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ONLYFALCONS EPISODE 2
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Tony Borrell finally scores an interview with the infamous Martin Random, who reveals his identity as The Falcon Guy. Who is he? Will we find out? Probably not.
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Introduction to Martin Random
00:00:00
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Now let's get this out of the way. Everything you say is a lie. Yeah, that's true.
00:00:13
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We are building a religion. We are building it bigger. We are widening the corridors and adding more lanes. All right, so that maniacal laugh was this episode's guest, Martin Random, who I'm sure everyone has been eagerly anticipating.
00:00:43
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Hello there. Hello to the void. I know a lot of very vocal people hate me and a lot more silent people love me, so this will be a treat to some of you. The silent majority. Yeah, it's always the silent majority that loves people. I get it. Jesus Christ, what a disaster of a web forum that's become. Something awful and everything else. But it's nice to talk to you, Tony. Yes, it's nice to talk to you, Martin Random. Now, let's get this out of the way.
Martin's Breakdown and Life Complexity
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Everyone, there's this pervasive notion that everything you say is a lie. Everything you've ever said is a lie somehow.
00:01:13
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Now, I'm pretty sure having met you that that's that itself is a lie. Yeah, that's true. You know, there are there is photographic evidence of many of the things you've claimed.
00:01:28
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I had like a breakdown I think in 2016 around then. I was married and I had three aspects of my life that I had not combined or not really allowed to exist together, but I was juggling all three. And one was, okay, so I'm like a normal person with these hippies that are not online.
00:01:53
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I also have lupus that I have to hide. And also I have this entire other life online and before having met these hippies. And the more that I tell anybody about it, the more unbelievable it sounds. And so what I've done through my life has just been doing things and not really telling people about myself very much. I know that sounds really uninteresting, but as a result, I kind of reached this point where
00:02:23
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I can never tell anybody practically anything about my life because it has gotten to the point where cumulatively it's unbelievable.
Controversial Views on Masks and COVID
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So the internet's a great way to have that happen to you because you can show up in a huge delta of like different circumstances and wear different masks and get away with that. But you know, it's like, what do you do to put that together into a human being? I don't think we've really answered that yet.
00:02:51
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Speaking of masks, are you supporting a beard at the moment? We've discussed beards on this podcast in the past. I'm curious.
00:02:58
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No, I think that it would be an affectation in this time. I don't know the exact measurements off the top of the head, but it's about two days worth of growth will really inhibit the ability of a mask to function. It's more growth for silicon-based respirators, disposable masks you really can't do longer than maybe a day and a half, two days of shaving. If you're wearing a beard,
00:03:26
Speaker
You're one of two things. You're somebody who's so hermit-like that you have arranged your life in painstaking detail so that you will never, ever share air with another human being. And that is something I can respect. You probably work remotely. Yeah, a lot of the people you're talking to, I'm guessing. Like, I could probably do that with the exception of having to go to the grocery store.
00:03:49
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So those people with beards, that's one category. Second category, dumb motherfuckers. Dumb motherfuckers who don't really care if they get sick or die. They don't really think that their life is worth living. For whatever reason, they've decided to allow their pulse beat, their genetic code to be completely taken over by this virus and spew it out like a fucking animal.
00:04:11
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Those are the other people with beards. They can go fuck themselves. If they are bear facing with other human beings and their entire life is not dependent on it, which it never is, fuck you. You're a spreader. You can eat my shit. How's that? So I take it you're still masking.
00:04:29
Speaker
Absolutely. I'm one of those people that when when we come to that collective realization that this shit was bad, I'm going to be one of those people that you can look back on and say, oh, damn, that's the one person that did that didn't vote for the Iraq war. Right. I'm the guy who's going to be masking as long as this shit's around. And as long as this is a universal solution to that shit, I view anybody not masking as either ignorant, deluded or malicious.
00:05:00
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So I haven't worn a mask in probably a year. I'm not malicious. I probably deluded. I'm definitely ignorant. I think you got a lot of, I don't give a fuck and I can't afford to give a fuck because my life is already so fucked going. Yeah. I also don't go into public spaces, say for the grocery stores, as you mentioned. There you go. So now all you got to do is get a mask and wear it to the store when you go there. And you're doing more than 99% of everybody.
00:05:30
Speaker
How many times have you gotten sick? From COVID? Yeah. Zero. That you know of, but that's good. I suppose I may have been asymptomatic, but every time I felt I had anything resembling symptoms, I did a home test and it all came up negative. Well, you know.
00:05:52
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I think that we've got like, uh, you know, there are two wolves and say, you know, which way Western man, um, you're either somebody who can, yeah, you are gay. You can either, you can either adapt to what's going on, um, and become one of those animals. I don't know. I saw some fish in a tank on a tick talk. It was really funny. Uh, there's like a big old tank full of fish and it's all the fish are on one side, except for one fish, which is on the other side. And they're both kind of, they're all kind of like staring at each other, which is really cool. Except that behavior was evolved into those fish.
00:06:23
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because one of those fish was sick and they didn't want it to spread. So that's how they deal with it. And you know, in order to develop that evolutionary thing, countless billions of fish had to die in order for that elaborate behavior in order to surface. We got something above those fish. We got a brain that can think about shit. We don't have to kill a zillion people in order to best a virus. We can just go, oh, just put a little fucking thing on your face. Problem solved.
00:06:48
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No, but the
Martin's Views on Israel and Zionism
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reason why that solution is not available to us is because of the public discourse and the public discourse is being controlled right now so that we will kill each other because human beings are not viewed as an asset. They're viewed as something that is a problem at this stage. Like we've kind of used up our usefulness as settler occupiers. The entire country has been conquered from sea to shining sea. Now it's time to get rid of us and start importing help. There's only like, what, 700 million of us? We can totally enslave the rest of the world with those numbers.
00:07:17
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You're talking about the United States? Correct. When I say us, it's anybody in the imperial core or a lot of people in the secondary periphery of their leadership. NATO. Well, people who run NATO. Speaking of all this, you're, if you don't mind me saying, you're a son of Abraham. How do you feel about the Hamas, Israel clusterfuck? God bless Hamas. Tie me to a missile. Shoot me a Tel Aviv.
00:07:47
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Is that how the saying goes? God bless them. I think the whole Zionist project is the hijacking of the Jewish faith by white supremacist nationalist psychos that are offshoots of the Nazi ideology. It's very obvious to anybody. It's very bizarre though, too, to think that the Jews would somehow morph into these Nazi
00:08:12
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I mean, if you're the liquid terminator, who are you going to be after you fuck everything up as the Nazis, right? You're going to go, boy, they, you know, I suppose, but it is, it is still a bizarre thing to have to reckon. I suppose we all become what we hate. We all hate what we see in ourselves in the end, but still the Jews becoming Nazis. Jesus.
00:08:33
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It's like, you know, the Jewish faith is a shit show by design. It's supposed to be. If you look in the Old Testament, it's a bunch of people fucking up over and over. It's like and you don't even know what it means. David, you're the hero of the Jews was David. He was a huge day. David's a dick. He's a prick. You know, he sent his husband to the front line so he would die so he could fuck her. That's a that's a real power move, but.
00:09:01
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Wow. So there's no such thing as the Jewish orthodoxy. There's no such thing as the diaspora. There's no such thing as Jews. There's no such thing as Zionists. There is such a thing as the Jewish people. And that has nothing to do with what Israel is doing right now. That has nothing to do. What Israel has done is it's 100% marketing.
