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Ep. 1 - Burn It To The Ground
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They've just called the election for Donald Trump. America hates women more than it hates fascism, racism, and corruption. The world is on fire and everything is stupid. Join me while I rant and rave and revel in feminine rage during the first episode of my new podcast, dedicated to giving a voice to the women who are pissed off and fed up and furious.
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Introduction and Theme of Feminine Rage
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Welcome to the first episode of the Choose Violence podcast, a podcast for feminine rage. I'm your host Ish Paul and I am fucking furious. America hates women and I'm finally going to give them a fucking reason to. I woke up to the election results this morning and unlike 2016 where I was, the world was quiet and I was crying into my boyfriend's arms.
00:00:24
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When I woke up this morning, I was not despondent. and I was not in despair. I was not depressed. I was fucking furious. I was absolutely fucking furious. And I'm like, I'm not taking this lying down.
00:00:37
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And yeah, starting a podcast, not that fucking revolutionary. However, there needs to be someone yelling from the fucking rooftops about this. And I am not going to stay quiet. And it's like if like America hates women this much because don't get it twisted. This is not about people supporting Donald Trump and being racist, which is certainly a component. It is America's fundamental hatred of women like I. And if they hate us this much, I'm going to give them a fucking reason to And I hope you all do. So welcome to Choose Violence, where we're done taking the moral high ground. We are done being polite. We're done being sweet. We're done
Women's Voting Choices and Societal Influence
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catering to men. We are done giving a fuck about literally anything because they don't give a fuck about you. It is time to fucking reckon with what the fuck is going on in this country. And I'm so pissed off at men for just literally everything. If you're listening to this podcast, if you saw the name and you were like, bitch, bet I'm on board, you already get it.
00:01:35
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You fucking literally get it. I'm just, I feel so naive and so dumb. like We're just going to get into it. I feel so naive and so dumb about what happened because I knew men were pieces of shit. I didn't think they were this bad that they feel like single issue voting is more important than like, I don't know, the safety of all women.
00:02:01
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like I know people don't care about minorities. They know they don't care about the poor. I know that they do not care about education or anyone's well-being, but the fact that stupid idiot men are more concerned about tax cuts and what they think is going to lead to more profitability for them is more important than the safety of all women is so fucking mind-boggling. like And it's like you dumb dumb, you literal fucking dumb dumb. Do you think these tax cuts are gonna be for you, like small business owners? Like do you, I'm sorry, honey, do you think that's for you? The fact that they think this bitch is going to give them tax cuts, I'm like, no, no, no. He wants to keep you all stupid and poor and sick and busy and or disenfranchised. The fact that people are gonna take this perceived but perceive economic benefit, which they're not gonna get,
00:02:50
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over like the safety and wellbeing of literally all women, fuck them. Let them rot in the streets, I'm done. I am over it, I am done. Also the number of women who voted for Trump, like why do you hate other women?
Cultural Expectations and Generational Differences
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Am I dumb? And like, this is where I feel the most naive. It's like not just about men, it's just, I thought Barbie healed us.
00:03:16
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I thought the heir of Taylor Swift healed our femininity as a collective, and I really fucking thought women had stopped hating women. And clearly fucking not. It's because I had a lot of issues with my internal femininity. I was mostly afraid of other women, quite honestly, because of like the way men who controlled all the media, painted the picture of women, of women hating other women and being intimidating and exclusive and whatever. So I didn't have close female friendships because I just thought they would reject me. And yeah, I had some resentment towards other women because they were better at being feminine than I was. And they would get the boys and they were pretty. I didn't know how to flirt and I didn't know what I was doing. And I thought I was ugly. So I wasn't a skinny white blonde girl in 2006.
00:03:58
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And like big butts weren't cool yet. Neither was brown skin, which we ate Kim Kardashian for that, but like she's the only reason anyone finds me attractive. I digress. I had a lot of issues with my femininity and then my nieces love Taylor Swift and I was like.
00:04:10
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I was a mad hater and I was like, oh, I hate her because she represents everything that I wish I could be. And before I used to see her as like, she gets all the Hawkeyes what's so special about her. But I'm like, no, she was 19 and taken advantage of and treated like shit by every older man in Hollywood. And then instead of letting it break her, she built a career on it. Like, fuck you for hating Taylor Swift, Ish Paul. What were you thinking? But I didn't know, like I wasn't. And then I saw Barbie and I was like, oh,
00:04:42
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And now I'm a girl and I love pink again. like They say a sign of a woman healing her femininity is that she loves pink again. The fact that so many women still hate other women is so beyond me. All of my mom's friends apparently voted for Trump like her female friends. And they have daughters. And I'm like, do you think your daughter is immune to being raped or having a miscarriage?
