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37. Line 2's: How to Navigate and Honor Your Hermit Cycles Along Your Soul Purpose + Spiritual Biz Journeys
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Hi babes! This episode is all about Line 2's and how to honor and navigate our Hermit cycles along our soul purpose and biz journeys. I share:
- The gifts and challenges for Line 2 Profiles in Human Design
- What it’s like for a Line 2 to be in balance, and out of balance
- What it means to be in Hermit mode
- How being in a Hermit cycle personally feels for me in my personal life, relationships, work, business, and social media
- How long these Hermit cycles last
- 5 Tips that help me honor and navigate my Hermit need to hide away yet still live my Purpose more aligned then ever
- Journal prompts you can use to create a healthy relationship to your Hermit cycles, because they are a part of your design for a reason!
Whether you have a Line 2 in your profile, Line 2's in your gates, or have Line 2 loved ones or clients this episode will be super helpful to better understand the Hermit desire to hide away and how to honor this and work WITH it along the Purpose + Soul biz journey!
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Transcript
Introduction to the Podcast and Host's Journey
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Hello, my friend. Welcome to the It's Happening For Me podcast. If you are obsessed with all things spirituality, personal growth and development, and living as your highest self, you are in the right place. I am your host, Alyssa, and I spent the majority of my teenage years and young 20s living totally out of climate. As I started to question my patterns and behaviors and actually got to know myself at the soul level, I realized that everything was happening for me.
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Now, as a spiritual life coach and human design guide, I am here to share my voice, personal stories, human design wisdom, and learn from incredible individuals living their purpose. Join me each week as we walk the spiral path of purpose together. I cannot wait to dive in.
Understanding Line Twos in Human Design
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Hello, hello, my friend. Welcome back to another episode. Oh my goodness. I am so happy that you're here today. And today we are going to be talking all about line twos in human design. And we're going to be talking all about the hermit mode when we feel like just hiding away and begin our own energy. So this actually
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couldn't come at a better time because I am just coming out of a very deep hermit cycle. I feel like I've been in for a while and I used to really
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feel a lot of shame and guilt for the times that I would hide away in my hermit mode and just want to be in my own energy. And I realized that so many of us feel this way, like so many of us who are healers, coaches, guides, on the sole purpose path or
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Maybe you have friends or loved ones or your clients, you know, they go into their hermit modes and they just want to be completely left alone. And there's a lot of guilt and shame that can come with that because we feel like we're conditioned to think that we should always be showing up and always be visible and always be present.
Navigating Hermit Mode and Personal Energy
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And that's just not how it works for the line twos, like line twos.
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We have that tendency to want to go away and to hide. And so I want this episode to be all about the line two. So I'm going to talk about the gifts and the challenges of being a line two. I'm going to talk about what does it feel like for me personally when I know that I'm in a hermit mood. I'm going to talk about how long this can last. I'm going to talk about how to really learn how to discern between are you in a hermit mode or
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Is there something else going on is there something else in your design that is being activated as well that's like making this feel like double like wanting to hide away and be in your own energy or is it a combination of feeling sick or depression there's so many different ways that this can show up and also.
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Are we just in resistance? Are we just in one of those like low energies where we just feel resistant? We want to show up. We want to put ourselves out there, but we have fears or limiting beliefs. And it just like the longer that we go hidden when we're in resistance, the harder it is to come out of that and to show up again. And it is fricking awkward to show up again on social media when we've been hiding away. So I'm going to really talk to you about how to discern between the two.
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That way when you know that you're in just like a hermit cycle, a hermit mode, you can actually learn how to embrace it, honor it, and how to navigate it. Then I'm going to be talking about what has helped me. So I'm going to be talking about like maybe five to six tips that have really helped me navigate this and embrace my hermit modes, which I think is going to be like super helpful. And I'm going to be talking about it in terms of like
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having a spiritual business, being in corporate, and also in terms of relationships, like what does it look like and how does it feel like? And then I'm going to give you some really juicy journal prompts that you can pause and like go through at a later time.
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when you really want to dive into your own hermit cycles and see how you can really shift this to be something that you actually really enjoy because it is part of our designs as Line 2s. This is part of us. This is our energy. Instead of feeling those yucky feelings or disappointment or feeling like we're a failure, we can actually really lean into it because it's actually such a freaking gift that we have inside of us.
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Let's get into it. And then I'll also probably do a life update at the end of this. Um, but
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The reason, okay, also, this is the second time that I'm recording this. So I recorded this yesterday, you guys, and I looked at my timer. I was at 51 minutes and I was like, why is the timer not moving? I was like, why is it stopped at 51 minutes? And my internet had gone out and I didn't realize it because I was looking at a different screen. I was looking at some notes that I had written down and so it didn't save any of it. Okay, so I was devastated, but
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Things happen. I think it's still mercury retrograde. Things happen. I was like, it is what it is. I'm just going to rerecord it today. So I hope all the same juiciness comes through because it was a really good transmission and I had really good examples. So yeah, I think let's do it again.
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Okay, so first off, I am coming out of a hermit mood. So I just recently went to Disneyland this weekend. Me and George went for the weekends and I took off some work on Monday and we had the best time ever. And I was so freaking present that I honestly didn't even take any pictures. And
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That's what I'm going to get into in a second when I know that I'm in one of my like hermit moods or like hermit cycles. I like to call it a cycle. I'll talk about that in a second. That might not be like a proper human design term, but I'm just calling that because it's essentially like we get in the space and then we kind of need to be called out to be like visible again from our people, which we'll get into. But I've been in this space where I'm like.
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I could not be bothered to document this, to share this with anybody. Like I just want to be present and be in my own life. And it feels so good for me to like just go away and like hide and like not have to show up. And I've also learned a lot of lessons from it because I also am like, I have a purpose. Like I have a mission. I have a purpose. I have a spiritual business that I'm building. And so I know that it's like, I need to have things in place to be able to honor when I'm in those cycles so that I don't feel like, um,
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I'm not doing what I need to do in my business and not needing what, not doing what I need to do in terms of shoulds in terms of like feeling like, Oh my God, I'm missing out. Or like people are going to forget about me, but it's like, I want to consistently show up. And again, we're going to talk about the word consistent in a moment and what that means for us, um, who have that hermit in us. Okay. So let's just get right into it.
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So if you, um, and if you're in your human design, we all have a profile, right? Which are those two numbers. So if you are a two, four, eight, two, five, a five, two, or a six, two.
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then you have a two in your profile and the two is really like the hermit or we can call it the natural, which is another really beautiful word to say. If hermit feels like sticky, um, you can also refer to it as the natural. And so let's get into what does that mean? Like what is the two and what are like the challenges and some of the gifts of being a two. So being a two,
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We really need, okay, we need and we like to be alone. Now.
