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And we did a lot of readings and and and and stuff too, like in the area. We we were we were pretty vocal about ah our love for for poetry. So I think that that really set me on the path. i I've always found it a little hard to um think of myself even as an identity. you know i even I don't even quite identify identify it sounds a hard but i don't mean quite identify with my name. i As you know, sometimes when I sign a check, i have to think for a minute, oh, what's my name? yeah and um And so i think maybe that connects too with multiple genres. It's always kind of ah a search or a kind of of falling into different personalities or different voice rhythms that appeals to me. And I also think sometimes of writing that writing sometimes for me almost feels like erasure. Yeah. it's almost like it's a way to kind of forget trauma or forget things in the past. I mean, they're written down sometimes in disguise form, even disguised from myself, but then I move on to some something else. And I like the way that writing gives you a sense as a human being, you know, maybe, you know, it goes back to what you were talking about spiritually of not being quite, not being quite possessed in some ways as a human being, you know, that we're, we're, you know, we're, we're, we're all multiple, you know, we're, we're, we're, um, in in that sense, I think writing is it very fulfilling for me, but yeah I felt about pretty, I didn't really call myself an artist or a poet. ah Usually I just call myself ah ah a writer because that's been, you know, unending for me. Yeah. Well, saying you're, you're a writer, at you can't communicate everything that anybody needs needs to know as well, like about, you know, uh, uh, about, um,