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Random Acts of Kindness
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Introduction and Banter
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One. Action. Welcome back. Oh, I can't stand you for that. It was like a director's cut, like lights, camera, action. Was it? Yeah. Oh, maybe red. I wasn't with any. It was giving
Movie Discussion: 'Bring It On' and Sequels
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actors. I could put me right. All right. All right. Actor.
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Awesome. Oh, wow. Like totally freaked me out. I mean, right on tour. Sure. Number one, I transferred from Los Angeles. It's the last resort. And yes, I had to clap so people can hear it.
00:00:51
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What kind of a white girl as name is Torrance, first of all? Is it Torrance? Was it like Torrance Shipman or something? No, it was Torrance. Torrance. T-O-R-R-E-N-C. It's Torrance. Not Terrance, but I don't know.
00:01:10
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I think her last name was like shipment or something like torrent shipment or something. I remember being like, that's the ugliest name I've ever heard. Okay. The shipment is giving the placement of her house. It feels like the shipment slipped there. Okay. I do think that like maybe her, um, I feel like her first name I actually like,
00:01:38
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I like the name Torrance. I'll bet the name Torrance. That's right. Brea, can't nobody see Brea on camera, y'all, but Mama's is really giving her performance. That's right. And get it in town.
00:01:54
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I mean, it's body shaking, right? Gyrating. It's not gyrating. Um, not shimmy, shimmy, lip gloss Barbie, shimmy, shimmy, lip gloss Barbie. This white girl's name is Brittany. One.
00:02:17
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Why was the launch like that? I just don't understand. I will never get over it. I was like, what is happening? What is her name? What is her name? But why was he like, the resting his chest on her arms? Like, I just like. Like it was you got served.
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They were really trying to make it that, and I feel like they continued to go in that direction. I don't know, there was like a third one. I don't know if y'all- There's like four of them, I think. I think I almost talked to the third one. I didn't know- Do you know the one after? I saw the third one where they're in college, and then it's like two different college teams or something, and they have to combine or some shit.
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I don't remember. I only remember. But it's a lot of white people, so I was like, you know. You called them for a long time, because second point, I said, mm-mm. After Shabooie, was it Shabooie and Rose? Shabooie. Shabooie. Shabooie. Shabooie and Rose called my name. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah, give me wishes. Yeah
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I don't know. I was trying to see where it was going. But that's the gag, y'all. I think there were four.
Podcast Structure and Listener Engagement
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And the first one was the one that we all loved, the cult classic. OK, yeah. Yeah. You have something to say, Shelley?
00:03:50
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Right. Oh, gosh, that was an accident. I'm so sorry. No. I was just saying, yes, if ingredients, yes. The first one was a cold classic. The second one was the one where, like, they were the sharks and something else, and, like, they were at a competition like that. Oh, no, I think there are five. OK, well, I think the second one is, like, bring it on all the nothing. The third one is the last one I know. Yeah. And the third one is the one that I saw. The third one is bring it on. The third one is the one that I'm talking about. Yes. Is bringing on in it to win it. And it's just a bunch of white people. I'm like, girl.
00:04:18
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I don't, yeah, the one with the Negroes is the, like, the first one, the one with the Negroes are the only ones that I have. Why are there so many, wait, hold on. Because, no, I think we're mistaken. I think there are more than, more than that. No, no. No, because there's Bring It On, right? The original. Then there's Bring It On Again. You know, if I'm gonna kick your ass. There's Bring It On Again that came out, which is completely new people. This is like, I don't remember this. I don't remember this.
00:04:46
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Um, that's the one where they're like at the, um, the amusement park or whatever at a competition. And like the white girl gets inspired by like a roller coaster. I've seen that one once. I've never seen this before in my life. I didn't know this was the second one. Um, I always thought.
00:05:03
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All or Nothing was the second one, but that is not true. No. I did too. Well, I've seen the fourth one then. Yes. But I've never seen this. I've never seen Bring It On again. Solange and Hayden. All or Nothing is hilarious. That is really great. This white girl's name is Brittany. But Bring It On In It to Win It is the fourth one that came out in 2007, which is what I was talking about. But it's a whole bunch of white girls. And they're just like in college on competing teams, whatever. But then there's
00:05:33
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Bring it on, fight to the finish that came out in 2009. And then there's bring it on worldwide, sheer smack. What? That came out in 2017. I don't know anything about that, but that seems like the end of the page. Fox is in that. Oh, not Miss Fox, please. The more you know. Right, somebody find her a seat, not Miss Fox. Okay. Worldwide, sheer smack. We're not shit, it's five, you said three. Hashtag.
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Here we are on our introduction. Hello, everyone. I'll bring it on. How are you? I'm Brr, Brr, Brr. Yeah. If you three wish to say. My name is Shelly. Yeah. Yeah. My name is Capricorn. Yeah. Oh, girl. And I got spirit. Oh, yeah. I remember how she blew your release out. Wow. My name is Tom. And when I shake it, it's just like a bird. And if you're mad, bitch, just keep on hating.
00:06:28
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Ha, period. I'm Guaciana. Yeah, how does... Wow. Okay. Why is... Okay. All right. It's a lot of neck. I think that this is also a good segue, though, because actually, first of all, welcome to the podcast. If you are new here, this is the Bussy Next Time.
00:06:57
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I'm Ty. Honestly, this is our first, I think, podcast of the year. We're all there. We're starting the same call together. It's been a while. So hi, everybody. It's Ty. I thought we already did that. No. Oh, the terrible Shabooie is that no one's... Well, mine was great, but actually you thought it was a struggle.
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You already know what it is. Struggling. Wow. We don't know what it is. We can have you listeners. They should know what it is. We can have you listeners. Do we think that? Okay. Oh my gosh! Please. Please. Why would you do that somewhere to save podcast? Put up what you think you are. Yeah. Yeah.
00:07:52
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Like, yeah, uh, uh, violence because what the fuck? Right. Anyway, daggers and machetes, but okay. Um, hey y'all. My name is Shelly, like a seashell. I wanted it to rhyme, but I think it was jelly. That was like, my name is Shelly, like jelly. I'm Shelly and I'm jelly.
00:08:19
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Um, I'm not jelly because I'm not jealous of anything. So, uh, it's not what I meant, but yeah, you're right. Right. I think that this eight minute intro to nothing is great because it brings us to our topic for the
Theme: Random Acts of Kindness
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week. Um, so yeah.
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I had a topic for last month. The girls were busy. I was busy. And I decided we would do it this thing and this thing, this time.
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The episode is about random acts of kindness, similar to such as random acts of blindness, which I feel like you niggas was going to miss. So I wanted to put the connection in there because that show was amazing. And I was like, oh, random acts of kindness, not you. I feel like the other girls might have missed it. Yeah, I was like, nah, don't. Yeah, nah. So yeah, I wanted to spend a podcast because it's a new year.
00:09:27
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relatively the same girls, but I wanted to give like some, you know, some fun things that people have done for us, that have made us feel good, that have made us feel warm and fuzzy, like memories we have about people being nice to us or supporting us or looking out for us. And I thought it'd bring us some joy, cause it's also about a shit happening in the news and you know, we are a tired people. So that is a topic.
00:09:57
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Yee! I think Bria is, are you, Bria, are you talking? Bria's here. I was just singing to myself. Okay. Wow. Um, so yeah, I will start the proceeds. The proceeds? Wow. What is happening? I don't have words. I was like, I don't think I have the words this way. Okay.
00:10:26
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My gosh, okay, um, so one of the things I remember um Was actually very recent
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And I was out with a friend. We were getting breakfast like, or like in the, remember before I left to visit my family and it was like a couple of days before Thanksgiving. And I was like, okay, well, let's go out. Let's go get something to eat. You know, I'm going to be gone for a while. Let's link up. So we're at, I hop eating and we go to leave and there's this man who's walking past and we're like, we're coming down a hill to go back to our car and he's walking past us and he goes,
00:11:05
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I saw you at the light because I was like there's like a light at the end of the street and he was like I want to let you know you have a beautiful personality you seem like you're like so much fun and he was like you just seem like you're so bubbly and you're beautiful I won't let you know that and I was like
00:11:21
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And my friend is like, what is happening? Also, I want a purpose by saying this friend is white. And this is another nigga talking to me. So I don't think my friend understood the gravity of a, I presume, straight cis-het black man being like, your personality is beautiful. You just make a very wonderful person. And I was a little teary-eyed and I thought, oh my God, thank you so much. You're so sweet. And I looked at him and was like, what? He was like, you know how long it sounds crazy? So I read him a stranger saying this to you, but I just wanted to let you know that that's the energy I get from you. And I was like,
00:11:53
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If you want to ask me, I'll just say that. Boo, right? I was very surprised though, yeah. It hit me in my spirit, right? And that's not necessarily a rate of act that someone did that was nice to me, but I think, you know, compliments feel good from people. So I was like, oh my gosh, that's wild.
00:12:17
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I had something else happened too recently, but I don't want to take up all the time, but there's two of us and I don't want to be the one that speaks the whole time, like always. I've gotten to speak for that. There's three of us, but I meant two of you that aren't speaking. I got critique for that last time, but I talked too much. One of the girls says I take up all the time on the air. Okay.
