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52. Omggg this is what alignment feels like?!
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Hi friend!
This week I share about how I have been feeling SO aligned, and the one thing I am doing to experience this.
Let's connect! Ellisa, Soul Purpose Coach | Gene Keys | Akashic Records (@iamellisamae) • Instagram photos and videos
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Introduction to the Podcast
00:00:01
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Hello, my friend. Welcome to the It's Happening For Me podcast. If you are obsessed with all things spirituality, personal growth and development, and living as your highest self, you are in the right place.
Alyssa's Spiritual Journey
00:00:14
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I am your host, Alyssa, and I spent the majority of my teenage years and young 20s living totally out of climate. As I started to question my patterns and behaviors and actually got to know myself at the soul level, I realized that everything was happening for me.
00:00:30
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Now, as a spiritual life coach and human design guide, I am here to share my voice, personal stories, human design wisdom, and learn from incredible individuals living their purpose. Join me each week as we walk the spiral path of purpose together. I cannot wait to dive in.
Weekly Updates and Experiences
00:00:54
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Hello, hello friend. Welcome back to the It's Happening For Me podcast. I'm your host Alyssa and if this is your first time, welcome. If you are returning, hey girl, I hope you had such a good week. Oh my gosh, I have so much to catch you guys up on. First of all, I feel like I'm having like an allergic reaction right now. Like my left eye is so itchy.
00:01:24
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I actually haven't worn. So I did my, okay, this is so funny. So I finally like blow dried and curled my hair today. I haven't done it in a while. And of course, it's raining. And then I was like, Oh, I'm also gonna look cute because okay, I feel bad because like I do my makeup for work every single day. um And like, I'll do my makeup anytime I'm going out or like going somewhere.
00:01:49
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But every time I'm with George and we're just like on the weekend or like at night, we just like go get food or something. I usually look like literally homeless. Like I don't do my makeup. I don't look cute. And so today I was like, okay, like I want to i do my hair. Like we're having like a little Sunday day date, um, like to go get food we instead of getting Thai food and ice cream and like going and walking around at the mall to get some steps. But I was like, I want to look pretty. So I did my makeup and I actually did like, um,
00:02:18
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my eyeliner wing that I haven't done in so long and I'm like, why am I not doing that? like Why am I not showing up as her and wearing the freaking wing? like I feel like that was like such a part of my personality for so many years and I just like have not done it.
Human Design and Personal Alignment
00:02:34
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um But now I'm having like an allergic reaction and my left eye and it's itching so bad. I'm like, oh yeah, I have like um a lot of makeup on right now. um But anyways,
00:02:46
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Anyways, girl, how are you? Okay, I have so much to like update you on and this episode is really just gonna be like, um I am going, okay, so let me start.
00:02:58
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So I have been following my human design, like my strategy and authority, just super like not even super consciously, but I've just been doing it and like really only responding to things as a generator, respond responding to things that really light me up. And it has been like literally working out in the best case scenario. like I feel so on fire on my purpose. I feel so happy. I feel so confident. I feel like so much possibility and like endless potential. like I literally feel so good. and
00:03:34
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I don't have a lot of resistance around the things that I'm doing right now. And I was like reflecting on that actually just right now. And I was like, Oh my God, because all of the like really great things that are happening, it's because I'm following my freaking strategy and authority. And I'm just like responding to things and not forcing things.
00:03:51
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which is so crazy because one of the main things I wanted to talk to you guys about today, they've been contemplating this and it's like mind blowing. So first of all, I just want to share with you guys like all of the things that are going super good and like really good on my purpose path. So I um had a client referral for a hypnosis, Akashya hypnosis mentation, and um she was experiencing a lot of sleep issues. and She suffered a very big loss last year. and Since then, she's been having a really hard time sleeping. She's been having a lot of stress at work, a lot of issues with um like people pleasing and not really able to like set firm boundaries, kind of taking on more than she needs to take on, and just feeling and ah like overwhelmed. like Overwhelmed, stressed out, and not sleeping good.
00:04:45
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and so already like the referral was in like that is in my design like as a four I'm a two four profile so as fours you guys if you have a four in your profile like we are all about like people and like networking and really sharing our magic with people and then like and I've always said this in past episodes it's like people are going to experience your magic and they are going to refer you like It really is like a really like free way of marketing that is like so heart-centered and so beautiful.
Experimenting and Trusting Personal Experiences
00:05:17
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because and you don't You guys obviously you don't have to have a 4 in your profile to have people refer you. Absolutely not. I'm not saying that whatsoever. I think all of us, honestly all of us in heart-led, spiritual-led businesses,
00:05:33
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100% can thrive off of referrals. um But it's very specific, you guys, it's a very specific gift to the four to network to get to know their people and then have referrals and um just like, you know, just experience the magic and then share it with other people. And so that right there was already like, okay, this is like super aligned.
00:05:57
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So um last week, I was recording her hypnosis meditation. And then afterwards, like something just happened. I was literally like in the c acidic frequencies. like I was living my purpose in my gift, feeling so good, um just feeling like so lit up on life. And this was like after I already worked an eight-hour day and like commuted for two hours. like This was at the end of my day, but I was so energized. I was so lit up. I was so on fire because I was like, this is the thing that I love to do. Like I love to be in my magic and like helping people. And it was just like, even down to like the intake form and like seeing what her, where she needs support and like what kind of like problems she's having and then like being so creative and like getting to create my whole hypnosis for her and like,
00:06:50
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making it so customized and like so individual, which is why I love, love, love, love working with people individually because we get to go so freaking customized on whatever it is that you need help with. Anyways, so it was just like everything down to like creating it and then down to actually like filming it and um filming my session with her. It was a recorded session. I just felt so good and This is so funny. It's so important. This is a huge lesson I learned you guys. It is so important that we like experiment with whatever it is that we're trying to do or create and not just take advice or take what other someone else has said as truth. So let me give you a great example.
