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58. Contar Mi Historia, Limpia Mi Alma- Con Ana Milena Carrasco (Español)
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Ana Milena Carrasco comparte con su historia de duelo después de la muerte de su madre. Ani vive en Estados Unidos, y pudo viajar a Colombia para estar con su madre en sus últimos días de vida. Al principio le era muy difícil compartir sobre su fallecimiento y revivir todas la emociones, pero a medida que pasa el tiempo, se ha dado cuenta que en realidad al contar su historia, limpia su alma.
Su duelo ha ido transformando a medida que Ani también ha incorporado diferentes herramientas para ayudarle en su proceso, incluyendo escuchar este podcast que le ayudo a darse cuenta de que muchos otros han vivido experiencias similares. Encontró también programas en YouTube que le ayudaron y escribiendo sus sentimientos. Estas herramientas no solo le ayudaron con su proceso de duelo del fallecimiento de su madre, si no también con sus emociones ante la separacion de su esposo.
Contacta a Ana Milena Carrasco: http://www.instagram.com/conte37
Contacta a Kendra Rinaldi para compartir tu historia en el podcast o para tener una sesión de coaching conmigo.
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Producción: Carlos Andres Londono
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00:00:18
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But it means that my mom and I have a lot of love, my mom and I have a lot of love. I don't know what to do or what to do. It means that my mom and I have a lot of love, but it means that I have a lot of love.
00:00:22
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It's $1.00, which is $1.00, which is $1.00.
Introduction to Grief and Transition
00:00:43
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Hola, bienvenidos a el podcast, grief, gratitude, and the gray in between, historias de duelo y gratitude. Esta podcast, vegriado para explodar los entimientos de perdi de duelo que se vivién en diferentes momentos de la vida cuando pasamos bocambio se transitiones drastically que literalmente nos acuden hasta los mas profundos de nuestros air y nos asenbivir procesos de duelo.
00:01:11
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It's my intention that the session will be with you in the process of doing the sculpture, history and spirit of others, that you will be able to see these similarities. I hope you enjoyed this video, see you in the next one.
00:01:35
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Let's see if we can see it.
00:01:51
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Yes, that's part of it. We have a lot of people who don't know us, but we have a lot of people who don't know us. We have a lot of people who don't know us. We have a lot of people who don't know us. We have a lot of people who don't know us.
00:02:10
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List.
Memories of Miami and Family Dynamics
00:02:27
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When I was young, I lived in Miami, in Western Florida. I lived three years. I lived here for many years. We were young, but when I was young, I didn't know much, but I lived with a lot of people. Because of my family, my family, my family, my family. But I don't know.
00:02:56
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Mi hogrande teno ente años, tenguno David que tienes tres, y añe el tine días añitos, y tambien te gómo y perritos. Next.
00:03:22
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Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
00:03:30
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And I told him, I don't know what to say. He said, I don't know what to say. He said, I don't know what to say. He said, I don't know what to say. He said, I don't know what to say.
Uncertainty and Loss
00:03:46
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No, I do that much easier. We may mean, okay, that you lost a much in this day and you can't pass out. Don't says I must have a lot of bookie. Don't those are so, um, illegal. So the park is happening. No, no, no, no, no.
00:04:01
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So, we are going to start with Charles. We are going to start with Charles. We are going to start with Antes, Antes and Travis. But, if you want to know more about his story, we are going to start with Mommy. Yes. Me and my mom are going to be with me, Jean. And, my mom is going to be with me three years ago. And, I'm going to tell you how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it.
00:04:32
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E el ventio chono bien preldos mi tías y nueve, yo me tú aqui de me tien sí apo espa me digin por que mi míamá le dío una clucion intestinal entonso le ono para. Gracias a yo, J.K. Pues, y lóperaron.
00:04:47
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And just a little operation is a look on the close to me. Yeah. Yeah. Please stop. Please. Really. Please. Can I say all say allow. Yeah. Please. Come. Okay. No. No. No. Cool. Nice. Well, if you say they don't make it with a job you meant a quadrant. Don't let them make us a little bit. Well, I'm told they say they say I'm great. Joe made it well for a Miami.