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If you are living out of alignment, which I lived out of alignment, I was living out of alignment super, super heavily in my teenage and young twenties. So when I was a child, I really honored my two, like I'm a two, four profile. So I really honored the two. I loved like spending time alone and then also really like having my network, having my group of friends, which is like the four, the opportunist, the networker.
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I love those deep connections, but I loved being alone. I would be in my room playing Barbies. I would be in my room pretending to be a teacher and make up fake attendance sheets and take attendance and make up fake assignments and grade people's homework, playing imaginary little games with myself and pretending like I was a teacher.
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And I loved it. I loved being outdoors and riding my bike or rollerblading around my neighborhood by myself. I really honored that alone time, and it felt so good to me. And I was never bored. I was never like, I'm very volatile, very imagination, very active imagination in my mind. And so I always just had so much fun being in my own energy.
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Then fast forward to teenage, young 20s, where I felt very much out of alignment, very much lost, disconnected for myself, super conditioned, really trying to fit in and be the person that I thought other people wanted me to be.
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And I never liked being alone. I honestly had FOMO. Anytime I was alone, I would do anything I could to like become unalone. Like I just wanted to always be with someone. So I always had very codependent relationships with my best friends, with my boyfriends. I would always be at their house. They would always be at my house. Um, I was constantly going to school, like going to college classes, working multiple jobs, and then like going out and partying.
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And so I always wanted to be with other people and I was just really disconnected from that side of my design. And that's how I know that I was out of alignment because now, you know, through having my spiritual awakening, doing all the personal development and growth work and like healing, I absolutely thrive in my alone time. Like I need my alone time. I love my alone time.
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And I'm never, again, bored or missing out. I'm literally doing so many different things I love to do, whether that's learning, taking classes, doing oracle cards, walking, going in nature, whatever it is, right?
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And so that's how you can kind of start to decipher. Are you in alignment as a two or are you out of alignment as a two? Maybe you hate being alone. Like maybe it's like overwhelming to be alone. You feel really bored or you feel like you're missing out from other things or
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Maybe you don't create the time to be alone. Maybe you're so busy juggling a career and a family or your friend group. And so you never really create that sacred time to just be alone and be with your own energy. So those are all things that you can really explore. And we'll get more into that later in the episode when I give you some really good journal prompts to think about. So yeah.
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Okay, so moving forward, again, all about the two. So the hermit, the two line. We are naturally good at certain things, but often we cannot see this in ourselves. And so this is why we often get called out from other people for our gifts.
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You probably have a lot of things about you that people are like, Oh my God, like you're so good at that. And you're like, wait, you're not good at that. Or like, you might learn things very easily. You might pick up on certain things very easily. Things just come natural to you. And it's very specific things. It's not going to be everything, but it's going to be very specific things. Those are your gifts. Those are your talents. Those are the things you really want to lean into.
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And on the other side of that, the things that you're really good at that come very easy to you. Like it's just natural. You just picked it up. Like for me, I just love human design. I love the system of human design. I love Jean Q's. I love channeling. Now that I'm like getting into Akashic Records, like it's literally like, it is so easy for me to have that connection and to
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Connect with source to connect with my record keepers to connect with my spirit team and other people's and read for them It's like it's like oh my god. It's so easy
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Those are the things that you want to lean into and that you want to charge the most for. If you are a spiritual entrepreneur and you have your own business, if you're a healer, a coach, the modalities that come easy to you, you probably are giving them away or undervaluing yourself and the amount that you're charging for them because it comes easy to you.
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So you feel like, oh, this is easy. I can't charge a lot for this. That would be crazy. Or, oh, this isn't special. Everyone must be really good at this.
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No, okay. I have fallen into that trap so many times, but I want you to know those things that are so easy for you, that come so good for you. My mentor that I'm learning the gene keys from, Maria Henning, she always says that. Whatever is easiest for you, charge the most for her because those are your inherent gifts that you're so good at.
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Trust me, other people are not good at that as good as you are, and also
Career Transitions and Personal Growth
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it doesn't come easy to them like how it comes to you. So that's something just to keep in mind. Moving along.
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we are, as line twos, designed to get called out for our gifts. So oftentimes we love to be alone. We love to hide. And then it's like this vortex of like other people noticing when we're not there. And so they're going to call us back out and like be interested in our gifts. It's almost like we are, it's like being
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unselfconscious. Like my life's work in the jinkies, I'm a 54.2. So the two is the dancer. It's like all about passion and the dancer isn't really aware of herself, right? She gets lost in the dance and that's really how we are as line twos. Like we're meant to just like be lost in whatever it is that lights us up and other people are going to see that and call us out and call it out of us. Um,
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And that is why also it's hard for us to sometimes to see our own gifts. So if this is something that you've struggled with, like you're not really sure what you're good at, or maybe you're like, Oh, I feel like this comes easy to everyone. I'm not sure. Um, a beautiful, beautiful practice that I have done in the past is to create a Google form and just write down some questions of like, what is, what am I really good at? Um, what do you,
00:15:05
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what do you notice is like my magic sauce? How do I make you feel? Just write down these questions, right? And then you can send this form to like five people, your closest friends and family who know you really well. They're going to give you honest feedback. And then you'll start to notice where you have like overlapping things that you're really good at. For example, when I started doing the, um,
00:15:29
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Akashic Record readings, right? I was getting so much feedback, you guys, from literally every single person that gave me feedback in a testimonial said something about my voice. They said something about my voice and my energy that felt so caring, so connected. And they were just like, oh, I've listened to this reading three or four times.
00:15:52
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I appreciate it so much, the way you delivered it and your voice, the energetics behind it was just so beautiful, so tuned in. I would have never guessed that. Before I started doing my podcast, my voice was something that I was the most insecure about. I'm going to go into this in a different episode.
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because it's fascinating. But I was like, Oh my God, like, wow, people really enjoy my voice. They really enjoy the way that I transmit this reading to them, you know, as I'm connected to the records and I'm channeling and tuning into their guides and like their spirit team. And I'm just like speaking from the heart and speaking this
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guidance that's coming through to me and it's in such a pure loving energy. The Akashic records are so high vibe. It is like pure love, pure light, pure truth. It wants the best for the person that is like receiving the information. And so wow, like what a gift and what an honor to be reflected back to me that people can feel that in my voice and in my transmission to them in the reading and they feel so encouraged and so loved and so held. And so
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I would have never known that if I didn't try something new and then ask for feedback. And so if you don't have, if you are a spiritual entrepreneur, healer, coach, and you don't have an offer that you're currently getting feedback, send that form that I said, like create the form with questions. And I actually still have one from when I did this exercise in a program I was in a couple of years ago. So if you want the form, just send me a DM on Instagram.