00:07:34
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So I remember hearing from someone that is um I remember hearing from actually like one of my mentors that I'm obsessed with and I've learned so much from her that she personally doesn't like doing recorded like human design readings.
00:07:52
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because she she um is a managing and she really thrives off of like the other person's energy, right? Which makes so much sense. And so I was like, Oh, like I'm a generator too. So like, I don't think I would, I also don't think I would like doing recorded readings. I feel like that would be like really draining because I don't have the person in front of me asking questions and like just like feeding off their energy. And like that helps me feel really good and like keep the vibes going. So I never offered like recorded readings or anything recorded. Like I only did live stuff.
00:08:22
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And, um, because I just assumed I'm like, Oh yeah, that, that makes sense. I'm pretty sure I'm like the same way without actually experimenting, but then I actually experimented with doing like recorded stuff, like for everything, like accorded, um, gene keys, readings, recorded human design readings, recorded Akashic records, readings, Akasha recorded, hypnosis, healings. And I have found you guys that I absolutely love it. Like.
00:08:50
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I thrive in my own energy. And this is where it's so cool where human design goes so freaking deep, like so beyond um types, right? Like so, so, so far beyond types. There's so many things that I realized in my own design actually just in the past like couple of weeks that really support me in doing things in my own space and then sending it off to the person to receive.
Health and Wellness Updates
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and then having like whatever communication we need to have afterwards if they need more like support or questions or clarification. And these are some of the things that I've noticed. so One, I'm a single definition. So like my channels, like the energy and channels in my design are all connected. So I have single definition. And so it's like a singular flow of energy. So I do really, really well working alone. I do really, really well in my own energy, like on my own timeline, in my own flow, in my own
00:09:51
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having my own processes and it can actually slow me down to work with other people or it just it causes a disruption in my energy like the energy is not flowing how it should flow or if I'm worried like really hyper like fixated on the other person and like how they're doing it's like it kind of cuts off my channel and I'm not just like in my zone like I am someone who is like in my zone is like chef's kiss and then also As a Line 2, Hermit, 2-4, I love being in my own energy. like As a Line 2, Hermit-ing away, studying, really in my own work, in my craft, like mastering my craft, like you know working on things in my own space is so energizing. and like I really like like not having to explain my processes, because as Line 2s, it's really hard for us to explain like how we're getting somewhere, like what we're doing.
00:10:48
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We just want to do it, right? It's like the natural, it is the um genius. It's just like the person that's just like in their gifts, just like doing it, doing their thing. So I found that super supportive. Whereas going back to definition real quick, if someone is like split definition, they might really thrive with the one on one or group setting because the other people are like bridging those connections for them. So it's like,
00:11:16
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they really thrive with other people. They really thrive with like other people. It might be more inspiring. It might be more energizing. It just like might feel way better than as like someone who's single definition that could pretty much just like be on their own and like it might feel really good to just like be on their own. Again,
00:11:37
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That's not like I never want to put blanket statements over this. That's not to say that like split definition folks can't also thrive working alone. Like no, it's just like really looking at the parts of your, it's really doing the real life examples of like trying things out. First of all, it's like, this is all theory. It means absolutely nothing. If we don't experiment and see what actually feels good. And then we can kind of go back and be like, Oh, like that explains why like that makes sense. Or if you're feeling really stuck and you're working with a human design guide or teacher.
00:12:06
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they can look at your chart and give you suggestions of like, oh, you're feeling really stuck and because you're doing this and this, why don't you try this for a week and see how your energy feels, see if this feels more aligned. So I hope that makes sense. So yes,
00:12:21
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I feel like I'm talking a million miles an hour. I honestly, like I haven't even had coffee today um or anything, but I just feel really like excited right now. This is weird because also my period is supposed to start tomorrow. So,
00:12:36
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Okay. I love, sorry, this is getting like a little like all over the place, but I love my, um, I love my fitness coach that I've told you guys about on the last couple of episodes. And I love following like her fitness routines. Everything is done like homework outs. Um, I went to Trader Joe's yesterday. We just got a new one to open up like in our neighborhood.
00:12:59
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And I'm so excited because it's so close to us. Oh my God. And so I went meal prep shopping. And so I'm going to like meal prep after this. It is getting a little bit late, but it's going to be super simple what I'm making for myself. It's just like protein, very simple protein, some very simple veggies. And anyways, through my fitness coach girly that I love, she recommended um an app to track your periods and I know like everybody always talks about like apps and stuff but for some reason like I never really actually just like decided to download it until she suggested it you know how that works like you know how some people you just really vibe with and you're like oh my god like you make me want to like do this now even though a million people have suggested it I'm like I don't really care to try that but then like someone suggests it that you really like I don't know just like vibe with you're like okay oh my god I have to try it so I think it's called
00:13:56
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I'm sure you guys have already heard of it. Like I know all, I'm sure all of you babes that listen to this track your period. Um, but it's called star.
00:14:09
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My regular phone died. I only have my work phone. So actually I can't tell you what it's called, but star something. Anyways, the point is I think my period is tomorrow. Um, it's supposed to start tomorrow. And so normally this should be a time where I'm feeling like pretty tired, pretty run down. Um,
00:14:25
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pretty like yucky. I will say my boobs hurt really bad. Like they're so, so freaking sore. Even like when I'm sleeping, like they just hurt so bad. Um, which is super typical for me, but I don't really feel tired, you guys. Like I don't know what's going on. Like I, for the past couple of weeks,
Journey to Better Sleep and Spiritual Growth
00:14:44
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I think I've just been feeling so inspired and so lit. Like on my purpose that I'm like, I'm not subscribing to that. I really don't feel tired or bad. I do have a lot of personal things going on actually that I'm going to talk to you guys about where I was feeling really sad the last couple of weeks, but this specific day and time with the whole point of telling you guys that I feel like I'm talking really fast and I'm like super energized when I should be tired is because I'm supposed to start my period tomorrow. We'll see if I'm regular or not. I don't even know if I am honestly. Like I can't believe I've never like formally tracked my period. I'm 34 years old.
