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Smoke With Me! What Source Wants You To Know RIGHT NOW
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Dani is back with a solo episode because KELSEY HAD A BABY! (We will expand on that subject in the episode LOL) Inspired by our Youtube Channel, sit back, relax, grab some weed, and let's get high (vibratinal!)
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Introduction and Personal Updates
00:00:00
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Welcome to Awake and Bake, an educational, high vibrational, mystical, spiritual pot. I'm sorry, pod cast from one girl, one joint, and a journey to awaken what's inside all of us. In the words of the wise Wiz Khalifa, yeah, I'm high bitch. He didn't say that. He said, let's roll something and get the day started. So what up sluts? How are we doing today? I can't contain my excitement before this episode goes any farther. Kelsey had her fucking baby.
00:00:26
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I know you guys have already seen it on Instagram, so I feel comfortable saying this.
00:00:31
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My new best friend Phoebe has been born, my good old page, PJ, if you will. Anyway, I just wanted to say a big congratulations to Kelsey and Cole and Phoebe, obviously, and the pups, Finn and Stella. Congratulations, you guys. I may not sound as excited as I actually am because my windows are open and I'm like kind of low-key eavesdropping on what's going on outside with my neighbors. So I'm being a little bit quiet because I'm here to give you guys a good episode, but also get myself the tea.
00:00:59
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Anyway, today's episode is a smoke with me and it is inspired by our YouTube
Episode Theme and Personal Challenges
00:01:03
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channel. This is going to be kind of like a little taste of what our YouTube channel is like, but I will say the YouTube is far more uncensored if that's even possible. Yeah, basically in these episodes, you smoke with me. We smoke at the same time and we talk about whatever is on my noggin.
00:01:18
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and today it is channeled messages from source. So it's stuff that I have been getting messages and downloads about that I also feel the need to tell everyone else about because I feel like it's more of a universal... What's the fucking word? I'm already high. I started smoking without you guys. The collective. I feel like the collective needs to hear this. All right, let's all just smoke real quick. Everyone take a hit.
00:01:40
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Okay, if you're smoking with me, you're gonna hear me cough. Hang on. And before y'all get on me, like, oh my God, you should not smoke if you're gonna cough. Some people just cough. So I always have coughed. It's not because I've been smoking too long. Since the beginning of me smoking, I can't stop coughing. I need to either learn to take a hit or get new lungs because I do have slight asthma.
00:02:05
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But I have never claimed to be good at smoking. Actually, I have often said the opposite. So now that I've covered all my bases, let's get into the channeled messages. I say this kindly. I don't know how to say this without a coming off route, but the universe wants you to get a hobby. By this, I literally just mean like pursue a new craft, learn a new skill. This doesn't need to be monetized. It doesn't need to be broadcast online, but you totally can because whoa, self-expression. I love that. I'm probably going to do the same.
00:02:33
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Also, this doesn't even need to be anything that you're necessarily good at. It's just for you to enjoy. I am a Libra and a Leo, and I am kind of a perfectionist to a degree. Okay, so you know, that's actually the perfectionist in me, doubting my ability to reach a certain level that I deem to be acceptable of absolute greatness, but I am a perfectionist. Everything I do, I do to my best ability, and I do try to go above and beyond.
00:02:56
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Now to a degree, because at the same time I am also working on basically deconstructing hustle culture in the way that I think and view my worth and my value and not putting it in terms of how productive I am. So what I've landed on is
00:03:11
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whole dancing now this is something I've always wanted to do but I've always avoided because I don't have a strong upper body doesn't matter if I train it in the gym I mean obviously I will get stronger but I just am not a naturally strong person in terms of my upper body
00:03:27
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Not only that, I hold a lot of tension there. So sometimes I cry when I do like arm workouts and I don't want to cry. I mean, I like to cry time and place, right? You have to release that energy, but you know what I mean? Not at the gym. I go to Planet Fitness. If I start crying at the gym, someone's going to do the fucking lung alarm and be like, this bitch, she wants attention. But all my witchy girlies and like my spiritual babes will know they'll be like, no, she's just like releasing stored up pent up energy like this is great.
00:03:53
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But yeah, so I chose pole dancing. I also thought about making jewelry and I still might. I also thought about getting into reading, like being a little bookworm. And I still might actually. I did ask my husband if I could use his old Kindle. And I also thought about getting into sewing. I'm going to be honest, that's more like a pipe dream. I don't actually have any intention of getting into that. It's so overwhelming that it makes me want to cry.
00:04:15
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I spent like a whole night, like not a whole night, but like a good portion of the night, something about me bitches. I'm going to exaggerate a little bit. I spent like a whole fucking night taking notes about how to get the full, like what's the best way to become a pro. So we're, but like beginner friendly, like what's a good beginner kit, the amount of overwhelm, holy shit. It made the whole thing not fun anymore. I can't do this. I don't want to do this. Do I want to be able to tailor my own clothes so that I look better? Yes. But that's the only reason I will learn how to sew.
