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Intuitive Guidance with Heather Gordy [Part 1]
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Join us for part 1 as we delve into the world of intuitive guidance and energy work with our esteemed guest, Heather Gordy. In this episode, we explore the profound impact of intuition on decision-making and delve into the realm of psychic gifts and their role in receiving guidance. Heather shares her personal journey of heightened sensitivity and how she navigates and embraces her intuitive abilities. This episode offers valuable insights into honoring and trusting one's intuition, creating sacred spaces through energy work, and harnessing the power of crystals for spiritual connection and healing.
Be sure to tune in to hear...
- Understanding the role of intuition in decision-making and its connection to psychic gifts
- Navigating heightened sensitivity and embracing intuitive abilities
- Harnessing the power of crystals for spiritual connection and healing
About Our Guest:
Heather Gordy is an interdimensional channel, energy worker, and yoga practitioner based in Wilmington. With a focus on creating sacred spaces and helping individuals reconnect with their true selves, Heather's work encompasses energy healing, crystal therapy, and intuitive guidance. Her profound experiences and expertise in energy work make her a luminary in the field of spiritual wellness.
Connect with Heather:
At Earthdrawn: earthdrawnhealing.com
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Transcript
Introduction to Heather Gordy
00:01:24
Speaker
Hi, everybody. Welcome back. I'm so excited. I'm going to be in the space today. We have a very interesting guest today that I'm excited to introduce you to. And we're going to be talking about her offerings, the magic that she shares. She is also a local luminary here in Wilmington. Many of you probably already know her. And we're also going to be talking about a crowd pleaser that it is, crystals.
00:01:50
Speaker
She has so much knowledge to share with us today. So thank you Heather Gordy for being here. Thank you so much for having me. I'm so excited. I know the crystals are excited too. The crystals are excited. She came in with a backpack full of crystals and I got a little giddy. So our energy is calming down now. We're going to bring it in.
00:02:11
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focus in, but I'm really excited to talk to you. You were one of the very first people on my mind when I was thinking about doing this podcast. I was like, I would love to have Heather com and yeah, to talk about you and your journey into the work that you do, the magic that you bring and share with people. And you have so many different interesting offerings here. You're also a part of the blonde priestess collective or the priestess collective.
00:02:40
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at the Murchison Building. Your space is absolutely heavenly there. Your office in particular, when I go in, it has the beautiful view of the bridge in Wilmington and the sky and the light and the energy in there in of itself is just magical. So thank you so much for being here. Thank you so much for having me. I'm so grateful, so honored.
00:03:06
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I love that space and it still feels special every time that I go in there. Special to be there, special to be a part of. It just feels really a very valuable space to have so I'm very grateful that it is here and I'm grateful to be a part of it.
00:03:24
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And yeah, I've been wanting to secretly be on your podcast. So I was like, I hope she asks. I love that. I know. I know. Cause it is, it's on video. It's not the thing we do every day. So I'm excited you're up for it.
Heather's Identity and Practices
00:03:40
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So tell us and tell the listeners who you are.
00:03:45
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And give us a little introduction into your work. I am an interdimensional channel, or I call myself an interdimensional channel. There's a lot of different things that I do and I tap into, and that seems to be the language that feels like it encompasses most of it. And within that, I practice energy work, different modalities, and I really resonate with being an ascension guide that just feels like something that spirit has placed on
00:04:12
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my heart and in my path. And along with that, I teach yoga. I do some other things. I work with crystals. There's a lot of different facets to my work, but really I just enjoy working with people in every capacity, one-on-one group settings, intimate spaces where we can create sacred space, come together in sacred space and
00:04:42
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feel the body tune into the body and come back to our larger sense of self or our truer sense of self and really do whatever is needed or invite whatever is needed to illuminate that. That's so beautiful.
Growing Up Energetically Sensitive
00:05:01
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And on this path, was there something that was a catalyst to you
00:05:07
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stepping into this or maybe a few breadcrumbs along the way but did you always feel connected to being an interdimensional channel or was that something that evolved over time? Yeah so it definitely evolved like when I look back on my childhood now I can see pieces but I
00:05:31
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didn't have that awareness when I was a child. I was very energetically sensitive. I see that more so now. I didn't know that then. The world just felt overwhelming. Everything felt overwhelming. I grew up in a Christian-based household and everything felt
00:05:52
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there were clear yeses and clear nos. So there were just certain experiences that felt like they didn't have space to be there. I think more so now being where I am now, it was more so things that weren't directly understood. Of course, there was no way for it to have space there. And so it wasn't until I went to college and stepped outside of that environment that
00:06:20
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I was able to explore more.
