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Sovereign Savage Path, Wednesday, 10 Dec 2025 #WednesdaySacredSacrifice
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CHASING ALIGNMENT — LIVE CALL LINK Monday–Thursday 6:15 AM — 7:15 AM EST
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Brother…
if you feel the war between who you’ve been and who God is calling you to be — you’re not losing.
You’re waking up.
Here is the Spirit Framework we move through today:
• Stillness — where the truth finally surfaces
• Silence — where God cuts through the noise
• Sacrifice — where the false self loses its grip
• Surrender — where your will aligns with His
If you’re tired of carrying the old version of you…
if your ego keeps pulling you back into identities God already freed you from…
if something deeper in your spirit is calling you to step into truth…
You’re the man this brotherhood is built for.
Come stand with men who don’t fake it…
men who sacrifice the old self…
men who release what God never told them to hold…
men who rise in who God actually created them to be.
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Transcript
00:00:02
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So that version of you gets laid up on the altar today. Like he dies today in this whole deal is not symbolic. Okay. It's not an emotional thing. It's not a a polite thing.
00:00:17
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That version of you. He goes up on the altar today. He dies today. Okay. Being able to very intentionally step into that is going to be huge.
00:00:28
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This is times like this. It can be a big pivotal moment in your life. And so. We have to understand that this old man cannot be counseled. He cannot be negotiated with.
00:00:42
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He cannot be improved. He cannot be trained. This is huge, man, like understanding how many times do I sit there and even try to negotiate with that whole deal with who he is or this idea that somehow like, okay, this time I'm going to be good. And I'm just going to improve on what this is. And this ah it's, it's completely different where he asks us to lay That life down, we have to step away from that identity completely. So again, he can't, it's this other part of like, can I, can I train him and do all these things like that old man only responds to execution.
00:01:28
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And that's why Paul didn't say manage the old self. He said, put him to death. So Put him to death. Do you have ah do you have the verse, Curtis?
00:01:45
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Colossians. I do. I had to unmute myself there. Colossians chapter three, man, verse five, if you want to check it out as well. This is that part. Put him to death.
00:01:58
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Please read, Curtis. Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature, sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires, and greed, which is idolatry. Let
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me read it again, please. Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature, sexual immorality, impurity,
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lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Okay.
00:02:42
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Now, we've listened to it twice. This is also that place where you can start checking
00:02:50
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your own heart as he reads this last one and it's listening to that smaller that that small silent just a whisper of a voice and listen to that one because i can clearly see inside my mind and my thoughts like well at least i don't have to really worry about that stuff i'm not that bad in that stuff so it must be talking about somebody else on deeper levels that are really bad So go ahead and read it again and listen for your spirit of what it is for you.
00:03:23
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Go ahead, please, Curtis. Put to death. Therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature, sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry.
00:03:43
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Which is idolatry.
00:03:46
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And so in this whole place, again, he's asking, like, did you catch it? Like put to death. Right. Not soften him, not tame him, not ignore him.
00:03:59
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Kill him. Okay. Kill him.
00:04:11
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Yes. Yeah. I hope you can clearly see at this point you've been spoken to already and you see on a deeper spiritual level of like to kill that part. What are you already being called to?
00:04:27
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Because as we step into this more and more, I want you, you're just going to hammer that home more and more and more. Okay. And so i let's step into being present here.
00:04:42
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Okay, let's go ahead and breathe. We're going to breathe in three, two, one, in.
00:05:11
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and release hold
00:05:41
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Oh.
00:06:33
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as we get ready to step into prayer like right at this place it's that whole part of just letting your body settle and letting your spirit rise i encourage you to check over your body sean was talking about predictable power this is a moment where you can check in quickly with the things that we practice but being able to intentionally check your body Check your mind.
00:07:04
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Check your emotions. Check in spiritually.
00:07:11
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What is this relationship that you're having with yourself right now?
00:07:20
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What predictable power are you feeling? Maybe it doesn't feel like power. Maybe it does. But this is who you are, the experience you're having right now, checking in and know this place of who you are.
00:07:34
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And then maybe the more we train and the more we become these warriors that we're called to be this place of this predictable power is this checking in and knowing it's like, oh, all systems running.
00:07:48
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This is that place of predictable power.
00:07:53
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So let's go into prayer.
00:07:57
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Father today we did declare war on the old man. We refuse to carry him into our calling. We refuse to let him defile our future.
00:08:12
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We refuse to let him lead for one more day.
