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Hi, y'all, and welcome back to this week's episode! This week we are giving thoughts on books we've read recently, Netflix, and random topics!
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Podcast Introduction and Technical Difficulties
00:00:05
Speaker
Hi, guys, and welcome back to the Codependent podcast. I'm Alexis. And Casey just walked away from me, so that shows her commitment to this podcast. She's still walking away from me. Actually, she can't even hear me right now, and she's popping her back. She just popped an ankle if you heard that. You know, really, she's just not a team player today.
00:00:36
Speaker
Here she is now, gracing us with her presence. Casey, say hi to the people. Y'all, I went to the other side of the room to plug my phone in. She acted like I was late or something. I've been sitting here for the past 30 minutes.
Adulting and Missing Friends
00:00:50
Speaker
You may be wondering why there's only two of us today. Our third best friend is unavailable currently. Yeah, she's an adult with a life and a job. You know, friends other than me and Casey. Yeah.
00:01:06
Speaker
Not me guys. Yeah, not I. I really only got two friends. Not we. No, see, no. I like to be like, I only got two friends, but like she was able to fill out a whole wedding party. When I tell y'all if and when I get married, there is going to be me and about three other people standing up there. I mean, we had some casualties in the rattle party, but
00:01:36
Speaker
For most, they're all my friends. That's crazy. I kind of wish she still would have came though. I think it would have been hard. I want to meet her. Just ask Jasmine all about her. I don't want to hear about her. I want to meet her. I want to look her in her face. Speaking of wedding things. How was the MCAT? Oh my
Wedding Planning Updates
00:02:00
Speaker
gosh. You passed? He's not being messy. Are we recapping my wedding on here?
00:02:06
Speaker
I don't know, yeah. Speaking of wedding, y'all, Alexis got her final itinerary for the date of period. I'm about to be no longer Alexis McKinney in 15 days. Yeah. You know, honestly, someone wanted to know where I was getting married, the time I was getting married. I actually don't think the time's on there, but area on the website. Oh, no.
00:02:35
Speaker
I think I took that. I don't know, the schedule's still up. They really could just Google my name. Now, if you're listening to this, don't do that, okay? Oh my gosh, guys. Don't do that. Crash your wedding, crash your wedding, crash your wedding. I'm just kidding. Don't do that. There will be security. If y'all tried to crash your wedding and by some chance got past security, I'm the next line of force. And to be quite, I don't know if I mentioned it on here, but to be quite honest, my save the dates did get stolen out of the mailbox.
00:03:03
Speaker
And that was about 150 of those. And to think that my face is just laying on somebody's floor, wow, we did a whole preface of why you weren't here because you had a life and she pops up. Yeah, so why did you respond in the text? What are you doing that you couldn't respond to text? You know, it's past my bedtime. You said, oh, it'll be a little late as I'm like 720, not 830.
00:03:31
Speaker
Hey, Raven, we've been sitting here talking for 30 minutes. Also, 8.15 is when she said I sent it. To be quite honest, you're opinion wrong, okay? I had to go back and refix the legs. I've only built one nightstand. I still got another one to go. So don't blame me. Blame the instructions.
Celebrating Milestones
00:03:52
Speaker
They don't have words. It's just pictures. And don't blame me either. I'm just saying. You couldn't have responded to a text, though?
00:04:00
Speaker
I mean, I could have or I could have just joined. Well, today's a very special episode. Why? Because our 50th one. Yeah. And you were late to it. Can you believe that? I was very at 7 p.m. But y'all weren't. So we don't record till 7 30. You know what, Casey or Siri really took it out of her.
00:04:30
Speaker
Who was that? That doesn't sound like your mom. It's not. It's not. Oh. Oh. But yeah. It's the 58th episode and I didn't plan anything. I know. But I do want to talk about this new Bachelorette.
Diversity in The Bachelorette
00:04:50
Speaker
I did a deep research. I didn't. I really don't even know. I don't know, guys. I don't know if I should watch The Bachelorette anymore. I gave it a good couple of years.
00:05:02
Speaker
but I don't know if the bachelorette is for me. We literally said that because she was black, we were going to watch. I know. I want to watch so bad because she's black, but I don't know if I can stand watching her end up with a white dude. I want, I want a cute little black love story. I know we got CNN Brandon. I know we almost got Michelle and Nate, but like, does he even count?
