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In todays episode Erin shares how holistic healers helped with her ghostly encounters and you'll experience and an August energy reading.

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Erin Hosts Solo: Jokes and Acknowledgments

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Hey everyone! Welcome to another interesting episode of Twinterested.
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Just me today, just Erin, and know some of you are sighing, and some of you are pouring yourself a drink, going, fuck yeah. So stoked that Catherine's not here. She's so annoying.
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Can't wait just hear Erin. But deep down in my heart, I miss her. I don't like doing these episodes alone. It's not fun for me because I'm just talking to myself.
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But I will get in the mode of knowing that I've got listeners. You guys are listening. you guys give a shit about what I'm saying. So that's all that matters, right? It's just me and you. me Me and you, Twin Chester listeners, gather around.
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So, you know, this is probably a good opportunity. If you've just started pressing play and you actually haven't decided what you're doing while listening to this podcast, maybe make yourself a cup of tea.
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Pour your favourite red wine. I've had two gins tonight and I'm on a third glass of red.
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Let's start making this an interactive listening adventure. So that's my intro.

Podcast Finale Delays

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But the point in this episode is just let the point of this episode is just to let you know that Catherine and i have had every intention of recording our finale episode, our season one finale. We're pretty stoked that we got to 10 episodes, soon to be 11.
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but we kind of over-promised a little bit. We were doing really well. We were like, we're going release one episode a month. It's going to be fucking amazing. And we did it.
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we We essentially have released one episode a month. But last month, we both decided we had to move house. We both realized we had to start packing boxes.
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And we both like, so we're going release an episode? And Kevin's like, well, let's do this date. And I was like, well, I'm free. And then... we weren't free and we were just, we kind of over-promised and clearly have under-delivered.
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So things have calmed down for me a little bit and I was like, you know what, I'm going just do a little bit of an interlude episode, just to touch base with you all.

Uber Eats Membership

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I um ordered some Uber Eats.
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I'm one of those bitches. and decided I'm going to become a member of Uber Eats because I order it three times a week. soon as that paycheck comes in, I'm Ubering my dinner because I can.
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So Guys, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry that you're having listen to listen talk absolute shit about about my Uber Eats addiction.
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But um if there's anyone out there who thinks they can't become an Uber Eats member, I'm just going to tell you right now, do it. And I'm not getting paid for this sponsorship.
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It's sometimes cheaper to to order... Indian and it'll literally feed for three days. So what are we going to do?

Oracle Decks and Self-Psychic Abilities

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um On another fun note,
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I have really been getting into buying Oracle decks. this was my little fun thing. So if you've if you've listened four minutes in, then you're a true fan.
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And i'm going to talk to you about Oracle decks. So how many of you listening are like, um my God, I want to go to a psychic, but I'm too scared to go to a psychic because they might be able to read my mind or that kind of thing.
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Well, the truth is, don't go fucking psychic then. Become your own psychic. And the best way to do it is to buy Oracle decks. That was my gateway into, like, psychicness or validating my own human experience and that kind of thing.
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So going to tell the story. When did I start buying Oracle decks? Probably... I'm gonna say about four years ago, five years ago.

Holistic Healing and Ghost Trauma

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And it was because I started seeing a holistic healer and she um was very good. Like she was a psychologist, but she was also a holistic healer. And the reason I went to her was because I had no way of speaking to anyone about the fact that I saw ghosts as a kid.
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So i started seeing this psychic medium. And she was like, okay, I'm going to recommend you to this holistic healer. was like, cool. I'm going to go there and hopefully she'll help me with the fact that I've like got a bit of chronic illness going on, but it ended up just being like this journey into the fear I've always had of ghosts.
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It was very bizarre. But the point is there are people out there who are like skilled at helping people through ghost trauma and she really helped me.
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So she'd actually had a degree in psychology and then I started talking to her about the fact that I'd seen ghosts from the age of nine and she helped me like She always did like regression therapy on me. She like helped me go back there and she was like, well, if that happens again, don't be scared, blah, blah, blah.
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But I'm like, what real life therapist can offer you that help? So I'm also someone that actively engages in therapy. So I'm in like all kinds. I do normal therapy. I've done holistic therapy. Yeah.
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yeah I'm going on many tangents right now, but the point the story she introduced me to Oracle Decks, this person that I went to help with the otherworldly side of my trauma,

