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33. Force Vs. Flow in Purpose + Business, Gene Key 34 Self Power
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Hi friend welcome! In this week's episode I talk about the difference of force vs flow on the Purpose path and in soul aligned business. So you won't want to miss this one if you've ever struggled with "trying to make things happen".
I share my personal experience of Gene Key 34-The Beauty of the Beast and how this was shown to me this last week as I've stepped into the gift of Strength (trusting my own gifts) and feeling the afterglow of Majesty as I continue to follow Akashic Records and Gene Keys and Human Design.
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Ellisa
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Transcript
Introduction and Personal Journey
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Hello, my friend. Welcome to the It's Happening For Me podcast. If you are obsessed with all things spirituality, personal growth and development, and living as your highest self, you are in the right place. I am your host, Alyssa, and I spent the majority of my teenage years and young 20s living totally out of climate. As I started to question my patterns and behaviors and actually got to know myself at the soul level, I realized that everything was happening for me.
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Now, as a spiritual life coach and human design guide, I am here to share my voice, personal stories, human design wisdom, and learn from incredible individuals living their purpose. Join me each week as we walk the spiral path of purpose together. I cannot wait to dive in.
Theme: Flow vs. Force
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Hello, my friend. Welcome to this week's episode. I am so happy you're here and girl, I have been feeling so lit up and so like right on my path that it's like
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very noticeable and I'm just so excited and so today's episode is gonna be all about how to tell the difference between being in flow being in Korea which is really like that Sanskrit word for like
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being in flow with life and like allowing things to happen. It's kind of like we're dancing in our purpose. And then the difference between that and the difference between force and like forcing things to happen, being so stuck in our mental ideas of trying to figure things out that it's like, we can still be taking action, but coming from a forceful place, which ends up never really serving anybody.
Exploring Gene Key 34
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So today I want to really talk about those two differences
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how to tell the difference between both of those. And then I'm also really going to talk about Jean Keith 34, which is the beauty of the beast. The gate 34 is the gate of power in human design. It's in a sacral center. And so I really want to talk about this beautiful way of how
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this gene key that I have has been shown to me this week from me being in flow and what it has to really do with sharing this message of force. Force is actually the shadow of this gene key. As I talk about in other episodes, the gene keys, it's not even just a system. It is a living wisdom. It is living. It is this beautiful living
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just incredible source of wisdom that always continues to kind of change and like show up in our lives in different ways. And so the way that it really shows up for me is through numbers. It'll show up through animals and it'll just show up to highlight like certain things that are going on in my life to either confirm things or to help me look at things from a different perspective to give me like
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A broader perspective of what's happening. And anyway that shows up I always end up feeling very connected to source very tuned in and it just feels really good.
Spiritual Entrepreneurship and Alignment
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So, yeah, I'm so excited to kind of tie that in here. So yeah, let's talk about really this difference between like,
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how can we find the difference within us between flow and forcing things? And specifically, I'm going to be talking about this on the purpose path. And specifically, I'm going to be talking about it from the perspective of building a spiritual conscious business. And so
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wherever you are on the purpose path in discovering your purpose, in living your purpose, you might realize that you want to create a spiritual business and use your gifts to be a service to others, or you might decide that you're super happy and able to be your highest expression working for a company. So either way, those are both incredible options. It's just really up to your soul and how you want to make impact, how you
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what expands you? How do you feel so good? And so there's so many different ways we can do that. But specifically today, I'm going to be talking about this on the journey of spiritual entrepreneurship and how I've been on this journey of figuring out what my gifts are, offering my services, and this push and pull of being in flow, and then also feeling like you're forcing things to happen.
Evolution of Services and Experimentation
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And a lot of times, this has to come down to
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pressure to make things happen at a certain time. So when I started this journey, it has just evolved into so many different things. First, I wanted to do Reiki, and then I wanted to do sobriety goddess coaching.
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And then I wanted to do like purpose coaching and then I wanted to do human design and then it evolved into jinkies and now it's evolved into Akashic Records. And it's like, as I keep building my tool belt and as I keep discovering myself and like discovering different layers of myself and really experimenting with my design and seeing like what I'm really good at, it's freaking crazy how it all unravels and like,
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you can so clearly see, me personally speaking, I can so clearly see where I've really been forcing things to happen and where things have just naturally flowed. And it's such a different frequency. And human design and jean keys
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And now really with Akashic Records, that's where I've been able to feel the flow. It's like when I'm doing a reading for human designer, Jean Keys, I feel like I'm in my flow. Like I feel like I'm in my element. I love the way that I do things. Like I love the eBooks that I create and I love how I guide my clients through this journey of like uncovering what their human design is or what their Jean Keys are. Having this like beautiful ebook template that we can like, they can always go back to.
