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86. you are God pretending to be human: Gene Key 0, time travel + embodiment with Jair Griffin

It's Happening For Me
It's Happening For Me

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GUYSSS this conversation was SO freaking good 😭 i sat down with my friend Jair Griffin — artist, musician, poet, 3/6 mental projector Astromancer + genuinely one of my favorite people to listen to talk because his mind just WORKS differently. i’ve experienced Jair’s work myself + every time i talk to him he gives me some completely new way of looking at something i thought i already understood. we talk about his experience growing up Christian + questioning religion from a really young age, how that eventually led him into astrology, Human Design, Gene Keys + metaphysics, and his belief that we are all literally God pretending to be human for a little while. ANDDDD he explains GENE KEY 0 !!! which is his concept of the void — the nothingness that everything came from — and why remembering that underneath all of our charts, identities + stories we are also NOTHING can actually be so freeing. because as much as i freaking love Gene Keys + Human Design, i never want my chart to become another box i put myself in. we also get into something Jair taught me forever ago that i am OBSESSED with: eating your Gene Keys lol. like actually taking all of this information OFF the page + finding ways to experience it through your food, body, movement, rituals + everyday life. and that really became such a big part of this conversation because you can know your entire astrology chart, Human Design + every Gene Key in your profile… but what are you actually DOING with it??? we talk about embodiment, intuition, psychedelics, spirit guides, time travel + Jair’s experiences connecting with past versions of himself, making decisions that change the trajectory of your life, preparing for the opportunities you say you want + why sometimes you have to trust yourself enough to make the audacious decision just because YOU freaking said so. we also get into creativity + one of my FAVORITE things he said: the best art is the stuff you make for YOU. not starting with “what will people like?” not creating for an imaginary audience. making something because YOU love it so freaking much that other people get to experience your love for it too. work with Jair: https://linktr.ee/jairgriffin?utm_source=linktree_profile_share&ltsid=761142c2-4d0b-467e-a00d-847d440908bf www.instagram.com/jair.the.dragon work with Ellisa, book your Gene Keys Reading, join the Healing Bubble: https://stan.store/byellisamccoy www.instagram.com/iamellisamae

Transcript

Speaker: Hello, everyone. Welcome back to the It's Happening For Me podcast. I am so freaking excited that you're here today. And today we have a very special guest. Okay, this is someone that I am so excited for you guys to just hear how he sees the world. And we have so many juicy topics that we're going to pick his brain. We have Jair Griffin. He is a midlife mortician and a metaphysical trainer, also a friend of mine. I've experienced his work.

Speaker: It's just mind blowing. So I want to read to you guys his bio because I cannot do this justice on my own. So Jair is an artist, a musician, a philosopher turned astromancer. He is a 3'6 mental projector and he likes to do things unconventionally and encourages others to create and refine their own artistic processes. Jair sees himself as the Lorax for concepts and enjoys empowering people to create the things that only they can make. in order to experience themselves as the divine beings that they are, created in the likeness of the process of creation. His primary goal is to remind everyone he encounters that we are all God itself, pretending to be human for a finite amount of time. So welcome, Jair. I'm so happy that you're here today. Thank you. I'm so grateful to be here.

Speaker: Yes. Okay, so I have got to experience your work and like the power of your work. You are when I think of astromancer now and that word I think of you because you just are able to use all of this like human design astrology gene keys in such a beautiful way. So can you first tell us and everyone listening like what is an astromancer and what does that mean for you?

Speaker: Oh, yes. So there's three sides to every coin. And I like to always start off by reminding everybody that you're not your mind, you're not your body, and you're not your spirit. So if you're not any of those because they're all yours, what does that make you?

Speaker: God itself merely pretending to be human. You're the one that's in ownership and in stewardship of yourself. And because we exist on three planes at the same time, mind, body, spirit, mystical, physical, and spiritual, then...

Speaker: Then looking at astrology, human design, and the Gene Keys as the mind, body, and spirit sees us all as the holy trinities that we are. And the systems just help us understand that life exists on all planes at the same time.

Speaker: That's so beautifully said. And where like where did you start your journey in astromancy? like where How old were you? Where were you in life when you kind of discovered these different systems?

Speaker: So i remember questioning everything since I was like five getting baptized because grew up in Atlanta in the Bible Belt. But it was when I was in high school, like going towards college, when I started rethinking everything and just understand like, why am I actually Christian?

Speaker: How are we the only people that are right and everybody else is wrong? How is anybody having any type of divine experience if the God that we worship is the only true God and everything else is like supposed to be some type of lie? How is anything spiritual happening elsewhere?

Speaker: So then I started ah thinking for myself and wondering, like why am I Christian? Oh, because my parents are, because their parents are. Oh, because the Christian Crusades. Let me actually redo everything and go on a quest for truth for myself.

Speaker: And yeah, around college, that was when I started, you know, working with plant medicine, doing mushrooms and everything. And really trying to get to the center of like, why is everything happening? I did a paper in English on like creationism versus evolution. I wanted to get to the bottom of it all. And I was on the dark side of YouTube, just trying to get to the answers of everything.

Speaker: And then eventually, because astrology had always been like on the side, there's all like Tumblr posts of Oh, these signs are like this, those signs are like that. But i didn't really take it seriously until I started looking at my parents' charts and seeing everything together.

Speaker: And with all of the research that I was doing and all of the questioning that I was doing, I was finding out that everything really is... of worship of the stars and the planets. Because even the Bible talks about how the stars are ordained as signs and wonders.

Speaker: And a lot of Christians think that astrology is demonic, but like they were literally using the stars in astrology. The wise men were astrologers. So like Jesus, like the Holy Bible literally means Helios Biblios, it's the book of the sun, Jesus is the literal sun. I started realizing, oh, everything literally is just sun worship. And we might as well worship the planet that we actually live on, that everything takes place on.

Speaker: So as I was doing mushroom to connect with the earth, doing music, because that's what I was in college for, I was just really connecting to the spiritual energy of everything. And that's how i've just realized everything is the same thing. And there's just so many different ways to look at life.

Speaker: And all truths are true. It's just whatever your truth is, is true for you right now. And that can change. Okay, that's so cool and interesting because I didn't know that about you. Like, I didn't know that you grew up Christian and then had this awakening kind of in college because the same thing happened to me. i grew up in the Lutheran church and was like, pretty involved, like my whole life. And I feel like I, i feel like when I went to church, I had my own kind of like,

Speaker: Like I could viscerally feel a connection to God to source something bigger than myself. But but at the same time, I was like, the same same as you. I'm like, it doesn't make sense that there's only one way to religion and that makes everyone else wrong. Like that doesn't make any sense to me. And in college, I took a like religious studies class and it basically we learned like about all different types of religions. And my professor was talking about how like the missionaries, you know, like Christian missionaries go to other countries to like spread the word of God and like they feel like they're saving other people. And I was like, so you're telling me if there's people in other countries that don't have these missionaries that are coming to save them, they're going to hell. Like I was like, that doesn't fucking make sense. Yeah. Like, you know, and also like how arrogant is it to think that your, you know, like your religion is like what is going to save people who have completely different cultures, different languages, their own religions. Like that's just, yeah. So it's kind of cool that we both had that experience.