00:12:44
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It's because you just said compliments that it made me think of like one of the best experiences I ever have when leaving the house is the interactions I have with Black aunties that they just be sometimes pouring into me and I just look at them like, can you see that I'm an auntie?
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like, are we really seeing each other? And I really think it is like that because some people make jokes. They'd be like, one thing you love doing is interacting with an elder auntie and just stopping everything you're doing just to talk to them. And I'm like, that's because they see me. They talk about my spirit, they talk about me. But so yeah, I do love compliments specifically around the aunties.
00:13:32
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So a random act of kindness that has happened in my direction. And let's focus on niggas. I was gonna say- If the white tab does something nice for you called operations. Ew. I don't acknowledge, um,
00:13:51
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anything that they really do, even if it's a financial thing. I just see it as a silent donor. That's just... Why is it remuneration? It's a start. Pay me what I deserve. Right. I was excited about the compliments part, so I might actually have to think about
00:14:10
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what the random act of kindness is. But one thing that I always think of this didn't happen recently. Well, one thing I love that my family does is when a number of cars are carpooling to go to a certain place, the car that's in the front usually will just pay for all the cars. So then like, like sometimes they'll announce it to the rest of the family or other times, like if we're going through the toll when there wasn't as much easy pass and they're actually cash tolls.
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then like the first card would be like, oh I'm paying for the other five cards. And then like when you pull up and they'd be like, oh the person in front of you paid for it, they'd be like, what? Oh my gosh. That's so cute. So then like when everybody parks, then you're just like, did you pay for my stuff? Did you pay for my stuff again? Do you love me or what? That's so cute. I started doing that when that card pulled with the homies and they'd be like, not card pulled, whatever, Caravan. Thanks Caravan.
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There's like multiple cars. If I'm in the front, then I always try to do that. And then one thing that my mother said is that she does it sometimes, and she hopes that the next person will pay it forward. So like, if you do it and you pay for somebody else's toll, that she hopes the next person will then pay for it. It'll just be like a ripple effect. With everybody being like, oh my gosh. Do that for me. Oh my gosh.
00:15:34
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Yeah, that's what I can think of. But there's probably going to be a more recent one that comes to mind. I have two in my head already. One of them I did, and then one of them someone did for me for my birthday, and I thought was very sweet. Brea, what you got? Well, I think most of the acts that I am thinking of are from people I know. I don't really interact with strangers a lot because I don't go outside.
00:16:04
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I don't really have those moments of interacting with strangers that much. Well, okay. When I say random, it could be a random person. It could be like a random act that you didn't see coming or like, most of the acts that I'm talking about are maybe not necessarily random, but are kind.
00:16:28
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I do I have also had those moments of like interacting with like people on the street. I feel like the only the most common thing is like people reacting about my hair. I think like most recently I was like walking. I was like leaving my house with my mom when she came to visit and there was like a black family coming up the corridor.
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And this little girl was like, this little black girl was like passing and she was just like, oh, I like your hair. And then like, when we were walking away, she was like telling her mom, like her mom was like, yeah, you like the green, right? And that's always a moment. And like, my hair is like not done, like majority of the time when I interact with people, but they're still just like, oh yeah, yes, get into it.
00:17:19
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Um, so I love that. Um, I actually like made a comic about that, that is supposed to come out this month. I have, I have the link. It's not out right now. Yeah, it's not actually out. It's just a link so that you could like get notified when the Kickstarter comes out. It's a part of this.
00:17:46
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anthology called hairology. So I wrote about like, this relationship I have with my life. I have a published friend and you girls are losers. All right. Anyway, get it because I have published blood. The other things I was going to say, I feel like there are two, two other things from people I know. One is like my grandma.
00:18:09
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I want to shout out my grandma because we could give her this one. But my grandma is like, as aside from Shelly, the one person who like checks up on me the most.
00:18:29
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So she will like, she'll call me all the time just to look at the picture. I've eaten or she'd be like, oh, I see you and I'm off the Sundays. Not I'm off the Sundays. Oh my God. You be trifling. So what I'm hearing is that Bria be trifling and don't be losing the elders. No. That's Stranger Danger. Bria don't be leaving the house. No, I just don't be leaving. Stranger Danger is to the family too. I don't leave the home.
00:18:59
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But if I go to Jersey, it's going to see grandma. And it's like, all right. The rest of y'all not around to sit. I'm sorry. But I appreciate that with grandma. And then in align with that, Michael's mom, like whenever I met their house majority of the time. Oh, I know. And he goes to work and I work from home. But she will always like make lunch, but also make something for me.
00:19:27
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like she always makes like whenever she makes herself breakfast or lunch or whatever she's always like oh Bria like there's food in there if you want it or she'll come she'll come in the room with like lobster bisque or like a sandwich
00:19:52
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I really appreciate because, you know, Michael and his mom both know that I just like I have a lot of executive dysfunction around eating. Like I just it's a little overwhelming for me to like make stuff for myself or like decide what I want to eat or like figure out how to get it or like even if I have food in my house, I don't feel like making it. And it's really stressful to think about cleaning everything up or whatever.
00:20:15
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But I always appreciate that she thinks of me and being like, Brea, did you eat today? That is so sweet. Oh, my god. My heart. My heart. It is giving my daughter- It is giving daughter-in-law. It's giving- We're definitely getting married. We're getting married. Yes, giving daughter-in-law. I know Michael doesn't listen to this, so we're good.
00:20:43
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How do you know? Because if he did, you would say something. But I know he doesn't. Because if he did do it, he does not. I know he doesn't. Anyway. He knows you do it. But he's like, I'm not listening to that. These queers on the call. But his author, the key to it. Actually, I don't even know if all of my homies listen to anything. I mean, all of mine don't either. It's to say it to listeners. I hope you all came back for the new year. If you're a listener who came back, do let us know.
00:21:12
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here, Yazzy in the building. I know. Ray is here. I know Aaron is here. Aaron, OK, fun fact, while we're talking about it, I learned that Aaron actually doesn't listen to the whole podcast. Shout out to Aaron. And I was like, but do you know, we be talking to you. And he was like, yes, but what I'm going to do is respond in real time to y'all recorded podcast. I was like, OK, but you didn't put up the group chat. He was like, I didn't think I needed to. Bitch, we was talking to you. The interaction.
00:21:41
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We be talking, and Shelly be like, hey Erin, how are you Erin? And you just never said anything back to my nigga? That's wild. Right, I really do be doing that. So Erin, if you listen to the podcast like you say you do, and you hear this, let Shelly know, let us know. Hit the group chat. Yeah, hit the group chat and be like, I heard y'all.
00:21:58
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I'm getting better at texting, so I will even text back. That's a lot. That's a lot. We might even get a voice memo. Excuse me. I initiated our conversation today. So let it rock, all right? You did. You did respond. I sent the first message of the day to initiate our day's energy.
00:22:16
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So come on down. I'm being an initiator out here. When Tyrell was asking if you were free, I was like, is Shelly going to see this? I wonder where. Yo, I was like, OK, so I checked the chat specifically. I was checking the chat specifically because I was like, OK. Well, in Shelly's defense, we didn't say that we were waiting on her. I just assumed that we were going to decide a time that we hadn't set a time. Well, she hadn't said nothing in the chat. So oh, I text back. No, you don't. I was sickly.
00:22:46
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I just assumed that we were going to talk about time first. And then at that point, Shelly would be like, oh, I'm still down now and struggling. Whatever, y'all. Speaking of random acts of kindness, and when I was sickly and not responding back too fast because I was working on breathing, shout out to my bestie that bought me herbs and soup. And it was like the best lentil soup ever. And I remember.
00:23:14
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I wasn't comparing like my experience, like my friendship with them to other people, but I remember like it heightened it so much because like between my mother who was like the queen of random acts of kindness of my life because she'll just get me something or it's not even just gifts, but she'll just like do things that they were the two that were like really checking up on me when I was like trying to focus on
00:23:42
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breathing and not being sickly. And I was like, oh my gosh, I feel so loved. Cause like being sick got me feeling really isolated from the world. And yeah, shout out to my mama who always does through gifts. And I love intentional gifts because from earth sign to earth sign, it's really like, oh, I paid attention to what you said and I bought you gifts. So this got me a bullet, a foam roller from my spine that is always trying me.
00:24:11
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and more garbage bags, like very functional things. And I'm like, oh, you care about me? Like the magic bullet blender? Yes. They literally just gave it to me and was like, yeah, I remember you were talking about like, I want to cry like a baby. I want to cry like a baby.
00:24:33
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I would have cried like a baby. I got it right before my birthday. I think the day before my birthday. And I was like, I'm gonna go to the store right now and put it in a gift bag and put it underneath my tree that I still have here. I'm so happy. That's cute. That's cute. Oh, speaking of birthdays, I forgot that my friend has the same birthday as you. Somebody else has a Capricorn on the same day as me?
00:25:02
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Yeah, Brianna, my friend Brianna. What a choice. Brianna, wow, happy birthday. I didn't know Brianna, did I know Brianna was a cat? I don't think so. I don't, I feel like maybe they told you, but I don't know. But yeah, it was their birthday. Happy birthday. I don't know why my twin came out really effective. It was like, it was sound like I lost my voice. Happy birthday, twin. I mean, didn't you though?
