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Trust the Shift: Stepping into a new chapter
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In this episode of Wandering the Wild Mess, we dive into what it really means to step into a new chapter of life, especially when life pulls us to stay stuck on the fence. I open up about the challenges and rewards of leaving behind parts of myself, people, and places that no longer align with who I’m becoming. I talk about shedding old versions of ourselves and embracing change, even when it feels messy and uncertain. If you're feeling stuck or unsure about taking that next step, I want you to know it’s okay to let go and trust the process. Transformation can be uncomfortable, but it’s also necessary for growth. Sometimes, stepping into the unknown is exactly what we need to create the life we’ve been waiting for. Tune in as I share my own journey and how it might resonate with your path of self-discovery and change.
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In queue: "More than One Night" by Caiden Wallace
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Transcript
Embracing New Beginnings
00:00:00
Heather Morgan
Life is full of unexpected turns and sometimes stepping into an the new chapter means leaving people, places, and versions of yourself that no longer fit behind.
00:00:15
Heather Morgan
and this chapter, we'll talk about finding happiness in the now and learning from what didn't work and trusting yourself to know that it still all works out.
00:00:26
Heather Morgan
Are you escaping or are you enjoying? Let's get into it. All right, guys. This is crazy and wild to me because i just came up on two years since I moved to Nashville.
00:00:43
Heather Morgan
And so let's be real. I feel like there should have been a round of applause. Let's be real. Like, woo, the crowd goes wild. um But it just feels huge for me because I was getting my like Snapchat memories. It's kind of like how I stored a lot of my like this whole mess of my life was like sending it to my friends back home or just keeping some stuff just for myself.
00:01:05
Heather Morgan
And there was a video that I recorded when I first got to my Airbnb in East Nashville. And I was like looking at it. I was like, dude, that girl had no idea what was going to be in store for the next two years of her life or even what she was going to do at all at that period of time in her life.
00:01:25
Heather Morgan
And I'm just like so proud of that moment. And I just wanted to talk about entering new chapters and, you know, just embracing the journey and being able to look back and be like, I am really proud of myself.
Reflecting on Personal Growth
00:01:44
Heather Morgan
I got to a really different place in my life and it wasn't easy, right? and I think there was something that I saw the other day that was like, if you think you haven't got like went that far, you haven't came that far in your life, think back to where you were last year.
00:02:07
Heather Morgan
Would you go back? And when you think back, when you have that kind of like timeline to look back on, you do realize how much you've grown and how much you should be grateful for the amount of changes that you've made in your life in that timeline. But I think we just, all of us just don't give ourself enough credit.
00:02:29
Heather Morgan
So here's the pause moment for clap, pat yourself on the back because I know that you have made some major improvements in the last year, let alone two years since I moved to Nashville. So think of where you were two years ago and how much has likely changed.
00:02:47
Heather Morgan
So I kind of wanted to get into just really what I've been leaning into in this new chapter for me. So much has shifted. i don't even know if I'm hoping. I know I cannot be the only one where there just becomes a point. It's almost like a snake.
00:03:03
Heather Morgan
i know this is a I don't know about about this analogy, but I worked at a pet store right after high school, so bear with me here. And I'm not afraid of snakes, right?
00:03:14
Heather Morgan
So snakes would be like – sometimes I had to like clean snake cages for a minute there. And they shed their skin, as we know. But it's like I feel like that is just how they grow, right? They get bigger stuff to shed their skin and it's like an ongoing thing.
00:03:30
Heather Morgan
Well, I'm feeling very like snake-like in that sense that – – moving to Nashville, I shed so much. i I left everything that I ever knew.
00:03:41
Heather Morgan
– and Now here I am shedding my skin again, i feel like, two years later from that person that just had no idea what she was getting herself into but knew that it felt better than where she was before.
Taking Risks and Trusting the Journey
00:04:03
Heather Morgan
And I think that's like a true reminder for us all to think about sometimes is that you can jump before you know yourself.
00:04:11
Heather Morgan
how you'll land. Because
00:04:15
Heather Morgan
if you'd rather jump and just with the blind faith that you'll land and be just fine, then stay where you are. That tells you you're ready to jump.
