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Speaker: Welcome to Psychic Girls Next Door.
Speaker: We are your hosts, Lily Hiberino and Shannon Miller.
Speaker: This podcast is for all spirituality enthusiasts and psychics next door to share tools, experiences and spiritual practices that align with your highest vibrational self.
Speaker: So on this episode, we are going to chat about a recent experience at a healing fair.
Speaker: It's located at this beautiful apothecary called Mystic Flora Apothecary.
Speaker: Located in here in California, San Mateo.
Speaker: And this apothecary, they have tarot cards, herbs, crystals, all sort of spiritual, metaphysical goods.
Speaker: It's just such a cool store.
Speaker: It is a cool store.
Speaker: It's like stepping into the 1800s.
Speaker: It is.
Speaker: I feel like when I walk in, it's kind of walking through this portal.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: You're like taken to like a total different realm.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: No, definitely.
Speaker: Of metaphysical things.
Speaker: The first time that I walked in, I was like, oh my gosh, I feel at home.
Speaker: Oh, totally.
Speaker: I love it.
Speaker: And they have like, you know, the furniture that matches that, the colors.
Speaker: Very gilded age.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: edwardian victorian like yeah so we highly recommend this store uh and then we had a they had a healing fair a few weeks ago i mean by the time you're listening to this gonna be more than a few weeks ago but uh they offer a lot of events at the apothecary uh all related more to like spirituality
Speaker: meditations and all that type of stuff.
Speaker: But the healing fair is something that we went together and we went with a few friends as well.
Speaker: And it was a lot of fun.
Speaker: It was really cool.
Speaker: Yeah, because we got to experience different healers in the same environment.
Speaker: So we had a chance to get a few different healings.
Speaker: If you could say through like palm readings, we had Ayurvedic healing sessions.
Speaker: tarot card reading and breath work.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I think there were more services being offered, but they kind of had a limit on the services that you could take advantage of that day.
Speaker: We were lucky to get three.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And they were having it at two because they weren't sure like how many you could actually do or people could actually do.
Speaker: Yeah, because it was like short, right?
Speaker: Like 15, 20 minutes per person.
Speaker: And it was like, you had to sign up.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: And you kind of had to wait.
Speaker: You don't want to be like a healing hog, you know?
Speaker: Although I wanted to.
Speaker: As much as I always want to be a healing mom.
Speaker: I want all the healing.
Speaker: I was kind of sneaky in a way.
Speaker: Because I already had two.
Speaker: And then the person that was signing us up.
Speaker: She's like, oh, but we're capping up with two.
Speaker: I'm like, oh, but what about this one?
Speaker: And I kind of point in.
Speaker: Because they did have a slot available.
Speaker: And she's like, oh, okay.
Speaker: Because it was right after her.
Speaker: So she was fine with that, you know, but it kind of worked out.
Speaker: Oh, yeah.
Speaker: Yeah, definitely.
Speaker: Like I, so I didn't get any pushback about signing up for three.
Speaker: Oh, yeah.
Speaker: I was just like, yeah, I want this and this and this.
Speaker: And then it just like ended up working out.
Speaker: I think she kind of forgot that she was going to cap it at two.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Like pretty early.
Speaker: That was kind of smart to get there early and just get signed up like right away.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: Because it was a little bit of a wait, like a few.
Speaker: And also, you know, we strategically had to like stack who we were seeing first based on like availability and all of that.
Speaker: But yeah, how was your what did you have done first?
Speaker: Like what service?
Speaker: Did you do you remember?
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: So the first one I got was the Ayurvedic healing.
Speaker: I never had that before.
Speaker: I've never had it either.
Speaker: Yeah, I had no idea what I was going into.
Speaker: But the healer, her name is Yesenia or Yesenia.
Speaker: Sorry if I'm butchering her name.
Speaker: But so basically she had me like lay down this like massage table.
Speaker: And she just did her Ayurvedic ritual.
Speaker: I had my eyes closed.
Speaker: Well, she did ask me, like, what did I want to, like, work on?
Speaker: If there are any issues in particular that I want to work on?
Speaker: And I told her I just wanted to be, like, more...
