you will die, basically. So there's so much dangers in the spiritual community right now. And I think that needs to be addressed, like really clarity needs to be addressed. Yeah. So having and like a great teacher or like a reliable teacher is of the essence. I love that so much. How would, okay. So how would somebody,
00:47:45
Speaker
like find their teacher? Like does it more just like kind of show like a show up to you you know like oh when the students ready the teacher appears like how does somebody find a teacher if they are interested in something or they're like oh I want I'm really drawn to like this practice or this thing but I want to learn from somebody who's actually like really authentic like how would they do that?
Guidance and Shadow Work
00:48:08
Speaker
Well I think when the student is ready to teach their peers. I do believe that because that's what I experienced in my life, and my in my entire journey. Like I go to see the initiations and then I, at some point I was taking a lot of chemists and I was on a three year journey of clinical medicine. And then I became phallocytic, it became phallocytic. And then I started to connect with my ancestors, probably talking spirits. So that's how I molded my my spiritual, you know, ah um myself. And
00:48:41
Speaker
Even nowadays, they talk about manifestation, right? You talk to the universe. you can like If you want to have a stability teacher, just talk to the universe. Command it, right? Because you're a creator god. Just say to the universe, okay, I'm ready. I'm ready to to to to learn more about the Akashic records. Show me a clear sign. you know Bring me a teacher. Bring me a teacher, and or bring me a, I don't know, a course to know that is feasible for me. you know It's um affordable and I can be like the best academic reader for myself. You know, come on these things from the universe because everybody's now talking about this is secret and the fasting has been very hard, right? A lot of work section. Everybody's talking about it. Then it was same with having like knowledge where you have to teach one to have a teacher and just command it to the universe and the universe will bring it to you to ask for the sign, you know.
00:49:35
Speaker
You know, whatever way you want to do it, call it in, call it in. And different time frame, like, okay, within two months of time, I will have a teacher teaching me what it's to YouTube or feed or to someone else. I'm open to all the the community or open up the path for that for me to, you know, manifest in my timeline. And then it will come. It will come. It will certainly come. And you have to have to fade because a lot of people don't not have to fade when like after two weeks, they give up, right? Okay, like I asked this from you the first week, so it's coming up. And that's a test, that's a test, I told you that. It's gonna test you like, okay, are you patient? Number one, are you patient? Number two, do you truly surrender to the define, okay? Because it's a surrendering, it's a feminine mode, right? Receptiveness, receiving, it's not like I'm asking, I'm gonna chase, like I want it now. No, you're gonna like sit there.
00:50:30
Speaker
put your request in the universe sit back relax you act and it will come to you because it's a fake thing okay you talk about religion how fate is but working with spirit in the universe is also about fate it's also a vertical thing it's fate right fate in the unseen and fate it will come to you in the right timing you know because spirit or universe will always like ah like bring in bringing things into your station when you're ready to go to the next level when you have like mastery and intention and then it's going to reward you and then you go on a new journey so you will have to have faith in your entire lives you know everything is an initiation eventually everything is here to make you a better person but you must have faith you must remember you must have like
00:51:19
Speaker
the mastery about the initiation that you're going through. And that requires a lot. It requires a lot, but hey. That's like working collectively, you know, having like good people around you, whether it's your sisterhood, you know, suspicious or whatever. You can, you know, you can learn so much from like people around you. If they are spiritual or you go to travel, you need to meet people in your life. They can tell you also about their life on theirport experience experiences. It's everything is wisdom. As long as you have the eye open for it, everything can be wisdom. The trees can be wisdom. The birds can be wisdom.
