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13. Being Aligned With The Universe, Seeing Angel Numbers & Using Mushrooms For A Happier Life
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There was a lot of energy in this episode, we both had a lot to say!!
Chloe is big in the spiritual world and it was a pleasure hearing what she had to say about my experiences seeing angel numbers consistently in my life 444! We both discuss how mushrooms changed our life and so much more...Enjoy
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Introduction to Podcast and Sponsor
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Speaker
Welcome back to another episode.
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Speaker
You know what, I'm just gonna fucking keep going because it's been a minute and we've been trying to get this lovely lady on this podcast. We've had some little bit of difficulties, but that's okay. So this podcast is sponsored by Microcybin. And if you don't know what Microcybin is, this is a micro dosing company, but it's much more than that. This is a company that I've been with for last year. I've been using their products daily.
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and it has changed my life along with hundreds of others I've talked to so many people they have nothing but good things to say about microcybin so if you don't know what they are check out their website it is microcybin.io they have a lot of information on there kind of discussing everything you need to know about micro dosing so go check them out but anyways
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Let's jump right into this and introduce our
Chloe Stark's Spiritual Journey
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guest. You may know this girl as the spiritual rookie. You may know her as the Jedi warrior. But her name is Chloe Stark. Yo, yo, yo, yo. What's going on? All right, we're going live here. I know what's going on.
00:01:24
Speaker
Yeah. This has been two hours trying to get this. It's the universe trying to tell us something. Yeah. Go with the flow. Surrender to what it is. I almost gave up. I was like, you know what? Let's just do it another day. But no, we don't give up here, buddy. You don't throw in the towel. No, it's going to happen. Just got to trust the process.
00:01:48
Speaker
So what's up with the spiritual rookie name is like, are you into numbers and like all that type of stuff? Like, like two, two, two, three, three, three, like angel numbers? Yeah. Yeah. Are you into that?
00:02:03
Speaker
I couldn't be more into it. Okay? Like this is my shit. This is my life. Oh yeah. This is like everything to me. Um, okay. The spiritual rookie, why I went with the rookie project is my spiritual journey has been going on for 10 years now. Like we're talking a decade here.
00:02:21
Speaker
And being that deep, you realize you still don't know shit. And you just keep coming up to like getting your ass humbled, getting your ass humbled. You're at the top of the mountain and you're back at the bottom. Like it's just this like continuous loop and the key is to stay humble. The key is to get out of ego. The key is to just like continue learning and being open-minded and come back to your childlike state.
00:02:46
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So instead of the thing is there's always going to be someone better than you. There's always a better guru. There's someone that knows more information. I just kept getting to this point where I never felt like I was enough. I never felt worthy. I never felt like I could actually start my own thing. It was like, there's so much more I need to know. And it just kept going to the point where I was like, you know what?
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I'm just gonna be a rookie, a rookie forever. And then realizing that everybody's a rookie forever, which humbles my own ass so the universe doesn't have to humble me. And then I can just like, be who I am. And the whole the whole thing is
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what we're going into with this Aquarius age instead of Piscean is it's about who you are, not necessarily what you offer. You offer yourself and it's your energy. So it's kind of like, I just am who I am. I know what I know. I'm just a rookie, but like I kind of know a little bit, you know?
00:03:41
Speaker
I like that. I like that. I like that. I think I was like kind of like really into like the numbers and all that. I would say it started when I was actually living in Saskatoon. No way. You're from Saskatoon. That blows my mind. I actually miss that city quite a bit. But I was like going through like I was going through
Signs from the Universe
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it.
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And I started seeing four, four, four everywhere. You've got the goddamn number tattooed on me. And it came out of nowhere. And I was like, why is this number coming up in my life all of a sudden? Was I not noticing it before? I don't know. Maybe it's like when you buy a Ford truck, then you start seeing Ford trucks everywhere. Maybe it was that. I don't know. But then I started looking into four, four, four, and what it meant. And then that stage in my life
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everything I was reading was like, this is everything that I'm going through. What the fuck? But then it started, so then I kind of accepted like the 444.
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And it would come up in like really weird ways, like not just like seeing a license plate. Like, I mean, me running at a gas, driving in one direction and being like, I'm going to go to that gas station. Like, you know what? Nah, I'll just go, I'll just turn around and go to that gas station and then pull up to that pump. And the last four numbers is like four, four, four. I could have pulled up to any single pump. So I started taking it as like, you know what? Every time I see this number now, I know path.