00:05:12
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Por que yo la deja pueda con los envermeiras, mistías, pues todos cuían de la hacerte en la casa y buen. Entos des, el deses desenbreuelbo, y el díes y siete, y siembre, me llama mitea, que esta la boulanza como y mama otra vez, que, y me pas a la doctora de emi. Entos dese, y que me, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y,
00:05:41
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I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say, I have to say,
00:06:11
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I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you. I'm very happy to be here with you.
00:06:41
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for the 20th of December. I didn't know that the director was there, and he was in a meeting with me, because he was in a meeting with me.
A Family Meeting and Reflections
00:06:53
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So, I went to the house, and I told him that I was going to the house, and I told him that he was going to be in a meeting with me, and that I was going to the house. And he said, well, it was the 20th of December that I was going to the house.
00:07:09
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I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not.
00:07:34
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I'm a little kid, I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl. I'm a little girl.
00:08:03
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And one, y el venti siete, el venti seis, perdón, el venti de pola noche, me llamar un que me bajara, porque es que, pues, no se es los que en en, me ejim, pues, en que, everytío que aria, pues en la montana, you know, y abajo que me ejí. Entos de jos, pues como te estar, empaca de la casa en mamay todo, me llamam por la noche, y el doctor meijo.
00:08:26
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Um um
00:08:52
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And today, in the next few minutes, I will speak at the end of the day, but I will not be able to speak at the end of the day. I will not be able to speak at the end of the day. I will not be able to speak at the end of the day. I will not be able to speak at the end of the day. I will not speak at the end of the day. I will not speak at the end of the day.
00:09:23
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Y yo, J.K., a las a la emergencia y lo primero y mi mamá ulti o la carnitas y porque estaba a como en la camilla. Y yo, y yo, el tio, como que, el tenía como por sittas como pamiramí. Entonces, me dijo, no más. Así, pero con nuevos, así, tapas que llanes del entendía. Entonmejos, no más. Y yo, lejos, no míjos, y que no más. Si, esta amo y cansaja.
00:09:49
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And I think it's important for me to learn how to connect with people, because I think it's important for the people and for the world. And I think it's important for us to communicate with other people, not just with others, but also with other people.
Growth Through Grief
00:10:11
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I think it's important for us to understand.
00:10:14
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And I wanted to say something that I didn't know about, like when I was growing up, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it, and how I felt about it.
00:10:44
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It's a little bit different, a little bit different, but I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say.
00:11:12
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I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm
00:11:41
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Pero no, mi mama, la ultim, como que el ultimos hesto de agradezimiento, vue, ya justa a pues como muy de de la en la comita y a de la ultimos que que me, cojio la mano, as y pues in poder, pero la cojio, y sejio a mi mano, as y a la ocada de aja, y a ya pues como y a que notan y a liento de arun besito, pero hoyamente,
00:12:09
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Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
00:12:34
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¿Qué respirees porque acazé? Bulbera contartos, todos los ejos y todo, y eso. Sá cóndo decistes tada del podcast, que qué decistes se rinditada. En un parte, sá có, porque tajudas contar la historia. Sientes que al contar la historia cádó es, cebal bien do un poco me nos pésan tu alma, o que, que sientes cuando well be sí cuentas todas, todos los detajes.
00:13:05
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I'm the principal, but I'm not alone. But I have a sense of how I live, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work, how I work,
00:13:35
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I had a lot of opportunities, and I wanted to be with my mom. And I wanted to be with her at the same time. That's why I didn't have a lot of love. And that's why I wanted to be with her. I wanted to be with all the stories, but I didn't want to be with her. I wanted to be with my mom.
00:14:05
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It's a very different and different story. How do you like it? How do you like it? How do you like it? How do you like it? How do you like it? How do you like it? How do you like it? How do you like it?
00:14:29
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and gracias.
00:14:48
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Thank you very much. We are very happy to have you with us today. The matriarch that I have with my family. We are very happy to have you with us. It's been a long time since we've been together for so many years. We are very happy to have you.