Speaker: Lovely. Yeah. hmm. Um, can you okay, so i think it's so fascinating, like the whole also like plant medicine journey and like your journey with mushrooms. Like, do you have any cool experiences that you can remember that? Like, you're just like, maybe a first time that you felt very connected to something bigger than you? Or do you have any stories you could share with us? Oh, I have every story because I've worked with these plant medicines a lot.

Speaker: But um the biggest trip that really like downloaded astrology into me was like I had a friend named Michael that we used to do like mushrooms and stuff a lot and we'd do edibles. We had like We split six grams, so we had three grams each of some species. I forgot the species.

Speaker: And we had some edibles too. And that was when it was really downloaded into me that we are the sun, the moon, and all the stars merely pretending to be human. And I just instantly knew. But then, of course, after that, I had to actually learn.

Speaker: But I just had the knowingness inside of me that was just implanted into me from that one trip. And I could really just see that we're all just all the planets. We're just wearing masks. We're just all the same thing.

Speaker: We're just life itself. And it just has all these different energies that we're just passing around to each other in different forms based off whatever we feel we are at that time. That is so fascinating.

Speaker: Can you, okay, I kind of want to talk about the gene keys. Well, there's so many things i want to talk about, but one concept that you have is this like gene key zero. And this is something that I had not heard of or like, you know, even thought about before you and experiencing your work. So can you talk to us about that?

Speaker: Yeah, so ah Maria Henning was the one that I believe I heard that oh Richard Rudd made GeneKey65, which is about laughter. And like if he was able to introduce his own GeneKey to the system, i was like, well, Because angel number 000 is always my favorite. It represents new beginnings, the void from whence all things came.

Speaker: I'm a very big fan of nothing, doing nothing, being nothing, having nothing, and still having everything too and turning that nothing into something. But everything came from the same nothingness that we all are at our cores.

Speaker: And I just always feel so connected. The void is my safe space. Like whenever I'm like stressed out, I just need to perceive nothing and then I'll be at peace again. And knowing that that's the same nothingness that everything came from, like hearing the big bang theory, like all the research that I was doing, but like, where did everything come from?

Speaker: They say everything came from nothing. What is that nothing? Oh, okay. Well, that gene Q zero, and you know, we'll just put something at the beginning before one. Because something had to come before the one. Something had to be like the egg. Jinkie Zero is the egg that gave birth to all of everything.

Speaker: And I just love nothing. It's so refreshing and peaceful. Yes. And what all are. I love it because sometimes I can find myself like over identifying with certain like gene keys in my chart. And yeah, when you introduce that concept to me, it is so peaceful to just contemplate being literally nothing and everything. And it's like I was telling you as well, like how it just like opened up so much more potential for me of feeling like I can literally do anything and create anything when I'm contemplating that.

Speaker: Yes. Yeah, especially because my Gemini son is boundlessness. Like the the omniscience and omnipresence of like what people know to be God is like, oh, I've definitely felt that so many times on all of my plant medicine journeys.

Speaker: Where it's like, oh, I'm literally connected to everything. Mainly because I would often try to work with these medicines to connect to my past lives. But every single time I would do that, I would just zoom all the way out. it's like, oh, I'm everyone.

Speaker: Oh, it's evidently clear that I'm literally just every single person I've ever encountered, everything that's ever existed. I'm one with all of it. And then I sober up and it's like, oh, I'm just me, separate from everything else again. But no, I remember.

Speaker: i was everything. I'm still everyone. And in like metaphysics and everything, like everything has all these vibrations and quantum entanglement that like connects with everything else.

Speaker: Everything's just one cluster cord. And we're all just like in everything together. Mm hmm. that I really admire about you and that this might be kind of connected to that is like your ability to just be so like positive. And obviously you also experience like all emotions, but like you really do have this energy of like limitless possibilities, like being taken care of, finding abundance in literally everything. And I'm just curious if it comes from that. And then also,

Speaker: Do you feel like from having these experiences of like realizing that we're all each other and we all come from the same thing, like, do you find yourself in your day-to-day life just like having more understanding and compassion for people? So like maybe you're like, um,

Speaker: I guess like when you're interacting with people in life, like, I don't know, do you find like yourself more understanding of people? Oh, absolutely. Yes, because I know that we're all Keys era, which is God itself, life itself being lived through everyone.

Speaker: My favorite thing to do in every conversation is to remind people of that. And they love it because my name Jair means God enlightens. Hmm. And, you know, it means to teach and to teach is really to remind because ignorance is an illusion. We all know everything deep down at our cores.

Speaker: And I just like to strike that one forward to remind everybody that like you're literally God, you're you signed up to play this game of life and it can be fun. It's meant to be enjoyable because we're the ones that program it.

Speaker: And we do this together. We're the ones that got ourselves here as a species. We're the ones that can get ourselves out of these conundrums that we put ourselves into because we are all infinitely powerful because all limits are self-imposed, which is what I learned from Conversations with God by Neil Donald Walsh.

Speaker: And that book really is the foundation to my astromancy practice with the 10 illusions, how like the primary illusion is separation. And because we think we're separate, that's why we have all these scarcity mentalities and all these other reasons why we shouldn't love each other unconditionally.

Speaker: And there are reasons to not love each other unconditionally because that's dangerous because we live on Earth. We have physicality, we need boundaries. That's what GMP35 is all about to me because our nature is still up unconditionally, but we need to have structure. We need to have parameters. We need to have order so that things can actually flow well in a circuit. The same way there's like free energy anywhere, but you have to put it in a battery, in a device, and type of in some type of system so that we can actually utilize it or else it's just wasted or not perceivable.

Speaker: Like the nothing has to turn into something substantial or it's actually be of use to light. Mm-hmm. That is so interesting.

Speaker: Something that I want to see if you can kind of explain to the audience is obviously a lot of people listening are also astromancers. So like there also are human design babes. They love astrology. People are also into the Gene Keys. But I feel like the Gene Keys are kind of like the most uncommon one. It's like yeah it's kind of like everyone knows astrology. Then a lot of people know human design. Then Gene Keys is like kind of kind of new to people. How would you like I don't know. How would you explain how...

Speaker: they all kind of work together, if that makes sense. Or like just to kind of show people like, oh, like if you love astrology, you are going to have your mind blown with the Gene Keys. Yeah. Oh, yes. That's why i love the the three sides to every coin analogy, because there's always the middle. And to me, the mind is like the mental health aspect.

Speaker: And the Gene Keys are our spiritual health as a species. And like they literally illustrate the the spiritual evolution that our species is going to, that Mother Earth is is using to remind herself and reawaken herself of what life was actually intended to be.

Speaker: And if anybody wants life to be livable, then you will have to know what the Gene Keys are and what they actually represent. Because if you just think you're just a Gemini, people would only know that you're just supposedly two-faced. Like, no, I'm a multifaceted individual.

Speaker: And all of these different Gemini placements mean so much more in the Gene Keys. Because, like, the 35 shadow is hunger. And it's every single type of hunger.