00:25:28
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For a little while? What was your voice? I did it. I was without voice. For a few days. Also, it's very terrible that you got sick after your birthday. It's not after. I woke up the day of my birthday. Oh, no. Oh, no. And then I did... I thought it happened after you went to the party. No, it was not the contamination of the party. It was waking up and then I did everything and I bought myself... It was like the beginning of sickness and I bought myself back to life. I thought it was because
00:25:57
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I came back to these United States with a 30 degree difference in temperature. So it's like a weather shot. That's what I thought it was. And so in 24 hours, I was like, oh, I'm here. And I went to go celebrate my birthday. And that night, I was like, I think something's happening. The next morning was over for me. So.
00:26:24
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Here I am, and now I'm ready to celebrate my birthday in a whole other Zodiac sign because... I'm also like, yeah, this night, I was like... I don't give a fuck. I was like, your time is up. Sit during Capricorn season, and I just, I don't give a fuck about other shit going on. Like, I just can't believe it.
00:26:47
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Who thinks Aquarius? Just say, fuck them and go. Like, that's what it is. That's none of my business. They can take that. Take what they can take because as long as I do it right before Pisces, there you be honest. Terrible. OK, I have two acts I'm thinking of. One, for my birthday, one of my good girlfriends from Connecticut brought me an Easy Bake Oven.
00:27:17
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Now y'all may be thinking about this. Now y'all may be thinking, you are 30 years old. Or maybe I'll talk about it in the pot already, but I'm gonna talk about it again, just in case y'all didn't, y'all didn't catch it. Do you think we have Easy Bake Air friends? I don't know. They do. Get the fuck out of here. Really? I thought I said we have to get it. No, you said we have to get it for T-Team. We do. I feel like I made it up, but I don't know. No, it exists. It really exists.
Personal Stories and Acts of Kindness
00:27:43
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First of all, I want one of those two now, but anyway. And a crock pot, but Easy Bake Crock Pot. Ooh. And an air fryer. Continue, I'm sorry. I want one now. When I was younger, I wanted an Easy Bake Oven. And I didn't get one because my father said that Easy Bake Ovens were for girls.
00:28:07
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And I didn't get an easement oven because, you know, I'm at a girl. He was wrong. He was wrong. That's way.
00:28:18
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I'm that girl. He was wrong. But no, so like I didn't get one and I was upset about it. And I was telling my friend, you know, how I was turning 30 and how I kind of wanted to, you know, let my inner child make some decisions. And I was like, I think I want an Easy Bake Oven because I've always wanted one. And so she says, give me your address. And I was like, sure, whatever. And because I'm so fucking oblivious, I wouldn't be thinking about it. But I'm like, sure, whatever.
00:28:45
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And so she texts me, it was like, hey, what color easy fake outfit do you want? I lost my shit. They got different colors?
00:28:55
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It was like, yeah, it was like, cause I'm a, hold on. Y'all can't see this, but I'm gonna put it in the case. I mean, these new ones, yes, it is a different bitch. She's a different girl. I'm mad about because the bolt broke and I,
00:29:19
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I just, I never got. The votes were always breaking. And the design looked like it was a four-year-old just chilling, scribbling. There was no graphic design. She wasn't. She wasn't. This is graphic design tees. No, this is graphic design tees. But yeah, so I got one, and I haven't played with it. And one of my other friends was like, you know, you should like, you know, what would, because I got it, and I was so excited. And then I was like, I don't want to touch it.
00:29:49
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I just want to touch it. I just want to have it. Cause this 20 years of me just not like me, like, like the child in me was like, what if I play with it and it's not as fun? I think it is. Or it's not going to be as fun. Like that was the thing. So what I did, well, not what I did, but like what my friend said was like, basically look, childhood, you
00:30:11
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What would childhood you do if you got it? I'm like, play with it. Exactly. So if childhood you would play with it, then why wouldn't you play with it now? And I was like, oh, that's so true. I haven't done it yet. I have to buy icing because I want a cake. But yeah, I was so warmed. And I'm happy I have it. And I'm excited. And I am going to play with it. I am going to use it. And OK.
00:30:40
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Another thing I thought about that I did for someone else. I've actually done this multiple times because Atlanta is a piece of shit, specifically around trains. So Atlanta has a thing here, and I've seen this in other cities, but I'm really surprised by Atlanta doing it, because I feel like your train system is not that girl to begin with. Why are you giving so much neck? But I have used my pass.
00:31:07
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to like my, uh, my murder car to swipe other like homeless folks in because, or swipe them out. Cause this is what tends to happen. So Elena had a system where like, when you go to get on the train, you have to use your card or whatever and you get on.
00:31:22
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You can get, like, you get through to, like, the turnstile, then, like, you're able to go wait for the pipeline for the train. But they have a thing, too, where, like, after you have the train, you have to use that same whatever to get off, like, to get out of, like, the train station. So, like, yes, like, if you're a person who, like, who, like, you, like, if someone swipes you in or, like, if someone helps you get in right, like, you have to wait for someone who's willing or comfortable enough to let you out after you get on the train. So, what I used to do is I would let people in
00:31:52
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And then when I got off the train, there were people waiting on the side. I could just tell the people waiting on the side, waiting around for someone to slide through. I would just hit my ass. And we would just leave the doors open, let people walk through as I would get out. And I used to do that shit all the time. And I'm not like, I say that not because it was a random act of like, ooh, look at me do a nice thing, but more so like, this thing is fucked up. And also, majority of the folks I was running through were most of them, 95% and were black.
00:32:20
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And I feel like it's very telling that Atlanta has created a system where they're trying to keep track of who's going in on the train. And I'm like, also, who fucking cares? Your train system is not great. And the prices are ridiculous. It is $99 for a month pass with a Marta card.
00:32:40
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Where are y'all going? Bitch, it's only four lines. It's only what? Two lines? It's a red line of blue lines. I heard y'all red lines. But here's a gag, right? It's four lines. It's a red and gold, which go north to south, which is the train I would take to go back and forth to class, or downtown or midtown or whatever I was going. And then it's a blue and green line, which goes east to west or west to east. And the thing is, is that a lot of these train stations aren't really stationed well.
00:33:09
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So it's not like the train station is in a good spot. A lot of them either need to be moved or they need to be redone. And also, because of infrastructure, you can't tear down a whole train section and rebuild it. You could, but I'm sure there's a lot of hassle. But I'm like, yeah, the closest train station, I feel like if GSU has been there for years, why is the closest train station not on GSU's actual campus? Why is it five minutes away that I have to walk seven minutes to get to class? I don't understand. That don't make sense. That's very stink.
00:33:38
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And the fact that there's not more, because GSU is also a huge campus, why is there not more than one train station? And I guess people would argue and say that there is more than one. Right, where I would get off at, and there's a train station, a spot right after that, but I was like, they're still not close enough to put you close to all the buildings where I think people are having classes. Or the one, yeah, I have feelings. But anyway, yes, those are the two random acts I just thought of. I have a couple more, but yeah, I thought about those.
00:34:11
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Oh, okay. I wasn't thinking of one. Shelly, did you have that issue? Not that I wasn't thinking of that. And Bearas. I was listening to the story. So was I. I literally was. I was very enraptured by the stories. And then a part of me was like, okay, I think the story is just getting to a point where it's going to transition. We're going to have to think. So here I am.
00:34:38
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Something that I have made, something that at least speaking of thinking of it for self is I always do this but I always like well cook something or like make something and then just like invite my friends over and be like hey y'all I cooked for you like hey y'all made this thing like I did this
00:35:05
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AKA just wanting to have like that very community style based like feelings. And what I just thought of, like, which I guess like, it's just been still at the house. So people still engage with it. But I had this thing at the house where I was giving away all these clothes, all this stuff. I'm still giving away things, please. If anybody needs things, please. And
00:35:35
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The part that made me feel like so soft and so sweet and so kind about it is that I was like just putting together all of this like intentional, I made like a drink station for them for like a hot chocolate, like a cocoa bar and then like a wine bar and then all this stuff. And I was like, I really wanna be sweet to the people that I love. And that's, I think I was talking to somebody about a hot cocoa bar and they were like,
00:36:04
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I want a hot cocoa butter. Look, I was like, wow, we don't get this. Bria, did you get any of this? Were you invited to this? Bria wasn't invited to it. I think I was invited. You most definitely were. I was. Because I make flyers for the things that I do. So a flyer. It's so funny. It's funny because Shelly, Shelly doesn't text that much. But she will all of a sudden send me a flyer. Yes.
00:36:31
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And it's just like everything gives graphic design. But what it's also giving is when I send a flyer to somebody, it is my way of letting them know I want you to be around. Okay? I might not send a paragraph. Oh my gosh, I miss you. It's okay. But if I send a flyer... It's just, I don't... I've never gotten a flyer.
00:36:55
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Well, you don't, you're not close. What? Friend, you don't need me. Girl, shut up. That ain't the point. I still give you a flyer. OK, sorry, sorry, sorry. I'm like, either. Tyrell, Tyrell would like to be added to your email list, apparently, your newsletter. I don't know. This is personal. This is a personal intimate. OK, so I, right. OK, so I have, OK, so I've gotten a flyer for something when you thought I was in town. See? That was last month. OK. That was last month. But. See? I feel like I don't like.
