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Speaker: If you're the kind of person who is constantly learning another certification, another modality, reading another book, taking another program, but somehow the more information that you learn, you find yourself less qualified. You actually feel like less of an expert in your field. Then this is for you.
Speaker: We are currently in the Jinki 48 transit, which takes us on a journey from the shadow of inadequacy to the gift of resourcefulness, and then ultimately the city of wisdom.
Speaker: This is a huge part of my design. This is my unconscious Mars. This is my vocation, also my core wound. And so I have so much to get into. And if you're like, what the heck are you talking about? My name is Alyssa. I am a Gene Keys translator and i am obsessed with these systems, Gene Keys, human design, astrology, and there's nothing that brings me more joy in this world than showing someone who they are designed to be and helping them align their life to their version of success, happiness, love, money, prosperity, all of the things. So let's get into it. If you struggle with this feeling of, I don't know enough, that does not mean that you have a lack of knowledge or a lack of information. And so if we, if we really dissect this shadow of inadequacy, it is this feeling of like never knowing enough, like
Speaker: always needing more, always needing more information, always needing to be absolutely certain. Okay. This is called the wonder of uncertainty. It's always needing to be certain about exactly what we're talking about in order to feel qualified enough to actually be a leader and put our work out there, put our art out there and call in the people that are meant to work from us, learn from us. So this is Libra energy. We are obviously in Libra season right now. If you're watching this in the current moment, if you're watching this at a different time in space, it is all relevant. um
Speaker: This is such a beautiful energy. It's a cardinal energy. And so this energy seeks to initiate, but it initiates through people and relationships. So let's break down the shadow of inadequacy. Inadequacy, again, is this feeling of like not really knowing enough. And We are conditioned as humans to have this need to find certainty. Like that is what we are wired to look for, right? Like we want to be certain about things. And so what can happen is, especially as healers, as entrepreneurs or people that are on this like personal growth and development journey, the spiritual journey, what can happen is this like insatiable desire to like learn more and to need to know more information and more information before we actually feel qualified to share our gifts with the world.
Speaker: And um this specific GeneKey, GeneKey 48, is also associated with emotional intelligence. From a GeneKey's lens, from the ages of 7 to 14, this is when we really incarnate into our astral emotional body. And so we are actually imprinted by our parents' emotional intelligence.
Speaker: astral body. So depending on the level of emotional intelligence that they have, the amount of like inner work that they've done to regulate their emotions, right? if If it is difficult for our parents to regulate anger or lot of grief that they're working through that they've never processed, right? Then all of that is hanging around in their astral body. And this is like non-communicative, right? Like we're not verbally communicating this. This is something that we can feel And so what happens at, we're so impressionable from the ages of seven to 14 that we're actually imprinted with that. And it is then kind of this story or this journey, like think back to your childhood from seven to 14 and think about the way that like you interacted with the world. Did you have a lot of confidence and a lot of self-trust that you just knew that no matter what, like you were resourceful, like you could, you could, you know,
Speaker: create whatever you wanted and always had the answers? Or did you find yourself feeling a little bit more in the shadow of inadequacy, which is feeling like, oh, I don't know enough. I'm not good enough. And there's just this feeling of like, oh my God, like I just don't like ever know enough. Right. So what I want to get across is like this shadow of inadequacy or this feeling of not being ah enough isn't actually proof that like you don't know enough or that you aren't qualified enough. And i have so many stories from my personal life that i like love to share about this. I share a lot about on my podcast. If you haven't listened yet, it is called it's happening for me podcast. I have over 90 episodes. So if you want to go like binge that there's so many just like juicy things in there, yeah,
Speaker: Two examples. So i also work in the automotive industry. And in the past, I worked in operations actually managing a service center where we did drive through oil changes. Every single year, we have this kind of like competition where um like upper level leadership it comes to our service center and We do an oil change. It's timed and essentially like graded. And so we get a grade like based off of like how fast we did it, how accurate we're following procedures, safety, cleanliness, all the things. Right. So as a manager, as a store manager, you are responsible for the score that you get in your store. And it really does reflect on yourself as a leader. And I remember I had just like recently been promoted to this position. And so this is my first like competition I was going through. And, um, of course, with GeneKey48, right? This is my vocation. So this is a huge part of my design.