00:15:21
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I've never like formally tracked it, but yeah, I have to say it's, I'm loving that I started tracking it last month. This is like the first full month starting tomorrow. So we're going to see if I'm a regular girly or not.
00:15:33
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Okay, getting back to why I feel like I'm so aligned. So the whole human design thing, okay, so I was recording her Akashic Records hypnosis and just feeling so lit up, so in my element, and I sent it to her, right? And so I'm like, okay, cool, I feel like so good. And then I was like, oh my god, the Lionsgate portal is coming up, I want to create a free hypnosis, I want everybody to experience this magic because you guys, I sleep like a baby. Like when my head hits the pillow, I fall asleep instantly. And 100% this did not always used to be the case. Okay. 100%. I used to have a horrible time sleeping. I used to be, I used to have a lot of anxiety.
00:16:20
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I used to have a lot of racing thoughts. I used to have a lot of worry about like the future, worrying about the next day. So many things going on in my mind. Um, and then even further back when I used to party a lot, um, I used to have horrible sleep. I would literally, you guys have, what is it called? Sleep paralysis where, you know, where they try to like explain it a way of like, Oh, your body is just like falling asleep. And then like you're waking up before your body wakes up. And so you feel like you're paralyzed.
00:16:49
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And oh, you might like think you see a demon over there, but you're it's just like a dream. No, like I literally have experienced literally experienced demons or some sort of dark entity, dark force, like that has manifested like presenting itself as like a demonic looking figure. I have experienced that on me, suffocating me.
00:17:13
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multiple multiple times and this was when I was like really really heavy in my party days and like really really heavy and like my Like just depression not taking care of myself um Very low self-esteem very low um Basically just like everything and this yeah, it was just like basically everything was creating this perfect environment for I think really just to allow entities like into my space without me even knowing it or being like ah aware of what's going on. This was before I had my spiritual awakening or knew anything about this kind of stuff. This was like 2013, 2014. And I literally, you guys would have this experience at different houses. So what is it it wasn't even either. like It was like something was like haunting the house. It was like at multiple places. It was like at the apartment I used to live in by SDSU.
00:18:13
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my mom's house. It was at my best friend's house mom's house. It was horrible. And I really, really do think it's because I was just like not taking care of myself and like my vibration was just like so low that it was just allowing things in and it was like super scary. um And then once I kind of stopped like partying so much and just had like normal everyday stresses, normal everyday like anxiousness, it was really hard for me to sleep.
00:18:43
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I would stay awake, like ruminating about things, worrying about things. Um, but in the last maybe like eight years for sure, because this has always happened to me since I've known George, but in the last at least eight years, my sleep has been in c incredible and I just fall asleep. Like I actually fall asleep anywhere anytime. It's actually like not as, I'm not going to say it's not as a good thing because actually it is a really good thing because I know a lot of people really struggle with this anyways.
Introduction to Akashic Records Meditation
00:19:12
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my my mind is going like a million different places is because whenever we want to watch a movie like me and George will get so excited like okay I like put on the movie or even going to the movies in person I always fall asleep like a hundred percent and so he's like it's better to let him choose the movie because I know I'm gonna fall asleep anyways okay getting back to the point so I
00:19:37
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I feel like I lost my train of thought. But getting back to the point of recording the hypnosis, yes, so I fell asleep. Yeah, I fall asleep like super easy now. And I know that not everybody has that. Actually, a lot of people really, really struggle with this. And I even helped George with this as well. So I really wanted to do something for the Lionsgate portal that could really help people get back on their sleeping track to really like really get to a very relaxed, trance-like state so that they can fall asleep, have the best sleep ever, and install these three new programs that are like general, but like super good for anybody who's manifesting anything they want, um so that they can like be in a state to actually like manifest and receive. Because it's super hard to manifest things when we're really stressed out and tired, right?
00:20:31
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It's hard to hold a vision of yourself of someone who gets everything they want and just expects everything to happen best case scenario when we're tired and when we're stressed and when we have self doubt and when we're not believing in ourselves. And so I made the juiciest juiciest you guys Akashic Records hypnosis meditation.
00:20:51
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that I am gifting you. So it is still available for you. And it is, yes, I did it in the spirit of the 8-8 portal because this is like a beautiful time for us to like manifest with the Lionsgate portal, but it's something that stands the test of time. Like this is my free offering that I want to give to you so that you can literally, like I said, have the best sleep of your life. I recommend listening to this every single night for 30 days to see a massive shift in yourself. And the three programs that we install are one,
00:21:21
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You're going to wake up with the best sleep of your life feeling so refreshed and you're not going to look at your phone for the first hour that way you can really be in your own energy and allow any downloads or anything that came from spirit or your higher self to come through and just allow yourself to have the morning to yourself because the last thing we want to do is inundate ourselves with like the news or opening up social media and then feeling like really disappointed if somebody didn't respond to you or disappointed in lack of engagement or overwhelmed by so many people in your inbox and like you're so overwhelmed and like you feel like you have to start responding right away and like you now you're in a stress or like an anxious state. Or maybe you you open your phone and like are getting text messages from your friends and family that are like
00:22:13
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not great. And like now you're in a bad mood. And so it's like, why do we do that to ourselves? We should spend the first hour in our own energy when our brain waves are in a very receptive state, right? We should spend that hour to ourselves. And this doesn't mean that you need to meditate for an hour. This doesn't mean that you need to like journal for an hour or like wake up an hour earlier. No, you can literally do your normal routine. It doesn't even have to be anything. like i I wake up and literally like brush my teeth, wash my face, get dressed, take peanut on a walk. So that gives me like a little so few steps and like the sunlight. um And then I literally like get my stuff and I go to work. I literally do my makeup in the car on my commute. I listen to a very like uplifting or inspiring podcast um or music to get me like in a really good state, but mostly usually a podcast. um And yeah, and I don't look at my phone until like later on that morning in the day. And that just makes me feel really good.