Speaker: But yeah, I see the Jinkies as more like skills. And the shadows are the skills and tools that we have to utilize and develop to actually have peace and harmony within like our mind, bodies, and spirits as a species, as individuals, so that we can all come together as a collective and evolve together.

Speaker: And if we all have a direction that we're evolving towards, then we can all go together happily and we don't have to like fight each other, war doesn't need to exist or anything. Especially looking can at each individual Gigi and seeing like how it helps propel humanity forward. We just have to decide what forward it is and then we can go there.

Speaker: Because we get whatever we choose. And the Gigi's help us realize, oh, this energy is because life is supposed to be a certain way. And if we actually embody that and develop the skill and harness that energy,

Speaker: we could do what life actually is calling for us to do and actually be human and be fruitful and multiply, divide, do whatever you want to do, do whatever you need to do to be happy. m I love that. And something that I also thought of too, when you said when you're talking about hunger is something that i love that you taught me as well, a different perspective to look at the shadows is like, we need the shadows. It's like, um I love how you described to me, like, i think in my reading how like for you hunger, it's like, you have to know what to be hungry about, like, you know, like, you need hunger, like we need the shadows in order to kind of like, initiate us into the gift. So can you kind of speak on that?

Speaker: Oh, yes. Because like with hunger, you have to be hungry enough to cook. But if you're too hungry, you'll just starve to death. But hunger and the chemical ghrelin, it helps us remind us to that.

Speaker: If we want to be alive, if we want to like have fuel, we need to charge ourselves. we need to fill ourselves with whatever fuel is. And I've done a lot of fasting and I didn't realize that.

Speaker: My hunger shadow was actually teaching me how to actually hunger for the spiritual substance of actual life. And also the spiritual substance that exists within any food.

Speaker: And it's seasonal. It really depends on the transits. Because also recently I'm no longer vegetarian because I've been realizing that I decided to be vegetarian semi out of depravity.

Speaker: And I don't want to be deprived of life anymore. So now my hunger is like, okay, my body needs food. I just need to eat physically. And I was talking to somebody two nights ago about how he said like his leaders can jump 25 feet and like his leaders don't want him to have a blanket. They just want him to just exist, you know, and be entirely detached from the human experience.

Speaker: But right now my life is about actually being deeply involved in this human experience and my body hungers. It is indescribable. It is almost insatiable. But if you know what to cook and you know what to eat, you can be satisfied.

Speaker: And I love the feeling of satisfaction. And I love the fact that it is a perfect process. If if you listen to your body, it is an entirely sentient being and it knows everything that it needs to know for itself. If you trust it, it will take you where it needs to go and then you'll be happy inside of it.

Speaker: It is a vehicle. It's like a car that knows I need gas and I'm going to drive myself to the gas station and fill myself up. And all you got to do is stand at the pump. Mm-hmm. And just ah let yourself eat, let yourself cook, let yourself decide what to be hungry for and know what the consequences of that will be. Mm-hmm.

Speaker: Do you feel like before you had and a word for, like, before you knew the Gene Keys or, like, had a word for these experiences, can you think back on your life, maybe, like, as, like, a young child or even adolescence and think about when you were experiencing these shadows, but, like, you didn't really have a word for it And, like... yeah Yeah.

Speaker: Yeah, I would just get hunger pangs a lot. And like, so like my thyroid, because like drinky 35 is in the throat, like I've had like either a hyper or hypoactive thyroid at times where it's like, no matter what I did or no matter what I ate, well, if I ate refined carbs, then no matter how many of it you ate, I would still be hungry. And I remember being in college, learning about like health and like, you know, like how when you exercise and have like more like muscle mass, you have more mitochondria and everything and just learning... I learned a lot in my um my health class in college, but just learning about how the body actually works and communicates with itself.

Speaker: Like I just had all the words for like, oh, my body just hungers. And if you eat the wrong things, you'll eat too much of it and you won't be satisfied. But if you have the proper hydration and actually like Weed and fruit or weed and salt, salt water, all those things help me realize like how to actually be like fully well-rounded with nutrition.

Speaker: but also have like the gauge of nutrition in my chart too, my TARS placements. Half my chart, if not all of it, is about food in some form. But yeah, in many ways, it's just you're going eat.

Speaker: But if you don't know what to eat, you'll continue to hunger even more. And also learning that ghrelin is time based. So it's like the same way, like, as I remember my AP psychology class, we talked about like Pavlov's dog and everything and how when the cafeteria bell rings, you just salivate because routinely you're on a schedule to be hungry at a specific time.

Speaker: But if you're salivating for cafeteria food, that's not good. We need to refine and reform the public education system. Food is the first thing that has to go because what are we feeding ourselves?

Speaker: What are we feeding our children? in Literally nothing. And the negative nothing, not a positive nothing. We're feeding ourselves empty nothingness. We need full nothingness, full of life. Full of electromagnetism.

Speaker: And if we have food that's actually full of life, it will be okay. And that's why I'm glad that I got into like a lot of fasting because I learned how to actually breathe the calories and life out of the air. So if you're going to eat nothing and if you know how to actually eat nothing intentionally, you can just breathe in, especially when I was like learning Reiki and stuff. I was fasting to strengthen that routine.

Speaker: So like knowing what nothingness to eat while you're eating whatever else you're eating. is what really got me into inviting you to invite hungers in all of its ways oh my god you that's so fascinating the other coolest shit ever that you taught me as well is to that we can eat our gene keys yes yes and like can you talk about that and like the colors and everything Oh yeah, so ah eat your gene keys, ah practice your gifts, study your shadows, learn who you are. i like to do Reiki symbols over all of my food and I like to come up with sigils to put, to associate like each name and personification of source that each of my gene keys are. And I even associate different foods with each gene keys. So gene key 51, for example, is caffeine and the spirit of coffee. So whenever I drink coffee, I'm connecting to Timothy

Speaker: as in Timmy Turner, the one that like knows how to make wishes and everything. That's my unconscious Mars. That's my Aries placement, gate 51. um I'm always embodying that energy by eating it because you are what you eat, you become whatever you consume.

Speaker: And that statement has been so true for me before I got super deep into astrology and everything. And I've just always known that like whatever you put into you, you become. And it would always trip me out looking at food and it's like, oh, I'm about to put this in me.

Speaker: It's about to become me. I'm about to become it And I remember like praying over food all the time because I grew up Christian, we pray over food all the time. And I started, wait, wait, let me pray to my food for being me. So I started thanking God for pretending to be food so that I can experience the joys of eating and the pleasures of life.

Speaker: And that just evolved into... intentionally consuming each gene key and putting neutrinos in there, channeling Reiki, channeling whatever to really embody the different personifications of source that it want to be so that you can actually exercise and work them out.

Speaker: And with the chakra system and all the organs, like if you want to have a strong core and look at the placements in your solar plexus center and actually strengthen your core as the person that is that inter energy.

Speaker: So it's like I have my gate 22. His name is Lee. his name is lee oh So that's grace in the Gene Keys and the Game of Grace and everything. So it's like I'm always intentionally doing things properly, you know, to embody lead because that's the one that I need to. and lead to But yeah, I'm just always connecting different chemicals because the Gene Keys are very chemical.