Speaker: Of course, I'm, we over-prepare, right? It's like the students in school who like, you know, you study and study and study and like are so afraid you're going fail, but you get an A because you're over-prepared. Like that was the story of my life in college. But,
Speaker: spent, you know, so much time preparing, like the store looked immaculate. I like, it was just incredible because I actually cared. Right. A lot of this, a lot of this inadequacy has to do with like caring so much, right? Like Libra really wants us to be this like equal energetic exchange. And like, we want things to be beautiful and like valuable. Right. And so i remember um i went to lunch before like our time was gonna come my my boss called me and told me like oh like we're on the way like we're about to be there for a competition so i went to my lunch break and on my lunch break i am not joking that i literally cried like fantasized about quitting and never coming back because i genuinely thought that we were going to do so bad like I was genuinely, I was convinced from the thoughts in my own brain that I'm not prepared that like, it's, we're going to suck that our team is going to fail that I didn't do enough. Right. I don't know enough. I'm not prepared enough. And so I was like, low key having anxiety
Speaker: And long story short, obviously I don't do that. Go back from lunch, do the competition. ended up scoring, like my team and myself ended up scoring the highest score. It was like a 98.8 highest score ever, like in the market. So out of like multiple, multiple stores. And this is me again, as like first time doing this in this role. And I was just like, oh my God.
Speaker: And I have this experience everywhere in my life of times where I feel like, oh my God, like I'm not prepared. But if you have gate 48 in your human design or gene key 48 in your gene keys, like just know, and my mentor always tells me this, just know that you are prepared.
Speaker: Like you, no one is more prepared than you. Okay. Um, another good example, I do obviously reading. So I do like in my spiritual business, I do gene keys readings, human design readings, Akashic Record readings. And something that would always happen in the beginning is i would send off a reading and then the distance between like hearing back from the person that they received it and like whatever feedback they had, like, I'm not even going to lie. Like my feedback is like 99.9% of the time, like, oh my fucking God, Alyssa, like my mind is blown. Are you hitting me. I'm screaming like, this is crazy, right? This is so validating. Like, what the fuck? Like, how could you know this about me? I feel so seen. Right. So I would still have this experience where I would send off a reading and then I wouldn't hear anything.
Speaker: It would be crickets. And I want you to think about this with yourself, with your art, with your work, right? When you send off something that you're like really proud of and you're like, so excited to hear back, get that like, you know, validation, that external validation of how it went, but you hear crickets.
Speaker: Immediately my mind goes into, oh my God, they hate it. This is the worst that I ever did. They're mad at me. I'm so embarrassed. I got this completely wrong. i have no idea what I'm doing. I'm an imposter. My work sucks. Like fuck my life. Right.
Speaker: And I've, this happens where like I go down that spiral and then they'll reach out later, a couple days later, maybe a week later. be like, oh my God, Alyssa, like, I just want you to know that I just listened to my reading again, right? This was the most insane shit I've ever listened to. Like, thank you so much. Like tears, crying, gratitude. And every time I'm like, oh my God, there it is. Like i I'm seeking this external validation or this like reassurance that the work is good or that my channel is clear or that, you know, my wisdom and my ability to synthesize these systems is so iconic and like spot on. Right. And helpful and supportive that I'm externalizing and needing this external like reassurance and I'm falling back into the shadow of inadequacy.
Speaker: So now, okay, and we're going the gift of resourcefulness in a second. Now I've done this enough times where I know, oh, they probably just haven't listened to it yet. They probably have not listened to it yet. I think there's maybe been like three instances where I got like, I wouldn't even say ghosted because Once you receive like a reading, you don't need to, you know, reach back out to the the person and let them know that you received it. Right. It's just like, but if you are genuinely moved, usually that's something that a lot of people feel called to do is like share their experiences or just like gratitude. But like, you don't need to respond back to me.