00:23:12
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On the car ride to work, it's like an hour. I really just get to be with myself. I get to think of like anything that I dreamt about, any he like downloads I had for my higher self, um or just be really inspired by the podcast. And so it's like, I'm not waking up an hour early to do some like unrealistic thing, which that might really work for people, right? But we want to create a life that like works for us. And it doesn't need to feel like a chore. like The things that we do in the morning, like doesn' it doesn't need to feel like,
00:23:41
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really hard or a chore, like we really want to support us. um And so for me, like on the weekends, when I am staying home on the weekends, that's where I meditate in the morning or I'll do a longer morning routine, right? I'll just like go sit outside and just like stare and like look outside and that makes me feel so good like I did this morning. um So yeah, it's really about creating a life that feels really good for you and not like creating a life of like what you think you should be doing because everyone on Instagram is telling you to do that.
00:24:12
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Even though these things are really good for us, like mentation is super good for us. Like if you want to do cold plunging, that could be really good for you. it's like But it's like pick the things that work for you, right? Anyways, the second thing that we install, um the second belief we install in this hypnosis is that you are going to see yourself through like your higher self's eyes. So you're only going to speak positive thoughts to yourself. Anytime you start to get negative talk in your mind, you are going to recognize it and immediately change it.
00:24:41
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And you ah in the meditation, I guide you through this visualization of where like you have your spirit team, like your ancestors, your guides, your loved ones, like all standing behind you, kind of like with their hand on your shoulder. And they're like really supporting you and just pouring in massive amounts of love into you. And so you feel this unconditional love like you've never felt before. And the more that you listen to this every single night and then you wake up with that, it's like it's going to change the way that you see yourself. like the negative thoughts are going to go away. The negative self-talk is going to go away because you're instilling this like beautiful, supportive love. like You see yourself as your highest self. You see yourself as a person who's here on a mission to live your purpose and help others and to be of service with others. and so It's really installing that in your mind every single night before you go to sleep.
00:25:31
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So that when you're awake, your subconscious is looking for clues in your everyday life to support that. And so you start looking at the good, you start picking up things that you really like about yourself. um And it completely changes the way that you see yourself. The third belief that we're in that we install in my free hypnosis that you can get, I'm going to put the link in the show notes. So make sure you send me your email if you haven't got a copy yet.
00:25:55
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Um, the third belief that we install is I guide you through this process of like connecting with your higher self and getting one step, like the one step that you need to work on the next day to move forward on your purpose journey. So oftentimes we're very overwhelmed with the things that we need to do to where we get like analysis paralysis and we don't do anything at all. Um, or we have so many ideas and like, we're so creative because I know we're all creatives here.
00:26:21
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but we don't actually take action. And then we get into a loop of more self-doubt and more like self-sabotage because like we're not actually doing anything. And so what's so beautiful is that there's only one thing that you need to do each day. And that thing is going to be guided directly from your higher self and your team to let you know exactly what you need to work on to move the needle forward on your purpose path. There's only one thing you need to do every day and it's going to change every day. So listen to the hypnosis every night and you'll get that message.
00:26:52
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Now what I tell everyone, and what I really love about this is I give you an instructions and like introduction email as well, like video. So you're going to have like a little video
Benefits and Guidance on Hypnosis Meditation
00:27:04
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for me. It's really short. I think it's only like 16 minutes or something. And it gives you a very basic understanding of like, what is hypnosis? What is it not? Because I don't want you to feel like scared or like feel like you have something to worry about because it's super gentle. Um,
00:27:18
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And then I also explained to you what the Akashic records are and what you can expect because again, this is super gentle, super loving, super high vibrational. There's nothing you need to worry about. Like you're still in full in control. Um, but yeah, we're just like installing these three new beliefs and then through it all, it's very relaxing. It's, you get into a trance like state. And so I really recommend doing this directly before you go to sleep. So like do your whole nighttime routine, like do your skincare.
00:27:48
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Um, whatever you do at night and then like lay down, plug in your phone, put on all your alarms for the next day. but I say all the law, all your alarms because I, you guys, oh my God, I wish this was on video. I literally have like 10 alarms. Like I start putting my alarms. Cause I purposely press news. Like I already know I'm going to press newso snooze. So I start my alarms at 5am.
00:28:11
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So I do like 5am, 5.10, 5.25, 5.45, 5.55, 6.10, 6.15, 6.20, 6.30. And then for sure, I know I have to wake up by 6.30. If I wake up later than 6.30, then I know I'm going to hit traffic and then I'll be late to work. But luckily, George is a very He's a very um deep sleeper. And I also put my phone like on the side of the bed. And then the first time it goes off at five, I put it in my hand. Cause you know how like we don't want like the, what's it called? Like EFT or sorry, not EFT, whatever the rays are, whatever the hell comes from the phone that is like bad for us, EMF. Sorry. So like, I don't want those like by me.
00:28:56
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So I put it down, but then when it's when my first alarm goes up, I put it next to me like by my leg. And then every time that it goes off, the phone is in my hands and I just press the side button to quiet the alarm. Because if I actually tried to wake up with just one alarm, I wouldn't. like I would literally be an hour and a half late to work. So that's just what works for me. So anyways, set your alarm, do what you do if you have if you have us wake up a certain time in the morning, and then put on the hypnosis and listen to it.
00:29:25
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and fall asleep with ease and with like grace and with support and love and like you're going to feel so good. so This is my thing. If you fall asleep before you listen to the whole thing, don't worry because your subconscious mind is still listening. so Your subconscious mind is always on. It's always recording everything even when we're not consciously aware. so It's very active when we're asleep. So this is the best time, honestly, to like really hypnotize yourself and like get all the things going that your subconscious mind needs to get on board with. um So if you fall asleep and you don't like you don't remember connecting to your higher self and like getting the step you need to work on, like don't worry.