Speaker: So it's like I'm just like, oh, you can have that chemical. Why not an actual chemical input that I actually consume regularly so I can intentionally strengthen that within myself and get like little bonus points? Yeah. Yes. That's why it's just so freaking fascinating that all of us astromancers can like use the same systems, but completely use them in different ways. And I feel like you are so creative. Like right now i was like, look at my chart. like, wait, what is in my solar plexus so I can like strengthen my core. But it's like, yeah, it's just, it's so cool. Like, how do you think of these things? Yeah. Yeah, I really love my mind. Yeah, like my mind is the best place to be ever. And I feel like that's one of the things that i really came here to like embody and exude like with the whole like radiating light. It's internal.

Speaker: Like the sun shines because it's just made of light. And I've been like really connecting to like my my Leo IC and gate 33 and just like connecting to my Leo energy because Yahweh is a solar deity just the way Jesus is the literal sun.

Speaker: I've just been really having a wonderful time like being myself. And I know that I really did come here to know that no matter what's going on around you, every feeling is a choice. And even if you can't choose how you feel, you can choose how you feel about what you feel. If you're sad, you can be happy that you had something to be sad about.

Speaker: Like, if you have a cavity, you can be grateful that you made all the food that you ate and have zero regrets and make better decisions later, but know that you got here as a result of the consequences of your actions and you made those actions with your best thinking.

Speaker: So it's like, why would I criticize myself for doing my very best? Because nobody ever does their second best decision. Nobody ever says, oh, I have this really wonderful project. I'm going to tear it down and make it slightly worse and then submit that.

Speaker: No, we just give our best. And if you make some other decision, you made that other decision because that was still your best thinking. And I know that everybody's doing the best they can with what they have. I know that my parents are doing the best they can with what they have. I'm doing my best. Life is doing its best. God is doing its best. We're doing our best because we are God and we are all operating with the best level of thinking and understanding that we have.

Speaker: And everything is perfect if you see it that way. And something can be perfect and still get better. Things can be wonderful and still improve. Basically perfect the way they are and then still have so much life left to live.

Speaker: And to just become even more perfect, even more of the same thing. And I believe that Earth is a place of perfection. We have everything that we need to actually experience true, exquisite perfection.

Speaker: Not just, oh, it's just a perfect that. know, like, oh, that's just my kid. They're just who they are. I'll just let them be mediocre. Like, no, just... Life is wonderful.

Speaker: Things can be mediocre and still grow. Things can be what they are and still improve.

Speaker: it's funny because i just It's funny that you say mediocre because um i think that's my... Midheaven. Midheaven, right? Yes. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. So I just put Jinky8, right?

Speaker: Yes. Okay. I just changed my bio and I was like, today, literally, I was like, I was trying to embody my midheaven and I was like, oh, liberating iconic leaders from the shackles of mediocrity. Yeah.

Speaker: Yes. Yeah. And your work truly is exquisite. Like your hypnosis, the meditations, they have really helped me so much in like the past month of like when my aunt was dropped me off at a homeless shelter because she didn't have space or anything. i was just like telling myself like, life, you're not getting what you want out of me if I end up in here.

Speaker: i was listening to Alyssa tell me that like all of my dreams going to come true. They can't happen if I do that. Life, give me some other route. And then some other thing happens because It gives you the audacity to like know that your dreams are true when someone else validates them. Like you said very specific things in your hypnosis for me that I've always felt and always knew to be true.

Speaker: And I've always known that everything is out there in the infinite realms of like infinite possibility. But the fact that you said stuff word for word, feeling by feeling, vibration by vibration, it's like, oh, no, this is true.

Speaker: I came here to do this. I always thought this. I always wanted this. And somebody else affirmed this. That means you can see it too. That means it has to be real. Therefore, anything else can't be okay. I will only settle for what I know is possible now that I know for a fact that it's real.

Speaker: Oh my God. i literally have chills because that is exactly what I feel like our, like, I don't know, work does, right? Because it's like you have these, yeah, like you have these very specific dreams, ideas that are literally placed on your heart for a reason, because that's what you're here to do. And the fact that someone else outside of yourself, without you telling them these exact things, is also picking it up from the field of like, bitch this is your like genius like this is your future like this is what you're meant to do like I feel like that is the epitome of this work it's like we're we're all kind of just like confirming and affirming for each other like yes like this is your genius this is what you're meant to do and then it's like you said it's like now it's not just a dream or we're not just making this up like this is what we're fucking here to do Yes. Yeah. The fact that you found me in hiding, was like, okay, yeah, this this is real. This is true. Yes. We orchestrated this. Because I always feel like everything is like an appointment made that we made for like our souls, like on higher levels in the now outside of time, but definitely in the now.

Speaker: And I always love like affirmations and just experience that affirm that, no, we actually are doing this as a group, as a team that actually knows what we're doing. And we did decide to come here. We did decide to log in and play the human game because we knew that our friends would be on this planet Earth that would be able to like remember ourselves with them and through them and through the art that we share and give ourselves, you know, triggers to remind ourselves that we are God itself sharing this human experience, that we're meant to do it together.

Speaker: a That is so beautiful. can Can you talk to us about time travel? Oh, yes. There's been so many times when I've been in and an elevated state of consciousness and I heard things happen or I had information downloaded to me.

Speaker: And then now I've been in the habit of knowing that like that was not an accident because there were no accidents in life. Every single piece of information that like I received, it is because it was me in the future, which is me in the present now, reaffirming.

Speaker: And doubling down on all the information that i received as a download, I get to resend and reaffirm that to myself now. I recently was in ah Fort Bragg, like Mendocino, and I was in like a meditation like outside. And I had a tab of acid and I remember in that space going to the first time that I did nine grams of mushrooms and all the information that was just like downloaded into me then all the life experiences that I just like suddenly knew from that trip.

Speaker: It was all the stuff that I had learned up until this point, which was a month ago that I was really just affirming and sending that energy back into myself that I was fortunately able to like triangulate my consciousness, like go back into the void and like send that energy to myself back then.

Speaker: and like tell myself, like go on this journey, make this decision. Yes, that's stupid, but that's the that's the path. That's the only way it's going to work. And I highly recommend everybody to go into all the spaces that we've cried and laughed.

Speaker: Go into all the spaces that we're we're about to make an uncomfortable decision. you're like, yes, this is the right thing. Every time you have an unscrupulous adventure, go back and literally guide yourself because your spirit guides is the fact that your spirit guides yourself.

Speaker: It's just you. Like, we're all the same God pretending to be human. Our spirit guides are just us. All the deities are just us. It's all just us. Because you're the only one here. I'm only talking to myself. Everything is just a distorted reflection of us. So we have to be the ones to tell each other, tell ourselves, tell ourselves in the future and in the past that we are making the right decisions. And we have to affirm our choices first and foremost across time.

Speaker: like all the visitations that I've like seen of like myself like I remember like once I'm at the end of a fast have I have like done some mushrooms and had some uh edible chocolate um I remember seeing myself then I remember like being high like me years later and I remember going to myself and I was like oh wow that was me visiting myself And because of all those experiences, now I'm in the habit of whenever I'm making a decision, I'm like trusting my intuition.