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I like having structure. I like guiding us through it. It's a very structured process to allow space for self discovery to come up. And then as I teach them a part of themselves, then I'll ask them, oh, how does that resonate? And then they'll let me know. And usually you tell me stories about their life or where this has shown up and really resonates.
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they can see this and it's like these aha moments and like things are clicking and it's so fun and then the thing with that is that that was my process is pretty masculine like it's pretty much like there's a lot of planning that goes into it like there's a lot of research like I research their designs I research um their body graph for human design or I'll research their gene keys
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And then I create this template, this beautiful ebook that I gift them afterwards. But we're going through this together. It's like I have a structure. I have a way that I'm guiding them through it. So again, that's very masculine. That's very masculine. And that allows me to have safety to...
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Then just like open up and just let the downloads come through and just to like elaborate on things, share stories, and then hear their responses. And then as they're responding and telling me like, oh yeah, this resonates so much and like this is how I see it, then
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And then like they have questions or they're like, oh, like, does that make sense? That gives me something to respond to as a generator. And this is beautiful dance of going back and forth of like sharing this with them and like, oh my God, like, wow. So that's how you experience it. Well, this is also why blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And it's like this really cool dance back and forth. And it feels so good.
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And then that's when I know I'm in flow.
Misalignment and Discomfort
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And before when I was trying to do the sobriety goddess coaching or things that just weren't so aligned, it felt very forceful. I was like, OK, I need to figure out the structure of the session. I feel like it's going to go like this, this, and this. But it never really felt like a lot of pressure.
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It felt like a lot of unknown, but not in a safe way. And I'm going to get to that in a second when I talk about the Akashic Records because the Akashic Records are extremely feminine. There is no structure. There is no planning. And that was really wild for me to step into. But anytime that I was out of alignment and trying to create offers or trying to even talk about things that I just wasn't super passionate about,
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that I thought I should be talking about or certain routes that I was going when I was still figuring things out. This is the only way that we're ever going to know how to find what we like and what we're good at is by trying different things. For example, I would host these sobriety goddess circles and I would have a topic or something that we would structure it around so I had the structure.
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And then I had that back and forth of them asking questions or sharing, which was really cool. But still, it didn't really feel like this flowiness because my soul wasn't really backing the experience or what we were talking about. But I would have never known that unless I experienced that and experienced hosting these circles and then seeing that it doesn't really feel too good or doesn't really feel aligned. I'm very much in my head.
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wondering like, Oh, I wonder if they're gonna ask a question that I can't help or how am I gonna be able to like solve this for them? So it's very much more of like a forceful energy of feeling like, Oh, I need to have everything figured out. And
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just it didn't feel flowy. It didn't feel good. And then so transitioning from that and like the stress I would have before the calls and then like kind of the uneasiness I would have on the calls and then afterwards just like not feeling great about it and just feeling like really in my head and like, Oh, am I even making a difference?
Confidence and Self-Trust
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And I feel like they didn't get anything out of that, even if they said they did. And it was just a lot of like, it was a lot of like me putting, um,
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the validation of like, am I doing a good job on other people, where it's like, when I started learning human design and gene keys, and Akashic Records, especially, it's like, oh my god, like, I feel so self assured in what I'm doing that I'm not looking for their approval. I'm not looking for their validation. It's like, I'm so like, I know that this shit is so like, crazy. And it just like, it is truth. It is like,
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I feel like I'm a vessel to be sharing it, that I'm not really putting that pressure on the other for me to get feedback or to feel like I did a good job, if that makes sense, and I get the best feedback. I still get the best feedback, even though I'm not waiting for that, or I'm not like...
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I'm not so much so worried about a session afterwards. I never have worries or stress out. I feel so lit up. That's how I know I'm in flow because when I get off of a call of a human designer or a jinkies reading or Akashic Records, it's like I feel energized. I feel even more lit up. I feel like even more ideas are flowing through me, more creativity, more energy, and I feel so happy. And it's just like, oh my God. So with that being said, if you're still trying to figure out
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Oh, is this in my inflow or am I forcing things? See how you feel before you do the thing that you're doing. Like, are you really in your head? Are you really focusing on like, Oh my God, like, am I going to help the other person? Are they going to get the transformation? Because if you're worrying about that, that just means that you're not solidly rooted in the truth that you are going to give them a transformation that what you're teaching them, what you're guiding them through,
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your wisdom, you're just not yet so solidly locked in and embodied in it that it's not even a worry how it's going to come across to them or if you're going to help them because you just know that it is.