Oracle vs. Tarot Decks

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I suppose. think it was our third session we had together.
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She introduced me to an Oracle Deck, and the name of the person who illustrated and created that Oracle Deck was called Alana Fairchild.
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And I've got two of her decks. And then I have bought two others since. One is from Rebecca Campbell. And the other one is just like an angel numbers deck.
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um And yeah, was like, if it helps her connect to me, surely I can buy an Oracle deck of my own. And it'll help me connect to me. And I can just kind of read my own and the energy, that kind of thing.
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And do I like what the cards pull all the time? no but Usually if there's a bit of fear around it, it means just kind of go there and it will work out eventually. or you can deny it and, you know, keep learning that lesson for the rest of your fucking life.
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But yeah, essentially an Oracle deck, it's very different to a Tarot deck. So reading the Tarot is very, i don't know, for me, I consider reading a Tarot deck very sophisticated.
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It's very like... you learn what all the cards mean. um So for anyone listening who has never played with tarot, it's like, it's very, um you know, like queen of swords or like seven of pentacles.
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And what does that mean? And like you read your current energy, future energy, like what's the conflict in between who you are now and who you are in the future and all that kind of thing.
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And I've, got my own tarot deck but I find it difficult to read so I think Catherine's better at that so it'd be interesting actually if we start doing you know oracle or tarot readings for you guys Catherine's probably better at the tarot have a lot more fun with the oracle decks and I kind of read them intuitively so Alana Fairchild and Rebecca Campbell have really good guides to what each card means And i kind of read certain paragraphs that they include in their books for me, but I'll also practice my own intuition by reading visuals on the card. and that is something going offer the collective listener group of Trusted today.
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So, or tonight, depending on when you're listening. So before reading an Oracle deck, What would I recommend for you?

Collective Oracle Reading

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I'm doing it right now. I'm kind of calming my energy.
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I've got my three oracle decks in front of me. And now I'm going to set the intention of the oracle deck reading.
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So I'm going to say, and this is something I do often, I'm going connect to my angels and guides. Angels and guides, I'm going to do a collective reading for the Twintested listeners.
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And we want to help them with the month of August.
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All right, so connecting to our listeners.
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I'm going to now pause my recording. i'm going to shuffle the deck of cards and I'm going to pull one card from h dick
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So maybe it'd be interesting if you're someone who's listening and has your own Oracle deck, you could get your deck of cards now. you could press pause and you could even see if what I'm reading to you matches your own reading.
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Or maybe i might say something that you're choosing to avoid, which is always why it's good to have people read for you. We all have blind spots.
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We all read what we want to see. You always want the good stuff, right? Like spirituality. I want the good stuff. I want the manifestation. I want the abundance. But there's always good in the conflict too.
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And maybe that's a lesson I need to teach people. But yeah. So I'm going to start connecting to each of these oracle decks. I'm not doing a tarot reading. I'm just going to pull one card from each of the oracle decks that I have.
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And then we're going to come back and I'll do a collective reading for you all. Let's see what we have for the month of August.
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And let's get into your readings. So I started with Rebecca Campbell's deck. Hers are really beautifully illustrated and I'm quite intuitive with her illustrations.
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So this is what I'm going to start talking about.
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I pulled the card for you and it says nothing is impossible. And it continues to say open to the unexpected. You'll find a way.
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The illustration is of a woman draped in like a beige gown, And she's looking into mountains, very dense nature, but in the middle of the mountains, there's like a glowing light.
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So some of you, I feel like it might be a tough month ahead. So when the card's saying nothing is impossible, it means step out of what you perceive to be an issue.
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So there could be someone in your life offering you some advice that was unexpected and you needed to hear it at the right time. And maybe part of you is resistant to hearing it and it's allowing you to access an emotion that you weren't comfortable with.
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But that is what will open you up to the impossible.
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Sometimes it's a feeling. And sometimes you need to create that feeling even when you're not feeling it yet. And this is something that I've heard before and it used to piss me off.
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It's like, just feel it now. And it's really annoying hearing that because you can't. So if you're at the point where there are certain people that help you access feelings of joy, help you access feelings of safety, show them appreciation, hang out with them, relax in their company.
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And then know that you actually have the capacity to do that for yourself. That's what that card is saying. So nothing is impossible. Sometimes you perceive it to be outside of you.
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It's always within you, but there's like this energy of certain people helping you access that at this time. That's really interesting. I've been there. I've definitely been there. So that's kind of cool.
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You guys have a lot of people around you that can help you. and i hope you're going okay
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so that is the beauty of rebecca campbell's deck i don't actually know it's called the ancient stones oracle so yeah some of you might be having some unexpected meetings unexpected text messages unexpected emotions there's it's just going to be a bit of an unexpected journey so moving on When I did a reading for, like from the Alana Fairchild White Light Oracle guidebook, I was pleasantly surprised.
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It's called, it's number 21 in the deck. And it's this beautiful imagery of a woman with like wild hair. And she's got like gems down, like her crown chakras and everything.
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And she's got like this opal crystal at her throat chakra. chakra or however you pronounce the word. And um yeah, it's called Seraph of 963 hertz.
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So initially had to Google that 963 hertz. What does that even mean? It's a frequency associated with activating your pineal gland, raising consciousness and awakening intuition.
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And I thought that's kind of relevant because the reason Catherine and I started this podcast is is we kind of wanted to take you along a bit of a spiritual journey and what that all means. um So I feel like a few of the collective of the listenership we have, they're just a bit intrigued in this spiritual world.
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And um this card is kind of validating that for you. And it's saying you can start opening yourself up to know, up to move you know There's more than just what you see in front of you. There is world you can access that very good, very protective.
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And, you know, start looking into that 963. I'm going to read Alana's
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i'm going to read ah la is um writings from her guidebook and that card says practice connecting to the joy that is always deep within you pay attention to what brings you exquisite delight if you don't know what that is you're guided to experiment and explore connecting to the joyful capacity of your heart will heal so much negativity and uncertainty let your heart relax allow the spiritual grace that wishes to reorder your life
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to manifest in miraculous magic. So i suppose in times of challenge, which is what we've been shown, I feel like a lot of you are being shown that there's a bit of conflict and then you're also being told, but you can start connecting to your highest self, your highest intuition that might be within you already, o you might need something outside of you that feels safe to connect to.
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I am want to now like do a bit of a angel deck numbers reading. I'd be really curious to see if any of you are like resonating with this because I'm in a bit of a weird zone. I like when I do oracle readings for friends or family. I just kind of like rant and rave and I don't know if I'm talking any sense, but part of it's a part of it is beyond me.
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I'm going to put the mic down and I'm going to shuffle two cards from my angel number deck. this will hopefully just give some guidance on the month of August for you in a more direct way.
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Husbands, relationships, all that kind of stuff. So card 301, Renew Love. A relationship needs attention. Angels are signaling signalling that an important relationship in your life needs renewal and attention.
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People can often hurt the ones they love the most, and you're being called to recognize that. Okay, so this deck is calling you out. um Who in your life could use a little tender loving care?
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Think of one way you can show a person you love that they are still as special to you now as they were the day you first met them. Okay, if this is you, if you're dealing with like a friend, family, husband, wife, person, and you're feeling a bit of conflict, I would say before you engage in any conversation, before you meet that person, sit down for like half an hour, calm your energy before meeting them.
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You don't want to be reactionary. You want to come from a place of like centeredness. Otherwise, it's going to be ah very... weird conversation.
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And then to end the reading, this card says, authentically you speak your truth. Your angels proclaim that the time has come to express something you didn't feel comfortable expressing before to yourself and to others.
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This realization of self has been with you for a while now and your angels are ready to create changes in your life to accommodate it. Reflect on what your future self would have to say at this moment.
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I