00:04:27
Heather Morgan
And I don't, and I sometimes think you should jump even when you're not ready, right? I mean, but for sure, if you're even considering it, just go, let's go, just do it. Because you will always know in here,
00:04:40
Heather Morgan
If it's time for you to make a move, I want to tell you that much. You will always And – and so I'm looking back and I'm just like, I knew i didn't know what I was doing.
00:04:53
Heather Morgan
And now I feel that way again. And it's been this like really crazily emotional time for me, still leaning into super happy and grateful, but just I think you're lost before you're found, right?
00:05:09
Heather Morgan
And it's in that where it's a little bit lost, but I'm just taking the breadcrumbs of how i I'm to be found. And I've been listening to like different songs that kind of took me back, which I'm like, Heather, stop doing that. Stop going to the past with the music that takes you there.
00:05:27
Heather Morgan
But down country music and the Riley Green version, I know it's Tim McGraw's. And if it's someone before that, I feel bad. I should have looked that up. But there's a line that says like, I quit my job, let my mama down, broken angel's heart on the way out of town.
00:05:44
Heather Morgan
i pulled my roots from the ground for... And that four is just – I didn't know what four. I just knew it wasn't going to be my life anymore.
00:06:01
Heather Morgan
And so – i I'm so thankful for that wildly messy person that I was who just decided that this is what she was going to do because I wouldn't even be here right now if she didn't.
00:06:20
Heather Morgan
And Now that I'm entering this new chapter, which, you know, the podcast called Wandering the Wild Mess, and I feel the mess is there.
00:06:34
Heather Morgan
Don't get me wrong. i I do have a Gatlinburg story that I'll have to squeeze in here at some
Transformation Through Vulnerability
00:06:39
Heather Morgan
point. But ah it's, again, that shit that snake shedding its skin.
00:06:46
Heather Morgan
And if you've ever been there before, and I'm sure you have, there's always this like pullback that you want to go back to being that person. It's as if I was in my old life in Utah, his wife, all those things.
00:07:06
Heather Morgan
Then I came here two years ago and I was like no identity, didn't know who I was, just a big lost mess. And now i feel like I'm entering this new chapter and there's a part of me that like wants to hold on to the messy girl. So there's the wife and then the mess. And then now I'm moving in this different direction.
00:07:33
Heather Morgan
And it's like, you have to shed your skin every time. You just have to let it go. Like you're not holding, and the the snake doesn't cuddle up with the skin that it shed. It's done with it. It's moved on. It's, it's new skin. It's owning who it becomes.
00:07:48
Heather Morgan
And I am, you know, in that place where I'm trying to figure out what that looks like for me. Because I know that that also means like shedding parts of my life and things that I prioritized or people that were more relevant or things in my life that I gave time to, i may move away from. and that always feels good.
00:08:13
Heather Morgan
I don't know. you know you just you you don't You don't want things to change sometimes because they were so good for you, but ah maybe they're just not good for you anymore, I guess, is what I'm kind of saying. and And i want to like really to give an idea of how it felt I wrote a poem about this and don't get all like, oh, a poem. It's very much like ah much more like deeper, darker side of what the last two years were like for me.
00:08:49
Heather Morgan
And I know I've shared a lot with you all on here. And really, i promise you that I i feel so called to do this because I want you all to know that someone that could seemingly have their life together, which I don't know. I mean, a lot of people appear that way.
00:09:04
Heather Morgan
But I really felt like I did a great job at appearing that everything was put together. And it wasn't that bad. I'm not going to act like my life was like the lowest of low. But there's a lot of things I haven't shared that were really hard.
00:09:16
Heather Morgan
and For me to just be vulnerable with y'all, I want it to just show you that we're all just humans figuring it out. And I say that every time, but I'm really here to remind you of that truth because I feel like even in my own mind, i it's isolating sometimes when I think I'm going through something and no one else understands.
Valuing Present Worth
00:09:36
Heather Morgan
And today was actually a perfect example because a girl that I've recently been introduced to in my life, which is just crazy that the people that have came into my life since I've shifted a little.
00:09:48
Heather Morgan
And she and i had some similar experiences. ah stories and she left her home state and came here and kind of, you know, started anew. And she has been like shifting her priorities and things and just like sent me a voice note and was like, hey, I feel like you can relate. This is how I'm feeling.