Speaker: There's only probably been like three times that I've heard like crickets and I've had to just accept that. Like, I'm sure they loved it. Right. Or maybe if they didn't. whatever. But that's not my problem because I know I brought my best work, right? I can trust my channel. I've done it enough times. I know what the fuck I'm doing. So another huge time this happened was like, I was freaking out because someone that I really look up to bought a Jean Keys reading for me. And I was so excited for her to like receive it. And I was just like, ah, like it was someone that i genuinely was like fangirling over, just like obsessed with her, loved her work and, um, didn't hear anything. And I was like, fuck. And so instead of going down that spiral, was like,
Speaker: I was on vacation. I was actually visiting Boston with my family. I was like, Alyssa, just have fun. Like, I'm sure it's fine. She messages me and she's like, sends me a voice note. And she's like, oh my God, Alyssa, I'm 20 minutes into this reading. I'm screaming. I need you to be the resident Gene Keys reader for my business mastermind that I am launching like in a couple of months. And she's like, I'm pretty sure you're going to say yes, but I don't know. Like, but are you open to that? Like, I want to hire you to like be a reader for me. And that is when I was like, oh my God, like that was one of the biggest turning points where I was like, I have to accept and trust my shit is good.
Speaker: This shadow of inadequacy of, of always being uncertain or feeling like, I don't know, like when in in the distance between not knowing something has got to go. So if you've experienced that, I hope that helps you too. And for all of my babes out there who are channelers or you do intuitive work or psychic work or synthesize these systems, I always say like, and I stand by this and I'm back, like I stand by this, trust your channel. If you trust your channel and someone can be unhappy, right? Maybe someone isn't happy. Maybe someone says this doesn't resonate. Nine times out of 10 from my personal experience, ah so you have to figure this out for yourself. Nine times out of 10,
Speaker: they're not ready to receive like what came through and later they will be ready to receive it or to that, that realization or that aha moment or that whatever, like if you do predictive work, I don't know, it will come to light within days, weeks, or months later. I still get babes that reach out to me months, years later of like, Oh my God, I'm revisiting this reading again. Like this is all the ways that it's changed my life. So it's not always like instant,
Speaker: But you have to love the work enough and be so fully like obsessed with your channel and know that you know what the fuck you're doing and have this proof and just this connection that is just like beyond words that even if it seems to not resonate.
Speaker: Okay, you you still stand by your work. So if you just don't have the rep the repetition yet, and then the sets, right, it's just like building muscles. Like if you don't have the the reps in yet to fully trust yourself and have that conviction, that is the first thing you can work on is just serving more people. And if it's a thing about like not having the paid clients or you're still waiting for the paid clients to come in or like it's slow, take on free people. Like how can you be of service and find really cool, unique ways to do things for free where it also can also kind of be like a strategy. So it's like you're helping people, you're getting the reps in, you're genuinely trusting yourself and building that trust. And it can also help you create relationships with other people, which is a whole and nother story. So whole other topic.
Speaker: Okay. I also, I have my notes here. So something that i want to say as well is this shadow of inadequacy can make you feel like there's this fear of being dumb, right? It's this fear of like, oh, well I need to come across as smart or like put together or that I know enough. And so what can happen is you might feel like, oh, well, if I have notes or if I'm referring back to something that just is proving the point that I don't know what I'm talking about. And it actually couldn't be further from the truth.
Speaker: If you're anything like me, if you have an undefined Ajna in human design, facts come in one ear and out the other. Like, I don't remember facts. I don't remember things like, i literally can't even remember like the name of the grocery store that's like down down the street. I'm like, I call it Vons when it's Albertsons or whatever, right? It's like...
Speaker: Who cares? Having notes has completely changed my life and I'm not afraid to have notes. I'm not afraid to refer back. I'm not afraid to have client notes. I'm not afraid to have bullet points to just keep me on track and remember where I'm going with things. And I like there's 64 gene keys, right? There's 64 gates in human design. I feel very well versed in them. I've been working with them for years, but I'm still going to look at my notes every time that I'm talking about something, right? It's like, oh, wait, wait, like what sign is that in? Right? Like today's 48. Oh yeah, it's Libra. Where is it? Splenic Center. So don't ever be afraid to do that. That's just a shout of inadequacy.