00:06:23
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So really when I was a child, everything was just a constant whirlwind. I was more so in a space of just trying to feel safe in my experiences and in my environment. When I went to college, that started to become a catalyst, but more so because things became more intense. So I have more of an understanding now. I think the home that I grew up in, my soul,
00:06:52
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purposely brought me into a space where I would be as comfortable as I can be because I lived in the woods and I wasn't in a neighborhood.
Catalyst for Change: Near-Death Experience
00:07:01
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There was a there was actually like a lot of space around my house and a lot of space even like throughout the town so
00:07:09
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When I went to college, I think things intensified in a way that I wasn't prepared for, but also it was what I needed at the same time to even come close to moving into my experience. So things became much more overwhelming and
00:07:36
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ultimately that brought me into a space of just deep anxiety and deep depression. So it wasn't really like a pleasant experience by any means, but it was and feels like it was chosen by my soul and it was what I needed. And the real catalyst was coming to that breaking point, that ultimate bottom. I had an experience that
00:08:04
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brought me into a choice of we either have to do something or there's not going to be anything left of me. Was this like a rock bottom, would you say? Like you were really facing hard things at that time?
00:08:19
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Yeah, it's to put it bluntly, it was a near death experience. So it was a rock bottom, but it was like reaching that edge and reaching that bottom. It was really an awakening of, okay, we've arrived here. We've been arriving here and now there's really only two directions to go and we have to choose what direction to go.
00:08:41
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So I really felt my soul step in that moment and bring me up and push me forward. And I started to see like in that moment and in that period of time is when I really started to see spirit step in and my soul step in. And that was a huge initiation. Yoga came to the forefront, but it wasn't anything that I
00:09:08
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chose.
Yoga as a Transformative Force
00:09:09
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It was something that was placed directly in front of me. It was something that was like, just do this and see what happens. And I was at a place where it was like, we'll try anything because nothing, there aren't answers anywhere else. So yoga was a huge part. It brought me into the body and it, once I was in my body, I
00:09:35
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One felt more than I've felt before so it was like things immediately became more intense while at the same time it's like things became more intense in both directions. So it was like I also reached a place of I actually feel me so we need to be here like we need to be in the body we need to keep
00:09:57
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anchoring in the body or coming into the body. Yoga started to open up my world. I went through a yoga training. It was the first time I ever heard about the chakra system or what any of that was. And at the time it was just a bunch of new information. I think I've always had an
00:10:14
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like a mind that leans towards observing rather than blocking anything out. And so I think that also even with my childhood, there was never a sense in my mind or in my field of the right or wrong or yes or no. It was more so just observing and taking everything in.
00:10:35
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So when I went into yoga, it's I clearly knew okay I've been in an environment where these are things that are no like these things don't exist or these things are no but everything's being introduced and I'm just taking it all in and I'm just observing it all and The more that I just observed everything the more that I was like this sounds like my experience and
00:10:59
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And nothing else has sounded like my experience. And so that just once I made that connection, it really felt like everything flew open because I was like, all right, I will take in any information that I will take in all of it. And I ended up.
00:11:23
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through yoga. I was completing my yoga hours for my yoga training. So I'm at a place where I'm like, okay, we'll literally go to every yoga class. We'll literally go to every meditation because I've got hours to fill. And I ended up crossing paths with a woman who I still work with today.
00:11:43
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Her name is Jennifer Chapus and she was leading a meditation and I went into that meditation and I was like, I had been through yoga training. I had been through other meditations and I was like, this isn't meditation. I get that this is meditation, but this isn't meditation. And I experienced again, my experience wasn't enjoyable, but
00:12:10
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It was actually, I experienced so much through the body that it felt painful, but it felt so much like what I had been experiencing all my life that I was like, this is it. And I went to her immediately and I was like, I didn't. I felt a lot of discomfort through that whole thing. And it seems like, yeah. And I was like, it was like a,
00:12:35
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you're just in your space with your eyes closed and you're feeling all these sensations down and you're really comfortable and it's like guiding you through a space of peace and guiding you through a space of receiving peace and like the entire time i'm like screaming inside of my body and i'm like why does this hurt in a way and but it was like in that moment none of that mattered i was just like this is though like she knows
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the answer here. Like she, this is my experience. This is what I have been experiencing and she knows.
00:13:09
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And so it's if I were to look at that experience
Guidance Through Meditation
00:13:13
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with where I am today, she was going into channel and she was delivering a meditation and she was delivering energy. And what I was experiencing not being quite in my body, I was experiencing what I experienced my whole life, which was my entire channel is open, my entire body is open, and I'm actually receiving everything around me.