00:09:24
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If you take these people back to their original names, they're going to be shit, like, goring. They all have Nazi connections. It has nothing to do with the Jewish faith. This is because they picked it up like a comic book and they're going to be like, we're the Superman Society. Go ahead. There are two branches of Jews, right? The Ashkenazi and the Sephardic. Well, that would be like a geographic distribution. Yes, because the Ashkenazi were a bunch of Rus' who decided one day that they would convert to Judaism for the various benefits they're in.
00:09:53
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Uh, mostly political. I've seen that package. It was attractive. You should have gotten in at that time. I was, my ancestors were, I mean, they're little five, five Italians. They were still probably, I don't even know if they had agriculture yet. Jesus. Five Italians total. I mean, they made it happen through hundreds of years. Yeah. Um, all right. Yeah. Uh, Jewish people. What makes it, what makes a person Jewish in your, in your mind?
00:10:19
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Oh, that's controversial. I don't know. That's a mystery. It's something that you know inside of yourself and it's something that is a burden. It's something that causes you to look for an obligation to complete and it is something where you feel relieved when you are placed under an obligation because you have a nice set.
00:10:39
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Uh, of rules to do. I think that, uh, maybe there's a history of Jewish people being a neurotypical and this being like a society of compensation for that. That's like a little theory I've been playing with because I brought up in the, uh, in the Hamas, whatever the Israel thread that in fact, Jews have the highest IQ of any ethnic group. I always found that interesting. Well, I don't even know that that's true. It's definitely true on the data anyway. I don't know.
00:11:09
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what the data, how trustworthy that is, but on the surface, the data say that Jews are in fact higher IQ.
00:11:24
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You know, it's interesting concerning who they allow to be a Jew in the Israeli state, right? So they've got, what, Mizrahi Jews that are from Africa? This is a supposedly Jewish homeland.
00:11:40
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Yeah, that's the thing. They allow Jews to exist so long as they are in service of the Jewish state. And so it's not really a religion, Zionism is not really a religion that is bent around God. It's one that's bent around geopolitics and Jews are turning into actors instead of, instead of, you know, these cursed obligors, just rationally bound to God. Like that's what we should be.
00:12:06
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um not uh not little play pieces uh over a piece of land I mean it's like Jesus Christ you you look at uh you look at the the the story of the Israelites conquering a place and then fucking up and then getting kicked out of it and keeping that in their records so they can learn from it
00:12:25
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You don't go back into that shit that you fucked up like a cookbook and go like, oh, I can go back and wrestle God for the Israel back again. That's that's in what chapter three, we can do that. No, that's not how you're supposed to use the cryptic shit that has been left to you by your ancestors, people who could only guess who they were writing to. Maybe some of them had OCD, obsessive compulsive disorders and felt the need to do. And I assume they're all dudes who wrote the Talmud, the Pentateuch, all that. These were.
00:12:54
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Supremely autistic women too in the oral Torah. I I was not aware of that. That's interesting. Can you speak more on that?
00:13:01
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I'm not a deep expert in it, but I do know that, you know, there is an oral tradition and that oral tradition is practiced as kind of like the flesh on the bones of the Torah. And it is defined by the circumstances. And I happen to know that under the circumstances, there were a lot of Jewish ladies practicing the oral traditions. No, I know that not in an obscene way. In some sects of Judaism, women can become rabbis. I assume not in the more traditional sects that
00:13:31
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Hasidics or whatever. I don't know. There's no authority, really. Well, there is an authority. There's Karaite Jews, right? They're kind of like the Protestant of Jews. What is it? The Protestant, well, Protestants of Jews. They believe that every person is to read into the Torah and to interpret it themselves. That's a sect. They run around. Everybody's their own pope.
00:14:00
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death, and they're the Jews for Jesus. Unsurprisingly, there are a lot of narcissists and Zionists among that set. Big fan of the Jews for Jesus. I don't know, man. They've got some complicated ... This is not even my wheelhouse, man. I don't know shit about any of this stuff, so I'll give you answers, but I'm no expert. But Jews for Jesus, aren't those the
00:14:24
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Well, let's let's talk about the fucking Nagamati, if you want to talk about something or a Philip K. Dick or actually, I don't know anything about those guys. Philip K. Suckaway. But I don't know anything about Philip K. Dick. I've read. That's not true. I've never read anything by him. In fact, I've just seen his adaptations. But Nakamati is interesting.
Jewish Identity and Historical Context
00:14:42
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And so are the. Dead Sea Scrolls. What do you know about my background? And your background in what sense?
00:14:54
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My life. I know that you had the most epic hover hands on Hillary Rodham Clinton, and that's all I need to know. Did we not discuss something on the phone about where it came from and all this stuff? I was being glib, but yeah, we did.
00:15:15
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Okay. Yeah. I'm like, uh, um, I'm like thinking, damn, like, uh, you know, the stuff with, with Judaism, it's something I've always felt. It's just, I've had a knack for it and I keep looking and I finding, and I find the right answers. Um, so I can't really answer your questions. I just know it's what I am. And, uh, if I follow my natural proclivities, I end up acting like a Jew. So you explicitly would identify as Jewish.
00:15:46
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Yeah, and I would say that, like all Jews, I have a very complicated relationship with what that is. To even set a concept to language is idolatrous because
00:16:00
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Um, you can take that word then and apply it to other things inappropriately. So a word becomes a graven image in a sense. Yeah. I don't even know. I don't even, you know, I know that there is such a thing as the Jewish people. I know that I am among them. I know that we have certain obligations. I look for those obligations through natural inclination. I have no more pleasurable experience than when I can lock one of those fuckers in and really nail it.
00:16:25
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Like if you can have me camp in a park or get beat by the cops or whatever for something that I really believe in, it feels like kisses. I think a very Jewish thing to do is to own sort of Jews who are complacent in their faith with the law, if you will. And I think that the Zionists have become complacent in their faith and politics.
00:16:52
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I don't know. I don't know. I think I don't think Zionism has anything to do with Judaism. I think it does in practice by a bunch of Nazis. Yes, but not really. I mean, you look at those guys, right? They put them out in the field. You got a picture of one of them unrolling a Torah. And I forget what the tzitzu thing or whatever. I think it's called something like a tzitzu. See, I don't know shit about Judaism. And even I look at what they're doing. I'm like, that's wrong. They're using a combat knife.
00:17:16
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to touch the Torah after unscrolling it at the scene of a massacre, to supposedly enact Judaism. It's very obvious that this
Religious Texts and Philosophical Beliefs
00:17:28
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is a bunch of Nazis running around in skin suits of Jews. They've had all the money in the world. My family's assets were seized by the Nazi government. They had some, quite a few.
00:17:40
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And the Jewish government ended up getting those as reparations. And now, you know, it's like, what sense does that make? That's just a bunch of fucking scam artists dressing up as a country. They're Nazis.
00:17:53
Speaker
We can't go back to having civilization until they are taken aside some kind of tribunal for all of them. We can't end this like the Nazis or the Civil War. We have to hang everybody sergeant level and above. And I got bad news for the Israelis, everybody sergeant level and above. So we got to hang those guys. And they got to go.
00:18:13
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Guys and girls of women, of course. Yeah, I mean, I use guys in a gender neutral term. Yeah, OK. Yeah, because that's the issue. Because what are you going to do if you don't? They're going to be running around the world with a fealty to a country that doesn't exist, yet could exist, as the most hardcore fucking idiotic operatives in every country. It's going to make being a Jew impossible. Do you believe that the Jews have some historic right to that area of the world?
