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Yeah, I think it was because during COVID, obviously, um you know, you weren't really filming anything. and i was trying to do bits online, like little classes, and obviously auditions were kind of coming through, but then not really because, you know, production wasn't there. So I think I kind of had like about, it was probably a solid year off from it, really, and and when you add it all up. So I think having that gap kind of lowered, yeah, my confidence a bit. And obviously you've got a lot of time in your head as well, so... was kind of a little bit at a low point then ah during COVID because I was thinking, oh, do I go back to it? And yeah, so I think when I first stepped into the forge, I'd been out of it for just over a year. And I was thinking, oh, don't know if I've got, I'm good at this anymore. So I just, but honest, but like literally I was only felt like that for the first lesson I would say. And then after I'd done that, I was back in the swing of it and I had my confidence back. So it was just really getting through that one class, I think. you know i always just find it like important to just just kind of know that people who have been doing it forever or whatever sometimes feel like less confident and stuff. Because I think with me, confidence has always seemed like a thing where it's like, I have to get over it so I can be like the confident people.