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50. MY FIRST EXPERIENCE WITH AYAHUASCA!!!
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First off—50 EPISODES!
Thanks to everyone who has been showing up and tuning in to each and every episode. This one is definitely special to me because I feel my experiences have opened up my mind and heart so much more. As a result, I believe you'll be getting a better version of myself, which will bring you even more insight and value in these podcast episodes.
I also want to mention that this is just my own personal experience. Everyone’s experiences are different, and I’m definitely not promoting this for others to try. I’m simply sharing my own journey because it’s something that exists in this world, and it’s always nice to hear about people’s experiences through someone you know and trust!
Hope you enjoy, and don’t forget to share and rate the show when you’re done listening.
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Transcript
Introduction to Ayahuasca Experience
00:00:00
Speaker
Well, holy fucking shit. This episode is going to be interesting. Um, because my experience that I just had in Costa Rica was just that very fucking interesting. But before I jump into that, first things first, I am just talking about my experience.
00:00:27
Speaker
And that's what i that's what I mostly do is just talk about my experience. Now you might relate to this. You might think I'm insane. you might think that you know I'm making this stuff up, but I'm just talking to my experience. I wanna say that I'm not a professional. I just went down and I tried something and that is ayahuasca. So I'm gonna talk about my experience um about ayahuasca because I feel like I need to. I feel like I need to because I can't even, my brain is not,
00:01:05
Speaker
Computing. Is that the right word? My brain is not like piecing this together that this actually exists. Like when I had the experience, I was like, how does this exist? How is this in the world? You know, so I'm going to do my best to really try to give you the whole experience and explain it start to finish because it's honestly mind blowing for me anyways. but Like when you don't, like you'll never understand fully what I'm talking about until you actually try it yourself because I know people that has done it. I know people that, but you know, shared their experiences with me and you know, like I kind of was like, I get it a little bit. You know, i' I've done like really large mushroom trips, you know,
00:02:04
Speaker
not even comparable. You can't even compare a large like I'm after sitting down and taking like six, seven grams of mushrooms and having these big like life changing experiences, very, very healing ayahuasca.
Pre-trip Thoughts and Anticipations
00:02:20
Speaker
That is not even close to the same thing as as mushrooms. Okay. So anyways,
00:02:29
Speaker
I did a little pre-record of ayahuasca. Basically i I recorded a little episode um talking about like, you know, what my thoughts are, why I'm doing it. And let's jump into that right now. Welcome back to the podcast. This,
00:02:53
Speaker
is one day before I go to Costa Rica to do ayahuasca. Now, for those of you who don't know what ayahuasca is, I don't really know what it is either, because I had never done it before. I've heard about it. I've heard people kind of share their experiences about it, but I'm not really going to actually understand what ayahuasca is.
00:03:18
Speaker
until I actually do it. So I'm making this video beforehand. So basically what I'm gonna do, i'm I'm just gonna upload this video of me talking. I'm gonna go do Ayahuasca, and then I'm gonna finish the rest of this episode after I do it. So from my research, from hearing people's experiences about this, basically,
00:03:48
Speaker
You, how am I gonna even explain this? Basically, it's almost like you enter another dimension. You you see yourself in the future. you so you You dig up all these like deep rooted issues that you didn't even know was there. um It's very like, Healing on a whole other level like you guys heard me talking about you know ah magic mushrooms, right? um I'm after doing very very large doses of mushrooms having these big, you know life-changing experiences, but from my understanding ayahuasca is a whole other thing like basically, I was told to take my largest mushroom experience and times that by 50 and
00:04:41
Speaker
And for anybody who's ever tried mushrooms, if you know what I'm talking about, this i my mind cannot compute. Because my largest experience with mushrooms is mind-blowing. It's literally mind-blowing. And now to think that I'm going to go even further than that, it's it's literally blowing my mind. so Basically, and anyone who's ever done this,
00:05:11
Speaker
have all said it's it's very, very life changing. And you know if for the good, I haven't heard any anything bad about this. Basically, I'm going down to Costa Rica.
Retreat Details and Ceremonial Setup
00:05:24
Speaker
I'm getting picked up. We're driving four hours into the jungle ah on this, like, I've only seen pictures, right? But basically, it's in the jungle, it's it's on this really nice like five-star resort. We have our own rooms, our own their own chef. There's only like a few of us, I think there's like 12 of us in total that's doing this. And then every single night, you go into like this this room, you all have your own bed.
