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42. Spiritual TikTok Thoughts, How to Cure Your Perfectionism, Pep Talk to Be More Visible Now
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Welcome friend! If you've been feeling a bit stuck on the Purpose path or Spiritual entrepreneur Journey, you'll want to tune in to this episode!
I share my contemplation of Gene Key 18 and the path for you to move out of "perfectionism" which is really the shadow frequency of judgement.
I share about:
- how I got super excited for my biz again by posting on TikTok
- how Spiritual TikTok is like the wild west-- it is wild over there and if there are people posing as Tarot Readers and sharing BS and making A LOT of money doing it-- why aren't YOU sharing your real gifts with the world?
- we need more authentic people in integrity sharing their gifts, the demand is there, people actually want help and are seeking real guidance
- the Cure for Your Perfectionism,
- Gene Key 18, Judgement::Integrity::Perfection
- a Pep Talk to Share Your Gifts
Let's connect on instagram: www.instagram.com/iamellisamae
Book a Reading: https://bookwithellisa.as.me/
xx,
Ellisa
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Transcript
Introduction and Purpose
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Hello, my friend. Welcome to the It's Happening For Me podcast. If you are obsessed with all things spirituality, personal growth and development, and living as your highest self, you are in the right place. I am your host, Alyssa, and I spent the majority of my teenage years and young 20s living totally out of climate. As I started to question my patterns and behaviors and actually got to know myself at the soul level, I realized that everything was happening for me.
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Now, as a spiritual life coach and human design guide, I am here to share my voice, personal stories, human design wisdom, and learn from incredible individuals living their purpose. Join me each week as we walk the spiral path of purpose together. I cannot wait to dive in.
Challenges with Social Media Platforms
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Hello my friend. Welcome back to another episode. I am your host Alyssa and I'm so happy you're here. So today I really wanted to talk all about this idea of perfectionism and how to really move through it. So I actually had this experience this weekend where I wanted to create a reel on this like really juicy contemplation that I had.
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about perfectionism and about, which is, we're going to talk about in a second, is GeneKey18. And I tried to make a reel on Instagram, but the longest form that you can make reels is 90 seconds. And there's no way that I could fit what I wanted to say into that 90 seconds. So I ended up creating a TikTok because I saw that you can create 10-minute posts. And I'm not someone who uses TikTok. I've had one, but I never post to it and I never really scroll on it.
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I created this TikTok and then I was like, Oh my God. I was like blown away by how much engagement I was actually getting. Like I was getting way more engagement than I get from Instagram. And I was like, this is so exciting. Like it got me, it got my sacral like lit up in such a juicy way.
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of wanting to share more and help people. People are actually interested in this stuff. Sometimes I feel like with Instagram, where I'm at right now is a very slow... It's kind of like a stagnancy. I don't really get engagement on my posts. And so I was like, okay, of new people. I don't get new engagement of new people.
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and reach new people, which is what we want to do as business owners. And so I got really excited by this new sense of engagement that I was seeing on TikTok. So I was like, I think I'm going to go over there. So I started repurposing some content that I have from Instagram and just feeling really good over there. And I think I'm going to commit to creating a video a day and just see how it goes.
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And I'm going to talk about this when we get into this, but I also really realized very early on as well that this is why people say that likes and like saves don't really equal
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sales. I could have a lot more people like my posts on TikTok, but that doesn't mean at all that it's going to convert to sales. It could, but I just wanted to say that I noticed myself almost falling in the trap of being like, oh my God, this is so exciting. Just having more engagement, but then it's like, what does that really translate to? It doesn't really translate to anything. I think it's just that more people are seeing it.
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So anyways, I'm excited to like really like, I don't know, just like go down that route and see where it takes me because it made me excited to be a creator again and like put myself out there and like teach people things and really step into my teacher archetype, which is like what I love to do.