00:10:09
Heather Morgan
And immediately Once she like came to me and said that, I just felt so like, oh my gosh, like it felt so good to just hear someone else was kind of going through this too.
00:10:24
Heather Morgan
And it just reconfirmed to me that the power of like knowing we're not alone when we're going through something is huge. It shifts it. For some reason, we're like, yeah, this is really hard, but we're like, but someone else, not that you want someone else to be struggling. Of course not.
00:10:40
Heather Morgan
But knowing that this struggle, you don't have to go through with no one else understanding what it's like, whether it's uprooting your life, whether it's trying something new, whether it's making new friends, prioritizing different things, setting boundaries, becoming your best self, knowing that you're not a bad person for not being perfect or not having all the answers or not having this, the house by then or the dream job by then or that these whole timelines, no matter what you're worthy right now, you're important right now.
00:11:13
Heather Morgan
And I just want that reminder to stay true. So I'm going to give you a little bit this struggle um of my ah my last two years. I'm kind of being delayed here because I feel like, oh, never mind. Okay, good.
00:11:31
Heather Morgan
amazon the i' ah Amazon driver was coming and I felt like the dog was going to freak out, but he was a silent one. All right. So back to two years and all
Acknowledging Imperfections and Growth
00:11:44
Heather Morgan
the feels. And i I want you to listen as if you know what it felt like in your life when you had to start something all over or something left you that you didn't know it would go or, you know, whatever it was.
00:12:01
Heather Morgan
Here it goes.
00:12:03
Heather Morgan
crossed the state line, didn't know what was coming, entered a new life all of the sudden. Not knowing a soul, but my soul longed to live.
00:12:15
Heather Morgan
Couldn't found it find a back road with my lost sense of self. Fake put together like you do. Heart will whisper the way, nothing left to prove.
00:12:30
Heather Morgan
It's new and it's shiny as I lay alone in an Airbnb bed. Who am I anymore? Winter of holding back tears. Everything you worked for, lost in a blink.
00:12:44
Heather Morgan
No one to talk to, tequila bottled by the sink. Smothered in the thought of life, drowning in future fear. Blind faith kept the lights off.
00:12:56
Heather Morgan
It's dark in here. Stumbling through the days can't seem to open my eyes, covering the truth that I haven't got it right. Late nights lead to daylight, nothing feels like myself.
00:13:11
Heather Morgan
Head pounds to the rhythm of this can't be it.
00:13:17
Heather Morgan
Reflecting to find answers, when will it make sense? Battling with, did I leave everything I knew for this? What am I doing?
00:13:28
Heather Morgan
Why are my bad choices so loud? Pouring a glass of wine won't turn them down. This person I don't know, keeping my nights later than before, looking for something not found at Red Door.
00:13:45
Heather Morgan
I'm searching for calmness but moving towards mess, holding on to the hurt, longing to stay on the fence. Let go of what once was, let's do that once more.
00:13:57
Heather Morgan
It's time to heal wounds that crippled my core. No longer so lost, two years to be found. Smiling for real in this life, I am proud.
00:14:10
Heather Morgan
The chaos and confusion led me to this. life takes Life takes you through lessons. If you blink, you miss. It's all a mirror and I'm happy to see I found myself in Nashville and it brought me to me.
00:14:27
Heather Morgan
So that's kind of ah really what it felt like to be so lost and now found. And when i reflect back on that, I mean, i can see every last tear, every move I made, all of the things that brought me to like all of the things where I'm like, who is this person?
00:14:48
Heather Morgan
And I, again, have said this before. Like, it's not like I did – like, I didn't, like, rob a bank or, you know, commit some crazy crime or something that people like, who am I? But, like, even the actions, I think, when we identify – and it's not even our identified ones, right? Like, obviously, I was doing things that didn't feel like a wife.
00:15:07
Heather Morgan
And that always feels misaligned for me. And I'm not saying like everyone has to be a wife, et cetera. Like I know that's not for everyone. But for me, like I knew being like a loyal partner was like something I enjoyed. And so
00:15:24
Heather Morgan
obviously I felt far from ready to be one because my life just felt so messy and I just didn't even know how to include someone in it.
