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66. Unlocking the Quantum with Antojai: Alchemy, Shadows, and Infinite Possibilities with Jaleen Aka IndiGold
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Welcome back babes! This week, I sit down with the incredible Jaleen, also known as IndiGold—a Twilight Shaman, Antojai Alchemist, author, and publisher. Get ready for a transformative conversation that explores quantum energy, shadow integration, and living in harmony with Gaia.
What You’ll Learn in This Episode:- Jaleen's Journey: From childhood experiences with spirit interactions to stepping into her power as an alchemist and coach.
- What is Antojai? Discover the core principles of this quantum reality-altering modality and how it differs from traditional Reiki.
- The Temple of Shadows: How facing our fears and releasing illusions helps us collapse time and manifest with ease.
- Shifting Resistance: Why meeting clients at their level of belief is vital and how neutrality transforms challenges into peace.
- Community and Gaia: The importance of sacred connection, open circles, and embodying oneness with the earth and its dimensions.
Jaleen also shares insights on self-care rituals, the importance of aligning with your energy, and how working with the Akashic Records and past lives can lead to profound healing and clarity.
Special Mentions:- Upcoming Open Circle Event on December 16th! Join Jaleen live to meditate, alchemize, and connect with a supportive community.
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This episode is packed with wisdom, actionable tools, and inspiration to help you embrace your own journey of self-discovery and empowerment. Tune in and expand your perception of what’s possible!
More about Jaleen:
Jaleen aka Shaman IndiGold is an Antojai Alchemist on an endless journey of learning, self empowerment, and self mastery. She is currently enrolled in the 2025 Ascended Mastery Apprenticeship Program with Axél Carrasquillo within the Antojai Ascension Academy and is always upgrading her knowledge to bring more value to her life and clients. Creating community and giving back to Great Grandmother Gaea are her core values. Her passion is to teach the next generation of Shaman how to empower themselves, bend reality, quantum jump, and so much more. Jaleen coaches and trains Antojai Students to unlock themselves and guides others to quantum shift their reality within the cellular and pixular structure in sessions and group circles. Sacred ME Discovery, Past Life Soul Cleansing & Integration, 12-Chakra & Elemental Balancing, Karma Cleansing, Neutrality, and Shadow Work are among Jaleen’s specialties. Jaleen also specializes in editing and publishing conscious collaborative writing projects, and teaches quantum writing techniques. Connect with Jaleen to learn about her open circle events as an act of service to the global community or to work 1-1 together.
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Introduction of Jaylene aka Indi Gold
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Hello, everyone. Welcome back to this Happening For Me podcast. I'm your host, Alyssa. I am so excited that you're with us today. Today, I have such a special guest, and I'm just so excited to see where this conversation takes us. So today, we have Jaylene, AKA, Indi Gold, who is an anti-alchemist, a Twilight shaman, and an author and publisher. And I just have to read you guys her bio, because it is literally insane.
Jaylene's Alchemical Journey and Self-Mastery
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So, Jaylene, AKA Shaman, Indi Gold, is an Antohai Alchemist on an endless journey of learning, self-empowerment, and self-mastery. She is currently enrolled in the 2025 Ascended Mastery Apprenticeship Program with Accel Caruschio within the Antohai Ascension Academy and is always upgrading her knowledge to bring more value to her life and her clients.
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which I'm so excited to talk about.
Community, Nature, and Shamanic Teachings
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um Creating community and giving back to great-grandmother Gaia as her core values. Her passion is to teach the next generation of shamans how to empower themselves, bend reality, quantum jump, and so much more. Jaylene coaches and trains Antwai students to unlock themselves and guides others to quantum shift their reality within the cellular and pixular structure in sessions and group circles sacred me discovery past life soul cleansing and integration
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12 Chakra and Elemental Balancing, Karma Cleansing, Neutrality, and Shadow Work are among Jaylene's specialties. Jaylene also specializes in editing and publishing conscious collaborative writing projects and teaches quantum writing techniques.
Connect with Jaylene: Events and Services
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Connect with Jaylene to learn about her open circle events as an active service to the global community or work together one-to-one. Welcome, Jaylene. I am so excited that you are here.
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Thank you. I'm so excited to be here and just have this conversation today with you, Alyssa. So thank you for having me. Yes. So you guys, me and Jaylene met in Antohai community.
Understanding Antohai Energy
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And can you just talk a little bit about what is Antohai and like, ah what is this magic?
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Absolutely. um It's such a passion of mine, first and foremost, but um I also have to emphasize like Andohai is like, it's such an experience. And it's like an experience that each one of us have to take. But like, just to break it down into what you can express of it, it's like, Andohai is a building blocks of a reality, like,
00:02:39
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we fundamentally have all these pieces that come together to create what is before us. And Anto High is the energy, it's the core, it's the frequency, vibration that runs through all of that and creates all of that. So when we can tap into this actual structure, like literally quantum reality, it unlocks everything, like infinity beyond infinity. um And it's truly just an experience, a lifestyle way of life at some point, because when you go on this journey, you're you're really going on a lifestyle, really. Nothing's the same after it.
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Yes,
Childhood Spiritual Experiences and Empowerment
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100%. I feel like one of the biggest shifts for me was really learning like what time and space is and like it doesn't really exist in the quantum field. And so can you kind of explain what was your life like before you found Anto High? Like and before you kind of were on your spiritual journey, can you kind of describe that for us?
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Yeah, of course. um I think for me, my story starts quite young um in my childhood. I always knew there was more going on to what we could see, you know beyond what we could see. And I was experiencing kind of being tormented from that as a child, you know and ghosts and spirit interactions, sitting on my bed at night, creeping me out um and giving me a real sense of fear within this.
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And it was that journey of fear, I mean, among other things, that eventually led me into my adult life. um Continuing to experience some of these things, ah continuing to get grow worse. um To the point where I just had to decide, this is something that I have to master within myself. You know, these experiences aren't going away. I have to understand how to protect myself, how to change my life.