Understanding Perfectionism and Judgment
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So anyways, let's talk about this idea of perfectionism. So if you're someone who feels like you struggle with perfectionism and it holds you back from going after your goals, going after like the things that you want to create, the relationship that you want, the next promotion, the pay raise, putting yourself out there, creating the business, launching the podcast, anything that's holding you, anytime that you are holding yourself back from taking action because you think that you're a perfectionist and you want everything to be perfect,
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I want you to know right now that that is actually not true, that perfection is actually a super high frequency. And anytime that you're holding yourself back from not putting yourself out there or doing something, you're not in a state of perfection. What you are in a state of is the shadow of judgment. Okay. So there are, and it's really being a victim of the mind. So when we are in the shadow of judgment, that is when we are
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over identifying with the judgments that we're having around ourselves or others. So for example, oh, I can never put myself out there like that. Oh, nobody would ever care what I have to say. I don't have an interesting story. I don't have the skills necessary to help people. Or I can never have a partner like that person's partner who's like so committed and so invested in their relationship. Or it can be feeling like judgments towards other people, right?
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So you might think, oh, I'm like, I really want to launch my podcast, but I am in such a perfectionist mode. And so I just, I'm like sitting on all of these episodes and not publishing it. You're not in perfection. You're in judgment and you're in the shadow of judgment. And you're over identifying with those stories that you're telling yourself of like, no one's going to want to listen to it. You're not a great speaker.
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Like what is the point anyway? I don't want to share my story. I'm embarrassed when people are going to think about me. I'm embarrassed if like my family and friends are going to judge me. Like all of those thoughts that you're thinking, those judgments that you're having on yourself, you're over identifying with them and you're believing them to be true. When all they are is just a judgment and it's a lie. It's not true. It is not true. And you're over identifying with it and you're taking that as true. So
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Judgment can show up in two ways. So the repressive nature of judgment shows up as being a feeling of inferiority, a feeling inferior. So that is where you are putting everyone else on a pedestal and you're feeling like you're less than other people. You are stuck in comparison mode. You are comparing yourself against other people. You're comparing yourself against other's journeys, other people's timelines, other people's past experiences. And
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You're really over identifying with those beliefs that you have about yourself, those thoughts, those judgments. The way that that is created is from the programs that were imprinted into your subconscious from zero to seven. So something happens when we're children, where at a certain age, we start to test our parents, like boundaries, right? We start to kind of like, we start to test authority and we really want to see how our parents are going to react. It's something that happens. It's supernatural.
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If your parents reacted in a way that was highly critical or overly critical of you as a child, then you probably develop more of the inferior
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expression of judgment as an adult. So that's where you kind of feel like other people are like better than you, they know more than you, like you don't know enough. Now, if you were a child and when you tested your parents and instead of like holding strong in their self-esteem and boundaries, they let you kind of walk all over them, then you might be someone who expresses judgment in the reactive nature, which is superiority.
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So those are people who don't really have a lot of respect for authority. Um, they put themselves on a pedestal. They don't really think that other people have anything that they can learn from. Um, and they're really more stuck in the judgments towards other people. And of course it's super common for people to be like oscillating between both of those. So whether you have this gene key and your whole genetic profile or not,
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Remember, we all have these 64 jean keys in us. It's just maybe not a super active theme in your life, but we can all relate to this.
Growth Through Integrity and Action
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So if you relate at all to thinking that you're like holding yourself back from perfectionism, you can probably relate to the shadow of judgment. And so really start to think about it like, oh, what are your thoughts? What are your beliefs about yourself? Whenever you're holding yourself back from going after that dream or going after that goal,
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and you're not doing the things that you need to do to move forward, why is that? What are the thoughts that you're believing? What are those judgments that you're over identifying with? And the way that that shadow loses power is when you can really separate yourself from that judgment and just see it as what it is, which is just a judgment. It's just a thought.
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and it's not true. And so it's really that step back of like detaching yourself from that thought or that judgment and realizing like, okay, I'm telling myself that nobody cares about what I post, but that's, you know, I'm just believing that because of X, Y, and Z, it doesn't really matter why you're believing it, but you can just choose to be like, I'm not going to believe that anymore. And I'm going to show you guys in a second how it's so crazy how these judgments really hold us back.