00:15:16
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¡Aurita que hoy tras a ramienta sus haste a pasado, ya a pasado más un poquito más de un año, que hoy tras a ramienta sus hado en tu proceso de de guarda, lo que estados de ciendo antes de se como que, de estar como me dora a via del porque, del porque yo, y todo al principio a de guarda, hora, que hacido tu proceso.
00:15:39
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Bueno. Como te jal principo, pues mucharabia, muchatristes, una montañarrosa, nile guemar. Una migamía que el esposo de ella, escasualmente amigo tujo. Entonces, ella mejo mira una, una migamía esposo, que yo no se que en un potcas que tata tau en en fin. Yo al principo no le para muchal polas,
00:16:08
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como te digo yo estado en otro, en otra orbita vamenos. Y yo momento otro bien, grief and gratitude, que estados obre sientucre, que me dia ora oces en taminutos, algua sí de coach en contiguna, enas y más omenos.
00:16:29
Speaker
Algo me hijo, alo, y tiem, lo pedí, y simolas, y tapues, no decita cuerdas, y way, a le contigo, y me siste, ver como? ¿Cómo se me mal bidarce? Y como que tantas, cosas, como tu tambienas, tenío perdías, orriles, cierton todas, perdías, tas, como no tronibel,
00:16:56
Speaker
Muchas cotas que me di histami, como que mízieron pensar, segmente tendes y entonces hay empeze, como escuchar más pótcas y más pótcas y un escuchando los pótcas que tu tienes de mucha gente de muchas situationes y tuesas cotas, como que lo hace en vera uno, la situación de uno, diferente, o uno así mila, hay se pótcas pós que escucho,
00:17:39
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It's not natural, it's certain that the reason why I don't know if it's important, because it's like a conversation. Yes, and this is one of the things that I want to do, is to say that two centimeters is absolutely normal. It's about the relationship between the two stories of others, in the podcast, or when you watch YouTube, no?
00:17:51
Speaker
Oh, well, the person I keep up with the truck wasn't or end up. It meant 10 days, come okay. I'm me. Yeah, I do. I'm much. Oh, no, this is, this is a total moon. The pyramids imagine a much, oh, my, it's good.
00:18:04
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I have a lot of romantic things that I can do. When I was a kid, I had a lot of things that I could do. I had a lot of things that I could do. I had a lot of things that I could do. I had a lot of romantic things that I could do. I had a lot of things that I could do. I had a lot of things that I could do. I had a lot of things that I could do.
00:18:31
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Um, um, um, um,
00:18:41
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I'm a Mexican, I live in Florida, and I'm a historian of the history of it. It's very interesting. I'm a historian and I'm very interested in it. I'm very interested in it, and I'm very interested in it. I'm from Colombia, I'm very interested in it.
Coping with Emotional Turmoil
00:19:28
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What do you want to say? What do you want to say? What do you want to say?
00:19:41
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Oh, yeah, I mean, just, uh, coming on, uh, Montañara Rosa, la cosa más verraca. Yeah, Maria, una cosa mío rible y en junio, um, me se pare. Enton, oh, yeah, I mean, teles señor, pues, no puedo, uh, con esta Montañara Rosa, como te digo, pues que, cuando unos de la Maria Alguien, tan zercani, que no quie retanto, uh, no puedo con ezo, um, entonces,
00:20:09
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I think we need to do this, and we need to do this, and we need to do this. How do I do it with my mom, and how do I do it with my daughter? But how do I do it with my mother? Yes, I do it with my parents, because I want to be able to do something with them.
00:20:36
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Relation en este caso cola muerte de alguien pueda ver otras dinamica es familiares que cambien tambiena abase de eso, no? Entonces en tu caso, eja abia, eja abia, ojano se que tanto quieras tocar el tema por tes tas en la mita de eso.
00:20:53
Speaker
But, simply as you said, I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it because of the situation that you've been in. I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it.
00:21:23
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I think that my mother, Murillo, and it's a process that all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us, all of us,
00:21:51
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and I work a lot, but a lot, as I said, on YouTube. But it's about reading, what I'm doing, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading, what I'm reading,
00:22:20
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because I don't have a lot of time, I don't have a lot of time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time, I don't have time,
00:22:50
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Ehm, pero todas de ramientas que te digo, si mi ana due a mucho.