00:04:42
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I'm not going to be out here making my own shit. I'm going to be out here just making sure I look good. And Isaiah, if I did learn how to sew, I would tailor all of our clothes. I heard Kim Kardashian even has her underwear tailored. And I was like, you know what, I don't like a lot of things that bitch does, but that one might want she might have done something with that.
Cannabis Talk and Promotion Blunders
00:04:59
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But anyway, let's take another hit and then we'll keep going. Oh, by the way, I'm smoking the Himalaya brand. Honeydew melon is the strain. Honeydew melon or honeydew something? I don't know. Damn, I was trying to plug them just now, but I'm a little too high to remember. But it's a really, really nice hybrid. You guys, I highly recommend it. Are you like you don't even know what I'm recommending, but I recommend it.
00:05:21
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So back to hobbies. Yeah, why does universe want you to do this? Why is this a good idea? There's there's a couple reasons. Number one, because progress equals happiness. That's like a very dumbed down version of what I'm about to explain. But I heard that quote from Tony Robbins. And back when I used to think he was like, God, it changed my life. But now, you know, I do see I see how he could be possibly questionable.
00:05:44
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Anyway, the whole concept of progress equals happiness is that just as humans, like when we are when we do something and we notice ourselves getting better, it's kind of just the same thing as like learning. Like naturally, that's good for your confidence. We enjoy doing that.
Social Media and Cultural Reflections
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It's also just like a human
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natural need to like learn you just want to learn like nobody is born and is like, I don't want to know a thing like you are born curious, right? So it's just it's good for you mentally. Okay, I don't know all the science. I'm not a fucking scientist. But I've read enough self help books. Let's do enough fucking podcasts. Okay, I know that progress equals happiness short form. That's how you remember it. Okay, it's like indica into couch progress equals happiness.
00:06:23
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Okay, but also, it's like a form of self care like just doing something for yourself that is not fucking work related or related to trying to get famous or monetize it or perform for anyone else like I don't know guys like just enrich your life. I don't know.
00:06:40
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but I feel like you know what I'm trying to say. Also, a new goal for myself is I need to really get back. I've been slacking. I need to update our Instagram. For a while, I was under the impression like Instagram's dying and I made a new TikTok for us, but holy fucking shit. It is so hard on TikTok to not get in trouble. Cause like everything we talk about and even our name, you know what I mean? It's controversial and on some platforms don't allow it. And I'm grateful that Instagram has allowed us
00:07:09
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It's crazy that I'm grateful for it, but there's a lot of platforms that would have shut us down by now. TikTok, it tried to get us. It did not want us to be great. We made a second one. Our first one was Awaken Big Podcast. Our new TikTok, our current TikTok is the Awaken Big Podcast. Just one E because we are not trying to plagiarize Megan Thee Stallion. All we do is love her and support her and adore her.
00:07:29
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my god speaking of Miss Megan, Tori lanes was sentenced to 10 years in prison. And I think we all need to take a hit for that because heck yeah, I'm good with another 10. If you disagree with me, I don't give a fuck unless you think you should have more time. And this is my podcast. So if you don't agree, just click off. Well, mine and Kelsey's but I promise you that bitch is more petty than I am. And she has a good conscience put those two together like she wants him in jail forever. Honestly.
00:07:55
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you know what let me not speak for that bitch she just had a baby I don't know she could be a changed woman I don't know I have questions I have so many questions for Kelsey like I want to know how did it feel do you feel different now how do you feel now did you poop on your baby did you eat the placenta or are you going to also like how does that work with the placenta like I have questions guys she literally pushed a human out of her yes
Exploring Body Image and Self-Acceptance
00:08:20
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We have to have her do an episode dedicated to that experience. And she doesn't have to share anything. She doesn't want to share. It doesn't even have to be about like, how was it? Like, what did you learn? Like, what is the biggest takeaway or like a funny story, a horror story? I know, I hope that there wasn't anything horrifying. Actually, I'm not going to lie. I already know exactly how it went because I've talked to her in detail. And that's why I want her to explain it because it actually was like a really magical, beautiful moment, but also she might want to keep it intimate. So we'll see.
00:08:43
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Okay, before I close this out, um, one of my good friends and inspirations in life, but I'm not going to say her name cause I didn't get consent before recording this, but like it just hit me. It's like a nice high thought. That's the benefit of these smoke with me is okay. It is just my train of thought. It is downloads from source. And then it's also like, you know, tangents because it can be a tangent from source. You don't know. And this one is like profound, not me saying it like that. That does not make it sound profound.
00:09:07
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Okay, anyway, someone who I look up to very much and love in the door recently posted on Instagram, they met to post it to their close friends. But hilariously, they posted it to their story. But don't worry, I'm on their close friends. So I would have still seen it. Um, but it was this like, relatable post and what the post read was
00:09:26
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me to everyone else. Your body is perfect. You look great. There's no such thing as a bad body. You're so hot. Something along those lines, right? And then it was like, but me to like me to myself. Oh, except me. And then she shared it and was like, Yeah, this is how I feel about myself. This is how I feel about like whatever part again, I don't want to like expose her. But it was very it was relatable. But like in a sad way, like I was like, Oh, I hate that. Like, I feel like we've all been there and can relate to this.