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I am Alyssa May. Just be like, hey, Alyssa, do you have that form, like the feedback form I can send to my friends and family to figure out my like secret sauce and gifts? And I will send it to you, okay? Because that exercise also changed my life because I really learned with the people who know me so well seeing me, things I didn't even see in myself. Okay, so as a line two, remember we're in a projection field and it's very important for us to like get that feedback to know what our gifts are. Okay.
00:18:01
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moving forward. Okay, we as line twos prefer to not have interference. Okay, so we really like doing things in a certain way, right? Like we have a certain way that we do things that may be different than other people, but it just works so well from us. It's like we don't know how to explain how we're so good at certain things or how we know it or why. It's just like we come up with these like
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systems and these ways that we do things that work so well for us, specifically, they might not work well for other people. And so we really don't like interference. We really don't like when other people come in and try to change that and try to tell us a new process or a different way to do things because we're like, oh my God, I've already figured out this shortcut. I know exactly how I like to do this process. It's not helpful and I don't want to take your advice in telling me how to change this.
00:18:59
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a great example that I'm going to give you. In my corporate job, I work in recruiting in the automotive industry. I recruit for about 35 locations. I have created the system of organization. This might be my Virgo rising, but I've created the system of organization on this single spreadsheet of how I run my entire operations as a recruiter. It's in this one spreadsheet.
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Not like the entire operations of like how I, like my hiring process for the company, but it's how I personally stay organized with every single new hire. So what I did is the very first day, I still have the same spreadsheet that I started two years ago. Same exact spreadsheet. I think I'm down like I'm to like, I have to check, but I'm for sure in the thousands. I think I'm like at 1500, maybe 1600 people I've hired so far. And what I do is I write their name, I write the date,
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I write offer letter sent once I sent the offer letter. And then I highlight that a certain color. And then once I send the background check, once they've accepted the offer, I write background check. And then once the background check clears, I highlight that a certain color. So now I know, okay, now I can move forward in the process and call them to setup orientation.
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And then I have a spot where I write down their shoe size, their shirt size, and their pants size for uniforms. And I have a very specific place in the hiring process where I ask them for their sizes. And then once I order those said shoes, I highlight it a certain color. And then once I order their shirt and pants, I highlight that a certain color. So I can go to my spreadsheet any time of the day and know exactly where I'm at with every single person. How in the hell would I be able to keep track of all of these people
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on a weekly basis, it can be anywhere from like five to 25 new hires a week. How would I keep track of them if I didn't have the system? Like please, like somebody told me, I have no idea and my company sure as hell doesn't know either because they never taught us any organization system to have how to keep track of people.
00:21:10
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And I know specifically people in the past that have had this role had a very hard time with organization and with keeping up with the orders. They were constantly losing orders. People were not getting their uniforms. People were not getting their shoes. People were getting lost in the sauce, in the system. And so intuitively, I just created this.
00:21:30
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And that's a line to genius. And then I also have a spot where I write down their orientation date and time. I write down, I'll first check the schedule of the manager and see when a good date and time is. And then I'll put that in the spreadsheet with question marks. Once I confirm with the candidate that it works for them, I erase the question marks and I color code it. And then I send a calendar invite to the manager.
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Then I highlighted a different color knowing that, okay, this person is completely set. His shoes are ordered, his uniforms ordered. I have a spot for when I create their employee ID, and then I put the password right there. Then I highlight that when that's completely done. Then I have a section for notes like, oh, I spoke to this person on 4-24 to schedule orientation. I left a voicemail on this date. It's like every single day I update this. If anybody ever has a question for me about
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Hey, like, you hired this new hire for us like three weeks ago, what's going on with this? I can immediately look at my spreadsheet and be like, oh, Tommy, little Tommy, he put in his two weeks notice on April 1st. He'll be available on this date. This is his last date, his next job. Or, oh, Johnny.
00:22:41
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I reached out to Johnny three times, the last time being on this date, through a voicemail, a text message, he has not responded, we are moving on from this person. So it's just like, nobody taught me this. And again, I just created this myself, but it's freaking genius. And if somebody was to try to tell me how to do my job or create some other system, I wouldn't listen to them because I'm like, this literally is like my whole job organized into this spreadsheet.
00:23:10
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that and color coded is just like incredible. So I'm wondering, like, I'm curious for you as a line to like, where do you have this in your life? Like, I know you have systems. I know you have something that is so easy to you. Other people probably don't understand it. It might not even work for other people, but it just comes so easy to you.
00:23:29
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Okay, moving on. As line twos, we learn the best through teaching. So our mastery, our genius really comes through as we're teaching these concepts to other people. And we pick up things very easy. Like I said, the things that come naturally to us, we don't really have to try them. We, of course, should always be working on our skills to achieve mastery.
00:23:55
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but there's certain things that just come easy to us and so we're really like great at learning more through teaching other people and then we can kind of see where the holes are in our learning and be like oh wow like okay like yeah this makes sense and so if you ever feel like scared to like start teaching just know like that's how you're gonna learn more is through just putting yourself out there and teaching. As a line two we really want harmony and so we're really seeking to
00:24:23
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create harmonious relationships. That's something that's very important to us, which is going to come into play in a moment when we talk about the Hermit mode.
00:24:34
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We as line twos need to be fulfilled because if we are in the wrong projection field, remember I said line twos, there is like this projection field around us. And so if people are putting expectations on us to achieve a certain thing, to be very intelligent in a certain area, to be quick and efficient at something,
00:24:55
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And it's the wrong field for us. If it's the wrong misaligned opportunity, we are going to continuously fail and not meet those expectations. And that's going to make us feel really crappy. That's when we're going to feel unfulfilled. We're going to feel like we're lacking purpose. We're going to feel like just not the highest versions of ourselves. And so if you feel like that,
00:25:19
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in your current job or in a certain relationship. That is a beautiful signpost for you that you're just in the wrong spot. And I have a really great example of this of how you don't even have to completely like shift whole job companies or industries. It might just be a little position that you can tweak and everything will start opening up for you. So let me give you an example.
00:25:42
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Okay, the last position that I had before I came into admin and then recruiting, I was in operations in the service centers as a manager. And I was managing anywhere from like, I worked at three different locations over my career in management. And so I probably had a team of anywhere from like seven to maybe 14 team members. Now,
00:26:08
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This was when I was the most stressed out, the most unaligned, the most overwhelmed I've ever been in my career. And this also happened, like the end of it happened during COVID, during the pandemic. And so we actually stayed open during the pandemic and we were doing so many oil changes. We had let go. We had to furlough many team members at the beginning of COVID because we weren't really sure like what was happening as of like most industries.
00:26:36
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But since we were considered to be a essential workplace, we stayed open. And I never had any time off during the pandemic. So while most people were unfortunately laid off or had to stay at home and quarantined, I was working more than ever. And it was really scary, because this is when we didn't really know what was going on, right? And so I was in Bakersfield. Summer of COVID, when it first happened 2020,
00:27:05
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working in 100 degree weather, outdoors, managing people who, honestly, a lot of the team members just wanted a paycheck, which I don't blame them, right? It's like very young people still trying to figure out their life, figure out their life path. Most people don't want to do that job forever. And so it's kind of like babysitting children, because honestly, most of them were children, like 18, 19, young, young, 20s.