00:18:43
Speaker
Uh, no, I don't think anybody has ready to say any part of the world. I would agree with that. I think that, uh, that tends to end poorly. The Jews experimented with that and, uh, it ended up ending in bloodshed. We wrote it. We wrote a story about it. Generally it's a cautionary tale. If you look in the Bible, you don't, you don't have a good time. If you put yourselves in the shoes of anybody in the Bible. No, I mean, usually God is fucking with you. Uh, talking about a job.
00:19:10
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Talking about it's usually people like being unbelievably dense and stupid in the face of God's very clear message. And then you're reading it and you're like, don't open that door. God told you not to. Oh, you open that door. I mean, it's like a fuck. It's, you know, and then a lot of it is shit happens. God said, don't do this. It didn't make any sense, but you did it anyway. Now everybody's dead. What is your favorite? I don't want to say scene, but what's your favorite story from
00:19:41
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The Bible, the Old Testament, I assume. I think it's, uh, what is this? This is a book of Jeremiah. I'm probably going to get fact checked on that. It's the, it's the prophet who was foretelling the doom of a city and decided to express that by lying on his side in the public square for something like 54 days. Jesus. Now that is a guy.
00:20:02
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who gets a message and then makes himself an instrument of that message. That is a guy who is, you know, I would be that guy. I am that guy. That reminds me a bit of Saint Laurentius, Lawrence, if you're familiar. No idea what you're talking about. Saint Lawrence was the gridiron guy. The Romans martyred him. He was a Christian, obviously. Saint implies that, I suppose. But they put him on a gridiron and he supposedly said,
00:20:30
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after they put him on this, you know, hot gridiron of fucking death. Okay, boys, this side's done. You can turn me over. Gross. Well, I think it's a... I've always wanted to have that sort of faith and satisfaction in life and in my beliefs. I won't, but it's nice to think that
00:20:55
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You can be so sure. Joe Frank said this. Joe Frank said this. Of somebody wearing a hair shirt and having done whips and whatever on themselves, sometimes it's better to have it on your back than in your heart. OK. That's a good quote. And when you say whips, you're referring to flagellation, not nitrous. Yeah. OK. Yeah. That's a whip.
00:21:24
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joke. Oh, I know it. I know it. Sorry. I was just thinking about, yeah, nitrous oxide is cool. But I was also thinking about the thing in hand I was thinking about.
Purpose and Identity Exploration
00:21:33
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Yeah, man, on your back rather than in your heart. Yeah, that's an interesting concept, to wear it on your back rather than in your heart. And I suppose that's the whole idea of sort of the, I don't want to say flagellation, but the self, what's the word I want?
00:21:54
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Self-inflicted pain anyway. I think it's using the body as an instrument of thought and expression. And that's what the body's for. I don't see anything wrong with it. Just like that prophet who laid on his side for 50 whatever days. I think he was in a state of bliss. He was using his existence on this earth for a purpose. I suppose that's the most any of us can hope to do.
00:22:26
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to exist with a purpose. I know I've constantly- Well, I think everybody has a purpose. I'm not sure everybody's ever cognizant of that purpose. I think maybe the bliss comes from a unity of thought where you understand that
00:22:45
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what your purpose is and that you're enacting it. So I think everybody has a purpose. Somebody can look at somebody who lived life as a dumb deaf mute, who was crippled or whatever. I'm just going to add on more ableism. You say Helen Keller. Who was functionally incapacitated. And then look back at that life as meaningful. Helen Keller's life is definitely meaningful. Whereas the person who experienced it.
00:23:07
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Well, she had a she had a very meaningful life. She learned to to go from that situation and to
Debate on Privilege and Social Constructs
00:23:12
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communicate, which is another privilege. But that's I suppose that's it. I don't know anything about her personal circumstances. Sounds like anybody in that at that time would not be privileged to be in a wealthy family. In that case, privilege would work as a sort of a trap. She was privileged in the sense that her parents. If not understood, sympathized or
00:23:37
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So you mean she was lucky. Isn't that what privilege is, Locke? No. Privilege is a social status. It's the ability to get stuff out of a society because of your placement within it. Right, which is predicated on Locke. Luck is just for circumstances. Yeah, but what you've just described is circumstances. Not all circumstances are luck. You can engineer circumstances, and privilege is something that is engineered. Hmm.
00:24:06
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I, I, I don't, I'm only signing cause I'm thinking on that. We can edit out the quiet parts. Oh, I don't care, man. Yeah. We can be quiet all you want. Like that is acceptable. I would agree that privilege can be often manufactured. Uh, but I think there is also a certain
00:24:27
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element of Fortuna. Let's say that everybody's on a roller rink and they're all going around clockwise. How did they figure out how to do that? I don't know. Somebody just decided to do it and other people followed the example and then now it's a rule that nobody talks about. Well, as a person who has decided to go counterclockwise on that rink, are they unprivileged? I don't know. I'd have to think on that more.
00:24:58
Speaker
I think that's usually the answer to any question of merit, I don't know. I'm very suspicious of people who claim to have knowledge of anything, certain or sure knowledge.
00:25:14
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It's very suspect. I'm most interested in, in that, that thing that I just described, um, the manifestation or what some scholars, uh, in the liberal arts or whatever would call the reification of things by mass unconscious action. Now you have a, you have a JD, of course, you're an attorney. Uh, what was your undergraduate, uh, degree? Philosophy, uh, philosophy with a focus on, uh, symbolic logic and, uh, philosophy of science. Oh, Jesus Christ.
00:25:45
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Yeah. Jesus Christ. But my most moving school, my most moving classes was from my existentialist philosopher. Exactly. Beloved. Fuck it. Authental philosophy. I mean, it's bullshit most of the time, but it's also the only meaning. He rode with SART. He rode with SART on a train through Spain.
00:26:03
Speaker
Now, Sardar is what happens when you lose World War Two so hard that you have to create a woman philosophy. He was married to a blind lady who was a biblical scholar. When I was at his apartment, two entire walls of the place were bookshelves.
Religious Gatherings and Arkansas Experiences
00:26:21
Speaker
That was just the Bible. No, that's fucking flags. In Braille. Oh, in Braille, okay. Yeah. I thought it was the husband just collecting books that his wife can't read. But if they're in Braille, that's okay.
00:26:32
Speaker
Yeah, no, it's really cool. Like, uh, uh, it's, uh, the largest Bible I've ever seen physically. Yeah. That's interesting. I did, uh, I did, uh, I don't know. I did philosophy for undergrads. Sorry. Go ahead. What do you call those sort of not timeshares, but you can rent a, I guess Airbnb was what we would call them now. But back when before Airbnb, what would you call something that you rented out as like a vacation home for with some friends?
00:27:03
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I don't know the term for it, but at any rate, we had one of those, and whoever owned it had stocked the place with your typical books and amenities and whatnot, and one of those books anyway. As a timeshare. Okay, so it was a timeshare.
00:27:19
Speaker
Yeah. All right. If you guys basically furnish this thing and pass it between tenants, that's going to be a timeshare almost. Okay. So me and my, my friends got a timeshare in Galveston, Texas. Was this before or after that? Actually you got sloppy seconds on a timeshare. Go ahead. Somebody got stuck with that timeshare and then rented it out to your friends. So you're, uh, you're eating, uh, you're eating what that person does. The only thing I was eating was my girlfriend's ass, but well, whatever. Lost connection to server. What the fuck? Uh, can you hear me?