00:51:53
Speaker
your perceptiveness of your third eye, your consciousness is going to determine if you are able to grasp on that. And that is, it's so important to like doing your spiritual best, spiritual hygiene, you know, keeping your mind clear, so you're not disturbed and influenced by outside factors. yeah Yes, I frickin love that. I feel like that's one of like the biggest lessons I've learned was like how to just be patient and see like everything is so connected like really is like if you are interested in something or if you're just open like you said things will just drop in to where you'll start like like you'll start meeting the people and then you'll like have the opportunity to come up or you'll like see the thing and then you're responding to that and then like everything just kind of unfolds it's like nobody has this like plan or like knows like exactly what they're doing it just kind of like unfolds so when I learned how to really be patient with myself and just be like okay like I'm just gonna allow things to happen I feel like that's when it became like the most magical to be living
00:52:52
Speaker
ah Exactly. Exactly. Because we do live in a Yang society, I call it Yang society, masculine society, where things are getting real toxic, right? We're all full about chasing, chasing, chasing. If we get, we do not have it right now, it's to break a patient. We just do not want it ever, any, anyhow, right? Because we want things, I quickly speak, speak, speak and define, you know, the female, the defined feminine essence, all about like, relax, surrender, because I have to practice surrender as well. Like I was so patriot and patient and impatient and then posted on my average moon, right? And my Libra is telling me, okay,
00:53:27
Speaker
calm down, you know, you can be in your goddess mode, you can be receptive and just like, have patience, because patience is so, so cute, so cute, patience versus surrender. And breathe, breathe. Yes, yes. I know, I think I got that's so important, just breathing, like remembering to breathe and just like, breath work is so important. How would you okay, yeah So so many people like obviously talk about lights like light workers and like love light. But I love how you also like you really incorporate like the dark feminine and like really like understanding our shadows. So like, what does that mean to you? Or how can someone like embrace that more in themselves?
00:54:12
Speaker
That is such a good question because I think light and love is such a like a trending thing in the community, right? Light and love, love and light, and you know, light work is, you know, to be honest, I've never resonated with that. I never resonated with that because I feel like Power comes from, like power and wisdom comes from the things, the obstacles that you have mastered, right? It's also like a typical Chinese thing, you know, working hard and getting through all these trials and situations, you know, and then power comes into place.
00:54:43
Speaker
and And how you can like step into your dark feminine energy, the first thing is to look at your relationship and look at your parents, okay? Because it does involve shadow work. Shadow work is something that you actually look at your psyche and the things that you're stunned while you look at in a strong few, you look at Lily. Lily is the one that, you know, gets kicked out of the garden either because he did not want to submit to Adam. Because she thinks, okay, you know, Adam, bro, we're equals, you know, we're equals. And that's like actually what the dark segment represents, equality, right equality and independence, but not in a way that's toxic. okay That you can actually take care of yourself if you want to, and you need to, and you can also take care of other people at the same time.
00:55:26
Speaker
And dark feminine is all about helping boundaries, strong boundaries, okay? In love, right? A lot of people go into these toxic abusing relationships. At a time that you maybe, you aren't sacrificing a lot of the time, the energy, and you basically, you're fucking weak at boundaries, right? So when you want to cultivate the dark family and goddess, right? You cultivate the empowering part. You empower yourself as a goddess and you will, you know, stop portraying yourself, right? Doing things that you ultimately want you and stand for and what's setting your soul on fire.
00:56:04
Speaker
So stop people policing. That's the first thing you do. Stop people policing and stop betraying yourself. Say no to things that you do not want to do. Don't say fucking yes all the time. I've been there because I'll leave a sign. I did all the people policing. And so I learned all these things through like working with our goddesses like Halima. I love her, Lillit. I love her. And um So you're cultivating that these practices like having strong boundaries, saying no for a few things, and really seeing yourself because we're so fearful of being criticized, being judged, you know, and by other females as well because that's a richling thing, right? Seeing other women as competition or as enemies. So this is like a big thing in the collective. It's a richling that we all need to heal from because subconsciously it's still there.
00:56:52
Speaker
So start seeing your sisters are being sisters instead of like enemy or no competition or, oh, she's better than you, you feel it's more premium. But no, it's not about the experience, but the culture, you feel just self, the soul. And I do recommend with like working with dark goddess, I always use the archetype. If you're a beginner and you want to know more about dark feminine energy, you can study the myth, okay? Mythology is everything. Mythology, alchemy, astrology, and magic is like a piece of the universe, right? So we study the myth.