00:13:36
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in the space Which is overwhelming and a lot to process. Yeah, I Relate to this. I know you can I really do totally know that you can and I know a lot of people can it's like that It's like we're so open that everything feels Overwhelming and it doesn't have to be that way. Okay. Tell us more about that
00:14:00
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I'm interested in knowing more about that part. It doesn't have to be that way. Because sometimes going into the grocery store, I'm really overstimulated. And sometimes driving my car, I'm like, how am I a part of this society? I don't even know what's going on. Oh my gosh, me too. OK, so my world just started to open more and more. And it was like everything that I needed was just being laid down. One, because I was incredibly open, I had reached a point where I was like,
00:14:26
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give me, show me anything. I just need a different experience and I need it as soon as we possibly can because I already hit the rock bottom. So you're like, I'm not going back from there. So, um, yeah, I talked with Jennifer and she was like, I totally understand. Like we should have a one-on-one. I was at a place where I'm like fresh out of college. I don't have
00:14:48
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my own income and I was like, okay, we're going to save up. We're going to save up for this session. We're going to do it. We're going to make it happen. I waited a few months and I gifted a session for me on my birthday and it was just ever since that even like reunion because I definitely feel like this was planned all along and I've known her for so long and our souls are just in this together.
00:15:19
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everything kept happening and before that moment I was a little bit closed off from spirit just from my childhood experience too but then once I started to see oh like I can open to this
00:15:34
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And I can open to spirit from me. And it really is just me all along. Everything felt more comfortable. So I just, from that moment forward, really opened to all of the signs. And for me, like it's different for everyone. For me,
00:15:57
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It was an internal voice and my guides were very like they were almost immediately present once I made that choice of
00:16:09
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I am wholeheartedly in this. They were almost immediately present. I didn't know them like I know them today, but I could feel and I could hear and I just was relating it as like my intuition and as me.
00:16:29
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to speed it up. I went through my yoga training. I started teaching yoga. I worked for a magazine for a little while and was like, gotta get out of here. I started working at a coffee shop for a little while until I was like, gotta get out of here. I started working at a law firm that I had worked at
Trusting Spiritual Guidance
00:16:45
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before. So a little bit of a comfort zone. And then I was working there for a long time and just continuing to really
00:16:53
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work any way that I could, and I was primarily working with Jennifer. She would lead those meditations periodically. She actually led them at Terrasol back in the day. When was this? This was...
00:17:09
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2018. Okay. Terrasol, just for those who aren't local, is a beautiful sanctuary of a space. It's actually a renovated, or not even a renovated, but a church. An old church. Yeah. It's so beautiful. Wood floors and beautiful stained glass. It's got a vibe in there.
00:17:29
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Yeah, it holds you perfectly. It is so beautiful. So Jennifer was your teacher at that point that really helped you on your path. I wasn't really trying to do anything except for understand me and my experience. And every time I went into meditation, something came out of it and really what
00:17:57
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A huge turning point was I started to hear, you need to leave the law firm. I had been already thinking about that for a few months and I actually bumped up against that energy one day and I was like, look, I know I need to leave.
00:18:14
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just tell me where to go. I'm tired of having this conversation. You've told me, I've told you, let's figure it out. We're on the same page. Can I ask a quick question? Do you feel like that was your intuition guiding you or your guides? Because sometimes I feel very in touch with my intuition, but then I'm like, is, cause I hear intuition in my own voice, in my own head. Sometimes it's a very clear directive,
00:18:42
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What is your take on that? I'm just curious because I think a lot of people are for sure want to know their guides. They do. Everybody has them. A hundred percent. Yeah. So it's like, I'll preface it with saying, I am someone that believes the understanding isn't necessary, but it is a hundred percent helpful because of course we want to feel connected and of course we want to feel our guides and
00:19:09
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It's like they are already there and they are already communicating. We probably just are labeling it all as intuition. So it's like I see intuition as a very clear yes or no. It is from my body.
00:19:27
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and it is a confirmation. So your intuition will confirm what your guides are telling you. Your intuition will confirm something that you, from your sense of human, consider.
00:19:42
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So my intuition, an example would be like, I'm like at a bookstore and I'm looking at a bunch of books and I'm like, I wonder if that book would be
Intuition vs. Spiritual Guidance
00:19:50
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interesting. And that's coming from my perspective of my human, my curiosity, and then my intuition would light up and be like, yes. And then that is directly intuition.
00:20:01
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Whereas my guides and my guidance, that works through our psychic gifts in our psychic channel. So however we receive through different senses, so we can see things, we can hear things, we can feel things, and that will come through and it is a reception. And so it is coming from a reception.
00:20:27
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It isn't coming from me. It is coming from something. How do you receive mostly my primary, which I think people who have very sensitive nervous system systems, this points
Exploring Clairsentience
00:20:41
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towards it. So you might be similar.
00:20:44
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is my clear sentience is like at the forefront. So that is our ability to feel on a very physical level in the body. So when someone is sick, if my clear sentience picks it up, I will feel sick.
00:21:01
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If someone has a hurt knee, my clear sentence will pick it up and I will have the hurt knee. And so it was extremely important very early on for me to practice discernment and for me to ask literally everything that I feel in the body. Is this mine? Oh my gosh, that's so good.