00:05:11
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doing the right thing and fuck yeah and it just hit 4 4 4 no way holy shit dude yeah it's so dialed another weird kind of thing that happened today was yeah
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So, I got this trail, it goes up to the woods, right? And I made this video, I don't know if you watched my story today, but I made this video and as I was making the video like a couple weeks ago, it was like 11-11, I was like, ah, like, it's 11-11, I wish you guys all well. Anyways, so like today, I'm heading up that way, like I took all these different routes.
00:05:44
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You know stopped a couple times with the dog was like messing around shows up to the exact same spot the exact I'm not lying the exact same spot where I took that video and I look at my clock boom clock hurt turns 1111 I'm like what the hell I think that's kind of like
00:06:01
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the universe kind of telling me something, but. It is, it is. No, it is. It's, and it's how much you just decide to start really believing that and tuning into that. Dude, it's the heroes. It's the hero's journey.
Benefits of Microdosing
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Like when you wake up and you're on the hero's journey, you're becoming your best out there, becoming the hero of your story. You're walking towards your destiny. Like you can be great if you want to be fucking great, you know? Yup. Yeah. I was on a hero's journey this th th this weekend.
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Speaker
Have you ever done larger doses or something like that? The thing about the microcybin, when I first started, I was scared to take it because it was so extreme for me. It says on the website 5% to 10% difference in the background. For me, it was literally
00:06:51
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an 80% shift like i was completely my whole body mind everything was taken over by it like i could like feel fucking everything like it was too much but then i just had to like
00:07:04
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That's what happens like the first week though, right? Cause it calibrates to your system and it kind of like goes through, pushes out everything, like brings up all your shit. Like it makes you face everything inside of you and around you. And like, it makes you so hyper aware of everything. So for the first week, it was a bit tough for me, but now it's like,
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I've calibrated to it and I'm just hitting so many new levels, but what I love is that it makes you aware of everything and you can't get away with shit. You don't miss shit, you can't get away from shit. It makes you face everything. It accelerates your growth. It accelerates your life.
00:07:45
Speaker
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So even like you said, like it makes you feel a lot more. And like, that's another thing that I kind of like about it is like, when you, you do mushrooms, like you're, you're just, you're way more aware and like, you just feel your body more and like things that are going on in your mind, you're noticing that more and like everything, it's just so heightened. So anyways, anyways, back to back to my weekend story. So we had that amazing day. We went on and we went on a better away.
00:08:15
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Um, the next day came, we had like a boil up out in the woods. We took some more mushrooms. So basically the whole weekend I was on right. And then I, me and the girlfriend started talking and do you notice when like a week will fly by really fast and you're like, whoa, where the fuck did that week go?
00:08:36
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Yeah. So my theory with that is everybody is so caught up with work and bills and just going here, going to the gym, going to get groceries and you're just fucking on the move 24 seven. You're not, you're just doing things mindlessly, right? And I find that
00:08:52
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Time just goes by just so fast. But that weekend we were like, I was basically on mushrooms the entire weekend. It was so like in nature and in the moment and that weekend just seemed like it dragged on forever. And I was like, man, this is the best fucking weekend of my life. Right. So that's, that's another reason why I kind of love mushrooms because you're just, you're in it more.
00:09:17
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And the days are just longer and better and you're just noticing everything that's going on around you. It's like you're actually living your life. You're actually present with life for like the first time in a while. Cause you're not on autopilot. You're not an NPC just like going through the motions. It's, I know it's so funny. I love NPC. I know I say it so completely. I'm like, rather than fucking NPC or you're not like,
00:09:46
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Yeah. For me, like, I remember so I especially when I go to the cabin that I'll be micro dosing for the weekends for sure, for sure. And it just it's like every moment it's it's almost like you like open up a moment and you open up the next moment and each moment goes into like a whole other moment and a whole other like
00:10:11
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It's like a whole experience in every single moment because you're so aware of everything and you're so connected to everything. And then you start dialing in all these little signs and all these little synchronicities and you're, I'm like, I can like talk to nature. I am one with the universe. I am one with myself. Like you're like, you're seeing four, four, four, one, one, one. It's like, I'm, it's just, it's another level, the synchronicities that I'm seeing. And actually the last time I micro dosed yesterday, I'm micro dosing every single day, but
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Um, yesterday it felt so real. Like I believe I'm a big time believer in the universe and spirituality and all the things. And I'm, I'm very connected, but it was on another level, my belief system. Like it took me to.
