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Becoming the woman who can HOLD the unknown (storytime of a day in my life)
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Ever have days where things just feel "out of your control?" and have you ever felt "unsafe" or "anxious" during the uncertainty of those times? This episode is going to EMPOWER you as i share an uncertain event that happened, where the old Darsh would have felt extremely unsafe, anxious, beating herself up, but instead i had the opportunity to step into the embodiment of who my next level self has become.
This is EMBODIMENT of your next level self. This is where you realize how you respond based on the subconscious programming you've had OR have the opportunity to shift into.
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Transcript
Viewing Challenges as Opportunities
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I've literally had the most interesting and magical day ever and most people would assume and think that oh my god what the fuck like why is my this happening to me why is this going on in my day but your perception and the way that you respond the I call them opportunities in your life, not challenges, but they're opportunities for you to actually practice the embodiment and the shift that you have been working on energetically, because that's how you actually manifest it. You create it, you create and you shift into that way of being that you want to be.
00:00:38
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So anyways, i just wanted to capture this moment because I know I'm going to be sharing it as a story, an amazing fucking story. part of all like amongst all the other stories in my life, because the way that I responded to this situation really showed me how much of a shifting that I have done from my energetic work that I've been doing, and how fucking truly capable I am of handling any fucking situation because
00:01:10
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Basically what happened is it was so interesting because in the beginning of the day i you know had this like nudge and feeling of like going to go to a cafe and just journal and I literally journaled for two hours straight to help me get more clarity on like what my, you know, personal brand is is more about and like what do I want to like share, offer, talk more about, just getting a little bit more clear and clarity.
Inspired Actions and TikTok Creation
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And that felt so good. Then I randomly created a TikTok where I had an intuitive inspiration download. quickly created it, posted it, amazing, like, done, and I had no idea if I was gonna post or not, like, that's just not how I move anymore, and I've been telling myself that the way I move now is through inspired action, like, that's how I create in my life, and so that was, like, an embodiment of that, and it felt so normal, it felt so safe, but the real fucking
00:02:08
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Test for the day was when i realized that my dad's car, so backstory, my dad's car, I'm using my dad's car because he's in India
Dealing with Car Issues Calmly
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right now. And so this is how I'm getting around.
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for my day to day. This is how I'm able to do that so easily without having to take the bus, which I have in the past or getting those little scooters that I even had in the past, the mechanical ones.
00:02:31
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Like it feels so comforting and good to know that I'm able to use his car and that he trusts me with his car to be able to you know, do whatever I need while he's away. And it's a hybrid car. So it's like half of it is like the electric battery that I get to charge up. So I barely I don't even have to spend anything on gas because I just use the battery and I use it for like my day to day getting around in the city.
00:02:53
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ah But anyways, I noticed that the tire pressure was low today. And I was like, huh, interesting. Like, I didn't see that before. And I'm seeing that now. And it's been a few days since I've used the car to and the car was fine before I used it. So I was like,
00:03:08
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even more interesting. So then i go to the cafe and I was like, huh, I'll be fine. Like, you know what? I had an idea that I'll put air in after.
00:03:20
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and it's so interesting because when I got in the car, i was like, I'm hungry though. Like I want to eat, but I was like, I want to eat nearby. Like, I don't want to wait and go else somewhere.
00:03:31
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So I got this like nudge to just go get myself a matcha for now. Cause I'm going to cook at home. Great. Did that. Went to a specific matcha place, even though there were other options around like literally the same complex where I was.
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And then had an intuitive nudge to like look down and see where that, you know, tire pressure thing is happening. So I look and I notice that it was on my left, like back and tire, like the back one. And I was like, wow, OK.
00:04:02
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And it looked like it would look like it was like a ah puncture. kind of like that. And so I was like, okay, it looks like it needs error, but it could also be that it may need a replacement.
00:04:14
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I don't know what's going on, but we're going to just figure it out. So i was like driving really slow, but it was really interesting. Very like in that moment, in that specific moment, the old Darsh would have freaked the fuck out, would have been like, oh my God, my dad's going to be so mad at me and yell at me. And like, what the fuck do I do? Like I'm here. And like my mom, I don't know where she is. And like,
00:04:37
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How am I going to do like I would have been thinking about the how like that's where you fuck yourself because you would have been thinking about how and like freaking out your nervous system out of whack. But literally i was like, you know, I came here for matcha. I'm going to get myself a matcha.