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but yes so that is the judgment of gene key 18 or I'm sorry that is the shadow of gene key 18 is judgment and so it's when you're either expressing that as inferiority or superiority. So I personally don't have this in my hologenetic profile but I can absolutely
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like relate to this 100%. And what's so crazy, you guys, is that I had this judgment or this thought of like, okay, when I post something on, for example, when I post a reel on Instagram, it doesn't get like any new engagement. It's not reaching new people, right? And I've been experiencing this for a long time. And so I've created this thought and this judgment that like, oh, what I have to share isn't important. What I have to share
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nobody wants to hear about. I probably don't know what I'm talking about in terms of human design, jig keys, the classic records. I probably am not good enough for my content to get out there. My content sucks, whatever. So those are the judgments that I had towards myself. And then over identifying and believing with them has caused me to take a certain action or lack of action, which is not creating more content. If nobody's engaging with it, it's so hard to want to create it, right?
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especially as a generator, I really react my sacral response to people, to outside things of myself. So if someone were to ask a question on a piece of content that I did, it would light me up and get me so excited to want to respond to them. But if nobody's commenting or asking questions, then it's really hard for me to have that inner drive and excitement to keep going, which is the inner work that I need to do and to learn how to keep going, even when nobody is responding.
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Now when I went to TikTok and I already saw like just from posting something there, people were already liking it. People were saving it. People were commenting and I had someone ask a question and like the question got me so excited to like respond. And then like she responded that like, Oh wow, that like advice really helped her. And I'm like, Oh my God, like that's what I'm in my element. Like I want to be helping people. Like I want to be sharing my gifts for people who want to receive them. And so this is my message for you. If you are,
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a healer, a coach, a spiritual entrepreneur, someone who is trying to build your business online and you haven't really been seeing engagement on Instagram. I just want you to know that.
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It really is harder to grow on Instagram than TikTok. And that's why they say that likes and follows don't matter because you can grow fast on TikTok. I'm talking insanely fast. Again, it doesn't necessarily mean anything. It doesn't mean that those followers and the people that like your content are going to turn into buyers and want to be clients for you. But it's just that there's so much more reach over there.
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I think what can happen for us is if we're not experiencing that reach on Instagram, we feel like something's wrong with us and we're creating those judgments within ourselves. It has literally nothing to do with that. It's just that we probably need to take more action, show up more, be consistent, and
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you know, really actually put in work to building a community because it's going to take work. Like it is not going to be easy. It is not easy to grow a community on Instagram. It might've been easy in like 2022. That's when things would pop off so easy, but it's just different now. And so yeah, just like not having any
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negative judgments around it just being like it is what it is and deciding if we want to participate in that or not, right? Okay, so the way to move out of judgment, so if you are experiencing judgment towards yourselves or others, the way to move through that is to again, like remove yourself from the identity of that belief and then moving into the gift of integrity.
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So integrity isn't, we're not talking about integrity in terms of honesty or being a truth teller. We're really talking about integrity in the terms of a structure. A structure that has integrity is a hard piece of material. If you think about an architecture who's building a building, the building has integrity.
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the foundations of it have integrity in order for you to continue building on and on and on to it. It has to have a very strong foundation. And so what we learn from the jinkies about judgments is that judgment and integrity are just two different sides of the same coin. One, we're having these negative judgments towards ourselves or others that are rooted in fear, rooted in lack, rooted in comparison,
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We can also have judgments in the form that are integrous. And so if you're someone who pays attention to the small details, it's actually a beautiful gift because you can actually have very strong boundaries, very strong foundation of high standards of excellence and help your life and the lives of others move forward, move forward with more beauty, with more excellence, more efficiency. So you're really here to use that gift of integrity and
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that kind of like eye for excellence and move into a place of judgments that are positive, that are like moving people forward, right? And so that's like such a beautiful way to move from the shadow. So again, it's like
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The way you can think about this is like, if someone was like, for me, for example, was like, okay, when I post on Instagram, like I don't get engagement. It's not reaching new people. Nobody cares. I can, I can have those judgments towards myself and over identify with them and then be like, okay, like I'm just not going to take action then. And I'm just going to give up because I think like, I must just not be cut out for this. Or I can move into the gift of integrity and say like, okay,
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actually having a very strong foundation and having an eye for excellence, I can notice a truth here and say, well, if I want to grow a community on Instagram, there's things I have to do. I have to be consistently showing up. I have to do and take certain actions that can get me to this place of excellence and growth and beauty and really think of it as a way of
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I want to continue moving forward because it gives me so much joy when people learn from the things that I'm here to share or like, oh, I can move too.