00:10:58
Speaker
I can't even explain it. It's just that it's like a knowing when you're on microcybin, when you're on any kind of mushroom, it shows you the knowing and then you have that in your cells. And then it's up to you to go integrate that and embody that in your regular day. Like these are supposed to show us and it's a medicine to show us what we're supposed to actually be like on a daily basis without them.
Host's Microdosing Experience
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Actually, this is what I want to talk to you about.
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Um, you said that you micro dosed for like a certain amount of time, did the protocols and that now basically retired from doing them every day or something. Like, cause it gave you the medicine. Does it explain that? Okay. So I was, yay. So I, I, I followed the protocols religiously with my side when I was five days on, two days off.
00:11:46
Speaker
I was trying different products, but I was to the T, never missed a day, no matter what I was doing, I was microdosing. While I was doing that, I was talking to the boys from Microsoft and talking to other people who were also doing it. There's a lot more to microdosing than I ever imagined. Most people just think, okay, you buy this bottle, you take a pill, and everything's going to be solved. It's not really like that at all.
00:12:16
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So then I started getting really in depth with my mind and I started noticing how I was talking and then I started thinking back on my past and past relationships and all this information was coming in and I was like, I actually listened to one of your
00:12:38
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one of your Instagram posts and something about when you're having your aha moment, it's like, there's no going back. Am I right when I said that? I was watching your shit last night. I think I was on Zoom talking with these guys and I was just like, I had that aha moment. I'm like, God damn, I'm like a completely different fucking person than when I first started with you guys.
00:13:04
Speaker
I was like, you know what? I'm just going to stop microdosing. And I did. And I felt like I was completely fine. All the data and everything that I took while I was microdosing was now into my own life. And I didn't really need the medicines anymore. So I was like, shit. And how long did you do that for? Yeah, I did it.
00:13:28
Speaker
So I did that, I think for two months. I wasn't taking any micro dosing, roughly around two months. But then I think it was Christmas. I was going through a weird funk. Oh, I know what it was. Of course, who hasn't tried that yet? I got you. Fitness challenge.
00:13:46
Speaker
Yeah, so I stopped 75 hard and I started eating like shit and I started drinking. Then I went on a vacation, I was getting completely fucked up, came home, all my serotonin was just down and feeling shitty and then Christmas came along.
00:14:06
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more drinking. And then I was like, man, like, I'm, I'm not feeling good. Like, I'm not okay. You know what I mean? So I started being aware of that. And I was like, you know what, like, there's actually some products, uh, with micro sibon that I've never really like, like mastered, right? Cause like when I was doing those protocols, it was, it was basically just the Genesis. Oh, that's, that's what I took and the flow.
00:14:29
Speaker
So I was like, okay, there's other products. Why don't I kind of like dive into these and like, see if, you know, see what happens. So like now I'm taking the, um, the heel and the sport, the sport. And I've been doing that now for, um, for a month and like, I've had a really good fucking month. Like I'm like patting myself on the back, but, um, yeah. So how long did you micro dose for before you took that two month break? Like consistently.
00:14:59
Speaker
So before microcybin, um, I was just kind of taking actual mushrooms. I was just like picking the meat of the bag, right? So yeah, so literally like some days I would be like on fucking, I would be a Jedi. And then other days I would take that same amount and I wouldn't feel anything. And then other days I would take that same amount and it would be like too much. And I'm like, ah,
00:15:25
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And then, so I was doing that for, I don't know. Yeah. It basically, and then that's the Microsoft came along and, uh, started, started rocking with them. And it was just very consistent. I'm like, shit, this is the way to go. Like not just take it like anybody can buy mushrooms and grind it up, put it in a pill and call it a micro goes, but it's like everything that they have in there. Like it's tested. The shit's tested.
00:15:56
Speaker
Yeah. Yeah. How about yourself? Okay. Well, mushrooms really came into my life the past two years and came in hot. I actually got approached by a couple of different companies randomly just being like, you should sell mushrooms.