00:08:18
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Put the sword to every false identity.
00:08:23
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Expose the lies cut the roots. Kill what keeps killing us.
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In Jesus name we pray amen.
00:08:40
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This is where like men you start taking on stuff like this. You like embrace like the the spiritual warfare and everything that's going on that's after you. This why I so much always like this warrior identity of what it is. And I know a lot of times it could look almost crazy that we're at this place of like still trying to be warrior.
00:09:05
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But when you truly understand this man and we chase after it so intentionally, I think it becomes very, very clear of what we're doing here.
00:09:15
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Okay, so as we step into the declaration, it's so when I say declaration, we should all have like declaration statements, things that that you connect to. This one for us is declaration formation. Okay, so this declaration formation is going to be our 2026.
00:09:36
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um
00:09:39
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declaration for the whole year. Okay? and And we'll keep building deeper and deeper and deeper layers of what this actually means. And when we do that, it can start going in every direction. just Just like dis like truth, man. When you own truth in one, it it literally goes in all other directions.
00:10:00
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Okay? So, here we go. If you got it in front of you, No, Andy's pulling it up. Yeah. Love this. Yeah.
00:10:14
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Bring that to the table, brother. Okay. This is, this is, there's another place. I'll send it out today. I sent it to Andy.
00:10:25
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So he was asking questions. So I'm going to send it. There's already a declaration formation. This is what we're practicing here. This is going to put us into 2026 and the right.
00:10:38
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There's something of myself. Did you get it up for him? Okay. So the declaration, this declaration formation is getting everybody online for the right. And for 2026, there's something that the Lord has walked me through years, years, years but it, it came into full alignment this year.
00:10:56
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And there's a deeper one as well, which we'll I'll share, but it's it's really on a deeper level of of the Holy Fire type stuff. It's the Holy Spirit type stuff. It's it's showing and you'll see them paired together.
00:11:10
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So this one is declaration formation for us, that deeper Holy Fire Spirit led thing that will be The consecration is a 20-day thing at the end of 2026. And those men that go through the right and those men that make it in in whatever way in your calling to the the consecration of 2026, the 20-day deal, which is even more intense than the right, this is where this other thing will
00:11:42
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will take place even more. But like in the military, I don't know, and like some of the others, I know in the military, when you step into something, they already start calling you that, right? So that identity for this next year is consecrated.
00:11:59
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Being the consecrated man. Before you even think that you're the consecrated man. Before you've even done the work to be the consecrated man. So that's that will be the identity for for this next year. Cool. So I'll send that out.
00:12:15
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Here we go. We ready?
00:12:18
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i am called. i am I am connected. i i am in covenant. i I am consecrated. I rise rise in predictable power and I strike in sovereign obedience.
00:12:37
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Yeah. Hmm. Okay, this is before you even wake up before before all of it. This is who you are, man.
00:12:49
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Okay. This that part is who you are. And so when we step into that identity, the idea of the old man cannot survive. Okay.
00:13:03
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So
00:13:07
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let's step into
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a part. The old man is not your past. Okay. He is your counterfeit present. I truly want you to understand that. He shows up as the anger you defend the lust you excuse the pride that you protect the silence you hide behind the numbness Paul's strength.
00:13:38
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The avoidance you call timing, the apathy you call penis, the comfort you call wisdom, the old man pretends to be you. So he can keep killing the fur, the future versions of you. Okay.
00:13:55
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Again, like take that in like a no, we know that, but I really want that to resonate. The the old man pretends to be you. So he can keep killing the first future versions of you.
00:14:11
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Happens all the time in my life. I say, I'm going to do one thing. And then two seconds later, it's like, I can make the the other choice. Okay. So
00:14:22
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that's, Hey, I think that kind of looked even more like though that was solid. Sorry. That's ah me getting ready for tomorrow. Uh, that wasn't supposed to happen just yet. sorry no worries. No worries. And so today, again, you put that man that you that on the altar and this is place like all the other stuff that we've been working on and exposing and kind of trying to set the stage for this.
00:14:46
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The other things can be bad habits, you know, these things like, oh, dang, I wish I kind of didn't do this habit or whatever. But brothers, I've went through many years of trying to get rid of habits and these other things that are external.
00:15:01
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that I see outside of me to be better, to bring that man into alignment, to, to train him. But this man that that I'm talking about, this is that deeper man, deeper layers, deeper architectural parks, deeper.