00:16:04
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TikTok because it's like getting more engagement there and people are benefiting from the things that I have to share. And so I'm really sharing from a place of like integrity and a judgment of like wanting to help people and make people feel better and learn more about themselves and understand themselves at a soul level and like figure out how to live their purpose and how to, you know, reach their highest potential through all their soul codes, right? So there's like two different, like you can really move out of that judgment into
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integrity and being like, okay, like with love, beauty, light, truth, excellence, all is my foundation. Where do I need to go and what do I need to do from here? So it's just like a different frequency.
00:16:47
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Then once you move into the cytic state, which is like a very mystical enlightened state, okay, the cities are a little difficult to explain because they're really like the essence of these gene keys. So the cytic state of GK18 is perfection. And when you get to perfection,
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You're really now removing any over-identification with yourself and another person. It's like you are all one, and you realize that everything is perfect. Like, oh, everything is actually perfect in this moment. There's nothing that I need to fix. There's nothing that I need to improve upon. There's nothing that I need to make better, right? If we look at Jean Key 18, I'm sorry, Human Design Gate 18, it's correction, right? It's like they want to make things better.
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they want to uphold and defend like the basic fundamental human rights. So it's coming from an intuitive place. It's in the energy of the Splenic Center. And so it's really like this energy that is so determined to correct what has gone wrong for humanity. And so it just intuitively knows when something is incorrect and it needs to purify it or it needs to fix it. And so
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If we look at that in terms of like the shadow and the gift, it's like you can either see what's wrong with yourself and over identify with that, or you can see what's wrong and move into his place of integrity and start fixing the things that need to be fixed. Like it's so simple. Instead of like identifying yourself as a failure, you're like, Oh, this, I just literally seen it. What needs to be fixed and I'm going to fix it because this, this gate in human design has such a beautiful gift of being able to fix things that need to be fixed.
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And so it's removing any judgment around yourself of making yourself bad or wrong or a failure and instead moving into that integrity space. So yeah, once you're in the civic state of perfection, you realize like, Oh, actually nothing even needs to be perfected. Like life is perfect. Nothing even needs to be improved upon. You're in like a really bliss state. It's so mystical and like difficult to explain, but it's just perfection. Like it's a cellular knowing in your cells that everything is perfect.
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And so I can imagine it would be like a quieting of the mind. You know, it's just their thoughts cease to exist. Everything is just perfect. So yeah, I hope that helps you if you are someone, so next time you wanna tell yourself like, oh, I'm just stuck in like perfectionist mode. No, no, no. Remember that perfection is the highest frequency. It's the highest frequency of this energy.
00:19:38
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What you're really stuck in is judgment. And that's what's holding you back from moving forward because you're over identifying with the quote unquote negative things that you're experiencing in your reality. When in turn you can transform that into just noticing what needs to be shifted and step into integrity and take action to make those things better in your life, right? And to achieve those goals.
Spiritual Reflections and Opportunities
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And I also drew three cards. I opened my records for today as well and I drew three cards and it's just like so spot on and perfect. So the first one I drew was the two of Scrolls, the two worlds.
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I've drawn this in another podcast episode before, but it's this woman that is living in two worlds. She's inside her home and she's looking at the fireplace. On her kitchen table is all this gold and there's all these sewing machines and cloths that she's sewed. She's getting really paid for the hard work that she's putting in, like her 3D reality.
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And then outside the window is like this beautiful monastery that has like the sun shining on it. And that's really like the spiritual world. And she's turned away from that. And she really feels like in this lifetime, she has to pick one or the other. So if you identify as a light worker or as a coach, a healer, someone who is like wants to create a spiritual business and you're having a really hard time combining your like
00:21:05
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work life and your spiritual life or your home life and your spiritual life, the matrix life slash your spiritual life. This card is really calling us to, to combine them to come out of the spiritual closet. If you haven't been, if you've been stuck in quote unquote perfectionist mode, right? Judgment and you haven't been coming, um, you haven't been visible and you haven't been showing yourself you're stuck in the spiritual closet. This card is really drawing you out to
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integrate all parts of yourself to know that it's safe to speak about these things. You can talk about the stuff you're interested in with your coworkers. Certain coworkers that you wouldn't even expect like this stuff or they're open to it. This is really calling you to integrate your life because
00:21:51
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It's just not going to work to be separate anymore. When we're very spiritual and we're really interested in spiritual stuff, but we only feel comfortable talking to other spiritual people about it, that's not shining the light in the world. It's the people in the communities that aren't awakened to this type of stuff yet.