Chloe's Transformation with Mushrooms
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And it came out of nowhere. And I'm like, why do these people think that I'm supposed to sell mushrooms? Like I didn't say anything about mushrooms. Like it was literally like the mushrooms were like, we need this girl to be our rep. Like essentially like this is what they do, right? They're intelligent. So they came and got me, man.
00:16:26
Speaker
So this was like the third company that approached me and it just felt right. And the way that they essentially came for me, I was like, this is, this is it. And, um, before that, I was just kind of doing the same thing as you, like just trying mushrooms from wherever they were coming from. And like a couple of different brands, but, um, never, it was never, how do I put this?
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Speaker
It was never a challenge, you know, it just made me a better me, but microcybin was a challenge for me. It, cause it was, the way I like to describe them was their elite mushrooms, which means that they're not going to lower their bar for you. They're going to make you come up to their bar, which means they're going to go in and show you all the reasons why you're not at their standard. So sometimes like for me, it was really hard to take, it's elite man, it's only living. Um,
00:17:23
Speaker
At first, the mushrooms are really hard for me to take because it was so much on my system, and it was bringing up so much, and I feel everything already. I'm a Pisces, I'm very empathic, I'm very emotional, all the things. Very sensitive.
00:17:39
Speaker
After like, I mean, it's been a, it's been probably like a few months now of me kind of being like on the moment off and be like scared of them essentially. But I knew that I was scared of my next level. Honestly, I was scared of what it was, of my potential. I was scared of everything it was going to show me, everything I had to become. Like this is the whole hero's journey, right? Like there's so much fear in your potential.
00:18:01
Speaker
Because then you got to step into it. Like once your truth has been shown, you have to step in because you can't go backwards. You can't go back to your old life. Like it's a brick wall and it's, it's depression, it's anxiety. Like, cause then you're suppressed, you're suppressing yourself again. So these bad boys are truth serum. Like, so anyways, um, for the past like month here, I've been going hard and
00:18:25
Speaker
like every day like five days on two days off and i'm i'm not like on a certain protocol i'm just taking whatever they tell me to take i got the genesis the jedi and um what's the other one by my blanket um zen zen zen yeah yeah so
00:18:45
Speaker
then yeah I just yeah I love reasons but they just tell me what they want me to take like the Zen I take on the weekends when I go to the lake and I'm just wanting to be very in the moment the Jedi is when I'm like doing shit like this I want to get shit done I'm like very masculine driven like I'm going for it I'm bringing my all full tilt full send forward
00:19:06
Speaker
want to hit the gym like what yeah like literally just get shit done okay fired action whatever and then the genesis is kind of like day-to-day it's an in between the Zen and the Jedi I would say haven't tried the sport haven't tried the heel want to try this um
00:19:26
Speaker
Yeah, they got a lot of great products. I've actually never tried the Zen. I think that's the only one that I've never tried. If you haven't tried one of the macro... Oh dude, I don't know. That'd be a full journey. It'd be a full journey. I'm pre-launching every time I take the Jedi. Almost full journey, so that would be a journey we wouldn't want to stand down with.
00:19:52
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So like one, one of the, so to me, one of the macro Jedis is almost like No, seriously, that's what these are. Like, literally, that's what these are. This is magic. We're working with magic here people. It's crazy. Like
00:20:08
Speaker
Yeah, it is it is I like some people must think that I'm cuz my like my Instagram page literally went from silly Stupid tiktoks. I still got a few but whatever Fitness and that was it right? Yeah
00:20:35
Speaker
No, for real though, for real though. Honestly, I remember when I started this podcast, I was like, what direction am I going to go with this? What am I even going to fucking talk about? And I was like, alright, like men's health and mental health and just relationships and all this shit, right? But then I was like, you know what?
00:20:56
Speaker
I should get people on here, like yourself, that has gone through all these life experiences, but are also taking the microcybin and then you guys can just tell how it's benefited your life, right? Because people are fucking sick and tired of hearing me talk about it and all these different ways, right? You hear someone else speak about it, you feel a little bit more comfortable. Okay, like he's not... Yeah. I mean, I don't think people are sick of you. Okay? You've got to be your own hype, man. Okay? People love you.