00:05:32
Speaker
Nate. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I think, I think they're one of those, I think they're going to be like a little Peter and Kelly couple. Oh, break up and get back together. Yeah. I mean, probably not, but like I can dream. Oh, now we have Ivan. Well, I guess she's not in the bachelor nation world, but now she will be. Do you know who I really thought she was this entire time? What is that girl's name?
00:05:59
Speaker
The one that he snuck away with in Paradise? No. Her name is not Noli. What is her name? It's not. It's going to really bother me that I don't know. No. Was she on Paradise? No, I think so. It's the one who like her, her mom look really similar. Do y'all know who I'm talking about? She got to a hometown with Joe.
00:06:27
Speaker
with Joe no no not not Joe's not Joe's fiance this is a complete Brianna Bri Bri Bri's brings yes that's who I that's who I thought she was when I first saw her I
Bachelor Nation Speculations
00:06:41
Speaker
don't know if her name is actually Brianna but I did think she was Bri when I first saw her they do look very similar how'd you get Joe Joe didn't have a hometown
00:06:55
Speaker
No, she's talking about what's her name from Canada. Oh. Oh. But yeah, we kind of got to watch and support. If the first episode is terrible, I mean, I guess we don't have to continue. It's just the Bachelor is like one thing I got to watch live. I could not watch The Bachelor on Hulu rebroadcast. It just don't hit the scene.
00:07:24
Speaker
No, and I thought about going back to rewatch Charity on, what's this man's name? Zach. Zach season. Then I was like, well, I really don't care. And the way they asked her to be the Bachelorette was actually kind of cool. Like it wasn't that I'm going to your house for staging something. They were filming the Women Tell All and they went to her room and they were like, oh, we're going to play a little game for social media.
00:07:53
Speaker
And he was asked, Jess Palmer was asking her questions and then he gets to the question about the bachelorette or bachelor in paradise. And she says the bachelorette, I guess. And he was like, are you okay with that? And she's like, yeah. And he's like, so do you want to be the next bachelor? And she was like, yeah. And then she got her mom. Oh my gosh. I think I saw this thing that they were bringing Chris Harrison back. Is that like true? Um, Rachel Lindsay was on Watch What Happens Live and she said no, because they went through too much for him to be off the show.
00:08:23
Speaker
Like, why would you ask him to come back? And plus, now that he has his own podcast, it's like good drama for him. Oh my God. What is his podcast called? I like heard commercials for it. I don't know, but a lot of people are going on it. He's in his redemption era, apparently. Yeah. I miss Chatty broads. I don't, but also your mom and dad is very long and I cannot sit there.
00:08:53
Speaker
for two to three hours and just listen to them talk about the bachelor well now that we've talked about reality tv let me say some stuff about some books is she playing video games right now look at her i know just like support the craft our 50th episode i know the big
Books and Reading Passion
00:09:22
Speaker
Can she hear us? Probably. Yes. She's really setting up this Xbox right now. She's a gamer girl. Let's try and bring her back into the conversation. So you guys, I have finally started using my library card. You also made a good reads.
00:09:50
Speaker
Yeah, I also made why I already had a good read. I just hadn't accepted y'all's friend request, but I didn't know how to. Wow. But so right now, I am listening to one audio book and I am reading a physical copy of another book. And when I tell y'all, I didn't think I could like actor age Eve Brown more than Oh, what is Danny's called?
00:10:19
Speaker
whatever the second book is called okay and i'm not saying i like it more like i like zaf more than i like jacob like that's a non-starter it goes zaf jacob redford no no competition but judging by raven's face i don't think she agrees with that but like i am eve brown i agree i am eve brown
00:10:49
Speaker
Like, I relate to her so much. Like, if I, if I was just born into money, me and her would have been, I would have been like, who was watching my life to write this book? Because me and Eve, baby, one and the same. Like, Alexis, have you read it? No. Oh my God, because when I tell you, you're going to read it and you're like, is this book about Casey?