00:37:26
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You were like, what? I'm not even talking to you. Because Bria also, never mind. Excuse me? When's that like? I just, I feel like. After I came to your birthday party with a birthday gift. At a birthday gift for the birthday party with a birthday gift.
00:37:47
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Oh, Tyrell doesn't like not being included is what they're trying to do. I don't. I feel like, yeah, and I also feel like because Shelly, me and Shelly have been doing like this flirtations dance since I met them. So it's been like real ghetto shit and real messy shit. It's not messy. It's been cute. I don't know how to say it's not messy. It's not. It's been cute. But I think neither one of us are serious. That's the truth. But I feel like I would like to be invited.
00:38:15
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Right. No, you said I didn't want you. And I was like, I never said that. You said you didn't want me. And then we had a whole three hour conversation about this. And then I was like, I'm not playing with your eyes. Three hour conversation talking about this for hours. Shelly, I'm going to say it. I was like, do I look like I'm fucking playing? OK, sorry. So just include Tyrell in your personal email, please.
00:38:45
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personal text newsletter. It's giving. It's giving. It's real necky. It's real necky out here. It's real necky. All right. And I was going to say, all right. I was going to say, um, a random act I appreciate or have appreciated.
00:39:15
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Oh, girl. Please. A random act. I have appreciated.
00:39:21
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It's when my friends read my stuff, you know? So when I send the girls things and they read them, sometimes, you know, she'll eat them. And I'm not one of the girls, because I don't have anything. Sometimes she'll eat something. No, first of all, I didn't know. I wasn't finished with what I was going to say. No, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Go ahead, go ahead. Thank you. The girls are fighting. I'm not done. I'm not done. The girls are fighting. Thank you. Can you silence your mic over there? Thank you so much.
00:39:51
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One thing I'm not about to do is be silent because I'm not actually behaving as well. Well, I can't talk if the girls are laughing. If I'm not in a top eight, just say that. It's fine. It's fine. I can't finish what I'm trying to say. We have to say my last name and I can't even be in a top eight. Can I not finish? Don't have to fill out an application. Can I not finish myself? Thank you. Go ahead and finish. Well, I'm trying to say is that I haven't since.
00:40:19
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Tyrell is someone who can attest to this, that I haven't sent anything new to anybody. But I'm talking about historically, I have appreciated when people, okay, I was going to use the example. It's given Black history. When Shelly came to my critique, okay, with all of them people who are getting on my nerves. With a lot of neck and a lot of
00:40:49
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insight and a lot of, you know, oh, a lot of feedback and the girls just like, they, they, they didn't have the, they didn't have the range to be, you know, I was going to say that that's something random that I've appreciated. I've appreciated that. I don't know, five years going, Tyrell still requests the same story that I need to finish.
00:41:22
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Let me tell you something let's talk about it because right now Bria don't you can mute because I'm not doing this with you
00:41:31
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How cool is that? I have to mute. Because I'm not doing this with you. Bria does not like getting compliments, does not like talking about her work. But when I tell y'all, Bria is such an amazing, and I feel like me and Shelly have said this on multiple podcasts, but it's so good. And we're working, here's the thing, right? So me and Bria are working on something now. So y'all are writing something and working on something now.
00:42:01
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And even though we just started, watching Brea's mind process things and then give different ideas is wild, because I don't think the same way that Brea does, obviously. And so in my head, I have a very, this is what I'm seeing, but we can change it. And Brea, I'm like, OK, well, what if we just don't do that at all, and we just do this? And I'm like, oh, yeah, that's it.
00:42:24
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Like watching another person who write, another artist, like put things together is wild. It's the creativity for me. It's the pros for me. And let me be clear, the story I'm talking about, because when it come out, I want y'all to know that I did I put y'all on first. The story is called the Wachawee Man.
00:42:48
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I don't wanna let y'all know what it is. So when it's published or it's like your favorite short story column or your favorite magazine or your favorite whatever, like literary, like anthology, you know where it came from and I told you about it first. That shit is so good. Also, we talked about this. They don't gotta want our shit. We can put our own shit and I will buy multiple copies and give it to my friends if you wanna publish your shit.
00:43:13
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Right. And I've already done that. LOL. I literally was like, oh, you're in something? Let me get two copies. Why? I'll figure it out later. I bought the three copies and gave one of them away. And I have the other two on my shelf. I say, yeah, I'm just going to go ahead and do this right now. My favorite is Hold On. And I'm a always be an Omar fan. I mean, luckily, I caught Omar recorded.
00:43:36
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But that... What? Oh, so you want to be healed, huh? Like, actually. Like, no bullshitting around. Because if you do, then I know someone. Like, that is my... That is what I... The fairy... Oh, the water spray. The water spray. Yes, the water spray.
00:44:00
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Yes. Yes. The fact that like you have people who are like, oh, Bria, like, I have favorite stories of yours. Oh, and her thesis? Bitch. OK, look. The thesis. The thesis. But you know what this is? This is a random act of kindness we're giving to you. Period. Period.
00:44:27
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Bria's thesis was so, okay. Didn't I say that earlier, y'all? I thought I said that earlier, because I knew it was going to get, I'm like, go ahead and meet yourself. Girl, shut up. See y'all mean. Look at the material, y'all see in here first. And I could get meaner, that's fine.
00:44:49
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Not you can't say it to me meaner. I feel like you like that, and that's why you're just here. This is the type of friendship that you appreciate. No, it is not. You know what? I feel like you like it. Do what? I would like it if you were nicer to me, and I'd be saying that, and you'd be like, hee hee hee. I'm like, nah, nigga, you be aggressive. I'll let you finish what you're going to say, and I'm not going
00:45:15
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Great. So Bria sent me, first of all, I was talking to Bria while they were writing their thesis.
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00:45:28
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So obviously they work on it, and we would call, we would chit chat, and it would give me updates and stuff. And then when it was finally done, I got sent an email that was like, here's my thesis.
00:45:37
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And I was like, oh, it's like a lot of pages and stuff, I guess. But like, first of all, each of the written works had like a song that went with it. And I was like, I'm trying to put you into the song, like why you read the piece. And I was like, oh my God, you got that from me. Oh my God.
00:45:57
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It was, it really gave y'all. It really gives. And it's like, each one was like crafted and curated. And it's like, oh, it's like some, like some sci-fi like black Afrofuturism shit. And then it's like, it really gives. It really gives. And I feel like the girls will one day see that published too. Just wait on it. I had to go back. I had to let it marinate and let it slow cooked. But like for the girls who are getting an exclusive like recipe breakdown,
00:46:27
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We're eating it up. For folks who are like, they have to wait until it's like later on, then distribute it to the public. We're basically at a private restaurant. And I'm honored. Well, I'm going to shift.
00:46:44
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the energy in the room. Oh, I was gonna say what? You can have the last, you can say what last thing. Thank you. I would like the trinity. Bria is stylizing us. Bria is stylizing us. I have something I want to say about Shelly, so I wanted to, yeah. The things that we are working on, like I said, maybe we are working on something together. I'm hoping it's out by the end of the year at the latest January, 2024.
00:47:13
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So like, right, I feel like you don't have to wait too long to see some of Bria's work because if we play our cards, what we're doing will be out. You could also support the Kickstarter that I'm talking about. It launches on February 6th for the comic anthology that I'm going to. Yes, I will also be supporting Extending Coin. Thanks.
00:47:38
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Um, what I was going to say in a question that I was also going to pose to y'all is like kind things that we've done for each other. Um, and so I was going to share about Shelley first, um, kind things that Shelley has done. So I was at, I was at this, like the Bronx brewery yesterday and like one of Michael's friends was like a DJ there for like an event
00:48:05
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And he was talking about how he kind of taught himself how to DJ. And I was like, oh my God, that's like my cousin. My cousin taught herself how to DJ because she's so cool. And one of the things that I feel like always stuck with me was the fact that not only Shelly told herself how to DJ, she gave herself this new skill or whatever.
00:48:26
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But she also made the space to teach me and teach other people, trying to see more Black people, more Black femmes, more Black queer people in the DJ space. And I just think that that's really cool. Ain't nobody in our family, nobody in our circles had that as a skill. And Shelly just came up in there and was like, I'm going to do it myself.
00:48:56
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you know, I'm gonna share my knowledge with other people. And I just think that's really cool. And then... And let's also be clear, Shelly's sets, Slapion. It's phenomenal. It's giving whatever... Oh my gosh! It's giving whatever New Jersey. Shelly has... Free spin 2.0.
00:49:24
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work. Shelly has, Shelly did a, an event with the org that I work for in 2021. And that video is probably one of the most liked and watched videos. It's Shelly's 15 minute set. Oh my gosh. Oh my God.
00:49:47
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The girls were eating, people were in the comments like, yes. It didn't start with look of you, but when it started with something so intense for it to be the first song, I was like, why the fuck did I do that? It was such a, and the thing is, right, is that I would have to sit through everybody's thing because I was like tech support on the other end, but like,
00:50:12
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Shelly's set is like, I was, it was two sets actually. Shelly's the one, the other one I think is like, I think that name was like Moonchild, I think. But Shelly's set was the one where I was like, Oh bitch, I'm here. And I was, I mean, Kooji popping in my seat, trying to be tech support, shaking ass and shit. Like what's going on? Yes. It really gave. And that's, and also Shelly used to go live during like the pandemic, pandemic's so happening by the way. But like the peak of the pandemic back when we actually knew it, we were doing pandemic stuff to take care of ourselves.