Speaker: you know, in a more peaceful energy, more grounded.
Speaker: So for me, it was more like a relaxing experience with her.
Speaker: And she kind of like went on to like describe what she was doing.
Speaker: I felt like it was a little bit of like Reiki with the Ayurvedic elements, right?
Speaker: Because she was like describing like elements of nature and where she was kind of like feeling my energy needed to like, kind of was like, you know, imbalanced and things like that.
Speaker: Did she tell you which energy she's working with?
Speaker: She said... I mean, it's been a few weeks, so I'm not going to remember verbatim.
Speaker: But she mentioned water.
Speaker: Oh, cool.
Speaker: She mentioned the element of water, just kind of like washing away whatever the energy needed to be kind of moved.
Speaker: I like that.
Speaker: And then she also kind of helped me to also like ground myself, create a grounding cord, you know, that helps you just to stay more in your body.
Speaker: But more, all in all, it was very relaxing.
Speaker: It's more like a Reiki session for me than it was.
Speaker: I mean, she communicated when she needed to.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: But I don't think I was looking for information per se.
Speaker: Oh, yeah.
Speaker: Did you go in and like ask her anything specific or you were just kind of open?
Speaker: No, I was just open.
Speaker: I was just like, generally, I just thought I just wanted to feel more relaxed.
Speaker: Because that's what I was needing.
Speaker: Oh, for sure.
Speaker: That makes sense of like the water cleansing your space.
Speaker: Water is like very relaxing and I love water, especially warm water.
Speaker: Just kind of like soaking myself like in a hot tub or hot springs.
Speaker: That's kind of like my jam.
Speaker: So she just kind of did that.
Speaker: So for me, I wasn't looking for particular downloads of information.
Speaker: It was just to kind of relax and just kind of get grounded.
Speaker: And I think she performed that.
Speaker: Oh, nice.
Speaker: And it was great.
Speaker: That's awesome.
Speaker: But I know that after I left, and I heard her also going with other people, and I heard her also describing more things, of course, depending on what people were saying.
Speaker: kind of looking for or what they needed and i think she was probably like sharing more information too yeah i think depending on the experience because you also had a service with her yes i think i went right after you and it was so cool i went in with very intentional telling her about how i've been healing my heart chakra and integrating my shadow and my inner child healing and
Speaker: And, you know, unpacking childhood trauma and all of that.
Speaker: And so I want to be more like open for a romantic relationship.
Speaker: And so she's like, okay, like, let's work with the energy of fire.
Speaker: And she's like, that's what feels appropriate.
Speaker: And so she like, you know, laying down on the massage table with like something over my eyes, like an eye covering.
Speaker: Did you have the eye covering?
Speaker: No, I didn't have the eye covering.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I don't remember having, I did have like a blanket or a sheet over me.
Speaker: Oh, cool.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I didn't have the blanket because I'm like, I don't need the blanket.
Speaker: It's fine.
Speaker: And we were working with fire.
Speaker: So it kind of.
Speaker: Oh, yeah.
Speaker: Going to start like heating up.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: So I so she walked me down and like through a meditation.
Speaker: So I was laying down with my eyes closed with that, you know, like an eye covering.
Speaker: And she's like, you know, you're going to see a staircase and, you know, you're going to.
Speaker: Sorry, I saw a staircase.
Speaker: She didn't say that, but she said, we're going to count down to 10 and you're going to tap into your heart center space.
Speaker: Which was kind of guiding.
Speaker: Yeah, like a guided meditation.
Speaker: And so I saw it was like at 10, it started to be like steps of a staircase to this tomb.
Speaker: like this Egyptian tomb, which I was like, oh, this is wild that I'm seeing this.
Speaker: And usually in guided meditations, like through sound healing experiences, I'm a visual person and immediately I'll have like some type of visual experience as like in tandem with whatever's happening.
Speaker: So that wasn't new for me, but like I saw a staircase down into a tomb.
Speaker: All of a sudden it turned at like number eight into a ladder, right?
Speaker: So it was like duping people, you know, through the experience of like trying to find go into my heart chakra space.
Speaker: I had to go down two steps and then I had to go down a ladder of eight steps.