00:22:57
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No, it's not just culture, it's not just me and the others. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's not just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don't know why, because it's just culture. I don
00:23:51
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Yes, yes, yes, yes.
00:24:01
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to help with therapy or different forms and all of that. So we're going to implement it. What do you want to do? What do you want to do? What do you want to do? What do you want to do? What do you want to do? What do you want to do? What do you want to do? What do you want to do?
00:24:05
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No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:24:26
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O también tomar la decisión de mueve un poquito más a de el ante, un pasito de el ante, y que porque estar muy endos y a de el ante, no quita de todo el or, no quita que extra nuesa tu mamá, correcto? ¿Cado es que? Síblamente que te va, te vas a de el ante, con tílo, pero muy esas y a de el ante. Caro, caro, no, eso, es un prósé eso muy largo, y yo quiero que una perendia díbir con el dolor. Uno, ese de dolor.
00:24:56
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No se va aí, que puchar la mamá y unos earth. Y es y más y unora como tan nadiega a la, pues con joyrado super a peque ami mamá, mi hermana, mi mamá y yo, y ramos, que pucha, pues super, siempre su emo un ticas. Es un dollar, que una aprenda y hoy, con el hoy amenta y unos días que yo jóro y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y, y,
Faith and Grief
00:25:23
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and I think that my choice is the truth, it's the fault. But I think that my mom is a friend, my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is a friend, and my mom is
00:25:25
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y
00:25:53
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But the question is, in the respect of faith, we have a lot of faith in faith. I think that is what I'm saying. How do you see the papel of faith in this process of doing this? Me? Yes, of course, of course. For example,
00:26:22
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Está a conizando, que está a sufriendo tanto, yo amíma una rábía, yo les adiós, que se cátol y capes de les adiós, per esque porque las esu frid, en la señora tambuena, de vater, aja por favor, yo mero, y de vada, y de decía que por favor, de la de vada, yo un que la vera, amíma, como estaba. Y tenía mucha rábía, tenía mucha rábía, mucha rábía, y me duro, uno de meces,
00:26:50
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I don't know if it's true or not, but I think it's true. I don't know if it's true or not, but I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know if it's true or not.
00:27:16
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Sí es un duelo obiamente que sí. Es una pero es el duelo de, de, no de esta, de que llan usted con esta persona no. Sí no de, como que el interno, la familia, como que llan no, no hay, llan existe. Demente en de, de, como que, uno día juste comisidos, otro día de el esta, simente en esper de llan de la familia. Es un lo que, yo lego que es es el duelo mio de,
00:27:44
Speaker
de nuestar con esa personano, en mi caso, en mi caso. Antes eso fe cómo, hay, cómo algo que necesita, en mi día. Entos esa, hay cómo que yo deje, hm, mi mamase me fue, yo antes no era capas de hacerlo, ahora mi mamase me fue, como hay cómo que me sentiliera.
00:28:09
Speaker
No es por ná pero senti algo de pas en mi. Ya y empece yo. Okay. Un tonces. Se me muyo mi mamá tú, me muchar raía pero de estó se me ino lo el díos o que yo hace mucho lo que ría pero yo nera que pas. Como de expressarlo de decir y mira.
00:28:34
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No. No.
00:28:56
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But if you want to do something like this, like I said earlier, you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this, and you can do something like this,
A Comforting Dream
00:29:25
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Um, Pero, pero yo quiero que mi mama esta bien. Y yo tú y un soños que yo te conte a ti. Ease uno un meses. Que me yo mucha paz ese soño. Por que era comor en el soño y yo no cama córdolos soños y este me córde. Econo me levante.
00:29:55
Speaker
En el sueños yo redivi, como la gonia en mi mamácerte. Y es y todo esaba y no pues que pasamos, un esperimas y yo mistías. Pero, mi mamáster, y yo mácoro que mi mamáster como en una atica. Y abián una escaleras. Largas, como, pero, pues como que a en la oueltas y y blancas.