00:05:09
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or like pregnancy complications or like wanting IVF? Because she's your daughter? Are you that? Or do you just hate your daughters because they have more freedoms than you grew up with and
Gender Dynamics in Relationships and Politics
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you want them to suffer too? Or you're like, Oh, I suffered under that kind of tyranny in India. So you can't do and you'll be fine. Like I don't understand. Or like they are culturally not allowed to get divorced. So they don't want their daughters to have the right either. I don't get it. I don't I don't understand.
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not how we got to this place because we, I guess how we got back to this place. I thought we had like, somehow moved past this. I thought the girly pops were coming together. I thought we were decentering men and hating men and like loving each other and being like, you know, when a guy says a girl's crazy, instead of being like, Oh my God, I'll never be like her. We're like, what did you do to her?
00:05:55
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Literally, I went from like a guy could gaslight me into being putting up with all of his bullshit by telling me his ex was crazy and saying all the bad shit she did and triangulating me. And then I would be like, Oh, I'll never be like her. And we'll just let him get away with all this bad behavior because I didn't want to be like her. And I wanted to like, love him in a way that she couldn't. And now I'm like, What did you do? What did you do that this super cool girl that you originally like loved went insane and ruined your life? What did you do?
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didn't happen out of nowhere. Girls aren't like boys where we just start treating people like shit for absolutely no reason like what did you do? What did you do? Or was she just that crazy when you guys got together? And what's your what's wrong with you that you enjoyed that and then suddenly got sick of it and then then treated her like shit still it always comes down anyways like My cousin, i like my cousins, oh my God, I like can't even talk about the fact that like my cousins voted for Trump. Never did I think that would be a reality, literally, but they're all Gen Z boys. And for whatever reason, Gen Z boys are like very pro-Trump and I do not get it, perhaps because they're the most uneducated generation of men we've had in many generations, I don't know. We are talking.
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And he was saying about how his girlfriend voted for Trump. And it's not that she likes Trump. Like he was saying, if it had been Biden, she would have voted for Biden, but she just doesn't like Kamala. And I'm like, how on earth can you dislike Kamala based on nothing? She's so fucking qualified. Like, yeah, I disagree with some of her policy shit, but like, how do you disagree with her and dislike her more?
00:07:37
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then you hate Trump. Like how do you hate her enough that you are willing to sacrifice our democracy based on what? Based on literally what like there wasn't even any sort of slander against her in this campaign. There was no mud to be slung. Like Donald Trump literally
00:07:56
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But like I don't understand like grabbing women by the pussy is a convicted felon like started an insurrection Literally tried to disrupt the trance the peaceful transfer of power which is a cornerstone of our democracy of our Constitution of what our country was fucking founded upon and These motherfuckers still voted him into office. Kamala Harris has literally done nothing wrong. Yes, she supports Israel, but do you think anyone in our government doesn't? If you're not familiar with APAC and the hold they have on our government, like read a book, I'm so sorry. And I don't mean to talk to the girly pops like this because it's just like,
00:08:42
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Like to the gender traders out there, I don't get you. I don't. And I can hate all men right now, but it really, I'm struggling with my hatred of other women right now because that brings us back to the root of the problem of like women being pit against each other. And I don't want to hate these women who voted for Trump because people go towards where the love is and we're only going to drive them further away. And I don't want to hate other women, but I'm so torn right now because I don't know what the fuck to do. I do not know what the fuck to do.
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other than be pissed off.
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um Anyway, so that's my initial rant. For context, a little bit about me. My name is Ish Paul. You can call me Ish. I love you already just for being here because fuck everything and fuck everyone except you guys. I used to be a lawyer. Fuck that bullshit. So glad I quit that job and got sober before this shit because Lord knows I'd be like literally nothing fucking matters and I would be so drunk and high right now you wouldn't even believe it and I would literally quit my job because fuck everything. To be each, if you're listening to this podcast, you probably know my TikTok series, revenge ideas from a lawyer that won't get you arrested probably.
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at what they did on TikTok.
Vision of a Rebellious Future
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Check it out. i especially sweat I especially feel like in this day and age that began this morning, women might get a lot of joy out of fantasizing about all of these revenge ideas that I came up with initially for ex-boyfriends, but now I'm like any Republican man. And the revenge series was I think getting a little bit stale. I'm not going to lie to you because I'm like healing from my abusive ex-boyfriend. However,
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Boys are coming back with a vengeance because I am cooking up ideas the way I want to vandalize my ex-boyfriend's house right now because I know he voted for Trump and I know he was so fucking happy last night and he was drinking and like with his buddies and I can just picture him and I want to light his house on fire. The level of vandalism I want to commit at this moment is not enough.
00:10:38
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Truly, the amount of violence I want to enact on that man for being so happy at this moment is sick. It is genuinely upsetting and I'm here for it and I'm going to do some stuff that I'm really going to regret. I might go to jail. This might be the only episode of this podcast. I could fully go to prison for the shit I'm about to unleash right now.