00:15:18
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It's a deeper piece. And I,
00:15:22
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It's that part, that small voice that you're like, ah, yeah, I don't, I don't like that part. I'm called to something different. And that's the one, like, get that one and put him on the altar.
00:15:35
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That's what we're doing today, okay? So sacrifice is not giving something to God.
00:15:45
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Sacrifice is letting God remove something from you And what he is removing today is the identity that's been strangling your purpose.
00:15:59
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And on the other side of that, I would say consider your purpose for just a fraction of a second. What is that? What is the purpose for you within your own body, your own being within your family, within these things that you're called to, what's your purpose here?
00:16:15
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That's the part that we keep killing off by our own choices. Okay. So God is not trimming your behavior. He is killing your imposter.
00:16:28
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Yeah, that's good. Gosh, wild man. When I truly settle myself on that, it's like killing off this imposter that had to come and, and, and Wesley to see, you know, bro, I did look at your stuff this morning.
00:16:47
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and so That part, the way you frame that out, the way you spoke within that framework, like seeing those differences, that's this is the time to be able to like step into this part, into the deeper, deeper.
00:17:03
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okay So if you're looking at Wesley Stuffman, he's given an excellent example of what it is to step into the framework. um, to, to be able to break that stuff down.
00:17:14
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And it's interesting because when we do the framework, like a lot of it, we already live inside of it. When we speak, we kind of do that. It's just what we kind of do in life, but there's a difference between pointing that out in our life and going, Hey, I could build structure on that. I could build consistency in that. I could do that.
00:17:36
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taking those things and those feelings and that stuff to where you are. Wesley, serving the family and serving others and doing that, it comes easy.
00:17:48
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but then on the other part of noticing like, Hey, what it like, there's parts of being consistent within my own self and setting these boundaries. If you set it within the framework, you start separating from reality and then being able to see things that you can build and be consistent and build your principles on and consistency in and get from whatever this version of you is. And if we consistently do that framework,
00:18:14
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we we can start building to something else. And we see the world like basically is the matrix, like stepped back off of the matrix and we're able, that's when you're actually able. I know you say you choose and I choose life and I'm the one that's in charge.
00:18:29
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But if you take a step back and you actually go, Hey, let me, let me breathe. What was it that I put on the altar? I feel like I'm about ready to step into that right now. Hold on. What was my framework before? What's my framework now?
00:18:47
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No, that's not what I was called. This is what I was called to. That was already exposed. This is the sacrifice. This is my service to myself. And being able to do that, that is choice brothers. The other stuff that we say we're choosing, <unk> we're not choosing.
00:19:03
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And so again, when, that first part of knowing this is what I'm called to put on the altar, that's a deep connection that you have with the Lord and listening to the voice. And I ask you, I encourage you, honor that.
00:19:15
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And as you get ready to do that,
00:19:20
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put it into the framework, okay? So that feeling, that version must die. And so we're gonna step into the same thing. Do do you guys, do you men have, what's the what's the framework for the, what's the fire frame?
00:19:40
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frame it, feel it. Face it, forge it. Good. Yep. Good. So going to go into these. Hopefully you guys, I'll start posting some of these things in here, but as we get ready, just listen where we're at and we're just going to rip through these quickly because it it doesn't have to be what one word to prompt your heart to prompt the Holy Spirit to go deeper if you need to. Okay. So first we're going to, we're going to step into the frame.
00:20:11
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What version of me must die today? What was that place? What me what version must die today? What part is that that he spoke in the deep inner parts right at the beginning?
00:20:21
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And then your mind also wanted to put something else there.
00:20:27
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Write it down. One one part, just so you know. The feel. Where is the old man fighting from? Or what where is the old man fighting for survival instead of Correct.
00:20:40
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Gosh, I cannot read. Here we go. Where is the old man fighting for survival inside me right now?
00:20:50
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That's the feel part. Where is that sensation deep inside of you? This is the part men real quick. where Where's where's the old fighting from survival inside me right now, men, nice I would say it like a thousand times. Like you're going to want to do that and say that from the mind, this is just experience over the years and years and years.
00:21:11
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You're going want to say it from the mind. What was that sensation and the voice and the knowing that came up in you?
00:21:19
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That will start to clue in that sensation rather than something that you're going to tell me a story about. Where is the old man fighting for survival inside of me right now?
00:21:31
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Mine a lot. If I'm way pressured, it's going to be um pressure in my chest. It's going to be like something that truly wants to get out, but it can't at the same time. I feel like I'm getting crushed.