00:30:18
Speaker
And I think that in the years that I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here, I've been here,
00:30:47
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Tú que cres, entonces, y yo te contece de leje, pues que están el cielo. Y tú mejiste que tú la judas te a de garada ya. Entonces, eso me a como mucha tranquilia, cierto, pued no se, no escale, no se, no se, si mi mamá me quíso esir algua y, a silo, lo tome yo.
00:31:11
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Si la forma de como uno se sientes, por un sueno es más significativa o es es que los detajes en si de el sueno. De como se sintuyo uno se sis elevantonos, sintiendo se como hay, como a sí, como tranquilo, o algua sí, o sinerbioso. O sabes uno po interpretar un sueno de muchas maneras.
00:31:32
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I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it, but I don't know how to say it.
00:31:56
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And, you see, the letter that I put in there, the letter that I put in there, that I used to say, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:32:22
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You know, how do you feel when you're responsible? Because, as long as you're with me, I know, in this moment, you're all responsible for what you do. How do you feel when you're in this moment? Ah, I have a lot of ideas. I have a lot of ideas. I don't have a lot of ideas. I don't know how to say it, but I think that's all I have to say. I'm super proud of you.
00:32:48
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Ehh, si como tas antiste. Ehh, Ejevando es hara eso. Eres que. Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh, Ehh,
00:33:12
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And, um,
00:33:42
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yo mes centi como, como que mes centiviam? A ver, no quiero sonar. O reales diciente. So, pero, a ver, cuando yo tome las izion leja la octora, no llaganas, solos tambien tena, yo deja con dieni no todo, yo collegue. O yamente me pues ajorado ríle porque, yo, no quería que no más de mea muy riera, pero yo también quería que, que dada su era tranquila, y yo era la unisa que podia,
00:34:11
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tó maréza de sí sí sí on, porque, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella, ella,
00:34:34
Speaker
And as you can see, it's a must do for me, and the content, and as I said before, I'm going to tell you something, until the end. And it's very, very, very, very, very, but it's something that I think will help you.
00:34:53
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No, y a más que mucha ver a ráque. Pero no ver a ráque. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
00:35:13
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and what he said was that he didn't know what he was going to do, but he didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do. He didn't know what he was going to do.
00:35:41
Speaker
It's a compassion that has a lot of people who don't have a person, because they don't have a friend. And I think it's a lot of people. If they are, they don't have a friend. But I think it's a good idea to ask them what they want. And I think that's it.
00:36:13
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I don't know if you have any questions or not.
00:36:51
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Mira, me mama,
00:36:54
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Me mama, siempre fe como la patrona, serte de la familia. Y well, me cuando, me mama amudio, la familia, nosotros, es muy grande. Me prima paula que, fue una angelito, me mama, que puede emplo paula, me mama amudio, la casa paula, rocillo, me tía,
00:37:23
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And Paula is the queen of the world, the queen of the world, the queen of the world, with a more presentable cause. And Paula is a person with a spectacular respect, and he is a man. He has a lot of love, but Paula is the man of the world. And an indision, as I said, is not only Paula.
00:37:52
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This is a new year, and it's been a year and a half, and it's been a pandemic, and it's been a long time since I've been working here. So, I think it's been a long time since I've been working here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here, and it's been a long time since I've been here,
00:38:21
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that I love and that I'm a great person. I think it's a great company. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it.
00:38:47
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para el día el matrimonio de Paola, serto que fue virtuoloyamente para todos los que no esta a moza y, y entos esa y, nos unimos muchisimos más y mentendes, entos esabora en el chat mandamos cosas, hablamos todos por aí que non cábía mos escho antes, entonces, ascino, como que nos, mi mamanos unío mucho más. A vera, a parte la famila que siempre, a mozio, muy unidos, y eartho, pero como que ya entrado más.