00:05:54
Speaker
You have like a bucket basically the bucket is for puking because one of the main things that you do is purge and it's almost like you just puke up all the just like built-up energy and all these like bad things that you're holding on to like you basically like cleanse your body free of everything that you've been holding on to all these past traumas all these you know these beliefs that you got the you know in your mind over time anything that's not really serving you well I guess you purge all that up and it's very very cleansing and you do this for four nights in a row so
00:06:39
Speaker
You know, I was a little bit nervous ah about doing this, and I was i was i was really kind of making it up a lot of excuses to why I shouldn't go, because I was honestly a little bit, I'm not gonna lie, I was a little bit nervous.
00:06:54
Speaker
But um you know I'm flying tomorrow, and um'm um also I'm getting very, very excited about this, right? Because I know it's going to be very, very life-changing,
Journey of Self-improvement and Micro-dosing
00:07:06
Speaker
and I know that it's it's changing in in a good, positive way. um I actually wrote something down as I was at the gym, because it just it's just you know it just kind of struck in my head, and I was like, I have to write this down, because like I want to talk about it on the podcast.
00:07:23
Speaker
um So like some people will always say, like why are you why are you constantly working on yourself? right you know I feel like ever since I've been in this line on this journey of self-discovery and trying to understand more about myself and try to get it get become a better person,
00:07:51
Speaker
you know, not everybody's on that same path. And I was never on that path before. I like, I never really worked on myself at all. I was just living for the moment and that was it. Like the issues that I had, they were just always gonna be issues. They always caused me my my life problems. I was just stuck there and I was just kind of maintaining, right? But ever since I got on this path that I'm on now, I'm always looking for ways that I can still keep improving who I am as a person. Now, this is this is basically exactly what I wrote down. I keep working on my life because I know if I really do work on myself and create a really amazing version of myself, I will leave a better lasting effect on the on the other people that cross my path and that is going to create a ripple effect.
00:08:48
Speaker
So just think about this for a second, right? Because like I was thinking about this as I was working out. And have I never came across microcybin? I want to use microcybin as a reference because it's yeah I can't describe it any better than this. So have I not come across these guys?
00:09:10
Speaker
I would have never started microdosing. I wouldn't say never, but like i maybe I would have done it in the future, but you get where i um you get where I'm going with this. Have I not met microcybin? I never would have started microdosing, right? Now, I feel like I would have been stuck in that continuous cycle of getting in relationships, having issues with myself, not accepting my issues, pointing the finger, blaming everybody, going in this continuous cycle of just getting in a relationship, breaking up, getting in a relationship, breaking up.
00:09:40
Speaker
Right. And I would have been stuck there. So because, you know, I just met the guys from Michael Simon, they had such an impact on my life. Right. So I started to change the person that I was.
00:09:54
Speaker
Now, because like just because I met these people, they had such an impact on me because they already done the work. They were already these great individuals. I know they're still growing, but like they had a lot more knowledge and experience than I had, and they passed it on down to me. right So now I started to change who I was.
00:10:17
Speaker
Now, I know for a damn fact, because I talk to you guys, and you guys tell me your experiences with microcybin, and you tell me that you've been listening to my videos and and my podcasts, and you know, because I met them, I changed myself, I started talking about it online, I started doing podcasts, I started, you know, sharing my experience about microdosing, I started having conversations with you guys, you guys started trusting me, you guys now started microdosing just because I started talking about it, because i didn't know about it before i met microcybin you guys probably never heard of it or really never knew much about it until you heard me talk about it right and now. You guys who have tried microcybin you guys now are on that same path.
00:11:04
Speaker
And now everybody that's surrounding you, you're now like you're now a better version of yourself, you know maybe that the maybe your father or a mother or somebody like that. Now, basically, you are a better version of yourself, which is creating another ripple effect on your kids, on the your friends, on your partner, right? So like I was thinking about me going down and doing ayahuasca. And I was like, wow. like I already have already feel like I made such an impact already on my life, just because I was open to talking to Microsoft and they passed down their information. And I really dove into this line of like, working on myself. I know I've done a lot of work myself too. But like, you know, I just want to give a big shout out to Microsoft and for like, kind of giving me all their knowledge and
00:12:00
Speaker
and wisdom and experience and everything, right? So now that I feel like I'm going down to do Ayahuasca, I hear how life-changing this is. And I feel like because I'm going down and doing this, I feel like it's just gonna crack open my mind even more.