00:22:09
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are really curious. And so when you can integrate it and just be your fully self in every place that you go, like when you go to Starbucks and you're wearing like your crystal necklace or something and someone gives you a compliment, it's like start having conversations and talk about these things. Talk about the things that you do. Talk about your gifts. Talk about the business that you're creating. Talk about the ways that you can help others because people are actually like really excited. So
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Yeah, the guides are really saying like learn how to really start integrating both worlds because in this lifetime you were meant to have both worlds. Like you weren't meant to only live like a 3D life with no spiritual like connection. And you also weren't meant to like live in a monastery in this lifetime. So you're really meant to combine both. So it's just asking us to do that, to move forward into that energy.
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This is really juicy. The next card that I drew was the Four of Keys Clearing the Way. It's this picture and I got it reversed. It's this picture with this man and the woman. They're outside of a little buggy, a horse-drawn buggy. They're in a forest. There's a house, a beautiful mansion in the distance, but there's a huge tree log.
00:23:22
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that's in their path and so the man has an axe and he's about to cut down this this log so that he can move it out of the way and move on to like the mansion and I got it reversed and this card is all about the message for us is like the way is cleared like
00:23:37
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The resistance is cleared. Any resistance that you've been feeling for the past couple of months, even year, even two years. I've been experiencing this so heavy. It is cleared now. June is a new month. Everything that you've been working on to put yourself out there to
00:23:53
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really shine your light, all the healing you've been going through. That resistance is gone now. And I've experienced this in the last two days. The vibes have been so different. I'm like, I don't care anymore. I used to be stuck in judgment and be judging myself and wanting to show up perfect on Instagram stories or not having anything interesting to say or just really over analyzing everything. And now I'm like, I don't care anymore. I'm just going to share the things that excite me. I want to share parts of my life.
00:24:22
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this card is letting you know that the way is cleared like you like it's a green light it's like go for it go for the things you've been wanting to do because literally the way is cleared now so they want you to show up they want you to shine your light they want you to like sign up for that program you've always been wanting to sign up for um
00:24:44
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If you're looking to like start dating somebody, the way is cleared. So, you know, you might be open now to finding love. If you're wanting to launch something in your business, the way is cleared. If you've been wanting to just show up differently, the way is cleared. If you've been wanting to do your fitness journey and you've been having so much resistance the past years or months, the way is cleared. It's like now is go time. The other card that I drew was the two of forces, the Willow. And so it's like this really beautiful Willow tree, um,
00:25:14
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in this like beautiful pasture and there's like a river right next to it and like a bird and it's like so sparkly and pretty and I drew it reversed. And basically it said that if any challenges come up, spirit wants to remind you that you are like a willow tree. Like you're very solid in your gifts. You're very solid in your identity of who you are. You're very solid in where you want to go. You're very solid in your dreams and your goals and everything is like very like
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clear for you now so if you just go because the way is cleared right the way is cleared they want you to go they want you to integrate your spiritual life and your like life life your work life your friend's life
00:25:58
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Any life that you don't feel like you're fully showing up for yourself that you're still wearing masks for, they want you to know that the way is cleared now. And even though it's going to be uncomfortable, because the way is cleared, the resistance is cleared, but it's still going to be uncomfortable because you're doing new things.
Authenticity in Sharing Spiritual Gifts
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They want you to know that you're strong like a willow, like you're ready for this.
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have all of the training that you need. You have all of the knowledge. You have all of the wisdom. You have the confidence now. So just know that even when it's scary, keep moving forward because now is your time. Now is the time to move forward. And you're very protected. You're very supported from unseen and seeing teams. And so you just want you to really lean into that.