00:11:02
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My therapist is going to be furious, because I've made a lot of progress. But we're backsliding this week, guys. We are letting it rip, because I'm fucking done. like do This is the idea of the smug look on that men's face and how much joy and the condescension he feels today makes me want to get violent. like So like bloody and gory. like Vandalism is not enough. like There used to be arson.
00:11:28
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There needs to be poverty involved. I used to fantasize because I used to be a lawyer. I used to fantasize about suing him into poverty, just like any fucking legal claims I could make up and just just torment him through the legal system and make him poor with legal fees. And now I might do it. Before it was like, oh, I have a lawyer job.
00:11:48
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I've got things to do. Now I'm just doing TikTok and like creative projects full time. I've got the fucking time. I'm like, let's sue this bastard until he's so poor, he's homeless, and then he'll see how much Trump cares about him. When you're poor, let's see how much Trump cares about you, huh? I mean, you're still a white man, so probably a lot, but you're going to need those so social services, bitch. Fuck you. God damn it. I'm like, I've exhausted myself. I need some coffee. Hold on.
00:12:18
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Okay. We've regrouped. I'm exhausted from my own anger. Maybe this is good. Maybe I'll just tucker myself out and like take a long nap for the rest of my life. Maybe that's what will happen. Oh my God. You guys. Okay. So another thing we're, we're getting our second wind. Hold on. We need to vape a little bit more. Is this going to get me kicked off YouTube? Also another thing I'm pissed off about the vapes having these weird bro-y screens on them. So extra vaping is already embarrassing enough. Don't bring attention to it. You know what I mean?
00:12:48
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I feel like a boy made this decision. Like every other stupid fucking thing in America. Some dumb boys idea. Like why do they hate women so much? We gave you life. We gave you birth.
00:12:59
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We have sex with you. We give you blow jobs. We make your food. We probably do your laundry and make your bed. Why do you hate us so fucking much? I don't get it. Is it the whole thing of like white Republicans? Is that what men have of like, they're scared if we get power, we'll treat them as badly as they treated us? Which I was always against. I was like, no, we would never do that. Now I might just become a benevolent dictator. And oh, this is a fun idea I had for a book, maybe a series, maybe reality.
00:13:27
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um that I think you'll maybe get a kick out of. It's like ah dystopian slash utopian future, depending on what side you're on, where it's just an all female collective, God, I'm exhausted from anger. Oh, wow.
00:13:41
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Any of that? Does that ever happen to you guys? Oh my god. Just like I'm just wiped. I'm just absolutely wiped. This is not gonna be a long podcast episode because who knows how much fucking energy I have. Who knows how much fucking energy you have? Today's an exhausting day. Today's a hard fucking exhausting day. But when I'm Benevolent Dictator,
00:13:58
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but nonvalent based on my definition. We're going to create an all-female collective, okay? It's going to be warrior women giving ancient Amazonians, right, or whatever that lower is. But also, we frolic. Also, we pick berries. Also, we yap and we tan and we vibe. But also, our violent as fuck. And we have all of the men in a separate colony where they live amongst themselves. They do all the grunt work we don't want to do. They make skincare products all day long.
00:14:27
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and develop makeup all day long. And in the free time, they train to be good men. They read literature. They read feminist literature. They are trained in how the female body works and the reproductive system. And they are taught how to be good men, right? And their incentive to do so is they are not allowed to fuck the whole time they're in there unless they fuck each other, which they probably fucking will, let's be honest. But then maybe they'll like, you know, be like good gays.
00:14:51
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And they're being trained in these classes by women and like the men who have won the big competition. The big competition that they're training for all year is like they throw it on in a gauntlet where it's a series of trials to find out who is the best man, right? and And the top three people are the ones that the women will choose to breed with for the next year. So the guys will basically compete to be studs for the girls who want to have kids, right? Then those three men who win get to like live in the utopia of women for a year, right?
00:15:19
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And like we'd we'd have to do some sort of tagging of the men, probably branding, honestly, to make sure there's not incest stuff going on by accident, like accidentally you know mixing jeans the wrong way. Whatever, we'll figure that part out. Women are smart. I'm sure we'll develop a system. And the men who tried to rebel are immediately killed. They don't get a second try. They don't get a trial. They're just immediately killed. Killed or castrated, I can't really decide. Probably just killed, because we don't need them a chance to like develop a rebellion. you know um I think it's a really fun idea because men should realize that mating with women is a privilege. And even if they, and you know, men have like the whole drive of like they want to reproduce. So they will want to win. So we will train them to be good men and eventually they'll forget how bad they were. Fingers crossed. Who's to say? And also it's the only way they get to fuck a lady. And the women who will be judging the competition every year will be the women who want to reproduce. So they have like an incentive of like, are these the men that I want to have kids with, right?
00:16:18
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So it won't just be the hottest, strongest men. It will be the intelligent ones, the well-spoken ones, the ones with emotional intelligence. The trials should be like, listen to a woman talk about her problems. Can you emotionally support her? And then afterwards you take a quiz. what did What was all the stuff she talked about? And how did she feel about it? And if you can deduce all that, you get to move on to the next round of the competition.