Speaker: Okay, the second point I want to get to is the shadow of inadequacy can actually make us feel like an eternal student. Meaning, yes, I'm a lover of learning. I'm always going to invest in myself. I'm always going to sharpen my skills and invest in my craft and like become a master of my craft. And I love learning. Like it's just what I do, right? However...
Speaker: I've never let that stop me from also sharing my gifts with the world. And so if you are someone who is falling victim to this, where you have a modality that you really love, maybe it's like astrology and you've been studying it for years or like months or whatever. And you're like, Oh my God, i love so much. But like, I don't know enough that I could like offer this as a service, even though you deeply want to, or you, or maybe it's something with like human design, or maybe it's something with like nervous system regulation or breath work. Of course, like don't even get me started on certifications because the coaching industry isn't regulated. Right. So like certifications for certain things don't really mean anything.
Speaker: And some things, a certification is very helpful. So like use your your discretion and your discernment, but you can already start, if you can already genuinely start helping people exactly with where you're at right now, not lying about where you're at, not inflating your expertise or pretending to be 20 steps ahead than where you are. But if you can honestly be very honest with where you're at, you can already start serving people right now because you're already a few steps ahead of people. Right. And so that is how you get better. It's like practicing the systems. It's not from reading a book.
Speaker: It's from having doing the service and exchanging your service with other people. And so like you can do it for free. You can do it. And I wouldn't even recommend doing it a lot of times for free. Like you can already start charging after a certain period of time. Again, have discernment. But so many people I find.
Speaker: are so afraid to create the offer and put it out there because they're like, well, I'm not as experienced as this, like, you know, spiritual teacher who has a hundred thousand followers and has been doing this for 10 years and has a membership and a mentorship and all these courses, like who would want to learn from me?
Speaker: And the truth is a lot of people would want to learn from you. You know who? Your fractal line. The people who literally incarnated into this lifetime to learn exactly from you, they don't want to learn from the person with 100,000 followers who Maybe it's just not their cup of tea. They want to learn from you based off your life experiences, the way that you talk, the examples that you use, even down to like how you dress and like your values and the way that you carry yourself. Like all of those things are why someone would want to learn from you. So it has nothing to do with lack of knowledge or lack of experience or like this person has more than you. They want to learn from you.
Speaker: Okay. If you've been hiding on the sidelines, being an eternal student, this is my challenge to you to go create something. And literally, even if you take on a few free clients, like go do that and start getting in the reps so that you can start trusting yourself. Okay. Let's talk about the gift of resourcefulness. This is so beautiful. Again, this is Libra energy. This is in the splinic center. So I really want you to think about like instincts, intuition, um, survival and resourcefulness is not about knowing more information.
Speaker: Okay. It is not about knowing the most. It is not about having the most information. Resourcefulness is all about the ability to trust yourself. That's it to trust your inner wisdom that you will have the tools.
Speaker: You'll know what to say. You'll know exactly how to handle the situation as it comes up from being in the present moment. The shadow of inadequacy is just a deep, just fear, a deep fear and distrust of self and a distrust of life and a distrust ah of the future. And so there's this feeling of like it loops on, um, Jinky 21, which is a shadow of control. So like control and inadequacy loop on each other. And it's like, oh my God, like I don't know enough. And like, I'm not certain. So I need to have everything planned out and I need to be in control so that nothing bad can ever happen. So that I never look stupid so that no one's ever mad at me, you know, so I never make a mistake. And like, that's no way to live. It's literally impossible. There's going to be mistakes. People are going to be unhappy, but it's like, how can you trust yourself to be resourceful in the moment when those things happen?