00:39:18
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Entonces, es uper bacano, pues porque, porque pues estamos y también en el chád. Aí, amigas de mi mama y mistía de todada y aquí nosotros, los conseiramos de la familia. Entonces, siemens tendes y el chátse llama familia, pero todo esto se formo cuando paulas de caso. Siemens tendes, entonces,
00:39:42
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And Paola, for example, in the matrimony, I'm going to use my mama, and that's because my mama is... I don't want to be in D.C., but I don't want to be in my mama. That's because I'm in Paola, and that's why I'm here. And it's an easy one, but I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it, but I'm going to do it. And it's a lot of fun. I'm going to be in D.C., in D.C., in D.C.
00:40:09
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Entonces y mitia esta feliz y contar de nosotros vera mitia feliz y apaula pues que mallepe de una al hay a pues de están, como que les cambio todo, con no mi mamá, mi mamá por ejemplo una las cosas que me dijo.
00:40:25
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It's been a quarter of a year. I've been working with my friends, with my friends, and all of them. I've been working with them for a long time. I've been working with them for a long time. I've been working with them for a long time. I've been working with them for a long time. I've been working with them for a long time. I've been working with them for a long time. And I've been working with them for a long time.
00:40:54
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because I'm proud of what you're doing. Yes, I'm proud of what we're doing. I'm proud of what you've done for me. I'm proud of what you've done for me. I'm very proud of what you've done for me. I'm very proud of what you've done for me. I'm very proud of what you've done for me.
00:41:19
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De pronto mi mama qua no se las cosas pasaronas y que mi hermana no puede estar en la muerte ella de pronto que mi hermana yo croque de no era puedo con eso. Entonces las cosas de de hermana sí, mi hermana sá in italia, y majina te. No se, mi hermana tolo que me verto co pasar yo no croque, mi hermana una persona, muy fuerte pues, pero pero perres que esa parte no se.
00:41:46
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So, las cosas de ronas y por alco, todo tienen porque. Sí, el porque aces sono no en tiene. El porque aces sono no en tiene, de sin hasta da mucha mas a delante, y a veces nunca, de pronto nunca lu entiendo uno exactamente porque está ban las cosas predesinadas a pasar en ese verden pero a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sifero, a sif
00:42:15
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When I was at the moment, I was thinking, what do you think? Do you have any questions that you would like to share with the audience? I would like to share with you my podcast. I would like to thank you for the great support that you have made. I would like to thank you for the great support that you have made. I would like to thank you for the great support that you have made. Thank you very much.
00:42:44
Speaker
Cuentanos que crees en tu vida que ha como escresido que en que formas sientes mas gratitudes por a ver pasado por alguací. Bueno. Yo aorá, aorá pues que estoy que me estado pues ajudando con tatas cosas siento que, como que escresido más como persona.
00:43:11
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I think it's important to know that you are different from the different people, because I'm a person, my mom is married, and I'm a mother, and I have a daughter. But I think that
00:43:31
Speaker
Aora, no? Al principio, no los entillas y siento como que fue como una invícion por que me sobre, que yo me toque valudar más. Yo tenía que encontrar ana milena que está totalmente perdida y me ajudao mucho
00:43:59
Speaker
a common contra me aminism, cierto, y ahora el echo de lo que yo y ví, pues lo emima má y todas as cosas, tambi a mí a yo a mucho como a valorama lo que tengo, y como dar las gracias a todo de lo que tengo, si, vivimóirir a mamá, si me esto y diversiándos, so cosas que aces, pues, al principio no,
00:44:25
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I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't
Gratitude Amidst Loss
00:44:54
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puede esta raí a compañan de la préquimamá. Murio giena y amor pes todos tocando la todos que estamos en el cuarto abrazando la tod. Gracias, adiós. Yo puede esta raí. Gracias, adiós. Ahora ludico. Gracias, adiós. Y eso me, como térico, yo yo yo yo yo de de gracias, adiós, por mi casa, por mi scaros, por mi salud, por mi sijos mejor dícho por las pernas que tengo los bracos. Mira.
00:44:55
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know.