00:12:20
Speaker
I feel like I'm going to be a much better person when I come back from Costa Rica. I'm getting goosebumps, I'm getting goosebumps. I just noticed it's me going down there and and doing the ceremony. It's really going to impact a lot of people moving forward.
00:12:42
Speaker
I really strongly do believe that because like I said, I already know how much I've really impacted other people's lives and that's what i would that's what I want to continue doing is impacting people's lives in a positive way because I know how much of a ripp ripple effect, like just by one person,
00:13:07
Speaker
just being nice or one person helping another person like the ripple effect that that makes is is is in <unk>ity and infinity infinity i don't know i don't know what word the answer there um infinite Yeah, infinite. I think that's the right word. Guys, let's let's just take take a little break here. My grammar is terrible. I don't know if anybody follows me or you guys listen to my podcast. I don't use the right words all the time. In my captions and stuff, I don't i don't spell right sometimes. And I know this and it's good it's good to make it's good to make fun of myself, but I just caught myself. I can't even use the right word. I think infinite is is right.
00:13:49
Speaker
um But anyways, yeah back to the topic. um I'm really excited to do this. I wanted to just talk about this um just to show you my excitement and I'm looking forward to how I'm going to speak on the podcast after this ceremony and when I get back because I feel like my mind is going to be blown.
00:14:16
Speaker
and I look forward to sharing my experiences with you guys. So until then, I'll be back in a week. I leave tomorrow. I'll be back in a week.
Initial Resistance and First Night Experience
00:14:30
Speaker
And yeah,
00:14:35
Speaker
I'll talk to you guys on the other side. face So guys, for whoa, whoa, who whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:14:48
Speaker
Listen, let me just break this down. Start to finish from, you know, even before he even left to go to Costa Rica, because I was told that ayahuasca has a way of working into your life before you even get to the actual retreat, before you even drink it. Like it's, it's already in play before things even happen. So,
00:15:19
Speaker
I was thinking about going down here for for a while. Once I actually kind of committed, it was like, i I just felt a lot of resistance. I was making up a lot of excuses to why I shouldn't go thinking about all like, I just spent a lot of money in the summer. Oh, I got to go fix my car. i don't I don't know if I should spend the money. Like i I just felt a lot of resistance to actually go down there.
00:15:46
Speaker
and do this and work on myself. And you know once I finally actually committed and decided that I was going to go, the day of when I was supposed to fly, what happens? Flight canceled. I'm like, are you going to be kidding me?
00:16:08
Speaker
So, you know, that it started from there. And then I then I got my flight changed. I went to the airport. um They booked me a new flight. Then that flight was delay, delay, delay, rescheduled rescheduled and in my mind i was like okay you know what i'm not even gonna go now you know i don't even want to go at this point i just i just traveled a lot in the summer time like i still even felt like so much resistance and i was like trying to like you know, make up all these excuses to why I shouldn't go. And, you know, maybe these flights are canceled because it's like, I'm not supposed to go down there. I don't know if you guys was along for the ride when I was having all these cancellations of my flights in the summertime. But now that this was happening again, I was like, no, there's something that's telling me that I shouldn't go down there. And I was just making excuses to not go and not go drink ayahuasca.
00:17:09
Speaker
But, you know, things worked out, got on the flight, went down there, show up to this resort. Beautiful, beautiful, massive resort. The first night, we basically, this is what happens. You go into this this little kind of kind of room area, everybody got their own mattress. And then there's a shaman.
00:17:37
Speaker
So the shaman basically runs the whole ceremony. The ceremony is probably about five hours. You drink the ayahuasca. He kind of like he sings songs. he he He plays a drum. He plays different like different instruments. and um It's beautiful. like The whole ceremony is beautiful. So the first night, I drink ah drink the ayahuasca. And I'm not really getting much of an experience.
00:18:06
Speaker
So I'm like, is this, is like, did I come all this way for nothing? Like, is this it?
Emotional Purging and Self-realizations
00:18:15
Speaker
So I go up, I ask for a second cup, I drink that, I go back. I kind of like feel something that like never, nothing really happened. So like the ceremony ends.