00:04:36
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You know, I was finally with a partner that I'm like, this is who I want to spend my life with. I wanted to have children with him. This wasn't something I wanted to pass on to them. I wanted to pass on empowerment because I'm like, I know I have a gift here. I need to understand my gift so that I can use my gift to create a different life for me instead of one where I'm experiencing, you know.
00:04:57
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some of the negative aspects of like what you would call a haunting or something like that. It was really just rather um darkness. I come to understand it as darkness around me as a child that I had to come to peace with. I had to neutralize it. I had to balance it so that I could actually step into who I am now um because it's really it's a journey with all of our bodies and my inner child was on that journey too. um So that that was something that you know I'm still you know, balancing always right now. um But it's it's an empowerment piece. It's an empowerment piece. And I think that's the biggest thing for me. the I love that so much. i I feel like I really love how you said you kind of took like the darkness and like realized kind of how to integrate it. Because it's like,
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there isn't really evil, right? Or like there isn't, it's kind of like we can kind of alchemize that energy into like, I don't know, a way to kind of work for us. So how would you like tangibly describe what is the difference between quantum Reiki and regular Reiki?
Quantum Reiki vs Traditional Reiki
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Okay, so I actually have a unique vantage point on this because before I learned until high, I was an Asui Reiki master. um So I kind of have a little bit of both sides to be able to compare with this one. So I love this question, thank you. um But basically in Asui Reiki, and part of the reason why I knew that there was something beyond it was there's, it just felt like to me, there was lots of rules about How we channel the energy that we have to channel it into our body through the hands um and there is just very intricate. um It felt like constricting for like what the the pure channel that you think it is. um So I wasn't really able to fully.
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um come into a place with traditional Reiki where I could just expand because it was like there was a structure on it. um And I would say that's one difference between traditional Reiki and Anjohai is you're really just kind of losing all of the rules around it, like you said, like the time and space, um and it just becomes like infinity.
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um But also, traditionally, within traditional Reiki, um there is an incorporation of distance, of time and space. And you'll see that with um some of the energies and the frequencies that you learn. um And then, whereas in Quantum Reiki, we're kind of like... um We're embodying the fact that reality can collapse upon itself. So if I'm technically here and you're technically there, we can bend reality and meet each other somewhere in the middle, even if that's in an astral space. um So there's though those two fundamental differences. You see, Anto High doesn't really have a cap, it's cap-less.
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and um traditional methods. um They still serve a purpose and I want to emphasize that there's obviously people who are receiving benefits from traditional Reiki and have for hundreds of years like we've seen that. um And it's a different frequency. Not everybody's going to want to step into Aunty High for that truly accelerated experience that Quantum Reiki can offer. um And they just want like the more traditional methods. And like that's totally okay. Everybody's at a different point in their lives. there's no I want to emphasize there's no right or wrong with how people choose to experience what form of Reiki. But just generally speaking about like the two differences is like
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Traditional Reiki, it's healing and it's beautiful, but it does have a cap. And then On to Hai will take you beyond everything. um So I think that those are some of the biggest differences that I noticed between the two.
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and no And I love that so much. And have you noticed too, working with clients, like, are there any, um, do you have any client stories of just like the, the insane difference that they've received from Antohi? Like, do you have any, like anything that sticks out to you or even yourself, even yourself? Like once you like did it for yourself, you're like, Oh my God, I had this like transformation or something that just felt so good.
00:09:27
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Yeah. Um, I think this is a beautiful question because when I think about the time where I was like just transitioning between the two, when I stepped into onto high, it was almost like, wow, there truly is no limits. And, but then there was a phase where I had to unlearn something so that I could truly step into limitless. Um, so onto high right away, it always challenged me to let go of.
00:09:52
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the illusions, essentially, because that's something that you can't carry into something that's limitless, because our illusions are truly what limit us. um In the instance of traditional Reiki, the incorporation of time and space, that fundamental illusion, as we learn in Ansohai,
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um it It almost, it like I said, it puts that cap on and it distorts it in a way because time and space is lower dimensional than infinity. So there's those, that different interaction. um But as far as my experience, um it was beautiful because every step along the way when I was learning Aunty Hye,
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It helped me let go of my limitations. So it was truly healing for me, transformative for me to be able to step into something so infinite and truly receive the benefits and the life changes and the lifestyle that came from learning this modality because it challenges you and helps you to let these things go so that you can like, you can truly embody a whole new you. It's beautiful.
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thing I love that. That's exactly how I felt too. Like I didn't even realize how many limitations I put on myself or how I even like looked at reality, right? Because it completely changes the way that we view reality and that we view ourselves as
Manifestation Misconceptions and Energy Alignment
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creators. And that really, I feel that too, like literally anything is possible. And I think that's where so many people kind of um not like get manifestation wrong but it's exactly that thing where they're putting distance between what they really want and you know where they're at right now and so that's probably why it's really hard for people to manifest things and it's like when I learned how to collapse the time and realized like oh I don't like there doesn't have to be this distance right it's kind of like we can step into just this other version of ourselves I feel like that's what really changed things for me
00:11:54
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Yeah, and you know, it's interesting hearing you talk about that. It's like it's bringing something forward um like until high and essentially it's talking about, well, that's like the temple of shadows. Like we always have to walk through a temple of shadows to get to, you know, that place where we're like, okay, we're we're in this transformation. We're truly shifting.
00:12:15
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there's always in that temple you have to let all of these things go and that's why it's hard for some people to manifest and they manifest that distance that distance is the temple of shadows truly that they have to walk through in order to get to the gateway that they're asking for so many of us ask for manifestation but then we forget well there's stuff in the way of that manifestation that you have to let go of That's the temple of shadows. And that's why some people have a hard time with change or even when they invoke lots of light, like you let's talk about light workers or energy workers. They go into that expansion of light, but there's always ebbs and flows. There's you truly, there's light and dark. So if you invoke light, you have to invoke dark. That's why I work on neutralizing because I want to be in between light and dark.