Practicing Skills and Reducing Force
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And so that's something that I was always like looking for or I struggled with until I found the modalities that I really love. So for you, it's like if you feel that or if you feel that like
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you're really looking for the other, for validation, or you just feel like things feel pretty forceful and it doesn't really feel too flowy, then just think about, is this something that you're actually really passionate about? Have you given yourself enough practice hours? That's another thing. Maybe you're just new to it still and you might have the theory of something from reading books or taking courses, but everything that we learn and that we really thrive in is from
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doing it from the embodied feeling of it being with the other person leading them through the transformations. So if you just don't have that yet, because it might just be new, I always am going to give you the advice that I've been giving myself every time I get a new modality is do it for free, like offer each other people for free till you start getting that like
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response back at first because that is going to give you the confidence to keep moving forward. And you don't even have to do a lot. Even if you did it one, two, three times and you really saw, oh wow, this does have major impact. I'm not crazy. This is something that's very valuable to the other. I think that's going to give you enough confidence to keep moving forward.
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So it's like when we're in that forceful feeling of like trying so hard or trying to be responsible for another person's transformation, it's like we're just in this forceful energy and it's like it doesn't feel good to us and it also doesn't really like leave us open for
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big opportunities to fall in or like aligned opportunities to fall in. But when we're coming from this place of like flow, it's like, Oh my God, like I just know it's like they said, like a self assured feeling like, yeah, I still get nervous sometimes before, like I might get nervous right before reading because like, Oh my God, like this is like a little butterflies, you know, or like, I still get nervous before right before I open someone's records. I still get nervous of like, Oh my God, like,
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Nothing's gonna come through like that's what I was thinking this morning I was like, what if it was, it's just been a fluke up until now and what if like nothing comes through today because today I had four readings which I'm so grateful for, like, almost every single day this last week, which I'm going to get into when I talk about the jinky.
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but I've had it in my inbox, um, a reading, like questions for the readings. So today I did four and when I woke up this morning, I was like, Oh my gosh, what if like up until now it's just been a fluke and you actually aren't connecting to anything? Like what if nothing comes through? But then I was like,
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No, like I realized that that's a limiting belief and that's a negative thought that's just a lie. And so I did all the things that made me feel good. I came to my mom's house and I just, the moment that I opened the first one, it was like, like I always say it's like a switch turns on or like the floodgates open or it's like a water faucet turns on.
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And it just comes through and it was just like, yep, oh my God, this is it. And it's like, again, that selfishness, that confirmation that I know what I'm doing. So it doesn't mean that when you're in flow, it doesn't mean that you're never going to feel nervous or have butterflies or get some like questioning self-doubt thoughts, but it's more about how can you contain those and just move more quickly into the self-trust and then keep going, keep taking action.
Flow vs. Over-Planning
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Because oftentimes, it's like when we start feeling that resistance, which is going to come up, if you stop taking action, and you're like, okay, I'm not going to like, nevermind, I'm not going to offer the service anymore, like, and you give into those limiting beliefs, then you're going to get into that feeling of like, forcing again, because then you're going to try to like, maybe you'll take a break, and then we'll try to force things again, where it's like, if you're just in the flow, and you just keep going, and like having the self trust is kind of like we're building momentum.
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So I hope that makes sense. That's just kind of like what came through to me. But yeah, so that's kind of the difference is like, when you're forcing things, it's like, you're very much in the mind, you're like, for me, I like sit down, I'm like, okay, I need to create this idea, or I need to create this program. And like, it's so much in the mind and like so much planning ahead. But then all the times that I've actually been super successful and like in flow is when
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it's so easy like it's just like oh I want a reading okay perfect I give the reading and it's so good and it's like so in flow and so it's really doing less of the like planning and like the mental like trying to figure things out it's like it's okay like
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I've really had to step more into like the present moment and just like literally live day by day and stop like forward focusing everything on my business and like, how is this going to turn out? And like, how can this be beneficial to that? Because it just creates this like yucky feeling and it really gets us stuck into a forceful feeling. So let me get into today.