Speaker: And then all of a sudden it was this like lit hallway.
Speaker: And she's like, at the end of the hallway, you'll see your inner child, which I saw myself as a child.
Speaker: And she's like, you'll meet in the middle.
Speaker: And we did.
Speaker: And then to the left of me was my, the actual entrance of my heart chakra.
Speaker: And when I, I hugged my inner child and then I absorbed her.
Speaker: Wow.
Speaker: Like, like she, we're hugging.
Speaker: I like picked her up and I like told her like, it's safe.
Speaker: You know, I love you.
Speaker: I'm here for you.
Speaker: I've got you always.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And then she just disappeared.
Speaker: She was like, and like, you integrate.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: And that was like, I'm getting the chills because I have been trying to do that in various ways, like forever.
Speaker: And I feel like something shifted after that.
Speaker: And I was like, where'd she go?
Speaker: Like, cause it's like been such an external, like energetic process of like, oh, my, my inner child is like outside of you.
Speaker: of you yes and then that that happens it's like you know the concept of like eating your twin in the womb like the same type i can imagine the same type of like physical sensation or who knows but it was like i absorbed her and then i really was looking around at the space of this like edryption tomb beautifully lit cozy but it's so inaccessible
Speaker: and like like that's some good information yes and so because it's like oh man it was hard for me to get down here well imagine someone else trying to also come even close to it it's like oh nope they gotta go down the secret staircase then it turns into a ladder they gotta have good shoes to go down there it's intimidating flashlight and then
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And then, of course, like the and then you got to go down this like long highway, like light this torch.
Speaker: And then there was fire on both sides and because she was working with fire energy.
Speaker: And then like halfway down, you could see like the actual entrance.
Speaker: And it looked like a heart with like a disco ball and red satin sheets and like, you know, like really pink and vibrant in there and like music playing.
Speaker: But the fact that you have to like it's like so heavily guarded.
Speaker: And I was like, oh, that's no longer serving me.
Speaker: And I found that that information itself was so helpful along with like that inner child integration.
Speaker: Yeah, it sounded like you had a nice healing experience.
Speaker: All within 15 minutes.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Well, because you were open and ready.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: for that yeah i set the intention to like almost like match up with her energetically for that very reason and she just like facilitated exactly she held a safe space for you oh totally yeah i had a very deep experience very deep with the ayurvedic healing yeah but it felt very accessible you're well it's so funny the theme was inaccessibility to this but like it didn't feel as like deep as i had thought it would feel you know it felt very like natural and like
Speaker: Yeah, I mean, if you think about it, it is a natural process.
Speaker: It should be a natural process because it's all in you.
Speaker: It's not like something that you have to achieve or attain that is outside of you.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: You have to pay thousands of dollars to gather information, but it's all in you.
Speaker: here yeah but what gets in the way is ourselves totally totally like me constantly externalizing this whole thing or this idea of healing my inner child and like having it as like a to-do list item all the time and it's like no no it's just like connecting and making space for that integration and that was like the biggest like light bulb moment and like I'm like and I'm like we're we're
Speaker: Where'd she go?
Speaker: Like, I like don't know where she, you know.
Speaker: Yeah, we do make it more complicated than it actually.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: It is.
Speaker: Oh, absolutely.
Speaker: I mean, you can apply to that several concepts in my life.
Speaker: Like, I probably make it more complicated.
Speaker: Well, don't we all.
Speaker: Right, right.
Speaker: We're humans.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It's kind of normal.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: What other services did you have?
Speaker: And then afterwards, I had a tarot card healing with Isla.
Speaker: And this is not my first time getting a tarot card reading with her.
Speaker: This is probably like my third or fourth time.
Speaker: I got introduced to Isla, I don't know, maybe like at least like a good year ago.
Speaker: And a friend of mine had a reading with her.
Speaker: She's like, you have to have a reading.
Speaker: And I'm like, okay.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Didn't even think twice.
Speaker: And I was just like blown away.
Speaker: So as a psychist, one of the things that it can be a blessing and a curse, you can tell when someone is legit and when someone is not.