00:27:49
Speaker
I'm still recording. I still see the red dial going. But anyway, one of the books they had in the library, I use that term loosely of this timeshare, I suppose, was the Power Sword Bible. Have you ever heard of that? No. It's a whole fucking thing. These guys, the Power Sword Bible guys are all... What's the Power Sword? So, okay, they're all about
00:28:17
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Christianity. Is it a magical implement? No, this intrigues me at the time of the Power Sword Bible. Holy shit, what the fuck? That's cool as fuck. But it turns out they're just Christianity through feats of strength, like these guys tear phone books in half on stage. Oh, you're in Ohio. Yeah, you're going to find those relics.
00:28:39
Speaker
Okay, well, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm glad I'm not the only person who's been astounded by printed material they found in Texas. We got to start generating our own printed material for other people to find. That's what I say. If they're doing it, we got to do it, too. I would love to publish a book. But the Power Sword Bible guys did the best, the best thing about these Power Sword Bible guys. And they were, by the way, featured on Walker Texas Ranger in one of the episodes, I guess. He was at a presentation of the Power Sword Bible guys, and they tore phone books in half. But the best part
00:29:09
Speaker
is when they try to tear a phone book in half and they fail, and they have to get another power sword guy to come on stage and help them tear the phone book in half. It's just, it's inspiring. It's like pro wrestling. Yes. So this sounds like exactly the inspiration for, have you heard of The Righteous Gemstones? Yes, with John. I hear that that's not very far from fiction. It seemed really ludicrous when I was looking at it.
00:29:35
Speaker
The Christianity of that sort of show is ludicrous until you've lived in Arkansas, which I did for some time. All that shit is real and happens every day. I've told the story of when I went to Easter celebration with my boss at her church. It was incredible. Tell me about it. So I was working a data center job as a monkey, basically. Just contractually obliged they were to have someone there all night.
00:30:04
Speaker
So I was there in case something. Oh, I was there. OK. Yeah. I love those kind of apps where you just have to physically exist. Right. Like I figured my early plan in life was to become really into Buddhism and get one of those jobs and just sit in like a closet somewhere and realize enlightenment. Just nobody realized it. But, you know, I did. They gave me a computer with Internet and not a whole lot of responsibilities. So it was pretty great.
Religious Grifts and Faith Exploitation
00:30:29
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I did a lot of drugs on that job and no one fucking noticed or cared.
00:30:33
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So that was great. I'm not sure why, I know why I left that job and it was a mistake. I could have a career in that now, doing nothing for pay. But anyway, my boss, Leanne, was a evangelical Christian. And to her credit, she was very Christian in the sense of being a caring, giving person. So she knew I had no family there come Easter. So she invited me to her house for dinner, Easter dinner.
00:31:00
Speaker
because it was a Christian thing to do. And I was like, okay, yeah, sure, I'll go to your house for dinner. And she even made me eggplant parmesan, which they do not make in Arkansas. They do not make Italian anything in Arkansas. I don't even know what it is. You don't know what eggplant, Jesus Christ, eggplant parmesan?
00:31:20
Speaker
Yeah. I mean, that's like saying, that's like saying, Oh my God. Well, I only learned what a fettuccine Alfredo was in my thirties. Did you never go to.
00:31:35
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Jesus Christ, have you ever even been to Olive Garden? That's the most basic bitch. I don't see any reason why anybody would go to an Italian restaurant in America. I don't see why there would be occasion for that. That's anti Italian. Can you imagine? Have you ever been to Olive Garden? No. That sounds like a bad deal. Have you been to a legitimate Italian restaurant then?
00:32:00
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They had one place called Austeria Fasulo in in Davis and no it was too fancy, you know, it's like What are you gonna do first of all? How would I know what it would it would it would a eggplant would an eggplant parmigiana if you ever talk like it sounds like it sounds like it What is it a lasagna with eggplants and cheese? Goddamn it. Yes, but goddamn it. No. Yeah. Why don't you just call it that eggplant lasagna? I
00:32:26
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This is this is making me very angry and I'm not sure why. Yeah, you Italians. God damn it. I mean, you're right, but I'm very angry that you're right. So if I'm imagining it's just a casserole, it's a it's eggplant. It is not a casserole in the Midwest sense. I'm also from what's the difference? Moral fortitude, for one, the potatoes are gratin. That's a casserole, too, right? I can't believe anybody would listen to this. OK.
00:32:56
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So this is anti. No, I'm not shitting on you. I'm I'm telling the people I'm like, excusing them, excusing. Oh, but to get back to my point, I worked this job and she made me Italian fucking dish for her dinner, but it also meant going to church with her, which I didn't realize. But it occurred to me afterwards that, of course, it means going to church or she's wearing Arkansas. So she gives me her church address and I show up there and it's on the
00:33:23
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It's on the intersection, and there were four churches, one on each corner. And of course, the church that I went to first was the wrong one. The second one was the wrong one. The third one, everyone's looking at me weird now. So the last church, the fourth one that I go to, wait, did you like bust into all graduate style? Because I'm imagining the Tony that I know. I was very much. I mean, I was. Yes, just imagine a lubricated.
00:33:51
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I'm motivated. Yes. Motivated by unseen spirits. Exactly. Yes. So they didn't animated by the spirit of something unseen. I like this. Yes. This is how you're doing this. This is how you're going through these churches. You're clearing churches, multiple churches. No one knew what the fuck. No one knew what the fuck. But the fourth church to which I show up turns out to be and it was the final option, the correct one. So I get into the what do they call it? The fucking sanctuary, I suppose.
00:34:20
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with with my boss, Leanne. OK, I don't even know what this is. I never really been in a church which is sanctuary like. OK, so here's what I imagine. You got a big open space. You got some pews. You've got a big platform right there. There's a there's an altar and then behind there, there's a big cross. And whether or not there's a dude on it tells you what kind of church you're in. That's what I know about churches. What's a sanctuary? Is that some place you hide things place with the pews with the altar up front? Yes. And when I walked into this sanctuary,
00:34:50
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They were playing a video on a large projection screen in the back and it was a video of turkeys running around in the woods and then it cut to a shot of what turned out to be the pastor in a ghillie suit. He said some biblical shit and then it zoomed in on a turkey and the turkey exploded because the pastor had shot it with a fucking hunting rifle.
00:35:13
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Listen to me. Listen to me. You need to learn something from these people. This is not a church. This is an extremely clever use of tax avoidance strategies. These guys know what's up. They're in the middle of fucking nowhere. They're forming a religion that nobody can recognize and they're spending whatever money they want on it. And if any of the authorities question them, they start, they can pitch a shit. So what I'm saying is.
00:35:37
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We should all be. Yeah, we should all be killing. This is something to learn from. If I see somebody dressed like a piece of cheese and people are blowing him, I want to figure out how to get a cheese suit. OK, so it gets better. So let's get ourselves a church suit. That's one of the things I want to do with the falcons. Go ahead. After he fucking explodes this turkey or was it a chicken or some bird anyway that is useful for eating the meat of? Although when you explode a bird like that, you just plaster it to the nearest tree.
00:36:07
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There's no way you're eating any of it. But anyway, we're sitting there in the pews and the turkey explodes and then the chapel doors, the sanctuary doors, it's also called the chapel, bust open. Oh, is he going to bring it out? No, even better. He comes in on a four reel ATV. He drives up to the altar and gets out in a fucking ghillie suit and proceeds to give the sermon of the day. And that's just that's Arkansas.
