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Speaker: Yay.
Speaker: What is up, everybody?
Speaker: Welcome to another episode of Sex, Jason, whatever.
Speaker: I love it.
Speaker: Love the title.
Speaker: Contained.
Speaker: Thanks.
Speaker: My excitement to tell you who's here today.
Speaker: Hi!
Speaker: Oh my god, this is so fun.
Speaker: You look gorgeous, by the way.
Speaker: Oh my god, you do too.
Speaker: Your fucking skin is glowing.
Speaker: I'm sunburned.
Speaker: I am a little bit too, but... I was playing poker.
Speaker: And you were playing poker outside?
Speaker: Yeah, on a boat over the weekend.
Speaker: I was like, what?
Speaker: You bitch.
Speaker: Like, what?
Speaker: It was really fun.
Speaker: You go from boat to boat and they have drinks and fancier doors for you.
Speaker: What?
Speaker: It was really fun.
Speaker: Did you pay for that?
Speaker: No, it was just my dad has a boat and we're just like a part of the dock.
Speaker: So it's just like a little thing they do sometimes.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It's like I'm a little sun-kissed, a little glowy.
Speaker: I love that.
Speaker: Anyway, we got a little person that wrote in.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: Can't wait to hear what he said.
Speaker: It's exciting.
Speaker: It's cute.
Speaker: It's cute.
Speaker: They all write in anonymously too and ask me a lot of things.
Speaker: Vera.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: You said, I'm a fan of your Fendom work, female donation.
Speaker: The mommy porn looks so intriguing though.
Speaker: What's the deal with taboo porn?
Speaker: I've never taken the plunge.
Speaker: Do people...
Speaker: actually think about fucking fam oh my gosh this was perfect yeah no this is so perfect for so many reasons i actually had this conversation with someone yesterday oh really because because actually while i was on that um playing poker on the boat there was a a girl there that i clicked really well with
Speaker: and um at the end of the day everyone came running back to the boat and they were like oh my god oh my god um i thought that was a husband and a wife but i think it's actually a brother and sister like no it is a brother and sister and i was like yeah they're brother and sister am i frozen yeah but you'll come back in a second okay we have it on we have it on where if we do the
Speaker: Oh, oh, but it's only catching it.
Speaker: I don't fucking know how to turn it off.
Speaker: So sorry.
Speaker: If you see it again, it's probably because that happened.
Speaker: So anyways, so yeah, it turns out there's like a brother and sister.
Speaker: Everyone originally thought was a husband and a wife.
Speaker: And I don't know.
Speaker: I just I think it's actually pretty common that people fuck their family.
Speaker: Like if it's I see shit like that on like TikTok or Instagram every once in a while.
Speaker: where like somebody I usually see the stitch of it because I guess people take that shit down because people are you know it'll go viral because of the stitches and right you've seen it like in real life yeah yeah and I don't pay attention I actually know quite a few people who have hooked up with their step siblings and I'm like if people are doing that
Speaker: And taboo is the number one.
Speaker: Or maybe not the number one, but it's up there.
Speaker: There has to be some truth to it.
Speaker: There's got to be people out there that really do it.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: That's what I think.
Speaker: I fucking guess so.
Speaker: I swear to God, I'm on Sext Panther.
Speaker: And, oh, God, those people.
Speaker: I mean, I know sometimes people...
Speaker: that approach us don't understand how to differentiate between fantasy and reality.
Speaker: And they don't, they'll just go right into it.
Speaker: But I'm telling you, some of those people have been like, I'm looking at my mom, I'm stealing her panties.
Speaker: What should I do?
Speaker: And they would like, you know, sex pants are, they can text you for just like a dollar 50 each time.
Speaker: So they'll text me like,
Speaker: over like weeks sometimes i don't know much anymore um but yeah i mean either they are so fucking into the role play you know and i just right along with it whatever i think yeah i think it's super interesting um i've never had anybody on there say like they fucked
Speaker: their mom i don't think but i have a really bad memory i've never even one but they have all like saying they're still still in the panties that they felt like their mom was like flirting with them i mean it got it got fucking insane i uh i haven't had anyone tell me that they've actually fucked their mom but like i have had a few tell me that they fucked their sister or uh like one of my videos that i've done it
Speaker: it says like based on a true story, it's showing your sister, your new tits or something like that.
Speaker: That one is someone actually sent in their text messages and like all this stuff of the sister showing them her new tits.
Speaker: Like that really happened.
Speaker: I was really based on true story.
Speaker: It wasn't my true story.
Speaker: I didn't show my brother my tits, but, but this girl really did.
Speaker: And her and her brother got to live out that fantasy, I guess.
Speaker: I don't know.
Speaker: That's so awesome.
Speaker: I've always wondered, you have a couple that,
Speaker: that say like based on a true story is that all from like fans or is that your real life yeah no uh i have that one that is that that one was real he sent me all the proof of it um and then other ones are just things that happen in my day-to-day life and i'm like like you know it'll all be uh the video that i'm that i make will be everything that really happened minus the sex
Speaker: If it's based off of my true story.
Speaker: You know?
Speaker: Like even my real life type of confessions.
Speaker: Those are all true.
Speaker: They're all very real.
Speaker: They all happen.
Speaker: They're not exaggerated in the slightest bit.
Speaker: I've been wanting to fucking know that.
Speaker: Because mine are too.
Speaker: And I was like.
Speaker: I mean.
Speaker: The models that I follow.
Speaker: Are all fucking amazing.
Speaker: At like.
Speaker: Cutting the preview.
Speaker: those confessions where like oh i you're like wa it i wanted to know more yeah yeah and sometimes i wonder if people are acting in those or role-playing in those confessionals i think sometimes people are yeah i would definitely say yeah i think some models do it as like a series of videos that they're they're not true but they they do them but yeah yeah mine was definitely really real
Speaker: And I do not have a no, I have one role play.
Speaker: But it's like, it also includes me like confessing to like into a camera or something like a therapist.
Speaker: Oh, yeah.
Speaker: Like stuff like that.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Thank God.
Speaker: I'm not the only like
Speaker: I got some like just crazy fucking stories.
Speaker: Me too.
Speaker: I have one right now that I really want to make.
Speaker: I've tweeted about it a few times.
Speaker: My stepbrother had this girlfriend for a very, very long time.
Speaker: And I met her for the first time Easter weekend last year.
Speaker: And she asked me what I did.
Speaker: And I told her like, cause I don't lie.
Speaker: I don't lie to anyone.
