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Adulting 101
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Being grown is fun but adulting sucks. Let Bria, Shelly and Ty show you how it's done!
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Transcript
Introduction and Creative Transformations
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God gave Noah the rainbow sign. No more water, but the busy next time.
00:00:22
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I mean, you said three, two, one, action, so I... And no one even said action. You made that up. Well, actually you said oops, and I feel like that's not really the best way to start. Weren't you a mutant bitch? Like, what? I was. I was mutant for the sake of the art. It's giving, like...
00:00:41
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Build it up. We're building it. How? Do I need to know? Do I need to pack my belongings and leave? No, stay here forever, please.
Humor and Adulting Woes
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Did Tyra not call my name? Because if not, that's fine. You have two pictures. Two. I have two pictures in my hand. Only one of them. Only one of them. To be honest, and to be honest, because I'm Tyra Banks, I'll go to the bitch and everybody will actually go home. You say you would what?
00:01:08
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I said, because I'm tired, I'm going to choose the bitch that everyone thinks should go home. Oh, well, that ain't me or my cousin.
00:01:17
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Oh, I was. Bitch, I started the podcast. Oh my God. That's blood. That's blood right there. Because you want to do the party. I feel like you don't. I'm not going to be able to sing a video where she's going to stop by and get in fire.
00:01:44
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Okay. Okay. Okay. Let's have a moment of function. Let's see what we can do. All right. Yeah. Hey. Yeah. Hi, everybody. Welcome to the Pussy Next Time. I am one of your coat. Am I a coat? Is that a coat if it's three? Yes. It's a coat. No, it's just a coat. It's just a coat. No, that's not how it works. I'm like, tell Michael we're sorry because that's not what we meant to say. That's not...
00:02:14
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That's just not how it works. I don't even know what you're talking about. Our math is not good. But the work, like, anyway, all right. Uh-huh. All right. Well, one of your co-hosts, Tyrell, AKA Ty Gleezy Bitch. Ooh. I don't know what the Gleezy is. I don't know what either, but it sounds very active. It sounds like you're in the streets. Because I can ask you, my mama. No, it sounds like a glizzard. It sounds like you glizzy goblin or something.
00:02:44
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Not a goblet. I don't know how that sounds. I said you own an AK booty, baby. It sounds like. And she said you're a cop. No, it's like a hot dog. What? She called you a hot dog. She called you a hot dog. She called you a hot dog. Oh, I'm saying what you say. She said you got buzzers. I feel like a buzzer. She said you got buzzers. What you're saying sounds like a glizzy. So what you call me with a fat ass Kelly Franks. Oh my god. And that is crazy. But she tell you about buzzers. I'm going to just go.
00:03:11
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I'm just good. Everybody won't hear her. First of all, you can't host this episode by yourself because you don't even know what the top is about. So my name is Kelly and I am another one. I am also a co-host for the pussy next time or whatever. Welcome. My name is oh, I didn't know if you were done or not.
00:03:34
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No, that's about it. Only other thing is that I describe myself by like a lot of bees, like Islet Bell, Bottom Babe, Big Booty, Baby. I don't know. I don't know what else I described. I felt like I had to do three, but I'm like, damn, what would the last one be?
00:03:56
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Um, booty bad, booties, booty. Damn. I, this one is hard. I said, bougie bad bitch. Oh, bougie bad bitch. You already know a fucking fight.
00:04:14
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I am literally the most low-key bougie person. I know the cocktails you drink and then I fall into a cage and then does not give bougie. Are you saying I drink mad dogs and that I'm not bougie?
00:04:29
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So you say mad dogs. That's what you're telling me. You're telling me that I drink mad dogs. I just love that this is the introduction and we haven't even. Cause I don't drink Cosmo. I drink grown ass nigga drinks. Okay. That's so cigars. I drink old questions. That's why you drunk right now. I'm not drunk. I'm recovering last night. What did you do last night? I didn't do anything.
00:05:00
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I mean, I I drank, but I didn't get turned. Right. I mean, it is your birthday. Because I saw the stories. Right. OK. OK, scandalous. Well, you have to introduce yourself and then we're going to get into the topic so that they know what we're talking about.
Grocery and Financial Struggles
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Yeah, I'm Bria. I'm here. I'm a co-host. Welcome.
00:05:24
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Well, that was very, very good. I just did. Everything else has been said. So I feel like, yeah, I didn't have anything else. But we're here with the publicity next time. And we're talking about, what are we talking about today? We're talking about how adulthood is a ghetto city every year. That we ever did see. And that's true. That's so true. So here we are.
00:05:52
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Sorry, we're doing a thing. All right, so I can ask the first question. Sure. And the first one that I have for y'all is like, what's something you thought you knew? But now that you're adulting, you realize you have no idea what the fuck you're doing. Something I thought I knew. I have one already. This is similar to the question I thought I had. I have one either.
00:06:22
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Okay, it's brewing up. I don't know what I thought I knew. I feel like I didn't know anything, so I should know. I just... I'm just a cheap agent, whatever happens happens. I'm good. Yeah, you go ahead. I thought I knew how to grocery shop. Yo, that's so hard. And when I realized that what I was buying was not only food, it was like the...
00:06:52
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A vegetable, like the first couple of years I lived on my own, I was like, what are fruits and vegetables? Like, what do you mean? And then I was like, wait, I can buy apples from the store. They don't manually appear in the house. I was like, and mind you, I would go to the grocery store and walk past these things all the time and just never hit the fives of myself. Yeah. Yeah. That was me when I realized that things at the top, the aisles, I'm like,
00:07:20
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I never felt lost when I was with my mother and my grandma. Why? Every time I come here, I'll look up, I'll be like, where is the damn rice? I mean, I really, I tend to just go through each aisle and see where the spirit holds me, but. We had no, we had no phone when she had done that. And I'm like, Bria, did you know? No, I haven't. I'm just going off of vibes, like I just have to. Because no, because ideally, right, I'm a sex person,
00:07:48
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I cannot cook just like grandma just pulling some shit out of the pantry. Like it's not really me. I go with like a meal or two in mind and then I just get some staple stuff that I know that I need like stuff for breakfast or whatever.
00:08:06
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but yeah i feel like usually i'm just like oh i'm always gonna need some staple stuff and i really just like really need snacks like it will seem very childish to others how many uh boxes of gushers i put
00:08:21
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in my heart. But I feel like I know because I'm not a person because I'm not a person who's just like, oh, every single time I'm hungry, I I'm just going to make a whole new like I'm just not I'm not going to do that. So I need I need stuff like hummus and like grape tomatoes and fucking chips or whatever to go if I can put in the hummus is like
00:08:50
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So, you know, I just try to go through the aisles to see if there's anything in particular that I need to supplement the meal, you know? You mean supplement the gushers? The gushers aren't the meal. The gushers aren't the meal, thank you. I'm concerned. You can be concerned, but I'm a lie. And that's the point. I'm still here. I'll go gushers and bring it.
00:09:18
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I'm still here, here, here, here, oh, oh, oh, oh. I mean, y'all can't see it, but Bria was just currently taking a visual description. It was giving hands, it was giving a little bow, it was giving a little. Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Just imagine that.
00:09:50
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They don't know what we see. See the thing that I'm thinking, I feel like I didn't even know enough about, but I guess I'll say like
00:10:09
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taking care of a car because there's just so much that over the past like 10 years of my life, like 10, 11 years of my life that I've had the same car that I've just been like, wow, this is just a lot. Like you are a lot. This is like having a child. And there's so much more than just like, oh, I'm gonna wash it and like keep it clean and like put gas
00:10:38
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It's cute, it's a tie. You know, I thought, I was like, oh, like, you know, putting air in the tires, you know, I know how to do that. I know how to like, do very minimal things, but there's just so much more that goes into maintaining the car, things you have to fix, get checked, all that other shit. And I'm just like, girl, how about I walk? Like, that's always an option. Not delete the whole thing.
00:11:09
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But yeah, I guess I'll say that that's fine. I do have something that I absolutely know that I know nothing about. But that's not exactly what you asked. So what is that? Right? Oh, a mortgage.
00:11:24
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Um, I don't know, but that's why I'm not getting a house. So I think it's funny too. Cause I think a lot of people are like, Oh, are you going to buy a property? Are you going to buy a house? And I was like, here's my thing. I'm at like paying rent is trash, but I know there was something breaks. I can call maintenance. Right.
00:11:49
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You gotta go down to the furnace and figure out what you're doing. Or you gotta like call somebody and they try to be a consultation fee and try normally to fix it. No. I looked into it and what? And I can't. I can't. Like I'm not doing it.
00:12:08
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Also, I think like having a home is like the, I forgot to commit to a place to live first before I can think about buying a home. I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna be in 10 years, let alone next fucking week. So like, I can't think of like, if I bought a house, where am I gonna buy it at? Right. That means you gotta stay there. And who wants to do that? Right.
00:12:31
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I don't want to, I don't want to do that. I mean, I guess I could buy a house and like, you know, flip it event, like have people rent it out. But even then there's money like involved in like the flipping part and like qualifying for the loan and like credit scores and girl, fuck all of that. Yeah. It's too much.
00:12:49
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Okay, I'm looking for my glucose guardian. I'm still working on it. Oh, bro, sorry, I'm open to all of the glucose guardians. Yeah, I'm like, please give me the sugar guardian. I'm sorry, the most richest one is the one that I'm looking for. Okay, the most abundant, okay. Thank you. Okay, so something I thought that I knew, but I really don't have
00:13:17
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any idea about it. Um, one of them is okay. So what I can think of is baking. I really don't know what I'm doing. I don't think you said, yeah. Do you mean like from scratch or less from scratch? I thought it would be simple.