00:57:25
Speaker
So if you want to work with Lilith, she's going to empower you, especially like being independent and be having this unfuckable energy, right? And see yourself as an equal to a masculine entity. So you can just study her myth first, but her myth is very clear, you know, being not being submissive to anyone and being the full through devotion to herself because all the goddesses are all about like transforming the false part you know the things that are actually as false as itself what do you do with ayahuasca whatever you know it's always talking about the the the self that has been turned it has been like detached again what a lot of women
00:58:06
Speaker
So you do not feel safe in our body, we cannot like like like express our sensuality sexuality without like men, you know, moving at us right you cannot like really show ourselves anymore. Oftentimes we do not even feel safe when we travel right. So, quote the statement, Darksat and Angie, Gershi's the power to be like, being in your own space and respecting yourself. It's all about like, how much do you respect yourself? If you respect yourself so much, you will quit that fucking fuck's relationship. Wait, do not do that. Then you're not respecting yourself, right? Then you have no boundaries. Then, like, you know, being doormat.
00:58:44
Speaker
So start with that, look at your relationship. Evaluate, okay, what is my relationship with my current spouse or current boyfriend, you know? If you're in toxic relationship, you need to cut that shit off. Whether you like it or not, you know? And then you start to cultivate, you know, yeah your boundaries. Because people are basically like trying to control you in a relationship, right? It could be, right? Being like dominant, controlling, being jealous. And the longer are you stay in such a relationship, the longer are you disobey and disrespect yourself, basically. And you do know one thing at that, right? So take a look at your relationship and how to unfold, whether you feel like a friendship maybe, you maybe feel a power struggle between like a friendship, maybe a women friendship that you have. Like I heard a lot of clients, they're dealing with like certain friendship with another woman and there are like some itchiness, like itchiness because there's a power struggle.
00:59:40
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and that can potentially pass life when you're like maybe a witch and you have like witch wars whatever it is and so start to look at those relationships and judge them like are they healthy or are they unhealthy if they're unhealthy give away you can like compromise because If not, then just like, you know, but way so he's like that new people will come into your life when you make a space for it. And that's also a thing like people are so scared of sacrifice, you know, sacrificing parts of yourself sacrificing friendships sacrificing like ah many or whatever it it is, but it do not feel like
01:00:16
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When you sacrifice something that's Scorpio, you get something like reward. Taurus, right? Taurus and Scorpio are the same axis. Taurus are about abundance and Scorpio is about sacrifice, something that is no longer part of itself, that is like making you suffering, making you like 18 and making you just not delicious. you going like sacrifice apart, something beautiful, big and bound is coming to your to your new space because that's forest or it's all about facility, business news, donations, you know, all that good news. But you first need to sacrifice something in order to gain that. And that's like where people actually stop. Because they're fearful. They think, okay, but if I forgive my boyfriend, I'm going to find someone new again, and blah, blah, blah, like, girl,
01:01:02
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the fuck up. that When you gonna let it break that shit, someone fucking delicious coming into the eyes. So that's like a piece of like having faith again, right? Faith, you know, faith, surrender, and just nothing that's faith, you know? And then It's actually quite easy, but we tend to make like see things so difficultly because we have emotions, right? Humans have emotions. We may be emotionally affected or attached to someone that we will bear us, but that someone is abusive, but we let them to be as abusive. We be in the relationship because we are so afraid that he's gonna lose us. We're not gonna find a better person, you know? And that is your initiation, like, okay,
01:01:51
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Can you, are you able to step in your dark feminine and choose for yourself? Are you able to say no to this toxic relationship and choose for yourself? Are you able to step up in your boundaries? That's the test. Are you able to master the initiation? If you break up, then you'll master it. You'll get reward, force, right? Award as someone that's like better, better fit to you. And if not, then yeah, you're going to like attracting like more losers in your life. Yeah. Yeah. Oh my God. I love that so much. And I feel like, I feel like that happened to me. Like I feel like once you take the leap and you break up with the person, whether it's like toxic or abusive.