Speaker: about what I do.
Speaker: And I was like, oh, like I make solo porn.
Speaker: And I guess like later she went home and Googled me, which I'm sure happens 99% of the time and saw that I make brother sister porn.
Speaker: and flipped out on my step brother and was like, these are real.
Speaker: She made these because of your experiences.
Speaker: And she's just so convinced that me and him, first of all, he's like seven years younger than me.
Speaker: I don't like younger guys.
Speaker: But yeah, so she's so convinced and they broke up over it because she could not stop every day.
Speaker: They were at like Cheesecake Factory on a date and she just like brought it up at Cheesecake Factory.
Speaker: Are you thinking about your stepsister?
Speaker: So like when I say my like, oh, based on a true story, like I could totally make a video off of that.
Speaker: Just the whole thing, you know?
Speaker: That's crazy.
Speaker: He did break out with her after that.
Speaker: Yeah, she got in a full boom fight with him in the middle of Cheesecake Factory about him fucking his sister.
Speaker: What?
Speaker: What?
Speaker: Like, I want to tell you, you know, the last movie that I made is called Mommy Knows.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I put a really big, like, Easter egg.
Speaker: Is that what they call it?
Speaker: Uh-huh.
Speaker: In that one.
Speaker: And I really want to tell you.
Speaker: I really want to know what it is, too.
Speaker: I know.
Speaker: So I thought, okay, we can like look at our cameras and make a face like this.
Speaker: Because I'm going to screenshot it.
Speaker: And then I'm going to tell you the secret and I'm going to cut it out.
Speaker: Does that make sense?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: So tell me if I'm like crazy or am I a genius.
Speaker: But, um, I'm telling Tatum a secret.
Speaker: I'm telling Tatum a secret.
Speaker: Go follow us fuckers.
Speaker: Mwah.
Speaker: wow I think it's because you uh you left something to the imagination with with what you said it was driving me crazy I'm like this already looks like a great video and then she says there's even more yeah I I don't even I don't even you know I don't watch I don't watch videos and I was dying to know what the heck it was I was like waiting to like tell you that like I might like put a few little snippets of it in there of the secret of
Speaker: The tin mommy knows, but we are officially back now.
Speaker: And what the fuck?
Speaker: I'll probably cut you off, girl.
Speaker: I'm so sorry.
Speaker: No.
Speaker: I do that when I get, like, excited.
Speaker: No, we've been talking about your stepbrother and that bitch is gone.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Actually, they were engaged.
Speaker: He bought her a promise ring and everything.
Speaker: So, bye, sis.
Speaker: That is, like, red flags.
Speaker: I'm like...
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I'm like, girl, it's porn.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: A lot of people do not understand it.
Speaker: I can really say that, you know, I watched porn sometimes.
Speaker: I mean, like, I don't know, but like the things I did not know, Oh, I was so naive.
Speaker: Like I didn't understand anything about it.
Speaker: So no, no, same.
Speaker: Literally.
Speaker: I had a boyfriend growing up and, um,
Speaker: I guess like by the time I was 18, he would have these parties at the house, at his house, where all his friends would come over and they would just download stupid, like just insane amounts of porn.
Speaker: And they would share it on their external hard drives and pass it around.
Speaker: I never, I never really watched it, never got really into it.
Speaker: And then when I started sex work when I was 20, I was so, so, so naive that the first few years,
Speaker: all my videos were silent.
Speaker: I did not talk.
Speaker: Like, I would be like, oh, yeah, sure, I can make you guys a video, but, like, I can't say anything.
Speaker: Like, I don't know how to dirty talk.
Speaker: I don't know how to do anything at all.
Speaker: Girl, you fucking leveled up.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Same.
Speaker: And it, like, oh, my God.
Speaker: If I go back and watch some of the shit that I made when I first started, I will literally fucking, like, I might die from, like, cringes.
Speaker: i mean you don't know though i know i've been doing this for like 11 years and even the videos i made like four or five years ago are just like oh cringe they're disgusting yeah like even the acting it was just like so bad yeah so i'm glad i've what's like one of the cringiest ones or like a really good like one of those really fucking weird requests you took
Speaker: My very first video, I still remember this because it was so shocking to me.
Speaker: So I was like, just so, just so innocent.
Speaker: I didn't even know like this part of the world even existed.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: But my very first video was a peeing, peeing in my pants video.
Speaker: Some guy was like, just sit in your bathtub, put on your tightest period of jeans and pee your pants.
Speaker: And I'm like,
Speaker: okay and you gave me 20 bucks for it and i'm like thinking about it now and i'm like oh my god 20 fucking dollars like stupid yeah yeah but just like even though just the ones that i see sometimes that pop up on my uh twitter timeline because the auto sales i'm like god i need to go back and delete that right now yeah yeah sometimes that that other thing the tweets will
Speaker: prompt me to go follow that one and delete.
Speaker: It'll humble you.
Speaker: I just randomly started busting out laughing with my husband on the fucking couch and couldn't fucking stop to tell him because I randomly remembered that me and him.
Speaker: What the heck?
Speaker: What?
Speaker: We made a princess broad parent porn.
Speaker: Oh my God.
Speaker: It gets even weirder.
Speaker: Have you ever seen that movie?
Speaker: No.
Speaker: It's so.
Speaker: Do you know that movie Robin Hood Men in Tights?
Speaker: I mean, I know Robin Hood, like the Disney cartoon movie.
Speaker: Well, this is like a satire.
Speaker: Yeah, it sounds like it.
Speaker: Men in Tights.
Speaker: Yeah, it is.
Speaker: And it's like they act really silly.
Speaker: And like Dave Chappelle is even in it.
Speaker: And like, it's just really fucking silly.
Speaker: But anyway, I thought maybe you remember that.
Speaker: It's just another satire about...
Speaker: a real, like a, a prince that has to try to find the love of his life.
Speaker: And he keeps meeting like really weird characters.
Speaker: Like this huge giant is the part that, um, me and my husband had to reenact.
Speaker: I was the giant.
Speaker: Oh, wow.
Speaker: Put my husband on his, on my back.
Speaker: And then.
Speaker: Wait, did you guys do this on your own or it was a custom?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It was a custom.
Speaker: It was a custom.
Speaker: No, no, no.
Speaker: It was a custom.
Speaker: It was a custom.
Speaker: It was a custom.
Speaker: Worse.
Speaker: Yeah, but like, what?
Speaker: I mean, it was like, I'd only been in this shit.