Speaker: It is a feeling that you have to decide to feel where you just con confirm your decisions. And then once you get used to that confirmation, then it's easy to trust yourself because you know yourself, you know what it feels like to have your decisions confirmed.

Speaker: then you can move through life trusting yourself so much more when you're doing the stupid, audacious thing. When you're accepting a one-way flight somewhere, not having a clue how anything's going to work out, you just decide when you do get to a place of peace that, yes, this is the right decision.

Speaker: I am okay now. I am grateful that I did this. Yes, me. Do that. And then when you hear the do that, that's when you do that. And then you keep reaffirming that that's the thing that you do.

Speaker: I love that so much. i Can I share with you a crazy experience that I had of like ah like basically like three past lives and all coming together in the present moment? yes, please. Okay, so I was doing my... um So inside the healing bubble, I have a time meditation, which i think it's connected to...

Speaker: The 11th chakra. I forget. But anyways, i was I created this time meditation basically to allow us to like disconnect from like what our human brain associates with time, right? So we can like stop looking at clocks. like It's almost like, oh, imagine imagine if there wasn't a clock right now.

Speaker: There wouldn't be appointments. There wouldn't be anything anywhere you have to go. There's nothing you have to do. like How would you feel? And then I i do Reiki through the chakras. So I was listening to my own self do that meditation like in my bed.

Speaker: and I drop into this past life where all of a sudden I see these, um these like a group of little boys from, they were probably like,

Speaker: maybe 10 or 12 years old in London. and they were like going like this. And I was like, what are they doing? And I looked on the ground and they were healing. They were giving Reiki to someone on the ground. And all of a sudden I'm the person on the ground. And I had just been hit by a car. And these these um boys, which are myself and a group of friends, came from like another universe, another timeline, were healing me with Reiki. And then I myself in my bed was consciously aware that I was also healing them at the same time. And that I was also all three of those people. And yeah, I was like healing myself from like almost dying from this car crash. And like, I don't know if i did die or not, but it was just crazy. Like experiencing all three different of those, like me, myself and i all at the same time. and I was like, this is so crazy. Oh, absolutely. Have you seen the movie Arrival?

Speaker: I don't think so. Yeah, it's like an alien time travel movie. And the whole premise is that like these aliens from the future, they come to Earth to like share their language, which is like very cyclical. And like it's like it's like a whole sentence just now the whole thing is just there.

Speaker: And the whole movie is about like they came to the past because they knew that they would need the help from us, the humans, later on in the future. And I see every interaction is that because I in the post that I just posted today, but like time capsules like I've been deeply inspired by every movie about time travel and like how like we are connected to like ourselves and stuff across time. And it's like I write everything that I write to myself, knowing that the me that exists in anybody else that's been through any type of life that I've been through is going to need to hear what I also needed to hear later.

Speaker: And it's like, whenever you do actually pick up a book that somebody wrote hundreds of years ago and it's dead, it's like, how did they know that I would be going through this exact same thing? And it feels like we commission each other. And every time we have like an intuitive nudge to like create something, we feel like we just have to create. Like when I was writing my poetry book, if you're reading this, I love you.

Speaker: Like that was just something I felt like I just had to do. Like whenever i was like, I wrote that thing, it's mostly my high thoughts, but also just... words to myself, but every single time I've given that book to somebody, because I have it on my phone, I just tap their phone, have the NFC chip, just give the book away because people need to hear that message.

Speaker: like I can tell that now that I've given that book away to so many people and they told me like how it impacted them, that I went through the life experiences that I had, not just for myself, but for the me that exists within everyone else. So all the hardships that I'm going through now, it's not just for me, as so that things end with me.

Speaker: And that these problems that I've been encountering, I can find the solutions for and they're eradicated for good. The people that don't feel heard and don't feel loved can just feel loved and then keep that forever. And we can just forget about all the past times when we were made to feel that we weren't lovable.

Speaker: And all the times that we like create our art, create our crafts, all the stuff that only we can do. I can tell that life, this dream machine, this matrix is some perfect system that allows us to choose to go through experiences you know with with nuance, with all the fact that people you know decide to go against the collective group effort that we have of the system.

Speaker: We're supposed to go through stuff to share this experience and pave the way for others so that other people can go through stuff too. And of course, some people take it too far as souls. Some people forget their soul contract. Some people forget what we signed up for, what we agreed to. That's why life is extra traumatic.

Speaker: But like all like the mild traumas and everything, all the stuff that you can't actually rationalize and make sense for, I'm not excusing any human being's behavior anywhere ever.

Speaker: I live a life where like that thing happened, we're going to make something good out of it because of how terrible it was, because of how audaciously terrible that thing was. We're make something audaciously beautiful and wonderful out of that thing because it's there. Otherwise, it's just a waste of energy.

Speaker: But we can use that pain and alkalize it into something wonderful. or So as I'm going through my life now, when I have no clue what's happening in the future, I just know that I'm going through my present right now so that nobody else has to go through what I'm going through now ever again.

Speaker: So I'm finding all the solutions. And I know that we all have that deep down within us to find the solutions to our problems so that nobody else ever has to deal with those issues again. And I feel like that's who we all truly are at our core at GeneKeyZero.

Speaker: h That's so beautiful. And that honestly just brings me back to this idea of like soul led business. And it's like the things that we're creating are us. It's like, that's why, you know, if someone you Maybe if someone thinks getting into business or being an entrepreneur is like an easy way to make money or, you know, they feel very disconnected from like their why or their purpose. I feel like that's why it doesn't really work or at least it's just not sustainable because it's like what makes us the great teachers is literally our pain. And like like you said, like the things that we're going through and like that, it's just like, i don't know, like that is the business. Like the business is us. Yeah. Yes.

Speaker: It's his own sentient entity. It's his own creature. Like, I can definitely tell that, like, the reason why I have not had the energy to do things is because the business did not want to be exploited at like, the level of self-worth that I was operating at.

Speaker: Because my gosh the unconditional love thing, this whole boundlessness, oh, i just want to give everything away for free. yeah ya Yay, yay, yay. Like, no, there's actual energetic expenditures that have to happen. There's transaction fees. There's all the other laws of, you know, like physics and metaphysics. But like every action has to have an equal opposite reaction. Every transaction has to be mutually beneficial or greater. There has to be a ah real production possibilities frontier of like how much energy is being utilized for this. Who's maximizing from that?

Speaker: What is the optimal thing happening? And I can tell that like I have not been as successful as I will be in the past because I didn't know how to handle the magnanimity of having a spiritual business of this size.

Speaker: because I just wanted to give things for free. But like, no, wisdom is expensive. Going through life is expensive. Transmuting everything costs so much time, effort, and energy. I've burned so many calories just making it to now. And it would be rude and disrespectful to my business, which has its own feelings. And it just chose me. All of our businesses choose us. All of our art chooses us because we're the perfect conduits to bring it into existence.