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where I'm not having to go through this high ebb and flow. And that's why that balance is so important. And that balance is going to help you truly manifest because then you're going to be able to authentically jump through that gateway that you're trying to manifest. um Because if we're not, if we're saying we want that, but we won't let get everything go.
00:13:22
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this distortion we can't have both, right? So that's again where it's like it brings up that darkness within you because truly you have to come to peace with it if you want that manifestation. And that's why some people create that distance because it's hard to look at. I'm not saying it's an easy thing to do but it's what we have to do to move forward. It's a journey.
00:13:43
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Mm hmm. Yes. And for some people, I feel like they might not even be aware, like consciously aware of like, what is that thing that's kind of like blocking them. So would you say like, during your sessions, you're able to go in and like, kind of, it's almost like you're kind of bypassing like their conscious mind and you're like figuring out the thing of like, oh, this is it. And then you're able to clear them. Is that does that kind of make sense?
00:14:09
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Yeah, totally. um I think that's one of the powerful things about the Temple of Shadows is that we have to walk through the temple together, we get into the core, and each core takes them deeper into a part of them their subconscious selves. And when you're truly shifting from these cores, like we're creating transformations.
00:14:27
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um We're not focusing on like the symptoms where like that's traditional methods. We'll focus on, okay, this person is experiencing like erratic thoughts or some discomfort in their body and they work from this angle to start going deeper. The temple of shadows really like takes you into it, it takes you into the core of it, it homes in on the core of it. So were it's a difference of shifting from like way down here at the core, which is going to affect all the spider webs coming up, versus starting at the top and trying to find the spider webs. When we pinpoint down here at the core, it creates like truly a butterfly effect, an echo effect.
00:15:08
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is That's what I feel it is so powerful about Anso High. It's like, it really does go to the root of whatever the issue is. Like and exactly what you said, instead of just kind of focusing on like the symptoms, it's almost like even doctors who just prescribe medication for the symptoms and then it's creating more problems in people's lives instead of actually taking the time to like go in and see what's actually going on. So would you say that, do you believe that most or ah I don't know, most all a lot of people's like mental, emotional, physical,
00:15:40
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um ailments, diseases, like sicknesses, do you feel like those are all um or could be linked to like emotional things that are just like they're not working through?
00:15:53
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emotional and energetic, truly energetic. Yeah, energy is at the core of everything. By the time it gets to a physical manifestation that energy has been creating havoc and chaos in their lives long before the creation of that expression. um So yeah, it truly is energetic at the core of everything and yes emotions and thoughts and beliefs are all tied into those kinds of things.
Reiki Skepticism and Transformation
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me Okay, yeah, that makes so much sense. And how, okay, so this is my other question. How effective is quantum Reiki, even just like regular Reiki, quantum Reiki, how effective is it on people who are still, um what is the word? Like, you know, people are, some people are,
00:16:43
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um Oh my gosh, what is the word? Skeptical, right? It's like, I know personally for me and like any of the work that I do, I never speak to the skeptic. I'm like, I'm speaking to the person who is open to receive and like is, you know, like believing in it. But what would you say like to the people who are skeptical of it? Like would you speak to them or would you more just speak to your clients and your dream clients who you know, like believe in this work or are open to receiving? Like does it still work on people who are so like not fully believing in it?
00:17:16
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right totally I get you um okay so this is an interesting one so ah for the skeptic when we get into like you were talking about okay so I'm talking to the version of them that wants this because there's a version that does and doesn't right so that comes to that light and that dark aspect the polarity so there is a version of them that does and doesn't when you as an alchemist focus upon focus upon the version that does then you're matching up with them in an alignment where they can meet you but if you are speaking to the version of them that doesn't because maybe you have some fear with being seen and then that matches their resonance of they don't want this
00:18:00
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then that's not effective because essentially you're both blocking each other. So you're not going to get those deep transformations. But if you as an alchemist can talk to the version of them that does, then you are powerful conduit because then you can help them focus upon let's lift from here not here but that involves them having to have a doorway open if they don't have a doorway open like my personal way that i treat this sacred medicine like i only work with people who they don't have any questions anymore because that's the people that i want to help i want to create
00:18:39
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massive impacts. I don't want to focus upon I'm proving to you that this is something real because like somebody else can help you get there or you can work with yourself and get to the point where you believe and then let's work together because I'm the person who I want to create impact and I want to work with people who are like they fundamentally believe in this and they know that this is going to help them because that creates power. That's where I want to be.
00:19:10
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Oh my God, so perfectly said. That's exactly what I believe too. And I think sometimes um you know other sometimes coach as coaches, healers, as guides, um sometimes people have that fear of like, wait, I feel like I need to convince people or I need to prove to them that my work exists. And so it makes so much sense that if they're creating content from a place of trying to not even teach or educate, but more like prove their work, then it's almost like they're speaking to those people who are at that resonance of like not believing it. And so it makes so much sense that if we're creating content and really speaking to the people who are open, and like it's, it's getting them at that like sole resonance, then that would be attracting our dream clients. That makes so much sense.
00:19:57
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Absolutely. And I just want to highlight something you said, which was like, you know, if they're talking to the people who they have to prove it to, it's all about resonance. So in order to be in resonance with somebody who doesn't believe in you, you also have to have a program in yourself that doesn't believe in yourself. And it's like, you're not even trying to prove it to them you're trying to prove it to yourself like ah subconsciously most people aren't aware of this but it's like there's that resonance there so it's like if you are attracting people who don't believe in you like that's a time to sit with the temple of shadows and say like why don't i believe in myself um because it's like again we're releasing those deep parts of ourselves that we're releasing the karma so that we can move into a different space where it's like we're getting people who fundamentally believe in this and they're And they're excited, you know, so it's like, that's again where I like I mentioned, like, some people are going to resonate with different forms of energy work and that's totally okay. Because it's like where I'm at where with my energy work, I'm working in with the people who like already believe
00:21:01
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who already know, who already are choosing this, um like truly transformative life change. And there's different forms of energy work that are all going to be in resonance with different people. And like, that's totally okay.