Speaker: I can't remember.
Speaker: Maybe I've been on mini-bits a few months.
Speaker: But, um, so it was like, whatever.
Speaker: Oh my gosh.
Speaker: Or, um,
Speaker: One of the weirdest ones I had to do was way back in the day.
Speaker: I just I did a someone wanted to see me do a like a sexy elf.
Speaker: No, it was Santa.
Speaker: So he had me buy like a Santa suit with a fat suit and the eyebrows and the beard, everything and do it like a sexy, slow striptease into a into a sexy elf.
Speaker: And I literally it was so hideous.
Speaker: It was so stupid.
Speaker: I'm like, I cannot be like I'm doing this.
Speaker: But when I ripped off one of the fake eyebrows, my whole eyebrow came off.
Speaker: Like I waxed my eyebrow off.
Speaker: It was so traumatizing.
Speaker: I still have the picture.
Speaker: I'd have to like go back and show you.
Speaker: Oh my God.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Like some of the things that I've done, I'm like, oh my God, like what in the world?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I've done some like just weird.
Speaker: That's weird.
Speaker: And a little while later I got a custom where
Speaker: The whole time I just jumped barefoot on the bed and fully clothed.
Speaker: I love those ones.
Speaker: Yoga.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And like half, like 75% of the time he wanted to be under the bed.
Speaker: That doesn't make any sense.
Speaker: How could he see you?
Speaker: He couldn't.
Speaker: He always saw me.
Speaker: I just love videos like that yeah and I'm easy peasy be really fucking honest like I had it was when I was still pretty sick with like um long COVID and so like it was mostly like me just like bouncing on the bed like I was like moving like that was like you know how
Speaker: like i i can't like see he probably he probably used to um hide under his sister's bed or something yeah but there's like something a goddess it wasn't like family it was like goddess but it was almost like he didn't it was like lawyer stuff too because i didn't now that's not true he was fixing it was such an elaborate story wow i can't remember it
Speaker: I can't believe I remember this.
Speaker: He came over to fix something in my basement.
Speaker: And that's what it was.
Speaker: I was barely fucking in it.
Speaker: So he wanted to hear it from the basement.
Speaker: Like, hear it.
Speaker: See, when I hear things like that.
Speaker: He wanted it underneath the bed.
Speaker: And then he wanted me to just, like, tease him.
Speaker: I don't even think we fucked or anything.
Speaker: I was just like, did you like me jumping?
Speaker: the bed i did that for you i don't know if that's what i said but like and i was like yeah when i hear things it never when i hear stories like that yeah when i hear like custom video buyers that say stuff like that it makes me wonder like maybe he used to get turned on like he's growing up he would hear his parents having sex or something you know maybe he likes he likes that sound it does something for him who knows i
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I know.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I can tell you're the type that like thinks like all of our kinks are like linked to that.
Speaker: They are.
Speaker: I am like that.
Speaker: Me too.
Speaker: And I try to like constantly, uh, yeah, I think about that all the time.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I, I, I, uh, I do, I do believe that like,
Speaker: your all your kinks are like deep rooted into you and i also like i don't want to make it sound like this this only kinks that i think are like that i think so much of right definitely this is like for sure yes yeah um so how the fuck did you get into porn
Speaker: funny story no it's I mean I guess um I have always since I can remember wanted to be a stripper okay always um I remember like me my friends would play like on the tether wall poles like you know because her mom was a stripper like I just always wanted to um when I was like
Speaker: like, uh, maybe 19 or 20, I had broken up with a really long-term boyfriend who, like, fully took care of me.
Speaker: He was, like, in the military.
Speaker: And I kind of just, like, packed my shit and left.
Speaker: And, um, all I could afford was, like, this, okay, it was $900 for my apartment, and my apartment was a two-bedroom.
Speaker: So just imagine how just in the worst neighborhood, like, you're just, it was so, so bad.
Speaker: And I'm, like,
Speaker: One day I came home from picking up my best friend and our house was completely empty.
Speaker: She was my roommate.
Speaker: Yeah, so we walked in and we're like, oh, wrong house.
Speaker: Like, what the fuck?
Speaker: And we walk out like, no, this is our house.
Speaker: We walk in.
Speaker: All of our stuff had been stolen.
Speaker: Every single thing.
Speaker: What?
Speaker: Yeah, so it was almost like maybe someone was watching us, came in real quick, took all our shit.
Speaker: We stole everything.
Speaker: All our power cords, all our food, everything.
Speaker: Oh my God.
Speaker: Yeah, and that night.
Speaker: I can't imagine...
Speaker: I can just, I can't imagine myself walking into that and like disassociating.
Speaker: Yeah, I was like, oh, that's so weird.
Speaker: How did we just walk into the wrong, like, you know, the wrong apartment?
Speaker: And that night I like slept over at my boyfriend's house at the time.
Speaker: A different boyfriend than the one I had broken up with.
Speaker: And he was like, I know you've always wanted to be a stripper.
Speaker: Like, I'll take you.
Speaker: and I spent my last $60 that I had to my name on a pair of cheaper shoes, which were my very first heels that I ever owned.
Speaker: And girl, I started to break my thing.
Speaker: Um, I loved it.
Speaker: I was so good at it.
Speaker: So good.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I, um, knitted a few times and, uh,
Speaker: I don't know.
Speaker: I didn't get the hang of it right away, to be honest.
Speaker: And so I started doing like MFC and my girlfriend and, um, that, that was really, that was way harder.
Speaker: So I would just like slowly dabbled in both.
Speaker: And I was like renting a room now.
Speaker: And then all of a sudden, like something just like clicked at me.
Speaker: And I just, I don't know.
Speaker: I got, I, I was like, I don't know.
Speaker: I was so good at both the things I learned.
Speaker: Like, I just kind of like,
Speaker: sat and watched the other girls see like how they moved, how they talked to the men, like how they did all these things.
Speaker: And I just started investing in myself and all that.
Speaker: And yeah, now I am where I am.
Speaker: How did you, how did you get to like mini vids?
Speaker: Would you say that is your main platform?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I'm actually really only on mini vids.
Speaker: I like upload every now and then on I want clips and,
Speaker: But they're more of the femdom.
Speaker: I'm all on to a couple other ones, but like... Yeah, so I got on many vids because actually I would go to the strip club sometimes either from, you know, open to close or just I would work in night shifts.
Speaker: And so the days I'd work night shifts, I would cam on MFC and I'd become friends with this girl.
Speaker: She's really popular on the cam world, Arianina.