Speaker: But it knows that we have to be like energetically vibration compatible with operating on the mental physical and spiritual planes all together at the same time where we can love conditionally and know that we desire to love unconditionally because that is the soul's nature that we can love unconditionally with the right parameters but our souls and our businesses know that we have to be ready and our our lives will just prepare us to be ready until we're ready and if we never become ready we'll just keep being prepared But you might as well just prepare yourself so that you can actually grow and progress. Otherwise, you just keep going through the same lessons. Don't learn anything like repeating third grade for 50 years.

Speaker: There's no point in it. There's no fun in that. When you're 50, you don't want to be around eight year olds. Some people do. You know, we live on Earth. But yeah, anyway. Yeah, no, literally, that is my exact belief is like, if things are not popping off, I really do also believe it's protection. It's like, there is some sort of protection. and I love giving like, this idea that our businesses are their own entities and like sentient beings. And like, it it does have like, its own consciousness. And like, yeah, it's like, why would we be it's so cool to think like, why am I being rude and disrespectful? to this, you know, when it just wants to also be taken care of and like respected. And, um, also the fact that like, you literally speak different languages, like anyone who's an astromancer, you speak the language of these systems. Like anyone can just like pull up a chart and they're going what the hell am I looking at? Like, you know, it takes years to actually be able to just like synthesize this and not even everyone. i feel like it's kind of like, um,

Speaker: Do you feel like it's also like, oh my gosh, what is the book? Do you know what it's, okay, what is the book where it's like, if you read it, you can only read it to your level of consciousness? um that That didn't ring a bell.

Speaker: um I feel like that's true for every book, though. Yeah, I feel like it's true for every book. But it's like, yeah, it's even like these systems, right? So it's like people who put so much time and energy and creativity and love into understanding and synthesizing these systems. That's a whole other skill set that is very valuable. So we shouldn't be under-valuing ourselves. Yes. Yeah.

Speaker: Yeah, and I'm also very grateful that I went to college for music because also I'm dyslexic. So it's like, I struggled reading sheet music and stuff. So I've had to really just like feel my way through the cello feel my way through life. Grateful for my cancer stallion for just allowing me to feel my way through life. But like reading the body graph feels like reading sheet music feels like reading a map.

Speaker: And like a lot of people like we're not really taught how to actually read a map and interpret like and how to actually navigate stuff. It's like we're here to like navigate the cosmos. I was just thinking today about how like the body graph is really a labyrinth and awareness is like the golden core that you know you can use like you know like retrace your steps and figure out where to go next and everything.

Speaker: Which is what you do in the cosmic blueprint, which I want to talk about. i want to talk about that. And I also want to talk about Entropic. So like, where should we start? Oh, yes. So the cosmic blueprint is the fact that I'm autistic. I'm a very systems oriented person. I made this because I wanted to keep track of everything for myself. I know that routines are better with astrology. i know that keeping track of the times and the transits is the best way to like manifest with the moon, and especially as a cancer moon. I love cycles.

Speaker: And, you know, music's all about cycles. Everything's cyclical. Everything is a circle. A circle is really the only shape. And there's a whole other tangent I could go on about that. But yes, I just made all of this stuff so that I could look at it and have it be pretty and know that if anybody else wants to benefit from this thing that I made for myself, because the best art is stuff that you make for you.

Speaker: If you make art for an audience, you're losing. Because you're supposed to make stuff for yourself and love it so much so that the audience will just naturally love it because you love it because it's wonderful because it's exquisite.

Speaker: But if you're trying to like start off from like, oh, what will this other person like? You lose. No, I made the Cosmic Blueprint for me. I made it pretty because I like pretty things. I like systems. I like order. I like structure.

Speaker: I was raised by a very Virgo and Capricorn-heavy parents. I was taught, you have to plan your next day down to the minute in order to be successful. My parents wanted me to to be like so far ahead of the curve.

Speaker: They forgot to actually enjoy the whole living life part. But, you know... or going to college for music, you have to be on time. That's what music's all about, being on time, being prepared. Also, i grew up playing chess too.

Speaker: Like, you have to be prepared. Like, I went to one chess camp, they were telling me that like, you know, the game is won before two people sat down. Whoever's the most prepared wins. So like with all of this, oh yeah. So as a projector, waiting for an invitation really means stay ready. So you never have to get ready.

Speaker: Growing up in my household, learning chess, learning all these games, the way that I played is like, you have to be overly prepared and you have to study. if You can't like study for the test after you take it. You have to learn the material when it's presented to you. And I wanted to learn this material the best way as possible. And having all this information, it's just nothing.

Speaker: And I know that intentions mean nothing if they don't line up with reality. So really the Cosmic Blueprint is about integration of all of this information. And I wanted to find a way to actually integrate and embody. That's where like eating the Gene Keys came to be, because it's like you can know all of this stuff.

Speaker: But if you don't actually exercise and move your physical body, if you don't actually put anything into practice. It's no good. It's literally useless. There's no point in having all this information that we collectively have as a species is if nobody's actually being a good person.

Speaker: Like, growing up Christian, like, I actually got the point of, like, be like Jesus because my name means Yahweh enlightened. So I like, oh, that's literally me. And with my autistic brain, I take stuff literally. i love words, especially as a Gemini, knowing that words are meaningless. They're just like cups. If you give somebody an empty cup with nothing in it, you got to put some type of substance in. got to put some love in there. So it's like I've tried to just fill my life with the love that I know that we're supposed to. Supposed to doesn't really exist. But, like, what is best? What is most optimal?

Speaker: And I've just been trying to figure out how to actually see everything. Because there's the whole tell me and I forget, show me and I remember, involve me and understand. Incorporating and practicing and implementing all of this information, especially the fact that the jinkies are about like spiritual and societal evolution and revolutions. Like we're here to dismantle the patriarchy. We have everything that we need to do to actually make this planet livable and to detach ourselves from these governments that aren't governing us well.

Speaker: We have no reasons to continue offloading all of our divine power to these governments that are actively killing us and the planet. The Gene Keys are about the Mother Earth and saving this planet and rescuing it because it is us. We are not separate from this planet.

Speaker: If you spend enough time looking at the trees, you know that they're just extensions of the earth, as are we. Everything is just an extension, just a protrusion of the same one dream machine that we all live in.

Speaker: And all of these astromancyal systems are just ways to just connect to it so that we can see ourselves as it and grow together.

Speaker: You know, it's so crazy. So one thing that um that you do inside the Cosmic Blueprint is like gamify things yeah and um which we can also talk about. But one thing you taught me was also like the eating the of the Jinkies and like personifying them. And um I was contemplating um my evolution, Jinkie 53, which is expansion and super abundance. And I literally for me, like that is Mother Earth and Gaia. Isn't that crazy? And it's crazy that you're just talking about. um Yeah, like Mother Earth right now and how like that is what the Gene Keys are as well. Because I was just thinking about this too. And like I was sitting there like contemplating it before we we came on this podcast. so I thought that was so divine. Oh, yes, absolutely.