Speaker: So resourcefulness again, is this deep trust that I can be present in the moment and I know that the correct things will come up when I need to say it. I want you to imagine this deep well, okay? There's this deep, big, dark well in front of you. And if you look down and it's so, so deep and it's so dark in there and it looks scary, right? Cause you're like, I don't know like how deep this goes. I don't know what's down here. That's kind of this feeling of uncertainty, but the way that it turns into a well of wisdom, okay? And resourcefulness is that instead of every time you
Speaker: outsource your, your power, right? Your need to know your need to prove that, you know, enough to prove that you're certain every time that you stop outsourcing that to another course, another mentor, um, a friend, right. Who doesn't actually know what's good for you. Instead, when you drop your bucket down into that, well, and you trust yourself to make the decision in the moment and just go with what, you know, your instincts, your intuition are saying comes up and you're like, Oh my God,
Speaker: This is actually like iconic. Like there's actually like so much here. I actually know what I'm doing. I actually can trust myself. And it's again with repetition. Every time you drop that bucket back down into the well and pull it back up and you serve yourself, you are strengthening that intuition and that muscle within yourself to trust yourself. And like, that is a resourceful ass bitch is like someone who does not need to always externalize their power. I'm not saying don't invest in mentors. I'm not saying don't learn new modalities and strengthen and deepen. Right. And again, I said, I'm always going to be learning. I always have a coach. I'm always in mentorship. I'm in mentorship right now. Like I'm going to be like forever because I love it.
Speaker: It's very helpful to have someone reflect back to you things that you can't see, but it's also equally important to be strengthening that muscle yourself because you don't need to go to a mentor for everything or a therapist for everything. Like you get to a point where you can also fully trust yourself within that well.
Speaker: And ah really great um example that I have that I want to share with you is
Speaker: Sorry, I just heard something. A really great example is I was teaching a class for, I'm in the automotive industry, I'm a recruiter. And before that I worked in operations and I was actually told that I was gonna be teaching a class, a nuts and bolts class on like the workings of a car, okay? How an engine works, how like the radiator, like the job of the radiator to like cool down the engine, um like how the wheels work, like how a car is even powered on, right? The nuts and bolts of a car. And again, I worked in the automotive industry four years up into this point, like probably up to this point, like seven years. And I changed oil myself. I did all these preventative maintenance. I was doing the services myself on the cars. But again, that inadequacy of like, I don't really know how this works. How am I going to teach this class? Right. It's just a deep fear of like,
Speaker: of like not knowing enough. And so what I did is before I taught the class, I studied so much. Like I went and got like outsourced, like outside sources. I was YouTubing stuff. I was trying to figure out like all of this about knowledge, knowledge, knowledge about how a car works. And a couple of days before the class, my boss pulled me aside and he could tell I was like nervous for the class. And he's like, Alyssa, I know that you are nervous and I know that you want to do a great job. I know that you care very deeply, which has a lot to do with this 48, right? 48 Libra energy, right? Wants harmony. It wants balance. It wants to bring beauty. It wants to bring value. It wants to bring this like equal energetic exchange. And so I didn't want to just like half ass this class and like not know what I was talking about. And of course my like core wound of inadequacy was like, but you're going to sound so dumb.
Speaker: So he's like, Alyssa, this is what you do. Right when you start the class and you introduce yourself, I want you to point on the whiteboard behind you, put a little circle, a little square and write parking lot.
Speaker: And I want you to tell the people that this is the parking lot. And if a question comes up during the session that I don't know, I'm gonna write it here. And when we're on our lunch break, I'm gonna get the answer for you.
Speaker: And then I'll tell you the answer when we get back from lunch. And so I did that. So I introduced myself and i was like, hey guys, this is a parking lot. As you can see here, this little cute parking lot. If you ask me anything or if anything comes up during the session that I don't know or I'm unsure of and I need to get more information, we're gonna park it here. We're gonna park it.
Speaker: and i'll give you the answer after lunch and by doing that i cannot tell you how much relief it gave me to be like oh my god like there's nothing that could come up that could throw me off my game because i just have to admit that i don't know like that is the like the gift that will set you free my friend if this is you that you deeply struggle with this Admitting that you do not know will set you free.
Speaker: That it the is what the fuck wisdom is. It is admitting like, I don't know. Let me get the answer for you. Where we get into this shadow of like, oh my God, like, I don't know, like I'm inadequate. The only reason it makes you inadequate is if you make it mean something about yourself and you like lie about the answer or just like...
Speaker: You know what I mean? But if you can just admit like, I don't know, let me figure it out. Because guess what? I can't know everything, right? But that doesn't make me any less iconic. It doesn't make me any less of an expert. It doesn't make me any less qualified to be here today.