00:36:41
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ATV, man. I assume the killer should cost more than ATV. That's church ATV. He owns that shit now. Yeah. That was what he did for the tax thing. And I'm saying, you can look at that as like all these dumb backwards people, or you can look at that as like, okay, these people are adaptive, they're smart. We all live in a fucking prison. Okay, these guys are shucking and driving. I always admire the grift. They're going to ride the Jesus on an ATV that's tax-free. I always admire the grift, and that's definitely a grift.
00:36:59
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fucking Christianity. That's a tax write off, man. The church paid for that thing.
00:37:09
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I see no problem with it. Unless they're in fact true believers. If they actually believe what they're saying or selling, that's problematic. Well, some people can't help it. That can just be a condition. I can tell jokes and they'll believe anything I say. Those are the people that get so angry at me for being a liar sometimes online when I'm telling allegorical stories or embellishing something like standing next to Hillary Clinton. That's what a crazy lie. Tell me, why didn't you
00:37:38
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Just put your arm around her. Look at that face. How could you not put your arm around her? I tried to put my arm around her. I felt the repellent force. It started as what I could only describe as synesthesia. Well, it was strange. I sent my arm, the command, to clutch. And then I experienced what I can only describe as a synesthesia of darkness.
00:38:04
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descending upon my arm and freezing it. I couldn't move it. And inside of this darkness, I could feel it in my heart. I couldn't I could not bring myself to touch her. And so the only thing that I really could do was smile for the camera. And I think she does that move on a lot of people. She's got to have some kind of like a device on her back or or I don't know, maybe maybe the Havana syndrome thing is correct. Maybe they had people with gizmos around making that happen. Giz lanes, maybe.
00:38:32
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Now, was that a lie? No. No. But it's an entertaining story. That Giseline was a Jeffrey Epstein joke. I kind of hate when guests don't laugh at my dumb jokes. I have a problem where I don't laugh at jokes. Like I don't. I'm absolutely a dead audience. I'm sorry. No, it's fine. I'm used to it now. After 26 episodes, the guests never laugh at my dumb jokes. Perhaps I should take a cue.
00:39:00
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or a context clue and not make jokes anymore because they're bad, everything's bad. Dude, okay, so here's the things we're throwing in the stew right now. You have one of the most interesting lives that I've ever encountered. You're extremely articulate and good at telling stories about said life, especially from your own perspective. It's very interesting.
00:39:28
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I'm somebody with one of the most interesting lives I've ever encountered. I've actually never met somebody in my position having had all of my experiences in such a different array of walks of life without having been a shoe in because of money or something and being like the results of being a fuck up who gets to try again time and time again. No, I keep on doing things that are amazing that put me into a predicament.
00:39:54
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And this falcon thing is one of them, but it's just the latest of a number of things of episodes of my life, my unreal sounding life. So here we are talking to each other, a rare encounter.
Critique of Modern Society and Economy
00:40:06
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And the country around us is falling apart, right? Look at it. There's no way people can afford housing. There's such tight control of food prices that they rise it so that food stamps are eaten and the only people actually paying for food are middle-class people who then resent and don't even know why food's so expensive. It's expensive because they own the market. And then you look at housing, which is just a gigantic collusion of landlords to raise rents in places.
00:40:33
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Um, and they actually mechanically cannot stop doing that. And then let's look at the financial system where I could make up any kind of plausible story about possibly making money in the future. And if I have some friends in a bank that buy the story, they can print the money for me and I can go around spending it like an idiot. And then in 10 years, when the obvious becomes reality, they just bail out the bank and it's the same number of people. It's a collection of people like, uh, and.
00:41:02
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You know, come on, man. We are right now minds meeting with the unique opportunity and the understanding and comprehension of the situation that we're in. There is no reason why we shouldn't at every moment be conspiring to figure out how we can work together to fuck over any kind of structure that's confining us and defining us in this way, because this isn't how human beings aren't supposed to live. This is some kind of crippled parody of a life.
00:41:31
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And don't tell me that if you have a lot more money that it's any different because I know those people. I know they're all miserable. I was very popular. They are all entrapped in the system. It's there's got to be a way to get out. And if there's not, I want to be somebody who's died trying. Right. I'm not sure that there's a way out other than the collapse. Oh, it totally is. I think, as I've said many times, civilization was a mistake.
00:42:01
Speaker
But the the tech genie is out of the bottle. Can I is that am I allowed to say that or is that fucking racist? It's probably I shouldn't say that. Okay, the the tech Genie is out of the bottle. I think of a better comparison. Yeah, it freaks the bell has been rolling So, uh, there's no going back. Can't I know a bell? I
00:42:22
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There's no going back. So we're just fucked. The apple has been tasted. The apple of wisdom has been tasted. And you have knowledge of your predicament. You can no longer return to an innocence that in truth never was. There's probably a pomegranate, scholars say.
00:42:39
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The apple of knowledge. It could be an apple because the ability to cultivate apples would indicate a knowledge of grafting because they can't be wild seed cultivated. You have to graft them. If you try to wild seed apples, you get a bunch of fucked up fruit. Johnny Appleseed is who is a real person that did a lot of counterexample to that. He was a fucking baller. He just did it. Oh, yeah.
00:43:04
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He is responsible for all the apple orchards in the Midwest. He was probably a communist. Was he a communist or a settler? That's a good question. I'm not familiar with his politics. I suppose we can surmise from his actions. I suppose he was probably close to—I would not say communism, but Marxism, at least ecologically.
00:43:25
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Are you familiar with that little dwarf, the little African dwarf who was brought over? Yeah. Who was an abolitionist who would terrorize slave masters and kidnap their children. Sorry, I'm just grounding the story for everybody who's listening. No, I name the name. Oh, shit. OK, I'm going to Google and I'm going to be using unkind words while I Google this. Let's see. Abolitionist dwarf. Oh, yeah. Benjamin Lay.
00:43:55
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Benjamin Lay. Now, this is gonna be fun. You're gonna listen to a Wikipedia thing. He was a Quaker, so it's a double-psych equation. No, Quakers as far as Christians go, Quakers as far as Christians go. Yeah, they're chill, but I wouldn't want to hang out in a parlor with them. Have you ever tried to have a conversation with a Quaker? They got nothing going on. That's why they quake. Yeah. Is it? Well, it's because of the Holy Spirit. I assume the Holy Spirit is autism, yes.
00:44:24
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They're called the Society of Friends. Autistic people don't have friends, but that's wrong. The Shakers. Yeah, the Quakers. The Shakers. The Quakers and the Shapers. Shakers separated. Are we using pejoratives to refer to these groups? I suspect we are. Yeah, because they're called the United Society of Believers in Christ. I think we're calling these people the equivalent of Houthi. Um, is it? Anyway, the Ansar Allah. Is it pejorative to call someone autistic? I don't think that's a pejorative.
00:44:54
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It is if it's intended so, but otherwise it's just a medical label. There's some people who argue that the classification system itself basically just causes people to be othered and turned into pejoratives just by the fact that they are classified. Yeah, and they're low functioning and their wives are dumb bitches. You don't want white people to start making up names for what you are. That's what I know. The founder of Quakerism was definitely
00:45:22
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Autistic, definitely schizoaffective. He was taken by the Holy Spirit and walked through, I don't remember the name of the town, but sometime with his shoes off in the middle of a snowstorm, with which I can sympathize having done the same. We go back to Jeremiah and the Bible and eccentric behavior of prophets. That guy sat on his side for 50 days. What is it that makes us take some people who do that and call them prophets and other people who do that and call them pink slips?