00:30:03
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Just try to like the next day don't try just really don't look at your phone for the first hour And just see what comes through like see what inspiration see what guidance comes through You will be surprised and if you're not getting anything like don't worry a lot of times with this with like Akashic Records and like magic and like what I've learned from like learning quantum Reiki is like We need to have a loose hand on Magic like we need to have a loose hand an open loose hand on change. We cannot be rigid. We cannot be so squeezing so tight of like, Oh my God, like, what's in my high self told me to do like, Oh my God, I can't think of it now. And like, and then like start spiraling. And like, that's causing you anxiety now. We're like, the whole point of this is to make you feel like relax and to just, it's going to come.
00:30:53
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So if you don't remember what the step was or even if you are awake during it and like you for some reason are having a hard time visualizing it or like you just like don't get anything, don't worry you guys, like it will come. And this is something that you're meant to practice over and over again. Like I said, for at least 30 days and then from there you can like pick it up once in a while whenever you need some more guidance, some more self-love, some more connection to spirit source like universe. Um,
00:31:19
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Yeah, like I personally listen to my hypnosis like every night because it just, it feels so good and it's just so easy. Like I just press play and I have a little game with myself where I'm like, Oh my God. Okay. I'm going to try to see how long I'm like, remember like, how long can I stay awake? How far in can I get before I fall asleep? And I always like make a little bet with myself like, Oh, I bet I can get like this far. And then the next morning I'm like, Oh my God, I like got in like five minutes and then I was out. Like I don't remember a thing.
00:31:47
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So it's just fun, but it's like, but it's still working, right? The subconscious mind is still working. And I honestly, you guys think that that also is why I'm, excuse me, why I'm still on fire with everything that I'm doing in the last couple of weeks, like on fire. I feel good. Like I feel so good. I don't feel resistance. Everything is flowing. I'm following my design. It does not feel forceful. Um,
00:32:11
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So yeah, so those are the three beliefs that we're gonna install. So you guys, if you want this free Akashic Records Hypnosis Meditation, um email me. Okay, actually, I don't think I have a direct link for it. So I'm sorry, send me a message on Instagram and just be like, hey girl, I listened to the podcast. Can you please, um here's my email, please send me the free meditation.
00:32:36
Speaker
Okay, do that. um Because that's how I've been getting everybody, that's how I've been doing it, is I've been asking people for their email. So I need your email. So just shoot me a DM on Instagram or send me an email. I'll put my email in the show notes and then just be like, hey girl, um can you please send me the Akashic Records hypnosis? And then I will send it right over to you. Okay, so yes, so I created that, right?
00:33:02
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You guys, I am not lying to you when I tell you that I have had the most interest in anything that I've ever put out with this acoustic records hypnosis. And it was because I honestly attribute this to a response that I had and I created out of my sacral response. I created out of me being so like lit up and so happy from creating that hypnosis for my client that I was like, Oh my God,
00:33:29
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I want to create this for everybody. I want this to be my free, a free, beautiful offering that is of like my best work that I can gift you so that you can start sleeping really good and actually start seeing changes in your life and actually help you get aligned so they can manifest things way fucking faster and stronger with this Lionsgate portal.
00:33:50
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and so I wasn't sitting there thinking, oh, I need to create a freebie. What kind of freebie can I create? This is so embarrassing. I created. I want to tell you something so embarrassing.
00:34:03
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so i have done this in the past or where I've had business coaches tell me, like you need to create a freebie like ASAP so that you can start collecting emails. and this was like so The whole intention behind it was to collect people's emails. and so I was like, oh, like what can I create? That's like a freebie. ah and so I created this, oh my God, it's so humiliating and embarrassing just because like I tried so hard like I thought it was really cool at the time but looking back like it's so crappy and I'm so embarrassed by anyone who like ever give me your email or like signed up for this but I think it was around January and I created this like human design guide on like how to create aligned goals based on your centers.
00:34:44
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But looking back, it was just like way too much information. It wasn't bad. Like it wasn't bad. It wasn't crappy. It wasn't like a shitty offer. I mean, it's free. It wasn't like a shitty free offer, but.
00:34:57
Speaker
it wasn't that user friendly, like it was just so much information and then like journal prompts. But I was more like teaching human design and not really like solving people's problems of like, what do they actually need help solving. And so I think that's where like the mismatch was. And so I did have a few people like show interest. And if you're one of them, love you. I don't know if like, this if it was helpful or not, I never got any feedback on it. um But I felt so embarrassed. And then I'm like with this, I was like, Oh my God, what if people like received that from me and they were like, that is so shit or like just like so confusing or like not that helpful that I don't want this new thing that you have to offer that's free. But you guys, I had the most.
00:35:42
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people send me their emails for this that I've ever had for anything in my whole life and i'm in my business. And I'm like, Oh my God, this is so aligned because it was genuinely coming from me getting so excited and just doing something that I'm so passionate about. It's like, I'm so excited to
Business Insights and Strategies
00:35:58
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talk about it. I'm so excited to do it, to record it. I had so much fun recording it. And then I had so much fun like following up with every single person and like, Hey, like like, Oh, I sent it, you know, and then like, okay, this is also the other thing, check your spam folder, because it did go to many people's spam folders. And I think it's because I put too many emojis in the subject line, because I was just like, wanted it to look cute. And I was like, really excited. And so I think it did spam it to most people's spam folders and junk folders. So if you do, um
00:36:31
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if you do reach out for me to send it to you, look in your spam folder. Okay? Because it's probably in your spam folder, but I've had the most ever. And so I'm like, Oh my God, God, God, God, source universe. I hear you. I am like so aligned, so lit up. Okay. This is the other part where I'm going to get to you guys. So I, okay. I got a business audit from my new favorite, favorite, favorite person ever on Instagram, um Maddie Maple.