00:21:17
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I love that so much. Yeah, that it' I'm obsessed with the gene keys. And that's usually that's like my main modality. And it's very similar where it's like, if we're in our shadow, and we are, like giving off that frequency, it's going to block or repel the people that were meant to work with, right. And it's going to, ah like attract potentially Yeah, just not the people that are meant to learn from us where if we're in the gift and we're like really resonating at that frequency, it is just going to magnetize our people to us. And so, yeah, I feel like it's it really is like a frequency thing. It's like people can really feel our energy, even when we're creating content or like TikToks are showing up, you know, it's like people can feel that from us. And so how would you what are some things that you do for your own like personal hygiene, like for your spiritual hygiene?
00:22:07
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Honestly, I think that also flows into like physical hygiene because it like it takes those moments to a more like deeper level as well where it's like these physical
Spiritual Practices in Daily Life
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acts of kindness upon myself of me taking care of myself of me focusing upon myself also becomes like an energetic cleansing like when you truly embody and so high it's like all of the little moments are until high as well it's like the this brushing my teeth it's it's sacred it's a moment for myself where i am just you know cleansing um it's even like when i wash my face so it's like it's all very like sacred moments all
00:22:44
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the time essentially because again it comes back to like it's not time it's beyond time um which is truly just an experiential concept um it's a different perception of reality essentially so it's like those little moments are also my cleansing moments but then it's like it's also beyond that because um my spiritual cleansing it's really me sitting down with myself and just having those mindful moments um checking in with myself if i have emotions running through holding myself accountable to my emotions and facing them and even if i'm experiencing fear or a negativity it's like how can i again neutralize that and
00:23:27
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Even maybe I can't step from you know anger directly into peace. Maybe I need to take steps along the way. um How can I become more neutral first? And then once I'm more neutral, then I can see inner peace from a different light.
00:23:42
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um so it's like those intentional moments of like you know connecting with myself that's also my spiritual self-care because that's me working on myself that's me shifting myself that is me loving myself because i'm making myself look at the hard things so that i don't have to carry these weights anymore so it's it's truly like an experience of unlocking yourself and like unshackling the chains e Oh my gosh, that's so beautiful. It's like, it's such a beautiful way to live. Like what a beautiful way to live where even brushing your teeth is sacred. It's like, oh my god, it's just like so mindfulness and just so
00:24:23
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Yeah, just so different from our hustle culture and, you know, our society. um Okay, so my other question for you is, you also teach quantum Reiki right, you're also a teacher.
00:24:39
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Yeah, yeah i I went through a wave of teaching an incoming students and then I also have some other students who I'm just coaching deeper into the keys so I do a mixture of both. um Honestly, I love it because it's like I get to help people transform their own lives and then they get to move forward and then transform more. So it's just like it's such an amazing experience coaching and I love it so much. i Like that's one of my favorite things to do. Yes, I work with people but coaching is like that's my passion um because then it's like it's truly like passing the torch forward and helping people find their own way through the temple, empowering themselves to change their lives.
00:25:26
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the Yeah, I see you as like, it's it's almost like, yeah, you're carrying the torch and it's like these ripple effects of all these other people that are learning it and then just going to like spread it to their communities. I love that so much. um Okay, what is something like really exciting that you're working on right now or like what is really lighting you up these days?
00:25:47
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Honestly, I'm in a phase where I'm just like, I'm working with myself. I'm changing my own life. um We all go through these different phases in life, you know, sometimes where we're like, um I'm the coach right now, or I am, you know, the mom right now because that's going on as well. um But then I'm like,
00:26:07
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I'm just me right now. I'm the me who needs to sit with me right now and work on myself because every time we're about to take a
Aligning with True Self for Personal Growth
00:26:17
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giant quantum leap, we have a moment where we need to truly let go. Truly let go of our own darkness. And sometimes that means like my journey right now is focusing on myself because I want to show up as my best self so that I can show up as my best self.
00:26:35
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um in the many means right so that's like my that's my phase in my journey right now um and it's very sacred to me and that's what lights me up because When I truly am embodying um all of the harmonic aspects of my journey right now, like it's just it it's a different way of of living, truly. Like it like you said, it's like those little moments are just so precious to me and I enjoy the little moments. It's like, how often are we
00:27:10
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stuck in our head thinking about like the next thing that we're going to say in a conversation with somebody um because we have to make this point or we're thinking about all of the things that we have to do in the day or whatever belief and thought or emotion is coming up instead of enjoying those little moments.
00:27:30
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Like it's such a different experience. It changes your life and truly that in itself is just a perception shift to recognizing it's the difference between going to the grocery store and getting annoyed that you're delayed for five minutes due to traffic or being grateful because you got five more minutes to have your me time to listen to your favorite music that's coming on or like whatever it is making you grateful the beautiful skies there's always something right so it's like that's truly a choice to feel different not get caught in those thoughts have that moment mindfully and intentionally for yourself
00:28:19
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Oh my god, I love that. You know what's so crazy is I pulled up your jean keys before we got started. And literally, that is like what you just talked about is literally the embodiment of your purpose sphere. So for you, you have jean key 10. And the gift is naturalness. And it's really all about like, dropping all of like the labels, all of um the boxes that people put us in, you know, all of the ways that we have to show up and just coming back to literally our core essence of who we are. And so it's like you even just saying like all of the little sacred moments that you find throughout the day and just coming back to yourself, coming back to yourself, that literally is the gift of naturalness. So I'm just like, oh my God, this it's so aligned.
00:29:01
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I love that. Thank you. Because like that totally makes sense because it truly is making me feel aligned. So it makes total sense that that's part of like one of my fundamental natures. Because I truly do feel like this moment where I'm just choosing to focus on me right now. um That it's unlocking so much within me and the naturalness. So like, it's like, that is the alignment that I am totally feeling right now.