00:13:47
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I don't get it. Wait, what? It doesn't look simple to me. I thought when I was younger that it would be simple. No. What are we talking about? Baking. Baking, like cakes? Yes. Oh, bitch, it's not. Yeah, that's what I'm
Culinary Adventures and Identity
00:14:07
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saying. When I was younger, I thought it was going to be so simple.
00:14:12
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because I was foiled by a grandmother that every single day she was baking. You come home, you see cakes, you see pies, you see everything. I'm like, this is going to be really easy until she tried to teach me how to bake a socket-sipping cake. And I said, what the hell are you talking about? I don't get it. I tried to make a sweetened biscuit for strawberry shortcakes.
00:14:35
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And this is the first time I'm talking about this because no one else has heard about it because it went so badly. I just need to go into them. It was like the go was watery, but I thought it was the go was like.
00:14:48
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I was like, maybe I'll try it again when I'm not distraught and I'm not pissed off about it. But I mean, I didn't even get to actually put them in the oven. It was just so bad. I think because I had an easy-bake oven, I really thought this should be easy. Come on, easy-bake oven. I thought as I got older, this shit was going to be easy. Things would just translate, yeah. I could just make a cake when I want. No. No. I don't get it. You know what? To my right, I'm not going to blast the girls. But I won the easy-bake oven.
00:15:16
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when I was, like, in my early teens. Finally. Okay. I said I wanted one. Somebody bought me one and a particular parental figure told them to give it to a girl because boys don't play with Easy Bake Ovens. I want to say I am 29 years old and I still want a fucking Easy Bake Oven. Yeah, you have to have the experience. You have to. It really wasn't time.
00:15:42
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I don't even care that the baked goods don't even come out good. I'm just saying. Oh, no, they won't. They won't. They're not good. They're not good. That's part of the experience. It's unevenly like it's just a light bulb in there. And because I am who I am, I'm going to take the Duncan Hines or the Betty Crocker cake mix
00:16:05
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and put it into the light. You know, that's what I was going to say. If you really want to, if you really want to stand on them, you could make like an actual good version, like with real stuff, version of the things that Easy Bake offers you. So yeah. Yeah. It was, it was a cute time. Maybe we'll, we'll see it at one phase of adulting if I will figure it out because I think we're like cookies, I think we're going snacks.
00:16:31
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And I can't do it. OK, I'm also not to hurt you. I made some banana chocolate chip muffins. It's the not to hurt you, but dagger. Right. Not to hurt you, but. When I sell you, they came out so fucking delicious. I ate three before they were even cooling from the pan. Wow. One of my friends.
00:16:54
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Now, what I can do is I could do some pie and I could do some banana pudding. All I got is banana pudding for y'all. Right. She has it very clear. She has one dessert. She'll be ready every year. That's it. That's it. No complaints. One thing about this, one thing about our recipe is that that is what we give everyone. That's what I'm giving. You don't need much else.
00:17:17
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take this. And I feel like most people are perplexed about how we make it anyway. So it's just always like a marvel. Yeah. I never had. So Bria made, so when we did the summit in 2019, 2018, 2019. The very first one, Bria actually was at my house and we had like, there was like a whole bunch of black queers standing in my house for the summit. And we had like a potluck situation happen. I took nothing because bitch, I wasn't.
00:17:45
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But Bria made the band a pudding and I watched her make it. And I was like, oh, it was also really good. And I froze it. So when I came back, I was eating it out of the pan. Yeah, me, I dropped my mouth. I'm like, I kick people out if they're like in the kitchen in the center. I kicked them out because I'd be like, this is my grand, she said it's a secret ingredient that we use. So people can't see it.
00:18:12
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I can't tell you what it is. You already seen it, but just don't tell nobody. No, I was just going to make sure that they didn't say it on the air. Okay. Can't do that. We only give, I mean,
00:18:36
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Yes and no, because I can't talk to you. There's also like a signal that you don't know about what the banana put in. And I can't tell you because it is a family thing. I am not pressed, but I just wanted to say like halfway. Yeah.
00:18:56
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Okay, I just wanted to say that I was like, when you made it at my house, you were all, I know it was good. It was when I got I put first of all, I was in the freezer for like a week and a half. I should be saying, I mean, I took some with me. But when I got back home, I told Bri, I was like, I'm going to eat this. I got home, put my bags down, but immediately to the freezer. I was like, Thank you. I am so weak. And a half the peers.
00:19:22
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Yeah. I mean, we left it for you. Like, I don't know what you were saying. It was so much food. I was like calling for dinner. Please take plates when you go. This is hot. It was so much macaroni and cheese. I took what I could, for sure. I got to figure out what was going to eat over here. All right, next question. Oh, you asked him? Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's a little song. I mean, I didn't know how he wanted to do that. Uh-uh. And Barast.
00:19:51
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First of all, a person who didn't contribute this time, I would keep it cute. Thank you. How many topics have I done? And I said this time. I said this time. I said this time. I didn't say any of them. I was trying what is happening. Fingers are pointing.
00:20:07
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and with a part of the body, fingers are being thrown like this. Like if you were to make an L with your hand, Tyrell is currently throwing their finger like literally. I love that you're like describing this. The accessibility of the audience, yeah. That's what I'm saying, you know? We're really good with you. Okay, we spent 20 minutes. Okay, here we go, right. All right, next question. What's something that you've had to release as you mature?
00:20:41
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So as you, as you adult or as you mature in life, what is something you had to do? I think, I think that like something I've had to release is like feeling, like needing to feel, um,
00:21:09
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surrounded by people, I guess. And needing to find security with people, because I don't know, I feel like going through school, you feel like, you know, your community is like all of these people or like all of these people, you have to sort of like find a place among all of these other kids in your age group or whatever.
00:21:36
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Um, then you kind of like you, you go to college or you just graduate school and you're just like, Oh, like the world is bigger than that. Um, and I feel like even when I was kind of like in early, like in my early twenties, I was still sort of like searching for this sort of, um, belonging in places I didn't need to. Um, so I feel like, yeah, I feel like,
00:22:04
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this need of finding belonging in places that really didn't matter or concern me or with people that didn't matter. Yeah, I feel like that was, that's been the main thing that I've had to let go of and no longer do in my 28 years of life, because girl, who has time? Right, right, yeah. Oh gosh, I definitely,
00:22:34
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have felt that heavily or have been like, all right, and time to hurt humans. I'm outta here. Gotta go. Something that I feel like I've needed to release as a mature is just the idea that I always have to be on. Like I always have to be doing something because like these ideas around like adulthood and maturity have often been put as like, you're working, you're doing responsible things. You're always trying to like,
00:23:04
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show up in the world and always be doing something. And I just know I don't want to do any of that shit. I want to play, I want to rest, and I want to give this world the bare fucking minimum. That's what it deserves. It barely deserves the minimum. So for that, I've released so many ideas. And that's why I have so much. I center, rest, and play so much in my
00:23:33
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like just day to day because I know that those feelings of guilt that can eat somebody up by being like, I'm not being quote unquote productive. I just be like, I don't wanna be. I don't wanna be what's a quote unquote productive. If I found joy within myself on today by watching some anime and doing absolutely nothing today, that sounds great. It was a great day. So yeah, I released the idea of having to be on or always do something quote unquote productive.
00:24:02
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I identify with it. I think, forgive me my parents, I think like going through life and going from seeing them as like superheroes who do no harm to like
00:24:32
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Do I have to play? Because I wait, we all do that at the same time. No! Miss, you were talking! What the heck? What the heck? You were talking, man. I think Backstreet Boys was playing outside.
00:24:56
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It was you having the moment of going crazy, and then you were like, what the fuck am I doing? Just stop. What was that? Anyway, I was going to go crazy. No, no, it's a question. It's just kind of loud outside. No, it was like I was talking, and I stopped hearing everybody's background noise, and then I was like, oh my god, the headphones died. And that's why I was like, oh shit. No, there's a reason. You stopped hearing it. I was like, oh my god. I stopped hearing it. Oh my gosh. OK, sorry.
00:25:27
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All right. Forgive my parents. I think that my mother did it again. Okay. I know what's happening. Okay. So yeah, no, I, my parents, right. I think my parents are.
00:25:39
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like having to realize my parents were from being like super humans that like did no harm when I was younger. So like, you know, people who were like growing and they're like, I was like, actually y'all are like fully blown, fully fledged. Like people who had, who had lives before you had kids and also have lives while you're like during your time, like while your parents and also like the way the, the way that I was figuring out things, they were figuring out things too. And I had parents who had be, you know, relatively young. So,
00:26:08
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I think that the conversation with both of them has always been like, while we were trying to figure out how to be parents to you, they were trying to figure out how to be adults themselves, right? So yeah, I think as I've gotten older, and I've seen the mistakes they've made, I've seen the things they've done, and I've seen how some of the things they've done have been super harmful, I've also had to take a step back and be like,
00:26:35
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they were also human and doing the best they could with what they have. Now, we can get into how the best you could, the best you could do isn't always like great, right? And I think parents hate hearing that too. Like, yeah, I did the best I could, but it wasn't great. Like I was still harmed and you doing the best that you could. And that isn't necessarily like the purpose of my, like the point for my parents, but like, I do often be like, yeah, no, you did the best you could and I see it, right? I see the attempt to try that. I feel like the work that went into it,
00:27:04
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And sometimes, yeah, you drop the bar really fucking bad and it was really fucking terrible for me. But yeah, I hadn't accepted, like, my parents are human and, like, they're people and they have, like, their own ideas and feelings and they have their own dreams and hopes and beliefs. And that is, yeah, probably what, that's that, yeah, that's it. That's it.