00:50:40
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Um, Shelley would go live sometimes and I just do like 45 minute hour sets. And I was like, Oh, this is it.
00:50:50
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I'd be cleaning my house at what? It'd be like 10 o'clock at night. You'd be like, yeah, I'm more alive. It'd be random. And I'd be like, okay, great. Now I'm in the bathroom, chicken ass, cleaning the bathroom. It's always gay. Also hire Shelly because the DJing is phenomenal in skills. Give my girl many bands an hour, period. Period. Thanks, friends. Okay, wait.
00:51:15
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So I'm going to come to y'all, but y'all sparked something that has always been so deeply. It always sits with me and I've always just looked at so many people. Y'all are so generous. I am a huge believer of fuck all that gatekeeping shit. The fuck is somebody going to...
00:51:34
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get something and then be like, oh, this shit mine forever bitch. No, it's not like calm down. Like don't do that. And because of that, it's reminding me of all of the artists that have given me so much. So like shout out to my DJ mentors. Like I have a number of them that I literally just look up one day and was like, right. Shout out to Gonzalo and Mav because I woke up one day
00:52:00
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and real Capricorn shit on some. I could do it on my fuck I want. I got this. I put my mind to it, and I don't give a fuck which one of y'all can be like, oh. And then Shelly was like, I'm good enough to get a bag from this? I'ma just do that. I see other people playing sets. I can do that. I'm like, look, you don't have to worry about it. I'm like, look, all of y'all who don't believe in it because y'all haven't seen me study or you haven't seen anybody in my family do it before, just hold on. Watch and see because
00:52:29
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one thing we about to do is fucking come through. So shout out to all the people who have been so generous with just like knowledge because that has meant so much. Like people have given out books, like shout out to these book libraries that they have like all over Jersey where you could just have a book, take one, leave one. For me, that feels like an act of kindness from folks that I might not ever meet because they're just dropping off all these books there.
00:52:59
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And I'm just like being able to receive it, especially at a time where I didn't have any coin for these $20 books and all the rest of this stuff, but I can go to a book library and I can really experience that, that knowledge. And I was specifically on a mission to find as many black books as possible, as many books that were written, that were written, censoring black people. So I was finding like Octavia Butler and Toni Morrison and all these folks like in these free libraries and it meant so much.
00:53:29
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to be able to now experience that. And now I basically have a library at my house where folks can experience that themselves. They can borrow books. So with all of that, to all of those, especially Black artists who do not believe in gatekeeping of knowledge and gatekeeping of resources, that has always been, has always sat with me so deeply just feeling like, wow, you care so much about
00:53:57
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someone else having that experience and not just holding onto it for yourself. So that's what I'm going to shout out for all of the kindness that's been extended from them to me. Something kind that y'all have done. All right. So because I have like 20 something years on, on Briyad, then I'm going to have to pick a specific spot. So I will come back to you in time. One thing that has, it was so,
00:54:29
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I don't even know if kind is the only word I can think of, but when we had our conversation for hours and we really sat there talking about ancestors and just talking about everything that was coming up for us, I just remember feeling so much lighter from that experience of being like, because you're being so vulnerable and intimate with who you are and your knowledge, I just felt like
00:54:59
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Wow. I feel like this is height in my day. It's made my day feel lighter and brighter. And I just had so much gratitude to that conversation because we could have talked for like 20 hours, but even in that, um, it just made me feel like so soft. It's so sweet. And it was such a, well, at least conversation felt like a lot considering we haven't seen each other in person very often. So.
00:55:27
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our kindness. We're just, we're older now and we don't, we don't see each other. I was thinking that this past like winter and being like, you know, me and Shelly used to be together on New Year's like every year. And. Shenanigans. Oh. Absolute shenanigans every year. Honestly, all the time. Yeah. Yeah. But here we are. We are. Tyrell. Wow.
00:55:58
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Um, Tyreese. Uh, I have one for you. Um, okay. The one for Shelly is when we were talking about ancestral shit and Shelly was like really giving me, cause like my family does not practice.
00:56:28
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our practices, their practices are not rooted in ancestral veneration or honoring or worshiping, anything, so.
00:56:40
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I have been, I was very lost on my journey. Cause I was like, I'm not sure if I'm doing this right. Like, I don't know if these things are correct. Like who should I be talking to after girls going to just show up in my dreams? Like what is it? You're making a lot of net. And I, I have a, I come from a very spiritual family of like Sears and folks who have other things. And so like this was, um, like
00:57:03
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their, their practices are rooted in something else, which makes it difficult because my practice are not rooted in that, in that thing that they're talking about. That's not my ministry. Um, which is actually ironic to say, uh, but yeah, so like me and Shelley were talking, um, I, after one of our podcasts and I was like, girl, I'm so confused. I'm frustrated. Like, and she was like, look, here's what you should be doing. Boom, boom, boom, back, back, back. Here's a book you can read. I was like, Oh shit. And like it,
00:57:32
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It kind of started a reconnection with me and my ancestors that I've kind of been avoiding because I was like, I'm not sure if like they even will talk. I'm not sure if they're even engaged.
00:57:41
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because of the kind of family that I have had and how we have navigated our relationship, both my mother and father sat over the years. So I'm like, they might even like me. They might even want to talk to me. And I was incorrect. And also, yeah, there's been a lot of, it was really helpful to have someone kind of hold my hand and kind of push me out the nest, essentially, and be like, you have the tools, now you need to go do a thing. And I've been doing the thing. So, yeah, yeah.
00:58:11
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Shelly, Shelly, Shelly. This is also the same bitch who showed up. They had a family trip one year, and we were all in Virginia at the same time, because I was visiting family, and they were visiting family. And we ended up going to a beach. And Shelly, oh, spiritual ass.
00:58:42
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I think she's pretty, she's pretty in the other girls. You're a certain light.
00:58:50
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and it's not that girl. I still wanna argue. Buck bro is okay. But like she is not that girl for what is it called? Fort Monroe or Fort whatever. That's a cute beach, but like she also isn't that girl. But no, like, yeah, we were like at the beach, putting them in the sand. We were like.
00:59:17
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Helly. But she wanted to create this moment for all of us to share. We were writing things down. Never forgot it. Never forgot it. It was very cute. And also, it was a release. And I think, for me, yes, the ritual was important. But I don't see Shelly ever. And I don't see Brea. I think maybe Brea is going to see each other maybe three or four times a year, if we're lucky. Brea, four? I was going to say once in twice. Damn. Well, what was last year? I think I saw you three times last year.
00:59:44
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And you could do for this here. Actually, shoot that ball for two. Shoot. Shoot. That ball for two. Now bring it on. Bring it on. Bring it back again. Say you that ball away. I hate. I showed you this. That was it was a step. It was a really good girl. Shout out to the black. She really stepped my cheerleaders.
01:00:17
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Oh, work it. Hey, hey, oh, work it. Hey, hey. H-H-S. Is that work it? Yes, work it. Anyway. If I work for Bria. Oh, no. I thought we were done. Oh, no. OK, no, Bria. OK, so when I first moved to Connecticut, it was a cute, crisp 2022.
01:00:47
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Um, well, 2021 was 2022. I had a really racist and fucked up person who was my landlord did not fuck with him. I can't, when I recommend negative five out of 10. Um, no stars tomato, tomato, tomato. Um, I had something happen with my rent where it got lost.
01:01:06
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And I called Bria and I was panicking. I was like, oh my God, what do I do? I'm like crying. I'm hysterical. Crying and throwing up in the streets. It was so much. I'm actually going to be crying throwing up.
01:01:21
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It's trying to be very good. It was skipping. I was like hyperventilating and not breathing. Bria was like, calm down. I'm going to do this to us. Apple is a big shame. Bria was like, calm down. What do you need? And I was like, I'm not comfortable, I don't think. And she was like, I got this. And she sent me some money. And it was not a little bit of money.
01:01:49
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It was not a little bit of money. Because I'm just like, girl, let's pull up our big girl panties. Let's figure it out.
01:01:59
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figure it out. But here's the thing, but here's the thing, no, like it had to be because I don't know. And you know, the capricorn to me is always cool copy clicking. So, you know, my black ass on the phone, having a meltdown of her money is not bad. And the thing is, right, is that like I had just, I had spent all of my money, like moving my stuff there. I had spent all of my money, like, you know, securing my first deposit last, like, you know, all that good. So I was like, I, my favorite account was depleted.
01:02:24
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So I was like, the money that I would have been able to pull from for savings was all gone for the move and like getting my shit back to Connecticut. And I like lost it. I was like, I can't afford this. How am I going to pay my life bill? What am I supposed to do? And Brea is like, babe, just calm down. Let's breathe. Take a few deep breaths. Honestly, sometimes it's just a glass of water and you need to be for real. And I feel like the amount of money since.
01:02:54
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It's quite, I don't know, I feel like I am the kind of person where I feel like there are people I would send money to and they're like, oh, I need it. But it's like maybe 10 bucks, 20 bucks, 50 bucks. Like, right. I feel like I knew Bria was my nigga. I mean, I knew it before, but I knew for sure that was my nigga for life because I was like, bitch, you know how much you just sent me? And she was like, yeah. And I was like, okay, like we go together. We go together.