00:18:29
Speaker
you know, people are asking me like, Oh, like, how was it? I was like, honestly, I never really felt a thing. Like, so so I'm already like, in my head, I'm like, well, this is kind of lame. Like, you know, I, everyone was kind of talking it up so much to be this big, like beautiful healing thing. And I come all this way. And I don't even get an experience from it. Like, what's going on?
00:18:54
Speaker
So the second night, I'm like, you know what, I'll go, I'll go in with more of an open mind tonight. Um, I hope ah I want to get that experience that I came here for. Um, because if you don't know anything about ayahuasca, basically it's supposed to be very healing. Um, people that has like trauma or PTSD or like just dealing with personal issues or, or grief or like.
00:19:17
Speaker
heartbreak or what whatever you're dealing with, when you go drink ayahuasca, it's supposed to really open you up and heal you and make you work through all of this trauma and and grief and pain that you're going through and you you purge a lot like you throw up and it's supposed to like cleanse your body and it's very, very healing.
00:19:37
Speaker
So that's why I wanted to go because I know that I got a lot of things locked away and suppressed and that I don't really think about. I do have some deep rooted issues that that I really needed to work on, but I didn't really know how to work on it. So I drink this i drink for the second night.
00:19:57
Speaker
And within like 15 minutes, I am starting to puke. And I mean, just like, and I could feel something like trying to come out of me. So how could I explain this? When I'm laying there, i my ah my eyes are closed. And it's almost like when my eyes were closed, I felt something almost like pulling me out of my body. And it's almost like i was got I was gonna get pulled into something else. But the second I open up my eyes, it went away.
00:20:40
Speaker
And I didn't really like that feeling and I didn't really come all this way to just have like these big visuals and you know, have that that that crazy experience, right? So like every time I close my eyes, I could feel myself getting pulled away, like pulled almost like pulled somewhere else besides the room and I didn't really like that feeling. So I feel like because I was resistant to that,
00:21:09
Speaker
the medicine started to do other things. And that's when I really started to have these like mind blowing visuals. So basically what would happen is I would start to puke But when I would start to puke, I would get a flashback of something that happened in my life. For example, the very first like vivid flashback that I had was when I was very young. I was, I i passed out. I was wasted and there was like puke and piss all over the bathroom floor. And my mother found me on the bathroom floor.
00:21:50
Speaker
But i was I was like seeing all that play out and seeing it through almost like her eyes. And as I was puking, it's almost like i've I was hearing or somebody was like talking to me being like, you can't treat your mother like that. You know, you you it was like you put your mother through a lot growing up and you need to treat her better moving forward. And it's it's it's almost like I started like thinking about what it must have been like for my mother. And I was like, man, when if I ever have a child, like I have to really do everything I possibly can. So like that never happens. I don't allow those things to happen.
00:22:42
Speaker
right And, you know, after I stopped puking, I would sit back and then I would reflect on that flashback, but then I would start to get sick again. And then I would get another vivid flashback.
00:22:57
Speaker
And it was almost like these, like these old memories that I never ever thought of in a very long time that was probably just like stored away somewhere. My body locked away.
Lessons on Behavior and Relationships
00:23:10
Speaker
It's almost like these suppressed feelings and emotions that I tried to just forget about got brought up. So like another vivid flashback was, was.
00:23:21
Speaker
the girlfriend that I have now, I honestly like, I seen her crying and seen her upset and I felt her sadness and I felt her emotions and I was like feeling what she was going through and you know, that that voice or something was like, you can't do this. You have to be a better boyfriend. You cannot put people through pain like that.
00:23:49
Speaker
And then i so I sat back and I started thinking about all the times I was an asshole and all the times, you know, i like like I just could have been a better person towards her. So I must have puked like 10 times and every single time I puked, I had a different vivid flashback and and I seen it like perfectly, but I was always in that moment and in that flashback,
00:24:19
Speaker
like looking at it through someone else's eyes and not me and It was just like man I'm like um getting like goosebumps talking thinking about this because it's it's just it's so mind-blowing to me, but It's it's it's it's like Ayahuasca, they said that they say that Mother Ayahuasca teaches you the way, shows you the way, and I really do feel like she made me sit in my own fucking shit. Anytime I was a dick, anytime I had made a bad decision, anytime I mistreated somebody, she made me sit in that fucking shit and feel what the other people were feeling.