00:27:28
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Yeah, I definitely also heavily resonated with that because I released the idea of expectations for people based on the title of like, Oh, you're a parent. So this is the expectation that is had for said title. And I'm like, also, you're a human that like, y'all be fucking up sometimes and sometimes y'all be doing great. But there's no expectation because like,
00:27:52
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You're doing your thing. You're trying to figure it out. I feel like when I was a kid, I was like, you're a parent supposed to know. I didn't get to that point when I was in my like, maybe like early 20s. And I was like, oh, you don't know shit either. Yep.
Parental Expectations and Childhood Reflections
00:28:08
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It's really when you realize that your parents are freestyle. It is when you go, wow.
00:28:14
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I was just making that shit up. Every day you woke up and made, shut up. The dinners I was eating were made up. Everything was, the rules, you're making them up big like that. Like the discipline was. That was not, that was not a rule until you saw it and now you made it a rule. I'm like, what is going on? When I heard that it was wrong to say lying, lying.
00:28:43
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that I needed to say telling the story or like that I didn't. Where did that come from? I don't know. Who ever told us that? It's a big line. I don't know. It's the fact that it's saying telling the story or when they say somebody's story. I just couldn't say an adult was lying or something. Which is also so weird, because bitch, you lying. Baby, why? I don't know. Yeah.
00:29:04
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I used to drag all them teachers all the time. I'd be screaming. I'd be like, oh, no, it's not like, they're telling a fib. I was like, what the fuck is a fib? That's just some shit you made up. So what I heard was the bitch is a double liar now. Liar, liar, liar, liar. You lied the lie, and now you're lying about the lie. About the lie that you told the lie at the birthday party. With the birthday party, the birthday, you get to the birthday party. What is the actual word, fib?
00:29:35
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I don't know. I don't know what it derived from. I don't know what it came from. I don't know. I don't know. This language doesn't make sense. I had a question sort of related. This was also something we were thinking about with the young people because we've been reading The Deep. The Deep does a lot of The Deep by Rivers Solomon is the book I'm talking about.
00:30:03
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But it has a lot of connection between ancestral selves and to your present self and just being able to connect to the past. So the question that I thought was interesting, just you who you are today in your adulting life, think back to remember, what is your earliest memory of you being you?
00:30:33
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what is like the earliest you remember being yourself?
00:30:44
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Go ahead. Do you have that? You're just trying to do a charity. All right, another accessibility moment. There is cheerleading that is happening. It's a silent cheer. Thank you for offering. Because nobody would understand why we just had this quiet moment. I appreciate it. And don't hold cheer. I thank you for that. No volume to it at all. We like accessibility. Yeah. So, yes, I saw me in my cut. So we grew up.
00:31:12
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I grew up, we all know, we know how good we do brand new, I grew up downtown. And we used to town on 36th street. And me and my cousins, I think I had to be like five or six or something, but we were like outside and my cousins were like cheerleaders. They were like on like, you know, the little community, you know, cheerleaders team for the little football team or whatever.
00:31:34
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And they were teaching us cheers. And I was cheering. I remember I did a split and they were like, Oh my God, you could do a split. That's crazy. I think it was called like a front, like a front forwards, but like a side spot. And I was like, yes, it's giving cheerleader. And I remember being like, Oh, 99 holes, but all them gays. Like that's when I was like, Oh yeah, that makes sense. Like, and, and it's funny because
00:32:03
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I got reprimanded, because if you were outside with uncles and a couple of aunts, and I remember the men were like, you don't do that. Boys don't do that. You don't cheer. And I was like, oh. So I remember the moment when I realized this makes sense for me. And I remember the moment when I was told that it wasn't proper, it wasn't appropriate to be me. So both.
00:32:35
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Um, okay. My earliest memory of being who I am, um, and just being myself, I think is, um, when I started really dressing in this very like non-binary way, when I was like, maybe we're just showing up in a very non-binary way and like maybe like eight,
00:33:05
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um and I know that like people used to say I was a tomboy and I was okay with like being called for and I was just like whatever but um what really made me feel like like so like wow I'm really showing up as myself is when I would get dressed and really not give a fuck about what anybody was thinking because it was like this
00:33:32
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I did have this like hidden fear of like, damn, if I dress like this, I'm a real gay. And like, I was always like, I just, you know, I didn't know, I didn't know what was going to happen. And I was just like, I'm terrified. Growing up next door to the church, being from a religious family, I was like, what the fuck? Like, how do I, how do I show press myself? But when I really just started like, um,
00:34:00
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doing whatever I wanted and expressing myself in those ways. I was feeling so affirmed and so seen. And the one moment that I can really remember that I was like, wow, I'm really navigating this. And I'm also being supported by my whole queer, affirming mother that I wanted to get some boxes. There were these brown and they were like brown and green or like tan and green. They were so cute and they had like,
00:34:29
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Mickey Mouse on it, but I think it was like a black looking Mickey Mouse. It was something like that. And I was like... Nigga Mouse. Yeah, but he wasn't like... He was like the color of the box. I don't know. I loved them. And I was like, I want those. And it's the day it's movements. All right. And I said I wanted them and my mother got them for me. And I remember it. Yeah. Come on in, Fermi, mom. And I had those boxes forever. And I remember going like,
00:34:58
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What went through her mind when like her seven or eight-year-old when you asked, asked for boxes? Oh, the thing is when I like did a quote unquote, I'm going to come up to my mom. I don't know. I'm like, yo, what the fuck? Not me acting like my mother wasn't showing up this whole time. Like, come on now, baby. Just be you.
00:35:48
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00:35:48
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I remember I saw this video of this person talking to their mom, reenacting them coming out, and their mom was like, you know, the door was glass.
00:36:03
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It was like opening, she was like opening the closet and was like, oh, are you ready yet? No, all right. And like closed the closet. If the door was glass, I could, you were in there. She was like knocking on the door and was like, are you ready this time? No, all right, we'll close it again. I like, and it was like, I remember being like, here girl, I'll get mom with it. Okay. And then everyone else was like, we already knew.
00:36:29
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And I was like, you know, I'm like, this is my moment. You thought it was going to be a whole, yeah. And now my dad's reaction is one that goes on in the history books. That niggas, he never got right. I mean, he got right, but it was nice. Everyone was like, yeah, we know you like dick. You were cheering, girl. You were cheering and you were like running around. Like, girl, it was giving gay.
00:36:57
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Nobody did not know that. That's the thing. I'm just like, wow, we were really giving homosexuals. We were not giving, I had a whole section with women. We were not giving a whole heterosexual shit. A homosexual. And you know what's so funny when I think about it right, I was never faking it. I couldn't fake it. I don't, how do you, like, how do you be straight? How? When I think about it, I think I was really like, I think I might have been like,
00:37:27
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I don't know. I wasn't even faking it. I just really think that I had no idea if anybody would know. I'm like, is it a mystery? But I also was called gay all the time when I was like, fucking seven. It's like seven or eight. They'd be like, oh, here you go. It is beyond the call. I'm like, oh. I'm like, excuse me. I was like, I was gay. I was gay.
00:37:56
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You know, they did some great manifestations for my life. But a homosexual. When people say I'm a sexual, it makes me uncomfortable. Because I just feel like, what does that mean? I'm sorry. When I say it, it makes me uncomfortable. But I say it because I'm impersonating how other people have said it. And it's funny. It's absolutely ridiculous. I'm like, wait, what was the question that I answered?
00:38:25
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it was the time when you when you oh the first time okay i did answer your earliest member about yourself um i feel like there are a lot of like sort of snippets it's like it's like moments when you like remember being three years old like crying in the hallway like those moments where
Self-Discovery and Future Aspirations
00:38:43
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i'm like damn it's you saying moments as if i'm like conscious in the that's well that's the experience i remember
00:38:50
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um like i feel like that was my first conscious moment like as a human being that was like oh i'm really in this bitch like this i'm in this party and it's real and i think i stopped crying after that or something like i don't know but i feel like um i don't know like moments where that really stand out to me like the self that i am now um as a young person um definitely like
00:39:17
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procrastinating on this history report in fifth grade and choosing to write a poem for the first time, because that was like the only option. It was like one of those where like each person in the class had to choose from like a list of things and you had to just like, but I waited until the last minute, which is very, that's very awkward for who I am. That should have been insightful for who I am today.
00:39:46
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But that was like the first poem I remember ever writing. And yeah, that was in like this blue journal that I had that I don't know if I have anymore. I used to write in cursive a lot. I wrote like song lyrics and had visions for fucking like music videos, whatever. It was a time. It was a while. It was giving missy.
00:40:19
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But even with me progressing, I think I got like a B on that poem and I was like, oh, let's live with that. And then I was like, you know, maybe I should do more of these. Maybe I should just like keep doing this. And then there's also like,
00:40:37
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me being in third grade and writing this story about an alien that I befriended. I wasn't an imaginary friend, sort of, girlie, because I was just like, no, I don't need an imaginary equal. I need to write stories about characters that I know don't exist.