01:03:20
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a rich person, but I can't know the savings, you know, built up that savings account. Because I was like, the money under a mattress. I was like,
01:03:45
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Are you sure? I don't want to take this. If I can't pay it back, it's fine. Payback when you can. And I would say, oh, which actually probably could save my payments. I honestly just wasn't expecting it. I really don't even remember that.
01:04:00
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I just was not anticipating getting it, but. I was, now you're calling me a broke bitch. I know. Oh my God. This is so funny that this is the exact episode of Living Single I just finished watching when Khadijah needed two stacks because the magazine was going to be canceled for Fred.
01:04:23
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And then Khadija's like, I'm not getting shit from nobody. And then Max is like, bitch, don't you need it though? And then she's like, bitch, I can do this. And then Max is like, I'm never giving her anything because she's gonna keep talking about it. And then she's gonna work herself to the boat talking about, I owe you this and blah, blah, blah. So then Max gives her the money and then Khadija starts tripping. She's doing all this extra shit. And then at one point Max goes, it's fine.
01:04:50
Speaker
I gave you the money, not even thinking I was going to get it back. And then Khadija starts tripping like, what do you mean not get it back? Why would I not give it back to you? So y'all are really, really reenacting the entire scene. Very much, Maxine. It's so funny because that's the last episode that I just saw. I'm like, LOL. Is this real life?
01:05:12
Speaker
Is it life imitating art or imitating life? You did. You did give Khadija James living, trying to find your own. But I've done it. We've also watched me do it in real time. Baldwin's was like a thing. And then the Bussy Next Time is now a thing. And now I'm trying to put something else together. You're strip-reading things? Yeah, I'm like... It's giving. It's giving. Yes.
01:05:37
Speaker
All these failed adventures. Oh no, the podcast is out of tune. With my new job, like my friend called me, is giving Khadija dreams a flavor.
01:05:46
Speaker
Okay, it definitely is. It is. You're the one, you're the one funding these business endeavors. Who? You. Oh me, yeah. Or trying to find somebody to fund me. Trying to find somebody to fund me. Because ball wins was funded for two years by Planned Parenthood and like a few other like small like really cool black nonprofits. We gotta bring that back.
01:06:09
Speaker
Give us. Oh, yeah. No. Oh, no. Oh, yeah. OK. I want to bring it back. But because I'm in Atlanta, I'm not sure if I'm going. I'm if I choose to stay here, I will bring it back maybe for every other year type of moment. Oh, I was talking about. Oh, OK. Well, scratch that, you know, scratch. No, no, we want it. We want it back. I'm not against it. I'm just saying I wasn't talking about it necessarily. I'm just saying, like,
01:06:36
Speaker
Planned Parenthood can give us some money. Oh, I would never take money from them. Never. Nope. And I'm not, I'm not, I'm not going to drag them, but I would never take money from Planned Parenthood. Okay. Okay. Well, after work, after working, at least from the chapters that I worked with, you know, Nope. Keep your money.
01:06:57
Speaker
Use that on diversity hires. Maybe also use that. Yeah, maybe, cause y'all love saying that shit and not doing it. Maybe, you know,
01:07:09
Speaker
give some more equitable pay. Maybe you should also focus on your queer, black, like supporting black and brown queer bodies that you hire because no shade y'all didn't have the range to support me and fuck with me. And you knew that when you hired me. And instead of really just saying, we don't have it, you hired me anyway and then treated me like shit for three years, two years. Also, if you want to talk about it,
01:07:32
Speaker
What you also should be doing is working about this black flight situation that y'all have going on, because every black person that I know that used to work there no longer works there. Every one of us. Not every one of us, that's not true. I think two or three that might be left behind, because they've been there for years and they can retire from there. But I'm not that girl, and no one else I knew was that girl, really. So maybe worry about your black flight issue that you have. I'm not one to gossip, though.
01:08:01
Speaker
I just wanted to share what I had heard. You did not hear it from me. You were heard from me. Who's heard it from? Shelly Tobias. I have one. I have my last one. Yes, thank you so much. So my last one is for Tyrell. Oh, cool. So yeah, kindness from Tyrell that I've just experienced over my life, over this friendship, you know. Am I kind? I think. Are you sure? Could you call me some of the names?
01:08:31
Speaker
I'm, it's, it's sometimes the moments are very much fleeting. I'm going to talk about, I'm going to talk about the moment that I feel like stands out in my mind because they happened so few and far in between. You know, when she is not painting me out to be a villain, Tyrell,
01:09:01
Speaker
I feel like the kindness that I remember the most is when I was in New Orleans, you know, I was in New Orleans. I was by myself. I didn't have a whole lot of friends, not a whole lot of real niggas. Okay. I made one good friend from there. I was otherwise very lonely. Okay. I was away from my family, just away from everything I knew.
01:09:24
Speaker
And bitches were depressed, okay? I was like, girl, this teaching job is not it. I'm about to throw myself out a window. Like, this is just not giving. And I remember literally like every day on my, it got to the point where like every day on my break and then when I would go home, I would call Tyro. And like, I was just out here, like, bitch, if I could just make it to my fucking planet period, I could just, I could take a nap. I could do some meditation.
01:09:54
Speaker
And then I could call my nigga and be like, the girls got me fucked up. And I just really appreciated having that time because it was keeping me sane. It was keeping me together.
01:10:09
Speaker
You know, I feel like it kind of solidified, even though we're always, we're not, we haven't been living in the same place for a long time, for 10 years. Yeah, high school, we both, like high school, you, I left, well, I stayed for a year and then I went to Yale senior and then you, we were in the same state for college.
01:10:27
Speaker
And literally after I graduated, I went to him and was like, bye. And then you were like, I'm going to the next year. You were like, actually, I'm going to do TFA. Bye. And I just had to leave. And I feel like at one point you when you were when you were starting TFA and you had your training in Atlanta, I was living in Savannah. That was like 2016 or something. I don't know. Oh, you were in Savannah.
01:10:52
Speaker
I was living in Savannah and you ready to land? I was like, yeah, girl, I don't have my car right now. I'm not driving three, four hours. Yeah. But it was also like when I was doing my TFA stuff in Atlanta, I like wasn't doing shit on the way. I was so tired. Like on the weekends, people would be going out and going to the clubs and like doing what happened. I'm going to sleep. I don't know what y'all are doing, but I'm going to bed.
01:11:18
Speaker
And you don't come with us girl. No, I'm going to sit here. Watch me because that's it.
Friendship Reflections and Misunderstandings
01:11:29
Speaker
It was literally a handful of times that I went out and did anything, but yeah, I forgot we were actually in the same. Yeah.
01:11:38
Speaker
But you know, we've just been two passing ships in the night. But I feel like in New Orleans- That is some real writer shit to say. Roger and Hammerstein Cinderella, the exact same line is used. Bye.
01:11:53
Speaker
One of the evil sentences. I didn't make that up. What she did with the prince. And she's like, two passing ships in the night. Oh, actually, it's a poem. It's actually it's a it's a it came from somewhere else. But I remember just showing up there. Yeah, no. But, um, yeah, it was like, oh, I could just have a homie that I could reach out to virtually. And we've just been getting on each other's nerves ever since. Yeah. Yeah.
01:12:20
Speaker
Wow, work. Okay. Um, well, I had, I think in our last rotation, then I now talking to Bri. Um, so what are you doing? That has, you said what did you do? What are you doing? I don't know. I didn't. Yes, you did. Shelly can't do it with me because we don't spend enough time together.
01:12:43
Speaker
Oh, no. And we don't talk. I mean, let's OK. Call us. What? How are you going to work for me? We don't we don't be talking like I mean, we'd be talking, but we don't be talking like that. You know what I'm really confused about?
01:12:55
Speaker
That's how I did one for you before you did one for me. You did it. And you did one for me. No, you didn't. You did one for me. No, I didn't. No, I did not. And we'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so long. We'll run for so
01:13:21
Speaker
talking about Tyrell. And then when you started talking about all this stuff about how we had a conversation, you were talking about the same conversation that I was talking about.
01:13:33
Speaker
So y'all are trying to drag me through a filth that at this point, at this growing age, I'm who the fuck I am. I wasn't trying to drag. I was just trying to make sure it's not really y'all. That's why I'm so confused as to why all this is happening. I wasn't the one who initiated the same conversation that you then said I was kind of then returning.
01:13:57
Speaker
and you're talking about the same shit I said. So it's fine. Well, Sam, Tyrell first. I really wanted to know. I was just trying to make sure Tyrell got her shot. I wasn't trying to do it. I wasn't trying to do it. I wasn't trying to do it. Talking about the role of the clip and talking about receipts and shit. And it's fine. I didn't do that. I didn't do it. And she's also giving you, if neither one of y'all were paying attention and don't give a fuck, then it's good to do it. I thought you were talking about a different conversation. Just me off this shit. I thought you were talking about a different conversation than you and I did.
01:14:26
Speaker
No, I was literally said I'm not going to talk to you first because we have over 20 years and I don't know where to place my memory just yet. But then you said I'm going to come back to you Tyrell. But you said I'm going to come back to you Tyrell. No, no, it's fine because if y'all don't, if y'all don't want me to like show up in the best way that I'm showing up, then that's fine. I know what I heard. I know what I heard.