00:21:21
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Because I feel this, I don't want to interrupt you because I love everything, I don't want you to keep going, but I just want to interject that I feel this so intensely, especially with my daughter. She will be going through something physical and I'm like, why do I feel like my throat hurts? Or why do I feel anxiety like she does? Like it's so simultaneous and quick and like it blows my mind. Absolutely.
00:21:47
Speaker
Yeah, and I think mothers... It can get confusing. What's yours and what's everyone else's? And mothers have those hypersenses, especially with their children. So I think there's purpose in that. It came from your body and so there's just that stronger connection. But also, what a wonderful way for you to discover your gifts.
00:22:10
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to literally mirror or sense it through your children. It's like that psychic pathway is so intense. She's been a teacher I never knew I needed, but you know how the teacher shows up when the student's ready? Yeah, that was my daughter for me. That is so beautiful. I love this. Okay, keep going. Tell me more about that.
00:22:31
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And we will go back to your journey for sure and what you're doing presently, but I'm very into this explanation. So yeah, clear sentience is just through the body. So our nervous system is a part of the body. Our nervous system is the body. So when we are very sensitive through our clear sentience, it is impacting the nervous system. And that's been super valuable for me to understand and for me to take in.
00:22:55
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because my body is going to be having a different experience than I am. And when I'm taking in all of this energy, my body needs to be considered.
00:23:08
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And that is really the thing that my body has told me a lot. Whether you like it or not, a lot of energy comes through clear sentience. So you gotta keep me in mind because the nervous system is receiving it all and the body is receiving it all. I feel this. Yeah. It's like when the body gives you those hard lessons of, yeah. Yeah. My body likes to wobble a lot with various things. Yeah. And it's always a little bit like,
00:23:36
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Why am I so sensitive? Why can't I do what other people do or what I perceive other people can do? I've been there too. So how do you work with the body? Is it yoga? Is it putting your feet on the ground? What do you suggest for that? Cause I think people relate to this. This is very, there's a lot of sensitive people that I'm sure are in this field of listening to this. Yeah. Yeah. And I think that's just our human collective evolutionary path that since has really come online.
00:24:06
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And it's, there's a lot of purpose behind it, but it, I think one of the purposes is, is like, when I feel the clear sentience, one of the most valuable things for me is that we don't get the privilege of someone else's experience. Like their experience is their own. We can only listen, we can only receive, we can only hear. And even with the clear sentience, that still is true.
00:24:32
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But I think it brings me closer, like it brings me closer into understanding someone else's like hands on experience, their body experience. And it opens like my empathy.
00:24:46
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so much more. And so I think there's a lot of purpose in that. And so I think one of the ways that I've come to really work with this is giving myself grace, like giving myself compassion and also seeing the value of the sense and the value of that experience so that there is less
00:25:11
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disappointment from my human in, man, why can't I do the other things that other people can't do or the things that other people can do? Like, why can't I do those things? Like, why can't I do it right now? Why can't I just all of those things?
00:25:27
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Yeah. Understanding bringing myself into a purpose with it has allowed all of that to soften. And that brings a lot of comfort and it really just allows me to take care of myself more. It allows me to step out of the resistance of I just want to do this anyway, or I'm going to force myself to do this because like I want to have those experiences and I want to do those. It brings me back into a place of it's okay to not do that right now.
00:25:57
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It's okay that we can't do that right now. There's a time and a place for that later And what is right now is probably taking care of the body So we're gonna do that again a lot of pressure I think to maybe this is just my own experience, but I feel the pressure or expectation from other people. Yeah, I
00:26:20
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Keep up. Yeah. Do the things like all that messaging that we get. So then when you're a sensitive person or perhaps you're healing or going through some sort of journey like that, it's, I don't know, it does get a little bit like. It's a lot cause you really do feel all of it. Like you feel your own internal disappointment. You feel the pressure from someone else. You feel your pressure. You feel just like all of the things.
00:26:48
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And so the greatest practice is there's a lot I think that comes into it. And I think there's a lot that's actually needed from multiple directions.
00:27:04
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but your own self-compassion I think has to be at the forefront. Because yes, you are going to feel the pressure from other people, but once your compassion, your own self-compassion is larger than that, that feels so small. Like you're still gonna feel it, but it feels so small. And it really does start to feel like it's okay to be me. Like it's okay to be in my body. I think we're at this really interesting point maybe collectively where
00:27:34
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It's more acceptable and more often that people are putting boundaries around themselves. And it's a real good indicator if you are surrounded by the right people, if they respect that. And not only that, they understand with empathy and they have compassion towards, I get it, you take care of you.