00:09:53
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I think it was a good little universe moment that she accidentally put it on her public story because I bet it touched a lot of people because she had a great response to it about how that's not healthy and she's perfect and needs to just love herself, whatever. She understood that. She was just trying to share something relatable to her friends, you know what I mean? And it was fucking relatable, but not in a yay way. And I've been thinking about it a lot since then because I'm grateful to say I've come a long way and I'm not currently in a place of my life where I currently relate to it.
00:10:24
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and knock on wood. Literally my desk is wood, so that was awesome. That was awesome. Thank you, universe. I know I'm protected. But anyway, right now I'm super grateful. I'm not able to relate to it in this moment, but oh my God, I've fucking been there.
00:10:39
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And I just wanna say, as someone on the other side of it, right? So this isn't gonna relate to you or resonate with you right now, but you need to hear it right now. When you're still in the mindset of hating on yourself, maybe you have, or maybe you're currently still dealing with body dysmorphia or disordered eating of any kind, right? Whatever you're going through, just low self-esteem or hating on yourself. I promise you, when you get out of it and you're on the other side,
00:11:08
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like the way you are able to just think differently and literally see the beauty in everybody like not just yours but other people's too and then it makes you like yours even more because you like other people so much and you're like well wait like mine's also just as cool and like something to be excited about guys it's just like so cool to know like once you're on the other side you will think about it so differently and you'll it's not like you're gonna be like i don't understand how i ever thought that way because it's
00:11:34
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It's almost, it makes you appreciate it more, I guess. So I just want you to have like encouragement and hope that if you're dealing with body dysmorphia and negative body image, um, specifically like when you lie to yourself and make it like this horrible thing, or you're just hating on your human suit, like your vessel that allows you like to experience or like this machine is literally just here. So you can do whatever you want in this human life. So we have to love it. But anyway,
00:11:56
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If you're not there yet, I understand I've been there, but I want you guys to have hope and know when you're on the other side, everything just makes so much more sense. You see why you felt that way. It helps you feel stronger knowing you. If you do feel that way again, like you'll hopefully have the tools to not slip into the same patterns you had before. But guys, I look at it so differently. I feel like I hold the key now, like, especially when I'm in alignment, like once you crack that and break free from that, it's a whole new world. It's a whole new ballgame. It makes everything.
Psychedelics and Personal Growth
00:12:25
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just so much more beautiful and I'm sorry but I do recommend doing mushrooms guys this episode is supposed to be like a smoke with me from our YouTube I told you we're a little bit more upfront on their uncensored rated R I would say it's not like we don't talk about shrooms on here all the time but like I recommend the fuck out of shrooms even micro dosing like so where you probably won't feel like you're tripping or anything like that
00:12:48
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you'll just feel, you know, a bitch I don't like one time said you'll just feel happy. And I don't like her. But now that I've been able to grow and remove myself, she's not wrong. She is not wrong. She loves drugs guys, too. And she's tried a lot. So I do low key trust her opinion. While I don't like her.
00:13:04
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Okay, I think I need to wrap this up. This is about as long as a smoke with me episode on YouTube is about this long or sometimes a little bit less, but I do want to start doing long form content because one, it's been requested so much, but guys, I need to buy a motherfucking camera. That's really what it is because I don't have the space all the time on my phone or iPad to keep doing this. I need, I think I need to buy a camera also just for quality purposes and a mic. Like I just really want to step it up for YouTube, but
00:13:32
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I hope that if you don't watch our YouTube channel yet that this inspired you to maybe go check it out. It's a lot of fun over there. We have a really awesome, really supportive community and it is a little bit of a different vibe than this podcast channel. So this was just like a little taste, but feel free to head over. We go way more into like
00:13:49
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social commentary about what's going on in the media, what's going on in our personal lives. Yeah, it's just, and definitely we go way deeper into weed. We dab together. I show you guys my Focus V Carta 2, which is my electric rig. Oh my God. I am spoiled. I started, okay, quick little before we go. I started my dab journey. I mean, I tried dabbing like years ago, like in like 2016, 2017 when I was like,
00:14:15
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right out of high school and in high school still. And I did it with a little nectar collector and it put me on my fucking ass. I didn't like it actually. I was like, I'll never do that again. Wow. I went straight from that to an electric rig and I am so grateful. Also, the old school rig just intimidates me. It has so many parts involved and I get overwhelmed by that. And when I want to get high, I just want to get high. I don't really want to stress about it.
00:14:41
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So yeah, the focus be carded to highly recommend it's also easy as fuck to clean. And I'm going to be honest, I'm not good at cleaning my pieces. I'm not. And I know they say mold grows after two days or whatever. I guarantee I'm smoking mold and have been for a while. And that's something I do want to work on as a person. I could grow in that area. Okay, let's wrap this up. Thank you guys so much for being here with me. We're sending Kelsey and Cole and Phoebe all the love. And as always, stay high.