00:21:25
Speaker
Yeah, yeah, they do. Yeah, yeah, they do. But yeah, I hear you. That's honestly because I started my own podcast, right? I mean, I've started a podcast a few times. And you just get so caught on like,
00:21:44
Speaker
What the fuck do I talk about? Where do I go? Like, what do people want to know? But at the end of the day, it's like, you got to do what you want. Like, what do you want to listen to? What do you want to talk about? Like, this is your podcast, right? Yeah. And your podcast is the spiritual rookie, right? Yep. Yep. Yep. Honestly, online, I kind of want to be known as the spiritual rookie. It's kind of my new identity ever since I've come back online. Yeah. You were offered a bitter one.
00:22:10
Speaker
Oh yeah, major identity crisis, major ego deaths, just killing all old versions of Khloé. And then I wanted to, I wanted to come online for purpose, you know? Like I wanted to make this my job and like give actual solid content, like not just being on there for my own ego reasons. Like that's, I'm trying to move forward with heart.
00:22:38
Speaker
That's one of the questions I actually wanted to ask you. It was like, what made you want to be a coach? Like what were you doing beforehand and what like brought you to where you are right now as like the known online because you're like a life coach, right? Like, is that correct? Yeah, essentially.
00:22:59
Speaker
Okay. Um, okay.
Chloe's Path to Life Coaching
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Speaker
Let's just get into this. Uh, I knew I wanted to be a life coach since I was like 16, like right out the gate. I was like, I want to be a life coach. And every adult, everybody was like, okay, well Chloe, you got to go live life. Like you got to go do shit. And like, um, every, even every spiritual person was like, you need to go through like the trenches. Like you got to go through shit in order to be able to coach on anything. And I was like, what? Okay. Like so then I honestly put myself through a lot of unnecessary,
00:23:29
Speaker
pain and suffering in order to in quotes have something to coach on and like have empathy for people which in the long run like has helped me but like wasn't totally necessary I guess because there's other ways to learn but um for me I grew up in a really really good family which was like coaching in itself like and the life I've lived has been kind of my my life experiences have been my
00:23:58
Speaker
Ah, what is it called? What's the word for um, learning curriculum has been my life curriculum. Okay. School of life has been my curriculum. Um, like I went to school for psychology for two years and I dropped out cause I was like, this is just not the way I want to learn this. I just knew that I'm always been a rebel outside of the box thinker. Like I just can't like sit in class and learn like that. I had to go learn through experiencing life.
00:24:26
Speaker
And it just kind of got to a point where I started coaching all my friends and coaching everyone around me because I started lifting my vibration and really just getting what we're supposed to be fucking doing here and understanding things so much quicker. Like my consciousness, my awareness started growing so quickly that you just start teaching everyone around you because it got to a point where it was like, if you guys don't pull up with me and like come up with me, then
00:24:51
Speaker
I have to, I can't, I can't lower my vibe to be around this. Like I know that sounds bad, but that's just the way it goes as you lift your awareness and your consciousness. So that just kind of started happening. And then it also got to a point where it was like, do you want to pay for a session? Like there's a point where you stop taking people's shit on for free. You know what I mean? Like I'm not, I can't just be everyone's soundboard and
00:25:15
Speaker
It was naturally what I was really good at was just coaching and helping people. And I love just getting into people's lives and getting so involved in what they're doing and picking them up and pushing them forward and supporting people. That's just my innate gift. Be your own hype man is because I was everybody's hype man. And my biggest challenge was being my own hype man.
00:25:36
Speaker
So now this rookie project is really me being my own hype man and stepping into this and being like, I'm a fucking coach. Like let's go. Like this is my time, but I want to make it your time. Like I want to coach you to be your absolute best. And what made me
00:25:52
Speaker
actually finally step into it was I was hitting a, it was like my final surrender, depression, Depresso Expresso moment, like hitting the kitchen floor, crying. Like I just, I was like on my knees and I, and I was like, who the fuck do I call it? It's like, I couldn't call my family because when you cry about the same shit over and over and over again, it's like,
00:26:17
Speaker
They're not the people. I don't want to like, I didn't want to be a victim again to them. And then I didn't want to call my friends again because nobody was giving me the right advice. And I was like, I just need to like talk to me when I'm in a good headspace. And I was like, fuck, I need like, I need me. I need to call me. But like, I can't call me right now. And then I realized like,
00:26:36
Speaker
I should just make that a thing. And then that's kind of how the coaching began. It was like, I'm really just a friend that you call and I'm going to help you through your shit because that's all I needed on my journey was just a really good friend who also had really solid advice to just run with me and just keep pushing me and understand what I'm going through and understand the spiritual journey. Because at the end of the day, like you can be, I've had many psychics and many coaches and many
00:27:05
Speaker
like mediums, all the things. But like what really shifted me was when I took accountability for myself and I became the coach in my own life. Because when you're down, like if you can't coach yourself out and you can't get yourself out, you're fucked. Because you can't always call on somebody because in that moment I couldn't call on anyone. And that's when actually the coach was born because I coached myself off that floor. And I got myself back up and I was like, this is a natural gift of mine and it always has been.