00:16:38
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I think it's a vibe. Anyways,
Economic Inequality and Political Critique
00:16:41
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it's like castrate all men. Like I'm never gonna reproduce. Just like out of protest. I'd be a great mom, but we're just not doing it. um Okay, other things. Oh, so that's another thing. Leading up to this election, I was like so concerned about people being uneducated and voting in their interests. And I'm like, all of these bad things are gonna happen. Like the fact that the Latino vote was so wildly for Trump. I'm like, you guys, what are you doing? And my dad was talking.
00:17:07
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about like, you know, all these people voting for Trump when shit goes wrong, like I'm going to laugh in their face basically. And I was like, dad, we don't do that. We have the moral high ground. It's not their fault that they're uneducated or misguided or misled. They're not all bad people. They're just getting bad information. We're not even going to say they're not that bright. They're getting bad information, right? And now I'm like, after the California proposition results, I'm like, oh, maybe these people deserve what they fucking got.
00:17:36
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on the California ballot was ending slavery in prisons. Because in the California Constitution and the United States Constitution, slavery is outlawed unless it's punishment for a crime. And California was like, Trump's coming, let's codify in our state constitution that there can't be involuntary servitude in prisons so that Trump can't just arrest everyone and make everyone slaves. And people in California were like, no,
00:18:05
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No, we like slavery. Like I posted on TikTok, like a California voting guide. And I was like, yeah, I think we should end slavery in prisons and people are like, then what's their contribution to society?
00:18:16
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They're like, we're paying our taxes to house them and feed them for free. What are they supposed to be doing when they're in there? And I'm like, I don't know, like programs, like vocational learned vocational skills, like read, get an education, learn how to be productive members of society when they get out. And they were like, Oh, you mean the education they never got in the first place? And I'm like, literally, yes.
00:18:37
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Literally, yes, the lack of education that led them to crime. Yeah, let's remediate that. And people are like, no, no, no, if we're our tax dollars are going to housing and feeding them, which is so much money, then they might as well keep the cost of goods down by using slave labor in prisons.
00:18:57
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And then at the same time, there was Prop 36, which basically made petty theft, theft less than $950 and drug possession, a felony on your third try, which is like.
00:19:13
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crazy to me because people are like, oh, it's going to stop the smash and grabs, which I'm sorry. Like stealing from corporate America is always a vibe, but people are like, it's so scary. You know, if you don't, if you work in retail, you know, it's so scary when people come in, smash and grab, you can't do anything about it. I'm like, I'm sorry. Do you think you Ulta or target gives a fuck if you live or die? Yeah. Watch the store get fucking looted and then don't do anything. It would be scary if you had to protect the merchandise when they're looting. Why do you care if Nordstrom rack gets rated?
00:19:40
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if you just sit back and just let it happen. I don't understand. And it's also like people think that somehow the smash and grabs will stop if now petty theft is a felony. But I'm like, you do realize if a smash and grab is going well, they're stealing more than $950 worth of stuff, right? You do realize that?
00:20:00
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So that's already been a felony and already cops aren't enforcing it. So now it's just petty theft, like poor people shoplifting for food, which is about to get really fucking expensive, especially if you kick out all the migrants, because then who's going to do, there's going to be a food shortage and then tariffs and everything's going to be expensive. So people are going to be shoplifting school clothes for their kids because they can't afford them because kids grow so fucking fast. Like are you dumb? And so you're making, so they're already not going after the smash and grabs because people are too hard to catch.
00:20:31
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And also, theft under $950 is still punishable. It's a misdemeanor. That doesn't mean it's a ticket. It means it's punishable by up to a year in jail. And now they're saying it's going to be three years in state prison. So you do realize that's just going to take poor people, put them in prison where they will do slave labor. And then when they get out of prison, they will be felons who can't vote.
00:20:56
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You do realize that, right? Like you're just disenfranchising poor people and making them do slave labor.
00:21:04
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Like, and this also is going to criminalize homelessness because just walk down Skid Row, everyone's on drugs, you arrest people on Skid Row three times, then you put them all in prison, make sure they can ever vote again and commit them to doing slave labor.
00:21:23
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And the fact that people don't say, oh, this is all tied together is fucking crazy to me, like. And if the cops weren't stopping, smashing grabs, which were a felony already.
00:21:36
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Why are they suddenly going to do that? And I know they're going to grab shoplifters because shoplifters are way easier to catch and then just put them in prison. Like, I'm sorry, if I steal drunk, elephant, overpriced skincare from Sephora, one too many times, does it, should that be a felony? I don't understand. Meanwhile, excuse me, meanwhile Donald Trump's looting the federal government and is a felon and they're like, yeah, yeah, make that bitch president. What? And they're like, crime has to be stopped. And I'm like, you're, the guy you voted for is a felon. I literally don't understand. He literally couldn't even vote for himself if he wanted to.