Speaker: And I am someone, being a psychic, I'm very skeptical.
Speaker: And it's going to sound like really like counterintuitive for me to say that.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: But I always go with this feeling like, okay, show me.
Speaker: And I normally like don't say a lot about myself because I really want to see what information they're going to share.
Speaker: Oh, totally.
Speaker: And just see like, okay, yes, whatever you share that's accurate, you know?
Speaker: Or like, you know, when you might go to a reading when you feel like they can just say like general things and maybe one of it might stick, you know?
Speaker: But I want to like really kind of like pay attention to specific things that they say.
Speaker: So I'm very picky about like who I get my readings with and who I trust.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Because when you think about it, you are trusting your energy.
Speaker: When you are going for energy readings or, you know, Ayurvedic, whatever type of healing service, when you're allowing people to tap into your energy, just understand that it's like it's a sacred space.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: So you don't want to like anyone just like out of the blue, like, oh, you know, I'm just going to give you healing or things like that.
Speaker: Right, right.
Speaker: You want to be like be protective of your energy.
Speaker: So I'm very picky about...
Speaker: Who's going to read me?
Speaker: So when I had my first reading with Isla, I was like, oh my gosh, she's incredible.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And it's someone that I, again, like I highly recommend.
Speaker: 10 out of 10.
Speaker: 10 out of 10.
Speaker: 11 out of 10.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And then I recommended to you like, you have to go get a reading with Isla.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And so I've had, you know, several readings with her.
Speaker: She has always been like very spot on.
Speaker: But what I like about her, it's not like just like she would just like kind of like...
Speaker: take get the cards out it's like oh this is like the empress and this is what it means and it's kind of not like that kind of like black and white kind of translation she really dives in yes like into interpreting the energy of what the card and what is your energy related to that so she kind of dives in on a deeper level yeah and
Speaker: She can connect everything.
Speaker: Yeah, she just get like really to the root of whatever it is that you want to look at.
Speaker: And she does have, also I feel like she has some like mediumship abilities too.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I don't know if she advertises herself as a medium.
Speaker: More like as an intuitive, I think that's what she kind of makes.
Speaker: She's an intuitive practitioner, right?
Speaker: A healing arts practitioner, yeah.
Speaker: But I do feel like that she does have some mediumship abilities.
Speaker: And her ancestors are like always with her.
Speaker: More like spirit guides, I want to say, because I can see that, you know, kind of just sitting there like, whoa, whoa.
Speaker: It's like at least like five to six from what I picked up on.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: So I mean, but it's really cool.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It's just like cool, like to see how they also, we all do.
Speaker: We all have like our team of guides helping us in this process.
Speaker: But I did, I mean, and you, again, you come with a question or an issue and then she will kind of like dive into it.
Speaker: I mean, I'm not going to go into my issue.
Speaker: I mean, it's kind of like private, maybe a few episodes down the road I'm able to like share.
Speaker: Yeah, after it's already done and finished.
Speaker: I can share what she's told me and what came up.
Speaker: But it was very refreshing.
Speaker: And you feel like it's kind of like what you needed to hear at that moment.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Because I think she's also able to...
Speaker: call you out but like in a grounded way not like not like the punishing nun no more of like pay attention to this like this is what you haven't been looking at just kind of is this serving you yeah like no okay so let's kind of work with it so i kind of like i like how she approaches that she's like very kind of like down to earth yeah with the way that she reads her uh tarot cards you know it feels very empowering yeah in a way so i really like appreciated that
Speaker: And you also had a reading with her that day.
Speaker: Oh my gosh.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I like, I love her so much.
Speaker: I feel like very, there's not a lot of people.
Speaker: Well, I mean, sometimes I meet people and I'm like, I definitely have known them before, but like, especially in this like healing community, like you meet all different types of people and like all of them come with like something so unique and great about them.
Speaker: Like I'm also a very positively skewed person and I kind of like an opposite where I'm like, read me anyone.
Speaker: I'll try out.
Speaker: Like I'm open.
Speaker: Like I want to know more.
Speaker: And like, I, you know, maybe my vetting process could be a little bit more refined.