Insights from Gene Key 34
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I want to talk about Jin Ki 34. Again, that is called the beauty of the beast.
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I have this in my SQ and my Venus sequence. I'm not really going to talk about it in terms of what placement I have it in in my jinkies. It's more of just a general idea of this 34 because it's so crazy how it came through. Last week, I was receiving a reading from my friend. I had just done three readings.
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And I received a reading from my friend. And after I did those three Akashic Record readings, I was feeling so energized. I was like, oh my god, this is me, a generator, doing what I freaking love. It's re-energizing me. If I ever try to do something else for a long period of time or in a row,
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It's like, I can't be bothered. Even if I have to get it done or if I have a deadline, I'm just like, oh my god. If I don't have the energy, if I don't get excited for it, it's very hard for me to do something. Because generators, it's almost like degenerative. It drains us, things that we don't want to do that we have to do. So with these readings, I felt so happy, just so my highest self. And then I listened to a reading that my friend sent me in Akashic Records reading.
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And when she opened up the reading, she was like, hey, I'm sitting in my garden and I don't know why, but I see lizards. I see lizards. This is so cool. And then she gave me my reading and I was like, oh my God, lizards. And when I first met my friend a while back,
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when I first had met my friend and we were voice noting each other. I remember this so clearly. I think it was like two years ago. I was at my mom's house and I saw lizards climbing on the wall. I told her, hey, I see lizards right now. I'm going to have to look up what this meaning means. This is before I knew anything about jinkies. Right there was already lizards. Then she was giving me a reading and the topic that she was giving me a reading on
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had to do with a conversation we had when we first met each other two years ago and I saw lizards. So I was like, okay, lizards, this is really important. I need to look up lizards. And then I had given my mom a reading on Sunday and I was sitting in the living room with her talking about it. And I looked out the window and I saw lizards playing, three or four lizards just crawling on the side of the wall, playing with each other, running, having so much fun.
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I was like, Oh my God, like lizards, again, lizards. And by this time, when it happens to me, usually like if I usually see an animal repeated to me like three times in a row, that's when I know like, what is this gene key? Like I need to look up the gene key. Like this is being some messages being given to me through the jinkies through animals. And so I need to look this up because every single of the 64 gene keys are 64 archetypes of basically like human behavior, which comes from the Chinese Yiching, which is like a very ancient
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divination system. So each gene key has three different animals that are associated with it. One with a shadow frequency, one with a GIF frequency, and one with acidic frequency, which is like the enlightened state. And so I was like, oh my God, I need to look up lizard. So I think I just forgot and I didn't look it up. And then I went on my walk on Monday morning. I went on my
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lunchtime walk. And I saw lizards. And I was like, okay, I definitely need to look it up. So I looked up what lizards mean. And lizard is the shadow animal totem for jinky 34, which is the beauty of the beast gate 34 in human design. It is in the sacral center.
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And the shadow frequency of this gene key is force. And the victimization is the being a victim of your physicality, which we'll get into. The repressed nature is self-effacing. The reactive nature is bullish. The gift is strength. And the city frequency is majesty.
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and it's Sagittarius. It's circuitry, it's in the individual circuitry and the integration circuit because
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it's in like three different channels. So there's the 1034, the channel of exploration, there's the 2034, the channel of charisma, and there's 3457, which is a channel of power. And so I have the 3457 and the 1034, the channel of exploration. So I have it twice. I have two, this is in two of my centers in my
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human design. I'm sorry, this is in two of my channels. I have two channels with this gate and it's also in my SQ sphere in the Venus sequence engine keys. So this is a big part of my design. So
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I looked it up and I was like, oh my god, this is crazy because this is showing me exactly how I was feeling on Sunday was the gift and the acidic frequency of this jean key. So I was feeling strength and majesty. So this jean key is very physical.
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It's not even like physical strength. It's really like this life force power, which is like from the sacral energy and it harnesses its unique power to empower the uniqueness in the world. So Gate 34 is really like
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It's really here to be this powerful gate that's a very multitasking, busy energy. It's called the most powerful gate in the entire body graph. This power can't be forced, but rather it's here to be accessed through a response. This power is so powerful, but it can't be forced.