00:29:28
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knowing that I have to come into that alignment to jump into like my neck my next level that is next year that I'm so excited about. Yeah. And it's so crazy because, um, the shadow, one of the ways that it can show up is self-denying. And so it's almost where like you're living for everyone else. Like you're, you know, you're living for your children and your husband and like every, like your clients and you know, your teacher and like you're completely putting yourself on the back burner. That's kind of how the shadow can show up. And so be alchemizing it into the gift of like, I'm
00:30:01
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like taking these moments in my everyday life for me, and you're still able to show up in these different ways, but you're connected to you and to yourself. It's like so beautiful, and that's also one of the things you're here to really share with others in the world.
00:30:16
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Yeah, I love that. That is just that feels so aligned. Thank you for that. um But yeah, totally for me, it's about like, it's about the community too, because it's like, that comes into my relationship with Gaia, you know, like the the sacred goddess of the earth. um Because it's a community. It's like, what piece am I in this community? And how can I offer like my light to help others too right so it's like that's where those sacred acts and services are like my open circles for example like that's for me it's like that's an offering to dia where like that sacred moment is a moment where we come together as a community and like just simply make this choice to like
00:31:03
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be the best version of ourselves so it's like it's really powerful for us to come together with those intentions not only just for us but for Gaia so it's like it really comes back to community for me because it's like that's honoring who we are showing up with her, because like she's a part of every experience. We are here with her. So it's like, we have to have that sacred connection. like If we don't, we're just ignoring a part of ourselves. That's so beautiful. And um can you talk more about these circles? like how like When are they? How can people join them? like What do you guys do in them?
00:31:49
Speaker
Alright, so actually I have one coming up on Monday, December 16th. And it's just in the evenings and it's just we kind of get together, we meditate, I run some alchemy. um Whatever intention is like stepping forward is what we work on. I tap into like the collective energy. So it really just like it depends upon like who's showing up, what we're working on, because then I'm like,
00:32:15
Speaker
everybody's coming together for this collective and we all have the same core, the same purpose. So it's like these circles just come together, um they present the core issue and then I just kind of run alchemies to help everybody shift that and I i guide people deeper into themselves into like that that temple.
00:32:35
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into the subconscious so that we can make these choices to release together more purposeful because we're not only doing it for ourselves but we're doing it for each other and when we all step deeper we step deeper together so it's like that community connection it helps people get deeper because like and and Some people have a difficult problem showing up for themselves, but they'll do it for others, no problem, right? So it's like that connection creates more purpose, so then it's like you choose to go deeper for yourself because you know it's helping your brothers and sisters. um Because it's truly like that that sacred connection, it's our circle.
00:33:16
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um So yeah, it's just really fun. We run alchemies and do a little meditation. um And then anyone who shows up live gets bonus activations. um There's a recorded podcast episode release based upon the circle. So if you miss it, you can still join us. But definitely the tea is live because I take everyone even deeper.
Soul Retrieval and Past Life Healing
00:33:39
Speaker
Oh my God, that sounds so incredible. I'm just like, oh my gosh. Okay. I don't know if you remember, but you did a session for me and I don't know what it was called, so I don't want to miss call it, but I think it was a soul retrieval session. Does that sound correct?
00:33:57
Speaker
Yeah, okay. So I remember actually working with you like a couple of times. So I know I, um we did like some coaching like right after you did your initial training and then we did do, it was a past life. So that's something like um I play with as well. It is a really powerful um technique because really what it does is it brings forward all of these deep aspects of ourselves, alternate aspects of ourselves, um and truly the pieces where we are still in resonance with. And then because we're on the quantum level, I take whatever aspect of that past life and then I magnetize it with all past lives that are in resonance with this core issue.
00:34:41
Speaker
So now we're working like with like infinite aspects of ourselves and we're releasing at that soul level. So that I'm sure um we can get extremely deep um and it's just so beautiful.
00:34:56
Speaker
Yeah, that was so like that session was so life-changing because I remember one of the lives that came through. i was um and this like all I think I was in jail and like a very long period of time ago, and I had to like eat food that was like poisoned. And so it just was like, oh my god, it just unlocked so much for me because I think I was dealing with, I can't remember exactly what I was trying to deal with. I don't know if it was um I can't remember it this time now because it was at least over a year ago, but I just remember it was so resonant to what was actually going on in my life. You know, like when we draw the thread and I was like, Oh my God, like this makes so much sense. And then it really did heal something for me. I just can't remember which one it was because yeah, it was a long time ago, but it was so good.
00:35:44
Speaker
Yeah, I know. It's like, and at some point, it's like all the sessions, like in my mind, they merge into an alchemy. So I'm like, I know the piece that you're touching, but it was like, that was and me as an alchemist a year and a half ago. And I'm like trying to think, I'm like, where was I at? Because when we're alchemists, a year is like, it's just like so long. Yes.
00:36:05
Speaker
really like the alchemy completely changes so i'm like how was i running these sessions like a year and a half ago um because obviously they're they're elevated now um but yeah it's funny how some of these experiences like they mimic nuances of what is happening in our lives and it seems to be like super mundane or like you know what I mean but it's like these are how the those core experiences are just expressing themselves um so it's like it's so interesting to read some of these things you know what I mean yeah it's so cool and okay when you when we think about um the Akashic records is that separate from Ansel high or is that also a part of Ansel high and somehow
00:36:50
Speaker
Or is it separate? No, it's totally together. I mean, the line is like, again, it's the gateway into the Akashic, and then there's a frequency that is the Akashic itself. um So it's like, it's kind of both, it's multidimensional. It's separate, and it isn't, you know, like the duality aspect.
00:37:10
Speaker
um but 100% going into the cash trick records especially it's kind of like what we're doing with the soul retrieval i mean because that's a part of it in tandem um but it's like it's also recognizing that each soul lifetime has its own library so it's like When you're working on the subway like you're dealing with the libraries upon libraries upon libraries and then it's like which libraries are dusty and like can just like collapse away essentially like old outdated libraries. So like that's kind of how like I work with it.