00:45:50
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I think that was a lot more to do with somebody than words, man. It's like, uh, excuse me. I got a cough. Well, the fucker just out here getting checked for hernias in the middle of a podcast. Jesus. Yeah. Anyway, where were we? Uh, mental invalids being labeled profits or in fact, invalids. I think that, uh, I think that, uh,
00:46:17
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The title of mental invalid, just like criminal is something in the West that has been expanded to pick up the detritus of capitalism and hide things, hide the externalities of humans that have been destroyed by it or have simply been removed from any place that they could have. I mean, the inherent structure of capitalism is disruptive to social organizations. And so there's going to be a lot of people who
00:46:42
Speaker
depend on a social organization in order to get by who are not going to be getting by when the neighborhood gets turned into a big building. We don't really have much concern for those people. It is interesting how schizophrenic people both manifest their schizophrenia and are treated by society in different cultures. If you're familiar with the research
00:47:03
Speaker
In Arabic-speaking cultures, they consider people who are mad to be touched by God and be listened to. It's similar in African cultures. I think the same thing about them. I make every effort to discern what program somebody is running when they're odd to me. And madness is where you turn when order isn't working and you still have to exist. OK, so I had this bone infection.
00:47:32
Speaker
I had this, and we should talk about, excuse me, we should talk about your shoulder and my hip, because I have some good advice for you. But when I had this bone infection and it was hurting me, and I was being told by multiple surgeons and doctors that the pain was normal, that all the tests were negative, that I was imagining it or whatever, you try to, as a human being, you try to go along with that.
00:48:01
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But there's a limit to that. If there's no failure of will to comply, then the body has other ways of making you comply. In my case, it was, okay, you can stay rational, but we're going to have to explain this heart rate that's sitting at 120 for no reason for all day.
00:48:25
Speaker
You're going to have to do something about it. Let's say maybe there was a heart attack satellite targeting. Is it rational to remain rational when in a fundamentally irrational situation? I don't know that a situation can be irrational. Our interpretation can be irrational. When the situation can only be interpreted irrationally, is it rational to remain irrational?
00:48:53
Speaker
I think every interpretations are rational. Every interpretation is biased. There's no way to make sense of the world through narrative, except through reduction and the process of reduction itself will have character. I'm trying to give you an out here for your doctor threatening, which Superfly is going to bring up after this episode. I know it.
00:49:16
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Yeah, I you know, I don't I don't get those guys I kind of I have fun going to GD Because it's so insanely hostile. It doesn't make any sense One thing I'm trying to do with this is is just humanize all the posters So they're not so hostile to one another but it hasn't worked. I Yeah, I don't understand it
00:49:41
Speaker
I think we're all pioneers of the internet. If we look at 4chan, that was a something awful project. That was a something awful project that a bunch of people in a forum called Anime Death Tentacle Rape Whorehouse made together. And half of them were pedophiles. The other half were transsexual people interested in dick girls just by the spread of things. In the early days, there was a fucking lowly board
00:50:09
Speaker
I don't know what any of these words mean. What the fuck is going on? Jesus Christ.
00:50:29
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Um, and I forgot what I was going to say because that was just, um, oh yeah, we're, we're, we're kind of like, uh, we're a very select group of people. I don't know, man. I'm fascinated by the community. No matter what it puts out. Like it's, it's like, uh, it's like, it's like getting a bunch of people frozen in ice, but we get to watch them as they kind of deteriorate. I mean, none of these people. I would really want to, so we all, we all began life as.
00:50:56
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in the early aughts as basically computer nerds because that was the type of person who joined something awful for the forums.
00:51:05
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Well, I had already begun life at that point. I had already spent some time in England after I had gotten into the systems of Lionhead Studios. I'd gotten their source code. And then I was 14 at the time. And out of guilt, I immediately turned myself into Peter Molyneux, who said, why don't you come down here? And then so I flew to England. So I already had some bones behind me. Peter Molyneux of the, what was that? Yeah, the guy who made Populous. Well, I was thinking Black and White, but yeah.
00:51:43
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Uh, yeah, that's what attracted me. I'm really into simulations and building good simulations and seeing how they work. Um, and before that, you know, I was on muds. I was on BBS is, uh, before that. Now my, my, my Venmo is, I, I literally hung on with Captain Crunch. Along with another guy named Steve. What's that? I want your lunch money. You fucking nerd muds. Jesus Christ. No, that's cool. I also played muds. I played Phoenix mud in high school.
00:51:59
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Black and white was the game that I indeed worked on.
00:52:12
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I I got to be I got to program a mud when I was like very young. I really liked the idea of creating zones as you play a request. So, yeah, a little bit. But mostly I played Ultima online, and I got to say the most fun I ever had on Ultima online was role playing as an orc.
00:52:34
Speaker
where you and a bunch of other people basically wear shit NPC gear. You have to stay in character the entire time and players come by and they slaughter you again and again until you get really good at using team tactics to completely annihilate anybody who comes up with inferior gear.
00:52:56
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and not even being able to use chat language. You have to talk like an ork the whole time. That is fun. 4chan, anonymous, that's an extension of that. This Falcon thing that I'm working on, that's an extension of that. We have to learn new ways to collaborate and communicate and form networks of mutual benefit because those are being enclosed as fast as they can exist.
Concept of Falcon Society
00:53:23
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Now, everyone who's listening to this, they're going to say that you're
00:53:26
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fucking insane. But I think the Falcon, I don't know what to call it, uh, project has, I've been trying to call it a Falcon society. A lot of people call it a cult. Um, and I like society. Um, I like society. It's a,
00:53:46
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We have about, I don't know, my programmers going through some hard times right now. So the system's out of date, but we've got about a thousand people who put their Falcon in their name. And, uh, I, as the person who they're all following and who's following all of them, I can go into their accounts and see, okay, so a good 80% of this person's experience on twitter.com is other people with a Falcon in their name, like.
00:54:11
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They exist in a bubble that I've created as a response to an ownership change in this platform. And everybody else, their experience is turning to shit. But these guys pretty much universally are like, yeah, you know, Falcon Twitter saved this platform.
00:54:28
Speaker
So you can look at it as an adaptive response, an adaptive emergent response. I've got 40,000 followers. A year ago today, I had 20,000 followers. I did some whistleblowing on the East Palestine spill, explaining to people some of the things that were left out of the media reports. Yeah, specifically the creation of PCBs as a result of the trench burden. I believe they pronounce it. I believe they pronounce it. Polyvanocloride. Palestine. They don't call it Palestine.
00:54:58
Speaker
Aha. Oh, shit. Good for that. Because they, why would, why would they want to be associated with wrong people? But yeah.
00:55:06
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Well, in Texas, they like to have unique pronunciations. So anyway, what happens if you trench burn polyvinyl chloride is you end up subjecting it to combustion under varying temperatures, producing with different substrates that they might encounter. Not only are random things generated, but random things interact with random things causing
00:55:32
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a geometric expansion of the species of chemicals that can be created from such an event. But what we know about the few of them that we've been able to study is they stay in the environment forever. They have endocrinological activity. They affect the endocrine system. They affect sexual dimorphism in lower creatures and at sufficient concentrations. We're talking nanograms per kilogram of soil. They kill everything.
00:55:59
Speaker
So this is what was burned and then shot up into the sky over East Palestine. And that rained over Pennsylvania, all of the organic produce producing sections of the country. And as soon as that enters, it's raining from the clouds gently.
00:56:20
Speaker
Okay. So a downpour. Okay. In the sense of downpour. All right. So, all of the, all of what these, what these, man, all of these, you threw me off track. I'm sorry. Absolutely. I hope that joke was worth it. The joke is never worth it as we, as we previously discussed.