00:15:36
Heather Morgan
Like I remember someone I had spent time with a while ago. It was like a year ago and it came up because I like posted TikTok about this actually because the song. But I remember he like kind of wanted to have like the talk and I was like,
00:15:51
Heather Morgan
I'm not trying to have a talk. He lives downtown. It's convenient. I can like sleep over. And like, that sounds really rude, but I liked him. Don't get me wrong. But I'm just saying like, I wasn't trying to like find a boyfriend at the time. This is before I had one.
00:16:05
Heather Morgan
ah The only one I've had. And I was like, why don't you just send me a song and tell me how you feel? And he like sent me this song that was like, ah okay, wait, in more than one night by Caden Wallace.
00:16:20
Heather Morgan
You'll have to listen. And I literally literally heard it and I was like, you are a jerk, Heather. You need to stop talking to him. And like, I don't even remember what I like ended up saying back, but it was clear that I was ah jerk.
00:16:39
Heather Morgan
Not that I said anything like a jerk, but... Anyways, that ended. And I just thought like, what am I doing? I'm just so messy. Like I'm just like having fun and and I'm just – I just don't want to bring anyone in this because I just don't know what I'm doing.
00:16:54
Heather Morgan
And even in that one relationship that I did have, i felt the same. Like I learned so much from it, so I'm thankful. And I agree that you don't have to have your whole life together when you bring someone into your world.
00:17:09
Heather Morgan
But – I definitely know that girl was just she didn't know. She really didn't know.
00:17:18
Heather Morgan
And I feel like I'm finally – don't get me wrong. I'm not like saying I have all
Living Authentically
00:17:23
Heather Morgan
the answers now. But I'm finally at this like peaceful place. And I want to kind of share that with you all on the importance of just – rolling with all of the phases of our life, all of the times, everything ebbs and flows.
00:17:40
Heather Morgan
And you really sometimes become everything. Sometimes you have to become everything that you're not to find out who you are. And I'm not saying like do everything like completely out of like your morals and standards and whatever and be like, well, that's not me. Like I i get it. That's a little obvious.
00:17:58
Heather Morgan
But sometimes like I mean, if I would have been like, would my old self do this? I would have been like, no to pretty much m most of the things that I did in the last two years.
00:18:10
Heather Morgan
I mean, okay, paddleboarding. Okay, my old self would have done that. But like there was a lot of times, there was a lot of things that I was like, there is no way I would have done that.
00:18:25
Heather Morgan
And, you know, usually like sometimes it can be fun. Like, okay, there's no way i old me would have just like jumped on this plane and went to go meet this guy that she's never met before and then have this great time in Knoxville and have it change her whole life. Right?
00:18:39
Heather Morgan
For that one, did it feel misaligned? No, because it was exactly what I needed and it was amazing. So in that regard, I learned something that I wouldn't do is something that's safe and okay and feels good for me to do or felt good for me to do.
00:18:54
Heather Morgan
Other things in this two years that I am not too proud of, you know it's not in alignment with what's good for you because you don't feel better about it.
00:19:09
Heather Morgan
You don't feel happier. You don't feel lighter. You don't feel better that it happened.
00:19:19
Heather Morgan
And I think we all have those moments in our life where we can think of something that we've done, said, went to, like we're like after the fact, we're like, that didn't make me feel good.
00:19:31
Heather Morgan
And I want to challenge to be thoughtful of those times where you're doing something in your life and you're like, this just doesn't feel good.
00:19:41
Heather Morgan
And if you feel that way, why do you keep doing it?
00:19:46
Heather Morgan
Why do you do it again? Is it because it's like that short-term little... endorphins or dopamine hit or whatever.
00:19:57
Heather Morgan
And then you kind of like forget the long-term feeling after the fact. So like just chasing that dopamine in the moment feels better than how bad it feels the next day.
00:20:10
Heather Morgan
Whether that's too much whiskey or spending time with someone that just doesn't make you feel good.
00:20:18
Heather Morgan
And that's one thing that I'm really centering this whole new chapter of my life around is doing things that fuel my soul, that make me feel good, that make me feel better after I leave, that make me feel like I am 100% happy, proud, satisfied, like good with what I did.