00:40:58
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I was very just like, I'm going to orchestrate. I'm going to like think of the storyline. I made like paper dolls to go with the stories. I definitely had it all. I was like playing Sims before I was playing Sims actually. But yeah, I feel like that was like the earliest memory that kind of like reminds me or like sort of like telling of who I am. I have a few other questions.
00:41:27
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oh wait hold on because i thought about that and i have a better answer than the first one what is your name okay i was like 10 years old and i had a meltdown because my brother got something that i didn't get and i was like i'm so i don't understand big issue my brother gets treated so much better than me i fucking hate it here i was so upset so upset i'm screaming i'm yelling and my mother dragged me up the stairs yoked me up by my old bedroom was like tie around the world does not revolve around you
00:41:54
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She was like, the world does not revolve around you and nobody owes you anything. And she tossed me in the room and she closed the door. And I was crying and then I laid, and then I remember I was crying and then I stopped and I was like, did you have a moment? Did you? I was like, the world does not revolve around me.
00:42:11
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That's a very wild realization to have as a kid. It is. I was like, the world is wrong about me. And I'm like, wait, that means I'm not going to always get what I want. And I was like, wait, I want to be an after a lie. I was like, oh. Not the way. It was just like the wait. Wait a minute. But then. My mom waited in the room 10 years. I mean, 10 years. Oh, 10 minutes later, she was like, what is it? She was like, you stop crying. And I was like.
00:42:32
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The world doesn't revolve around me. You had like resigned yourself to that understanding. But you know what's so funny? Like every time something like doesn't go my way, every time I really, really, really want something like a job or a school acceptance or whatever. The first thing I always think is the world's the wrong way. And I'm like, damn, it doesn't.
00:42:57
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and truly, and I have lived, I mean, even when I get married, I have what I mean, to be yoked up like that, but the world was not revolved around you. And I was like, what? I'm like, what are you waiting for? I'm like, it's the, it's the, nobody owes you anything. Right. And I'm like on the ground, I'm hysterical. But I'm, I'm hysterical. I'm on the ground, hysterical. Like I can't believe you would say that to me. And I was like,
00:43:27
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No one owed you anything. And I was like, oh, shit. I saved up to this day. I literally, I caught myself saying that at least three times within the last few days. And I'm just like, nobody owes me. That's, you know what's funny? I don't owe anybody. Anybody. But you know what's funny? That lesson also showed up in my relationships, my romantic relationships, when I would be like, oh, I love this person. Then I obligated to sell me back. No one's obligated to love me.
00:43:54
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Like no one owes you anything and that means I personally owe you love. So I mean, you can love someone freely if you want, right? But no one has to give it back to you. And I remember that was also like, it was very much like the world revolved around you to like owe you anything. It was just doing the exact same thing. And I was crying when they were having my heart broken. And I was like, no one has to do that. Oh my God. Yeah. It's life changing. Yeah. I have so many people and people don't love me. That's why.
00:44:19
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It's really life-changing. And it's all the choice. All of it is a bunch of choice. My grandpa would say that too. And my grandpa would be like, you know, people don't have to treat you good. They choose to. Not this reference. Nobody, nobody needs to be nice to you.
00:44:44
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Side note, I just laugh because everyone in our family has this voice.
00:44:51
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Just not even that all of them are in the church, but just everyone in our family can get into this like sermonizing voice without trying. Like my dad will get on the phone and go into, hello, somebody. Like, I'm just like, sir, like, it's just not. I just had to laugh. I had to laugh about that. I don't know. It's just funny. Not hello, somebody. Daddy, please.
00:45:15
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It's just just, that's just what we do. It's in our blood. I feel like that gives me a realization about myself as well. Just some things you realize about your family that you're like, oh, I see this in me. And the way we talk to the way we laugh to, I don't even know, to the way we argue. Have you ever heard your own voice? I don't mean like heard yourself talking, but have you ever actually heard your own voice?
00:45:46
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I remember one time I was fussing at a kid when I was teaching middle school. It's so hilarious because I didn't come to this realization. There was like a kid that was sitting out of the classroom and he was like fucking with the chair in the hallway or something. And I told him to stop and I came back and he was still doing it. And I told him like,
00:46:10
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don't move that chair no more. And I went back, I went back in the room and my coworker was just like, you really sound, that felt like a full moment. Like you'd really sound, and I was like, you know what? Wow, drag me. I heard myself on the phone yesterday and I was talking.
00:46:33
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And because it was wild, like I was. And I heard my mother's voice and my father's voice at the same time. Oh, wow. I was like, that's why.
00:46:47
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That's a wilder realization to have in adulthood. You're just like, wow. I see some personality traits, and when I cuss people out, I'm very much Juana. When I cuss the girls out, when I have to be professional and go cuss a maintenance person out, I turn into my mother. And it is every time. But listening to me, even now, I can hear both of my parents' voices when I'm speaking.
00:47:16
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It's really crazy. That's wild. Yeah, it's wild this offspring like as we're as we're aging. I'm like, wow, we really are a compilation of all these people.
00:47:28
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people we've met, people we haven't met, so many of them. I know the fiery, I know where the fiery comes from. We all know, we know. There we go. But then when I said like, whoo, whoo, whoo, hug somebody close. Hug somebody close, give them all the love, give them your heart. If you have a moment, just give it to them. Give them your entire heart, pull it out of you and give it to them. That's my mama. We established that.
00:47:55
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There are two nice people in our family. Extremely. No, three, I think. No. Wait, who are the three? I think it's just two. I think it's just my mom and my grandma. How about the other one? It's your mother. My mom and my grandma are the, they're the ones who cover face. My brother and I remember who he really is and I'm like, no.
00:48:17
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But my mother didn't listen to grandma. Wait, hold on. Why are you trying to defend? Don't listen to them. Don't listen to them. Do any of you listen to them? No. I don't know. But the thing is, my entire family, though, we all know that we give up and we're petty, like all of us. There's only two nice people who like... I'm about to say, I'm about to say Brie or Natalie, but that's what I call Brie. I'm just not nice to you.
00:48:45
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Anyway, I have another question. I have another question. No, it's a fun question. It's a fun question. Fine. Fine. Not you waving this cookout lighter in my face. Oh my god. He's giving human torch. Oh my god. What?
00:49:10
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I mean, you know, it is what it is. I wake up three days before your birthday. Oh, my God. I know. Oh, my God. Wow. I just asked my question. Ask your question. But also keep your friends for your birthday.
00:49:33
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All right. Keep my friends from my birthday specifically. Okay. Anyway, I have a fun question and I feel like y'all might need to take a minute to think about it. Okay. The question is, shut up. The question is if your past 10 years
00:49:58
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as well as the next 10 years had a theme or a title to a memoir. What would those two themes or titles be? If any of them come to you, feel free to share. But for the past 10 years is one, and the next 10 years is another. What would you like to manifest for the next 10? Oh. OK. I got the one for the next 10 years.
00:50:28
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Give it. Yeah. The next 10 years is. Hmm, that does sound cool if I do it back to back. All right. Pop out and pop off. Oh, that's that's all right. You know, that's what I'm saying. I know I'm it's really giving pop the fuck out and any just also pop off like, you know, towards purpose. You're like, oh, do your thing. And if you need to get a little book,
00:50:57
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you know, clear out that throat chakra and pop off where you need to. Period. We're not going to be giving. Read, get them together. We're not going to be doing, I could have said that. I shouldn't have said that. If shit needs to be popped off on, then I need to. That's that on that. Because I already know that. That's my younger self. She really
00:51:21
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for in the name of uh defending who she was every now and then she would have popped just a little bit and now I've been on the you know what maybe it's not worth it maybe I won't say I'm not doing it no more um the last 10 years would be bitch you're doing a good job
00:52:00
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Yeah, yeah. So yeah, that's my those are my themes. Right.
00:52:08
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Okay, I think the last 10 years, because I'm thinking about my, so you said I'm thinking because I'll be 30 December, so I'm thinking my 20s. Yes. So I would say I asked for help, did not. That is these 10 years. And if the next 10 years are going to be, but did it work though? Because I literally feel like I have done
00:52:35
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I've asked for help. I've been on my ass. I have been humbled in the worst ways. And I also think that like the help wasn't just like, oh, I need like to survive. It was like emotional hope. It was therapy. It was victim relationships. It was, you know, adjusting situations. Like my friendships, it was help from my friends, right? It was a lot of those things that kind of went into like making sure I made it to 30. So I'm like, okay, but did the help work though?
00:53:04
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Like, did the things you did, like, did the folks that supported you, like, did the fun, like, did it work? Are you gonna be able to thrive in the next 10 years, based off of the work you did in your 20s? Um, yeah. I feel like... Okay, for some... I was thinking of songs, so maybe I should oppose this to y'all, and if you would also like to add a song to either of the things as a thing.
00:53:33
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Cause I was thinking of songs, song titles slash like just like overall themes of songs. For some reason, I feel like both eras I'm drawn to a seat at the table, right? I think the last 10 years are very much giving to Cranes in the Sky weary. Okay. Not weary.
00:54:01
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Cause I'm really just thinking, like, you know, I turned 28 this week. Um, thinking of my 18 year old self, like coming fresh out of high school to now is just like, just the constant, just everything that I, I was told that I needed to do in order to be in a better place that I felt like I should be by now. And it's just, bitch, I'm weary of the ways of the world. Cause it didn't work out that way.