00:56:42
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Yeah, so this shit rains down on the eastern seaboard, especially in Pennsylvania, where you have organic produce. We rained it on the fucking Amish. You just looked at the plume cloud from this thing and where it impacted. Eastern Canada got hit real bad.
00:56:57
Speaker
And what is this stuff? It's organophosphates. It's the stuff that got the people. It's the stuff that was mildly contaminated in the Agent Orange that gave all those Vietnam vets mega-cancer. We haven't heard anything about this since about two weeks after the incident at all.
00:57:16
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That's because the railroad company had a playbook in advance on what to do. They were like, okay, so this is the situation. These are the chemicals. We have a playbook. What we're going to do is we're going to declare that we have the experts. We're going to take control of the response. We're going to trench burn it. And then we're going to pay these guys, those guys.
00:57:33
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and do these tests that don't have a full panel. They have a playbook. And as somebody who used to do corporate internal investigations, like broad ranging, I've read some of these.
00:57:49
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um and you can see it getting unfolded so what do they what do they do they they trench burn it now to hide the crime and the effect will be in 30 to 40 years because when this stuff falls down it goes into the lower organisms it
00:58:07
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It binds with their cell membranes. It goes into the phospholipid bilayers of the cell membranes. And because these things are so exotic and weird, you haven't really evolved the enzymes to clear them. Nobody really has. So they stay around in the body of the organism until it dies and is eaten. Something eats it. And so eventually, like the liquid terminator, this stuff coalesces in higher and higher organisms, causing keystone species to go out.
00:58:34
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And human beings, eventually, the consumers of this stuff over their lifetime, getting more and more of this stuff that's endocrinologically active. We're talking sex hormones. I wouldn't know anything about that. For where are you getting this information? Do you have among your followers, biologists, chemists?
00:58:56
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Well, I mean, if you look at income, I made half of my money as a lawyer on Wall Street and half of my money afterwards in an investment trust doing biological studies. I made most of my money on- So you have direct knowledge of the sort of things.
00:59:13
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That's correct. After I quit, I just started doing research on my own. I'm one of those types of people. Usually that leads to anti-vaccines. It's annoying. I can't point you to another expert, but it's the type of person you want in this environment because all of the experts, in my opinion, have been bought or coerced in silence. Now, it's always a dangerous position in science to say that everyone else is wrong. I have the correct knowledge because everyone else is biased or bought.
00:59:43
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or whatever. That's all right. I can explain it. I can explain it forever. Yeah, it's also true that if you're correct, you're correct regardless of this consensus.
00:59:53
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Well, uh, if you want to take a look at what dioxins do, um, we, Russia uses them to poison enemies
Environmental Issues and Dioxins
01:00:01
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to the state. I don't know if you remember, uh, I forget what his name was. He was a president, Prushenko, the dude who was running for president though, right in Ukraine. Yeah. Yeah. They gave him, I don't know if you remember the pictures of him. It looks like he's got really bad acne all over his body. That's called chloracne. That's what dioxins do. If they are sufficiently high doses to do that.
01:00:21
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That's correct. The PCBs are dioxins. Okay. Okay. So I'm, I know this only from reading a Zodiac by Neil Stevenson. Yeah, it's a great book. I recommend it.
01:00:36
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And it was correct in how freaked out you should be by PCB contamination in the environment. This alarm has kind of been trained out of us, but it's real fucking bad. Although in a background radiation mortality situation where COVID's taken out, like what?
01:00:57
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10,000 people a week at this point. Um, I don't know how much people even care about deaths, mega deaths. No one, no one care. They care about the market. They care about shareholder return. Hmm. I think we're all under a terrible spell of fear. Um, and that there's no real reason for us to be afraid of each other.
01:01:27
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I mean, there is reason to be afraid of other humans. Look at Israel and Palestine. Other humans can kill you and do other things that are...
01:01:40
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Yeah, but look at the concentration of resources that it took to make that happen. I mean, Israel's basically like a reeducation camp for Nazis. You go there and you have to comply with a zillion rules and even philosophies of language. You even have to learn a new language that's like a bullshit engineered language. It's not even real Hebrew.
01:02:05
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It's like a scientifically engineered language. The whole thing's a fucking nut is a training camp for fascists and Nazis. It takes so much to do that to a human being. So much. I mean, you can train a dog, I guess, but you can't train a dog to believe like this. God. And it drives the people who create these systems insane. Every single person who designs this shit is nuts.
01:02:30
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Yeah, it looks like a really fucking bad idea. I wouldn't take it as an example of how human beings are. I think it's how human beings can be. I think if we spent a few hundred generations under that regime, I think we might have a way of inculcating it into our nature. I think it's the perfect example of how human beings are. Absolutely.
01:02:53
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No, dude, they're like that nowhere. This is like the entire fucking system is concentrating its energies like a laser beam so that nothing makes sense. Concentrating is a real awkward use of the word to use here. I think it is emblematic of how humans act once they start organizing in a quote unquote civilization.
01:03:24
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Well, I think that there's a difference between a society and a civilization. What's the difference in your mind?
01:03:34
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I'm experimenting with the creation of a society and so I'm just like I did with this anonymous stuff with 4chan. I have like a thesis and then I very unethically experiment by gaining a platform or an audience and then I put them through various things that I invent beforehand.
01:03:56
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And my theory that I'm testing is what is a society? A society starts out with a human being unit and we are incomplete. By very nature, we're born helpless. We need to have some kind of social structure or else we won't exist, right? So we are creatures with needs that are not self-sufficient.
01:04:23
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My theory is that if you get people together and instead of sharing what they have, they share what they need, that process of collaboration and vulnerability sharing it, it will create the social cohesion and the means to satisfy those needs. And when that happens, you have a society and when that society is allowed to function,
01:04:53
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it gets loyalty. And so my current exercise with my platform, with a ridiculous name, is to talk to as many people as I can, get their perspectives and needs, get them together, and see what evolves with the faith and confidence that after those initial steps are accomplished, the next thing that embodies will be recognizable and good
01:05:23
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And it will be what I would call a society. Okay. I have 40,000 people, 2000 of them bought t-shirts. I've interviewed 154 of them on the phone. Where the fuck is my t-shirt? You son of a bitch. They are every walk of life. Uh, did I not send you a t-shirt?
01:05:44
Speaker
Uh, I'll send you a t-shirt sometime. I'm sorry about that. It's kind of, once I got the system in place, I kind of just lost interest in it. I have like a lot. Yeah. Yeah. It's just, I'm one of those people. Once I get a system working and the proof of concept, I'm just no, no longer interested in it. Unless I can go back to like, uh, make it better. I have very little interest in selling t-shirts. I have a lot of interest in designing a t-shirt selling apparatus, but after I've designed it, it's like, okay. This is classic.
01:06:14
Speaker
ADHD behavior. I don't know. Maybe it's autism behavior. Cause I know where it's printed.
01:06:26
Speaker
I don't really have any desire to get money because I know where it's printed. I used to work in the money printing factory. I've worked in the money printing factory multiple times. It fills me with horror, watching that people would degrade themselves in even the most minute way in exchange for money, given that it's printed and handed out to the worst dumb bitches in the world.
01:06:46
Speaker
Um, it's the whole thing seems like the worst abominable crime ever. And everybody's it's accomplice. Um, let me, I need to stand up for myself here and say, I am not an accomplice in this system because I am living off the welfare of others. I would say you're a substrate in the system, a substrate as in a chemical by-product. That's correct.