00:04:53
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i even then got myself a cream puff as well, which I'm so excited to fucking devour. And then i was like, we're just going to look. We just got to look for a gas station that has air like easy. We can do that.
00:05:06
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So I literally looked at a gas station that I intuitively picked out which gas station would be best for me, which amazing because I went to the the one that I fucking needed. I trusted myself to go to the one I needed, which was a 76 gas station.
00:05:20
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And I ended up like parking. Like I honestly guys like I really like took this laws going like almost like 10 miles an hour barely to get to the gas station. And I was like,
00:05:34
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I'm just going to get their higher self. Like, but I was calm. Like, that's the thing. I was calm. And I was like certain. i was like certain that I was supported and and I was going to be
Learning About Tire Repair
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fine. So it was really interesting to like see that trust and that faith play out, even in a situation where most people would have been like, fuck, like, I don't know what to do Like, I don't know if I'm going to get there like that kind of vibes.
00:05:58
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So I go and I park by like it was so busy with all these cars and the mechanics. But since I've been practicing my self love stuff and prioritizing myself,
00:06:09
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And i have been practicing, you know, just being more in my feminine energy and allowing myself to receive. I parked by the like where the pump is. And then i was like, I went in and I was like, who's the guy charge?
00:06:24
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And then I was like, hey, like, I need help with my car. And I don't know how to use that tire pump. And I know i could learn how to do it, guys. Like, I know, but I didn't want to fucking do it. I wanted a man to help me because I just I wanted to just that experience.
00:06:42
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So then the guy was like, just bring your instead of going to the car pump, like, just bring your car here and I will look at it and I will do it. Give me five minutes, even though they were busy as fuck. He prioritized me.
00:06:54
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And um excuse me, I had a cough. He prioritized me. and then he basically told me that you know, like what's going on. And he was like, you just may need to repair it because this is what's going on. He actually educated me, and which was that I felt really fucking nice.
00:07:12
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And then there was like another guy around like wanting to support me. He was just there giving me like tips and giving me whatever. And I was like, wow, this is really cool. Like I'm also learning something new here. And then was like,
00:07:25
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the version of me, like, Darsh, Darsh handled shit, Darsh does not avoid shit that she knows she needs to handle, and it would be best for her to handle right now, so, even though he filled up my tire, and he was like, you know, this would be good for you to go home, and I obviously don't have a fucking spare tire, because his car apparently didn't come with it, and,
00:07:47
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I was like, it doesn't make sense for me to just go home and not do anything about this, even like no matter what the fuck the situation is. And so I even with like money, like financially, I was thinking like, that's OK. Like, at least it was just so interesting, guys. Like, so anyways, I basically told him.
00:08:08
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that you know what, I'm gonna have to fix this and address this. And even though my dad is in India right now, and even though like this is his car, I am going to take the initiative and I'm going to ask how we
Financial Empowerment and Gratitude
00:08:22
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can fix this. Like, well, how much is it for a tire? Like, what can we do here?
00:08:26
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And literally within like two minutes, he was like, this is how much it'll be, it was, like, 140-something, whatever, is how much it's gonna be, you can even text me, like, latest by 10 p.m. tonight, who the fuck does that, by the way, like, 10 p.m., don't know about y'all, but I have fucking, like, anybody text me after, like, 8, I'm, like, done, I'll get back to you the next morning, I literally have my shit on, like, do not disturb, actually, like, all day, but that's how like, very intentional with my time, but,
00:08:54
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I was like, and then he was like, you do that and I can get it first thing in the morning, 9 a.m. And I was like, what the fuck? Like, this is like the easiest problem that I've been able to solve, which obviously we're going to continue manifesting that. But I was like, this has just been like so easy for me. Like, amazing. Like, we have a solution.
00:09:11
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Now, here's the thing. Most people would have been like, what the fuck? Like, why am I going through this? Like, why? Is this happening to me? Like 140 something.