01:02:30
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And then you kind of like do that inner work on yourself, then it's like, you're most likely, I mean, unless you're like staying in a pattern, you didn't really like learn from it. Most likely, like, you're just not going to be a match anymore for that type of thing. Like, once I did that, I gave myself like I was single for a long time. And then I met my now partner. And it's like the most healthiest, like complete opposite relationship. And like, I can never imagine myself like, even giving the time of day to anybody who had those tendencies or before I was just like oh like I would look at every guy and be like oh my god like could that be my boyfriend could that be my boyfriend like I was literally open to like anybody I was like so like like love crazy you know and I was just like open to anyone and now I'm like it does not even resonate like I would it just there's no way that I could ever get past talking to somebody if they're just add that vibration. you know Isn't it crazy? it's like I really do feel like you said, like once we take the leap and have trust and like we break those patterns, then it's like it really is so beautiful on the other side. and then it's like you just like You would not tolerate that. it's like Your level of self-respect, like you said, like channeling the dark feminine is self-respect, self-worth. I would never tolerate someone treating me like that. so you just like It would never align again, and then it just becomes easy.
01:03:43
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Exactly. I love it. I love it. I love like how you're like starting this experience, like working on yourself, right? What's the big deal for you in order to extract the current part, right? That is so true. That's like the shadow work. Like, I suppose shapes are basically a mirror. air free Every person you encounter in life is a mirror to yourself, whether it's to be healed, right? So especially in love relationship, that your partner is going to show you the things that you need to be healed in yourself. And if you are smart, you see these triggers and wounds, you're gonna heal yourself, you don't no longer vibrate with a person, with a partner because you're healed. So his job is done basically. And you can like move on and transcend to your next chapter in life. So that's so fucking true.
01:04:26
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Yeah, I love that. I love that so much. And then it's like, then when you're with like the next person, it's like, obviously, no relationship is perfect. But I've, I feel like I've already overcame, like, it's like, okay, toxicity overcame that now it's just like normal everyday things, obviously, that partners have issues with. And then it's like, every time I healed that and uplevel that it's like, it's like a new level of myself. And I feel like it's important too to be with a partner who also has like a growth mindset and is always trying to like better themselves too. Then you can both just kind of like better each other. And then you never like, I mean, eventually maybe if you're not meant to be forever, you like you'll come to a place where like one of y'all grows the other person, which then it's like having not attachment and just be like, okay, I love this person so much. But if we come to a point where one of us isn't growing anymore, and it would be for the involvement of ourselves to
01:05:10
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break up then it would be like okay then that is what it is and moving to the next person. So I feel like it's just having that like non-attachment is like helpful too. Exactly. I love that. I love that. Yes. Yes. Yes. Because if you're able to see it just like that, then you know, okay, it's just an only phase and just a phase, you know, it will move me to, you know, to my perfect spot, to my perfect match because I know that this is just a period to learn about myself. It's not about the person that I'm related, but it's just a mirror. He's just reading from there. He's doing his thing, you know, he's like minutes, minutes, minutes.
01:05:41
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student's ready to come, you know, he's my teacher. When you look at that, that is just being so helpful. And that's how I look at my love relationship as well. Like, okay, he taught me so many things, like good stuff about myself that I need to be working on. And the soon that I was like entering my initiation about that, the sooner the relationship actually ended. So I knew that he would just like show me, you know, how to get to the next stage. So I love that. I love that. Yes. Totally agree with that. and then it's like I love that so much too because then it's like we're you know how there's like certain people in society who's like certain women in society like their only goal is to like become married like they just want to be married that's all they can think about is like their wedding day and like that's they're obsessed with that and then it's like okay but then once you get married then what it's like marriage doesn't do anything like that's why I'm like I have like a very like
01:06:33
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different view on marriage I'm like okay then once you get married it's like nothing like now you're gonna do the rest of your life it's like I don't know why people have like such a huge celebration for like you guys haven't overcame anything yet really in your relationship you have a lot of time to go and then like that's why I think people are also like so like it's so sad people feel like they can't get divorced if like that that person or they're not growing anymore so I feel like yeah it's a kind of a cool way not a cool way, but it's just a different way to look at it. It's more of like two souls like coming together to like grow. it's like It's for the evolution of the soul. And then if they need to move on, instead of having these like um ties to this like societal like thing that we created of marriage.