00:21:43
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There's a voice that I want to use, but then I can't speak. And so then I'm fighting to keep everything down. But a lot of that is just because of fear, not wanting to. There's a,
00:21:55
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Depending on what it is, everything is like is pressure and in my eyes or the back of my head. But then there's also like this holy fire. Like when I get purpose and passion and ready and I'm trying to like put it into words, there's like this fire that comes over top of me as well.
00:22:13
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So I can feel like my my whole body actually gets very much radiating with heat. A lot of times I don't know if I'm trying to fight that to hold it back. Sometimes now I'm just like, let's go. Like, let's let it rip.
00:22:28
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You know? So these are the things, the sensations within your body, not your mind that we're looking for. Okay. So face what, what truth have I been terrified to admit about who I've been?
00:22:41
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Again, you this is this is solely for you. So put those things in there. This is stuff, if you get something that is on a very deep level and you're not ready to share that in the group, put it down. Like start putting this stuff down, find the cracks, do the work.
00:22:57
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I care more about you digging deep and doing the work rather than a video post. Okay? And then when you go to post something, post something just a little bit less of what it is, less revealing until you're ready. are you're ready But there's still, I promise you, go deep.
00:23:12
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Then if you post a video, you don't have to be as deep. But put it in there, men. Seek it out. Do the work. Forge. What one act of obedience confirms the old man is dead today?
00:23:27
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good yeah It has to be a clear vision, like for myself, if I'm if i'm saying, what's what's my goal? you know He gives me vision of what that looks like off in the distance.
00:23:39
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So like, what does that look like? And that's the place that I want to embody that on every level of who I am. Not just, man, I hope my wife notices this change. It's like, this man that I'm talking about will experience reality but different, completely different.
00:24:00
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That's the man I'm embodying that I know is four years off.
00:24:07
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But at every second that I can, I'm embodying that vision, that calling, that knowing that God is calling me into that truth.
00:24:18
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and you please what Is that difference? And that's the the part of truth that I'm embodying over and over and over.
00:24:29
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Can you repeat that question again, please? Yep. What one act of obedience confirms the old man is dead today.
00:24:39
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And so for me, the act of just service to myself of the calling that God has on my life, what proves that that old man is dead is me continually choosing to walk in obedience to the spirit as it reminds me of what the path is that old man is automatically dead the moment that the holy spirit keeps reminding me and i keep choosing obedience to the spirit
00:25:17
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that identity that version of me is gone no no no ah you still have moments where you are that man like i haven't seen him completely die like you said four years i get it but I know he trains me through this constant reminder from the Holy Spirit, listening, stepping into obedience to the spirit.
00:25:40
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That is, that is my proof to me. And as I continually choose that choice, as I continually come back to breath, as I continually choose the obedience to move forward in stillness in my spirit,
00:25:55
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to continually choose obedience in the silence that comes.
00:26:02
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That's where it is. And I want want you to notice that I didn't say that it reminds me to do more in reality. Totally different. There's other places that I can do things in reality, like I pointed out, as simple as wearing a white shirt.
00:26:19
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This changes the identity and reminds me of what it is. But I had to put a white shirt on anyway. I mean, I had to put a shirt on anyway.
00:26:29
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Why not put on one that actually means something that reminds me of the new man and not the old? Okay. These things that we see this addition to is actually in my life. My experience, my, this addition to is actually a lessening of things actually on my, on my plate and clarity in these ways, clarity cleans up so much busyness in my life.
00:26:59
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Okay. So hopefully you've been tracking within your, your, your journal. Okay. Like this is a time like we want to cut deeper into the spirit into the stillness.
00:27:13
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Like when I get still, what part of me rises in panic?
00:27:21
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tra can hear me That part that rises in panic because it's losing control. That's what that's what's happening when you're doing that. When you get steel and we'll say and from the busyness, you get steel.
00:27:37
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your ego is going to rise and it's going to panic because it's losing control in the directions that is comfortable. Okay. And the silence, when the noise stops, what lie is exposed as the root of my old identity.
00:27:54
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And that's where being silent, not interrupting God, but being silent is, In that God will show you those deep roots as deep parts that were too busy to ignore we're we're mostly just too busy. We just ignore them.
00:28:13
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Is the egos trying to protect us by not being still. Okay. So again, we're over and over. We're getting to the point like what part are you getting ready to sacrifice?
00:28:23
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What identity are you sacrificing?
00:28:29
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It's the identity of it. Not habit.
00:28:35
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Not behavior, not emotion.