01:14:56
Speaker
I think that this podcast is some besties featuring Shelly and that I don't have any memories with niggas, then it's fine because I got what the fuck I got. And it might not be a lot to hold on to, but I cherished what I had.
01:15:15
Speaker
Whatever. Y'all can be all the best t-shirts I want with 7,000 memories and it's cool. Now I'm going to you because I have to make this shit quick.
01:15:33
Speaker
I thought you were talking to me. No. I thought I was sharing a moment with you. No, because both of y'all said, bitch, you're winning shit. And that's why I'm just like, why are y'all trying to jump with this? Oh, my God. That's not what I said. I literally had the Christian hands, because y'all tried to fucking jump me. OK. OK, sorry. Ellie, what would you like to share about us?
01:15:57
Speaker
in our 20 years, over 20 years, almost 30 years. Whatever. Whatever. I think it's avoidance, because fuck y'all.
01:16:11
Speaker
Tyrell is avoiding accountability. I apologize, but I thought that you were talking to me, and I was so touched in having a moment. And I was just trying to make sure that Tyrell got some appreciation. That was it. I was not trying to drag. I just wanted to make sure that everybody had their moment in the sun.
01:16:41
Speaker
Anyway, don't set your computer on fire. What would you like to say? What memory would you like to share? Now with all this giggling and kicking, I'm trying to see if I remember anything. No, it's fine. Whatever. I'm happy, considering, let's bring this back to what the theme is of this. I'm happy that because we're talking about random acts of kindness and black joy, I'm happy that you got all of this joy at the expense
01:17:09
Speaker
Oh, girl. Okay, wait, no. Okay, wait. Oh, my mouth hurt. That's what you were that day of tickling. The hell was tickling? I don't know what spirit over here was telling you an extra joke. I can stand up show happening over there. Somebody in heaven.
01:17:37
Speaker
No, Shelly, I wouldn't know. I wouldn't know. No, wait, wait, hold on. Okay. Yes. First of all, they're not allowed in my room. Okay. And second of all, oh, shit. Okay, look, I was with Bria. I think I was confused. I also really thought I heard you say,
01:17:59
Speaker
I heard that Bria heard, we'll come back to you. OK, I did hear you say, I heard you say the part where you were like, oh, Bria, we got 20 years of memories. I had 20, plus you're like, I don't know where to put you at. And then I also heard Batara, I'm going to come back to you. I heard that, I'm going to come back to you. Yeah. So I thought that memory was for Bria. I thought that memory was the one that you chose, you and me. And you were just like, no, sometimes we were talking about ancestral shit. And I was like, who gets there? And so you're like, oh my gosh, we're talking about the same memory.
01:18:28
Speaker
Tyrell didn't get that, so. I didn't catch it. I didn't do it. Because I'm also like, I know that you have these conversations with multiple people. So I was like, it makes sense to me that you would probably also have the same discussion. Because Bria also, apparently, you did, because Bria also remembers a very ancient conversation. We talked about it also a lot of the time. We do. So I was like, maybe. I thought I said Bria. I'm going to come back to you. I don't know. No. Whatever. We're going to run this through. But it's fine. It's fine.
01:18:55
Speaker
Shelly. But yeah, we sure didn't give the same memory. Why? So, so for Bri, something that I was like, it made me so happy because it, I think it obviously was like you're doing because it wasn't like either one of our parents or anybody else like kind of forcing this thing to happen. But
01:19:19
Speaker
Um, I keep thinking about like, do I think kindness is actual word? Maybe I do think it was very kind, but for you to keep traveling here every like winter and spend weeks here and like literally be like, oh, I'm going to visit Shelly and we're going to have a time. I just remember being so happy because it was so intentional of a time. Like other people who I lived around, like family and stuff, like, okay, I'll live around them. So we kick, we see each other at cookouts, but like,
01:19:48
Speaker
There was no cookout, there was no nothing. It was just like, I'm coming to visit your eyes. And even though it might be absolute shenanigans that we get into, I'm going to come and spend some time with you. And I remember like, yes, I'm very theatrical, very dramatic with like, every time you would come, I would scream to the top of my lungs. But I was just so happy and just like so,
01:20:13
Speaker
It just like, maybe it was feeling like a random act of love. Like I really felt very loved feeling like, wow, you keep intentionally wanting to like actually build, not only cause like we're blood. So it's like, you could do that thing as like a default, but like you wanted to build a friendship. And I was literally just like, I think this is my friend. I was so happy cause every time you would come
01:20:42
Speaker
It would just feel like it just felt like so much love was there. And I don't have any other family members that was really doing that. I was being the one to be like, oh, I want to go see this person. I want to go to this. I want to go to that. But you was really being like, I want to come see you, OK? I got with you. And I said, bitch, I love you.
01:21:09
Speaker
I remember when Bria went to go visit one time and she'd see the violin, like the photo shoot situation. Was that high school or was that middle school? Was that high school or college? It was high school, I think. Oh, are you talking about when I was like dressed up or something? Yeah, you had like the little suit, like the Aaliyah suit. And I was in Jersey. That was at Yazzie's house. Yazzie took those pictures. Oh, my bad. Hey, Yazzie.
01:21:43
Speaker
I'm still here. I'm still very much a present. Yeah. Okay. Do people have any other random acts to share? No, I feel like the random act that has happened is also confusing everybody in the studio.
01:22:03
Speaker
Get the charger. You knew what it was getting me for. Why would you embarrass me when I sent a direct message?
01:22:16
Speaker
It's gifting? I was going to wrap things up. I wasn't going to attack you. I was just going to wrap it up. Like, what is the point? I was going to attack. Whatever. Because I'm tired. I was locked into our conversation. We talk about us having to record this podcast movements all the time, and niggas are never prepared.
01:22:39
Speaker
Listen, they're not good. All of us, I'll be out here flapping in the breeze and no one should have, people's laptops breaking, headphones not working. If somebody wants to give us a studio or access to one pay for studio time, all right, and we have some professional set up, I'm not finished. They wanna give us professional set up in our homes, okay? Then they could do that, all right? The girls be having soundproof booths in the house, Sianna's,
01:23:08
Speaker
If the girls want to set that up, they want to fund that, then y'all let us know. Period. Anyway, I was going to wrap things up. I wasn't going to embarrass Shelly, put Shelly on blast. OK.
Purpose and Audience Appreciation
01:23:24
Speaker
I will say, since we're wrapping it up, any other words for the people, anything they should know, follow us on social media, I guess Instagram.
01:23:37
Speaker
Um, wherever you get guests, give us a rating. Let us know if you think it's good or whatever. Also where I found us on, uh, the podcast app that like Apple has on, like, let me like on the iPhone. I don't use that. I actually didn't until recently, but, um, I will also, you can also rate us and do stuff there with us too. Um,
01:24:04
Speaker
And I was gonna say that I hope that people, oh, I guess you have to charge a grade. I was gonna say, I hope that... I'm gonna describe what just happened. A middle finger went up with Shelly's freshly done. The nails are good. Almond nails. The nails are looking nice. Thank you. It's giving an almond nail with a 100 degree.
01:24:32
Speaker
No, girl. This is for my birthday. And this is some heterosexual shit. I was about to say, I feel like you'd be in the game. What am I supposed to do with this? What am I supposed to do with this? My first question was, are you putting it in? OK, well. I'm not putting this in nothing. This was clearly, unfortunately, an indicator that it was not, well, actually happening for my birthday. So instead, I was a princess.
01:25:02
Speaker
But these things could get, these shits could get clipped ASAP. Period. To get the job done. I had to go back to that genderqueer, genderfluid, right, the fuck out of here, like, huh. But you know, I can't switch it up every now and then because people really think I'm predictable, but like, I'm still a motherfucking princess.
01:25:23
Speaker
period. Right. Not in performance, not in performance, not in performance, but in spirit.
01:25:34
Speaker
No, I was going to say, like, I really hope that when people listen, because this is like, we ain't got a lot of time for this. It's a lot. But what I will say is, no, first of all, if you made it to the end, you're a real one. If you make it to the end, you're a real one. Yes. Because we really have been giving y'all hour and a half, two hour
Celebrity Critiques and Humorous Observations
01:25:50
Speaker
podcast since we started. And I feel like that's also why we don't keep nobody around, because it should be like super long. Hour and a half is the time.
01:25:59
Speaker
But I also feel like I hope people, when they are listening to us, as a rate of active kindness to everybody else who, you know, out there who is listening, that like,
01:26:13
Speaker
they feel the love from us. Like I don't feel like any of us are doing this for like money or like fame or whatever the fuck. I think we really just do it because we love each other and we like talking shit with each other. And I think it was a way for me to get Shelly in a space and have a conversation with her for longer than five minutes and something that wasn't about work. And it was a way for me in the beginning for me and Bria to like,
01:26:39
Speaker
share somebody's conversations and discussions we were having already, like in our friend group, like on a space and be like, you know what, maybe other niggas feel like this too. Or like maybe we can like, you know, talk shit and kiki and that's it. And so like now it's kind of blossomed into like,
01:26:53
Speaker
You know, us just being up here, you know, cackling and laughing, but also like talking about some real shit and getting the girls together when need be, reading each other when need be, holding each other accountable. And I really hope people like feel that energy and that love when we're talking to each other, when they were listening to us, I guess, talk to each other.