Speaker: because Yeah, personifications of source, like, that's the real fun that the Cosmic Blueprint is all about. Like, because I have so much openness in my chart, I've always felt like the emptiness and the hunger and the longing and the yearning for like, can I just have some help? And it's like, help's not around. You got to help yourself. And it's like, well, I don't want to do that. Let me grow a personality that actually does want to do that. so it's like, I don't do anything that I don't want to do.

Speaker: It's literally physically impossible for me to do that. So what I do is I just grow a part of me that wants to do the thing. Like I actually enjoy washing dishes because I decided to. I decided, i'm like oh, this is fun. I'm giving the dishes a spa day. I have i ate a wonderful meal. I get to clean stuff. So it's like with every task in life, it's like, oh, organization. Oh, cleaning up after other people. Oh, okay. um I'm just a custodian.

Speaker: You know, I'm just going to embody, put this hat on, do this thing, and it's going to be fun. I'm going to enjoy it because life is supposed to be enjoyed. Life is a game. It's supposed to be fun. we're fun if we know how to play. These whole creating cheat codes and access codes are to access different parts of ourselves that can do the things that we typically don't want to do, that the body might have a fun time doing and that our emotional side might have a fun time doing or that different spheres might actually truly enjoy some part of.

Speaker: And then with affirmations, we can just like declare and decree that like it actually is a pleasant experience. And that way, every part of life can be exquisite, can be fun, can be enjoyable, can be worth living. Because life is supposed to be worth living or else what are we doing here?

Speaker: Exactly. that's That's something I do too. And like my day to day job, it's like, some people might think like, Oh, that's so boring. Like you work a nine to five, like a lot of people like would hate that. But I'm like, wait, I love it. Cause it's like, something as simple as like making my Excel sheets, like color coded in like pinks and purples and like, you know, like writing down my list for the day and checking things off. Like I just find little things that I love to do. And ah of course there's like so many other things, like I'm so aligned to the values of the company and like all of these things, like,

Speaker: I feel very appreciated, like all of these things. But it's like, yeah, just every like finding little things, even when I'm driving in my car, it's like, I don't think about, oh, I have to go on this hour long commute. This sucks. Like, I hate everyone. Like, I'm in a road rage. No, I'm like, I'm going to put on like, my favorite music, or I'm going to put on a podcast I've been dying to listen to. And like, this is the funnest time of my life or like, I'll record something like, you know, like, it's like, I have so much fun. I'm like, this is time for myself that I can be in my car. And I love my car. And I love looking at the trees. And like, I'm seeing the nature outside as I'm driving by and I feel like I'm connecting with them. And so I feel like it it really is just kind of like developing this like magical way to live our life. Like that is kind of how we can find happiness. Yeah.

Speaker: Yes, absolutely. The magic and the mundane is what it's all about. And like everything that's original, like all the religious texts are saying, like just do everything in worship, in reverence of the divine that exists within all of things.

Speaker: And the Cosmic Blueprint is my way of doing that, ritualizing and gamifying every aspect of life. Because life is a game, it's a game of tag, and you're it. T-A-G, thou art God.

Speaker: You're it. We're the infinite technology that we're all searching for. We're everything we've ever been looking for. It's just us. And for anyone curious who maybe like is also a Gene Keys lover and like maybe you like have been self-studying, you read the book. um I get so many people that come to me for readings that have like had the Gene Keys in their life for years and then they're like, oh my god, like I did not understand this. Okay, think of that and then like Jair's like cosmic blueprint is like structure and order times like 1000. Plus the gamifying of it. So it just makes it so fun because like you actually have, it's almost like you're stepping into this world and like a game of your life and you're kind of like going through it piece by piece. And it's just like laid out so beautifully. And if you're also a lifelong learner, I know everyone listening here also loves like studying and learning about themselves. Like it really is just like,

Speaker: I don't know. To me, it's a dream. Like, it's a dream as a Capricorn to, like, have something that's so structured because these things can be very poetic and very dreamy, sometimes hard to put into, like, real life. Or, you know, it's like you have the book and you're like okay, I'm looking at my chart, but, like, where do I start? You have a direct way through the cosmic blueprint that you're guiding people through, like, the journey of themselves and, like, unraveling every layer one step at a time. Yes.

Speaker: Mm-hmm. um Can you talk to us about Entropic and like how it's this time travel agency, anything that you want to share about that, or maybe just like your vision for the future and where you really see yourself yourself and your business going and like what you envision for this?

Speaker: Oh yeah, so I settle on the word entropic because I'm a chaos magician. And the whole notion of chaos magic is just taking some chaos, just some form of entropy and just doing something different.

Speaker: Just like taking some chaos and putting it into a system and letting the system change. So it's like in terms of like the actual governmental systems that we're doing, like we have to be chaotic enough to disrupt and like, you know, to die fear and to be different. So it's like with anything that you want to do just switch up your rituals, just make it more fun. Like entropy is just difference and like being great and being anything other than like the status quo and the mundane is about your willingness to to be different and entropy and chaos magic. So the whole eight dimensions of discernment is about like, you know, just all the different axes and stuff about like the different directions to die fear in and to be different. It's like diffuse yourself amongst the ethers.

Speaker: And yeah, because of all the you know the time travel, which is really just decision making, decide is like homicide, suicide is to kill. We're killing off potential realities. If you want to be great at something, you want something to happen, you have to make it impossible for it to not happen.

Speaker: Like how people like Tony Hawk and stuff, it's like it's literally impossible for him to fall just doing a basic ollie or something. But for somebody else, it is possible for you to fall. But if you've rehearsed enough, especially as a cellist, as a classically trained musician turned crash out, like you have to rehearse enough to make sure that like you have muscle memory. So practicing and embodying your Gene Keys and everything is about embodiment because muscle memory is the truth. So with rituals and everything, we're programming ourselves. We're programming our divinity. of the body, of the material plane.

Speaker: So like actually going through the motions with intention, with embodied integrity and integrative action, that's how we actually create change, embody the change, be the chaos, be the change that we want to see, be the disruptors of the systems that we wish to see fall.

Speaker: And it's about just... being that and knowing that the realities that we wish to experience exist out there, but what trajectory are we on and how far away from the status quo that we're headed towards can we veer towards the realities that we actually need to be in because every reality exists now.

Speaker: And I'm a big fan of Murphy's Law. You know, whatever can go wrong will go wrong. It's actually a call to excellence. You have to make it impossible for things to go wrong. That way things can only go right.

Speaker: So it's that's what the saying is really all about. And I like to you know have the J.R. Griffin's addendum of like, whatever can go wrong is going wrong elsewhere. But we are on our highest timeline, on our highest trajectory. Therefore, it is impossible for anything else to go wrong because I'm protected.

Speaker: Because I said so. The same way parents just say, oh, because I said so. We can say that too. It has the same unction, the same goal, you know it' the same divine power. Just because you said so is what every religious teaching is all about. What's a secret, what all the laws of attraction air do are about. It's because we had the audacity to speak anything into existence.