00:54:30
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try to drink it away, it didn't work out that way. But I think that not just, okay, the vision, I have it, right? So for the next 10 years, I think that it's not just making a seat at the table, but like making my own table. So giving more like rise, the glories in you, because
00:54:59
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Yeah, because I'm just like, I would like for the next 10 years for me to look back and say like I was in a place where I was like making and creating the things that I needed for myself and not just like doing the things that people told me that I should be doing in adulthood and running myself ragged while doing so. Because I'm like, bitch, I don't know who's getting, I don't know who's getting a house. I don't know who's like, you know,
00:55:27
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doing all of these sorts of things that folks have said that I need to be doing like by right now but I would like to believe the glories in myself and that I'm going to you know make that table for myself instead of just listening to others. Any other thoughts? I don't have a
00:55:55
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You don't have to have songs right now, but honestly, first song that comes to my mind is maybe Knuck at the Book will be my next.
00:56:08
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I love that. It activates me and I want to be activated. I have like a girl I guess thing related to songs and fighting. So we're gonna come back later. I only have one song for like the current 10 years. Okay. And that is 4-5 seconds with Brianna.
00:56:34
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That is the calmest alcohol song I've ever had in my life. I feel like, I think I've had enough. I might get a little drunk. And if I say, I might do a little time. And all of my kindness is taken for weakness. I mean, I was like, wow, so drag me all through my 20s. That's it. All through my 20s. I need you to do the stage play with that song.
00:57:02
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It's the way you just- No, it is like a monologue. Yes. I think. I think so. Yes! Excuse me, Maya Angelou. Yes. I might get a little drunk. Oh my God. I think this on my mind, I will do a little time. Do a little time. Maybe I'll do a little clink, like sound effects of all of my kindness.
00:57:32
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was taken for a weakness. Oh my God. This is a type of dance that the audience can't see. And then in the back, it has to be a huge clock, like, oh, like just as big as the comfy couch, the big comfy couch, but like on the wall. That is so nice. Yeah, I know. But it's intricate. It's a good thing. It's one last question. OK, yeah, it's one last question.
00:58:01
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Um, okay. So there is this like quote that is said that, um, like you are who you needed when you were younger. Um, and with that, I'm like, I didn't say that you have to be, but there's also a part of it that that could be true. Um, and if that is true,
00:58:27
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then the question that I have is what do you think your younger self, your inner child would say to the adults or mature or older version of you now? So what would the inner child say to the older version? I think that, I think especially because I work with young people that I kind of am, that are like very similar to my younger self, like into anime and manga, into like science fiction, into like,
00:58:55
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just being authentically your whole nerdy self. I kind of get reminded of this sometimes. So whether it's just like dressing a particular way that I'm not afraid to dress, and that when you got adult money, you could just do whatever you want. You could just do whatever you want. You could just do whatever you want. Ain't nobody going to say no action with me. Who buying a suit? A suit?
00:59:21
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I literally don't own any like a pants, a jeans, a jeans skirt. No. Not a blouse or a button up. No. I love the boots. Who said that? So yeah, I'd like to think that like my younger self, similar to like the young people I've worked with before, they would think that, you know, it's very cool. It's very cash money with me to be
00:59:52
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to be just not afraid to do all of the shit that I was afraid to talk about or do. There was a time in high school, when I was in high school, I just took a break from anime and manga. I just stopped because I didn't really have a lot of people to share it with. I didn't really talk about reading fanfiction or just all of the nerdy stories that I wanted to write or just really how much I wanted to write.
01:00:21
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Um, but I feel like, yeah, I would hope that my younger self would think that it's really cool with me for like, not unabashedly, just doing all of the, all of the things that interest me. Yeah. Sorry, I was, I was locked into a thought and it was also me smiling. Um, I think my younger self would
01:00:51
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Um, be really happy with the fact that I locked into art and I am an artist. And then I've done the things that, um, many times that version of self, so like the younger self was often, oftentimes having to push back on like these ideas and like being an artist, like it's not a real thing or it's not a real job. And like,
01:01:17
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so much of the time of my younger self was spent pushing back or just being frustrated with the fact that like, I love it. So why can't I do it? That doesn't make sense. So there was a lot of like tension happening with me wanting to really just be an artist when I was younger. And I feel like that version of me would look at me now and just be like, like, I'm just so grateful that you
01:01:45
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you didn't give up on that. And I'm grateful that like, you're still giving yourself space to thrive. Like outside of the ideas of making money, like, or outside of the ideas of what somebody else would say is okay. So that is like the the maybe the calm version of you saying I think my younger self would be like, wow, bitch, you're really
01:02:15
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doing it. Yeah. So yeah, that's what I could think of. That version of me would just be really proud of the fact that I really need to fuck off with this kind of shit. Period. I don't think my younger version of me would have nice things to say.
01:02:47
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I was very critical of myself, even when I was that age, I think trying to wanting to fit in, knowing that I wouldn't, you know, like having interests, but like not really cultivating them very well. Cause I was so concerned about, you know, getting my ass beat or whatever. And I think just feeling very like lonely, right?
01:03:17
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I think that I, like my childhood was very, it was very lonely to be the only queer, to be the only, you know, gay, whatever. And even after like high school, like there were people that were outright, I also remember feeling still very isolated and very like by myself.
01:03:41
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And I was very hard on myself about my own experiences, even though those things really had nothing to do with me all the way. I was bitching in high school, but you know, name a gay that wasn't. But like, name a gay that wasn't. But no, I still think that even in that like, I just was very critical of everything that I did. I was very hard on myself. I was very tough on myself. I was very,
01:04:07
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um mean to myself and so I think the things that my childhood stuff would say now would also be very mean um and maybe not mean but critical right like I was like thinking like damn bitch you ain't you ain't figured out yet and I'm like oh shit like no but none of us have but like I think that like
01:04:33
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That boy, like that child, you know, also probably needs a warm, tender hug internally, right? And some talking to. But yeah, I don't think my childhood self is impressed. I think my childhood self probably wanted some more.
01:04:55
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And maybe a little disappointed because like I didn't take the more artistic route that I wanted. Like I didn't get into music. I didn't get into singing or like acting or dancing. I didn't do that. I went a different route because I let other people talk me into what my purpose should have been or what my work should have been versus me saying this is what I want to do. So I mean, there's probably some disappointment there because of that, but yeah, yeah.
01:05:20
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ID. I was going to say, do you feel like there's something that you yourself now would like to say to your older self? Or like, not your older self, say to my younger self? No, no, no. Instead of going backwards, not going backwards. I'm saying going forward to your future self. I mean, so me now saying something to my future self. Yes. Oh, um,
01:05:49
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I think I would say, I think I'm saying it. I would say that we didn't figure it out, but it's still a really great ride. And if you don't like it, change it.
01:06:08
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If you get, if you get 10 years into this grad school shit or you start, you like your professor, you're like, bitch, I still want to be a musician. I still want to go back and pick up my sax. So I still want to like become a choreographer. I want to, I want to be like a background dancer for, I don't know who the fuck. Go, go do it. If that's something that you still feel like you want to do, go.
01:06:25
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Yeah. Even if you don't end up being the most popular or the most successful, right? I think it's more also about you doing something that brings you a level of joy that maybe something else hasn't. So yeah, girl, girl. Go on, girl. Is that a real song? I think so. Nice. Sorry. Sorry to bring that energy into the space. That was the first thing I thought of. I'm sorry.
01:06:56
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Back to back. What is it? A hatfish? Have I ever seen one? Oh, my God. Oh, my God. A hatfish. What did he say, Andy? Hair stand up on the back of his neck. Where? On the back of his scalp? Where? It's not standing anywhere. Oh, my God. Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to make this neo-centric. Oh, well, that was a beautiful question. Thank you for offering that. Not an offer to the space.
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01:07:26
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Adulment is ghetto, but I'm glad, yeah, I'm glad we closed the door. What? Oh my god, I'm just trying to segue into the next thing. I'm not even in my altar right now. I'm leaving near my altar. I'm disappointed. Well, I don't know. So here we are at our last segment called Girl I Guess.
01:07:52
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got some, got some things to discuss. So first of all, so first of all, I have something to share and then I have a question. So I don't know if you all saw the video. I know we dragged Erykah Badu, so sorry, trigger warning for mentioning Erykah Badu, I don't know. But at an Erykah Badu concert recently, this video surfaced
01:08:22
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spirit. She is singing. She's like going into window seat. But then these two girls in the audience start fighting. It's like Erica is like, how y'all doing out there? Y'all all right? Did you just see these people?
01:08:43
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Can she see them? Is it in the front? I don't think she could see them, but it is so hilarious that that is the commentary that she's giving while singing the song. So she is melodically still singing window seat, and this girl is getting her ass beat. So the question I had, so we know songs that we like to tussle to.
01:09:07
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What do you think is the worst song to get your ass beat to? What do you think is the worst song to get it? Oh my God. Oh my God. And the girl's a boop, boop, boop, boop, boop. Yes, in the audience. I don't know what happened. I don't think she could see it, but she is just on Sarah Cronin.
01:09:36
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just crooning through it all. And I guess, so this was my question to y'all. What do y'all think is the worst song for you to do? Take me to the king. Take me to the king. Oh no. Imagine this girl is just dragging your weave. By the way, hair queen brings on the ground.
01:10:05
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The man is the bride. The man is the bride. The man is the bride. The man is the bride. The man is the bride. The man is the bride. The man is the bride. The man is the bride.