00:27:58
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It's such a shift, I think. I think there was a point in time where that was not necessarily in balance as it is now, and I love it. I love that people are like, totally get it. Take care of you. For sure. It gives me hope. Me too. And I think that's so valuable to bring up because yes, my community has been huge in this and
00:28:21
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it took time to build. So it took time to get to a place of self-compassion. It took time to learn boundaries. It took time to even be okay with some people moving out so that other people, like these people that can understand will move in. And what has really allowed it to be okay, because I think about my past selves and like how she would get to a place where
00:28:49
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You know, because she didn't have the tools because she didn't know how to manage all of the pieces yet because she didn't know how to voice herself yet because she didn't understand yet what she was experiencing in the body.
00:29:06
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there would just be those moments where I would reach a time where I literally would be like, I can't like, I am so overwhelmed and overstimulated that not only can I not show up today, but I also can't tell them that I can't show up today. I also can't give them notice because I'm so overstimulated and I'm so burnt out. That's gone too. And so I would just be in my A and then freeze.
00:29:34
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response hundred percent and then it's it's like the kind of like guilt and blame that would follow that would then kind of place a whole other sense of pressure and layer that isn't helpful and then it wouldn't be until weeks that I would come out of that and then it's like my younger self not really knowing still how to do all of that it's okay we're just never gonna go back there again and we're gonna start going
00:30:02
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here and we're gonna we're gonna move this way now but it's like I felt a lot in those moments and Even coming to a place where I can say, you know, it's okay that my younger self had to do that like I
00:30:18
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We just didn't have all the pieces. And we literally, I know how, yes, freeze response, how much I literally couldn't take action in those moments. And other, I maybe still, I wasn't ever able to go back and explain myself, and now it's at a place where it's like, that doesn't even really matter anymore. It gets to be a clean slate at some point.
00:30:48
Speaker
So moving through your journey of teaching yoga, coming into your own awareness, your initiation into your own awareness and at what point did you feel like, Oh, wow. Okay. I can, I'm receiving messages and these messages are not just my
00:31:08
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past loved one or might not just, but this is actually like on a level. There were, there's two experiences that come to mind. One was with an experience with a crystal because at this point I was
00:31:25
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I believe I was working at the law firm, if not before that.
The Power of Crystals
00:31:29
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So I had just traveled out of town to see my family. I had gotten pretty overstimulated just naturally, not from anything that anyone did. It's just overextended. I understand this. Yeah, it's nobody's fault. So I'm on the way home, overstimulated, on a drive.
00:31:46
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few hours, I get pulled over by an officer and then like instantly that's the tipping point. I went into a panic attack and the officer was actually, it was really nice, empathetic. They were like, do I need to call someone? And I was like, at this point I was in, I had gained tools from my yoga training and I was like, no, I just need five minutes. I know how to bring myself out of this. Just need five minutes. I'll be okay. And he was like,
00:32:14
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okay i'll let you okay i'm just gonna be right here oh my gosh but did he give you a ticket
00:32:23
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He did give me a ticket. I was like, I know I didn't mean to be speeding, but yes, I know I was speeding. I deserve the ticket. Everything's fine. But yes, it's like my body's reacting and I just have to move through it. Nobody's fault. We're just going to utilize the tools. Everything was fine. But then I came down from that as much as I could. And then I'm continuing on my drive and I reached for a crystal.
00:32:52
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I actually believe it was. I don't remember, but I think I'll remember later I reached for a crystal that I had and.
00:33:06
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It was the only one that I had on me and I placed it on my body. And this was the first time that I consciously felt something from a crystal. And I think because there was such a large polarity, it was like, I was such at a heightened state. As soon as I brought that other energy in, everything immediately left my body.
00:33:33
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every emotion, every anxiety, everything immediately left my body. And then I was just in a state of, whoa, I had a feeling this could be something, but I hadn't felt it yet. And now I was like, no doubt, 100% crystals all the way. We have felt it.
00:33:54
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I have so many questions, but keep going. So that was a really huge moment. And I think from that point forward, I took it way more seriously as far as the signs, my guidance, everything that kind of led me to the point of, okay, I'm working at the law firm. And I had that conversation at that point, I was communicating with my guides and I was communicating whether it was my guides, whether it was my higher self, whether it was my soul.
00:34:20
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It was a sense of communication because I remember pushing up against the energy of, look, I'm even tired of having this conversation. Show me something. I don't want to have this conversation again kind of thing. And I always feel like our guides really understand our human nature. They're never going to be upset about those parts of ourself that are just real and true.
00:34:42
Speaker
It may have been that same week I just kept feeling at the time there was a metaphysical shop in Wilmington called Mystic Elements. That is where I had gotten this crystal from and every now and then I'd go in there just whenever I intuitively felt and I just felt it come in of go to Mystic Elements today. And I was like, all right, nothing new here. I went into Mystic Elements and I would
00:35:07
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do what I always do, I would just wander around and be like, okay, like, why am I here? What am I looking for? And I would just wait until the energy would guide me. And that was really how I started to practice. And then I wasn't finding anything. And I was like, okay, I don't know why I'm here.