Speaker: So because we said so, because of all the thoughts that pass through our minds, we decided to take a thought from up here and put it out our mouth. that is there's power in that it is divinity life and death are being utilized for that it's life towards the thing and death towards anything against that so harnessing entropy at will directing your willpower directing your intentions directing you know entropy which is reiki just all energy is just all whatever energy that you connect to the energy in a battery the energy and all the cells in our bodies but the energy all cells anything it's all the same energy

Speaker: but We just have to figure out how to direct it into a system with rituals, routines, and structures and cycles so that we can actually routinely and ritualistically over time get to the realities and outcomes that we truly prefer by knowing who we truly are and why we truly want the things that we want and who we're actually doing it for. Because we're really only doing everything for ourselves.

Speaker: Everything we do, we do by, with, for, and as ourselves because everybody else is just you in a different mask. Wow. i feel like that's like, that's like an epiphany. It's like, because sometimes, or a lot of times, you know, we, especially as business owners, we think, oh, I'm supporting others. I'm helping others. But if you actually think about it, they are us and we're literally just helping ourselves. So this is great for anyone listening. It's like, instead of thinking, what do they want? What do they need? It's like, what do I want? What do I need? And that will be what they need.

Speaker: Yes, and so profound, too. Because when you really meet yourself in other people, too, like I do it every single day, every time I meet somebody, I see so much of myself in them, because I've learned to accept so much of my boundless self.

Speaker: And I spent so much time wondering, like, who am I? What am i Knowing that I'm just everything. I'm everyone. Like I get to physically and viscerally experience that while I truly looking people in the eye and connecting with them, like knowing that like they felt just as lonely as I felt on this planet full of every human that is alive right now. And we all feel just as lonely, just as alone. This makes no sense. It's so absurd that everybody's feeling the same feelings and nobody's really doing anything about it because we feel like we can't. But if we know that there are things that we can do and steps we can take, we will take them.

Speaker: So I just feel like we have to be different enough in thought, you know, to change the patterns of our thinking, change the minds of our, change just the patterns of our lives and the ways that we've been existing to get what we actually prefer truly.

Speaker: And I just love connecting with other people and having it be a game, a group effort, a team experience, a team bonding activity to just love yourself in other people be we wouldn't have racism.

Speaker: We wouldn't have war. We wouldn't need war if we truly saw the us that exists with everyone else. If we truly saw everyone else's inner child knowing that they're just a helpless baby, just a helpless child that needs things. And then we've messed around and demonized need It's a bad thing to be needy in a relationship, to desire things, to what things, not knowing that desire is literally of the soul.

Speaker: We have things so backwards. But the good thing about having things backwards is we just have to just flip the script and just accept things and just allow life to be what it's intended to be. And we just have to choose to be diiferent enough.

Speaker: I love that. where're um What is your community that people can um learn about the eight dimensions? Oh, so I have the kaleidoscope because as a psychonaut, I love fractals and everything. And also a kaleidoscope is what it's called when you see a group of butterflies flying together.

Speaker: And as a time traveler, I'm a big fan of the butterfly effect. And I love knowing the fact that every time we'd like do anything, entirety of existence is impacted. And the more intentionally we can like, you know, have our butterfly wings s flap and make tornadoes, elk, or hurricanes to do other things.

Speaker: Like, I feel like if we were just a lot more intentional, because like, you know, we all know that if we went back to the past, changed one tiny thing, the future would be entirely different. But it's like, if we just change one tiny thing in the present now, the future will be drastically different. And the more that compounds, it's so powerful. And also my poetry book, If You Read This, I Love You, the second poem called If Only You Knew is about how butterflies can't see their own own wings.

Speaker: And it really does take one to know one. so me as a projector who finds success in recognition, it is about finding recognition in other people. It's about recognizing other people, recognizing them. It's not really just about recognizing yourself. It's about recognizing yourself in others.

Speaker: And the more I recognize other people and help remind them of their inherent divine beauty and the fact that they'll never truly be able to see, it's almost a curse that people will never be able to see how beautiful they truly are.

Speaker: So it is my mission and purpose to remind other people through the Cosmic Blueprint, through my entire cosmology, that we are all made perfect. we are all much more beautiful than what we will ever be able to comprehend because our brains aren't designed to see all the impacts that we make.

Speaker: So I want all of these impactful and influential people to come together and recognize each other in the kaleidoscope so that we can all dismantle the patriarchy together because that is my end goal. I need these school systems reformed because learning is such a wonderful thing.

Speaker: Education is such a beautiful thing. But these education systems that we have just need to be revised. We don't have to burn the whole thing down. Maybe just like almost all of it. Keep whatever's working, but out out with the old.

Speaker: Now with the old, that's no longer working. And in with the stuff that's new, because even the stuff that's new is just, we're just remembering stuff that used to work before. So old stuff is just old because it's not even old enough. It's not, it's disconnected from the most ancient teachings that are timeless.

Speaker: And I love my Sagittarius Earth in the kate five I used to tell people that I was timeless whenever they asked me how old I was before I even realized that like I literally had the gate of timelessness. in my chart.

Speaker: But like, yeah, timeless teachings, timeless truths, they're everywhere. We just have to remind ourselves and remind each other. So the kaleidoscope, it's about just reminding each other, like, what actually worked before? What will work now in relation to that? Because God is evolving, because we're evolving, Earth is evolving, life is evolving, the universe is evolving, and we're just revolving around the same stuff.

Speaker: What would we like to return to? So when we get to decide, because we have 100% completely free will over everything in our lives. So it's just about deciding.

Speaker: Because with all this boundless energy that everyone is, because I feel that like our our cities and our jinkies and the stuff that we embody is the fact that we're here to show everybody that everybody else is the exact same way that we are.

Speaker: We're just pioneers. if it We're just leaders in that. I'm here to show everybody that we are all boundless and the dangers of having no boundaries. I can attest to what it's like to have no boundaries, especially like being a nomad.

Speaker: It's not comfortable not being able to have boundaries. We need them. And everybody else that has, you know, all these remedies and stuff to find in their cosmic blueprint with their shadows becoming gifts. We're all here to just show other people that we can all just learn this skill to be human.

Speaker: Because life is skill-based. We just learn things and we make decisions. And knowing is deciding. We just decide to know this thing viscerally in ourselves and our bodies. And then life can progress and continue and evolve. And then we can dismantle the patriarchy and have Earth be livable.

Speaker: Yes. Oh, my God. So if you guys are listening, you can join the kaleidoscope so that we can dismantle it together. Amen. <unk> Yes. Oh, my gosh. This was honestly so special. You're just full of so much wisdom. And i love what you said, too, just like your like obsession with like words. And I tell you this all the time, too. It's like you say the coolest things with the way that you say certain words or phrases. I'm just like, oh, my God, I love your brain. So. Yeah, thank you so much for all of this. do you have any last things that you want to leave with us? Anything that you're like burning to tell us?

Speaker: um Apparently this place is closed. I'll be leaving soon. i'm I'm exiting. you want i'm I'm leaving now. Yes. Apparently it's time for me to go. and both um to be yes yes. Apparently this is closed. So thank you.

Speaker: Enjoy life, everyone. Yes. Thank you so much, Jair. I appreciate you so much. And we will, I'll put everything in the show notes so we can follow you. ok Perfect. Thank you very much. Thank you guys. We'll see you next time.

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