01:10:25
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That would be the work. Me and God would really have to talk. I feel like you have to. I feel like if any gospel song, I feel like I would have to have a conversation. Because like, why would you let me get done like that? Why would this be for your name? This does not look like God's will. Something went wrong in somebody's prayer. Somebody's altered and done something wrong. That's not God. That just hurts.
01:11:05
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It's so funny. I would absolutely recommend looking it up. It's so funny. I also don't know who did the girl come for to say who she was when I beat up. I don't know. I don't know who did it. Somebody else posted a video. First of all, I would never. I would never. Because I don't think it's like super clear like seeing their faces or nothing. It's just like one girl on the ground and like the other one is like over her like in the eye hole. What? The girls aren't writing. I don't know. I have no idea.
01:11:19
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Tyrell, do you have a... Do you have?
01:11:33
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I don't know. That's what I said. I don't know. What is there to fight about at an Erykah Badru concert? I don't know, but the aunties. What could it be? Not aunties. They were aunties. I don't know. I couldn't really tell. I couldn't really tell because I couldn't see their faces. I would imagine it's like aunties to like our age, like millennials at this concert.
01:11:53
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I'm just like, why? We're too old to be getting into a hustle. That is what I'm saying. The stage being burnt there. I really don't know. I don't know. You know when she says that whole like this, um, the instance and something can turn to coke 45. And you can do points real quick.
01:12:21
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That's what that was giving. It was definitely giving, that turned into more. Oh my god, okay y'all. So okay, I have a song. Okay, sure. It's a song and it's a story. So I always have been, like I would never want to get beat up. So the song, so the song is moment for life.
01:12:44
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But I'ma tell you why. Yes, but I'ma tell you why. Because in my head, because in my head when that song is playing, I'm accepting an award or something. I'm doing something big. It's my birthday or something.
01:13:06
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That is a highlight moment. I could totally see it. I could cross the stage accepting the award.
01:13:26
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It's giving Euphoria with Maddie and Cassie. Oh my god, that was great. I know it's fantastic. I'm going on the stage right now. It's a whole bunch of this bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch. The diamonds off the outfit.
01:13:47
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My birthday party, I'm turning 40, I'm so happy I got this really cute dress. Hair fucked up, makeup smudged, dress was ripped to the face. I had like a poof on, so the skirt that ripped out of the middle is ruined. I just, you know what I'm saying? Imagine we're in a bar.
01:14:11
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So I'm gonna play, imagine if a friend would play, oh, this is your song, bitch. And then I give you the song. Oh my god. This is your song, bitch. Oh, oh, oh.
01:14:28
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Oh man. I have a couple that I'm thinking of. I can't pick one definitively. I'm thinking like, how terrible would it feel to get your SB to like a Stevie Wonder song? Oh my gosh. Any Stevie Wonder song. Like, maybe like, I don't even know, just like a studio Ghibli song, something from like Howl's Moving Castle soundtrack, something like,
01:14:54
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something like kamasi washington something like very chill i just i'm just thinking of the opposite energy i'm thinking of the opposite energy and i feel like but that's what i'm saying i feel like it would be so wild
01:15:10
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to just have this like jazzy instrumental just like happening in the background. See that's giving chaos because when he does the really loud saxophone thing and then it's hot. I feel like that's just yeah. Why was my first thought, you said jazz and my first thought was Edith and Tim and Samul. Oh no. Hey you just
01:15:44
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Yeah, I feel like there are definitely some songs that would be ruined for me if that were to happen.
01:15:50
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Um, but that's hilarious. Um, if, if it ever comes up, then we find out who those, those women are. I will share because I just, I really want to know what they're fighting about. I really do want to know what would make them. Everybody, everybody is high and everybody literally don't know what you can be so bothered about. Like it couldn't even wait until outside. It couldn't wait. It couldn't wait.
01:16:16
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The girls are high and the girls are like burning stage of Palo Santo. The girls are, you know, kumbaya in and doing their whole set together because they're about to. What is the beef? Yeah, I really. What is this? Someone says when I was a short key, is there with them? That's what I'm saying. I'm embarrassed. And they're asked. Oh, my God. Yeah.
01:16:43
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Um, next thing. Um, so, uh, Quinta Brunson has made history becoming the first black woman to receive three comedy Emmy nominations. Amazing. She is nominated for Outstanding Comedy Series with Abbott Elementary as well as indie actress.
01:17:02
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In a comedy and writing for a comedy series, not only that, Quintet is the youngest black woman ever nominated in the comedy acting category. Give her all the awards. Give her all, I want her that cast to act, I want to fucking everybody. I really need them to sleep in. I need all of them to get. Surely Ralph should have been chucking out for a fucking day. The mother of Moesha. Of Moesha.
01:17:29
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has not gotten into the awards.
01:17:36
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She just posted Viola Davis and Angela Bassett. Need to get what the fuck they just said. I'm tired of playing with y'all. Wade next, he'll show me Angela Bassett's moment. That's one. Wade was talking about, um, Rosa Parks, uh, her and, um, Biggie's mother. What's the word? What's the word? See, um, the one about Tina Turner. Uh, what's the word about Tina? Where was the, where, another TV show, but where was the Oscar?
01:18:04
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I was looking for movies, right? Where was the Oscar? Yes. Where was the fucking Oscar? I thought she could sing when I watched that movie because I was younger. We all did. I was like, y'all did? What did he actually sing? We all thought that. It wasn't done at all. It wasn't at all. But I was going to share just some of the Emmy nominations are out. So you can see all the nominees below. Or if you look it up.
01:18:30
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But several that are standing out. So for Outstanding Drama Series, they have Better Call Saul, Euphoria, Ozark, which I never watched. Severance, which is really good. Bitches gotta get into it. I heard it was good. It is very good. It's a mind fuck. Squid Game, Stranger Things. Succession was so fucking good. And Yellow Jackets, which is awesome. I don't think it was good. Yeah. I think it's all Hulu.
01:19:00
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perhaps if I didn't want. Is it? No, it's on Paramount. No, it's on Paramount. Yeah. For outstanding comedy series along with Abbott Elementary is Berry, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Hacks, which is really good. The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel,
01:19:18
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only murders in the building. Only murders in the building is so good. I've not started it. I haven't gotten into it yet. I would say that Selena Gomez in a role like this, I love this for her. Okay. I love this for her. I'll give it a go. I'll give it a go. As well as Ted Lasso and what we do in the shadows.
01:19:36
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Wait, I don't know what to choose. Wait, okay, okay. I haven't used it for me. I'm like, I don't know. Hacks is close. Hacks is close. Hacks is really good. Let me see, okay. What we do in the shadows is fucking amazing. I've never watched that. Get into it. You always like, you like this, you know, I feel like you would get into it. What we do in the shadows is fucking good. And okay, so.
01:20:03
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I missed one. You know what we doing? The challenge is really good. I said Ted Lasso only merch. Ted Lasso is also really good.
01:20:10
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I don't know, this is stiff competition. It's the best. It's very stacked this year. It's very stacked. It means the one where people are supposed to vote, like the humans are supposed to, or is it that Academy type thing? We don't vote for any of these things, girl. I know that the voting really doesn't mean anything, but I just know that the feeling of it seems like it means something. Yeah, we don't vote at all. It's the Academy, whoever, whatever. They're always picking some... I mean, not them, but...
01:20:40
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Austin is always picking some shit nobody's ever seen before. For outstanding lead actress in a drama, Jodi Comair for Killing Eve, Laura Linney for Ozark, Melanie Linsky for Yellow Jackets, who was like the lead woman in Yellow Jackets, Sandra O for Killing Eve, Reese Witherspoon for The Morning Show, and Zendaya for Euphoria. So Euphoria season two was not
01:21:08
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But they're like, hmm. All right. Zendaya performances are always stellar. I mean, like, they should always be. The writing wasn't. Yeah. There's just a lot of open-ended parts that I'm confused about. Zendaya's really many episodes where I will have deep anger towards the, what's his name? The white man. I love it. Which one? I was like, yeah. The one that does those, like, interviews at the end, like,
01:21:36
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And he'll be talking to the actress. Oh, like, um, the nigga, the creator of you. Yes. Sam. Sam. I'm like, yo, the way that he is obsessed with trauma. And not just that the way that like you, like you're the only writer in the room. So the first season was very well done. You're going to have to get more writers because otherwise you going downhill, baby.
01:22:01
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I definitely said, I definitely said that like, you know, the season was like less focused on Ru's character, which like Ru is the best part of the show. Like it's a dance performance, it's the best part of the show. Like the first season was great because it focused on her, but now it's just, he's doing a lot and it doesn't seem like he knows what he's doing. We're also, he wrote Kat's character basically off the show and we've always hated that. Yeah, there was a lot of like,
01:22:28
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Right. I know. I know that. I must say, so the person, the actors that played, what is it, Barbie Ferreira? Barbie, yeah. She never said anything. And I feel like she should, because what I, because she, like, so there was a lot of like her, like a lot of people like, oh, on set, she was rude and she walked off set.
01:22:46
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But then I heard, like, the other people. I heard she, like, got injured on set. Right. So I heard she got injured on set. But I also heard that they had a conversation. I heard being like, I don't think that this is, like, my character element. Like, from this, like, from last season, going from my, I accept my body. I think I'm sexy to, like, this season. I have early disorder. Doesn't make any sense. Yeah. And I'm going to gaslight my boyfriend. I'm with him. And now I'm gaslighting him and not even communicating with him. Yeah. And playing with him.