00:28:41
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What identity? Okay. The service part, this is where it gets played out.
00:28:52
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What obedience again in this in this deeper part? What obedience proves I am walking as the new man today?
00:29:09
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Okay. So this is where we start like a want, let's try to see where we're at and we can both be things in reality that you're giving up, or maybe you got a, the thing like you're already honed in on the deeper identity that you're giving up, but where, what do you hear me saying in this? What this is, what is being laid out, right? What, what do you hear me? What's that mean to you?
00:29:36
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At this moment of life where you're at, what do you hear me saying? and And what is you can go into the identity of what you're of what you're laying down or that's been exposed.
00:29:52
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hold Hold on, and hold on, everybody. Not all at once. like Oh, I didn't know you're actually asking. Dude, this is huge, right? Like you're talking about reality. or what we call reality, he grew up in reality. We all were trained in what we call right reality TV, the here and now, and then what is actually happening from the perspective of eternity in the kingdom from king's eyes.
00:30:20
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That identity absolutely different.
00:30:28
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Yep. So what is he, yep. So what is he, is there anything that you're able to share about the identity that, that you're being called into maybe in reality or maybe yeah spirituality? Yeah. what identity My identity is a gentle, sweet, loving, always ready to give good news and to break bread and be kind and respond with love and,
00:30:55
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you know that's my true identity. And like we think about like, oh, a sacrifice or obedience.
00:31:06
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Oh, it's so difficult. And then, you know, like the knee jerk response for me is I'll just have a grimace on and sit down, shut up. We're all in this together. And oh man, it's like, dude, ruining the moment can be so beautiful to show how fun it is and exciting the soul can get just to serve the king.
00:31:29
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You know, it's like the old man comes in. He's like, Oh, there's no such thing. Knowing, knowing just Sean. I mean, I know myself, but like knowing Sean, when you hear these two identities, knowing who he is and and the intensity that he carries and then stepping into this new identity. Also, I want you to see God is not asking him to give up his intensity
00:31:57
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or any of that. He's not asking to give up passion. You can clearly see his passion is for the Lord. He's not asking, but what is Sean exposing? It was beautiful, Sean. Like what is Sean exposing about these two different versions that we can see of Sean?
00:32:13
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And what would it be like, Sean, if you practice that on a daily in the moments that seem like they don't matter, And then what what do you think it would feel like to notice inside? All of a sudden you're triggered.
00:32:28
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You go through a whole moment where your emotions do take over and you are not ah in willpower and trying to control things, but you lose your crap. You know what that experience is like, right?
00:32:42
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Usually. No.
00:32:45
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Yeah, knows and what that is. But what would it feel like? What would it be like, Sean, if you went through that experience where you lost control, no focus, no control, and you were actually the version of you that you just said?
00:32:58
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Yeah. Yeah, I get glimpses of that. That's absolutely true identity. That's operating in a place of full emotional upheaval and being completely authentic in it and bringing bearing righteous fruit from you and others and everything that sees that interaction with reality and goes, wow.
00:33:20
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I mean, that's like a Yeah, absolutely. So I want you guys to question that part that you train so much. We show up here so much. We're so intentional about truth and exposing it so much.
00:33:33
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You try to embody it so much through that your normal day and all your small interactions that it literally gets exposed that you've transformed not by telling people what you're going to do. the alter that The death to that old man gets exposed because emotional response always outdoes your mental, like, this is what this is what I know to be true.
00:34:00
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okay So when it gets exposed and you get triggered, what I'm saying is is amazing is when when we do have those experiences, you've trained so much. There's been such a transformation, something that gets triggered where even in traffic,
00:34:16
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you know I get triggered and all a sudden I'm like, okay, yeah, you're good. Go ahead. My bad. Sorry. You go ahead. like You must be in a hurry. And then I'm like, what just happened?
00:34:29
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Did I look weak? No, I didn't look weak. Like, holy smokes. Thank you, Lord. You just showed me. You're transforming me. Thank you for just that.
00:34:41
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you see clarity where that might change and radically change your life? Anybody? yeah. Yeah. And that's like a that's a split second, too. Right. Because you always get that after action review and you're like, oh, you know, where was I right there? Oh, forget about it Let's just move on to the next thing.
00:34:59
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and then you're building that negative awareness. You're doing more negative thinking. You're doing less of holiness, less unified. You're right off the tracks. You do you don't even know it.
00:35:10
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You think you're being, you're honoring the moment by being more judicious about your time, but you're not stopping to smell the roses and take real advantage of what you have there and give somebody leeway.