00:35:24
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But I personally have like a strong internal patience. I was like, I have nothing to do to get today. I don't care how long I'm here. I'm just going to keep waiting. So I just waited. And I think there's a lot of value in just allowing messages to come forward on their own and just holding space for it. I don't think the forcing works so well. No, it doesn't.
00:35:44
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I was there for about an hour and a half. Wow. I was there for about an hour and a half. I just kept feeling it's not time to go yet. And I'd be like, okay. And then it would be like, I'd be like, what about now? And it's nope. And I'm like, okay. And they were so sweet. Like they didn't care that I wandered around there for an hour and a half. The manager there at the time were
00:36:06
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still great friends her name is Rachel she just would laugh every now and then of oh you're still here and I'm like yeah I just feel like I'm supposed to be here and she's then you're supposed to be here and I'm like thank you and then finally I overheard her in the other room talking about job applications and they were like in the process of hiring and I was like I
00:36:26
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This is why I'm here because I just kept asking put me in a place Where I can learn where I can step in where I can follow my purpose put me wherever you want me Just put me somewhere that will open all of these doors just total reception on my end and So when that lined up
00:36:50
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I was like, this is it. I went directly to her and I was like, I am here for a job application. And she just laughed and she was like, wonderful. And I wrote down, I filled out the application.
A Pivotal Shop Encounter
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A few days later I had an interview and everything was just like, yes, she got me in that shop.
00:37:08
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And she was so thorough in her training, which was wonderful. And she would just give me tasks. She was like, you need to be able to identify every crystal in here. And I was like on it. And she was like, you need to know the name of every crystal. You need to know their metaphysical properties. You need to know these things. And I was like, I got it. And so I took in like a huge amount of information at one time, but it brought me into such an intimacy with these crystals.
00:37:36
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that come to find out I think was always there. I think they were pooling me there and that was such the perfect place for me to start because they are like part of the tools that have helped me with everything else that has come in.
00:37:52
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But that space was a huge beacon for me. Like I met the right people. I was immersed in a spiritual environment. Every single day we were talking about everything that you can think of from crystals to ghosts to spellwork to everything. And so being the observer that I am, I'm just taking in everything. And it's yeah, there's nothing in my body or in my mind that is rejecting this information.
00:38:17
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There's nothing that is saying it's 100% right away. I'm literally just allowing myself to observe. And then through that observation, there was a practitioner there and she would always explain. She was really connected to the fairies and she was like, she would just always tell people,
00:38:38
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If you want to see a fairy, if you want to experience a fairy, you just have to say that. You just have to say, I want, like I'm open. You just have to open the door and then wait. There's, it was just like, the way that she would say it would be so casual. And so I never use this word ever, but the word that's coming into my mind is like easy peasy. And I'm like, I don't even know where that's coming from, but
00:39:06
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through the crystals, I did feel connected with the fairies right away. And then I started having some of those memories come back from childhood where I was like, they've always been with me. Nature has always been with me. They were my safe space. And then it was like, everything really came in all at once for me as far as the cosmic realms, because I felt them too. And the fairies and the earth and the elements and everything, I will say the one thing that didn't come in right away,
00:39:36
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Thanks.
00:39:37
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and it was my own, I don't want to yet, was past ones on the other side. That came in, yes, that came in much later. And I would feel sometimes, and even internally, I'd be like, oh no, not ready, and not yet, and not ready. I later found out, or connected back with that part of myself, and it's been really, really beautiful.
00:40:07
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My grandfather came to me first and was like, he actually taught me mediumship. He was like, it's basically he was like, it's time for you to step into this. I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you. There's nothing for you to be afraid of.
00:40:22
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And then other memories came back, like a traumatic experience from my childhood where I saw something that was absolutely terrifying. So it was like, of course I didn't want to open that back up yet. I wanted to feel safe. My nervous system wasn't ready. My body wasn't ready.
00:40:38
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Yeah, it's like that opened up a lot and I just kept following what I felt was true for me. And fortunately I was surrounded by practitioners that just really told me that again and again and again of it's okay if something isn't for you.
00:40:58
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Yeah. Make sure that you're asking yourself when someone tells you something about yourself, ask yourself, is that actually true? Do I feel that for me? And so they really put that at the forefront. And I think I've been really fortunate in that way because I've done that always of what do I feel in this and what is
00:41:24
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actually me and my experience and there's always been almost like that safeguard of we don't have to take in something that isn't for us and we don't have to grab a hold of something right away and I think that's a lot of that has a lot of value because what it has what it's allowed me to do is really
00:41:51
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keep my body at the forefront, even though there's been challenges, even though my body has had difficulties. I think if I didn't have that, it would have felt a lot worse than it was because even as I continued to step into things, the sensitivity only increases. So the experience of the body only increases, but I've just spirit and my soul have done such a beautiful job of
00:42:21
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placing these anchor points around me to one, always make sure that I'm stepping into a place, even when it's intense, even when it's challenging, even when at times it's felt very painful. Physically, sometimes they've always placed me in a space of like all the tools are there. You just have to reach for them.