00:27:34
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who didn't necessarily weren't really bought into the company, weren't bought into the metrics, weren't bought into the numbers. I am someone who is so bought in. I wanted to be the best. I wanted to achieve the highest sales. I wanted to have the lowest turnover. I wanted to have the absolute
00:27:49
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best like development i wanted to develop the most members to bring them up into management position so i was really bought into everything and it's it was very out of alignment because the people that i was. Working with some of them were like my stars like my literal shining stars i.
00:28:09
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was able to train and develop them and they've moved on to become service center managers, which is the best feeling in the world as a line two, as a teacher. But a lot of them didn't want to be there. And so I was constantly fighting with them, constantly reminding them, put on your PPE, put on your safety glasses, put on your gloves, follow SuperPro, follow the process, you're skipping steps. Doing that over and over and over again
00:28:34
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with people who don't want to be there was extremely frustrating and it was extremely devaluing. I hated it. I would go home and I cried every single night to my mom in George and just told him how much I hated my life. I was always overheated. I had constant migraines. Again, we're working outdoors in the direct sunlight at this time. The sun would set, so we'd be in direct sunlight under 200 degree hoods of cars and I still had to
00:29:02
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hold it together and be the leader and be the person who's leading by example, wearing my latex gloves for 10 hours a day when I had horrible breakouts of eczema on my hands because my hands were so freaking sweaty, wearing the mask outdoors in the sun in 100 degree weather, that was horrendous. I could not breathe and we're sweating. We're literally soaking wet the whole time. I still had to have a positive outlook on it and hold people accountable.
00:29:32
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And so again, you guys know this about me. I don't give a shit about cars. I don't give a shit about oil changes. I don't give a shit about.
00:29:40
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that, right? My sole purpose is all into spirituality. It's into ascension. It's into helping people find their purpose and live their purpose with confidence. I love all of this stuff and I didn't have any time in that job to go home and do the stuff I loved. I literally would go home, take a shower, cry, have an extremely bad migraine, pass out, wake up and do it again. I was working so many hours a week. I was so burnt out and it was
00:30:08
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It was horrible and I was in the wrong projection field. I felt like a failure. I didn't, even though I was like hitting metrics and I was doing, I was doing a great job. It just like wasn't aligned and so it didn't feel good. Then I manifested the position that I'm in now where I'm in recruiting. It's a very simple like 7.30 to 4 PM, Monday through Friday. I know my schedule. I get weekends off. I have so much energy to go home at night and on the weekends and work on my business and do readings and
00:30:38
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I'm obsessed, right? And it's like, this job is serving me. I'm in the correct projection field. I'm a freaking genius at it. It's so easy for me. It's so easy for me to find talent, to hire them, to follow the process. I feel so supported. I feel so appreciated. I get all of the little benefits of working in an office as opposed to operations, right?
00:31:03
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I get to go on my lunch breaks and walk for 30 minutes. I get a little kitchen in our beautiful office to prepare food if I want. I have all of these beautiful benefits.
00:31:13
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that I was lacking before. And it's like my genius shines here. I didn't like managing people who weren't bought in, right? Like that didn't feel good. But now I get to use my gifts to literally show people in their human design, in their gene keys, what their freaking gifts are. I get to encourage them through
00:31:37
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messages from their freaking loved ones and spirit teams, messages of encouragement and literal pathways of how to break through limiting beliefs to live their purpose with ease. And it's people who are like, bought in like, you know, it's like,
00:31:52
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If you're in this world, you want to know what your purpose is. You are a light worker. You are a healer. You have something to offer this world and you want so much more for yourself. And I love supporting people like that. I love supporting people who take personal accountability and want to be their best self, their highest self, and they just want to work through all the limiting stuff that's holding them back. That is so aligned for me. So if you're aligned too and you feel any sort of resistance in your work,
00:32:18
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you're probably just in the wrong projection field, okay? And there is a way for you to find a nine to five, a service job, a corporate job, anything that you need to do while you're building your sole business, if you need like that support and that income, you can find something that you fricking excel at so that you have energy at the end of the day to go work on your business, okay? That is like golden. Okay. And the last thing's last little thing about
00:32:49
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about the line twos is that we really have this tendency of shyness and boldness. And so oftentimes we can feel shy. We can feel shy around our gifts, but then when we get called out, it's like, oh my God, yeah, here I am. And people are like, wow, you are so bold. You're really putting yourself out there. Oh my God, this is unexpected. And it's like, yeah, because you never asked me about this.
00:33:14
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Um, the perfect, the funnest example is like when I'm doing, um, career fairs, right? And say, like start talking to a coworker or somebody, um, about like crystals. Like the other day I was talking to one of the managers and she was telling, I asked her, um, we were talking about the eclipse and she was telling me how she took the eclipse off.
00:33:31
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to like do her own like little rituals and like to be in her backyard and like be with her daughter and like she had her crystals and like all these things I was like oh my god like you like crystals I was like you were like took off for the eclipse and I had no idea like this about about her at all I didn't know she was spiritual and then we just started talking and I got so lit up from it and like she saw a side of me that she never knew about like you know like she didn't know this about me either and
00:33:55
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And she's like, oh my god, I didn't know this about you. And then other people hear me talking. And they're like, wow, you're so passionate about this kind of stuff. I had no idea. And I was like, oh yeah, girl, don't even get me started. And then I'll show people their human designs. And it's just so fun. So it's like, we get called out for certain things. And people who didn't know that side of us are like, oh my god, you're really, wow, you really light up. You're very magnetic about this topic. OK.
00:34:23
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So that's like, that's all about the line twos. Okay. So that's everything we need to know about line twos. Again, we're really like hermit genius. Um, the natural things, certain things come very easy for us. And so it's really important that we lean into those gifts and, um, honor our alone time. Okay. So now let's talk about hermit mode.
Differentiating Hermit Mode from Depression
00:34:44
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So oftentimes as a line two, we can get into these like moods of like wanting to retreat and wanting to be alone and be in our own energy.
00:34:51
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And there's nothing wrong with that. It's actually very beautiful, but there can come a lot of fears, a lot of resistance because we're like, okay, well, for example, if I'm building a spiritual entrepreneurial business, what if I don't show up online? Like, what are people going to think about me? But it's honestly so hard, you guys. Like, and I want to know if you can relate to this. As a line two, it is so hard to go against when you feel like Hermitine.