Speaker: And she was, and during cam, you know, you make videos to sell to nothing like what I do now.
Speaker: It's like masturbation.
Speaker: She's like, oh, they're just like called mini bids.
Speaker: Like, um, I just like post my videos on there and I, and I go like, you don't have to do anything at all.
Speaker: You don't talk to anyone.
Speaker: I'm like sick.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: So for like years, I think I joined many of us in 2016 or something.
Speaker: Like basically when they very first launched, I think I joined and, uh, it was like, so I made probably like a hundred dollars.
Speaker: a year it was nothing and then eventually i stopped dancing and i just wanted to try camming and all that full time and yeah i don't know i just that's what happened yeah i think is this what you like the best is the content i love it yeah
Speaker: I think it's so interesting.
Speaker: When I first started, I was like, and I would get a lot of questions to do, like, daddy's girl.
Speaker: And I'm like, that's fucking so disgusting.
Speaker: I would never, ever.
Speaker: And then, I don't know.
Speaker: To be honest, no shame at all.
Speaker: But I was kind of desperate.
Speaker: And so I went against, you know, what I had always believed in.
Speaker: And I did it.
Speaker: And I was so weirdly good at it.
Speaker: My first brother and sister video that I made, I put on Pornhub.
Speaker: It was on the front page for like 17 days in a row.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Non-stop.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I was just really good at it.
Speaker: And I would go on like Reddit and different forums and I would like read about people's experiences and their feelings.
Speaker: And I'm like, okay, it's like, it's weird.
Speaker: But like, at least I get it and I understand it now.
Speaker: And that's why I think I'm so good at it was because I kind of really studied it a lot.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I still do it to be honest.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I still study it.
Speaker: this shit all the time but um yeah i think i think yeah i think there's like something in people and i like to like get it you know like there's like a little tick and i just like to like figure out what it is and like you know yeah so mm-hmm what the fuck did i start to say i don't know i cut you off
Speaker: I'm Italian.
Speaker: I talk a lot.
Speaker: I think I like cut you off.
Speaker: I forgot.
Speaker: Like shit would just get like sucked out of my brain now.
Speaker: Like since the long COVID shit.
Speaker: Happens to me too.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Like it was definitely happening to me like before I myself brain damage from like smoking.
Speaker: You don't smoke marijuana?
Speaker: No.
Speaker: I did for like a year or two.
Speaker: And then when I got my boobs done, they're like, okay, no smoking.
Speaker: And I was like, okay.
Speaker: And then I didn't.
Speaker: When I went to go smoke weed again, I was like, I am never doing this again.
Speaker: And I haven't.
Speaker: But I do love a good microwave at us.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Oh, yeah.
Speaker: Well, no, I don't do too well with like, I don't know if this is
Speaker: older i get like the worse my hangovers are and like fuck that maybe like right i can do like brunch and then like feel a little bad no afternoon and like then sleep nothing nothing makes me black out harder than a bottomless bambosa brunch okay i don't know what happens there but yeah oh i didn't say i wasn't gonna like
Speaker: It's going to be a pretty good time.
Speaker: And then I'm not going to be, if you do it in the day or brunch, you're not hungover the next day.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: I love that.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Just getting a little drunk.
Speaker: Wait, did we ever answer the emailer's question?
Speaker: Nope.
Speaker: No.
Speaker: What's the deal with taboo porn?
Speaker: Do people actually think about fucking their fans?
Speaker: We did.
Speaker: I would say that I think majority of people that like taboo porn are not actually thinking about fucking.
Speaker: I mean, that's because there's so damn many people that like it.
Speaker: I think they just like the taboo-ness of it.
Speaker: I also think they like the mommy, like the different types of porn.
Speaker: One thing about a man, one thing about a man, I just know they love to be taken care of.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: That's why they like the mommy.
Speaker: And sometimes I like to be like, I get a lot of stuff for like a mean, stern mommy.
Speaker: Yes, I do too, but I just don't have that bone in me and I just cannot do it for the life of me.
Speaker: I'm like a little bit too good at it.
Speaker: It's really bad.
Speaker: And I love it.
Speaker: And I love like a really, really fucking like
Speaker: crazy you do like i really really see there's something deep rooted in you yeah it is i don't know i'm telling you it is i can honestly i've been working on on my trauma for a long time so i could probably that's good out but like yeah yeah i mean honestly whatever that's why that's why a lot of people tell me like
Speaker: You need to do other types of characters besides a loving mommy.
Speaker: Cause it's not, you're not very rewatchable.
Speaker: I've gotten that comment a few times.
Speaker: Like I don't, I don't like I only do.
Speaker: Sorry.
Speaker: My mom is a crazy bitch.
Speaker: If I do anything else, I get triggered.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Well, I think, um, I think that my mom,
Speaker: I think that I like acting that out maybe because my mom was mean.
Speaker: And I actually think she was like undiagnosed with bipolar and like PTSD.
Speaker: For sure.
Speaker: So is my mom.
Speaker: Definitely.
Speaker: Gotta be.
Speaker: And, you know, they just didn't fucking know.
Speaker: So I think I like playing that out and just like,
Speaker: But I sometimes I'm really sweet.
Speaker: I really fucking like manipulative, which.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I also, you know, I think I told you I had to really kind of just take a break from like November up until like I've started to like pick back up a little bit.
Speaker: And yeah, I think it was like something was triggering me.
Speaker: About acting like a bitch all the time.
Speaker: Or like.
Speaker: Sometimes even like getting in front of the camera.
Speaker: Triggers me.
Speaker: I don't know.
Speaker: No I actually think that's something that.
Speaker: A lot of people don't talk about.
Speaker: But I think that would be the only.
Speaker: The only downside to sex work for me.
Speaker: Is that.
Speaker: Sometimes like.
Speaker: Reading these scripts.
Speaker: And people's fantasies.
Speaker: It can really fuck with my head a little bit.
Speaker: To be honest.
Speaker: You know.
Speaker: Like, um, it's why I, that's why I don't do like, I'm not really big into like the whole cheating or cucking.
Speaker: I can't do it.
Speaker: It makes me go a little bit crazy.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I, um, I don't really, I don't know.
Speaker: I like the cucking, but I don't necessarily, I don't do humiliation very often.
Speaker: I don't.
Speaker: Hard pass.
Speaker: Sometimes I will, especially if I do, I prefer it like in live, like sexting sessions.
Speaker: I don't know.
Speaker: It's interesting.