01:23:14
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Well, my dad didn't even make any sense. Then he ends up getting more of like a main character role at a certain point. Right. What the fuck is going on? For what? Yeah. I'm like, what? For outstanding lead, actress, and comedy. So we do have Quinta for Abbott. We also have Rachel Brausnuhun for the Marvelous Ms. Maisel. I can't say the name.
01:23:39
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Kaylee Cuoco for the flight attendant. I love the flight attendant. Elle Fanning for the great. Come on, Dakota's little sister. Right. Oh, there's another one. Successful. It's not a success.
01:23:54
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i need dakota to get back into acting i really want to complain about dakota i thought she said i thought she said she's having she's getting married she's having a kid leave her the fuck alone yes so this started like six seven that's she did she didn't give us a lot of good a lot of she she was growing it's fine i did it
01:24:12
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Breathe like, what the fuck? It's like Dakota and like Anna Sofia Rob. Like those were like my white girls. I was just like, yeah. Then Issa Rae for Insecure and then Jean Smart for Hex. I'm a lead actress. For lead actor in a comedy, you have Donald Glover for Atlanta, Bill Hader for Barry.
01:24:35
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Nicholas Holt for the great Steve Martin for Only Murders, Martin Short for Only Murders, and then Jason Sudeikis for Ted Lasso. Jason Sudeikis really did. For Outstanding Supporting Actress in a Comedy. I mean, you know, I'm just hitting the highlights. I'm almost done. I'm almost done.
01:25:02
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Outstanding because there are more Abbott nominees. So I wanted to love it. All right. So outstanding supporting actress in a comedy series. There are actually a lot of these. So Alex Borsten for the Marvelous Ms. Maisel. Hannah Einbinder for Hacks. Janelle James for Abbott Elementary. Kate McKinnon for that.
01:25:28
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Sarah Niles for Ted Lasso. Cheryl Lee Ralph for Abbott Elementary. Do you know Temple for Ted Lasso and Hannah Weddiness?
01:25:38
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I need for Janelle or Cheryl Lee Ralph to get it. Not to point about, so here's my other thing. They're in the category together, what can I do? I don't know. Yeah, no, it's that. I'm like, they're in the category together and they're about with me. That's a thick competition. It's a lot. But I'm also like, one of the people I noticed that didn't get a nomination, that I feel like should have gotten a nomination from the cast. Hear me out. Byron? He got one. Hear me out.
01:26:06
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It's the white teacher with the boyfriend. It's to hear me out, but you don't even have to explain too much because he really has me sold on the- He was literally every white teacher or American teacher that I was- I was sold on the character. But I was like, how did y'all miss? No, but when his boyfriend-
01:26:30
Speaker
And he was like, absolutely is pronounced Zach. When she was like, you date him. All the time. All the time. Bitch, wait, wait, I thought about to see what you there was laughing at.
01:27:08
Speaker
I don't know how long you know, I don't know how TVs and all of these things are gonna be like locked in the way that they are and
01:27:15
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I would like Abbott Elementary on a DVD so that I can have it and watch it in like 20 years and have access. Because you know how Netflix, they're going to have something for five minutes and then be like, all right, we can take it off. I need Abbott to last to my grandkids. I need to see the show.
01:27:33
Speaker
I can't just talk about it and it be a myth. I need them to watch. Not a myth. I'm sending her a DM to say, can we please get this on Blu-ray? Definitely Messenger. So my question is where are you getting this Blu-ray DVD player from? Will that exist in the future?
01:27:55
Speaker
you just come back the same way record players then came back and they overpriced me now they sell them at Urban Outfitters they can sell some not sell them at Urban Outfitters they do though but they do yo their records they're cost 20 to 50 dollars oh my gosh are y'all well i found lemonade in somebody's uh little shop for 12 dollars and i didn't get it but i should have
01:28:18
Speaker
I shop at a record shop in Newark that all of the records are a dollar. No matter what they have, I have a Missy Elliott record. I have an American Blige record. As you should. I really do. I have house music. I have gospel. I don't have deep inside yet, but I got fired up. Yeah, I got that on record.
01:28:45
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Um, yeah. And then Tyler James Williams is also nominated for supporting actor in the copy series. So lots, lots going on. I don't know when the Emmys actually takes place. Somebody let me know. But, uh, we'll see. We'll see. Uh, if the homies at Abbott get it. Um, I'm absolutely ignoring everything that's happening on my screen right now.
01:29:07
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Um, the last thing I actually wanted to pose to y'all, if there's anything new that you've watched, read, or like to recommend and gush about, um, I did finish Stranger Things. It was very fucking long, but, but I thought it was good. I thought it was pretty good. It was better than last season.
01:29:28
Speaker
um it's the way you said it's very fucking long you did it like what it's because every episode is like at least an hour and a half like it's fucking damn it's so it's a movie like every episode is a fucking movie yes um you said what did they do the game of thrones like every last episode i mean well the hbl typically does like an hour
01:29:52
Speaker
um episodes and then like towards the finale's um Game of Thrones got like longer but yeah Stranger Things Netflix was just like I'm gonna throw all of the money that we have into Stranger Things but I'm like y'all have one more season so what happens when it's over like I don't anyway
01:30:11
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Um, but yeah, go watch it. Um, Ella's doing a damn thing. Don't know why Mike is around. Um, he doesn't really ask. Why are you the first, you're like the fourth person I've heard that's dragged? Because Mike doesn't do anything in the whole season. And I'm like, y'all gon' have to like, do something. Did you know what they said was gay? No. I'm about to say it's why he's there. I'm about to say it's Mike the one that's gay. That's why he's there. No, Will is the one.
01:30:36
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But the other thing I would recommend, there is this very cute movie with a cute animated movie with a black girl at the league called The Sea Beast that's on Netflix. So I'm going to plug it to whoever will listen. You should go watch The Sea Beast. It's giving a little bit like how to train your dragon.
01:30:55
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Yeah, it's very cute. It's about like this girl who joins this band of like monster hunters, pirates, people that sail around fighting these monsters. It also gives a little bit of like anti-imperialism messaging, like anti-colonialism, just like fuck the monarchy messaging at the end. It's very creepy.
01:31:17
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Um, so yeah, I would recommend, um, love that the black girl's hair is like actually animated with what it looks like wet and dry. Like, yeah. It takes time for her hair to dry. Like it's very realistic for like what it looks like. And they're not doing that thing they used to do where a black girl would come out of the water and then they would have her hair go straight to this weird ass fro like a millisecond. I'm like, no.
01:31:44
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I can put it into a bus before I get home to watch it. I got my edges bad. Okay, anyway. But yeah, opening up for folks. I know that you saw P-Valley. I don't know if you want to make that. Down in the valley. Girls, get ready. Oh my gosh. Shake it. One, two, three, four.
01:32:14
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I'm also gonna... I'm also gonna take a whole day to class now. Please don't talk too much about it, because that's literally what I'm about to do right now. Okay, well, how are we supposed to do this? Oh, well, I didn't know. I was like, spoiling this for me. I was like, spoiling this for me. No, look at that. No, I don't. I have not watched any of the show. I was just like, I really want to know what's happening. I don't know what's happening. I've only seen episode one and episode five. Michelle, you're gonna have to... Okay. Well then, any other...
01:32:46
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any other contributions, things that you've been in? I was gonna say, I love P-Valley and that's what I'm going to watch literally right now. So I'm, okay, I'm not, she says, Shelly, you are killing me. Okay, so this last episode. We could save it. Here's the issue though, cause I don't trust Shelly to watch your other episodes either. I'm literally going to, I'm,
01:33:15
Speaker
when we get off of this. Okay. All right. Ain't no rush, but like, you know, I'm trying to go. I'm like, help, help, send him. So I, oh my gosh, I hate this for me. I'm going to say this. So those of the, of the, as you eight followers, if the four of you watch me value, that's great. I,
01:33:47
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This last episode broke my heart in a lot of different ways. And it was, I didn't even say that. This is dramatic. Okay, so y'all can't see each other, but they cut the camera off being extra. Okay, all right, I'm not doing this. I'm here. It was a lie. And I...
01:34:11
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It was very well done. I will say that the acting was superb. I'm also going to say this, this second season of pizza, I thought the first season was amazing. They are topping the first season. So I have no, I don't see awards for a P Valley this next award season. I have not seen P Valley nominated for anything. Somebody get mad.
01:34:31
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Have they been nominated? I don't think so. No, I don't think any of them have been nominated for anything. But I don't understand. The season of the, I mean, the acting, the performances, the trails. It's giving. And I'm telling you now, this episode, the episode six, the episode five, I think it was episode six. Matter of fact, episode one, I mean, until you watch episode five,
01:34:59
Speaker
Episode five was also very well done. I need... Miss Mississippi needs a motherfucking something. Because that episode was so... That shit was... Why? Can we talk about it really quick though? Wody being the angel of death? And nobody said anything about it? No one said anything about it. I was like... I mean, the way that he killed... Oh my... Oh my... He walked out that room and was like...
01:35:28
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No, the best part is the slow dance. You look them in their eyes and be like, I mean, every now and then, like.