00:37:43
Speaker
um And it's important to note as well, like these things that we're talking about as well, um when we're dealing with like other soul life retrievals, like Aunty Hai is what unlocks these cores. So I've had soul life retrievals in the past where it was like, um all of these different lifetimes were brought forward of like all the pain in them but nothing was shifted so it was like the brain forward of that was like it was extremely overwhelming like it was like all these densities all of this pain of like seven lifetimes was like collapsing down on me at once and like it wasn't shifted so like that was like
00:38:29
Speaker
something that I had to work through at the beginning of Onto High as well, because it was like that wasn't shifted. So I just want to like make that an important note as well. like The differences between going to a past life regression, just simply for information, because that's traumatizing, um and actually going in and guessing some of these things, seeing these themes, making the connections, and then shifting them. like If we don't shift them, it's just traumatic.
00:38:59
Speaker
Yes. Oh my God. I cannot, I cannot agree more. And, um, I actually had someone on my podcast, um, a couple of weeks ago and she was talking about an Akashic Records reading that she had from someone in the past and it was her only ever experience. And like, they just showed her a pretty traumatic, like past life, but I don't think they really shifted or healed to anything. So she was just just kind of like, okay, that's really sad. And then she kind of thought that,
00:39:25
Speaker
it was supposed to tell her. I think it was just a little confusing because then she thought that was supposed to tell her something about her life now with her partner. And so yeah, it's like these modalities. It's it's so important that we're really working with people who Yeah, are just and integrity and like fully see it through so that we can actually shift something in the session. Like we always want people to leave feeling lighter and like better, you know, and like no one should ever leave feeling worse that they came in. And I love to what you said about like, ah like literally re-traumatizing people. That's why it's like,
00:40:00
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it's It's so real. Even when people do inner child healing, like all of these things, there's really a potential for people to get really re-traumatized. It's so important that you know people are really working with someone who ah but like knows what they're doing and is kind of trauma-informed.
00:40:15
Speaker
Absolutely, that is a huge part of it because it's like we all have something, we all have trauma. um So it's like, that's where we, it specifically as alchemists, because we can go so so deep, it's like, with great power comes great responsibility as Excel always says.
00:40:34
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um So it's like we have to gauge where people are at and what they can truly see and that's also why as well like I just choose to work with people who already believe because then there's that less resistance there to truly seeing things because you have to come to a point where it's like i can see this and i'm ready and i'm choosing to transform this versus the person who is resistant because it's like they're not ready to step into that so it's like they have to take that step for themselves otherwise it's like they're not fully willing and open and then that's just where it's like it's not a conducive experience.
00:41:13
Speaker
i've I've had that experience in reading Akashic records where like I could see something coming up, but then just I just knew that the other person, it was it was not going to be a great time or like they just weren't open to receiving. and so yeah I think it's really about us as like you said, alchemists and like practitioners really having discernment and like really having that like deep like ah just like intuition and compassion and like rapport with the person to really see what's going on with them.
00:41:41
Speaker
even beyond just like their words, you know, or what they're saying to us. 100%. Yeah. um But there's also a balancing for us as alchemists because we have to like also tune into like, is this just resistance? Because yes, sometimes it's challenging to work through these things. But can we still say what's coming forward and help them step through the challenge because sometimes will feel resistance but that doesn't mean that they can't step through the challenge um because people are true they're truly coming to us for a level of transformation and sometimes that transformation is uncomfortable.
00:42:20
Speaker
So we have to really recognize where can we walk with people through some of these things so that they can change their lives? Because yes, there's going to be challenges. um There's going to be discomfort. and That's actually a natural part of change. But it's like, how can we walk through that together? Because if we see just like a resistance to hearing something and then we choose not to say it, we could actually be doing them a disservice because they came to us to hear this thing because they needed to hear it.
00:42:50
Speaker
and we channeled it, um but we didn't deliver it. So how did we do a disservice by not delivering it? so there's like there's that that That's why I walk in neutrality because it's like that's how the path between these two polarities. I love that. I love that so much. Yeah, that makes so much sense because it is not always comfortable, like the things that we're giving to them, but it's all about, yeah, I think like our delivery is just so important.
00:43:21
Speaker
Absolutely. And then again, walking people through that because it's not just about bringing that uncomfortable thing up. It's like, okay, we see this now. What are we going to do with this? Do you authentically want to live with this or are you ready to transform your life into like a different experience? Can we release this?
00:43:40
Speaker
um And a lot of people, once they see that resistance and they're like, oh man, like I actually don't want to live my life in this way. I don't necessarily know how my life is going to change, but I'm open to it because I know what holding on to this one thing, this one negative thing is creating for me. And like yeah, I want to release that. There's discomfort through that decision, but we can still walk through it together.
00:44:04
Speaker
Mm hmm. I love that so much. Yes. Amazing. What else? Do you have anything else that's like on your heart that is just like wanting to come through?
00:44:17
Speaker
Hmm, I love that. So it's funny because part of our conversation like we were talking about um how this energy work can seem negative to people who maybe they're not ready to see some of these like truly dark aspects. It reminds me of something that I was actually talking about on TikTok this week um because Reiki is demonic, was coming up as like a search trend, right? So I was like this this conversation is so interesting because it comes up every once in a while um and I think it's like it's no you know coincidence that it came up and we're having this conversation now um but it just like
00:45:00
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It really reaffirms that it's like there is darkness that comes up when we experience, you know, and it's not just even Reiki, it's like just energy work because when you activate that light, you know, we're at have to activate a dark part of it. It's the ebbs and the flows, right? So it's like we have to be able to see these dark aspects if we want to exist within this light. um That's again why I choose to walk through the middle through neutrality. That's truly how you balance the two.
00:45:30
Speaker
So if somebody is experiencing like the darkness, the shadow of temples that we talked about, um but while experiencing Reiki or energy work or Antohai before they take that that quantum leap that through that gateway.