00:37:01
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And I'm literally obsessed with her. I'm obsessed with her energy. She is so fun. She is so just like, ah so my vibes. Like I'm literally obsessed with her energy. Like so many, and I even told her, I'm like, girl, so many business coaches are so boring to me. Or like, they're just so like,
00:37:21
Speaker
Yeah, boring and just like the same or like it's like, I'm not inspired by them. I don't want to learn from them. Um, I've had really bad experiences. Only actually just one bad experience with a coach that I was with for a full year. But that was my fault because she wasn't really like, we weren't aligned at all. Like honestly, I really don't know what I was looking for when I signed up for that. But anyways,
00:37:41
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So I worked with her to get a business audit done. And literally, like the guidance that she gave me was so helpful. It has inspired me so much to turn back into like my creativity, into my joy. And i have I've talked about this in the past, how I have a stellium in the fifth house. And for me, it's Capricorn.
00:38:04
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And I've always been so baffled. It's like, okay, how does this make sense? Like I know that it's a, I know the fifth house is like Leo energy, right? And I know fifth house is all about like creativity and inner child and like joy and play, but I'm like, how does this work in my business? Like I really didn't get it, right? Cause I'm like, okay, Capricorn is like, not really like joy and like play and inner child. Like Capricorn is like boss. Like Capricorn is like, like, you know, like,
00:38:30
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aspiration, like we're going places, like, oh, I want to be the best. It's like building, like long-term building. um It's a very, um you know, Capricorn, it's Capricorn. And so it wasn't until I honestly like have worked with her that I'm like, oh my God, this is like activating my fifth house so hard because she's so fun and just like so colorful and lively and just like, the vibes are so good. And so
00:38:56
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So honestly, so I was really inspired from her also, I think, to create that freebie. And then it just so happens that that freebie and like, I'm not even, I don't even want to call it a freebie because I honestly never created this for the intention of like, I want to get your email. I literally created this because I genuinely think that this will help you so much. Like, and I'm so excited to see how much it helps people to transform them from something like that I absolutely love doing.
00:39:23
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But I think she inspired me to do that, you know, to like give, serve, give the best, the best product that you have. Let people see how it is to work with you. Let people really experience your magic. Don't just create some random thing. Like give people something that is going to help them so much, you know? Like that is what people need. And so, yeah, I just felt so inspired by that. And so that also was like a response.
00:39:52
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so It's like all these responses for my say girl. and I am so excited. like I cannot wait to work with her one-on-one. like I am manifesting that. like I already said it into the universe. It's going to happen for me in September or faster. um Thank you, thank you, thank you, universe. Whatever comes faster. But I've never felt someone like so aligned that I want to help me in business.
00:40:13
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and Again, that's a sacral response. Now I actually see. And that's what I'm saying, you guys. with our With our designs, our human designs, we just have to live life. like There's no like theory. The books aren't going to tell us anything. It's more just like living our life experiences, making mistakes, learning from them, or seeing what works, seeing what doesn't. And then, oh my God, realizing this is what this is. Because now realizing that like my sacral response to work with her and like wanting to be in her energy
00:40:45
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and seeing how much she can help me is such a sacral response where like the other business coach that didn't go so well. I think that was in like 2022 was not a response. That was not a secret response. That was a mind choice. That was um a choice from the mind because I was in scarcity and I was like, Oh my God, like she can help me. Like she's all about confidence, but it wasn't confidence in the way of like how now I'm feeling lit up and like so magnetized and drawn to like this.
00:41:17
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coach, right? um See like the difference, like one was very like a mind game of like, oh, I need this. um Also very much being in my attraction sphere, shadow of weakness, a feeling like, oh, this person, um not even that she's better than me, but like, oh, she can like really help me, like, she has something where like, I can get there. I don't know where this one is more like equality and my gift of equality of being like, oh my god, like,
00:41:46
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I love your vibes. like Oh, it's just like such a joy, such a such a good feeling. It's not feeling like this person has like something that I could never have or, yeah, it's really seeing myself in this other person. I'm like, oh my God, like this is literally a perfect match and we could equally together create like the best magic. That's what it is. It's more of like a partnership of like really feeling like you're hiring someone to be a partner with where they can just like literally help you with their genius, just magnify your genius, a true partnership. Whereas the other one was more of like, oh, I'm hiring this person to help me. Like, oh, they're going to fix my problems, which is a very victim victim state, which makes sense of why I didn't get the help I needed. It wasn't even her fault. It was completely my fault because I attracted the wrong person. Because again, it was not this like, oh, we're partners. Like, oh my God, we can create so much magic together. It's like, oh, you can just help me fix whatever I need.
00:42:41
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and then like it just was never a match. I hope that makes sense. So yeah, that's something else that I've just been really feeling so lit up like on life with and just like so excited. um And yeah, I even told her that, yeah, because of her like genius, I feel like it's also inspired me and from like her help to create something that has gotten in the most like interest.
00:43:06
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ever of something I've created. And so I hope you guys feel that too. like I hope you guys really feel that in the content that I'm creating right now, like it is so more authentic. It is so more like myself. I'm just excited. I'm in my joy. I'm in my play. I'm excited to just like be fun and like be who I am and not be like, oh, this is like spiritual or feel like, oh, I have to teach you something. It's more like, no, this can be like so magical because I am a really magical person.
00:43:36
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And yeah, I hope that, I hope the vibes come through. Obviously they're coming through because you guys, yeah, you guys have like responded like crazy. So anyways, if you have not yet, um, yeah, so if you have not yet ah got your, um, hands on the Akashic meditation, send me your email. Um, and I will send it to you because it is super juicy, super, super juicy. Okay.