Speaker: The people that, but even like the relationship with my husband, you would, the thing that makes us fucking laugh the absolute most and like we just laugh constantly is like,
Speaker: We pretend like we're being assholes to each other and then we die laughing about it.
Speaker: Like, and my best friend, we're just like, me, that's just how we fucking joke.
Speaker: So maybe it's like, does that make sense?
Speaker: Like, I don't fucking know.
Speaker: But you can really get it in your head.
Speaker: Yeah, I can.
Speaker: You got any more questions in your email?
Speaker: I like those.
Speaker: I know.
Speaker: I just have like weird ones.
Speaker: I need to have to fix.
Speaker: I like weird.
Speaker: Let me see.
Speaker: Wait, you do femdom?
Speaker: Like financial or like?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I have before, but I just, my God, I really, I enjoy female domination.
Speaker: I fucking love it.
Speaker: I would also always put some kind of like
Speaker: twist into my mommy if they were... But it's not what sales best.
Speaker: I know exactly what kind of mommy thing to put on there.
Speaker: It's just going to fly off.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: Do you put your fin dom on I Want Clips?
Speaker: When I do it.
Speaker: Yeah, when I do it.
Speaker: But the thing like... I'm still...
Speaker: That's just fucking hard.
Speaker: I want to like make it like I really, really what I want to eventually fucking do is make mommy porn for mini vids, make my fandom for I Want Clips.
Speaker: And me too.
Speaker: But it's like I can't make myself fucking do all that.
Speaker: And like now I've started a podcast.
Speaker: A great podcast by the way.
Speaker: Thanks.
Speaker: And like, I love it.
Speaker: I don't love this.
Speaker: And I want, I really want to fucking do it all.
Speaker: And I want to put it on YouTube and Instagram and like, but I've, I've got to like, especially after having my little fucking burnout the past couple months, I got to ease into it and just not be so damn hard on myself.
Speaker: God.
Speaker: Well, I,
Speaker: I do want to give you some major props because I feel like, I mean, this is one of the things that I admire about you.
Speaker: I feel like you just bust out content.
Speaker: Like you just get it fucking done and you're so good at it.
Speaker: You're so creative.
Speaker: Like your last video, I am so obsessed with that idea.
Speaker: I'm like, can I copy?
Speaker: Like I really, you know, if I can definitely say like things that you have done and,
Speaker: you know, other people that I really like to watch have inspired things, you know, like, so I'm sure I have anything.
Speaker: I mean, you're just so iconic to me.
Speaker: Like, um, thank you.
Speaker: You know, like, girl, that I fucking love you.
Speaker: Like, your shit is like, I think the same thing about you.
Speaker: You can really fucking pump it out.
Speaker: God, I just, I wish, you know, who is like prolific, like,
Speaker: sydney arwin it's sydney god i knew you were gonna say it like baby she gets it like she can pump out bangers like yeah i swear every day it seems like it's like i know like everybody else she has those like couple months but then when she comes back
Speaker: She is not fucking playing around.
Speaker: It is like, she kicked my ass out of.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: But I also really, really want to do that.
Speaker: Like I keep, I always tell myself, like, I'm going to work Monday through Friday from this time to this time, Monday, Wednesday, Friday, our food, many vids, Tuesdays and Thursdays effort.
Speaker: I want clips.
Speaker: Um, and then it never, by Tuesdays I'm like, let me take the day off.
Speaker: I'm like mixing food.
Speaker: I worked like,
Speaker: three-fourths of the day on monday so like i totally deserve to take this tuesday off and drink seriously i've been i've been like way way better at keeping a schedule my thought process is there's like people who work nine to fives you know i am i'm trying to like you know clock in every day but at the same time like
Speaker: I tend to, when I get in these cycles of like working really hard, I tend to just focus on work and I forget all about myself and like my real life, my relationships.
Speaker: And I, last year I gained literally 20 pounds.
Speaker: And so like right now I'm trying to like balance work and taking care of myself and like, you know, having good relationships and doing stuff and all that.
Speaker: It's hard.
Speaker: I get tired so fast.
Speaker: I know girl, I started,
Speaker: Um, I got on Bumble for friends because.
Speaker: Oh, I actually been thinking about that.
Speaker: I've been thinking about doing that.
Speaker: I don't know if I recommend it yet.
Speaker: Like, oh my God, Tatum, I swear, I swear to fucking God, I swear to God, half of them are men pretending to be women.
Speaker: And you have like happy.
Speaker: That's so interesting.
Speaker: You have the option to like not verify your profile.
Speaker: And all you have to do to like verify is like take a selfie.
Speaker: Take a picture of yourself.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: But also like they want to make sure it looks like.
Speaker: Oh my God.
Speaker: A picture.
Speaker: Did it do it?
Speaker: God damn it.
Speaker: And confetti.
Speaker: That's awesome.
Speaker: I love that.
Speaker: But yeah, they're fucking dudes, man.
Speaker: And it pisses me off.
Speaker: It pisses me off so bad.
Speaker: Like, cause they, it just pisses me off.
Speaker: We can't have shit.
Speaker: We can't have shit sometimes.
Speaker: But I'm not, I've not met anybody and I'm just kind of like over it.
Speaker: And what you mean by that is obviously like catfishing.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And they just want to like talk to me and like waste my time and like,
Speaker: Yeah, it's fucking weird.
Speaker: Oh, and like, of course, I'm not going to fucking say like who it is, but I saw like a like semi popular sex worker on there.
Speaker: And I, I know that one of them was also, it might have been this person, but was it verified?
Speaker: No.
Speaker: Was it verified?
Speaker: No, it wasn't them.
Speaker: And yeah.
Speaker: And the one picture was one that they had used on their sex work profile, but one looked like it wasn't.
Speaker: And like, that's just so like, fucking leave us alone.
Speaker: You know, that was just probably like, yeah, I don't even know.
Speaker: weird but i know um you are really into health and fitness obviously girl because your fucking body is banking i can tell you thank you lift weights uh probably do some what is it pilates because i think i i got the police i got the pilates reforming my house now what else yeah what got you into how long have you been into that tell me
Speaker: Where you're at in your journey?
Speaker: Literally my whole life.
Speaker: Nice.
Speaker: I've been into fitness.
Speaker: I grew up cheerleading and water polo, gymnastics.
Speaker: I've done every sport.
Speaker: I just like having a six-pack.
Speaker: It's kind of like my whole personality.
Speaker: So, badass.
Speaker: God.