00:45:48
Speaker
they're perceiving that darkness and that's why some people are like reiki is demonic or energy work is demonic i mean there's a couple of reasons for that but one of them is the fact that it brings up darkness and it's discomforting to people so then people associate that with like oh that this energy must not be a good energy it must be evil therefore it's demonic because it's bringing forward all this darkness you know so there's like there's that misconception that i would love to highlight because it's like when we truly want inner peace and when we want to activate that new life that like we're calling forward through a manifestation we have to face this and it's like it doesn't make it demonic it doesn't make it evil it's just like that's something that we have to let go of in order to create so it's like there's that destruction piece and the creation piece that it's like
00:46:39
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Destruction leads to creation and creation leads to destruction.
Transforming Fear into Inner Peace
00:46:42
Speaker
Change is only constant. So it's like that I fundamentally see as why people can connect Reiki with like, is Reiki demonic? So ah that whole conversation is just so interesting to me.
00:46:57
Speaker
yes oh my god literally i was like seeing like visuals as you were like talking about that and kind of also seeing like the gene keys of how it's the exact same thing where it's like we have the shadow we have the gift which is like the neutrality that's like the middle ground like our genius and then we have the city which is like the highest frequency, right the highest frequency of light. And it's like, we literally need the shadows. We need to see them. We need to recognize them. We need to bring bring awareness to them. And it's like, how can we do in a way that's like gentle, patient, understanding, and like realizing that it's there's nothing inherently negative or demonic about our shadows? It's literally just a part of us. We have to have all parts of the frequency. And then it's like and then once we kind of like
00:47:40
Speaker
are able to just see them and like be gentle to to ourselves with them then it's like that's where kind of like the gift comes or like you said then the middle route you know like the neutral route so it's crazy it's crazy how everything just is all tied together and just like makes so much sense and I think for some people who are probably the ones who are saying like, oh, Reiki is demonic are probably just people who haven't really faced their shadows yet, you know, or they're still kind of like really suppressing them. They don't want to recognize that those aspects about themselves, but like we literally all have those in so many different parts of our lives.
00:48:17
Speaker
Absolutely yeah it's like there's that resistance there and that resistance to seeing what it actually is. I'm placing blame upon like oh ah it's demonic it's evil which like the demons get blamed for so much that they're not actually a part of but like that's a conversation for another day.
00:48:34
Speaker
um But it's like that fundamental darkness and that, you know, having to put a name to it that I feel underneath like the whole structure, if you will. um But one thing that came forward and I shared this with a client the other day is you have to turn, you know, fear into inner peace we have to turn anger into inner peace it's not saying that the anger or the fear is ever going to go away but it's like you have to be able to see the anger or the fear choose to stand in it and then still choose inner peace so it's not saying like that the fear is going anywhere
00:49:15
Speaker
and i' like I'm sorry to burst anyone's bubble because I know we're all wanting like that you know utopia where we don't experience fear anymore but it's about like that emotional expression is still sacred but it's like choosing to stand in that and then still seeing what it's showing you and then still choosing peace anyways so it's not you know if we're going through um a phase in our journey where like we're still experiencing intense emotions it's not about that intentional intense emotion going anywhere but it's ah about how can i experience this end piece it's like yes i'm experiencing anger and i'm choosing peace
00:49:55
Speaker
So it's like that's that first that first sacred step of actually working with our emotions is accepting them first and foremost, seeing and hearing what they're sharing with us because often like if we're in anger, for example, like it's telling us where we need to let go because we're angry because we're triggered from a deep part of ourselves that we need to see so it's like when we see that anger for truly what it is and help ourselves come to peace with it like that's the key that unlocks you know even like the city you know what i mean because you have to have that shadow you have to have that neutrality and then we get into like the true enlightenment
00:50:40
Speaker
who Yes. Oh my gosh. 100%. Yeah. And i feel like I feel like it's also so prevalent for us, right? like We are you know really stepping into this 2025. We want to be invisible. like We are bringing our leadership out into the world. We are spreading our freaking magic. And so there's still, for us, is going to be those times of like fear showing up or inadequacy. And one of my huge shadows is inadequacy.
00:51:12
Speaker
and just knowing that it's always going to be there every time that I up level. And so that just gives me so much peace because I'm like, oh, this is just inadequacy. Hello. Like I can still feel you and still know that I have everything I need inside of myself to be resourceful and step forward and still go out there instead of like, you know, in the past versions of myself, maybe being like, oh, I'm feeling inadequate. fight Like I'm just going to hide out. I'm not going to post the thing. I'm not going to reach out to the person. I'm just going to keep, you know, staying hidden. And it's like,
00:51:41
Speaker
Yeah, these it's so cool to have ah ah even like a relationship to our shadows or to the darker sides of ourselves, because then we're like, oh, this is just what it is. And I can keep moving forward and keep raising up to my highest potential.
00:51:54
Speaker
absolutely because here's the thing is like those parts of ourselves are still valuable and they're sharing things with us right so it's like we have to see that part of ourselves for what it is and then reconcile with that because people think like and when they experience fear or they experience anger that something's wrong and then they want to fight with the anger fight with the fear and try to repress it suppress it get rid of it run away from it But it's like it's not about that fight. It's like that moment where yes and yes, the fear is there and I choose inner peace. So that's truly how we come through that is essentially like letting go of the fight that anything's wrong because actually that's just a part of that.
00:52:39
Speaker
If anything, you can see like when inadequacy surfaces, that is your affirmation that, oh, something is coming up. My next level is coming up because this inadequacy is coming up. And I already know how to deal with this.
00:52:55
Speaker
ah Yes, 100%. And it's like almost like a little like, um it's almost like a road sign or like a signpost of like, oh my god, we're about to up level, we're about to go to new heights, you know, because now we're kind of getting outside of our comfort zone again. And now we're like, starting at this new level. And it's like, oh, wow, this, instead of being so afraid of it, it's like, oh, this is just like full of potential of what can, you know, come from this.
00:53:21
Speaker
Absolutely. And it's like every level is like a perception shift. So it's like you can truly experience life in a different way because we're looking at it differently. Like every time we take, you know, the the hard way up the hill and like where there's challenges and we're facing parts of ourselves, we know that we're coming to greater heights and a greater greater vantage point to which we can, you know, look out over the mountainside and like see Gaia.