00:35:17
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like literally the energy is not there like you cannot pay me and in the past i forced myself to show up or to create when i just really want to be hidden and like it never comes out good like like it just doesn't hit like people can read our energy and so for creating from a place of like wanting to be hidden it doesn't like
00:35:37
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it really doesn't resonate. And so I want to give this permission slip to you to be okay with going away and hiding out when you're in a hermit mood. You don't always have to be visible. And something so beautiful about us is, like I said earlier, is that people notice when you're not there. It's almost magnetic. As a line two, we have this vortex around us where people are like, wait, where is she? Or I wonder what she's up to. I wonder what she's doing.
00:36:02
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and then they'll call us back out. Nobody is forgetting about you. You know that saying where the heart grows fonder in distance or time? I don't know. I don't remember what the phrase is, but it's basically people
00:36:23
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are going to miss you. Let people miss you. We don't always need to be showing up if we don't want to. And that's something that was really hard for me to do. But now I really lean into that. And I'm like, it's fine. Literally, nothing's going to burn down. Nothing's going to go away. People aren't going to forget about me. If they do, OK, great. But honestly, people have their own lives going on. People have their own stuff going on. And when they think about us again, they'll look for us. So that's a fear that we can really transmute so that we can really enjoy our time alone when we are hermitting.
00:36:53
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So what it feels like for me to be in a hermit mode. So this is how I know that it's not like a depression because when I'm in hermit mode, I'm still doing the things that I love. Like I'm still pulling my cards. I'm still
00:37:09
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meditating. I'm still creating. I still do the podcast. I still show up because think about it. The podcast is my own energy. Even though I'm talking to you and I'm sharing with you, I don't have to be in your energetic field. I don't have to feel like you're looking at me and watching me. I'm cozy. I'm in my own space. I'm in my own home. I feel really good. I feel really safe and secure. I get to just share what I'm excited about and what's coming up for me.
00:37:35
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Hint, hint, podcasting is a really good way to still show up even when you're in a hermit mode. Okay? If that's something you want to do in the future or if that's something you're already doing, um, see how you feel about it. Cause for me, I still feel fine showing up. Like I still feel good and I still like, that's one way that I can be consistent, which we're going to get into a second when we talk about consistency. Um,
00:38:01
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But yeah, I, what it feels like for me is like, I'm still doing the things that I want to do behind the scenes. I'm still in my own energy, or maybe if I feel really tired, I will lean more into certain practices that make me feel really nourished and really good. But it's really just this feeling of like, I don't want to share with anybody. Like I don't want you to watch me. I don't want to share with you all my stories, like what I'm up to. It's like, I could so easily,
00:38:29
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take a boomerang of what I'm reading. I could so easily take a boomerang of me walking and getting my steps in. I could so easily take a picture of me preparing for a reading. I could so easily share a testimonial of a reading that I got, but it's like something about it when I'm in this hermit mood is I don't care. I don't want to and I don't care. The more that I lean into that and just honor it and be okay with that, the better I feel because then I feel like I'm not forcing anything.
00:39:00
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Okay. Um, so that's how I know that, Oh, I'm just in a mood where I want to be in my own space as opposed to maybe feeling some sort of depression where it's like, Oh, I don't want to do anything. Like I don't want to get up. I'm just sleeping a lot. Um, nothing is exciting to me. I don't care about my business. Like I don't care about anything. I couldn't be bothered. Um, that's how I can really tell the difference because I still,
00:39:29
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and me and I still like have my interest in like the things that I'm interested in doing. It's just that I don't want to be with other people. Now, this also really affects me and my job you guys like it really affected me way way way more when I was in more of like the customer facing positions like retail
00:39:49
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or in the actual operations of the service centers. When I was in a hermit mode, I did not want to talk to anybody. It was like pulling teeth to be in the window and go through the oil change of someone as a customer advisor. I just hated it because I just don't want to talk to people. When I'm in a hermit mode, I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to make eye contact. I don't want to do small talk. I don't want you to ask me how my day is because it's absolutely
00:40:17
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none of your business, I don't care. It's so funny because it's almost like the polar opposite of me is the four. I'm a two-four, so the four is very interconnected. It's very people networking and I have certain moods where I'm so excited and I just love being with people and asking how their day is and I can totally do that and not be fake. But when I'm in a hermit mode, it's like I cannot. When I was working in those customer-facing positions,
00:40:47
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would try to find ways to where I didn't have to be so much customer facing. For example, when I worked in operations, I would go what we call topside, so I would work on the vehicle and do the oil changes and not really be in the window. I know there's a lot of retail jobs or service-based jobs. If you're a server, if you're a bartender, there's really no way around it. It's just being very patient with yourself and just know that you're just not in the mood.
00:41:14
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but like you kind of still have to show up, right? Like if you're in the, if you're in a job, you still have to show up. And so just being okay with it. And then maybe just like when you are go home, just having more time to like decompress and not really like
00:41:31
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connecting. Like I also noticed with my friends too, I'll kind of like drop off a little bit and like if I'm in a hermit mode, I won't really like answer voice notes as fast as I usually would. I'll kind of just like want to really be alone and be in my own energy. And so that's really how it shows up for me.
00:41:49
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And that's why also, you guys, we can create a life to where it fits us because we're always going to be going through this. We're always going to have those times where we just want to retreat and hide away. So how can we create a life and create a business or create the career where
00:42:09
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we can do that. And it's not really that noticeable, right? Like there's so many different ways that we can really fine tune our life to serve our energy so that we don't need to try to fit into these jobs or fit into these roles, but rather how can I create a role to like honor this energy so that I have the space and the fruit, like really this, yeah, the spaciousness to like go away when I want to go away, right?
00:42:32
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And that's what I'm really trying to create while I'm building this spiritual business because I really want to have that freedom to like not talk to anybody if I don't want to talk to them. Okay. So how it can, um, so that's really how it shows up for me. So now let's talk about what are the tips that I've like cultivated that have helped me through these hermeneing phases. Okay.
00:42:57
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So number one, awareness of my design. Okay. Awareness of my design. I used to think something was wrong with me. I used to think I was crazy. I used to thought I was a failure. I used to think like I had, I honestly thought that I was like a little bipolar because I was like, why do I have these extreme mood
00:43:15
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like changes where I want to be alone and I just want to like hermit and I don't care to share anything. I was like, why is that? Like what is wrong with me? I really felt like something was wrong with me. And then once I had this awareness, I was like, Oh my God, this makes so much sense. Like it makes so much sense why I really have this like introverted side of me, why I really like to be alone and like be in my own space. And it made sense of why it was so out of alignment in my young twenties and teenage years.