00:22:15
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I don't just like, we're crimp, like you pass Prop 36, we're criminalizing homelessness and being poor.
00:22:23
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Like, and also like, let's say that wasn't the case and we just want that stuff to be a felony to stop people from doing theft or which against stealing from corporations. Like, I mean, do it. I just, they build that into their profit margin. Okay. They have like an entire department for that.
00:22:40
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Also like corporate greed, like fucking, Jesus, we should all just steal everything. Anyways, like let's say that wasn't an issue. Like, let's just say, let's say smash and grabs were less than $950, which they're not. And let's say them being a felony, like would incentivize cops to pursue them. I'm sorry, why are we taking away people's freedom for years and their right to vote?
00:23:07
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to incentivize DAs and cops to do their fucking jobs. So they feel like these crimes are worth their time. I'm sorry, what? Instead of being like, no, no, no, you guys need to do your jobs or we're gonna like cut your salaries by a million or being like, okay, we will have some sort of quota system where if you catch X money shoplifters or smash and grabs, you get a bonus of like $10,000. Instead of doing that, they're like, oh, no, no, no, we're just gonna like,
00:23:33
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make their jobs even easier and just send more people to prison, which is like if you're pissed off that your taxes are paying to house and feed these people, what do you think is going to happen when you're sending 1000s of people to state prison for felonies, where they're going to be there for three years? And there's already prison overcrowding. So like, who do you think is going to get released to make room for these people?
00:23:57
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Probably violent offenders. Honestly, like these are nonviolent crimes that we are now punishing as felonies. That's going to contribute to prison overcrowding. It's going to contribute to like and also like Republicans win when less people vote. Republicans win when less poor people vote. So they are making they're going to be taking the right to vote away from a ton of people and a ton of poor people so they can continue to do whatever the fuck they want with the our government for the rest of forever.
00:24:28
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And like, don't get me started on Prop 34, which if you're not familiar, I can't even get into it. I just, people are so stupid. It's just mind boggling. And I just, and they're just like, because of their stupidity, they're gambling with people's freedom, bodily autonomy, health, wellbeing, access to medical care, access to food, access like to vote, like everything.
00:24:59
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They're gambling with all of that for the very slim, non-realistic chance, statistically insignificant chance that they're somehow going to make more money under Trump. And I'm like, do you think those fucking tax cuts are for you, bitch?
00:25:15
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Do you think those tax cuts are for you? First of all, bitch, you make $90,000 a year and think that's a lot of money. No offense. In the grand scheme of things, like they now say that used to say the happiness index was $80,000. If you make $80,000 a year, like you can pay for everything you need and your happiness does your happiness increases as you make more money up to $80,000 and then because you can afford whatever you need, it doesn't improve anymore, right? The happiness index, they updated I think last year. It is
Personal Struggles and National Issues
00:25:43
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now $500,000.
00:25:47
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So your happiness will increase up until you reach $500,000 because that's how much it costs to be able to like live comfortably and lavishly. That's insane. okay So that's why I'm saying $90,000 is not a lot of money because like consumer price index, et cetera. $90,000 is a lot money. Right now, I make $1,200 a month and I live with my parents. okay I'm not trying to like be fancy here. $1,800 on a good month.
00:26:11
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pre-t taxes okay So I'm not trying to say I'm better than anybody. I'm just very lucky in that I can live with my parents and my mom doesn't charge me rent. Anyways, very lucky to have that after a huge mental health crisis. Anyways, these bitches who are like voting for Trump are poor or barely middle class.
00:26:35
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Do you think you with your $90,000 you're making a year are gonna benefit from any of Trump's tax cuts? Do you think with your
00:26:46
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lack of intelligence and lack of access to financial planners, which are expensive, and tax experts, do you think you are smart enough to take advantage of the tax loopholes Trump will inevitablyably inevitably put it in? Like, rich white people know all the secrets of how to hoard their money, and they only share it with other rich white people, and people will marry into their families. Do you think You are going to know how to manipulate the system the way a rich white person would in order to take advantage of the Trump tax loopholes that are coming. No, you're stupid. You're dumb. And you don't make enough money to even qualify. So what are you doing? And they're not going to if they get rid of the Affordable Care Act, they're not reducing your taxes, because your taxes pay their salaries. So your taxes aren't going down.
00:27:33
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Not significantly, and especially not for anyone making less than $250,000. If you make less than $250,000, you have no business thinking Trump is going to help you make more money.
00:27:47
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Do you know what a tariff is? It's only going to make the cost of goods higher. People think Trump's going to make things cheaper because he says it. He's a criminal.
00:27:59
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He, and not like any criminal, he's been convicted for fraud, lying to people. He builds buildings. I mean, you guys already know this. I'm just venting, I'm yelling. He he builds these huge buildings and then doesn't pay any of the laborers or the construction companies and then just splits. When he went to New Mexico to hold a rally, they made him, in Albuquerque, they made him hold the rally on the tarmac, because they're like, bitch, we're not letting you in. You owe the city of Albuquerque $250,000.