00:27:32
Speaker
And that's what we're supposed to do here. That's you stepping into your destiny and stepping into what your natural gifts are. You can go get a job or whatever you want to do, but at the end of the day, your soul is going to call you to do what you're supposed to do. And being a coach, being a hype man for other people has just always been what I've done as a friend.
00:27:53
Speaker
It's just what I want to do. So it was just waiting for my own self to be my own hype man and be like, you're ready to step into this role. Like, you got this, like, go after it. And now I'm doing it. And honestly, huge props, huge cred to microcybin. Like, this is the thing about the mushrooms is they showed me what I was capable of. And then they also gave me the courage, motivation, and they hyped me up behind me to like step in.
00:28:19
Speaker
Even being on this podcast, this is probably my third podcast ever. And just doing the Jedi, it puts me on my level to just step in. Literally just step the fuck in. Don't overthink it. You got this. Go. Yeah. I just want to say that was a great fucking story.
00:28:44
Speaker
Thanks, Matt. Appreciate that. That was a great story. I was like, God damn, man. Yeah, I wanted to say so many things when you were talking. I was like, no, no. Just let her go. Let her go. Not everybody is lucky enough to have a friend that is your hype man. Some people will have a lot of friends, but their advice is gone. And maybe they don't even have advice to give you, or they're negative. You know what I mean?
00:29:13
Speaker
Um, I had this guy come into my life. Um, I actually, I met him, um, through, I did like a show called big brother and we met on there. Um, but ever since that show, dude, I, he's been, um, well, I dated someone off big brother as well. Who packs, who packs, the packs, the packs, the packs.
00:29:40
Speaker
Which one the DJ or the other guy? I forget their names. Oh the DJ guy. I met him before. He's so funny. I know life is fucking weird.
00:30:00
Speaker
Um, I actually met him. It was, it was so random. There was like a, um, fill up by the way, there was like, there was like, yeah, Phillip, there was like a, there was like a music festival here. Um, on like the other side of Newfoundland, bad location, but this guy like flew in all these DJs, like big fucking arena. Like it was sick, but nobody showed up. Nobody showed up. And I, and I, like, I would say there was like.
00:30:27
Speaker
100 people in like this big arena like the music was sick the TJs is sick I was having a great time, but I just I felt bad because like The guy obviously must have lost a lot of money. Yeah, like getting all these like that But yeah, like I was just at this burn and like he just popped in I was like, oh, hey I Know crazy as I was saying though, like I met I met this guy off of the show and like ever since I've met him He's just been
00:30:56
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almost like that support system. He's just been like a really good friend with really good advice every single time I've ever called him. And like he always picks up the phone or her always call me back. And it's like not a lot of people are lucky enough to have a human in their life like that.
00:31:13
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well that's honestly that's just it is what i realized was i didn't have anyone really like that and i was that and i was like do you know i should be getting paid for this shit like i'm a fucking height man and i always got good advice to give yeah but this is why um
00:31:30
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Alex, the guy who started Microcybin, he is my hype man. He calls me once a month just to check in and literally hypes me the fuck up. He's so dialed, clearly, and I feel like he's on a micro dose every time because he's literally zooming on Cloud9 every time he calls me. It's crazy. He's on such a high.
00:31:52
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He picks the most dialed time to call me when I need him and just he hypes me up to my next love and I'm like, wait a second, I fucking got this man. So yeah, it's huge to have that type of person in your life. The boys are great for sure. Do you find it hard some days to like
00:32:15
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just get up and make shit happen. When you have an actual job, you don't really have a fucking choice. Whether you're going through it or you're not, you get the fuck up and you go to work. When you're on your own, you got to motivate yourself. Some days I find that I'm a little off. Some days I don't want to do anything.