00:11:18
Speaker
Am I, am I really? You are. Yes. I was reading it and I was like, I don't like this because even to the part where she just be at work with one air pod in, I be at the movies. I don't even, I always got to have nothing playing in my air pod, but I keep my air pod in the entire shift. And, and, and she do be talking about reading a lot of fan fiction.
00:11:47
Speaker
And I was like, who told her this? Who informed her of this information? What if she just like wrote a book based off of all of your tweets, stalked your Twitter for a while, stalked your Instagram and boom. Then Talia needs to run me my coin. Talia needs to run me my money. Because, because if I, if I, if I could be a little more outspoken
00:12:13
Speaker
that would be me like there are some things you would never catch me doing that she does because like i got too much self-embarrassment but yeah i relate to you so much and then the other and i am i'm like i'm well over 50% done listening to that i think i only have like three hours left what are you listening to i'm listening to act your age eat breath okay and i am reading psych oh my god
00:12:43
Speaker
I was reading Scythe on my lunch break, and something crazy happened. I was in my car yelling. Don't tell me. I was in my car yelling. I be in my car yelling a lot, because y'all, I listened to the, what scene is it? You know what scene I'm talking about. I was listening to that scene on my way home from work. I was screaming in my car.
00:13:13
Speaker
I was screaming. I was like, this is what's playing at 5.30 on my way home? I can't hear you. Give me a hint. I don't know what scene you're talking about. The friendship date. Okay. In the nest. Yeah. Yeah.
00:13:37
Speaker
When I tell you I was flicking my feet and giggling on the way home! I was in there! And then Alexis, literally after I got off the phone with you from Machipolite, I finished the scene. And I was like... Oh my god. Talya, Talya, Talya, you really be writing, huh? That's crazy. She really put her whole foot in that scene.
00:14:08
Speaker
Is that all that you're reading right now? Two, two books? That's a lie. No, I was just asking. Yeah, I gotta find something else. I've been looking. I really want to get a Kindle so bad. Casey, honey, we've been giving you the same book rec for about a good two months and you still haven't opened it. Wait, what? Things that we never talked about or whatever? Things we never got over. Things we never got over. Yes. I, if I get a Kindle, I can get on a hold list for the ebook.
00:14:38
Speaker
It's free on Kindle Unlimited. And you'll get that free for like I think the first three months. I don't have. OK, well, let me get a Kindle first. My mom keeps on telling me to just get one, but I don't want that seems like a lot of money to spend. It's worth it. Exactly. And you can. I mean, if you really want to, you can do the five free or not five free payments with five payments or whatever, because I did just get the rest of my money back from my overpaid credit card. So like I could use that, but like
00:15:12
Speaker
I don't know. I can't. I'm in my frugal era where I just want things for a really long time and then Christmas comes around and I finally get them. If you're gonna wait, wait until Prime Day. When is Prime Day? June or July. Oh my gosh, June or July? I need another sale to come. Or just check it like once a week. Maybe I'll do that. Do you even know which one you want?
00:15:43
Speaker
the paper white. Oh, are you gonna get the same color as us? The new one? No. Oh. What do you mean get the new one? The new edition. Not the 2022 one. Get the 2022 one. I probably just get whatever one they recommended to me first. Because I don't know if this bothers you, but on the old one, when you press to change the page, it takes like 15 seconds. Oh, that's a delay. But now it's just like, click
00:16:13
Speaker
It's so fast. Sometimes a little too fast because I think, oh, I need to press it twice for it. Yeah. And then I'm like on the wrong page. I do that too because I'm like anticipating it being slow. Well, if you do get one, don't get the green one because then we'll have three green kindles and that's going to be confusing if we all like decide we want to read together one day.
00:16:35
Speaker
I really, I really want one. It feels so good to be back in my reader era and Hunger Games is popping off on TikTok. So I'm just like, I feel like I'm back and like in my like junior high, bring a new book to school every week. Hold on. Let me say this. Okay. I started to love. Oh shoot. Now I forgot the name. What is, what is his name in the book? I can find it for you. To love. To love, Jason Thorne. Yes.