00:42:44
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all of the people are there, you just need to go to them. So that's been really valuable and such an immersive experience to be able to learn to trust yourself through
00:42:57
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Yeah. And also you were led into something, which I think is so important for anyone wanting to be maybe more aligned on their path is like you're following that pull and trusting and you're trusting ultimately yourself. Yeah. And that's what you really cultivate through these sorts of practices and through these trials and the hard parts and so forth is like,
00:43:23
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I can trust in this process. Yes. And you're a hundred percent because from the very, very beginning, my guides made it pretty clear and it just was, it was a little bit of an intuitive knowing of, I don't even know why they're telling me this, but it just feels important. And that's my intuition telling me like how important it is, what is being stated. But they, from the very, very beginning, they were like, do not like,
00:43:53
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They basically told me not to reach for anything. Don't read anything yet. Don't go through any trainings yet. Don't go to too many people yet. Not because it wasn't safe, but because they really wanted me to cultivate self trust first. They really wanted me to explore my own internal first. And I think that it's been about that most of the time.
00:44:23
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The majority of the time, are you willing to trust yourself? Are you willing to trust period? I think for even with how I work with clients, that seems to be at the forefront. I want to talk about that because I've experienced your sessions and they are pretty profound and
00:44:46
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helpful and grounding. So I experienced when you have a very unique list of offerings, things I know that you've curated and have come to be from your own experience and clients experiences, the cosmic womb
Cosmic Womb Healing
00:45:00
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healing. Is that what it's called? Yeah, that one was the very first time I saw you, I think. I think it was. I can't explain the peace, the calm,
00:45:11
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Just how, what's like when you lay in like Shavasana or something, you get like a little glimpse of a little bit of peace. This was like that times like a hundred. So how did you create that particular offering or how did that come to fruition? So I, or tell what is it, I guess. Yeah. Yeah. A little bit of, I really adore that container. I receive.
00:45:39
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even when I go there with other clients. So I love when they book and choose that session. It is a pretty very like strong, like high frequency container to choose it for your first session, I think is really beautiful. And also just says a lot about you and your energy and what you're attracted to. Yeah.
00:46:04
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Like on an intuitive level you're like, no, let's go as far as we can. Yeah And it's like that session and that container like a lot of them but that one specifically Does ask for a lot of trust to even go there. Mm-hmm
00:46:27
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One, because the more that we get into these spaces that are untangible, the more trust that is needed, not only for me, but for the client. With a lot of my sessions, with a lot of the containers, I'm seeing spirit bring it forward. I'm seeing my clients really initiate the energy or the need for the energy. And I really feel that they come through.
00:46:57
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all of the containers, all of the sessions come through for the collective. As much as I can put my mind at rest and just receive, I feel, I personally feel like the better and that's just for the way that I enjoy working because there's plenty of things where it's let the mind create and that's beautiful too. But for these containers, I really feel like
00:47:25
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coming to a space of show me what the collective needs, show me what my clients need, and then I also always see my clients bring the energy forward. They really initiate the space into the physical and into the being, into being. I can feel the energy before it's here.
00:47:48
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but I've had even still, even now I've had containers where it's like they're floating just outside time and space. I know what they are. I felt them. I've experienced them, but until my clients bring them here,
00:48:03
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It's not time for it to be here yet. And so I really could feel that with the cosmic womb. I think that even the terminology started coming to me way before the session was actually here. And I started feeling the cosmic womb and I started feeling my connection and I started feeling the space. And I was like, this is just so nurturing and so nurturing physically to the physical body.
00:48:33
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And there were a few clients that really initiated the space here, the container here. And when I would go there with them, it really was just an invitation from spirit and from mine and their soul of this is what we can do together. This is where we can go. And then when we would go there,
00:48:58
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I would get to witness and I would get to experience and they would get to witness and they would get to experience what the container actually is or what can actually happen. So I know on an intuitive level, I haven't experienced the full capacity of what can be possible in the cosmic womb healing and in that space and when we go there. Um, and
00:49:23
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I've only experienced what has been so far, but this for me, this container specifically does feel like a literal space. It is outside of this realm. It is outside this time and space. Yeah. It is the literal cosmic womb and it is a frequency. And I would say,
00:49:53
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The closest comparison, but even still totally different. A lot of people talk about the Akashic records. It is, it is, they talk about it as a literal space, as a frequency and you go there. So the cosmic womb, it's like.