00:44:05
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So the last part I want to talk about human design about how I've just really been following my design lately is I have just been doing things that make me feel really good. So again, just literally only responding to things. So like the content that I'm creating is in a response to like feeling really excited about something or like only talking about things that I'm like responding to. So whatever your human design strategy and authority is, really start experimenting with that and see how it can help and know that you might think that you're like using it correctly, but you might not be using it correctly. Just like how I thought I was always using my response correctly actually wasn't like I was actually in my mind a lot of times. And now I'm creating stuff that sparks joy and that satisfaction of like that sacral juicy creativity and just like
00:44:55
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power and like yumminess. Whereas before is more of just like trying to figure things out with the mind. And so really, really lean into whatever it is for you and just watch as things just like pop off and like you'll, you will feel it in
Social Media and Personal Energy
00:45:08
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your spirit. Like you will be so excited to like wake up. The other thing I've been doing you guys is posting on TikTok. So like I've talked a couple episodes ago, like I was feeling like really uninspired and just like kind of bored with Instagram. And so I started posting regularly on TikTok and I freaking love it. Like it's so fun. my I have a goal that I want to reach 10,000 followers, which sounds crazy because
00:45:34
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It's far. It is. It looks like it could be far away. Who knows how long it will actually take. But I want to be able to go live, you guys. OK, I want it. I want the because you can't just go live on TikTok. Like you have to have a certain amount of followers. So I wanted the access to go live so that I can do um many live readings with you guys. I think that would be so much fun to do little like mini Jean Keys readings where like I look at maybe like your life's work or we look at like if you're dealing with something in relationships, we can look at your attraction sphere.
00:46:02
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and see like what your shadow is. and like Are you attracting are you attracting um partners or like romantic relationships like or you know from your um shadow? like Are you like repeating patterns? Or how can you shift into the gift and attract people from your most magnetic, radiant, juicy self being your higher self?
00:46:24
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And then you start creating different loops and patterns of like actually really good relationships. So little things like that, you know, like so little short readings that are like super affordable.
00:46:38
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I see a lot of people that I follow that I really love, like I follow like mediums and like tarot readers, and they have like really good, like $30 readings that are like five, 10 minutes. Um, and so I'm thinking of doing something similar, like, Oh, like 30 bucks, like 10 minute reading of like a sphere or something, like depending on what you need to help on, um, or human design, you know, like, Oh, like do you, what are you struggling with? And then I can like look at your design and tell you how you can like fix things and like alter things. Um, so that's really exciting.
00:47:05
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I'm just putting it out there. So if you don't follow me on TikTok, follow me on TikTok. um It is goddessxxgrowth. I'll put the link in the show notes as well. It's just been more fun, you guys. It's been more freeing. It's been more like nobody's really over there that knows me. So I can just be my own self. I can just do whatever like creatively I want to do, talk about whatever I want to talk about. um and Instagram has just had such a weird energy and it is getting better for me because I think I'm getting a little more into just doing whatever I want.
00:47:34
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um But yeah, the engagement is just like, boom, it's just like not great. And that can really defeat creatives, that can really defeat artists, that can really create defeat people who want to be of service to others because we we start to get in our head and feel like what we have to say doesn't matter.
00:47:51
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that our message doesn't matter, that we're annoying, that we're taking up too much space. um And that is not true. And so I have been... ah This is the other thing you guys have been doing. So I have been really leaning into like my resources. So I have been doing EFT tapping anytime that I feel like I'm showing up too much or like I'm like not doing enough, whatever. like too much, not enough. um It's weird. It's like, if I don't show up enough, then it's like, Oh, like I'm never showing up. But then if I start showing up like seven stories in a row, I'm like, Oh my God, I'm annoying. And it's like, no, bitch, you're not fucking annoying. You are just on your own page. And anybody who doesn't want to follow you can unfollow you. And I think it's like also as empaths and psychics, we can also feel when certain people are just watching our stuff.
00:48:36
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that are more in like a judgment or just like trying to keep tabs on us or like see what we're doing. And so it's like, you can kind of pick up on that and feel that. So it's just like, whatever. It's just like knowing that that's there um and just learning, how I guess, how to like deal with it. EFT tapping really helps. that It also really helps you guys if you are having any sort of like anxiety or issues with like responses from people like in the DMs. Like say, for example, and it could be like,
00:49:06
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your own coaches. It can be your clients. um It can be your friends. Like if you're not in business, it can just be like your friends or it can be people that you look up to, whatever it is. People, if they're not responding to you in a certain amount of time and you start getting like really anxious or you feel like you're annoying or whatever the thoughts come up, right? EFT tapping has saved my life because it'll like, I just remind myself again, like girl, people are busy. Like people are so busy. They have lives. Like people respond when they were on a respond. And
00:49:38
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knowing when it becomes a pattern with certain people or with when certain people constantly let you down or like don't respond and then it's like okay then you can just shift the way that your energy is and you know be in that same wavelength instead of like over giving over giving over giving right so yeah
00:50:01
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I think that's mostly it. um I know I said I wanted to talk to you guys about the gene keys, but I think that actually, I feel complete. i feel like I feel like what really wanted to come through was more of just like looking at your human design and really tapping into like the basics, strategy and authority. Are you really are you really using your strategy and authority or are you forcing things? Are you using your mind too much? right are you Yeah, just like trying to force things that like don't really feel good, that you don't actually want to do. And that might be why you're not seeing results because it really, really is crazy what happens when we open ourselves up to the experiment and start experimenting with like the way that our design like really wants to be expressed. Um, and if you're curious about, ooh, 50, 55 on the clock, if you're curious about your human design, about where strategy and authority is, like what the heck I'm even saying about
00:50:58
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That's just basically your strategy is like your, and I'm sure you know, if you're, if you're listening to this, I'm sure you already know, but if you're new here or if you're unsure about human design, your strategy is like your cheat code to life. So your strategy is a very unique way that you are meant to take aligned action. And so for me as a generator, my strategy is to respond. So this is responding to life, to something outside of myself that really lights up my say girl, it makes me like really excited. So I feel like, oh oh my God, fuck yeah. It has to be like a fuck yes, or ah like, oh my God, or like a, like sometimes it's like a sound like, or like, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. It's an, it's an instant. Yes. Okay. That's then. Yeah. That's a yes. If it's a like, I don't know, or like a, then it's a k not right now. And then if it's an instant, like, no, I don't want that.