00:28:28
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write us a check or go fuck yourself." And he was like, I will just go fuck myself. And people still voted for him. I'm like, he's a crook. He is literally a crook. He is literally, and then it's crazy to me that like so many people during the pandemic were like, QAnon, save the children, everyone in in Hollywood and everyone in the government's a pedophile. Donald Trump was like BFFs with Jeffrey Epstein. Are you crazy?
00:28:56
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And it's just like it's just at the end of the day, the logic just doesn't shake out to the point where you know it comes down to the fact that they hate women. That's it. Donald Trump didn't win the election against Hillary Clinton because people like Donald Trump. It's because they hated Hillary Clinton, right? And I thought that was just a Clinton issue because we all hated her. Let's be honest. She was a bitch.
00:29:17
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then like they made the excuse of like she's the institutional candidate, Blackwater, et cetera. They just hated Hillary Clinton, and they wanted to justify that, and they didn't want to say she seems like a crone-ass bitch. Then we had Biden, who was a husk of a man who was known for nothing more than being the meme at Obama's side, America's dorky grandpa. He was old. He was decrepit.
00:29:47
Speaker
He was a waste of space. but we And it it was the two the whole lesser of two eagles evils argument. And we rallied behind Biden, even though no one wanted Biden as president. None of us wanted Biden as president, but we're like better than Trump again.
00:30:02
Speaker
And then we had Kamala Harris, who was a DA, who was California state attorney general, who was a senator and who was vice president of the United States. And people are saying, oh, she's unproven. She's unqualified. And I'm like, literally, what position of power else could she have held to make her more qualified than Donald Trump? Who's a fake billionaire who wouldn't release his taxes, who started an insurrection and had no political experience before he ran our country into the ground the last time he was president. And it's it has nothing to do with the fact that people are like, oh, Kamala supports Israel, ah like Donald Trump doesn't. Donald Trump literally is on record calling Netanyahu being like, hey, don't make a ceasefire or any sort of treaty like to get the hostages back because it's going to look bad for me politically if a if that happens under the Biden administration. Do you think he gives a fuck about Palestinians? No.
00:30:59
Speaker
And he openly wants to strip rights away from everyone and dismantle the Department of Education. but people are like, oh, but Kamala's policy. What about Trump's policies? Do you think Kamala's are any worse? Kamala's policies are the same as Biden's policies. They're the same, and I don't hear anyone bitching about Biden, and maybe you do bitching about Biden's policies, but do you think they're worse than Trump's? No, it's because you guys hate women. You literally fucking hate all women, and just say that. like At this point, just say the quiet part out loud. You hate women. That's it, that's the whole thing. Donald Trump didn't win
00:31:37
Speaker
because people like him, necessarily. He won because he ran against two women and America hates women. Like literally, I remember the day that they announced that Kamala was going to be the new candidate when Biden dropped out. And my first thought was, Oh, we're fucked. America hates women. And then people really rallied behind her. And then I was like, Okay, cool bet. But then they really fucked up their campaign in a lot of ways. They played too hard to the middle. They really slacked on their social media game. The memes dropped off, the excitement dropped off, the fundraising dropped off. And they did too much in the beginning. And then they let the seam run out versus Donald Trump did nothing in the beginning, and then really rallied at the end. And then there's like privacy and recency, blah, blah, blah.
00:32:16
Speaker
So there is that element. But it's just like, dot people like, fundamentally, I don't think Donald Trump won because people like Donald Trump. I think Donald Trump won because people hate women. And he ran three times twice against women and one against women. Because America hates women. Like I just don't know anything else to say.
00:32:39
Speaker
other than that America hates women. And I'm so fucking pissed off about it. And yes, this hour or however long this podcast is right now, I feel like with editing, it'll be like 30 minutes, which is plenty. It was just me venting. And I don't know what this podcast is going to turn into, but Lord knows I have enough rage to fuel it for forever. And for those of you listening from the tick tock series, revenge ideas from a word that won't get you arrested. Probably there will be revenge ideas discussed on this once targeted at Republicans, we will figure it out.
00:33:10
Speaker
We will get violent, we will get angry, and we will talk about everything. And with that, I'm going to take a vape break because I'm tired. I'm going to have some coffee and we'll see if I come back. God, the way I want to relapse right now is so wild. Just had my vape break and my coffee break. Didn't too much. Tried to watch some TikTok.
00:33:31
Speaker
And I'm just still like devastated in an angry way, but still I'm just like, I'm not going to relapse on booze, but I'm just like, I just want Adderall so badly. I'm just like one of fucking dissociate and just be full of rage. Like just amphetamine fueled rage right now.