00:26:41
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Okay, beautiful. So yeah, that's all I drew for the cards. So I'm really curious, like, what are you working on? Like, is there something that you have been wanting to do for the last, well, there's a couple of years, couple of months, and you've been feeling so much resistance towards or you just feel like you haven't really been yourself, the energy has been off. I know for me, it's been since like 2022, like the energy has been so weird, like,
00:27:05
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I used to be so active and just like really carefree about how I showed up and then I kind of started like getting really reclusive and almost like
00:27:17
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Um, just really stuck in my own judgments. And it's like, I've been doing so much deep healing work, especially over the past year, couple of months, like things have been shifting so much. Remember since the last, um, huge eclipse season that we had where things just went cray for a lot of people. I know for me, like I've just shifted so much and I've like been resting so much and like really her reading away and being in my own energy. And now I'm like, I am ready. Like I take these.
00:27:44
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Like what spirit is saying I'm excited to get out there to just move forward on my goals and aspirations I told you guys last time the last episode. I'm so excited because I finally Signed up for this round of yes supplies
00:28:01
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certification for the Yes Supply Method, which is all about hypnosis, subconscious rewiring, all of the things. And that's something that I've been obsessed with for a long time. It was honestly on my dream board and goal list to want to
00:28:18
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do this training. It's something that I've just like have been looking up to for so long. And so I finally like signed up. And so I'm in the fall, in the fall round and I'm like literally I couldn't be more excited. It gave me this like renewed sense of like excitement for life. I'm so happy because I'm in the master key training with Maria Henning and I've just been like obsessing with all of the juicy like deep dives that we've been learning about the Jean Keys and it's like
00:28:46
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If you're someone who loves knowledge and loves learning, it's so important to just invest in yourself and do the things. I honestly see right now my matrix job is literally supporting me to live and support me in learning the things I want to learn and building my skills. One thing I learned about TikTok, because like I said, I haven't really spent any time over there. But you guys, I was blown away by
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how it's kind of like the wild, wild west on spiritual TikTok. Like it's crazy. Like I was watching different like Oracle or I'm sorry, tarot readings. It's just like, I guess it just suggested them to me.
00:29:30
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So I was watching different live tarot readings and it's crazy. And this is not a judgment. This is an observation, okay? This is an observation using my discernment. It's crazy how many people are faking it. Like, you can just tell. Like, my intuition is just like, you're so fake. And like, it's crazy how
00:29:54
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they do like yes no answers like they'll literally have like a deck right and they'll just like turn the card over and be like yes no to like answering people's questions about like their love life or something or like if someone's cheating on them or if someone wants to date them it's just like it's so crazy and it's like it's so sad like it's so out of integrity and it's so um
00:30:17
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It's just insane. I was just like, what is going on? And so this is also the message. And they're making money. They are booked out. Think about it. They're feeding on people's...
00:30:30
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What is the number one thing that most people want to know? It's about their love life, right? And so anyone knows who reads tarot. You can't just get a freaking yes, no answer from a card. That's not how it works, right? So we know that they're taking advantage of these people. We know that they're like bullshitting. I don't even know if they know how to read tarot. But they're just like, it's just crazy. And of course, there's some really good people on there, obviously. But I'm just talking about the ones that I was like, this is crazy.
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And again, it's not a judgment. It's just that people, this is, it's actually really beautiful. You know why? Because they're so successful and they have so many followers and so many people like purchasing their readings. This is proof you guys that people out there, the general population, the general population of the world is interested in this stuff. Like they want to know, they're seeking answers, they want help, they want guidance. It's not their fault that they're
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kind of finding wolves that are disguised as helping them. But it's like the demand is there. So for everyone sitting on the sidelines who actually has spiritual gifts and actually is in integrity and is actually on the sole purpose path,
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And you're hiding out because you're afraid to share yourself, because you're afraid to integrate both worlds and come out of the spiritual closet. It's so sad. So many people could use your gifts. So many people are just going to the people who are the loudest out there and who are the most profit-driven. I think that's why they're doing it, because I don't know why else they would do it.