Speaker: I'm never telling you what my whole personality is.
Speaker: That one thing is with it.
Speaker: Um, I mean, and now it just like, I used to do it because I liked it and now it's kind of like, I don't want to film on days where I, I don't feel good about myself.
Speaker: So it's kind of like, you know, just, you know, I got to stay in tip top shape.
Speaker: I'm trying to be number one forever.
Speaker: My, my goal here is to get, I want to get nominated for a AVN award.
Speaker: Um,
Speaker: This coming season.
Speaker: So like in January or whatever.
Speaker: But so I'm trying to spit out really good content.
Speaker: And I'll go a long time without filming.
Speaker: If I like last year, I hardly filmed anything at all.
Speaker: And it's because I had gained 20 pounds.
Speaker: And I was just like in a crazy work rut.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I don't know.
Speaker: I didn't do anything at all.
Speaker: I didn't work out.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Love to anybody.
Speaker: They do for real.
Speaker: I'm sure you swim in.
Speaker: They do, but I just feel like I'm at my, yeah, I just know like my full potential is, is there when I have six pack.
Speaker: So yeah.
Speaker: Oopsie.
Speaker: We had some technical difficulties.
Speaker: Don't forget to follow, like, share.
Speaker: Thank you.
Speaker: Sexy bitches.
Speaker: Let's talk about our collab.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: It was fucking fun.
Speaker: That was so fun.
Speaker: Like all I can, not in a bad way because my, just my brain, I'm always thinking like, Ooh, next time I'm just going to like one up it.
Speaker: Like it was fun.
Speaker: That's how I feel about all my videos.
Speaker: Yes, exactly.
Speaker: I constantly think the next one's going to be better, better, better, better.
Speaker: Yeah, that's actually my problem, is I try to outdo myself every time, and it puts me in this terrible cycle.
Speaker: But I do have something to say about our collab, and that video is super underrated.
Speaker: I actually think that is one of my best performances, and I truly believe that.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It was so good.
Speaker: I went back and watched...
Speaker: this part i can't even fucking remember just because it was like fucking inspired me and i was like i'm gonna see there was like this move or something that you hear i can't i can't even remember it now but yeah it really fucking is but it was i'm not gonna say what i told you earlier but because it was very nice secret but it's it's because of that sometimes like
Speaker: I noticed that too.
Speaker: That's why I don't even bother doing in-person claps because it's so much fucking work and honestly a lot of money and nobody ever cares about them.
Speaker: In my opinion.
Speaker: In my experience.
Speaker: Even when I see other girls doing them it doesn't seem like people care for them.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I just want to fucking I have never gotten to meet
Speaker: Another person that does porn ever.
Speaker: Really?
Speaker: I've met a few and I did the whole X-Biz thing a few times.
Speaker: I would never, ever, ever go to another X-Biz event.
Speaker: They're so insanely clicky, unfortunately.
Speaker: I hate to say that.
Speaker: This one that I went to this last year to get the
Speaker: award for many vids.
Speaker: I was, um, waiting my friends.
Speaker: I was with three people, um, another many vids couple.
Speaker: And then my boyfriend, they were stuck outside.
Speaker: They had to take COVID tests or something.
Speaker: And I was inside by myself and not for, I was inside by myself for probably 30 minutes.
Speaker: Not one single person in a room, an auditorium role, full of people.
Speaker: And not one person came up to me and I was, yeah, it was so just, and then I did a convention in Vegas one time.
Speaker: same thing there's just like groups of girls and you know all of them from twitter they won't even like they don't at least to me that's the experience i had so i don't even bother with those things and they're always like overrated in my opinion well i'd like to give them the benefit of the doubt and say people are
Speaker: I don't know.
Speaker: I don't know.
Speaker: I'm not interested in going to one of those, honestly.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I do want to be nominated for AVN because it's like the industry nominates you.
Speaker: It's not like the fans.
Speaker: I think that's cool.
Speaker: So I would like to do that, but most of the time, whatever.
Speaker: Is there some kind of ceremony for that?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah, I think it's usually, it's in Vegas.
Speaker: You get to wear like a gown.
Speaker: I know.
Speaker: But don't let my experience like, you know, make you not want to go.
Speaker: I think if you have like a group, it can be fun.
Speaker: Yeah, yeah.
Speaker: That is the thing.
Speaker: It's like, I really want to make some friends in the industry and then it would be different.
Speaker: Like I told you like,
Speaker: that me and another one are going to meet up in the next couple months and you should definitely fucking come with us if you want or you can.
Speaker: Wait, you didn't tell me this.
Speaker: You and who?
Speaker: You and who are going to meet up?
Speaker: That you're doing with tomorrow?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I have to come.
Speaker: Yeah, please.
Speaker: Yeah, oh, I would love that.
Speaker: Yeah, yeah.
Speaker: I would love that.
Speaker: Yeah, we can set it up for sure.
Speaker: I just like, yeah, like you said, I'm not really interested in like
Speaker: making content.
Speaker: I mean, honest to God, you know what I would fucking like to make... A vlog?
Speaker: Yeah, a vlog.
Speaker: I was going to say, safe for work, like something to put on YouTube because we're going to be fucking YouTube stars.
Speaker: We're going to do our shit together, right?
Speaker: Seriously, I'm working on it.
Speaker: I'm so bad at promoting, but like... Me too.
Speaker: It says the number one girl.
Speaker: But still, it's not a bad thing.
Speaker: Like you don't have.
Speaker: Well, what do you need to you could understand the value like.
Speaker: But like, I just, I just, right.
Speaker: I just wonder like if I, if I do this well without really doing any promo or being on any other sides or, you know, I don't make TikToks on Instagram.
Speaker: I always wonder and it eats at me.
Speaker: I'm like, how well could I do if I did go that extra step?
Speaker: What do you think?
Speaker: Do you have some kind of like block that makes you like kind of want to do it or it's just like, you don't have enough time.
Speaker: I would say no I would say that I'm fucking lazy I like to enjoy the day I like to just like go sit outside and I just I just like to enjoy the day I mean let me like clarify that while I am not working to um
Speaker: become the next big YouTube TikTok star.
Speaker: I am also enjoying like walks outside, like brunch and things like that.
Speaker: But yeah, I'm hoping like, it's just so not hard.
Speaker: I don't know why I don't do it.
Speaker: I could just set up my camera up and do what I do.
Speaker: And I just don't, but I'm really, really trying and hoping to get myself to do it soon.