00:45:23
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Joja estoy en un proceso, yo, no tego pues que estoy perfectamente en no. Eso un proceso. Eso un proceso, yo antes no mira una, eso yo antes, como quiero una, margada, todo me para ese una heartera me que piqueja, por todo, estoy en un proceso de aprendera gera de ser todo lo que tengo, y si me dega una epocadura, como me dego,
00:45:52
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This is the only way and the only way to do it is to do it for you, for you. Not that you can't do it for you, for you, and to do it on the other side. We don't do it for you, but for you, I'll do it for you, and I'll do it for you.
00:46:15
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No, it's just pisto pistas. It's just pisto pistas. It's just pisto pistas in the direction of the heart. It's just pisto pisticas in the direction of the heart. It's just pisto pisticas in the direction of the heart.
00:46:35
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Me, of course. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it.
00:46:56
Speaker
I have a lot of attention and I know a lot of things, but at the end of the day, I have to think about what I can do. And I have to tell you, it's very important, as you said, to be able to do this, to be able to work hard, to be able to work hard, and to be able to do this, and to be able to be able to work hard. Oh, yes, yes, totally. Totally. I'm going to tell you something, I'm going to tell you something.
00:47:23
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But I think that, as Jean said, it's the first time I met her in the career list, in a place where I didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her. She didn't know what to do with her.
00:47:49
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Because what I'm going to say is, I'm very angry, but how am I going to do it? I don't know. I don't know. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it.
00:48:25
Speaker
Dejiste algo cabe aí de lo de pensar en ti para poder que lo deños está bien muchas de esas emos al reves, no? De que pensamos primero en los demas en lugar de uno, pero lo que pasas que sí es el caso a veces.
00:48:31
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No, I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
00:48:41
Speaker
En tu caso, si notes tabas alimentando. Ti misma como a salimentar los hay ejos de crere, en ejos mismos de ser, si tu misma no crere ese eso entino, entonces, e lecho de quieuritas tas enfocando, tengo que esi mento personal, y todo eso, les basadar hay ejos, también muchas más a ramientas en suidas también de, que reche, ejos mismos, si de valorar, se todos también. Es actamente. Y yo puede hablóritan trenta, you know,
00:49:11
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I don't know if you can hear me, but I am very happy. And I am very happy to be here with you. It's not possible for me to speak with you, because I am very happy. And I am very happy that you are here with me. I am very happy to be here with you. I am very happy to be here with you. I am very happy to be here with you.
00:49:37
Speaker
El venti cuatro pase con ejos de arte, el venti cinco, pero el trenta y uno, como te digo, el volvera pensare mi. Mi amiga, mejos, benga, pase, el año no comigo. Y aja mi me pasamos buen energy, y aja mi, y aja es una persona que pasa una energy, y es energy, y es positió, y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y
00:50:04
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As the principal said, I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how to do it.
00:50:33
Speaker
Cementan de ese entos es como que eso estoy a prendiendo en pensar en mi, que mi sí hodes ten bieno y amente, pero, pero sí, yo sí, go pensar de mi, y, y haciendo las cosas por anamilena entonces, eso siempre en estar bien, próxio siempre un cargar des. Pero primero es anamilena, que eso lo que estoy a prendiendo.
00:50:59
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I know, and I thank you, and I also thank you for being here with us, because as you know, the history of Otros de Anajudaba was in the process of being here, and this is the history of me being here in this country. And I thank you for being here, because I know that you are here in this country
00:51:23
Speaker
the story of Alguienmas in the first place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in the second place. The story of Alguienmas in
00:51:52
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Well, thank you. No, but thank you very much. And if you have any questions, I'd like to know what you think about this process and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it, and what you think about it.
00:52:23
Speaker
And gracias, pues por todo a tambien. A pleasure. A pleasure. A pleasure. A pleasure. A pleasure. A pleasure. Gracias por el ejira escuchar, el epíso de voy. Espero que hagas pueden contrar un poco de consuelo. Sí es el caso me encantaría que escribiras un commentario, y que lo compartiras con alguien, que creas que necesitos escuchar.
00:52:50
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Sia Caso, tu o alguien que conoces tieno en estóre en speedadora es un proceso de duelo y gratitut, no de ues en contactarme. De muevo, gracias por escuchar el podcast. Grief, gratitude, and the gray in between. Estóreas de duelo y gratitut.