Imagining Political Change
00:33:49
Speaker
where i'm at um anyways um Anyways, important announcements, stock up on your birth control, get your IUDs in, which are also so bad for us, but they're our only option. Stock up on plan B for you and your friends. Stock up on the abortion pill while it's still available. Even if you don't need it, your friends are going to need it.
00:34:10
Speaker
I like just don't even know what else to say. um But I will say, ah amongst all this rage, amongst all this chaos, which is justified, let yourself be pissed off, but also let yourself rest. Take the time to rest. Take the time to breathe. Take the day off. Do what you gotta do to take care of yourself. um Today's a hard day. It's gonna be a hard week. It's gonna be hard a couple years. So we can't fight if we're tired.
00:34:40
Speaker
We can't fight if we're crying and we can't fight if we're suppressing our feelings because they will lash out in weird ways. Take the day, rest, recoup, take care of rus yourself, have some wine, take a Xanax, I don't know. Probably not those things. Probably don't do those things. Those are probably not good things. Read a book. Do not do scroll TikTok.
00:35:06
Speaker
um Get a terror rating, get a massage. but do a face mask, do something that's going to be restorative for you today because we have a long road ahead of us. And we will get to the other side of this, you know what I mean? Because like if you think about it, like the Civil Rights Movement didn't happen because we had a progressive president. right like Things have to get really fucking bad sometimes before they get good.
00:35:27
Speaker
People have to get really uncomfortable. People maybe have to see how awful Trump is for themselves to like wake up. You know, I saw a TikTok that was like made a valid point of like a lot of people got into politics because of Trump. So this is like all they know. So maybe they need to see that they've been lied to. Maybe they need to wake up. Maybe something bad needs to happen. And when that happens, we, the smart one.
00:35:50
Speaker
the aware ones, the informed ones. We need to be well rested and ready to go to step in to lead whatever movements coming because something's coming. Something big is coming. And we're going to need to be well rested and recharged in order to deal with that. And we're going to need to be pissed off and angry.
00:36:07
Speaker
and not give a fuck. We're going to need ah to be all those things, just like women during the civil rights movement, you know what I mean? Rosa Parks energy, not giving a fuck, but well rested, you know, because she was sitting, get it? It's not a good joke, but that's okay. And then like don't be worried about other people. If people voted against their own interests, maybe they need it. Maybe, excuse me, they need to stop being so naive and learn.
00:36:31
Speaker
I don't know. I am like trying to trust in God's plan because it's all I've got. um And I'm just like, maybe this is what's supposed to happen. i don't They say there are no mistakes in God's universe. And if you are not a God girly, I apologize. It's just truly all I have a little onto. I'm not Christian or anything. um Just spiritual, Sikh, whatever, it doesn't matter. I hate that. The right has made religion such a fucking dirty word and God such a dirty word because Makes me seem like a psycho whenever I bring it up, and I have apologize eyes for that, but I am a god girly. Sometimes a universe girly when I'm pissed off a god. But I do believe in something. Anyways, maybe this is part of the universe's plan, if that's language that you're more open to, but I don't know. Clearly, the United States does not want progress. It does not want to thrive.
00:37:21
Speaker
not really or it doesn't know how and maybe this is it's time to learn. But I don't know part of me I don't want to like lean into this part of me but part of me is like maybe they deserve what they fucking get because like I'll be okay you know what I mean like I've been through worse things.
00:37:36
Speaker
I was addicted to whippets during the pandemic, during a Trump presidency. OK, I've been through worse and I was fully in the middle of a psychotic break. OK, this is not the worst thing that's ever happened to me. I'll be fine. I'm a fighter. My niece is. I will sacrifice my life if that's what it comes to. It won't. But if it did, I will make sure that they're OK. You know what I mean? My dad didn't vote for Trump. Thank God neither did my mom. I will be OK. And so maybe these people just need to sit in their shit for a little bit longer until they get sick of it. I don't know.
00:38:05
Speaker
All I know is I'm gonna try to rest and I'm gonna try to mobilize and all the things, but we need to be real we need to be realistic and well rested because shit's happening. And I used to really worry about the people voting as our own interests, but I'm like, maybe you fucking deserve it. Like you guys don't want America to win. You don't. The fact that Californians were supposedly so liberal and progressive voted to keep slavery In our constitution, I'm like, maybe you deserve what you fucking get. Maybe whatever bad shit's about to happen is like what you deserve. I don't know, but like they asked for it. I don't know. I mean, I mean, and the thing is, it's like at the end of the day, we do have to reckon with the fact that like half of the country plus a slim margin voted for Trump.