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And if you read the Jean Key about this Jean Key 34, it's this very beautiful energy that's very physical. But it's not its strength, but it's not strength in what we think of lifting heavy things. It's the strength of self. And it's force, when you're stuck in force and you're forcing things so much, it's nothing really
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can come to pass. It's like being a victim of forcing things. And it's forceful in the bane of trying. Anytime that you have to say that you're trying to do something is forcefulness. So it's like every time I was trying to create an offer or trying to create something in my business or trying to figure out my niche, trying to figure this out, it's like that is the shadow frequency of force. It's like I'm trying so hard to figure it out, where it's like you don't have to try at all.
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it's actually the strength. They talk about the Olympians where it's the strength of this physical strength of this beautiful dance that they're doing. It's unaware of itself and it's just this beautiful way that it moves around the world and it's something that it does, whether it's an athlete or it's in the doingness that is just
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easy and like things don't have to be difficult. It's like it actually can be easy and that's how I felt when I was doing the readings last week. I was like oh I'm very much in my own power. It's like when we look at this too at this gate it's really like
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It's this unique power that moves us towards empowerment and individualization. When these individuals allow their uniqueness to shine, it empowers everyone around them to do the same.
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It's just this very powerful energy of the person just being their fullest self and being lost in the doing of something because sacral energy is very much doing. It wants to do things. It has power behind it. I saw myself being able to do three readings in a row and then record the podcast and feel so good and lit up and
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completely being myself. It's like when you're reading the Akashic Records, you really lose the self. You really lose the self-consciousness of like, oh, is anything going to come through or I'm questioning what I'm saying. It's like, I just say everything that comes up. I say everything that I see. I say everything that I feel. I say everything that I'm hearing.
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like in whatever way the information expresses itself. And then I just like piece that together, like with my intuition to create a story and it like kind of unravels for the person. But if I was questioning myself all of the time and like so worried about like messing things up,
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then I wouldn't be able to get anything out. And so it just wouldn't. So it's like, it turns into this like majesty, this like beautiful dance that I'm doing within myself and this like strength of like fully just being myself, fully trusting myself, and I'm not trying to do anything. It's like, I'm fully present and it's just coming out of me, which is like so beautiful because before it's like, and the craziest thing is that it's so easy. Like,
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it's so easy for me to read Akashic records. I don't know what it is, but I feel like I was born for this and it just comes through to me. It's so easy for me to read someone's human design or gene keys and take goals that they have or things that they're struggling with and show them, oh, this is why you're struggling like this because you're trying to do things in the way they've been conditioned to do, but if you actually leaned into this, this is your gift. This is how you move into flow and ease. It's so easy for me to put all of these things together.
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It's like, I don't have to try to do anything, which is so exciting. And I'm like, this is what flow is. This is what being in Korea is. This is living my Dharma. This is living my purpose. This is, you know, because these are all my keys. These are very important to me. And like, I have access to that power to do this and, you know, to share my like, be in this like majestic frequency.
Spiritual Signs and Human Design
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That's really how I felt. Like it just felt good. And like, um,
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And Richard Rudd even says, easy is right. Easy is right. And that's really the epitome of this. The other coolest shit, you guys, is that the programming partner of the 34 Genki is Genki 20. And the acidic state is presence. And the gift frequency is self-assuredness. And the shadow frequency is superficiality.
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through the 20th gene key, you're able to move from superficiality to presence through the gift of self assuredness. And so it's like, Oh my God, like that makes so much sense. Like I'm able to be so fully present to where I'm like removing my ego, I'm removing any like
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any of my own projections, any of my own biases, any of my own life knowledge. And I'm so present, and I feel so self assured in my presence, that I'm able to allow the records to open and just give me information and give me wisdom. And so that's what's fueling this. That's what's also like creating this like really high vibe loop with the 34 gene key. Because the thing is with programming partners, it's almost like this loop that they get in where like the the gift and the acidic frequencies can really like
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help each other like expand onto each other and strengthen. So it's like, I'm able to be in my majesty and be in my power through presence and self-assuredness. Where if I'm in the
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If I'm in the shadow frequency of like force and like trying things, I'm more in the superficiality shadow frequency of the 20th jinky. And so that's where it's like, Oh, like I don't know what I'm doing. It's, it's superficial. Like it's like, I'm not selfish shirt. I'm looking for validation outside of myself. And so it just keeps things very like superficial. And then I keep trying and forcing things, which creates that cycle of being in a shadow.
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So I just thought that was like so interesting and it's really cool again how these things come to me. It's like, okay, like I see, it's like, I'm not making this up. Like she told me that she sees lizards. Then I saw lizards and then saw lizards again. I'm like, okay, what does this mean? And it literally was giving me this beautiful story of like what I'm going through right now in my real life through these jinkies.