00:09:23
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Obviously, the way you perceive money and how much of what is anything is like your reality. Right. Like everyone has a different relationship with that. But for me, I had not even one ounce of a thought of like, oh,
00:09:36
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damn, that's a lot of money, like for one tire, what the fuck, I literally was like, amazing, like, I'm so fucking glad that you're able to do this for me, and I thought it was, first of all i thought it was like, not bad, actually, but I was like, I'm so glad that I have the motherfucking money, actually, like, I was like, damn, I'm so glad that I have the money to buy myself this fucking tire for my dad's car and fix it, like, I have the money for it, I'm so glad I have the money for it And it was really interesting, too, because I remember asking him, like, is it new or is it a used tire? He was like, you look like the kind of person that has money. and And so I don't know why you're asking that. Like, of course, it's new. And I was just laughing because I was like, wow, like, yes, of course, I am the type of person like my energy that like what's what's going on with all this shit that I've been doing, which, by the way, I've been doing a deeper dive onto my money stuff. Like I have mastered money to a certain extent.
00:10:33
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But now I'm working on mastering like the holding and the receiving and like that part because like creating is is pretty good like you know it comes through in like multiple different ways like expected and unexpected ways but like now it's like that next level wealth like that all around like going all around hitting money and all fucking angles and really getting it which by the way i'm learning from amanda francis which is the money motherfucking queen and i love her so much so grateful that i'm like a learning from her and i'm taking her course like money mentality course right now which like has
00:11:09
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literally hitting everything, every single thing around money. I think the biggest thing I've learned is like your worthiness around money um is like the biggest, biggest piece. But anyways,
00:11:20
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Not to get off track. So anyways, yeah. So I was like, OK, great. Like, I just got to let my dad know at least like this is the communication piece that I've been implementing and working on. And like, I honestly didn't even feel scared of like telling my dad, you know what i mean? Because in the past, my parents would blame me for the shit that would happen and shit that would go wrong.
00:11:42
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And, of course, like growing up as a child, I would end up doing that with myself, right? Like as we are adults, like we're all fucking kids, just traumatized kids running around.
00:11:52
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I would start blaming myself for making myself wrong for the things that would go wrong and focus on it. But I responded. So I was like, yes, like, you know what? I'm gonna, I'm like that powerful ass bitch that takes like fucking initiative.
00:12:06
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She, she's able, she has the capacity to deal with whatever the fuck happens. And I gave myself that grace first. And so I know because I gave myself that grace and I also feel like everything's figureoutable. Like there's always a solution and like, it'll be okay. Like it could literally happen to anybody and he will understand, like he will be fine. And I have The utmost certainty that he will and the utmost certainty that he would actually be grateful that I was responsible enough to do that with his car and like trust
Shifting Perspective on Challenges
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me even more. Right.
00:12:36
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Shifting my perspective and. my like just energy around the situation because there's so many fucking angles you can take it so which one is the most empowering right so anyways naturally automatically like just thought that like okay can't wait to see him gonna message him not see him because he's in india but like message him right away like hey it's an emergency call me stop whatever gonna speak to him tonight it's gonna go well And then he's going to give me the green light because we've got to get this fixed anyways.
00:13:05
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And i'm just going to fucking do it. And it was really cool because it feels like the way, like the biggest thing is the way that I handled this situation really proved to me that the energetic stuff that I've been doing, at least to that next level, because there's always new levels to shit.
00:13:22
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But it's like how i responded to a situation, a problem where I have been really working on big on like my not but just my money stuff, but like how I feel supported in my life.
00:13:33
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And this was such a fuck and in my feminine energy, too. This was such a fucking proof for me. to notice and see how provided I am for in my life, how supported I am for in my life, and like all the belief work that I've been doing to create a situation like this for me to, like the opportunity for me to step into that and really like become that.
00:14:00
Speaker
Because the moment you like embody, like, you've experienced the embodiment of the shit that you've been, like, you know, learning and practicing and like whatever, like, actual opportunity like this to, like, embody it, that's when you just never go back, bitch, like, you literally are, like, I'm that bitch and I can handle any motherfucking thing that comes my way, okay, great with grace, with grace, with grace and motherfucking power, because you know you got that shit, you know you're supported for, you know you can trust, like,
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You finally start to like, let go and allow yourself to receive, receive, receive that support, receive whatever the fuck you need. You give yourself permission to do it. You, you start taking up space.
00:14:47
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You start going, like, it's not always just about like when it comes to receiving too, it's not always just about like, Oh, let me just like sit here and like, whatever. No, like you're going to be like, Hey, can I get some help?
00:14:58
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Hey, I need this. Anybody know about, Oh, also, Oh my God. One more other thing that I forgot to mention is also have an appointment with my chiropractor at 4.30 p.m. today, and it's currently 3.38 p.m., and I'm literally almost getting home.