00:39:03
Speaker
I mean, they don't either respect our democracy. They don't appreciate it. They're not grateful for it. The fucking women who voted for Trump. I'm like, Do you have any idea how many women died so you can have the rights that you do so you don't have to stay married to your husband when he beats the shit out of you that you can like have a credit card that you can own a house that you can fly on a fucking plane by yourself like and I just
00:39:27
Speaker
These fucking ungrateful bitches and like maybe they just need to lose some shit to get it together I don't fucking know and it sucks that it has to come at the sacrifice of so many people who don't deserve it Maybe it's for the greater good. I don't know. I don't understand that logic but Can't claim to understand God can't claim to understand the universe can't claim to understand higher powers that are bigger than me But I have to trust that there's some sort of fucking plan but also humanity has been devastation and chaos for literally forever and or for like the last 2000 years. So maybe this is the way of the world. I don't fucking know. All I know is progress doesn't happen when people are comfortable. Maybe she has to get really bad for us to get it together and like fight back and like codify these rights. I don't know. Maybe we need to burn it all down. Maybe we need to burn the whole fucking system to the ground.
00:40:14
Speaker
maybe peaceful protest is not anymore. Maybe we need to take a play from the Republicans playbook and just start like rioting. This is a fun thing that I thought about that I don't think is going to happen, but it would be fun if it did. Like technically, like, yeah, like there was that Supreme Court decision that was like, oh, basically presidents have immunity from everything that they do while they're president. Which theoretically means, I mean, that applies to Biden too, not just Trump. We think about it in terms of Trump, but I'm like,
00:40:42
Speaker
Trump wins and Biden wanted to. Like if Trump actually won, which is a reality I am not willing to accept yet, if he wanted to, he could just be like, no, I'm not giving it to you. He could just deploy the army and kill Trump and JD Vance and be like, no, no, I'm not giving it to you. I'm going to give it to Kamala Harris. He could, and he would not get in trouble. He literally wouldn't. And he's the commander in chief, so the army like has to listen. So like he could easily just be like, no, Trump, you don't get to be president.
00:41:12
Speaker
If he wanted to, by executive order, he could just be like, no, Kamala Harris is president, fuck you. Kill Donald Trump. He could, and he literally wouldn't go to jail. And I love the idea of that happening in this universe. It would be the end of our demand. But who cares? Literally, who cares? I don't know. That's a fun fantasy that's like keeping me alive right now.
Conclusion: A Call to Action
00:41:36
Speaker
There's still time until January 20th or 21st, whatever the fuck. There's still time for Biden to be like, no, you don't get to be president. Sorry, DT. Fuck you. um Very possible.
00:41:51
Speaker
is but just not deserve to be president. But maybe he's the president that people deserve. I don't know. Don't the dumb fucks who didn't vote, who are like, I'm just choosing between the lesser of two evils. The fucking last time that happened, you did vote for the lesser of two evil. So you just hate women.
00:42:07
Speaker
And if you don't, you're just a dumb, selfish fuck because you couldn't see the threat that Donald Trump was and say, you know what? I'm going to set aside my politics and the fact that I'm pissed off and our system is fucked and I'm just going to protect women and not make Donald Trump president because it's quite literally the least I can do. And it takes no effort. And so for you, those of you who didn't vote because you felt like it was a political stance, the stance that you took, the stance that we're all reading is that you don't care about women.
00:42:33
Speaker
and that you're a selfish asshole and you're short-sighted and dumb. And those people do deserve what they get.
00:42:41
Speaker
So sorry. Also, the fact that only nine million people in California voted for the propositions is fucking wild to me. Like read a book. Like it's not hard to just Google a California voter guide. It's literally not hard. People are so fucking lazy. And so maybe they need to be pissed off and wrecked to give enough of a fuck.
00:43:03
Speaker
to fucking read shit and vote and like give a fuck. I don't know. Maybe things have been too easy. Maybe we're too spoiled from the Obama years. I don't know. Maybe shit didn't get bad enough during the front first Trump presidency. Maybe we got complacent during Biden. I don't know. Part of me is like I wish Trump had just won against Biden so we would be done because the term limits but
00:43:26
Speaker
I don't think the country would have survived it, honestly. But like maybe shit just needs to get really horrible before people get it together. In which case, again, you and I need to be well-rested when the revolution comes. Because Lord knows these dumb fucks aren't smart enough to lead it. Anyways, that's the episode for today. That's the podcast. um Thank you for joining me. I hope that this was somewhat cathartic for you. I know it was cathartic for me. I'm going to take a nap. I'm exhausted. um I will react next week.
00:43:54
Speaker
um What day is today? Wednesday? Maybe this will just be a Wednesday podcast. Probably Thursdays. Probably expect these to drop on Thursdays. um
00:44:03
Speaker
Because Thursdays feel like the right day. I don't know. um So I'll see you back here next Thursday. um In the meantime, take care of yourselves. Drink some water. Wear your sunscreen. Um, get a little violent, smack your husband, burn something to the ground. Um, you know, light a match and throw it out at your ex boyfriend's house, whatever the fuck feels good to you right now. Cause here's the thing. If they hate us, we might as well not be well behaved. They're going to hate us no matter what we do. So you might as well give them a reason. And I will end it on that.
00:44:39
Speaker
Thank you so much and please take care of yourselves.