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lie that they know how to read tarot or just like bullshitting people and telling them like stuff that you wouldn't even get from tarot right it's just like and having like no ethical like responsibility like no responsibility for people's feelings or for like the damage that they can do to people with these
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answers that they're giving them that are just so fake. It's like, oh my God. So anyways, it's crazy because before seeing that on TikTok like this weekend, I didn't know people were doing this. Like I honestly was like pretty, I guess pretty sheltered from that because I have invested so much in like in myself and in my skills and on my path that I've been in like
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programs, certifications with so many badass, really super talented people that I just thought that like all people were the real deal. Like everyone in my world, all of my peers are so highly gifted. It's insane. And so I didn't even know that people were on there like lying and like faking people. And I guess that's where like spirituality can get a really bad name. But my point is you guys is that
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If they're out there and doing it, first of all, there's a demand. There is a demand. Now it's just like spirit is calling you and for the betterment of all of these souls getting played out there that, and not just if you're like, not just, this isn't just for people that read tarot, but this is for anyone with your spiritual gifts. Like people need help. They want like peace. They want to learn how to
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deal with their emotions. They need to learn about self-love and empowerment and sovereignty and about their intuition and how to use discernment. There's so many things that people need to learn. And if you're still holding yourself back because you're afraid to come out of the spiritual closet or because you're afraid about other people and think about you, girl, you are so needed. There is no time to wait anymore. There is no time.
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I got so excited just being on TikTok. It actually kind of made me feel like, oh my God, I'm really fucking gifted. I'm actually really skilled and I know you are too. That's why I'm like, you have to put yourself out there. It's just crazy what's out there. And yeah, what's working for people. And it's really odd. I don't know. It's just really odd to me.
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Yeah, I just feel like you will blow the F up. If you're authentic and you're genuine and you are rooted in your intuition and your skills and in love and wanting the best for other people, if you go share your magic on TikTok, you will blow up. I swear to God, if you consistently post there,
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for like three months. Like that's what I'm going to try to do. Maybe we should do this as like a little thing together. But if you consistently show up for three months on TikTok, I swear to God, like you will blow up. If you are in integrity and authentic with like your messaging and who you're here to help, people want it. Like people are craving that. People are craving realness. Like it's so fucking weird to me. And yeah, it's just, I don't know. It's just crazy. It's just crazy. But anyways, that's all I have to say today. So I just wanted to say that
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I love you guys. I hope that this served you. Remember anytime that you feel like you're in perfectionism and you're holding yourself back, remember it's just actually self-judgment. It's not perfectionism. If you've been feeling like things haven't been moving forward on Instagram or on anything in your business, if you're starting out, just remember that
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How can you move into integrity, drop the judgment around yourself and move into integrity and be like, okay, how can I make things better? Like what do I actually need to do to like move things forward? And in a practical, very like methodical way, how can I show up more, right? And how can I stop hiding out? How can I just share what I have to share and feel good about it? Another thing I want to say too is
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I think what happens a lot of time as well is we just don't feel safe in our nervous system to show up and to be ourselves because of our programming from our subconscious, because of past lives.
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Because of past experiences, there's a lot of things going on that in the body is just keeping us physically scared or physically unable to put ourselves out there and show up. So if that is you, if you are experiencing that, I highly recommend getting an Akashic Records reading because we can dig into what is it that's actually holding you back and find the root cause of it and heal it and heal it very quickly.
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so that if you do have the desire to put yourself out there, to get out of the spiritual closet, share your gifts with the world, like you will feel safe inside your body once you heal anything that's
Conclusion and Call to Action
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really holding you back. So I'll put the link below if you want to book your Akashic Records reading, if you want to book your Gene Keys reading or Human Design reading, other than that. Oh, and also guys, I'm so excited because since I'm going to be doing my Yes Supply training, I in the future will, it starts in October,
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So it's going to be like in the future, like this fall, but I will be able to also do like subconscious reprogramming and like, um, hypnosis, a lot more tools to actually really regulate your nervous system and change the subconscious mind. So stay tuned for all of that. That's going to be like super helpful and next level. But in the meantime, there's so much healing work you can do from the Akashic Records. So yay. Okay. I hope you have the best day, the best week, and I will see you next time. Bye bye.
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Thank you so much for being here and listening beauty. If you enjoyed this episode, please be sure to leave a review and share the episode with a friend who you know will love it. We can connect further on Instagram at I am Alyssa May. So come say hello, leave a comment of your favorite takeaway on my most recent post and I cannot wait to connect. Thank you so much and I will see you next time.