00:17:04
Speaker
But the second one is the one about Adam. It's good so far. I feel like, you know, we got into it a little too early. I needed the spice to not to be in chapter two. Really? Chapter two or chapter three. I can't remember. Have you read it? It needs to be like chapter eight, depending on how long the chapters are. Okay. But the thing is, it has nothing to do with the two main characters. It's just the main character in somebody else in a spicy scene. And I'm just like,
00:17:30
Speaker
We're starting off with a banger. I mean, not really like a banger, but like a banger. Y'all, y'all, we can't be talking about all this, all this spice, you know? Stop. I can't stand you. You know what? You know what? Maybe I should start putting pepper warnings on the description.
00:17:59
Speaker
we talked about x-book rated probably about a four out of five right now oh my gosh but y'all that was so funny yes sometimes i be thinking about it and it just made me giggle sometimes since you wanted to bring up the hunger games one i restarted btr because it's getting off of netflix march 25th and i'm trying to prep for the concert you know um
00:18:24
Speaker
I did too. She brought it up to me. She brought it up to me and I was like, when is that concert? Yeah, when is it? June 22nd. It's the week before your trip. Wait, where are you going? They're all collectively going. On June 22nd? You said the week before your trip. I'm saying the concert is the week before the trip. The batch weekend. Yeah.
00:18:53
Speaker
Maybe you should start using the calendar. Hunger Games is getting off of Netflix. That's where I was going with this. Hunger Games is on Netflix? Yeah, so.
The Hunger Games Nostalgia
00:19:04
Speaker
I've been watching it on Amazon Prime. They put it on there for like, what, a few weeks? Yeah, that's why it's popping off on TikTok. It's literally going off at the end of this month. I don't have time to watch all three of them. I barely even remember the books.
00:19:18
Speaker
I don't think that the reason it's popping off on TikTok is because it was on Netflix for a couple of weeks. I think it is a piece of literature that just needs to be examined. No. Hunger Games is so good. Like sometimes some of the people that examine Hunger Games, I swear to God, they had extra pages in their book that I did not have. I don't remember it.
00:19:43
Speaker
they'd be mentioning stuff and I'd be like, well, I just recently reread The Hunger Games less than a year ago. Like, at least the first and second book. I don't think I reread the third book, but I really don't remember. There's only three, right? Yeah, three books, four movies. Oh, did we finish the Divergent movies? No, they didn't, they didn't make an Allegiant movie. Oh, because it was on the other day and I was like, why didn't I remember this? Yeah, they didn't make Allegiant. Was that one of those movies that we stayed up till midnight for?
00:20:13
Speaker
divergent yeah i was so mad at the movie for insurgent though because they took out one of my favorite characters like i get he was like just like a comic relief but i still wanted him in the movie his name was fernando i also don't remember that book i think i don't actually i don't think i read them no insurgent was so bad like no like no shade to veron karath but insurgent was so bad and then and then
00:20:43
Speaker
Um, one of Raven's friends ruined Allegiant for me. Who? One of Raven's friends. One of Raven's friends. Well, wasn't one of Raven's friends our friends? I guess technically. Oh. After he, after he ruined it. He? Oh. Who? Yes. Raven knows who. I need my pants.
00:21:14
Speaker
Is this like a friend from high school or a friend from middle school? High school. High school. A leading came out in high school. What part of high school? Freshman. Now that leaves me with about four he's that it could be. It leaves you with one he. It leaves us with about four. I was gonna say. Look, look. You're not really giving. Look, look.
00:21:40
Speaker
Okay. Okay. That's not the one that I was thinking of originally. Interesting. Who are you thinking of? We got the other one. You're, you're your friend. Oh yeah. Casey's friend. Friend. Like as in your crush. Yeah. Um, there was another friend that was in the mix, but like later down the road in the mix, really it was only three.
00:22:10
Speaker
I don't know who the fourth one was. But yeah, they told me what happened at the very end. And I had to be so delusional as to not believe them. And then it happened. And I was kind of mad. But I couldn't be too mad because that would be a little too dramatic. I was just like, what the heck? We were really ahead of our time with the reading era. And then I stopped.