00:25:09
Speaker
And then when I was puking it off and I was like, I was trying to like get all those suppressed emotions up. That's when I was like some, like it's like she was talking to me and telling me like, you can't do that anymore. And you got to be a better fucking human being moving forward. You got to make better decisions in life. You got to be respectful. You got to treat people with respect. You got to show up and lead the way.
00:25:35
Speaker
a better fucking atom. Like that's, that's what I took from all those like puking lessons or whatever the fuck that was. Like that was what I was going through. Now, I know this part seems a little, little woohoo, but this is honestly how I felt. My last time puking, I swear to God, I sensed that there was like someone standing above me or like spirits or something. And I would look and obviously there was nothing there, but anytime I like kept putting my head down the last time I was puking, I was honestly felt people standing above me and it was almost like they were pointing down being like, you have to do better. You gotta be better. You gotta act better. You gotta make better decisions. And it was like,
00:26:32
Speaker
it that It's just like what whatever was going on, it's just, I know that I just have to be better. And when I be better, my life is just gonna be the life that I want it to be. But if I just keep fucking up, keep making bad decisions, keep mistreating people, I'm just always gonna have chaos in my life. And I've i've always known this, but like,
00:26:57
Speaker
you know when ah All those bad decisions and things that i that I made throughout my life, when it would happen, I never really understood. I would just try to like make it make it better, you know i'll move on, just forget about it, and just try to be nice and just you know hope that the other person kind of like gets over it. you know But like I never really fully understood how the things that I've done or in my life, how it made other people feel and I never really put much thought into it. But going down there and drinking ayahuasca really made me sit in my shit and made me view my shit from other people's eyes. So after
Lasting Effects and Commitment to Growth
00:27:38
Speaker
ah i like like i after I stopped puking, I just kind of sat back and I started thinking ah like it really made me look at all my relationships.
00:27:48
Speaker
Like all my friendships that I have in my life currently, my my relationships with my mother, my father, my sister, relationships with my girlfriend, like all my relationships. And I would literally sit there. And for example, like like one of my friends, Danny, we've had a really long, long relationship. um Been friends for forever.
00:28:09
Speaker
And I sat there from start to finish and literally just reflected on every single time that I was an asshole, or I i could have been better, or I made it a bad decision, or I made that like him feel a certain way. And I was like, dude, what are you doing? like Stop being a fucking dickhole.
00:28:34
Speaker
and just show up and be a good fucking human to Danny every single every single day. And then I move on to the next relationship and I just go through that whole thing. And like, and man, it's, um like once the ceremony was over, I just had the, like my eyes were just open, the biggest smile on my face, I'm like, whoa.
00:29:02
Speaker
Like how does this exist in the world? And like, it's still mind boggling to even think that this stuff exists. Now that being said, the beautiful thing about ayahuasca is every single person's experience is different. Nobody had the same experience as me. So like mushrooms, for example, you know, normally,
00:29:30
Speaker
You go on mushrooms, people will get the same sort of, like kind of the same experience. You know, it's like, you got, you cut like people have the same experiences with mushrooms. When I wasca, it is different every single time and it shows you different things. And it, you know, some, some person might be seeing visuals or some, someone might be like, you know, seeing like a a loved one that passed away or another, another person might be just working through their own sort of issues. Like it's always different.
00:30:00
Speaker
But like what I just explained, that was my experience. And you know, now that I'm back, now that I'm back here,
00:30:13
Speaker
i just feel like i I just feel like I need to just be better. That's it. that like I just need to be a better human, a better son, better friend, better cousin, better boyfriend. I just got to be fucking better and I got to make better decisions. And I know that when I when i when i do the work,
00:30:38
Speaker
and just make these decisions and and be a better human, I know that my life is just gonna unfold exactly how I want it to unfold. So, I know that, you know, some of you guys that might be listening might be like, holy, like, this guy's talking out of his ass, this guy's making this up, this is not real, but it is real. It's a real frickin' thing.
00:31:02
Speaker
And it's, from my understanding, like I could be totally way off by saying this, but I believe, I think that this is true. I'm gonna im gonna i'm actually going to Google this after after I say this. But I think that back in the day, the shamans, like people would drink it.
