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fiction, nonfiction, whatever it is, there are moments in the editorial process where you have to, and I'm always trying to take other people's opinions on board. I'm very used to that. I'm very used to always kind of being someone who thinks maybe I'm in the wrong, maybe I'm the outlier here. But editorially, it's interesting because sometimes you have to stop and go, actually, this is the point of view. And this is, i do actually have to commit to this. So Tom in the big, for example, he's working class and he's got, he's, he's from a similar background as me. And he's got a very big chip on his shoulder just because he's been through a lot of shit when he's in London. And, um and sometimes he would make remarks about um London society and, and they would be highlighted in the the publishers would say oh is this not a bit mean and I and I just had to sort of go is it mean to sort of criticize rich people you know I would say something like I don't know like I think I you know I don't know i think that the wealth inequality is really bad or in London or something to that effect and it it was treated as if I'd like tied baby rabbits to a firework and been like right let's see um But ah so I then I had to sit back and go, okay, I don't want to be mean. I never want to be mean. But this character, this is where he's coming from this and he has to go on this big arc and he has to learn to solve it and he has to take that cynicism out of himself and learn that actually cynicism doesn't really make the world a better place. It just kind of makes you feel like you're making the world a better place. Like he has to go on this arc. So I have to let him say a few things in the first half of the novel that might make people roll their eyes or might make people, you know, sigh and go, oh, God, he's one of those. um so it's those moments editorially where you have to say, I know this might not be super comfortable. And I'm used to that as well as ah as an autistic writer. at But I know this might not be super comfortable or it might not be the thing that the majority of society experience. But i I do think it has to go in. And those are the interesting moments. And, you know, concede a lot. And then sometimes, as every author does, you just have to push back a bit and say, no, actually, I think, I think absolutely some people might hate this, but I think then the right people will also love it. And i would much rather write something that has a ton of five star reviews and a ton of one star reviews than just a bunch of people going, yeah, it was fine.