00:15:15
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Thank the motherfucking Lord. I was like, hire yourself. We're going to get home safe no matter what. But anyways, this is funny because I'm, like, literally recording everything as it's happening in my life.
00:15:26
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So it's just so funny. um Anyways, so i I, was like, okay, I got to go to the pi chiropractor and i just honked because it was green and the person's not moving, but it's okay.
00:15:40
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Go move next time. Anyways. Okay. I'm like, Darsh refocus. So i have to go to the chiropractor at 4 30 PM today, right in the next hour. So, but like technically in half an hour, cause I got it.
00:15:52
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There's, you know, traffic, Cali, you know, the deal. And I was like, like, if it was somebody else, like even the old me, would have been like, fuck, you know what? Like, fuck that. Like, I got to figure this shit out. Like, I would have made the problem bigger than myself and what it is that I already committed to and my other responsibilities and the things that I actually want to do. I would have literally may been like fucking contemplating and soaking on the fucking problem in my head because I want to fix it so badly that it would...
00:16:23
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it would block me from the other things that I know are important for me to do that I want to do or whatever. Like it would just fucking drain all my energy. But i was like, you know what?
00:16:33
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There's always a motherfucking way to get to the chiropractor. Even if I have to Uber, i will Uber there. Like, it's okay. I'm going to make it one way or another. And I literally was thinking this like automatically. So I just want you like, don't know why the fuck I'm sharing this, but I just feel so good about sharing my story here and what happened today because I just feel like there's so many like lessons to, to extract from it that I literally extracted from it. And I know that, you know, if you're listening to this and you were drawn to this episode that you will probably extract something from it
Solution-Focused Mindset
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too. But I just like, I feel like you just want everyone to know from this experience that like literally you are supported You are always guided. and
00:17:14
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when you start to think of life and everything that happens in your way that feels like a quote unquote challenge, I want you to look at it as an opportunity. and ask yourself like, okay, what would that version of me that already fucking handled it would do? Like, what would she do? What would she feel? What would she think? Like, it's okay. I'm literally safe. i there's always a fucking way. And there's more than that, just a thousand motherfucking ways to make something happen. So when you are also thinking about like, let's just say your goals, right? Your business goals, your fitness goals, like whatever fucking goals that you have,
00:17:51
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just know that let's say if one way is not working for you, know that there's another way out there. Like there's another way to make it work, but start thinking about like, what is the way that feels delicious and good and like so good to me? Like, what is that?
00:18:07
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had a hunk again because like, I was just like, okay, but yeah. So like, start to think about that. And, and like, I know it is so fucking easy to just go into like,
00:18:20
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that survival mode mindset, because that is kind of like how the collective fucking, the group mind virus, like fucking things. And and it kind of gets into you because you're surrounded by all these people and majority of the fucking world, things like this, but you are the motherfucking exception.
00:18:34
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Like you literally are the exception. And so, you need to start thinking the opposite. You need to start actually like ah releasing yourself from that shit and be like, everything is figureoutable.
00:18:47
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I am someone that focuses on the solutions to everything. There's always a solution, right?
Concluding Thoughts and Encouragement
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Anything when there is a problem lies in a solution. so Anyways, this is blah right now. Just like, this is my story of the day today. And I'm so excited to like tell my chiropractor about what the fuck happened today. i'm just so proud of myself and the way that I handled the day today.
00:19:10
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I already called my mom too, and I feel so supported by her, by the way. So like, again, confirming all the self-image work that I've been doing, my parents would have been so hard on me about it. Like, it's your father. My mom's literally like, I got you. Like, I'm coming home right now. So you can take my car to go to the chiropractor. Great. I don't have to Uber anymore.
00:19:28
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ah got you. Like, don't even worry. We got this. And she was like, I even know somebody else that could give me a better price so we could figure this out to together. amazing amazing like hello so anyways I love you guys thank you for tuning in to today's story i don't know what I'm gonna call this episode but didn't even know gonna be a podcast where but I was like I gotta of let this out and then it ended up being a podcast so I love you guys thank you for tuning in and I'll catch you guys in the next episode make sure to like well I don't know why I said like
00:20:03
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make sure to subscribe and to this podcast episode, obviously we will have this. I'm literally losing at this point. I'm not editing this out either because I don't fucking feel like doing all that work.
00:20:15
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00:20:31
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Okay. I love you