01:07:15
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you know sorry and I totally i agree with that. I think that marriage nowadays is easy. Again, it's all that easiness, you know, all that easiness. It's so easy to get married, but at the same time, it's also easy to get divorced. So that's why the divorce is actually so high. And a lot of the ways how you see a relationship is like an evolution of the school because you're a mirror, right? You're a mirror. So so every phase in life, it doesn't mean that you need to stick with one person because you have like many soulmates, you can have money.
01:07:46
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you know, person that can teach you something. And I do feel like if you are long-term in a really good marriage, let me know the high school sweethearts that like getting together and getting married and being like so long in um in a relationship, I think they're NPCs. ah Like okay, like in a sense of okay, okay, you have like such a perfect relationship. But then I was thinking, okay, maybe because you know there's just ignore ignorance is a bliss you know when they say that ignorance is and bliss maybe they were never in social shadow or maybe they do not even know what ancestral feeling is maybe they do not know what karma is so you live in like in a very untamed secure reality
01:08:31
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And maybe you can like develop like such a beautiful relationship because you never like go to hot shit before. Maybe you're like having this perfect and environment, you know, you have like so much love from your parents. That's like a big bonus, right? You're so nurtured, especially with your mom. So maybe they had all these like things in place that created like a long lasting, beautiful, delicious marriage. So I do think that is possible, whether empathy or not. But it all depends like how you were nurtured as a kid. I mean, if you're not loving parents, yeah, the less struggle you have eventually. But yeah, marriage in the ancient time, it's different. I believe that marriage
01:09:12
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didn't really happen, or no, it was like more polly, I guess. I think it was more polly. I read something about marriage, like in the ancient time, it was more polly, or there's like, um there was a podcast that I listened, but I forgot what it is. It was talking about a specific civilization that in that time, the moment that you start married, okay, it's a several year cycle. And every several year cycle, you could get to decide if you want to stick with the part or not, or you can just switch off with partners. like all these things are happening like like every civilization has an old vision of what a marriage is because in nowadays like in the society and marriage is just like in union being in love or to raise a kid together you know it's very physical but i think in the olden days like in asian citizen civilizations it's more about what you said
01:09:56
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the stopping of the spirit, the soul, you know, totally different. Yeah. Yeah. I think I've heard of that too. I think, I don't know where that was from, but I think I heard of that too, of like this seven year cycle thing where they would like decide like, okay, do we want to stay together? No. Or like keep going. So I think that's a beautiful way to look at it. Exactly. Yeah. So refreshing. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So can you tell us how, like, what do you have currently going on? Like what are your offers? Like how can people work with you? Yeah, so my current office is obviously my Akashic Record readings that I am still offering to my clients. um Like I can read basically any reading. I have like specific reading about wealth, about karma, ancestral feelings, and even like your witch wounds and your witchy powers. So basically everything, I just tell people, I can't read anything. youre like I can read, basically there's no limit for me. I feel like I can tap like so deep. If you're open to it, I can tap like really, really fucking deep.
01:10:58
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So that has been going really well. My acoustic record readings. And it's often combined with a little bit of astrology and oracle cards. When I see you like it, I will like just open cards. And usually, it just confirms my entire reading. so but And um what I offer next is box of coaching. I do coaches as well. like Once in one, if you want to have anyone come on with me, we post through the acoustic record. So every week, we'll achieve them biweekly. It's a three-month program. So by quickly, our channel likes to see the theme. So the theme is to be in a challenging way, the past life, current vloggers or themes that we need to learn, future potential timelines, the power to get, you know, in your ancestral blocks, basically.