00:35:22
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Catch myself doing it all the time. For sure. It's getting shorter and shorter though. sure. Anybody else see it? What you got, Wesley? What you got?
00:35:33
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Yeah, man. It's easy to be ah a good man on a good day. the Bad days and opportunity to see who you really are.
00:35:44
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That's when the um the old man comes out and you find out if you are in control or if he's in control. know When you see him come out, when you hear his thoughts, it's
00:35:59
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Just being able to be aware of it, even though it's it's quick, you try to be still and silent and you listen to him. You feel his response, his reaction.
00:36:12
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But if you're able to sit and wait even half a second and identify, that's that's not me. That's not who I am. That's the old way.
00:36:25
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And it's again, it's an opportunity to show who's really in control. Instinct is easy. Yep. So there's no. o Yep. Like i I, if I hear you correctly, I think what I'm trying to get to, which I lack in communication skills is there's two places, right? Like I want us to always waging war by choice when that rises.
00:36:52
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And we're always choosing. And i that's where I want to honor that. That's what we're doing. We're laying that man up on the altar, not just today, but from today and every choice we make moving forward, which that is this constant choice within what I call like um being within this willpower and reality, but also like spiritual and building spiritual resilience inside of that choice.
00:37:17
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So that's being aware there. The other part that I see in in my life and I don't, maybe there's a better way to explain it, but is then we can only hold onto those choices so much. And we get exposed when we get triggered on deep, deep levels and there's no willpower and there's no like this other part completely leaves us. And we only are following our emotions. So that could be anger that we follow that emotion. It could be a shown in alcoholism that I go after.
00:37:51
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It gets exposed there by a choice that feels more like losing connection of who I am. there's a place that I see of when I lost connection, i could, um if it was anger, I would yell at somebody. And then now he's transformed parts of me so deep that he's healed them.
00:38:12
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When I'm triggered in that exact same moment with no choice seems like to myself, there's a deeper part where when my emotions and everything rise, I want it to be the same as when I train in the military, like that reflective, but like just boom.
00:38:30
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Like it's the first thing that gets exposed. Like, whoa, like, oh man, I did that so much. We cleared that room and i I didn't even think about it, right? That's that one other place that I think is just a little bit deeper that God allows to expose us to us and say, he does it in two ways. He exposes you to you and keeps showing you these parts and versions that need to die.
00:38:55
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And once those versions also die, He shows me this deeper place where all of a sudden I'm triggered and I don't have that choice to choose him. But because of my training that we do all day long, always all of a sudden, even my emotional response of that I depend on, he shows and exposes me that it actually did work.
00:39:17
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And I am connected now to truth. I now am rooted in truth. It's not me trying to train to be that better man. It's not me like doing that. Does that make sense?
00:39:28
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Oh, yeah. So are are you in alignment with the weapons of the adversary or are you in alignment with truth? good When you feel the old man kick yep Are we embodying that? like in Yeah.
00:39:39
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When you feel the old man kick in, like now, if you become aware it, like now when I feel the old man turn on, I just, I smile because I feel it.
00:39:51
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And i I was able to stop the old man from coming out. And like even if it's a, like you said, an angry situation then I catch myself, you I'll kind of laugh or smile.
00:40:03
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I'm like, ah, okay. I stopped making that situation worse because I suppressed the old ways, the old man. Yep.
00:40:14
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Well, training reaction, right? Like if you can train your reaction one way, basically the wrong way your whole life, then you can train your reaction the other way. You wanted a donut? I love donuts.
00:40:25
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Yeah, you can all have them. There's 12 of you, so get dozen. Geoff, bro, what do you hear? What do you hear today? I like white shirts.
00:40:39
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Let's go. Thanks out of all that. Love it. I can't keep them clean for very long. Thank you, bro.
00:40:51
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I can't keep them clean very long, but There's always a new one there every morning. isnt Grab a hold. Grab a hold. Good. Good. Good. Brian, what you got?
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um
00:41:17
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Looking into the the whole idea of the old man, I don't really...
00:41:25
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I don't really deny what
00:41:31
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people are feeling in terms of trying to kill the old man, but I don't necessarily disagree, but my thoughts on it are there's a time and a place for them. You know, when I, when I first started going to the gym, I would,
00:41:55
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pretty much take everything that bothered me or past trauma, past background. And then I would try to use that to push through, you know, each, each exercise or each day. And I would refer it to kind of like, okay, well the gym is my temple.