00:20:46
Heather Morgan
And like, don't get me wrong. I'm not claiming here. I'm going to be like Mrs. Perfect, you know, 2.0. two point out I mean, I am going to be pretty great. Don't get me wrong. But I'm just saying that that is a goal of mine. And i i do this thing i want to share because i I want to help if you're thinking about getting yourself into a new chapter is writing down who you – want to be, but as if they are who you are.
00:21:18
Heather Morgan
What do you want your life to look like? You probably have an idea. And again, we let go of what we thought our should life should look like and we go with it.
00:21:30
Heather Morgan
But at the end of the day, we know how we want to show up in the world. So we take the time to just jot down like, what
00:21:41
Heather Morgan
Do you want to think about yourself?
00:21:46
Heather Morgan
If you were describing your perfect self to your someone,
00:21:52
Heather Morgan
the ideal you, what would you say?
00:21:57
Heather Morgan
And it's such a wide, o like it's such a huge shift in your mindset when you start thinking really thinking about that. I'm getting all a little deep on y'all, but because you realize like what things in your life are preventing that you from being who you are.
00:22:19
Heather Morgan
Like what habits, where you spend your time, who you spend your time with, And how you really think about yourself day to day. i think for me, that's one of the biggest things. Literally, I could tear up because I um remember how like I'm a crybaby.
00:22:34
Heather Morgan
But like just thinking about the people I've met in this past two years, which I'm so grateful for. And so many of them, ah more than not, have just not known their worth.
00:22:46
Heather Morgan
And like when I think of each of the people that I've like sat down and like really talked to because I love to yap and there's just been people that have just been so great for them to just like tell me their heart.
00:22:58
Heather Morgan
And I promise you the most amazing people that I've spoken with have no idea. how amazing they are.
00:23:10
Heather Morgan
They don't talk about or think of themselves the way that I see them.
00:23:18
Heather Morgan
And wish they could.
00:23:21
Heather Morgan
And I wish that of you. i wish that you could see yourself for all the things that you are because that allows you to enter the new chapter.
00:23:34
Heather Morgan
You're going to play this replay the same character script of who you are right now and all the things you can or can't do, whatever you're deciding.
Shaping Our Reality
00:23:45
Heather Morgan
I've said it before.
00:23:46
Heather Morgan
That's just the chapter you're in And in this last two years of Nashville, I think I kept repeating the script of, for the plot, which is actually fun. So, you know, I throw that in steel. Like, don't – let's not get carried away. I still want to do things for the plot. But like for the plot, I don't know what I'm doing.
00:24:06
Heather Morgan
I'm messy. Like I'm not in it. Like all of these things. Everything I told myself that my life was like – Like I'm emotional. I'm like, I, you know, all these things I'm overwhelmed. I'm this and that like those played out in life. That's what I got.
00:24:27
Heather Morgan
That's what was shown back to me. But there was a lot of good things. Like I was like, oh, men are great. People are good. Then I met met great men that were respectful and this and that. So like there are – I mean I did have my mind right in a lot of ways. oh I'll meet fun people. I met fun people, right? Like all of these things. But I'm just saying whatever you kind of like expect from a reality is what you're going to get back.
00:24:50
Heather Morgan
And for me, I kind of just expected, well, I've been divorced and I moved to this new state and it's chaos and I don't know what I'm doing and I'm so messy. And I just kind of leaned into that. And then I was like, enter character, messy AF.
00:25:03
Heather Morgan
And i guess I'm like kind of done being her. There was like so many times where I was like, okay, that didn't feel good. That didn't feel good. That didn't feel good.
00:25:16
Heather Morgan
And I'm not saying I'm never going to do things in my life again that I'm like, that didn't feel good because you live, you learn. But I'm definitely in that place to be mindful now of like,
00:25:29
Heather Morgan
if you keep playing the same song, you're not going to hear a different tune, you know?
00:25:36
Heather Morgan
They think it just hit me. So I'm really leaning into just am I enjoying my life or am I escaping it? And I just am so happy. I don't want to escape anymore.
00:25:48
Heather Morgan
I'm here to live my life and I'm still being spontaneous. Don't get me wrong. I have an upcoming trip and I have ah one-way ticket and we'll figure it out.
00:26:00
Heather Morgan
So I feel like in those ways, I'm still a little like i don't give – by um But there's other things that I'm like, we're not doing that anymore.