01:27:18
Speaker
Yeah, that's what it looks like. That's lots of gunshots. It's dangerous. Yeah. Mine was given, I was doing this, my ass was clapping. Round of applause. Round of applause. Baby, make that ass.
01:27:40
Speaker
We have to figure out how to give you all the visuals, you know? Well, we can give the visuals. It's just, Erin, that's all you. Yeah, I'm saying we can't gift the visuals. We don't know. I can give the visuals. I can give the visuals. OK, go ahead, girl. Go ahead. All right. Beyonce, waiting on the visuals. Never going to get it. Never going to get it. Never going to get it. Never going to get it. Never going to get it.
01:28:10
Speaker
That is the end of the show for all of us. That is the end. The end of the show. Why do niggas always go through a song?
01:28:24
Speaker
I'm not the only nigga that's like, I can do without. Did he really send in the niggas to get him cheesecake? I don't know. Yes, he made them actually walk across the fucking, what's the Brooklyn Bridge? Walking? Walking? Yes, he made them walk. In the winter. In the cold. In the winter cold. And here's what gets me the most. It would be one thing if he did that. First of all, no, let me be clear. Fuck that nigga for doing that. But also like,
01:28:51
Speaker
You did that to them, they were on your show, they released an album and then you disbanded them. And I remember like when new, when the, when the hurricane, when the hurricane, was it hurricane Katrina that hit New Orleans? Was that was that us? Yeah.
01:29:04
Speaker
Was it Katrina, right? I remember a couple of them. I want to say Chappa. One of them was from New Orleans. He was like, you didn't even check on us because we were good. And then he was like, blessings to that man. And I was like, actually, he's not Ronald because he destroyed his fucking career. You also are a piece of fucking shit. And you know me, my niggas been down here struggling since you gave us a record deal. How much money did they even get from the album? Did they get any money from that experience at all? Probably $5,000.
01:29:34
Speaker
Is that his going right? Is that his going right? That's how he had so many shows. He probably was giving out a few $5,000, a few $2,000. It was like, we rich, we rich, we got this. No, nigga, you a dick. Like, yeah, no, he had the niggas out here doing that. And I feel like every since then, I ain't never seen it for Diddy. When Mary J. Blanche came forward, it was like he fucked up my contract, too. I was like, how you fuck over Mary J? Not Mary J. Blanche. How you fuck over Mary J?
01:30:02
Speaker
That's expected, but that's how he was moving. Not that's expected. What is he supposed to do? The only reason why I even acknowledge the man now is it's not unfortunately, but I don't know what it is or where it lives, but I just keep feeding into it and letting it expand. But I have a very deep love for Karisha.
01:30:23
Speaker
That's the only reason why I acknowledge Carisha, please sit right now, because I love me some Carisha. And now I have to tolerate him because he's in the proximity. No, but I thought it's the same discussion that the girls had about Khalees when it was like Khalees Kostal Beyonce. And I was like, she mad. And I was like,
01:30:45
Speaker
No, that's not what happened. Khaleese was talking to Beyonce about, bitch, how you talking about women's empowerment? Women's empowerment. Why did you say it like that? Jocelyn Hernandez. You was talking about women's empowerment and shit. And you went to a nigga to get a sample from, like, you didn't have to cut a nigga to send me with the forever to get my sample, right? And then you put it on a record knowing that I wouldn't get any credit from you. Or maybe she didn't know that, but either way, why would you not double check that?
01:31:12
Speaker
I'm with, I'm with Calise, like same concept. Like nigga, you didn't ruin my career, took money from my shit. Like I didn't get, I didn't get the money I was due for the, for the fucking music I was putting out back then. Pharrell and the Neptune's definitely capitalized on all of that success and all that work. And here you come. Not like, I mean. It's not like you didn't have access to talk to all the, all the folks. I also want to be very clear that when I said that I only,
01:31:39
Speaker
acknowledge that he's there because of his proximity to Carisha. It's not because I fuck with him. It's literally because she will put up a picture and that nigga will literally be in it. Not that I give a fuck about his actions. I'd be like, Carisha, please. Did he get some good? I don't know. Yes, he most definitely did. Everybody was like, and then it's Carisha the side chick. She was like, I would never side chick.
01:32:02
Speaker
And I was like, what is really happening here? I mean, honestly, if she's just getting that nigga to spend money on her, I'm not mad. Period. I really think that she has mastered whatever it was about finding an old nigga with money. That's it. She's just having a good time. Is she going to teach a class? Because she is our age. Yeah. For all the services. I mean, she's like maybe even younger than that. I don't know.
01:32:30
Speaker
Material girl. She's Chanel Naboo. She won't even think about it. She's going to be like, A.O. Diddy. Put this bitch nigga to sleep for Buenos Loches. She's not Buenos Loches. She's not Buenos Loches.
01:32:53
Speaker
How she did that, we let her do it. Wait, she said she rhymes no chest with roaches? Yes, she rhymes. Oh my God. I don't know if you ever saw the video of Megan dying to her boyfriend, but it was like live, it was sent to the song, and Megan like lost her shit because she rhymes no chest with braille's no chest.
01:33:21
Speaker
I've seen the video, but I never realized what it was for me. So what happened? I've seen the video of Megan, but never realized what it was for. Oh my God. Yes. When that song came out, she was.
01:33:32
Speaker
She was listening to it, and I was like, not this. I can't believe she did that. I can't believe we let it slide. Maybe because it was funny, but I feel like we let it slide. Probably because it was her. Probably because it was the city girls. But I feel like that's not an excuse for that behavior. That's really funny. Let me put this pussy on your face like them roaches. Put that rich nigga to sleep. Boy, that was no chance. That's a terrible bar.
01:33:59
Speaker
So on your face? Like the roaches. Why would you want to be on the face? Like roaches? No, wait. OK, wait. Why are you comparing your pussy to a roach? Wait, roach. On the face. I feel like y'all remember that post Diddy made about how he used to sleep in the hood or whatever. He had all his emotions on his face. He used to go to sleep. He wake up in the morning. That is not it. And he was just on his face. I understand the struggle.
01:34:29
Speaker
But I would not link in my post-war to a roach on the nigga's sideburns. I'm so sorry. That is so... That's such a disfavorable line about your coochie. She said, look at that rich stick in his sleeve.
01:34:57
Speaker
I just can't believe that. We all were like, yes! I didn't know. I didn't know that bar existed. I really did not know. I also think I paraphrased. I don't think that's how the bar actually went. I hope it's y'all let us know. Is it worse or this is it? I am over here doing extensive research on this.
01:35:23
Speaker
I don't know why you guys wanted to do this. Why would she do that? Why would she do that? I'm with Megan. Megan was in tears. Her and her nigga were in the camera. I would be, too, if I really heard that the first time. She was like, y'all, did y'all hear this song? She was like, why would she say this? Why would she say this? But I agree. Why would she say this? Oh my gosh. But why would she say, this is the fact that she specifically says Diddy.
01:35:52
Speaker
I like bad boys, no whole shit. Did he let me... So it's the fact that shit is what is forcibly starting to rhyme. I like bad boys, no whole shit. Did he let me put it on his face like them roaches? Oh no. And put your rich ass to sleep when those no chairs. So she forced my own shit, roaches, and no chairs.
01:36:18
Speaker
Cause I can hear it. I like bad boys, no whole shit. Diddy that put it on the face and no roaches, like roaches and whole shit. Oh shit, roaches and noches. And calling, calling, putting Diddy in the middle of that. You know what? It's the fact that you said Diddy had roaches. I'm real pretty into Diddy.
Conclusion and Farewells
01:36:42
Speaker
Took a jack to a private island on a date with Diddy. Diddy is to Diddy?
01:36:48
Speaker
How does it? Didi and Sa-Didi. I guess. What's y'all not going to do to respect the queen like this? You're the one that brought this up. You're giving Sausie. That's what you're giving. You brought this up. Right. I would have never known. We were closing out, and you were talking about some roaches and notches. Here we are. I don't know what you're talking about. I don't know what you're talking about.
01:37:18
Speaker
All right, here's, I think we need to sign off first before we continue this conversation because the last 10 minutes have been like, we're just like, yes. If you stayed as part of this conversation, go listen to the song, enjoy the rest of your day. Don't listen to the song, don't do that. I want them to listen to it because I want to know if they catch it because I never heard this line before and I need to know if y'all know.
01:37:46
Speaker
Um, I need to play those coaches. The song is called rat freaks. Just in case you need to narrow it down. Last freaks by young Miami. We're going to put it in the description. Wait a minute.
01:38:03
Speaker
Wait, she said she's sitting on everybody's face. She said she's sitting on Meghan's face, too. Okay, now we can't talk. She said, ride the boat, sit on Meghan's face, ride it like a stallion. Okay, sorry, sorry, sorry. We can sign off. I'm gonna quote. All right, so y'all listen to the song. Y'all go watch all 51, bring it on movies. You do something that brings you joy and spreads some kindness to others.
01:38:35
Speaker
Goodbye. Bye. Oh my god.