00:43:42
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when I didn't give myself any of that alone time. So I guess like, wow, that makes so much sense of why I was like really relying on alcohol, for example, to like get through those social connections that I didn't even want to be a part of. Like, oh, that makes sense of why I had so much social anxiety in certain situations or certain areas where it was like, I just like didn't want to be there. And I was using alcohol as a crutch to
00:44:08
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liven me up or to try to get me in the mood or to try to make me be more fun when it's like, oh my God, my energy just wasn't there and it didn't want to be there. And so now I know that about myself and I don't put myself in certain situations where I just don't want to go. It's like having boundaries of like, oh, I'm just like, I don't want to do that or I'm not interested in doing that. Okay. So awareness is key. Number two, having a community for support if I feel like I need it.
00:44:34
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Community is everything. Oh my God. On the soul purpose journey and the spiritual business journey, community is everything you guys, because we go through so many moods. We go through so many limiting beliefs of feeling like we're crazy or feeling like guilt for not showing up or for not being quote unquote consistent.
Community Support and Human Design Awareness
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And it's like,
00:44:53
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I was able to tune into community this past week when I was like, hey, I'm feeling like I've been in my hermit cycle. I haven't been showing up on social media really. It's been feeling really good. But now that I'm ready to break free and come back, I'm having resistance. Because let's be honest, it's always awkward as hell to go back onto stories or to show up again. It's like you have to get back in the rhythm. We have to get back into finding our voice.
00:45:19
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you know, like how we want to show up. And so like, when we're away for an extended period of time, it can be so hard to like get that momentum and there's a lot of resistance. And so, um, I was tuning into community this week. I'm actually going to put this in the show notes, you guys, if you are a, um, spiritual business owner or if you're on the sole purpose journey, I highly, highly recommend the space. So the space was created from my beautiful friend, Carla,
00:45:46
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She is a life coach and she really focuses all on, first of all, mamas. So if you are a mama,
00:45:55
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this would be perfect for you. She has different programs that she's running right now. But also she's really here to show women how to have their sovereignty and live a life that they love as moms, but also as moms of businesses. So also viewing your business as your baby. So she also really loves working with new entrepreneurs, new healers, new coaches to really help them gain the confidence to show up online.
00:46:23
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Her transformation has been insane, incredible. She's an Akashic Records practitioner. She has so many beautiful modalities. Anyways, she has this place called The Space. It was so funny because I reached out to this community on Telegram and three other girls were also going through the exact same thing of not showing up, entrepreneurs wanting to show up.
00:46:46
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have been kind of hiding out for different various reasons, whether it's like illness or resistance or like hermading. And we all connected over like, oh, my God. Okay. These are like
00:46:58
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wow, this is so common. So many different reasons that we go through this, and then we're able to support each other, first of all, to not shame ourselves, to forgive ourselves for feeling like that. It's like if we wouldn't blame other people or we wouldn't pass judgment on our clients for not showing up, we would just help them work through like, hey, let's discern. Is this a hermitage phase if you're aligned to? Or are you feeling resistance? And so that just felt so good. I'll put the link in the show notes if you guys are interested in this space. Really, really
00:47:28
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really affordable, really cool, like monthly membership. Um, so yeah, so that's the, that's number two is like, find community, find, find a community that you love being a part of. That makes you feel good. Um, number three, plan for these moods, plan for the hermit mode. Okay. This is what I'm really going to lean into going forward, you guys, because I have been recording podcasts daily. Like for all of these podcasts, I recorded the day of edit the day of and posted the day of.
00:47:56
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It served me up until now. And, you know, this is coming out like three days late. I was super bummed about it because I'm like, wow, like I've been like really consistent in this area. And it's felt so good because it's just felt natural to me. And I was sad about getting this out late to you. But with, you know, being in Disneyland this weekend, not really planning ahead for that and then not planning ahead for like technology issues of yesterday, like nothing being saved.
00:48:21
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I'm going to start batching these a little bit more and do my best to get a little bit ahead of this. Especially this is going to help if I get sick, if I go,
00:48:32
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I said earlier that the Hermit Mode doesn't really affect the podcasting because it doesn't. But yeah, just unexpected things that can come up. I'll plan ahead and start batching things. Also, that's really great for batching content on Instagram. If I want to continue to show up, even when I don't really feel like it, I can have little systems in place of
00:48:52
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either repurposing old content or just sharing and showing up if I want to. We also can be okay with not. I have some of my most looked up to mentors like Katie Irvine, who I learned human design from. She's a manifestor, two-four manifestor, and so she has the double. Manifestors sometimes, they go into also their hiding moods when they don't have urges. They're meant to really rest and go into their own energy.
00:49:21
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So she says it's so funny because that mixed with the two, the hermit of the two.
00:49:27
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Sometimes she does not, she cannot be bothered to show up and like she really will go for like months without showing up on Instagram. But she's so already has her business foundation set up that she can do that. Like she's already so set up from YouTube and so set up from like her main offering that she does human design school. Like she's already so foundationally set up in her business that she can hermit away for months and she doesn't lose anything. She still actually gains
00:49:53
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more and more people into her program, which is so freaking cool. And I look up to her so much. So it's like, how can, if we know we're line twos and we know we're going to have these hermit phases, I aspire as an, she's like an expander for me to get my business set up and a foundation set up to where I can just like fully embrace the hermit mode and not care and still have people coming into my world, right? But it's going to take that preparation and in the beginning to get to that place.
00:50:18
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Okay. My next tip is, I already said forgiving myself. So the next tip is having a mentor. So this I cannot, I cannot stress enough as well. So aside from the like community check-in, I also checked in with my mentor and she really helped me realize that yes, I was in a hermitage phase, but I'm coming in the tail end of it and now I'm having resistance from showing up. So how can I make it so simple for myself to just
00:50:47
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do a story to show up and just start showing up, embody the highest version of myself, embody that high vibe person that I want to be, and how would she show up tomorrow? I don't have to make it this drawn out, really long, scary resistance of coming back. I can literally just show up tomorrow as her and post again, and also share about this, which is why I'm creating content all about her reading modes.
00:51:13
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I can give that advice to my clients so easily, my human design clients and GeneQ's clients, but it's sometimes, as you guys know, hard to see ourselves. And so her having a mentor who knows human design is familiar with energetics is insanely life-changing, guys, because
00:51:31
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I've talked about this in past episodes, but I had a business mentor for a year who was not in the spiritual industry at all. She was in personal growth and development. She wasn't aligned with human design or energetics. Her advice was always show up no matter what every single day, like three times a day, go live on Instagram.
00:51:50
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It never served me like I just wouldn't do it because it wasn't aligned with my design and then I felt really guilty because I was letting her down I wasn't getting results and it's because I wasn't putting in that effort and the work when really it was just literally against my design so Having a mentor that understands energetics human design like your spiritual goals is life-changing
00:52:15
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OK, so those are it for my tips. So just to recap again real quick, it's really having awareness of our design. So really understanding that you're going as a line to you're going to have phases where you feel like hiding. That's just what the hermit does. It likes to be in its own energy. It likes to hide.