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And then this is the other craziest part. So I was wondering to myself when I read this, I was like, Okay, so if I'm really living right now in the gift and acidic frequency, you know, the animal totems are the polar bear and the emu. So the polar bear is
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the gift and then the emu would be representation of the majesty. So I'm like okay I wonder why they're showing me a lizard if I don't feel like I'm in the shadow frequency. I was like that's kind of interesting like maybe they're just showing me that so I pull up the 34th jing key and like read about it because it might be easier and more common for me to see a lizard than it would be to see like a polar bear or an emu right so I'm like okay that's probably why.
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But I was like, that's a little interesting that they're showing me the shadow aspect is being highlighted to me because I feel like I'm like not in the shadow. I feel like I'm actually finally living in the gift in acidic states. So I was contemplating that and I was telling this download that I had to my friend. I was like, oh my God, like I looked up what lizards mean. This is what they mean. This is what it's showing up for me. And then I kid you not, you guys, I saw on my path where I was walking.
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I saw a dead lizard and he was laying on his back and the tail was cut off and it was like laying next to him and his his hand was on his stomach or like his heart but he looked like really peaceful and I know that sounds like really graphic like that his like his um tail was cut off and like that's really sad I was like oh no like poor lizard but he was like laying there so peaceful and like holding his stomach and he was just like
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laying to rest and I was like oh my god that's showing me that the shadow is dead that was showing me because you know I was like okay universe like why are you showing me the lizard like the shadow if I'm more in the gift in acidic frequencies like that's interesting and then it was showing me like oh we're showing you lizards and now we're showing you a lizard that's dead because the shadow is dead like force is dead you found something that is
00:31:57
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you moved through. It's essentially like I upgraded and moved through that force energy.
00:32:05
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I'm telling you that force energy is something I've been going through for the past, I don't even know how many years, four years, three years, four years of trying to create a business and trying to figure things out and trying, trying, trying, trying to figure out the needs, trying to figure things out. I feel so forceful, so much pressure. I'm finally in this space, especially with Akashic Records, where
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It was like human design and gene cues and then Akashic Records is like what unlocked my intuition and my connection to spirit. Then I'm like, oh my God, everything makes sense. Everything's clicking together. I'm no longer forcing things. And I was telling my friend on Monday,
00:32:46
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as that right before I was looking this up that I sat there at my desk and I was like actually trying to like forcefully create ideas for like content and I was like okay like I just had the best time like I love doing readings like now I feel like I need to create content and it felt very forceful and I felt like I was trying and I immediately was like I'm not gonna do this like I'm meant to respond to things
00:33:11
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And this is before I read this jinky, but I was like, I meant to respond to things. I'm not going to sit here and like get in a mental loop of like trying to figure out who I'm talking to, trying to create content. I'm just going to let it come to me. So I stopped and I just was like, Oh, I'm done for the day. And then I've, you know, went on the walk, saw the lizards, then read the jinkies. And it's crazy because I never really looked into this jinky too much yet. And it's crazy that the jinky 34 is in the sacral.
00:33:40
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center and that it is a generated channel. So it's like this powerful energy, we only have access to it in response to something. So I'm going to be in force if I'm sitting down and I'm like, okay, Alyssa, I want to create content ideas. Like, okay, brain, tell me some content ideas. Tell me some niche ideas. That's coming from a very forceful place and I'm not going to get anything.
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that isn't in response to anything. And the only way that I've access to this power channel, channel power is through response. And so that leads me to the next part, which is so cool, because when I'm doing jean keys and human design design readings, it's very much in response to something like
00:34:24
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They're telling me that they want a reading. So now I'm responding by looking up their profile or their hologenic profile or their body graph. And I'm creating this beautiful reading based on responding to their unique energy. And then with Akashic Records, I'm responding to questions. They're asking me questions and then I'm using my power to generate, tap into the Akashic Records.
00:34:48
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pull out answers. So I'm not just like making anything up. It's like this very beautiful way that allows me to use the generated energy in response to things. And I think that's a huge, like I'm a sacral being that is a huge part of my design. And especially that those are my two channels. Like the only channels that I have are all with the 34. I think I also have, sorry, I just want to actually be clear.
00:35:18
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I'm just going to pull this up really quick. I have three channels, but I think two of them are with the 10. Yeah, sorry. So I have the 3410 and the 3457, and then I have the 1057. So that's like the third one. But yeah, all of my channels are generated.