Speaker: But that's, I think, part of my learning journey in this life of like being a little bit more discerning with like who I'm spending time with, who I'm getting healings from, who like the information that I'm hearing, like, does it actually resonate with me?
Speaker: But everything.
Speaker: So when I got the first reading, like, I don't know, May of 2023 or something like that.
Speaker: It's been a while.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It was like before, maybe it was June after June or July, maybe after I went to Miami.
Speaker: But anyway, she I asked about my work situation and she's like, oh, you're going to have to like kind of stick it out for a little bit longer.
Speaker: But you're going to find a job that's kind of like.
Speaker: An in-between of what you're doing now and like being able to like have more time and space for my creative projects and that that came true.
Speaker: And she also described my current like executive who I support.
Speaker: at the time of that reading and she's like, oh yeah, he's gonna just be like a lot more chill and like more like someone who you can be more compatible with.
Speaker: And like he, I just remember like, I don't remember the exact way she described him, but it's like that essence of how she described him.
Speaker: That's like literally him.
Speaker: And I was like, whoa.
Speaker: And then of course, like, you know, things come true like six months later and I have a new job.
Speaker: I matched with this, you know, executive who I really like and, you know, it's great working with him.
Speaker: And then another woman who I love, like I love both of them, which is nice.
Speaker: And it's like, it's also the work-life balance is in that space.
Speaker: And I think that's really what the issue, the issue of what I didn't have in my last work environment.
Speaker: So I told her like,
Speaker: everything you said came true.
Speaker: Like, it's crazy.
Speaker: Like, I loved it.
Speaker: It's awesome.
Speaker: And then so the option was to get either a Theta healing.
Speaker: So she does Theta healing as well.
Speaker: And so that essentially, like, the Theta healing aspect is tapping into your brain waves to, like,
Speaker: clear your limiting beliefs.
Speaker: And I would love to do that.
Speaker: And I wanted to, I'm like, can I do both?
Speaker: No.
Speaker: I mean, I didn't ask her that.
Speaker: Well, I don't think we had the time.
Speaker: No.
Speaker: It was either one or the other.
Speaker: One or the other.
Speaker: And I feel like that type of session for me was like, okay, I think I'm going to go with a card reading because it's quicker and easier.
Speaker: I thought the Theta Healing Sound and more...
Speaker: Intense.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: And deeper.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I think since we were having all sorts of different healing modalities, I like, well, maybe I should take it easy.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Not that the tarot card was like any easier, but totally just like I think on a body level too, you kind of want to listen to yourself.
Speaker: Yeah, and especially coming off of the Ayurvedic healing, where I, like, went into and integrated that.
Speaker: I'm like, okay, I feel like I kind of checked that off the list.
Speaker: And so I went with the tarot card reading, and I asked about, like, my creative YA book series that I'm writing.
Speaker: I don't even know if it's going to be called YA.
Speaker: My high fantasy book series, the multiverse series.
Speaker: Like your creative.
Speaker: My creative project.
Speaker: Your creative energy.
Speaker: Yeah, and also, like, manifesting a romantic partner into my life.
Speaker: And I said, I think...
Speaker: they're I feel like they're both correlated and connected and she like everything she saw was like very interesting like I can't remember I didn't re-listen to the you know reading last night like I ideally should have or wanted to but essentially like the TLDR of it was that um it's almost like
Speaker: this type of creative project whatever I have right in mind right now it's going to evolve into something that I don't even know and I don't even know what it's going to be yet like and that she's like just be open to how it's going to evolve and like the types of opportunities that it's going to like create essentially like that's the message and I'm like
Speaker: Okay, I like that.
Speaker: I'm open to receiving, like, you know, if it's not the specific multiverse series or if it's, like, you know, a variation or something or maybe a whole other book will come out of it or who knows.
Speaker: Just being open to, like, the process.
Speaker: And, like, she basically mentioned, like, the process of writing in itself will, like...
Speaker: heal that part uh that's been like really afraid of romantic relationships and like you know not not being open to trusting men or and yada yada yada so writing is a very healing experience yeah in my opinion yeah uh because in a way you have to be vulnerable
Speaker: You do, yeah.