00:22:41
Speaker
and now I'm back. I mean, I never like stopped reading. I just like, it was way more casual. I feel like I used to have so much time to read. Now I don't have time to read. Yeah, I think at that point, short form content popped off and we were living our best lives on which McCallit. Oh my gosh, it's crazy how one day I was like not a slave to TikTok. And then one day I'm just working at our local zoo
00:23:11
Speaker
and my coworker goes, hey, why don't you try it out, and boom.
Media Consumption Evolution
00:23:17
Speaker
You know they have 10-minute videos now? Yeah. So does that mean long-form content is coming back? Is YouTube about to have a resurgence? I mean, shoot, I already be on YouTube. Same, but I don't enjoy it as much as I used to. Really? I be watching two, three-hour videos minimum on YouTube. Because you watch streaming videos.
00:23:42
Speaker
Who is she sitting right next to? Turn the camera. Are we on all platforms? Yes, we are. Yeah. What's up? Oh. For a second, I was like, this is our first guest. What are we talking about now? Books. What's your name? What brings you here? What's your favorite book? See, I haven't actually been reading any books.
00:24:13
Speaker
Make something up. Don't you read those little things? You said it was like mindless reading. Yeah, but right now we're learning a lot, so I'm not reading anything really. Okay, so what was your favorite book back at high school? Old Man in the Sea. I don't think we read that. I don't think we read that.
High School Literature Reflection
00:24:40
Speaker
I don't think we didn't.
00:24:44
Speaker
Hmm. He spent a long time tonight. We got, what do we have? We have, uh... Odie Eller, Where the Red Fern Grows. That was on Middle School Magic. The Glass Manette. Tom Sawyer. Animal Farm. Animal Farm's pretty good. 1984. 1984 was good. Jungle was good. Yeah. The Big Brother Book. That was 1984. Oh. The 1984 was good. Fahrenheit 451. What's the one with the no color?
00:25:14
Speaker
the giver the giver the outsiders the outsiders right so we write that oh my gosh around look do y'all remember the Count of Monte Cristo? I don't know if it was supposed to read it I mean I read the first two chapters y'all it was a good book and that kind of spark note the middle and then read the end yes nobody talks about how underrated spark notes is
00:25:43
Speaker
Nobody talks about how good of a book the Count of Monte Cristo is. It's the ultimate revenge story. What do people do now? They steal Sparknote? Now, if I ever need an answer to anything, I just look it up. They go in Quizlet. Maybe people still make those. Quizlet's the new Sparknote. I think you got to pay for it now. Yeah, you got to pay for Quizlet now.
00:26:06
Speaker
Wow, what a time. And also Quizlet put that thing, you know, that thing that Chegg has where like your professor contact them, they can snitch. Oh, I got that down too. I paid for Chegg all through college. I didn't. No, I used Alexis. Well, wait. And then I paid for Alexis. Either Alexis or Raven paid. And I was like, can I log in? I don't understand. No, I used Alexis's for a little bit too and they kicked us off.
00:26:34
Speaker
Honestly, Chegg, great way to, actually, I can't say that. What if they, like, decided they wanted to come and take my degree away? Dang, that's crazy. I didn't use Chegg, and they know I didn't use Chegg because I failed calculus. Why would I fail calculus once if I was just gonna use Chegg? We used it for chemistry. And I got a C and a D in chemistry, so I also didn't use it. So, A, the grades speak for themselves. It was really only for the lab.
00:27:07
Speaker
Oh my gosh, I loved my lab. I had the same lab instructor both sessions for chemistry. She was like my favorite person.
Cole Sprouse's Odd Behavior
00:27:18
Speaker
Casey, do you know what's going on with Cole Sprouse? Oh my god, he's a weirdo. That's what's going on with him. And now everyone's just realizing he's a weirdo. Because he keeps popping up and I just don't get it. It's because he's being weird. Oh.
00:27:36
Speaker
That's just what it is. Yeah. Full sprouts. The caller daddy pot, whatever happened to the other girl that was a part of the caller daddy podcast podcast. Yeah, it's called just being with an F. Oh, is it good? No. The beginning. I actually I don't, I can't say that. It's not.
00:28:02
Speaker
Dude, does she like get guests like the Alex collar daddy lady does? I don't think it's to the level of what Alex does, but she gets guests. Like, Alex is like A-list celebrities. She has about the influencers. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Alexis will care about this. Raven will not know who I'm talking about. So Chris Nolan, that's his name. Chris Olsen. Chris Olsen, that's his name.