00:35:50
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Is the 1057? I would have to look at that. But yeah, anyways, I'm pretty sure yeah, like for sure the ones that have 34 in it, it is generated energy. So again, that's in response to something I can't forcefully make that happen. And I'm just going to keep spinning my wheels if I try to do that. So
00:36:06
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I just thought that was so beautiful.
Navigating Life Purpose
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And it's just so cool to know our human design energy and keys because we can really look at like, okay, what are your channels? Like what kind of circuitry is it? Because if it's generated, you need to be even if you're not, even if like, you don't know that you need to be waiting in response, it has to be in response. I also have a lot of projected energy, like a lot of my gates are projected gates. And so I need an invitation for that.
00:36:32
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And so if there's something I'm trying to force again that forcing energy forcing energy doesn't work for any type like. Even for manifest who are here to initiate things there's a very big difference between initiating and forcing things like you're initiating things based on their urges.
00:36:50
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which are like these like divine downloads that they get directly from source, whereas forcing things is very much in the mind. It's very much like sitting down and just trying to make shit up, which like, it doesn't work for anybody. So I hope this like, I hope this little example that I have been going through in my life gives you insight as to why like, if things aren't feeling great, it could be because you're trying to force things and trying to make up through the mind. Whereas we really need to tune into our own energy, like look at our channels, look at our gates,
00:37:19
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look at our gifts, see what kind of energy we're working with, and then find our passions. Find the things that we're absolutely in love with, the things that we want to talk about, the things that we want to explore, that we want to learn about, that we want to share with others, and then find the way how we can bridge those. And for me, I'm so excited that it makes so much sense as generated energy that I'm responding to questions for Akashic Records, and then I'm responding to people's body graphs, and then also questions that people have. It's like,
00:37:49
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I love, what I found is that it's not very helpful to just tell a random person about their human design. Especially if they didn't ask, it's like, okay, that's not helping them at all. But it's better when somebody says, wow, I'm so stuck in this part of my life. Why am I so stuck? That gives me something to respond to. That gives me like, oh, what part of your life are you stuck in? Let's look at your energy and see why. Or like, oh, I just feel really stuck about this situation.
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or I feel very torn, very indecisive. Like, oh, okay, you're indecisive. If we're looking at human design, we can look at like, okay, what is your authority? How are you meant to make decisions? Or if someone feels like they're forcing things and they're doing so much action, but nothing's happening, it's like, okay, what is your strategy? For me, I'm meant to respond.
00:38:35
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And so I know that if I'm forcing things instead of waiting to respond to something, it's not going to work out. And then it's like with Akashic Records, it's like, Oh, I'm really struggling with this. Okay, let's see what your record keepers say. Let's see what your spirit team says. And like, it gives me something to respond to. So it just feels like it feels so good. So I just really wanted to highlight that because I know how it feels, especially if you're on the purpose journey. And maybe you're still just even trying to figure out like what you're interested in or
00:39:05
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how you can be of service to others. Or maybe this is really anywhere on the spiritual journey, not even just the purpose journey, but maybe it's in relationships and you're really confused about a relationship that you're in or you're really confused about your job because you're not happy in your job. I feel like these systems help so much when we don't feel well and when we just need that extra guidance to put us back into alignment.
Trust in Divine Timing
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somebody's already like super aligned, and they don't have any problems, which that never happens for anybody, but say if they really genuinely like don't have anything they're struggling with, it's like, or they're just okay with how their life is that maybe it's a very mediocre life, and they're just like settling, but, and like, maybe they're just like not awakening their consciousness, then if they want to look at it, then these systems wouldn't be helpful to them. Anyways, it's more for the seeker, it's more for the person who's really like, I want to change, like I want to feel better, I want to
00:40:00
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I want to feel confident in my decisions. I want to feel confident in my business. I want to grow and evolve and just see how I can use my energies to feel better, if that makes sense. So yeah, I think that's it. I think we're wrapping this one up pretty early today. Early for me, most likely not early in general. It's 39 minutes and 46 seconds. I'm so glad we're keeping this one under an hour.
00:40:30
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Yeah, so if you've been someone that's been struggling with like really figuring out between flow and like force, just know that oftentimes force is coming from us just being in our mind and from like trying to figure things out, trying to future project things.
00:40:44
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How can we really come back to presence? That's been a huge, huge underlying theme in all the readings I did today is presence, coming back to yourself, clarity, getting back in your own energy, and just also having the vision, holding the vision for how good things can actually be.