01:35:37
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And he had made, he had made a comment and he made a comment. It was like, he used to be grateful because everybody, everybody doesn't get walked through their deaths like this. Everybody doesn't get, doesn't get the grace to like, die like this. Most people die on their own by themselves. Well, you know, without warning, he was like, you should be lucky. And I said he, not him being the angel of, and I mean, he works at a funeral home owner, how long have us missed it? But like, I definitely was like,
01:36:04
Speaker
And Diamond trying to ask me a root worker? I'm saying you need to think about right before you die. It's right now. It's happening. And Diamond being a root worker? Wait, Diamond. Oh, the one that used to fuck with Mississippi. The one that missed me for the gun I owned at the end of the last week. I know, but Diamond being a root worker. Did you not see that episode yet? No, I've only seen two episodes. You said one in five. But it wasn't anyway. You said up to six. One in five. That was in episode one, I think.
01:36:33
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I'm not paying attention. I don't remember that, but I'm getting suited. I'm going to move back and around. No, next episode.
01:36:42
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I'm a piece of it. OK. All right. Y'all heard it here. Right. But yes, I'm watching P-Valley. It's amazing. I'm also watching American Gods. It's canceled, so I'm making a choice. But it's also really, really good. I just finished reading The Death of Vivek Oji, which is a book. I don't want to mispronounce their name because I'm not trash, but it's also the same author who wrote Freshwater.
01:37:13
Speaker
They have a couple other books. They have another book called Pet, which I also read, which was fucking wild. And The Death of a Vek OG is also really good. I recommend it as a good read. I don't want to get too much into the department stuff, but I will say that it's also a one in which I think if you're going through some trauma, it's a really good one to work through, especially around death and mourning and feelings of loss. Yeah.
01:37:39
Speaker
And yeah, I think that's all the media stuff I'm consuming, besides even back on Instagram, and that's trash, but I mean, other than that, that seems to be it. What about you, Shelly? What about you, Michelle? Or that's two of us. I don't know where the reaction from for real. I think my presence on this show is now come to an end for this episode.
01:38:09
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because I am not going to be disrespected and played in my face multiple times. And so for all those who are listening, I believe this will be the last time you hear it from me. Wow! Because at this moment, I can't. I cannot with being called by my name. Not my name in this moment. And did you harmonize your name?
01:38:39
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It is the name that my mother gave me because what I really want to be called is the name my mother wanted to name me before my HR father was like, she's not going to get a job when she got that name. What name? That name is going to be Lachey. I was like, what are you talking about? My name is Lachey.
01:39:09
Speaker
So I rather that, but also I'm watching P-Valley. That's all I'm going to give to this. I don't have anything else to really say. I binge watched Naomi, which I thought was a great time as well. I've heard good things about that show. Is it really good? I love Naomi. I'm trying to think what happens. Naomi is also something I feel like I deeply relate to because I have this, like,
01:39:37
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whole collective of Black folks with powers that I just watch a lot of the things. So that's like Children of Blood and Bone or like reading them too. So Children of Blood and Bone. Like I will watch Black Lightning. I watch any show where Black people essentially have powers and Naomi is really doing it. Like Raising Dion, all of them. Raising Dion is not great. Well, I'm not going to say. I love the original pitch. I just like, I love the original pitch too.
01:40:06
Speaker
I really just like the, um, I didn't watch the second season, but I really, I just like watching them. But Naomi, I think Naomi is great because based on the show, Naomi is the most powerful person like to ever exist. Um,
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01:40:32
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I was going to say,
01:40:34
Speaker
there's going to be another show that I feel like you'll be into where there is a character, well okay, you have to be like into the the marvel verse uh show so oh well but okay no no no no no but I feel like you're gonna watch this so the the black panther 2 movie I think is coming out at some point in the next year I don't know anything further but I thought it was I thought it was the end of this year like in November
01:41:03
Speaker
supposedly but i haven't they haven't shared they haven't shared a lot about it so i'm feeling a little nervous to be honest i don't know i feel a little nervous about that so i'm just gonna say over in the next 365 days damn it'll come out but
01:41:23
Speaker
In that movie, I believe, is when this other character named Ironheart is going to be introduced. And Ironheart is a Black girl who's smart as fuck. And in the comics that's created, she was a character that was created in 2016, I believe. And yeah, she becomes one of Tony Stark's proteges. She makes her own Iron Man suit.
01:41:51
Speaker
And he like, is just like, Oh, well, I'm fucking, I'll fucking give you the resources. Like take a fucking iron, iron man suit, whatever the fuck. Um, she let go. She's like 15 or 16 and goes to M M Y P or M M I T whatever. But, um, yeah, she's going to have her own show. So I feel like in a similar vein, um, folks would be into that.
01:42:15
Speaker
But yeah, that's just another thing that will be coming out at some point when Marvel is done putting out fucking a million shows at a time. Are we Marvel already? Damn. I don't know. I didn't watch Miss Marvel yet. I haven't. I don't know if there's anything else I missed, but yeah. I know they put what's it called on Disney Plus.
01:42:41
Speaker
The last The Last of the Strength movie in The Most First Madness, that's on Disney Plus now. Oh, yeah. Yeah, I saw that. I saw that. Shelly, what is happening? Can you come back, please? We're going to wrap it up. That's all for a girl, I guess. Are you? Wow. Are you? Please. Wow. That's all for girl, I guess. Yeah, maybe we should make a playlist about those songs. I feel like we should as a promotional thing.
01:43:08
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um what bar a bar anyone that was in the podcast yeah we can do that for you yeah take taking to the king is first and then yeah um but yeah so that's all i have um no wait before we go before i forget for those of for those of you who who those of you who think gospel music that's gone too far
01:43:32
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I hate y'all so much. Niggas! Okay, for those of you who love Bob's Burgers and didn't get a chance to see the movie in theaters, it is now on Hulu. Bitch, I'm gonna watch it again because that was a terrible experience that I had in the movie theater. I cannot complain enough about the family that was in there because... I heard. Bitch. I heard.
01:43:55
Speaker
It was me, a couple of other patrons, and this family that was sitting in front. Whole time, babies running up and down the aisles, people going back and forth with their phone lights on. It's not that fucking dark in the theater. You don't need to turn your phone light on to get to your seat, but they're doing all of that. They're talking through it all, telling the babies to shut up, but the babies don't actually shut up. So it's just a lot. Babies is squealing, and they're not taking the kids out of the space. It was not a great time.
01:44:24
Speaker
So I will be watching maybe that movie again tonight. Thank you so much. I was gonna
Adulthood Challenges and Rest
01:44:31
Speaker
send it to you, but I logged into Hulu today and it says the Bob's Burgers movie and I thought it was a joke and I clicked on it and it was, and it went to play and I was like, ah, I'm fucking cheating. Did you watch it already or no? No. Okay. I didn't. Okay. No. Yeah. Not, at least not. Well, I did go to the movie to finally go see it, but it was like,
01:44:55
Speaker
Yeah. It's on Hulu now, just in case you didn't know. Yeah. So any other final thoughts before we go? Any thoughts about adulthood? Your past? Future selves? Anything like that? I'm still in therapy for a reason, y'all. Y'all heard some real shit here today from me, so... Still in therapy. Heard. That's why I'm still going.
01:45:26
Speaker
Yeah, adulting. You know, I'm just gonna lock in with play and for the things that are not worth it, I'm usually gonna take a nap. Get the fuck out of here for a second and go time travel somewhere else for a little second. So shout out to the nap ministry.
01:45:53
Speaker
because that's where I will be as I continue to age. I will be outside playing and sleeping, like a kindergarten. That's really it. That's where it's at. I might get some play-doh, but it smells a little funny, so like a haratunna. Play-doh does that. Like a kindergarten.
01:46:12
Speaker
It does. You can make your own album, apparently. The youth are about slime. Ooh, slime. Ooh, slime. I'm not really. It's the fact that I'm the youth. I'm as messy as fuck. It's the fact that you said slime at the same time. I know, but it just looks cool. It makes my size. I just can't. Ooh. OK. If I'm trying to eat. It's all OK. So OK. Yeah, great. All right. It's not all good. It's not all good. It's very descriptive. Yeah, I don't have anything else. Lean out of perfectionism.
01:46:42
Speaker
because, you know, adults be struggling and clearly don't know what they're doing. So, who are you trying to impress clearly? Really? I can't impress a bunch of people that don't know what they're doing. All the struggling adults who are also like, bitch, what's happening? Right. Don't know what we're doing at all. We're just floating on a ball in space. That's it. But we do like when somebody seems like they kind of got, we're like, ooh,
01:47:10
Speaker
You did that. That's good. That's good. A lot of times people be faking. They pretend like they know. I know, but at least you could take from it and be like, oh, that is, that is, that is. I think you got to watch out. You got to watch out sometimes because some people be acting like they know what the fuck is going on, but they don't know. And they're just people. Um, but yeah, that's, that's it for me. Don't get your ass beat at an Eric Abadu concert. They said don't do it. I'll say. Um, if someone wants to fight you and the audience.
01:47:42
Speaker
You don't want to get caught on like a recording. Well, you can't see her face though. So I think you're right. You never know. You know, unless you come forward and say it was me, I got beat up at the concert. I mean, I would never do that. I would give me a TV show and book deals. So I don't think I don't think.
01:48:03
Speaker
Niggas just don't laugh at you on the internet for getting your ass beat. And I don't want to be the person who's no forget my ass beat the window seat. So I'm not gonna do that. That's it. That's all I got. Let's get up out of here. Bye. Bye.
01:48:33
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Okay. See you later. Bye.