Speaker: i just don't fucking know. And that really set me free. So the thing as well about about resourcefulness is it is not information. OK, it is a combination of lived experience, creativity, your emotions, your body, your research skills, your tools, your your ability to fuck around and find out your ability to go look for the answers right it's like you're scrappy you're resourceful you're like I don't know even if I don't know I'm going to find out I'm never just gonna like not figure it out for you right like there's a big difference between telling someone I don't know like figure it out yourself like have you ever gone shopping somewhere and you're like hey like I'm looking for this like can you tell me what aisle it's on and they're like I don't know I don't know
Speaker: okay, go look, go find the answer for me. Right. Like, like they, they never just leave you like that. And if they are, then like, they're probably not going to work there for much longer. Right. Because they're not expected to know where every single thing is on every aisle, but they can help look for it with you. They can go ask a colleague. They can look it up on their iPad, you know? So it's, it's not the ability to like have all of this up here. That's like memorized. That makes you this expert of information. It's just fucking figuring it out for people and having the ability and the willingness to do that.
Speaker: is very attractive it now one of the reasons why i love the gene keys astrology human design is because self knowledge can give you something to trust in when when you are unsure right and as humans there's going to be a lot of things that we're unsure about in this lifetime we're going to be in the unknown Anytime that you are stepping into a new identity or stepping into a new version of yourself, maybe you are, I'll say some personal experiences, stepping into the sobriety journey. I never thought that i could ever live life where like I had fun without drinking, but I embarked on that sobriety journey, not knowing what I was getting into. And now I'm 10 years sober and I'm obsessed with my life, right? Because I'm no longer held captive by alcohol. And
Speaker: That was like an unknown, right? That's like an unknown. Like this is very uncertain. I don't know what I'm doing. Same thing when I moved away to go to college somewhere where i didn't know anyone. Every time I promoted, every time I put myself out there, every time I asked for a raise, every time I created an offer, every time I did something new in my business, like the first time I ever led a workshop or a masterclass, the first time I ever ran a program in Telegram, the first time I ever...
Speaker: created a course. It's like, I don't know what I'm doing. And there's so much uncertainty. And in order to trust that you will have the resources and the capability to figure it out, a huge, huge thing that's helped me along this way is understanding my design and understanding the way and the gifts and the genius that I have, the way that my energy works through human design and the way that like my genius works, because it's always this like North star compass for me, right? It doesn't tell me This is your purpose. This is like the exact occupation you're going to have. But all of the clues together tell me exactly, very specifically, who I'm here to help.
Speaker: What problem like I'm most equipped to solve? The greatest core talent I have. The like down to, even when we can look at culture sphere and Gene Keys teaches us like, where is my place in community? Like what kind of role am I supposed to have in community? And even down to the size of offer that would feel the best for my soul to facilitate the most natural, the most fulfilling for me.
Speaker: down to my brand, down to like the core message that I'm here to share with the collective, right? Like all of those things are in my chart. And so having that North Star allows me to trust in the process where like I'm, for example, launching this YouTube channel.
Speaker: I've done, I've had a podcast. I have my podcast. I love my podcast. I have 90 episodes. YouTube is very new to me, right? And I could be afraid and very uncertain of like, well, what if nothing comes from this? Or like, what if I look dumb? But i can also use my chart and know that even if I'm not seeing external things happen right away, like maybe I'm not, maybe like, you know, I don't have a lot of subscribers or a lot of views instead of just completely giving up and being like, well, I guess I shouldn't be doing this. Like, I guess no one likes me. I guess this isn't worth it. Right?
Speaker: I know from the goddamn depths of my soul that I am meant for long form content. Like this is where I thrive. This is my expertise. I'm meant to stop like talk. I'm meant to yap. and there's so many places I could point to in my chart, in my, in my astrology and my gene keys and my human design that like, this is for me, this is the right thing to do. So in the, in the middle of the uncertainty, right.
Speaker: of like, I don't know if this is working. I want to seek external validation to prove to me that it's working. I can already prove to myself that like, I don't care what the external world is reflecting back to me.