00:51:55
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No, then it's a no. It's a fuck no. And what's really cool is like my own family has really learned how to like interpret my sounds and understand like my voice. Like some, they'll be like, do you want to, if my mom's like, Oh, do you want to like go? Like, if you want, do you want to go get coffee and go to the plant store? Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Let's go. Or she's, or say, if she asked me something else and I'm like, yeah, I guess she already knows that's a no, that that's like a maybe.
00:52:23
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So it's a no and then, or I'll be like, no, I don't want to do that. Like very like no. And so your family will actually start to learn how to read your own cues. And once you actually learn how to read them too, it can help you because what we often do is we get into our minds a little too much and we feel bad. We feel bad for our initial responses. We don't want to let people down. We don't want to be like annoying or make things difficult. So then we override what our sake girl wants to do.
00:52:51
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And we do things or put ourselves in positions that we don't want to be in. And then we end up having really bad energy and like it doesn't suit anybody. Like it just doesn't feel good for anybody involved. So it's actually better for everyone in the party and if you're just, if you actually just follow your sacred responses, if you're a generator and a ah manifesting generator. Um, and then authority, your authority is the way that you're designed to make decisions. Okay. So your authority is,
00:53:24
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Okay, sorry. I literally just was like, wait, did I just talk about authority? Cause I was talking about the sacral response. But, um, so the strategy is responding to things. So it's responding to things. Authority for me as a generator and as is, well, I'm a peer generator. Some generators have emotional authority. I have a, I'm a sacral generator, a sacral per generator. So my authority is my sacral. And so.
00:53:52
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that is like I listen to that gut and instinct. It's either a yes, a no, or not right now. So if I listen to that in the moment, in every single moment and make decisions off of that, it will lead me to alignment, which is why like last time, like I said, that I've hired, that I hired the other coach that wasn't that great of an experience is because I was hiring her through the mind. I was hiring her through a lack of victimization of like, Oh, I really need her to help me like fix this or like, you know, like,
00:54:20
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Yeah, just like, oh, I, my mind thought I needed that. Whereas this one, it's like, oh my God, like it's a sick response, like a fuck yes. Oh my God, I'm so excited. Like, I don't know how this is going to work out, but I'm manifesting that in September. I'm going to be a private client of hers and I'm going to make it happen. And like, it's, it's going to sound impossible right now, but I'll do whatever it takes and I'll move mountains. And like, it's just a like, it's a different energy. Can you feel like the energy? It's like a fuck yes. Like, this is going to happen because it feels so like,
00:54:49
Speaker
I said like a partnership, very like co-universe, co-creation, as opposed to like putting someone on a pedestal and thinking that they can fix things for you. It's a very different energy. It's a very empowered energy. And it's a very like, that is how I know that this is a such aligned for me because it is a sacral response. So it just makes me feel so happy you guys to like be able to like, and you guys, I'm like I've been studying human design for a couple of years. like I've been experimenting for a couple of years, and this is a new insight that I've even had around my own sickle response, around working with somebody. So just keep experimenting. like it's This is something that happens over time. like The deconditioning process opens happens over time, and it's really, really fun to just see how it goes.
Conclusion and Listener Engagement
00:55:36
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And so it all starts with first learning what the heck your human design is.
00:55:42
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So I will put the link in the show notes if you want to book your um your human design reading. And oh my God, you guys! $55.55 on the clock. I also have an announcement. So. ah Aside from the Akashic Records hypnosis that I'm gifting you guys, I also, for the next two weeks, am offering my Akashic Records readings at only $88. So they're normally $111. I'm doing a sale for the Lionsgate Portal, $88 Portal.
00:56:10
Speaker
The energy is still good, obviously, and I want to extend this to you for the next two weeks because these are incredible. So this is where you um get an Akashic Records reading with me. It is recorded. So this is great for people who are super busy. If you are on the go, if you don't really have time in your calendar to like sit down and book a time.
00:56:29
Speaker
This is also really good for people with social anxiety. but This is really good for people who don't necessarily need to hop on the call with somebody but want to be in their more in their own energy, but get the guidance and get the help.
00:56:40
Speaker
so This is um where you get to ask any three questions. And I, through prayer and meditation, tune into your, I open your Akashic records and then I record. So it'll be a recording, 30 plus minute recording of me channeling the answers to your questions, like from your spirit team guides, ancestors, light beings, ascended masters. It's so healing. It is so transformative.
00:57:09
Speaker
I have past episodes about, um so number I think it's number 30 and number 32. We're all about Akashic Records, about like themes that I had clients ask me, that very common themes. um If you needed examples of like questions to ask, you can always DM me on Instagram and I'll help you like think of like a really good way to ask it. The more specific you are, the better the guidance is going to be because when we open it, it's just literally open to everything that's ever happened, past, present, and future.
00:57:38
Speaker
like to your soul. So the more specific that you are, the more very clear guidance that you get. So I will put the link below as well. Again, that deal for $88 is good for the next two weeks. So if you've been wanting to experience this, if you have been like curious, 100%, this is the best time to book.
00:57:58
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um because yeah, it's such a great price. So that is it. I hope you guys have the absolute best week and I'll see you guys next time. Bye bye.
00:58:10
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Thank you so much for being here and listening Beauty. If you enjoyed this episode, please be sure to leave a review and share the episode with a friend who you know will love it. We can connect further on Instagram at I am Alyssa Mae. So come say hello, leave a comment of your favorite takeaway on my most recent post and I cannot wait to connect. Thank you so much and I will see you next time.