00:42:15
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And then after a while, all that was kind of gone, you know, all that trauma was kind of gone. It was worked through whether it was done in a gym or done at home, And I was like, shit, and you how do i bring that how I bring that energy back to the gym to where I can have that kind of intensity again?
00:42:34
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And time's going on, realizing that there is time for the old man. Not a lot, but there is time for that. um
00:42:49
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Marcus Aurelius talks about that feelings are neutral. until you co-stine on it until you agree that that's what i'm feeling now or that's what i'm going to do now um anger anger is neutral rage is neutral um it's a it's a normal human reaction to feel these things or jealousy or greed you know wanting more but it's the it's the conscious self that has to agree like
00:43:21
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Yeah, that's that's applicable for now. That's applicable for this situation. um That's, you know, the old man's not applicable when I'm trying to, you know, handle something delicate like my kids or my wife.
00:43:40
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um But it's absolutely applicable way if I'm dealing with something of equal energy. that's required by it so you know i mean i think self-control has a lot to do with it um i think actualization of self like okay yeah i am pissed about this but that doesn't mean i have to react on it um i i do want this thing but that doesn't mean okay well is that thing serving me or am i serving that thing well that's not necessarily going to help me right now
00:44:14
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Okay. So let's squash that. So I don't know. I, I think the only way to appreciate light is with darkness. Yeah. um I think the only way to to really understand darkness is to have the comprehension of light.
00:44:32
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um You know, I, when it's a, When when anger anger comes along, you know is this justified?
00:44:43
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you know Can I use this for a purpose or is this anger just kind of fueling my ego for the moment? and and And it's not going to have a good result. you know So it's a chess game.
00:44:57
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um it's This world's not meant for people who play checkers. 2000, great. Yeah. Yeah. Good cheer.
00:45:09
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Yeah. Thanks, Brian. Yeah, absolutely. Yep. Yep. what What else? What's anybody else seeing in their own life?
00:45:20
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Earlier on the video, I didn't come off mute, getting ready to the line is sticks out to me all the time is a part about the man who is whatever is unmovable.
00:45:34
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And I take that as like, we don't react to other people out of a way that's out of control. If we're unmovable, like, doesn't matter what you say to me, throw darts, throw grenades, throw whatever your words, I'm not gonna be shaken or moved.
00:45:52
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And I think I relate to what Sean's talking about, like overreacting when somebody essentially hurts our feelings. And someone somewhere it hurts our feelings by doing what we don't like. And then we react to them.
00:46:07
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And we need to be men of God and to breathe and not be movable, just because somebody this' something we didn't like. Yeah, yep that's that part we're chasing after right now today, right?
00:46:19
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yeah Is it about trying to make sure that my body doesn't respond to what they're doing that is irritating me? Or is there a place where i chase the old man enough and sacrifice that man that there is no trigger to that anymore?
00:46:37
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Because that trigger is rooted on a ah belief and and an emotional response. If I can heal that belief in that emotional response, it still may be true or not true, which is fine.
00:46:53
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but I don't have to react to it in such a way. Right. And that's the, yeah that we're willing to lay down. You know, I still get to walk in truth and all these things in character. Yup.
00:47:04
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Or is it going to be a lifetime of trying to control my emotional response, which is trying to control the old man. Right. I think it begins with having that control, but eventually as you have that voice have control, they don't have the trigger.
00:47:22
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Yeah. Yep. That's a process. yeah I can't say, okay, I no longer get annoyed by lazy students. You might. You might, because when you, like, what's interesting is what he does in my life is annoyances used to bother me, but he's transformed me now.
00:47:44
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to see annoyances or or I'll say resistance when I say resistance when I notice resistance in me he's showing me that that is what I'm supposed to like oh that annoyance is them exposing to me that I'm the one to fix it like awesome I used to think it was an obstacle and I was annoyed now I just see it as resistance Now that I see it as resistance, it's my opportunity to fix what God is asking me to fix.
00:48:13
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And it exposes once I fix that in myself first, I'm the one that's literally called to fix that. And so the old man dies, not annoyed. I'm filled with purpose that God actually wants me to fix that.
00:48:31
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And when I fix that, out of that, then it exposes that I don't have that trauma anymore. I'm able to help them. So hopefully they won't have trauma, whatever that is. They learn from my experience. Does that, that's that place. He continually transforms the old man into that new one.
00:48:50
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And it's always for me through resistance. So when I'm resisting some type of thing, and this is what this place is for to present so many damn things that confront you And it makes you uncomfortable. And you're like, no, I don't believe it that way.