Speaker: yeah you can do it you can fucking do it and give me time pep talks yeah i love that idea yeah yeah what else what kind of things would you tell girls boys people on mini vids that are new or even sex work what do you wish you would have fucking known right um
Speaker: Don't get taken advantage of, you know, just the good old know your worth.
Speaker: Stick to it, okay?
Speaker: Because that will fucking bring you out.
Speaker: And I think my number one piece of advice, honestly, this might be a little bit shallow, but I would say to invest in yourself.
Speaker: Invest in your looks and your body, your equipment.
Speaker: There's been so many times when I've had like next to no money and I'm like, okay, but I know if I had this outfit or like if I had this prop, my video would be 10 times better.
Speaker: And so I'll spend my last bit of money.
Speaker: Not anymore because I'm, but you know, before when I was just starting out and it would.
Speaker: And I think that's like what helped me not saying that you need those things, but it helps.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I think that's the truth of it.
Speaker: So, yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I definitely fucking agree with that.
Speaker: And just add on that there are a group of people when you like first fucking start in sex work, they can't be on many vids, that are, they're just looking to waste your time and don't give it to them.
Speaker: It's like time is money.
Speaker: You can be promoting or like making content.
Speaker: they'll like string you along like carrot angling, but then they start to go away.
Speaker: Like, or I guess they prey on the new ones.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: That I noticed that a lot when people want to buy like custom content that they do that.
Speaker: And I think what they're just doing is dirty talking in a way.
Speaker: And so that's why I'm like, just put everything in one single message, have your payment ready.
Speaker: You know, if not, I'll be here when you are ready.
Speaker: And I don't deal with that at all.
Speaker: I haven't dealt that in years.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I don't read more than like a very short, like paragraph of the description.
Speaker: And then after payment, we can get into like details.
Speaker: I would have men that would send me like these big long fantasies.
Speaker: Like honestly, this is so, this is probably,
Speaker: I prefer the ones like that.
Speaker: I do.
Speaker: I prefer them.
Speaker: I have to know that they're serious.
Speaker: I've had too many of those men just want me to read it and then ghost me.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: Well, that's what I'm like, just put everything in one single page.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: You know, you can't add stuff on later.
Speaker: I'm not doing that.
Speaker: You know?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I'm really exaggerating with like this.
Speaker: Like, I'm fine with like,
Speaker: You give me, like, a description.
Speaker: But I don't want, like, a fucking, like, novel of, like, you know.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I actually, another piece of advice, I have lots of advice.
Speaker: Most of it is probably very controversial.
Speaker: And I'll tell you another time.
Speaker: What I like to do is print out, like, they're, like, in the messages or even in the custom bid board, whatever their custom video request is, I print it out.
Speaker: with their name on the top and the date, any details I printed out.
Speaker: I don't look at that shit again until like the day before.
Speaker: And then I'm like, kids, what I have to do.
Speaker: And I keep it with me while I'm filming so I can just go over and over it.
Speaker: So it's like holding my laptop around.
Speaker: So I love that.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I did too.
Speaker: I will like copy and paste it and yeah, I do that too.
Speaker: So I can remember and yeah.
Speaker: Any other, what is your like coolest little tricks?
Speaker: My coolest trick or like camera trick, or if you got like a pussy popping trick, you know, you can tell it's not.
Speaker: No pussy popping tricks.
Speaker: What is a pussy popping trick?
Speaker: Um, no, but now I'm going to try to learn some.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Um, when I first started making taboo porn, I did like use my hand and blah, blah, blah.
Speaker: And someone, someone kind of taught me, they're like, okay,
Speaker: Do not look at the viewfinder.
Speaker: You only look in the lens.
Speaker: Look right through the lens.
Speaker: That is when I see girls like look at them and then I'm like, you better fucking stop that.
Speaker: Like you have to, I fully like picture someone and believe that that's who I'm looking at.
Speaker: Like I'm not looking at a camera.
Speaker: I am looking at them.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: So I look through my camera at them.
Speaker: Also when I'm setting up like POVs and stuff, I tried to like put my camera, like imagine,
Speaker: i'm them and i try to do my angles as that person yes i'm like almost a little too like neurotic about it because if it's so am i i will be like no that does not look like where he would be laying down no literally and like and then i'll get mad at myself because like i've been trying to get this perfect angle for like 10 minutes
Speaker: Oh, I hate that.
Speaker: I waste so much of my time.
Speaker: So much of my time.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I have a jiggy rigged and made so many, um, like my favorite one.
Speaker: And this is,
Speaker: a secret, but I'm going to tell you.
Speaker: Like when I'm doing like, you know, sometimes I'll do like the ones where I'm like laying in bed and it's hands free and there's like a dildo moving and my camera's over me.
Speaker: Everyone's always like, how do you get that?
Speaker: I literally, I will wear sweatpants and I'll take a Swiffer.
Speaker: I'll, and you know, the flat part of the Swiffer, I'll take my dildo to that and then I'll wrap the rest.
Speaker: I tape the Swiffer to my leg and when you do this, it moves.
Speaker: And that's like one of my favorite things.
Speaker: I would love, sometime, I want like... Some pictures of things that I've created.
Speaker: Out, but like, yeah, I would love to see like your setup.
Speaker: And like, that just like fucking intrigues me.
Speaker: I'm like a nerd.
Speaker: Honestly, it just...
Speaker: I just like, I have like a giant endless roll of gorilla tape and that's like my number one fucking thing.
Speaker: And whenever I'm like doing something and I'm like, okay, I need something that is like this.
Speaker: And then I just build it with shit around my house that I already have like the Swiffer, like who knew I was until anyone I'm like good as Swiffer because it's like the best, like helpful prop ever.
Speaker: I've used it numerous, numerous times.
Speaker: What, um, for,
Speaker: The, like when you're doing like, you'll be blow jobs.
Speaker: I have like, um, what are you sticking yours on?
Speaker: I have like Jimmy rigged a mic stand and put something on it.
Speaker: I actually have a, um, one of these.
Speaker: I need to get one of those.
Speaker: Oh my god, I literally have like 10 of them.
Speaker: I think I bought all of them off Amazon.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It's cool.
Speaker: I have that, and I also use a fuck machine, and I don't turn it on.
Speaker: I just keep it powered off at all times.
Speaker: That's what I always use for everything.
Speaker: I've got one that's like, you've probably got one of those.
Speaker: What card do you have?
Speaker: This one right here.
Speaker: And that might, yeah, they're not, you know, that's the issue is I've always tried to use it.