00:52:36
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Having awareness of this will, and hopefully this podcast episode, will really help take away any of the shame, the guilt, and yeah, just any negative feelings that you have around honoring that part of yourself, like you are meant to have alone time. Having a community that you feel tapped into so that you can reach out for support if you feel like those negative thoughts start coming up, if you start judging yourself, if you start second guessing yourself and your energies.
00:53:06
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planning for these moods, right? So having systems set up in your business, or if you're in corporate, or if you are figuring out your life's purpose, finding and really discovering roles and opportunities that will really serve you for when you are in these moods, it allows you to have that time alone. Forgiving yourself, for judging yourself,
00:53:34
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and having a mentor. So having a mentor or tuning into coaching or just having somebody that understands your design and that can really understand your unique energy so that they can reflect back to you and help you really understand what cycles you're in and not give you advice that actually makes you feel worse and actually makes you feel more disconnected from who you are naturally.
00:54:03
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So those are my tips of what have really helped me. So yeah, so moving on, what I like to do is like having an energetic check-in. So like really asking myself like, am I forcing this content or is this something that I actually want to post? Like, am I doing this because I feel like people are going to forget about me or do I actually have something to share? And I noticed that when I'm in my hermit modes, I just don't want to share anything. Like,
00:54:33
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When I'm in a phase of wanting to share, it's like, Oh, I get so excited for something that I learned in a reading that I did for somebody or I get really excited for like feedback that I got or like a card that I drew or something that happened at work will give me like this like lesson, like, or the spiritual like lesson that I learned and I get really excited to share it. That's when I know as a generator, like using my type and my strategy to really like respond to things.
00:55:01
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That's when I know that I'm in a place of sharing and it's in alignment and it feels good to show up, but I don't force that when I'm in a hermit phase. So you can also look to your type when you are in one of these phases. And like I said, sometimes for manifestors, like manifestors really
00:55:22
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really, really, really sometimes want to be in their own space. And they do not want to be bothered by other people, especially if they're like in a resting period. And so it can kind of add like a double whammy to it where they're like a two hermit, like I told you my mentor to four, to four
00:55:40
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manifest her and she gets in those places in her life where those phases where she just really wants to be alone. And so allowing herself and honoring that has been the best thing that she's done for herself and she is more successful than ever. So find expanders, find people that are also two fours that are also maybe your type.
00:56:01
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or have other things in common with you that are living the life that you look up to and that are in a beautiful energy and that really honor their own design. And that is going to be a beautiful expander for you to understand that this is good. This is a positive thing. It does not have to be negative. It doesn't have to be a weakness. It's actually a really big positive.
00:56:27
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Okay, so now let's move into the journaling section.
Final Reflections and Listener Engagement
00:56:31
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So if you are interested in doing some journal prompts to really kind of dig into like your hermit cycles, I think these are going to be really helpful and like introspective. So I'm going to read these journal prompts. Now feel free to pause after each one or just come back to this
00:56:49
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at another time. Like if you're driving right now, come back to this when you have free time, whenever you feel like it and you can work through these. Okay. So number one, why do I feel pressure to always be seen? Why do I feel pressure to always be seen or on or in the light? This one is a super great question because
00:57:17
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Like I said, we're in that vortex as line twos and there's so much power in us being hidden because people notice. They notice when we're not there and they are curious what we're up to and they pull us out. So really ask yourself, why do you feel the pressure to always be seen? Number two, how was I treated as a child when I needed a break or a loan time? How was I treated as a child when I needed a break or a loan time?
00:57:49
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So this is a super great question to ask because if you're caretakers or if you're siblings or if you grew up going to daycare like me, if you were treated poorly when you wanted to be alone or if they didn't give you that opportunity to be alone and to be in your own space, then that can be related to the stories that you have right now around like wanting to be in your hermits modes. So that's really important question. Okay.
00:58:18
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Next question. How did slash does my family treat me when I'm in an introverted mood? How did slash does my family treat me when I'm in an introverted mood? This is super powerful. So a boyfriend of mine from high school, his mom was super extroverted. Like she was the life of the party. She always had people over
00:58:43
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She was just like, love being around people. And his dad was very introverted and more of like the siblings and the family were extroverted. And so they would like make fun of the dad or like they honestly made him feel like it wasn't normal to be introverted. And he was just kind of like the butt of a lot of their jokes. And he was forced to like be called out and to do a lot of extroverted activities, like always going to big parties in places where like he didn't really feel comfortable.
00:59:13
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And they really didn't accommodate his need for what he liked to do as an introverted person. And so if you think back to your childhood, or how does your family still view introvertedness? Because if they make you believe that it's wrong, or it's different, or it's weird, or you should be with people, then that also can add to the stories that you might have around it.
00:59:39
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Okay, next question. How do I view other people when they need space and alone time? How do I view other people when they need space and alone time? So this is a great question because if you don't honor your own time and need to be alone, then you're probably not honoring the closest people in your lives need to be alone or to have space.
01:00:06
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So I know for me, that's something that I used to struggle with a lot, especially of having an anxious attachment style. For example, if me and George would get an argument, he really likes to process and have his alone time, where I want to solve everything right now. And again, this has nothing really to do with being in a hermit mode. But it's like, why am I not OK with him needing alone time and being alone to process?
01:00:37
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And then maybe reflecting on that, I can see where I'm not allowing myself to have alone time or to be okay with just like, Oh, okay. This just came through as I'm speaking. Oh my God, I love this. So, Oh, this is so good. Okay. This is so juicy. So oftentimes as twos, remember that we want harmony, right? Like one of our biggest things for us is that we want harmonious relationships.
01:01:02
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So if we feel like the people in our lives aren't going to understand our alone time, we can push past our boundaries of creating that space for ourselves and like keep interacting with people beyond our energetic capacity, which only drains us further. And so it's like with me, with an anxious attachment style, it's like, how can I understand that we're still good in this relationship? Just because we had a little argument and he wants to have alone time to process,
01:01:31
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How can I give him the space and graciousness and trust, have trust in safety and security and the overall container of our relationship that everything is going to be okay.
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and it's okay to give him this space. So like, once I understand that, then that allows me to be okay when my friend doesn't text me back the same day, or when she takes, when someone takes a while to respond to my voice notes, or if my mom is really quiet for the full, like the whole week. It's like, instead of creating stories of like, oh my God, like why are they not responding to me? I understand, because just like myself needing my own space, that everything is still okay. There's still safety in this.
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And so that will allow us to like, not over extend ourselves in our relationships when we need alone time. So yeah, that's, that's good. That's powerful. Okay. The next question is, and you can again, like pause me in between these is how can I reframe this to honor my hermit time? How can I reframe this to honor my hermit time? So I actually,
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create it or I pulled a card for us for this episode. I asked my guides like, Hey, I'm creating a podcast episode all about line twos. And I really want to talk about like, what it feels like to be in hermit mode. Can you please give us guidance and like a message to support us on this journey in this episode. And so I pulled the, and this is from Keepers of the Light Oracle cards.