01:11:44
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But these are like fields of freedom depending on the client, what the client needs is, you know, usually I can take like a discovery call or just took a chart, and we'll look at the car wound, you know, the limit.
Tools for Spiritual Transformation
01:11:56
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They're gonna take me like, I would sense like, okay, you saw the two that we need to work on, okay, that's gonna like level up into your next spiritual, you know. level because I do feel like I am only a tool. I'm telling my clients I'm just only a tool you know I can be a tarot card or you know I can be you know I once got you know I can do something to whatever I need to do the powers in yourself you know so my readings are very transformative and it will I will always show you my reading what you can do okay with the bucket business and what you can do practically because I do believe that
01:12:30
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you need to do the integrating work. Whatever tool you're using, you need to do the homework, okay? So when you have a reading from me, I will give you homework. They can keep working on that. Because I think it's so important to like, I had my, I had readings before, right? From different like side peaks. And they will tell me, okay, this going on, that's it. So I will actually, I can miss a part of, okay, what is like the real resolution, like the the remedy, what I can do in my life to overcome this obstacle. And I feel like, okay, there's something that I should incorporate in my own meetings and in my own coaching so I can actually help my clients to see, not only to see what the week costs, but also like, what do they need to do right now to release a blockage? Whether it's like candle magic, it's core cutting, whether it's meditation, bread work, whatever, upper creatures, massage. You can name it, right? Because there are different tools.
01:13:21
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Because I do believe that you know all these tools are meant to work together, right? All meant to work together. So I can like maybe say, OK, you need to see, and then and then ah you need to do a massage, a shiatsu massage. Because I do see like these auras, whatever, meridians are blocking you. So you go there, and that's going to help you to solve something, right? Because we used to work in unison with each other because I do not have massage skills. I do not have like the skill to do that. But I can refer you to someone that does, right? So I do believe that like sharing these modalities is so important, and working together and refer like to other people. That's so important.
Past Lives and Blockages
01:13:57
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And basically, yeah, that's what I do, like being practical, you know not only telling what past life did they have, like what's like the how does that past life affect
01:14:09
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you in the slide. that's That's a team that we had like in Costa Rica, right? One of the first questions that we've got to practice, okay, you have a past slide, but how does it pass by influencing you in the subtype? What can you do to release that blockage, right? So being a one-stop solution is so important. um We do not want the flame to come back over and over and over again. We do want them to integrate whatever they need to integrate in the self. And when they have questions, they can reach out to us, right? Because we're only a tool. Magic is within themselves. So we as teachers, we need to like refer them back into the inner self again. That's like when magic happens.
01:14:47
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And so that's like one of my core modalities,
Masterclass Announcement on Dark Feminine Alchemy
01:14:50
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right? I can dip in the tools and I can feel like the remedies, whatever, but if you need to do, and then it's all up to you, the whole the homework is all up to you. So this is like basically how my readings go and how my coaching goes. And I'm going to launch a masterclass soon. I'm talking about <unk> going to talk about dark feminine alchemy. I'm going to talk about ministration cycle, I'm going to talk about moon cycles, and how the moon cycles aren't setting early in space because a lot, like a majority of humans are experiencing like irregular skyfish like that, right?
01:15:22
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and um they are spacing in regular cycles yeah and it has to do with solar flares because recently we have like the whole world has solar flares, right? We could see the aurora borealis everywhere, everywhere where you are and it's going to like impacting our DNA on the solar level and also the moon space because the women are so sensitive and they're going to tell you something like it's one of the secrets. Like in in asian time women were a started in ancient times, women times, women were first fertile and they could do partogenesis. Partogenesis is like not having like a semen to create a life, create a life. Reptiles are having that as well, right? A lot of like animals in the nature are having that ability. So women in ancient times,
01:16:16
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were able to create a baby without a male counterpart. They could be pregnant with the sun rays, the moon rays, the rays of the moon, and the solar flares as well. So what it tells me that the current infertility rate among women is very high. A lot of people, a lot of women are, you know, want to get a baby, but they cannot get a baby because the collective is in challenge, and that's the moment someone is out of balance. That's right, a lot of people cannot like get pregnant. So in this next class, I'm going to talk about the menstruation problem. How you can nurture your wound, your yoni, and I'm going to talk about blood mysteries, the initiation of the blood. So very sacred Asian knowledge that I'm going to actually going to teach you guys and solve for free. I'm like Jupiter's Gemini, you know, there's some information that needs to come out to the collective because the collective is now ready to accept that, right?