00:28:29
Speaker
So Chris Olsen, you know how he is dating Meghan Trainor's
Chris Olsen's Relationship Rumors
00:28:32
Speaker
brother, correct? He is not. It's not confirmed. First of all, Meghan Trainor's brother is supposed to be straight. Unless he decided he's... Ryan. Unless he decided he's bisexual or he came out as gay. Last time I checked, he was straight. Those pictures caught me off guard. Last time I checked...
00:28:49
Speaker
Nevermind, nevermind. The I don't want to be canceled, but I'm just saying. But, so, but what I'm trying to say is his ex-boyfriend, the older guy with the facial hair. Ian? Yes. He posted a TikTok like, like on the same day, like afterwards of him cutting up a cinnamon roll and eating it. And the cinnamon roll was so good, he started crying.
00:29:12
Speaker
And people were like, are you crying because Chris is dating Meghan Trainor's brother? And so then he posted a response, and he was like, y'all, I don't follow my ex. I didn't know this happened. The cinnamon roll just tasted good. I'm not all in his business. Let me be separate. And to be honest, he started dating somebody before Chris started dating somebody. And also, I heard that he broke up with Chris. So like, let him.
00:29:41
Speaker
Let him live. A TikTok thing. I feel like I am owed a formal apology from both of y
Kylie Jenner's Eyebrow Drama
00:29:55
Speaker
'all. Who? Because today it came out that Kylie Jenner was releasing a mascara. Therefore, the whole eyebrow picture with the whole Hailey Bieber Selena drama was false. I want my apology.
00:30:09
Speaker
No, it wasn't because Selena posted. Selena was like, I think my eyebrow lady laminated my eyebrows too much. And then Kylie Jenner post, I think someone missed on my eyebrows. That was a shot. You said Kylie, never said Hailey.
00:30:25
Speaker
Okay, no, Kylie posted that picture and she was on FaceTime with Hailey. It was a FaceTime screenshot with Hailey. Yes, in regards to Kylash. In regards to making fun of Selena Gomez's eyebrows. I'm not having this argument. You know, I hope you feel good about yourself tonight. I hope you sleep well knowing that you bullied someone. I will. Y'all, okay. Oh no, I bullied a billionaire. Oh no.
00:30:54
Speaker
And that is how you get canceled. That's how you get told. This is going to come back and bite you in about one day. What? What? When I'm a billionaire? Please. If I'm ever a billionaire in this clip of me saying, I bullied a billionaire, I don't care. It comes back to haunt me. I welcome it. Because that means I'm a billionaire. Whatever. Well, I'm done.
00:31:24
Speaker
Ooh, this tweet. Oh my gosh. What?
Humor in Baby Naming Trends
00:31:29
Speaker
Oh, do you follow Jared on Twitter? No, yes I do. Oh, he wants to start adding Sir in front of our kids' names. Hey Jared, I know you're listening to this. Cut it out. Stop it. You can go bully him on Twitter. This ends now. No, you're not Beyonce. Alexis isn't, I'm sorry.
00:31:54
Speaker
Beyonce like now if you ever introduce your kid is sir something the Beyonce generation I bet you he gonna have 50 million sirs in his kindergarten class Please don't play him through that They're gonna be they're gonna be about six sirs and three roomies in that class I'm telling you Let him have his little his little name that Alexis got in her little list Please yeah Please
00:32:23
Speaker
Yes. OK, now for anyone that was not Alexis fiance, sorry you had to hear that. Yeah. Well, on that note, we'll be back next week with a very exciting, actually, probably won't be exciting episode. Maybe we'll think of something throughout the week. And if not, it'll probably just be more of this. But do you like this, right? Hey, 13 people who listen, y'all like this, right?
00:32:51
Speaker
Y'all having a good time? Hey, just call them out. Hey, hey, all 13 of y'all. This is fun for you, right? Get to the poll. No, please answer. Like, let us know if you're having a good time, because we can change, we promise. Just please don't stop listening. Okay, I'm going to end this now before it just gets even more sad. Okay, bye.