Speaker: Like turn it at home and you don't need to.
Speaker: No, you turn it, you keep it off and you just move your butt to use it.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: You just, you just fuck yourself onto it.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: What is your like creative process?
Speaker: How do you come up with your ideas?
Speaker: Like just randomly?
Speaker: Um,
Speaker: All my videos are inspired.
Speaker: If it's not a custom, it's inspired by something in real life.
Speaker: Mine is too.
Speaker: Even if it's music or a movie I watch, I'm like, oh my god, that would be fucking hot if they parked.
Speaker: Yeah, yeah.
Speaker: Yeah, exactly.
Speaker: You could find inspiration literally.
Speaker: One night my brother literally called me
Speaker: drunk as fuck.
Speaker: He's like, just want to tell you that I love you.
Speaker: Like, duh, duh, duh.
Speaker: Like, I'm obsessed with my sisters.
Speaker: You are the best.
Speaker: And I'm like, okay, cool.
Speaker: Thanks for the video idea.
Speaker: Like, and then I made, I think, I don't even know which it was like, I think it might've been like sneaky sibling sleepover or something.
Speaker: It was like one of those, like around that time, one of those videos.
Speaker: So I just find it literally.
Speaker: And as soon as something happens, I just go on my nose, my phone and I'm like, look at myself at keywords.
Speaker: And then when I don't have a custom to do, I just go back and I look at them.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I've got like a Apple notes.
Speaker: That's like, it's just a big fucking mess.
Speaker: I just write.
Speaker: I have, if someone went through my notes app, I would be so, so embarrassed.
Speaker: Sometimes I think about, because it's funny.
Speaker: I like, I've screenshotted a couple of times to like post it on Twitter and it's never made it.
Speaker: Cause it's just so cringe.
Speaker: So is mine.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: What?
Speaker: God damn it.
Speaker: My little cognitive functioning is not working today.
Speaker: Oh, I know I was going to ask you.
Speaker: You said that the people that you like tell everyone that you, what you do, which you probably know, it might be like 50-50, but I don't come across.
Speaker: I don't meet a lot of people that tell their families or their,
Speaker: people yeah well um i'm actually super lucky i get to just tell people but the reason why is because my family found out so early on they found out within three months of me being a sex worker what i was doing because i went from living in that 900 a month apartment in the ghetto to a nice house
Speaker: And they're like, what the fuck is going on?
Speaker: And I'm like, oops.
Speaker: And also because of camming, I was like pretty popular on Twitter back in the day, like my original Twitter.
Speaker: I was just a normal girl says me.
Speaker: And when I would cam, people would see me on there and then they would like track down my family and they would send my family like live streams and videos
Speaker: all stuff.
Speaker: So it's just never been a secret really.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And now I just feel like if someone's going to judge me, if I tell them what I do and they judge me, I didn't want them in my life.
Speaker: Like if I have to lie to you about what I do, then we're not going to get along regardless.
Speaker: So I don't lie about it.
Speaker: No, good for you.
Speaker: I wish that I wish I could honestly.
Speaker: And I hope one day when I move here that I be the same way.
Speaker: Do you think it,
Speaker: helps you with promotion.
Speaker: Do people go and look you up?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Like, uh, I used to go when I was like in my phase of like going to the bars a lot and people would always like, Oh, what do you do?
Speaker: I'd be like, I'm on point of, or like, you know, whatever I would tell them.
Speaker: And then they'd go home and search me up.
Speaker: So that's happened.
Speaker: That's happened a lot.
Speaker: I know for a fact.
Speaker: That's awesome.
Speaker: I've always joked that like, I still live pretty close to my hometown.
Speaker: And if I told those motherfuckers, all of them are Southern Baptist.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: I was just in the South.
Speaker: I know what you mean.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: They like all lie to each other that they don't like drink and like they're really insane and I hate them all.
Speaker: But if I let everyone around here know, girl, my sales would go up.
Speaker: It would, it would just be fucking hilarious.
Speaker: But I know.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And, and what's also really cool is like, I was just number one for like,
Speaker: almost four months in a row.
Speaker: And I like the other day I got to tell us like that I'm number one.
Speaker: I've been number one for four months.
Speaker: And he's like, congrats.
Speaker: Like, I just like love getting to like do that.
Speaker: So I can, but I, and I feel like now it's so much more accepting.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: In my opinion.
Speaker: That's yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I don't even think that my parents would react to,
Speaker: negatively I think they would just worry a whole lot and yeah I just don't feel like putting it on them right now we are kind of like in the middle of rebuilding our relationship very very slowly so like that's good I'm just yeah it's good it's good we'll see um
Speaker: But yeah, you know, it's just not the time to drop it on moms and pops.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: I get it.
Speaker: It's like really shocking to some people, but I think because I've also been doing it for 11 years, I'm kind of just like jaded, but like, it doesn't faze me at all.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Maybe a little bit jaded.
Speaker: maybe but uh yeah when we're gonna do another collab i already have uh another idea some ideas yeah yeah i feel like you have amazing ideas i would love to hear them i'm pretty i only have four customs right now to do and then i'm free but i just started my period today i'll start a little like
Speaker: Mine was so great.
Speaker: I started them in like two days ago and then it went away.
Speaker: I hate it.
Speaker: I had stuff to do.
Speaker: But now, normally when I'm on my period, I don't work at all.
Speaker: But what I'm going to do this week, I'm going to try to do all my custom videos minus the sex scenes.
Speaker: And then when I'm off my period, just do the sex scenes.
Speaker: And then I can have like a video to post and I'll be like ahead by like a week.
Speaker: Hopefully it works out like that, but probably won't.
Speaker: You could.
Speaker: It will.
Speaker: I do shit like that too.
Speaker: But I just won't do.
Speaker: I just do like virtual sex on my period.
Speaker: Or if I'm not feeling great, I won't do shit.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I won't take up much more of your time.
Speaker: I could talk to you all day.
Speaker: Actually, I'm going to talk to you for a few minutes after we get off this.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Is there anything else?
Speaker: Oh my God.
Speaker: I feel like we could do, I thought we could do a couple of these podcasts.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Come back to any time.
Speaker: Have me anytime.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: You know, well, thank you everyone for tuning in.
Speaker: Go check out fucking Tatum.
Speaker: Goddamn Christine.
Speaker: Okay.
Speaker: You probably already follow her.
Speaker: But we'll see you next time.
Speaker: Thank you for having me.
Speaker: I loved it.
Speaker: Bye.