Managing Anger and Conflict

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like that. so
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So to our twin-rested family. holy shit I love you guys so much. i hope you have some guidance. ah hope I hope I've spared you some conflict because if it's not you that's feeling angry and combative, you might find that someone is coming towards you that only wants conflict.
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And I would say it's okay to be avoidant if it means protecting your peace.
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because it might give you more clarity on how you feel. So I'm giving some people permission to say, can we catch up next month? And then to our listeners who are a bit like, but I'm so fucking angry, I need to let them know how angry I am. I'm just going to say, does that person need to hear about your anger towards them right now? or you need some and time to chill before you meet that person?
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That's what I think this is about. It's a bit of a, Energy. i think I think everyone, like people are in the middle of summer, people who are in the middle of winter, we've like all got this like cabin fever going on. we just, we're ready for autumn. We're ready for spring. We're ready to get out and about and have some fun.
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Do what makes you happy in the meantime. And, um yeah, I just love that that frequency came up, the serif of 963 hertz, because I

Personal Practices and Finale Announcement

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think something that helps me calm is, like, YouTube guided meditations,
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YouTube night meditations, even to help me sleep. Like, if I've got anxious mind and um my mind's racing because I've had, like, an interaction with someone, like, just going on YouTube,
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finding something that soothes my mind is really helpful. So that could help you. help you
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And there you I thought that was going to be like a short reading, but yeah, I hope I helped you guys. I hope you guys have a calm August.
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You know there's a lot of grey when it comes to relationships. So Sometimes there's wrong and right, but there's so many feelings, emotion and emotions and measurements involved.
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Give everyone some love, everyone some time. um Don't think take things too personally. um Always consider what someone else has got going on before you kind of go for the juggler, I suppose.
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So yeah, maybe I'll do that for you every month. That was my first reading. um pretty stoked with it. And if you guys enjoyed that, go out there and buy an Oracle deck and you can start doing that.
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Sometimes I do that for me every week, but I like to just take it slowly. So ah like to just tune into a monthly energy, do my best and go from there.
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And I promise you, Next month, there will be a finale episode. And if there isn't, you'll probably hear from me again. There'll be some bullshit tiny tales and you'll all have to pretend you love it.
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Or you can actually love it. And maybe my lesson this month is to slow down and realise that
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realize that maybe I've got a bit of shit coming my way and I don't even realize it and I've just done reading it myself so wouldn't that be fucking funny anyway love you leave you have some fun um treat people kindly I think everyone's just over the summer over the winter um
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Meditate for a whole day if you need to. That is my summary. The angel number deck really grounded that for me. I'm like, oh, yeah, you guys are all going well. And it's like, actually, that bitch wants to say this to you.
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That guy wants to say this to you. You all think you're right. And that person thinks no one's wrong. And you're all just needing to work in communication a little bit.
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Or save it for spring. Save it for autumn when things are bit clearer.
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All right. Bye. Bye. Bye.