00:50:09
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The Akashic Records has its job, it has its thing, it's actually our soul history. The cosmic womb, it is a space and it is its own frequency and I go there through
00:50:26
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Like we go there together, we journey there together, we go into that frequency and into that space together. But when I go there with a client, it is their sole origin.
00:50:42
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And it is every part of their soul origin, every fragment of their soul origin. So it starts to become a place that's a little bit incomprehensible because it's like we can't even imagine what our whole soul like feels like. Even the Akashic Records, like we can't really comprehend everything that is there, but
00:51:07
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We just know that it's massive. That it's just in a way infinite. And this is the cosmic womb. It is infinite. It is your soul origin. It is you returning to the most purest essence.
00:51:24
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of you before you even were you. And it is a womb space. It is held by a very mother type of energy and presence. And there's so much that we can do there. I've done a little bit of soul retrieval there. And what is soul retrieval? It's like bringing lost parts of you back home different. It's most,
00:51:54
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Typically referred to within shamanism and shamanic type of work. This is just a different access point. And it, there's still, I think things that.
00:52:07
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different things are needed at different times. When we go there, we are calling back and the energy of you is coming back in its purest essence and in its purest sense. Every fragment of you that has been left, every even
00:52:26
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dust of energy that has gotten left behind really comes back together. And that's part of what is so nourishing. Cause it felt so deeply restorative. Yes. And that is what is so restorative about it. That makes a lot of sense. And when you, what are you doing? I mean, that's a really hard question because I know it's not necessarily tangible.
00:52:48
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where it can't really be conceptualized even, but when I'm laying on the table and I am like in a very peaceful, zen it out other dimensional place, it feels, what are you doing? What's going on there? Okay. So it's like the energy of the cosmic womb, the energy of my soul, the energy of spirit, the energy of my guides taught me how to come in and out of this space.
00:53:14
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And it is through my own connection. So my own origins cosmically have a tether to this space. So that is part of the access point that I have is that.
00:53:32
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it just makes sense on a soul level and it makes sense to my energy. But we journey and I bring you into a hypnotic type of state where we journey into the cosmic womb and it starts to open and it brings you in and it really just surrounds you and the body.
00:53:48
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And I am there with you. And then from that point, I am the space holder. I am the gatekeeper. I am channeling energy. I am following what needs to move into the space through any type of way. So it is.
00:54:12
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a container where healing can happen, where I can channel energy, where energy from the cosmic womb comes directly to the body. And I am just following everything that is guided essentially by your soul and by spirit. And I am like holding the space it takes. Yeah.
00:54:33
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protected. Yes. And it takes just about every ounce of my focus and not even focus from a space of like force, but it's like, I go into that hypnotic state with you. So I go into that state of channel and it, I don't think I would have been able to go into that space any sooner than I did.
00:54:59
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because it really did need a certain level of trust within me and a certain level of just being able to stay within channel without distractions, without anything interfering or coming in to be able to hold it the entire time because we're there maybe for 40,
00:55:25
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45 minutes, just in this very deep state. Do you see things when you're doing it? Do you hear messages? Do you see things? For sure, and I'm just channeling it all, so anything that I hear is spoken out loud, anything that I see is spoken out loud. Yeah, and then we debriefed at the end and you shared, and I was like. For sure.
00:55:48
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And everything felt so familiar and so resonant. I was like, yeah, that's the experience I had, but not exactly the same. And with the clear sentience piece, I think like I can feel when your body pulls the energy in. And that's always been really fascinating. One of the
00:56:07
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One of the first clients to receive this session and I really feel like part of her soul initiated this container into being she was out of place where she was so depleted just
00:56:22
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for from like normal life circumstances, having a toddler and then having another child. So a toddler and a newborn and that experience being new altogether and coming into a new place of managing it, like new things and all of it. And then every pregnancy is different. And so different fluctuations and hormones brought different just feelings and emotions and
00:56:48
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She was at a place where she felt so so depleted and that container came in even before She arrived I was like this is where we're going today This is exactly what her body needs and then she told me where she was at and I was like this makes perfect sense This is exactly where we're going today. We went straight into that space and I could feel that
00:57:12
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her body the entire time, just like more like just soaking in everything that it possibly could. And I was like, this is good. Like everything just to come in, like her body needed it so much. And it was just soaking in every
00:57:32
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essence of energy that it could to restore and nourish. And from that, I could feel like she was, it's almost like when you need things the most, you go in deeper. And because again, those polarities existed, the experience was at a different intensity. So the level of peace, the level of depth,
00:57:59
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The level that we just went into the space was at an intensity because it matched how much her body needed it. That makes sense. I just want to say thank you to Heather for sharing so much today with us. And we are going to have a part two. We will be talking all about crystals and her vast knowledge of them. So definitely stay tuned for a part two.