00:32:38
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You know what I mean? You just constantly gotta be fucking like, get up, go do shit. It's every day, it's an every day battle. It's like, let's be real, it's an every day battle. Like, every single day I have to stuff my stuff up. Every single day I gotta get going. Every single day I'm like, I don't really want to. Like, I wanna, my old self, my old programming, my old lazy ass just wants to do nothing. You know? And then I take them, I produce. And then we're fucking zooming.
00:33:08
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And we're zooming. I find that, where did that thought just go? It's gone in my head. What was I gonna say? Anyways, it doesn't matter. One thing that I wanted to say, just imagine if today was your last day.
00:33:33
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And tomorrow you weren't here anymore. But this is your opportunity to tell the world something that you gained in your lifetime. It could be like a quote, it could be whatever you want. What would you say to the world? Believe in yourself. For people to remember you by. Literally believe in yourself and believe that you can be great and that you have a destiny and you've got something.
Empowerment and Self-belief
00:34:03
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and keep pushing for it, keep going every single day, like believe in yourself, believe in yourself, believe in yourself, believe in yourself. Literally hype your shit up, be your own hype man, have your back, have your six, believe in yourself, like that's it, that's it. You heard it girl, believe in yourself. You have to though. You have to. I do remember what I was going to say though.
00:34:30
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I do remember what I was going to say. So like sometimes I kind of like talk to myself like, who the fuck am I to give this person advice? Right. And I find personally, right, I have gone through a lot of lows in my life and a lot of highs. I've been through all sorts of relationships, bad, good. Like I've had a few, right. And I feel like you need to go through those low moments and those high moments. And like you said,
00:35:00
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You became your own coach and you coached your way out of that. A lot of people don't have that in them to get themselves out of that rut and that's why they kind of need someone like yourself or someone like myself.
00:35:14
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Some days I'm in my head, I'm like, who the fuck am I? Who the fuck am I to just sit here and tell these people? Do you know what I mean? 100%. Do you feel like that? 100%. And it goes back to be your own hype, man. Believe in yourself. And this is the asshole in you trying to bring you the fuck down. And we're not doing that. We're not listening to that person. That guy, that person comes every single time I want to give advice, especially as we're starting out our, in quotes, careers as coaching.
00:35:42
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like this shit comes up all the time man all the time but then then you think about those moments when you were down you're like no i have great advice because guess who got me out me i did with my advice like i got this exactly exactly i love that and and you know what sometimes your advice might not be for everybody and you just can't take a person and
00:36:06
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The reason why I'm saying this is because sometimes I post something online and no matter what you do in life, whether it's good or bad, someone's always going to say something, right? So on my page, I post a lot of quotes. The majority of the people, they love.
00:36:25
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But then there's some people that's like, fuck that quote. I don't like, I don't like, fuck that quote. And I'm like, sorry. In my head. Yeah. In my head. I'm like, okay. It's all about how you look at that quote. Right. And I was like, my mother always told me, you don't have anything to say anything at all. But there's always going to be that one person that got an opinion on no matter what you do. Right.
00:36:54
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That's my two cents. But anyways, Chloe, it was a pleasure having you on here. I know it was a rough start, but I feel like we covered some good fucking topics. We did it. We just did it. We did it. We just did it. If you want to tell the people where to find you at, where to follow you, you want to talk about your podcast a little bit, the floor is yours.
Connect with Chloe Stark
00:37:17
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Okay, you can find me on Instagram as the spiritual rookie or it's Chloe Stark. That's my personal page. My podcast is the spiritual rookie. You can find me on YouTube as the spiritual rookie. I got a lot of my old shit on there too before I was the spiritual rookie.
00:37:36
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And I'm a coach. I am someone that you're definitely going to be able to relate to. I'm very real and very raw. I tell it like it is. And you can always message me if you need any help along your hero's journey, your spiritual journey. I got your back. I got your six. I am that mentor, that guide you're going to meet along the way that honestly, I'll give you all I got. Like,
00:37:58
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I'm here to share what I've done. You're going to, you're going to, you're going to want to follow this girl 100% because you do, you put it all out there and something like, then you're, you're a little bit intense, a little bit, but you, but you got a lot of energy. I was kind of excited for this because I was like, God, then this girl is just through the roof. But I'm like, fuck yeah, let's do it. Yeah. Yeah. Anyways.
00:38:24
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Great to have you, and we'll be chatting soon. OK, cool. Thanks, man. Bye. Peace.