Speaker: Even though it's, you might not be writing about like yourself, it's not like your biography, but it's your energy that you kind of like putting it out there and your creativity and things that are like, you know, have been in your imagination or that you already have been thinking about, but it's kind of like putting it out there.
Speaker: Right, yeah.
Speaker: For people to read it and then take their own conclusions out of that.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: So that puts in a very vulnerable state.
Speaker: I haven't even thought about that until now.
Speaker: So thank you for that.
Speaker: Yeah, and then you think about it, how it correlates with relationships because being in a relationship, it's all about being vulnerable.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And just being your authentic self.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: It kind of boils down to that.
Speaker: No, totally.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I feel like I don't always know how to do that.
Speaker: Until today.
Speaker: Until now.
Speaker: Until now.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Not yet.
Speaker: Yeah, not yet.
Speaker: But until, yeah.
Speaker: But, you know, like, I think in the past, I'm like...
Speaker: I had been masking a lot in those types of dynamics.
Speaker: Oh, it's a process.
Speaker: I don't think it happens overnight.
Speaker: No.
Speaker: You really have to work with yourself.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: And just look at whatever that is blocking to get in that space.
Speaker: Yeah, I'm honestly more interested in focusing on my creative projects.
Speaker: Yeah, because I think everything lines up.
Speaker: When you start opening your creative channels, it's all about connecting with a heart.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: And then when you connect with a heart, you open...
Speaker: your heart yeah to great opportunities divine opportunities divine connections yeah it all comes together totally yeah but it's it sounds like you had a also great reading I had a great I mean I think with you know what's funny you've mentioned that you felt like you have known her like yes previously so the other we had like a group of friends that came with us so my other friend she said the same thing
Speaker: Oh, yeah, she did.
Speaker: She told me that.
Speaker: She also, she had a reading with her.
Speaker: She was like, oh, my God, I was sitting in front of her and I just knew it.
Speaker: I knew it that we met in a past life.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I'm like, well, trust that.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I don't think you're imagining things.
Speaker: So it's kind of interesting how she connects with people.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: in many different ways.
Speaker: Absolutely.
Speaker: Different dimensions.
Speaker: She's awesome.
Speaker: She's incredible.
Speaker: So we highly, highly, again, recommend her services.
Speaker: If you do go, you know, you can schedule an appointment online.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: With specifically with any of the, you know, the healers that we've been mentioning, you know, they're all on their website.
Speaker: You can just select what service you want.
Speaker: But, you know, I also afterwards, I had a breath work.
Speaker: It was so interesting because I have been wanting to dive into breathwork for the last few months.
Speaker: It's something that's been calling me.
Speaker: And before we went to the healing fair and I saw that someone was doing breath work, I was like, I kind of want to like, just kind of check it out.
Speaker: Like tap your curiosity button?
Speaker: Just explore.
Speaker: So I was happy that I was able to meet this person.
Speaker: And, you know, he taught me some breath work techniques and,
Speaker: I love breath work because it helps you really to get in tune with your body.
Speaker: Especially people that do a lot of energy work.
Speaker: We tend a lot to sometimes be out of our bodies or be more like, you know, in the energy space more than our bodies.
Speaker: And I do have this thing where I...
Speaker: Whenever I'm going through hard moments, I tend to leave my body.
Speaker: Just like I dissociate.
Speaker: Yep.
Speaker: You're like, oh, I'm not going to deal with this directly.
Speaker: Oh, this is challenging.
Speaker: True.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Goodbye.
Speaker: Out in the ether.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: That's me.
Speaker: So...
Speaker: So there's part of me that feels that, you know, it's unsafe to be in the body.
Speaker: But in another way is to when you think about manifesting.
Speaker: Manifest, it's all about being the present in the body.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: So breath work really helps just to like really stay present in the body.
Speaker: It's a safe vessel, stay present, you know.
Speaker: So it was nice to kind of like kind of tap into that energy.
Speaker: And then after I went home, I did some auto breath work meditations and I'll kind of, I'll list them in the show notes.
Speaker: I did this auto breath work meditation with another healer.
Speaker: Her name is Bree Melanson and she's a medium and she has a very famous for her breath work meditations and services.