00:31:26
Speaker
and Basically you you would you would go like kind of visit the shaman and you wouldn't drink the ayahuasca yourself but but he would and he would basically like be he would be able to look at you and Tell you what is wrong with you and kind of like feel your energies and stuff and like tell you what you needed to work on or or what kind of sickness you had or something like that so but like Now it's like everybody drinks it right and everybody kind of goes through it and you can like work through Whatever you're going on yourself, right? So
00:31:56
Speaker
Um, like I said, don't quote me on that. I just think that that's what it used to be like, um, when people used to drink it, but ayahuasca has been around for many, many, many years. I honestly don't really know much about it at all. I'm definitely like a student, I guess, um, of this medicine. It's my first time trying it. I've always heard about it. And I do feel like because I.
00:32:25
Speaker
you know, have gotten to like the plant medicine world of like, you know, micro dosing and doing these larger experiences with with mushrooms, it like that really cracked open my mind a lot. And I feel like that really prepared me to go drink ayahuasca. you know um I feel like somebody that has never tried microdosing, never tried any psychedelic in their life, ayahuasca but might not be the best option for somebody to go do when you you haven't really been in that sort of like spiritual plant medicine world. you know
00:33:04
Speaker
um I wouldn't recommend anybody just you know just go try this just for the fuck of it. I feel like you definitely got to be mentally prepared. I feel like you have to be in a really good state of mind. I wouldn't recommend anybody that has got hardcore anxiety or depression or like they're just really in their head to just go down and drink ayahuasca. Now, that being said,
00:33:35
Speaker
you may You might go down there with like hardcore depression and drink ayahuasca and not have depression ever again in your life. Like I said, I don't know. I'm only speaking of experience or of my experience. And I feel like if I have really bad anxiety, I don't know if I would have had it quite the to the healing experience that that I'm talking about now. I feel like I'd be very like, you know, having an anxiety attack when like all these things are happening and you know, like it's just, I feel like, I feel like someone that's really mentally strong um would have a ah better experience going down there, but I could totally be wrong. It could totally wrong. I'm just kind of talking about my own experience. So um yeah, I'm going to end it off with that. My mind is still a little bit blown. Um,
00:34:29
Speaker
But I definitely have a very big sense of just appreciation for the people in my life and my life.
Conclusion and Gratitude
00:34:41
Speaker
And I'm excited to see where my life goes like after that I've drank this. I feel like ah feel like I'm going to work extra hard on the relationships that I have in my life now.
00:34:57
Speaker
And I know that that's just gonna bring me a lot more peace and love and happiness and joy and calmness and everything that I've always wanted. I feel like now i I'm just going to just work extra hard to just keep everything in my life flowing and keep the happiness flowing.
00:35:20
Speaker
so Yeah, I definitely definitely would say that it ah it opened up my mind and my heart a lot more than it already was. And I definitely had a big, big, big, big, big, big eye-opening experience after drinking ayahuasca. So if you got it if you guys got any questions at all about this podcast or you want to talk,
00:35:49
Speaker
or maybe you've been curious about this, I could definitely direct you in a direction of first with somebody that no got way more knowledge about this stuff than me. And I'm sure this person would love to have a conversation with you about it. um So I don't know if I would ever do ayahuasca again,
00:36:13
Speaker
You know, right now I feel like I feel good. I feel really good. And I'm like, you know what? I'm going to make my life fucking good now. And I'm not going to make any more bad decisions. I'm not going to do any any fucking nonsense. And I'm just going to make my life great. But like.
00:36:31
Speaker
down the road if i feel like you know i got some shit going on maybe ayahuasca might be for me for be for me again but right now right now i feel fucking good so i'm just gonna keep feeling good and i'm gonna keep working on continuing to feel good so anyways i hope you guys enjoyed this episode If you did enjoy it, I would love to hear some feedback. And don't forget, um if you're new to this podcast, um if you're new to if you're new listener, please wherever you're listening to this podcast, just give me a quick rating on on this show. So if you listen to it on Spotify, you can rate the show.
00:37:15
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um Give it a five star, four star, three star, whatever you think it is good. um And if if you know somebody that you know might relate to this and they might wanna hear about this experience, um please share this podcast with them. That would be greatly appreciated. So anyways, I will see you guys on the next episode. um I'm just gonna continue having my mind blown from this whole experience, because it was a lot.
00:37:44
Speaker
It was a lot. Have a good day, guys.