00:53:50
Speaker
truly see the earth um and expand our connection truly spiritually physically within our lifestyle. um It's just like about allowing yourselves to broaden the horizon so that you can experience life truly in a different way.
00:54:09
Speaker
I love that. Oh my gosh, I had this question come into my mind, like right when you were talking. So I'm like, I want to ask, like, does Gaia have any message for us or for the audience? Like, is there anything you want to channel to kind of like end things off of like a message from Gaia or like, you know, from Ansel High that just needs to be heard?
Message from Gaia: Embracing Unity
00:54:28
Speaker
Absolutely. So like, as soon as you ask that question, it's like, there's so many aspects of Gaia that are with us here, because like, you know, we're just one of many dimensions, you know, we're here on physical, we're seeing physical, we're perceiving physical, we know know that there's things beyond.
00:54:46
Speaker
um But it's like those beyonds are truly stepping forward and like before this they stepped forward as like the nameless. It's like there's so many like masters with us who are just coming together to be one, but it's truly like like ancestors. um It's like there's stone people, dragons, like it's all of these different dimensions and it's like this is all aspects of earth that are coming forward that the message truly is like we are one we are on separate dimensional planes but we are one and when you step into this relationship with Gaia like you're stepping into a relationship with this oneness so it's like this sense of oneness is truly coming forward um because when we like come together there is absolutely that grand effect because it's like this again is a choice
00:55:37
Speaker
um So it's a choice into transformation that is like coming forward from Gaia right now. And at any point, we can like we can step into the wave of it. um we can We can allow ourselves to become a part of this wholeness. It's truly this message. is embodying your whole self and it's like showing your support for all of us it's like it's beyond humanity it is stepping into just a relationship a relationship with yourself a relationship with the earth a relationship for the many dimensions of earth um and that's truly the wholeness the oneness that when we embody we can activate like
00:56:25
Speaker
so many infinite layers of connections with ourselves and the Earth. Oh my gosh, that was so beautiful. I see us like i see us as, um I don't know why I'm thinking of warriors, but little like little warriors that are going to just like be going out and like you know really to committing to our voice and to our leadership and to really spreading this love, beautiful oneness and just making everyone feel that connectedness. like I think that's what's really missing in the general collective is people just feel so alone and so isolated and so I just I see us as like love like love sharers that are just gonna like I don't know spread oneness especially in 2025. Absolutely because ultimately we as alchemists have to recognize as well that there's so many people that
00:57:13
Speaker
truly do want just like peace in their lives and more love on earth so when we in its alchemy alchemists alchemize with those frequencies that they naturally emit we can all step into this together because there is a reality where we do want peace, where we do want love. So we have the ability to hone in on focusing on that trajectory, and then creating that for ourselves. um But there's people who aren't going to step into that, and that's okay. We have to focus on, you know, where is our community? Where are the people who are in resonance with us who who authentically want to step into this? Because we can create
00:58:00
Speaker
greater outcomes when we stand together as a connected one versus an interconnected one. So how can we first stand together with our connected ones and then there's going to be more pieces coming together. So it's like, it's truly, it's not just like, it's like a puzzle. It's like that echo that you're seeing.
00:58:19
Speaker
Oh my god, 100%. That's how you always see it too is like little puzzle pieces and like, we're part of each other's fractal line, you know, like even the fact that like we're connecting right now as souls who found each other through Excel, through Anso High, and it's like all of the other communities we're a part of it's like, like we were literally born to do this together. So I'm just so excited that we're on this path together.
00:58:41
Speaker
Yeah, yeah, and it's truly about like those little connections as well. And that's why I love, love, love connecting with um anyone until high, and because it's like, there's just this level of like family and connection and understanding because when we learn on time we're truly at a point where it's like yes i I believe I'm willing I am you know stepping into this this life um this transformation so it's like when you and I as like these individuals these aspects of ourselves come together to have these conversations like I truly appreciate that because like it's a part of us
00:59:21
Speaker
that we just get to share with people who are truly, you know they've been there and they understand it. Because this is this is an experience beyond words. one hundred percent 100%. Can you share with everyone where they can find you? How can they work with you? I know you already talked about your circles, but like can I'll put everything in the show notes, too. But just let us know, like what exactly do you have going on? How can people work with you and what your socials and everything? that's amazing. So if people want to work with me like in a group setting, that's where we go on Patreon. So it's patreon dot.com backslash elemental frequencies. um So we meet up for free once per month um to just meditate together and you know come together. um But we also have opportunities where we meet more frequently um when you upgrade to one of the tiers. um So there's those intimate group work connections that I absolutely love.
01:00:17
Speaker
But I can also work one-on-one for anyone who's in residence. I'm loving my coaching right now, so like that's kind of where I'm focusing. But I also do some other one-on-one sessions. You can find that at elementalfrequencies.biz. And then um TikTok. That's my main that's my main hub. um So if you just want to connect with me and like listen to my message, um tiktok dot.com backslash elemental frequencies. And yeah, that's that's the main ways how to connect with me. um I also have my podcast. um So I do journeys on there as well. That's on to high alchemy meditations with elemental frequencies.
01:00:55
Speaker
um And yeah, that's that's my main ways of connecting. And I always try to balance um you know everything with like here's opportunities for group work um so that like you know it's more accessible. um I do free stuff as well. So sometimes on TikTok, like I'll do quick activations for people. um So there's always lots of ways for people to connect with me on a variety of levels.
01:01:21
Speaker
Oh my gosh, amazing. Okay, thank you so much, Jaylene, for being with me. I love your energy, literally, like you are a gift. And I'm just so happy that you got to share your story and just teach us more. And I'll definitely have you back on the podcast so we can just, we could talk forever. Literally, I love that. Thank you so much. Thank you for having me. and This was just such a gem of a conversation. Amazing. Okay, thank you everyone for tuning in. And we will see you next week. Bye bye.