Speaker: And I did her meditation and oh my God, it really like, it almost like it unlocked something.
Speaker: in me that was kind of like just waiting for me to like okay this is the next door yeah you know for you to unlock and kind of like step through it uh it was really amazing because you kind of like really tap into different energies in your body and how you like
Speaker: processing that and how things are moving and uh it was just like mind-blowing uh so i felt like i shifted a lot of energy so it was a nice kind of like um start point for me to kind of like start diving into more breath work that's awesome you know so that's been kind of what i've been focusing a little bit more of my energy uh and again you know those things like they evolve with
Speaker: time totally with healing modalities sometimes you might be into something for a while and then you you're interested shifts you're like oh i've been called to look into this right and just follow that i love that that's awesome like oh this is resonating with me because like before i would hear the word breath work and i'm like oh you know yeah it doesn't sound interesting i'm like whatever right this wasn't like breathing yeah just breathing like you know i didn't think much about it but i was just been listening to my intuition
Speaker: I'm like, where do I need more support now?
Speaker: How can I support my healing journey?
Speaker: And that's what's been calling me just to really get in touch with my body.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I love that.
Speaker: Doing this breath work.
Speaker: But also talking about the body, then I went to have a palm reading.
Speaker: Oh, yeah.
Speaker: I mean, palm reading is one of the most popular, I think, like sort of like psychic work, I think.
Speaker: Totally.
Speaker: As far as like it's been going through like thousands of years, you know, people like, oh, are you a palm reader?
Speaker: And I'm like, no, I am not a palm reader.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: But it was interesting.
Speaker: I was actually initially I was not going to get a palm reading.
Speaker: Uh-huh.
Speaker: But because it opened up, you know, she was like, oh, you know, we have another spot for a poem.
Speaker: And I'm like, okay, I'll do it.
Speaker: Why not?
Speaker: You know, I was like, okay, I'll do it.
Speaker: And then, you know, she kind of like, as you would imagine, poem readers, she just kind of look at the lines on the palm of your hands and just kind of, I guess, like describes what they mean.
Speaker: One is for, I think one line is like for the body.
Speaker: Yeah, your head.
Speaker: Yes, your lifeline.
Speaker: So your lifeline is like runs like closer to your thumb, like that, like bottom line.
Speaker: And then your headline is kind of in the middle and then the heart line is above that.
Speaker: And then essentially, I can't remember like what she said, like, but essentially this is like your left hand is like the cards you've been dealt and your right hand represents like the card of how you're
Speaker: you've like created tools and resources to deal with the cards that you've been dealt with, if that makes sense.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And I honestly, like, I cannot remember all the information.
Speaker: Like she, I think the first thing that she told me was like, you really like just to have quiet time.
Speaker: Like, yes.
Speaker: That's right.
Speaker: Me down a tee.
Speaker: That's me.
Speaker: I need time to recharge.
Speaker: That's, you know, something that I really look forward to.
Speaker: Just like being with myself.
Speaker: And that's the first thing that she told me.
Speaker: And then she went on to like describe other things.
Speaker: I think she also like...
Speaker: told me like how long i was gonna live with things like that i can't remember oh yeah yeah you look at the end of the lifeline yeah yeah i said oh you're gonna have like a long uh yeah a long life that uh you know and i'm like great yeah just like fun information totally i'm like taking all of that into heart yeah you know it's a fact in my life but it's like oh that's cool information we've got a palm reading
Speaker: I did.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: I was like super open.
Speaker: I was like, yes, like I, I'm down for it.
Speaker: And so she told me that she learned from her dad, which I think was really cool.
Speaker: And her name's Mariam.
Speaker: She's, I've, I had a really good experience with her.
Speaker: And then she, so my lifeline runs at, with my headline at the end.
Speaker: And she like picked up on a lot of really spot on things about how I've created like, kind of like loopholes for some of the cards that I've been dealt with.
Speaker: And like,
Speaker: To create like more resilience on how to like deal with some of the aspects that like we're kind of destined.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: Develop some coping.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: Exactly.
Speaker: And so I'm like, she's like, you're very resourceful.