01:17:09
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We're like in different paradigms right now. That's why I choose to teach right now. I have this class pushed over and i everybody that's interested, I would recommend you, if you're women, you need to watch this class because it really, you know, show you how to take care of your moon after your womb, make your moon fast, your womb space. And that's actually what's lacking, you know, education about the womb, you know, doing your nieces. one of the things that I want to tell you about and how to do or what ingredients you can use and how to really take care of the yoni that's so important right now in the classes and so yeah basically how to mean cycle rules and I just want to influence you but yeah it's gonna be like a very juicy math class gonna be released somewhere I think around summer but I will put it on my Instagram link that's so
01:18:01
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people can apply to that. Oh my God. That sounds so good. Yeah. A hundred percent. I'm going to that. That sounds so juicy. Yes. And I'll put all of your like Instagram and links in the show
Testimonials and Podcast Atmosphere
01:18:12
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notes. so Everybody has that. And I just want to tell everyone to like, June is freaking powerful. Like when you did my reading for me, it was literally what she said that she incorporated everything like she incorporated like inner child healing. She could pick up like I told you on my astrology and just like understood like my energy. She could literally read it and just gave me such good guidance homework. And yeah, you drew the card. It was insane. Like the card literally confirmed everything that you told me in the reading. So it was just so cool.
01:18:40
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So I just love it so much because it's so special. like You really are like this beautiful being who has taken all of these different things that you've learned and like you're so embodied in it. And it's just like it comes out so beautiful and like your energy is so warm and like inviting. like You feel so safe and just like a really beautiful person to work with. So I highly recommend anybody get a reading or even the one-to-one mentorship. That sounds so juicy. Thank you so much, Olga. And I enjoyed being like a guest. And I so enjoyed like ah having these like class sessions, I would say, class sessions during our practice writing class of records. Because I do feel like you have just a bright energy. Because I think the first people that I read on was you. I think it was like a very like the first class was really random. think I think that was a point to you. And I saw the big bright sun energy.
01:19:31
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This is like sun energy. Yeah, I think I saw like a sun energy around you and that your curves were so loving, right? They were so loving. So I do feel like that, that you're so gifted, like you're so talented in human design, right? Human design. so I would definitely id recommend people to you because I don't do human design. Obviously, it's not something that I'm going to pick up, but hey, for the people out there watching it on my community, I definitely recommend Alicia. She is very good in human design, and now she has a new practice, like a fellowship worker, that she can integrate as well with human in design, right?
01:20:06
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yeah So I definitely recommend her, she's so bright, she's so knowledgeable, and I do feel so safe in the space, like you you're a space holder for real, like you have this bright sun energy making people so calm and so not anxious because I used to be very anxious with doing podcasts. But now I feel like so comfortable like chatting with a friend, right? because It just feels neat. Yeah, it just feels like so, so, so super safe. And um I like this vibe. I fucking like this vibe. I love this vibe. So you're you're a definitely a person that's setting the vibe really good, making people feel safe, feeling seen, feeling heard, and all of a sudden. And I think that is just so important right now. So thank you so much for inviting me on this podcast. It has been a blast. And I'm so glad we talked about some of the things you know that's very important for this group right now.
01:20:56
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And yeah, I enjoyed it. So thank you again so much. Yes. Thank you so much for your kind words. I appreciate you so much. And everybody, I will put all of June links below so you can see everything. um Definitely follow her on Instagram so that you can watch out for the master class. And yeah, I will see you guys next week. Thank you so much, June. I appreciate it. Thanks so much, Alyssa. I always appreciate it so as well. And I wish you an amazing day out. You too. Bye, guys.