00:41:02
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Also, timelines, knowing things can change literally tomorrow. We can literally shift timelines in one second. It can literally shift timelines in right now if I wanted to. We don't need to wait for things to get better or it doesn't have to take a long time. That's been another theme that really came up in all four readings is
00:41:22
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We don't have to take a long time. We can actually shift things at any moment and trust in divine timing is very like paradox. So it's like also trust where you're at right now. And if things are taking a while, it's because there's things that are happening on the backend that we can't see that we don't understand. Like just like me, I feel like I, I feel like I haven't been like
00:41:49
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gifted like oh so many followers or like so much business because up until this point i was still really trying to hold it on my craft and see what i'm really good at and like now it's like oh i could hold more business i could hold more clients i could hold more
00:42:06
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audience members that I want to create relationships with because I feel so good and solid in what I offer now. Before, I couldn't see that when I was in it. I'm like, why is it not happening? Why are things taking so long? Why am I so confused? It's because things were just still working themselves out. Also, give yourself time and grace to know that things are changing, things are evolving, things are happening that you're not even aware of. Just have patience, but also hold the vision and other things can change in a moment when we're ready and the floodgates will open for success.
00:42:35
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joy, happiness, love, wealth, like anything you can think of. That's good. So yay. Okay, you guys, I hope you have the best week. If you would like to get a human design or jinkies reading, I have all of my new booking situation set up. I'm so excited. You guys remember I told you for the past couple of weeks, I've been like trying to get my platform switched over. So I'm finally on acuity now. I love it so much. It feels so like
00:43:04
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just feels like so aligned and it gives you a little bit. I like the layout better because it gives you a better description of like all of my offerings. I feel like it's a little more user friendly. So I will put the link below.
00:43:15
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I am now open for Akashic Records readings. I don't know if I announced that last week, but I announced that on my Instagram this week. So I am doing 30-minute remote Akashic Records readings. They're so much fun. You can literally ask me any question you have, like three questions and whether that's our own purpose, business, relationships. Those are like the three topics that
00:43:40
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really finding are my strong suits. I'm finding that's what people want to know about but literally anything you want to know anything anything I'm your girl let me know um and yeah I love this so much I love this I also want to say that like um
00:43:57
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I know that sometimes it can be hard to want to seek help or to ask for guidance, especially if you feel like you're not where you want to be. But just know, if you haven't listened to other episodes, I have lived a very wild life. I literally feel like I've had so many shocking experiences. The shock is my purpose.
00:44:22
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if you look at my jean keys, like my purpose is like shock, the gate of shock. And so it's like, I've had so many crazy experiences in relationships, like career, just everything in my life history. And I feel like that's really prepared me to like, just be so empathetic and have so many shared life experiences with people. And so just know that whatever you're going through, if you feel isolated, it's actually way more common than you think like, anything that you feel any sort of like guilt, shame or
00:44:50
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anything they feel like you're hiding parts of yourself, but that's where you actually want help and you want guidance, totally dig into those. That is where I'm here to help you. That is where Spirit wants to come through and help. Don't feel any shame in any questions that you ask because we're literally all going through the same stuff.
00:45:10
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just with different people, just at different timelines. And I really talked about that last time, but I wanted to know again, just to feel safe and to know that you're really not alone on this human experience. And everything that you're going through is so human. It is way more common than you think.
00:45:27
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some of my gifts, I will say, you know, I have the gate of the listener. And so I'm really designed to listen to people. I'm really designed to hold space. And I'm like, literally also have the gates. I forget what gate it is, but it's like non judgment. It's like I literally have no judgment girl. I have been through crazy, crazy things. So just want to put that out there. Because I know sometimes it is hard to help us for help. If we feel like, I don't know if I should ask about this.
00:45:55
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ask. If your soul is wondering, ask the question. So yay! Okay, I hope you have the best week. Again, I'll put the link below if you want to book a reading. If you have any questions, you can always reach out to me on Instagram at I am Alyssa May, and I will see you next time. Bye-bye!
00:46:16
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Thank you so much for being here and listening beauty. If you enjoyed this episode, please be sure to leave a review and share the episode with a friend who you know will love it. We can connect further on Instagram at I am Alyssa Mae. So come say hello, leave a comment of your favorite takeaway on my most recent post and I cannot wait to connect. Thank you so much and I will see you next time.