Speaker: I'm like, absolutely.
Speaker: Like, if you need someone in the wilderness, I will figure it out.
Speaker: You know, like whatever, whatever situation I'm in, I'm going to figure out eight different ways to like either help or deal with that situation.
Speaker: And I mean, make sense in the type of role that I'm in for work.
Speaker: But she said that, like, she suggested that I take brain vitamins.
Speaker: Some I'm open if you know any.
Speaker: If y'all know any like brain, really good, like brain vitamins, because my headline and my lifeline will merge at the end.
Speaker: And I made a lot of sense for me.
Speaker: I'm not manifesting that that happens.
Speaker: But like, she's like, yeah, like some type of neurological stuff might come up towards the end of your life.
Speaker: But I'm like...
Speaker: I have ADHD.
Speaker: I also like fractured my skull when I was eight.
Speaker: And that's kind of when my psychic abilities started really activating.
Speaker: And I've heard from other like head trauma survivors, like that they can also become, it'll activate their abilities too.
Speaker: And I feel like that resonates with me.
Speaker: And I'm like, you know what, like, you know, so be it.
Speaker: like the end of my life like it you know just kind of a common theme that's been appearing at different points in my life will I let that be my narrative no but interesting you know I've been drinking mushroom coffee for the past couple years I you know shout out to dose they're great I really want to try mud water and a bunch of
Speaker: other ones but uh you know maybe i need to start incorporating more vitamins in general it's just like bringing more attention yeah something in your life that totally potentially cause right right you know imbalances like down the road and it's kind of like you know when people ask how can you predict the future the future and i said well look what are you doing today right right so if you are taking care of yourself today totally you know everything that is
Speaker: you know, for the health of brain wise.
Speaker: Maybe not everything, but I could start.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: You shift that.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: Right.
Speaker: This journey of kind of falling into having issues.
Speaker: totally at an older age sure i mean which is you know as you as you age of course there are things that might come right it doesn't necessarily have to be that totally exactly it's kind of nice just you yeah it's like just say hello to that right that's how we say it like thanks for the warning and like here's some heads yeah like literally thanks for the heads up um and so i and i'm like
Speaker: I'm not scared of it.
Speaker: I'm not putting any power in that narrative.
Speaker: I kind of forgot about it until we started preparing today for this episode.
Speaker: But I'm like, oh, that's really interesting.
Speaker: Because I am taking different mushroom...
Speaker: I'm also, you know, dabbling in different types of mushrooms too.
Speaker: But I think it's been a very healing experience.
Speaker: And like, I feel better when I drink mushroom coffee.
Speaker: So I think adding neurotropics or anything that can enhance my, like, you know, support my brain health.
Speaker: Absolutely.
Speaker: I'm open to doing that.
Speaker: So, but yeah, that's kind of like that.
Speaker: I know that we do have, you know, more to talk about other healing modalities, but I think we're going to save that for the next episode.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: And again, I think just the takeaway of all of this is just you can receive information from many different sources.
Speaker: Yes.
Speaker: Healing services, it can come through different shapes and sizes.
Speaker: So just do your research and explore.
Speaker: Explore different modalities, research them, you know, and just kind of use your discernment.
Speaker: When you are working with a healer or someone that tells you that they provide healing services, just do your research.
Speaker: There's no right or wrong.
Speaker: As you see, between Shanna and I, we've had the same service, but different experiences.
Speaker: Like whatever experience is meant to appear or happen, like just flow with it and flow with it and go with it.
Speaker: I always say like take it with a grain of salt.
Speaker: Yeah.
Speaker: If this resonates with you, by all means, continue on your healing journey.
Speaker: Because this is for me, this is just tools.
Speaker: yeah tools that will support you on your healing journey and how amazing is that right because we can do all this stuff by ourselves yeah you need help so all of this helps totally and even us as healers we need healing too absolutely it was great it was such a great experience like definitely recommend y'all check out their um you know instagrams we'll hyperlink everything in our show notes um but thank you so much for listening to this episode of psych girls next door and we appreciate you
Speaker: Thank you.
Speaker: I'll see you on the next episode.