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So I pulled white eagle ancestor spirit and it's connect your lineage, a family wound or pattern can be healed now. And so there's two parts of this card that I absolutely love. So the first part of it is that we're actually healing like ancestral wounds or patterns around not allowing ourselves to have our own space and to be okay with being alone and to honor that and to
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create, have like a sacred time with that because there's probably something in our ancestral line where we weren't able to honor that, right? So that's the first take. The second super cool thing about this card is the extended message. So it says, take some time to honor just how far you have come. Recognizing through ceremony and ritual the shifts in your awareness. Healing and journey really allows you to move into a state of grace and gratitude.
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So this beautiful message from Spirit is saying that in our hermit time, when we want to be alone and we're honoring ourselves, how can we actually make it like a ritual? How can we actually create ceremony and ritual from being in our own frequency? And how can we take time to have gratitude for how far we've come? And
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really use this time to like sink into deeper awareness of ourselves, right? Because that is what is so beautiful about this alone time that we need. So it's like really creating this like ceremony and ritual around it. And that will really help us lean into the, really the light positive aspects of it instead of feeling bad about it. So I thought that was beautiful.
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Okay. And the last question is, oh no, sorry. There's a couple more. Who do I rely on when the negative thoughts set in? Who do I rely on when the negative thoughts set in? So this is a very juicy question because this is really about community. Do you have community? Do you have a mentor? Do you have somebody for support when
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You're genuinely in a hermit mode and you are feeling so good in your own energy, but then when you're ready to come back into the light, you start to feel some resistance. You start to have negative self-talk. You start to tell yourself that you're a failure, that your business is going to burn to the ground, that you're not consistent, that you're not showing up how you should, that you're not reliable.
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who do you have to talk to when those thoughts come up? Because having a very supportive community that understands you, that having a mentor that understands your energy, they're going to talk you off of that ledge and they're going to build you back up and give you those like beautiful transmissions that you need. And they'll also help you walk through like having discernment of like, okay, are you now just in a resistance period? Like, do I need to give you some like activations and some, um,
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guidance or some tough love of how to come back out and share your gifts with the world, right? So very powerful question. Okay. Two more cycles. Two more questions. Why do I believe my business would fail if I leaned into my hermit mode? Why do I believe my business would fail if I leaned into my hermit mode?
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What conditioning, what business mentor has traumatized you? What messages are you constantly receiving from all the different people on social media of how to do business? Why do you believe that? Because someone told you along the way that it's going to fail if you don't show up every day five times a day. We all have had probably the wrong advice from somebody.
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And if you can tune into your higher self and just take a moment to meditate, ask your higher self, am I going to be okay? They will tell you, girl, this road is long. This purpose and sole business road is so long. It's your lifetime of work. There is no rush. There is no pressure. It's only pressure that we're creating on ourselves and being projected upon from other people. So let's unsubscribe to their messages, right?
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and oh okay this is the last question. Who do I look up to that is also quote-unquote inconsistent and how can they be an expander for me? Who do I look up to that is also quote-unquote inconsistent and how can they be an expander for me? So again like some of the biggest like jumps that I've had in my confidence and like in
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my purpose journey and sole business journey is having expanders that are similar to me in my design, in my human design, because I see how they show up. And I see like, Oh my God, like, wow, like they're doing it like that. And they're still okay. Like I said, like Katie, right? Like she sometimes doesn't show up for months, but she's still okay because she has foundations in her business laid out or
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Yeah. Just like different expanders and see the way that they do things. And it makes me feel like, Oh wow. Like I'm just really in my head about this. Like the sole purpose journey, the spiritual business journey can look different for every single person because we all have different energies. So it's like, how can we really just like tune into what works for us and do that? Because it's going to be the, let the least resistance, the most flow and the most enjoyable, which is like, we want to be fulfilled, right? Especially as line twos.
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And that is it for the questions. So, oh my goodness, this was so fun. I was honestly really afraid that this was not going to record fully. So I'm so glad that it did. I hope that it's just as powerful and just as helpful as the original one that I did that did not record.
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and I hope that this serves you. So I would love to know if you are aligned too, if you've been feeling any sort of like resistance around like just honoring your hermit modes and really allowing yourself to just go hide away when you, when you need to. Um, I would love to know if this episode helped you, if it served you in any way and if you can relate in any way because girl, trust me, like those negative thoughts will come up. It's just inevitable. We care so much about our sole purpose journey. Like that is like,
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If you're here I know that that is like of the biggest importance to you and I know that creating a sole business is of the biggest importance to you and it's everything that you care about and so it makes sense that we're going to
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make up stories or feel bad or have limitations around when we can't be quote unquote consistent with wanting to be seen every freaking moment. But that's just not us as line twos. And if you're not a line two, if you're a coach, a healer, a guide, I hope that this really serves you and serving all of your line two clients so that you have some just like awareness of what it feels like to just like want to hide away and be in our own energy and like know that
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Everything is okay. This is literally what we're designed to do and just encourage them. Encourage them to not feel bad about them. Encourage them to use their time wisely. Encourage them to make rituals around it, to go inwards and to come back brighter than ever. You can even be the person that can help call them back out and that can help them navigate, is this resistance or are you truly just wanting to hide away in your hermit phase?
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So yay, if you would love to dive deeper, I would love to do a human design reading for you or a gene keys reading. Oh my goodness. It's so, so powerful to learn your gene keys. Um, the lines are so fricking powerful and important in the gene key. So if you have any like line twos in your gene keys, like I said, I have the line to my life's work is aligned too. So it's a huge,
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70% of my personality, it's so important. I think this will help you really understand yourself better and understand your energy better. And overall, I just hope this gives you permission to just like lean into it and just be yourself. So yeah, if you want to book a Human Design Urgent Keys reading,
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I will put the link below in the show notes. If you want to join the space, which is that beautiful community that I talked about, my friend Carla hosts, I'll put that in the show notes below. I'll put the link to book a Akashic Records reading. If you've been wanting to do that, I've been giving so much great feedback and so many people reaching out about those. So I'm still offering the remote 30 minute readings.
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These are freaking life changing. Like, oh my God, I've been in the biggest hermit mode, but I have a lot of feedback that's been coming back in testimonials that I'm going to be sharing on socials this week. So look out for those. But it will all be in the show notes. I hope you have a beautiful week. Thank you for your patience in this episode coming out like three to four days late. I appreciate you so much. I love you so much. And
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Like I really, I love this. I feel so lit up, like literally podcasting. I feel so expanded. I feel like I'm living my purpose and I appreciate you so much for listening. Like it does not go unnoticed. We are out there together in the fricking ethers and vibing together. So I hope you have the best week. I will see you next week. Okay. Bye-bye.
01:12:33
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