00:26:11
Heather Morgan
We're not doing that anymore or few and far between. And the hard thing is, is even when I say it, y'all, and I wish like is – I don't know. Like I felt like when I was going through the motions of my previous life, this wasn't so – such a factor.
00:26:31
Heather Morgan
But do we all feel that we get lost between – who's who feels fun to be and who we know we're meant to be, who feels easy to be and who we're meant to be.
00:26:46
Heather Morgan
i guess I'll give you one last comparison before I – because I've thought about this, is during like some things that came up, And I thought about me clinging on to this previous me for a time was really like going back.
Evolving Discipline and New Challenges
00:27:05
Heather Morgan
And i dare I would never say I like had a toxic ex, but I've known like men that have went back to like people that they think are kind of like toxic. And for this sheer like just random entertainment of like that was just easier to manage than put together woman that they had to be like on their A game for.
00:27:28
Heather Morgan
Right? And so – they would They would know they wanted like put-together woman that could be like a lifetime partner, someone they could do all the things with, da-da-da-da-da, like good head on her shoulders, blah, blah, blah.
00:27:44
Heather Morgan
But they found themselves like going back to like the – rowdy, toxic. I mean, I don't know, you know, define toxic, rowdy, but though the one that they're like not really seeing, that's not really what they want for their life.
00:27:59
Heather Morgan
But they go back anyways, because it's just like easy. And I'd be like, well, like what's easy about it? Cause you're like not getting closer to where you want to be. And they're like, I don't know. It just kind of like feels good in the moment.
00:28:11
Heather Morgan
It's just, I'm scared. So I just keep doing that.
00:28:14
Heather Morgan
And I was like, that just seems weird. But like, I get it because that's what it's like when you're evolving into this next chapter you're kind of like, well, gosh, the mess. I'm kind of like the messy me. And I was just like fun. And I just like, man, I didn't really have to be on my A game and I didn't have to like get up for like a seven o'clock, six o'clock Pilates class or, you know, cycle.
00:28:37
Heather Morgan
Cause I was just like, I can sleep in a little, you know? And they're like two different worlds, you know? it was like two different mindsets. One,
00:28:49
Heather Morgan
Becoming that person that you want to be takes additional discipline and focus on things that you want to do but like aren't what you're currently doing. So you have to like recalibrate your life.
00:29:05
Heather Morgan
And so sometimes you're just like, okay, well, that was just the easier when I didn't have – I could just be like messy over here even though that's not what I want for the rest of my life. So it seems like at some point in time, you know, you got to hang up your boots.
00:29:23
Heather Morgan
Hang up your boots. Hang up. i don Yeah. Hang up your boots. Okay. You got to hang them up. Put them on a hanger. um Hang your hat.
00:29:35
Heather Morgan
Either way. do you know what I'm saying? So and that's kind of where i am And i think
00:29:42
Heather Morgan
It's going to be the most exciting chapter for all of us,
Podcast Anniversary and Future Growth
00:29:46
Heather Morgan
really. I'm coming up on, I'm going to wrap this up because I'm coming up on one year of the podcast. which is wild to me, wild to me.
00:29:56
Heather Morgan
And that was like a really pivotal time when I started the podcast too. So it's so crazy. And I have like a special little treat for y'all that I want you to just enjoy. So I can't wait to share that.
00:30:08
Heather Morgan
Also, always reminder, Wandering the Wild Mess, you can get your affirmation cards. You can ask me a question. You can find all my social media, all the things.
00:30:21
Heather Morgan
And oh don't forget to give the pod a five-star rating and tell me what you want to hear about. And remember that you can become whoever you want to be.
00:30:35
Heather Morgan
There's nothing stopping you but the way you think about yourself. So I'm changing it up. I'm thinking about a whole new and the wholele new Heather and I'm super excited about it.
00:30:48
Heather Morgan
And I thank you for just being here through the mess and entering this new chapter with me.
00:30:56
Heather Morgan
There's going to be so many exciting things. and still be It'll still be messy, but this is like a big self-reflection on like when you enter a new chapter. i think a lot of people are feeling the shift in life.
00:31:08
Heather Morgan
And I want you to know you don't have to stay where you've always been. You don't.
00:31:14
Heather Morgan
This has been Wandering the Wild Mess with Heather Morgan. You matter.