Speaker: I'm in my zone of genius. I'm obsessed with this. I'm having fun. This lights me up. This is my creativity. I'm fully expressing myself. I'm fully being authentic and ride the shit out. And like success will come. There's no way that I can't be successful. Like I'm going to tell you right now, if you're watching this, I am going to be a hella successful YouTuber. Like that is just, that is my journey.
Speaker: I've seen visions of myself before I even knew what YouTube was in my room talking to you like this, like genuinely and changing lives and creating connection and community and having so much fun. And I know that this is a great way for me to serve so that you can learn so much about yourself. And all of the things that I've gone through in my lifetime are not in vain, but it's to help other people and serve. So when you know that about yourself, any endeavor that you do in business or whatever,
Speaker: in corporate or wherever, wherever you're de finding success, wherever you work at, wherever you're seeking prosperity, even in relationships, this this is deep in, this is every part of life, right? The wheel of life. But I just happen to love like business, leadership, prosperity. Um, it's like, if you understand your chart, you will have a North star,
Speaker: And it's so freeing because now I'm not relying on strategies or seeking this thing outside of myself and constantly searching for the next thing. Like I can be so zoned in of like for the next six months to a year, i am like all in on this and I can't wait to see what's on the other side of this. Like how much my life has changed and how much I have progressed and find fulfillment and joy and expression and all of the things, right? Prosperity, how many new clients I can bring into my world, how many new people are my fractal line, right? I'm sending my signal, my best signal out to you to be like, if you resonate with this, we are aligned, right? We're meant to be in each other's lives. And then we get to the city of wisdom and wisdom again, is not from accumulating all of this knowledge from books. It's again, coming to this kind of like funny, like
Speaker: almost comical realization of like, I know nothing. Like that is the highest, lightest form is like, I know nothing. This is a cosmic joke. I thought I knew all this stuff. I actually know nothing. That is kind of like a form of enlightenment and a very mystical form. It's the highest frequency. And it's the afterglow of the work that we do, which is so special. going to leave you with a couple questions that you can contemplate during this Libra season.
Speaker: And if you do have this in your chart, I would love to know. Let me know in the comments below. For some reason on the last videos, my comments were turned off, but I'm gonna make sure they're turned on. I don't know why that happened. I need to ask and journal on this. Where am I telling myself I need to know more before I begin?
Speaker: Where am I telling myself I need to know more before I begin? What evidence do I already have that I'm more capable that I give myself credit for? What evidence do I already have that proves I'm more capable then I give myself credit for.
Speaker: So like, if you are a service provider, pull up your testimonials, read your testimonials every day, lock into your vision of where you're going. And like, you need to brainwash yourself with these testimonials. If you don't have testimonials, start doing things for free, start providing the transformations, start bringing people through your work. Um, and yeah, like you, you need that external proof as you're building the proof. Like you have to get the reps in. And the only way to do that is the reps.
Speaker: And then what wisdom am I already sitting on that I'm not allowing myself to share? What wisdom am I already sitting on that I'm not allowing myself to share? You have so much internal experience, lived experience, just like beauty, wisdom, like expression. You have so much within you that would literally...
Speaker: move someone, move someone to tears, change their life. Even if it's not this whole, like, you know, it doesn't have to be this like life changing thing. It could be something fun. It could be something light. It could be like coloring or sharing your art, sharing your music that is moving. Like people want to experience that. So like, where are you still sitting on that?
Speaker: And what can you do this week? And especially during this Libra season to go put that out into the world. And then once you do that, come and let me know in the comments because I wanna celebrate you. You sitting there and you're still thinking like, okay, I literally cannot see my own genius. Like what are my gifts? That is why I created the Genius Decode. So this is one of my favorite things to do in the entire world. i will literally tell you,
Speaker: exactly what your genius is, what your gifts are, how you can utilize them. And it's just so special to be able to like access this within us and then have that as our true star and like our, you know, our, or I should say North star or our compass, um, something to really lean into. So I'll put all everything in the show notes in the description. I'm so happy you're here. If you like this, please subscribe, like comment, let me know. I want to know who you are and I will see you next time. Okay.
Speaker: Bye-bye.