00:49:08
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Why don't I believe it that way? Like, let's, let's, okay. What part is that? And right now, man, like we're just going over this old man part or this deeper, deeper stuff. When we go in next year into those other things, this, what we won't be teaching, what we're doing here will actually be doing what we're talking about here.
00:49:31
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So we need to be able to know what is that deeper part of like laying that identity down. And so presenting laying this old man down this old identity, like what is that truly to be able to understand and do that?
00:49:47
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Because in 2026, we're not going to be preaching on it or teaching on it. We're getting ready to step into this place where we're actually doing it. And it's going to be conflicting with you. And I want you to know that conflicting and laying that on the altar is going to be like, you should be making choices into your calling, knowing that you're called that you're laying that all laying it on the altar, like continual rail railing. I got something I'd like to say before we jump off. So when we first started this today and the fire framework, work um,
00:50:27
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reading the scripture, you know, kill your old self. And really what hit me is we've also been talking about donning the armor of God.
00:50:39
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And I noticed today, like you start with the belt of truth and it's like, I felt it in my stomach that I know when I'm put, when I'm putting on that belt of truth, like I am,
00:50:54
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I'm starting the fight. I am trying to kill that old self. And I feel it in my stomach. Like if any, I mean, any of you guys have been in a physical altercation, you know, as soon as it's coming, like it, it, I just feel it already in my stomach. And my old self is, Hey, is trying to step up and say, what are you doing?
00:51:16
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Like, he's already trying to start the fight right then. And it's like, it's intentional like i'm intentionally putting on that belt i'm intentionally trying to kill my old self and it's it's not easy it is a battle to kill something and i get that gut feeling of here we go it's game on like it's time it's time and it's just
00:51:51
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i don't dont I just had to get that out. Sorry. you what you're hearing Tap into that place, become noticing what that does mean for you, what that sensation is, what rises.
00:52:02
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Does that rise when you're trying to like, Oh, you need to lay down the old man. No. Oh. And then it's got instinct. Like, no, I'm not. And you're like, yep I know inside my spirit. That is the one thing that I need to lay down right now. Done. No negotiating, not you like done Right.
00:52:20
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ye It's beautiful. And in that place, when you notice that again, like I was pointing out, it's not you. Having to, you're not giving up your purpose. You're not giving up your, your calling. You're not giving up the strengths that even that old man brought to the table. You're literally using those new strengths, not out of fear, not out of, um,
00:52:43
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proving yourself, not out of striving, not out of scarcity. You're literally using those things now
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because I love it, because it's from a place of love. It's i'm utilizing these tools now because it brings into abundance things in my life. Abundance of peace, abundance of joy, abundance of purpose and passion.
00:53:08
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abundance for ah my family to flourish in their purpose because of these things that I now do. They don't have to respond to my scarcity. And, you know, this thing that they don't know what's going on there. They're able to go, man, this overflow of love and everything that my father is.
00:53:27
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That's like, you can notice that all. And it starts with just noticing the sensation and laying the other parts down. It's not going be easy, Kurt. Curtis, it's not at all. Good.
00:53:38
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Good. Very good. Very good that you're feeling. I loved it. Nothing to hear here.
00:53:47
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Good. What else? We're all brothers. I got to go. I got to go. I need to set an alarm. and Andy to slap me on the back of the head. Oh man. Dang it. I failed her.
00:54:02
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Love you, man. Let's, uh, I get a prayer to pray this out. Breathe. breathe
00:54:10
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Father, thank you so much for one breath being able to bring us back to the present moment, to be super intentional in our life, both in spirit, connected to you in one breath, but also connected to the present moment that you give us.
00:54:24
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I hear you, baby. i love you. We're praying it out. I'm coming. of Thank you for that one breath to bring us here. Thank you for all of this life, this life that you give us right now. Thank you for your son, Jesus. We thank you for the truth, the foundation of truth. It's what we're seeking here. What is actually true? I believe a lot of things to be true.
00:54:46
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What is actually true? And what is the deeper calling that you have on each one of us? Not to do more and be more here, but what is the deeper calling of who we are internally? And so thank you, Father, for these men. Thank you for them intentionally showing up. Thank you for them seeking out what it also is for them to be seeking truth and into embodying truth.
00:55:07
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So much love to them, much respect for all of it. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen. Blue flame. Love you guys. Let's after it. God bless, man.
00:55:20
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let get out care god bless man