01:07:09
Speaker
Well, that's okay. The usage of byproducts is our primary industrial aim right now. I don't know if you've seen all the advertisements for snacks and treats, but they're advertising them so that you can make unique recipes with them. They're basically just trying to replace the substrate of nature with their own manufactured stuff because they've totally saturated the market. Let me just say that my time is my own and I'm not beholden to any fucking boss.
01:07:39
Speaker
Let me just say that dollars have been spent to warehouse you as a human being as economically as possible. And the minimum of your needs are being met. And the forecast for what your fate is, is the same as everybody's, the abattoir. They've just slickened your path so that you won't create it. Wave the water or whatever the fuck it was called is the most glorious movie of our time. Sorry, film of our time.
Cultural Impact of Films
01:08:03
Speaker
It was excellent. My ex-wife worked on the sequel to that Legend of Korra.
01:08:09
Speaker
Oh, I was talking about the James, uh, James, what's his name? Cameron James Cameron movies. Sorry. Films. Yeah. Oh, the film. Yeah. I've never seen it, but, uh, avatar, the, uh, the, I. That'll get some, that'll get some of our audience. They really, they really hate that film. Do they? I'm not sure I could ever hate a film. Maybe. I don't think any, any film has affected me. I suppose it would be successful if it affected me enough to hate it, but.
01:08:38
Speaker
I've decided that I could love a film. Which one do you love in particular? Ah, I forget the title of it. It's in Russian. I think it's called a day with a photographer or a day as a photographer. It's a, it's a 19
01:08:58
Speaker
29 piece, I forget the name of the guy, he's Russian, but he was a Russian futurist and he was proposing through this cinema an entirely new form of communication that would make all forms of previous media obsolete, he viewed the creation
01:09:18
Speaker
Yeah, the creation of these movies with scripts and stuff to be an ossification of the forms of the play and that the new form of visual media would not take that form. It would not be a progeny of the play. That artist in charge of that should take control of it.
01:09:41
Speaker
Yeah, the artists who take control of that shouldn't be slaves to the recreation of the media of others. Instead, they should sort of determine themselves what it should be. And so the entire film, it looks like an M.K. Ultra indoctrination thing. You can get it for free on YouTube. It is it takes the motion and attitudes and workaday life of the cameraman. It personifies him in the mind of the audience. It
01:10:10
Speaker
represents the audience. It's just, you know, it's it's more of a movie than you could really discuss in a podcast like this. So it's really worth tripping on acid and watching. You'll lose your. I think that's the defining quality of acid is losing your shit, but. Yeah, but you want to have good shit to lose things, too. I want I want I want excellent art to be the recipient of my shit for this. We've been we've been speaking for over an hour now and I
01:10:38
Speaker
You know almost nothing about me now. Like, you could have asked me about my life. You could have asked me about any sort of conflict. And I have. That's my, that's my... I said we, we, we, we chuckled. We, we messed, we talked about the Jews, something I don't know anything about. Then tell me, what do you, what do you want to say? What is something you want to get out there?
01:10:56
Speaker
to the two or three. Well, I got to tell you, I got I. OK, so the important thing is I really got to take it. And I've got to pace. Right. Yeah. But I also. OK, I wanted to talk to you about these enzymes. You got to take them. They will they will reverse the pain that you have now. I have I have severe pain in my implant. You have to. I'll get back to you. Why don't we take a bathroom break? OK, and I'll and I'll give you 10 more minutes. OK.
01:11:28
Speaker
We can edit all this out. Well, this has been an interesting talk. Let's see. What did we cover? We covered Israel, Palestine conflict. We covered, I can't even remember. General Jewishness.
01:11:51
Speaker
So, yeah, I want to talk to you about it doesn't feel like this microphone is picking up. This is definitely. No, I'm not going to mess with the game because it's going to. Yeah, you sound false. All right. Yeah. It was really unsettling to be in a tremendous amount of pain and actively losing my mind.
01:12:22
Speaker
And then having to deal with medical professionals who were more than happy to just decide that I was crazy and needed antipsychotics and starting a many month long process while my chest was literally feeling like somebody was squeezing it in a vise.
01:12:48
Speaker
It was a situation where I was dying. And you had a voice, correct? I'm not really concerned with what people say about how I was acting during that time. Like, yeah, people do that when they are dying. And I was desperately seeking help from people who wouldn't give it to me.
01:13:12
Speaker
And I would say that a lot of the medical system in this country is in a state of collapse. I think that morale of practitioners is low enough that stuff like this has been happening, will happen, is happening. I think that somebody who sees another person in that state and responds with anything other than compassion is irretrievably fucked.
01:13:42
Speaker
I think that there's no real reason to have any discourse or regard with this person, discourse with a regard for this person. So like, I don't really care. And as for the people who call me a liar, I've lived my life. It's been an amazing life. And the facts of it can't change. I've been trying to hide facets of it from people.
01:14:11
Speaker
in order to just be able to get by. But that just leads to me being bizarre around them in order to cover up parts of me that exist. So I think this Falcon project has been an alchemical reunification of all of these different personalities I've had online and offline. It is the creation of a new man. And I've made myself in many different facets of reality that
01:14:41
Speaker
are completely separate. The unification of this in the Falcon project, I think is like the next step. It's the way that we can adapt to the confinement and the enclosure of the internet in a way as humans rather than finding another technological solution. We have to adapt. We have to create the social mores and cohesion and strength to be able to survive.
01:15:11
Speaker
And to make sure that that happens, it is absolutely unsurvivable out there as an individual human. Sooner or later, your number will come up.
01:15:20
Speaker
You're going to be closeted away. Even if you win the game, you're going to be closeted away in some kind of fucking home as a prisoner. You'll die a prisoner in a fucking home. If you don't have the good fortune to die in a for-profit medical institution of a easily preventable thing that they calculated would happen to you when you were no longer useful for the workforce. Like seriously, man, like you guys are not it.
01:15:46
Speaker
If you're not trying to struggle to live to find a new way to live to try to help others out to try to adapt, you're just fucking nothing in my mind. And so that's what it is. It's just it's just noise. I don't even recognize these people's fucking handles. And when I post
01:16:04
Speaker
things like you've never written anything that would ever attract the attention of somebody like yourself like I know that's a powerful powerfully complicated phrase but like these people are fucking nothing I see so many of them
01:16:20
Speaker
And there's a reason why they live in this backwater. It's the only place they can be preserved. So, you know, you started this conversation with what do you say about those people who call you? I don't I don't think about them. I'm too busy living the life they can't believe. And I have witnesses in the hundreds. So I don't know. They'll never be satisfied. I suspect that they're just embodying a superego that tortures their own selves.
01:16:49
Speaker
Or maybe they've manifested it on the internet so that they can contain it in that medium and not live with its glare on their own lives. I don't know. They're not happy. And if they say they are, I just have to wait a little while and their shit blows up.
01:17:06
Speaker
So far, the things that have hobbled me have been health related. I grew up with lupus and I can't really help having a failed hip as a result of medical treatment from that. Bad medical treatment, but what else are you going to get in this system? So, you know, I was laid low for a little while, but you can't keep me down. You give me a little bit of time in an empty room and I'll create a Falcon network.
01:17:30
Speaker
Once I'm walking around again without any pain, that'll be in the next couple
Positive Community on Discord
01:17:34
Speaker
of weeks. Jesus, it's coming along fast. You don't even want to see what I'm capable of. I don't get it. I don't get the hate. I don't get the hate. I know you've seen my Discord. It's just a big old pile of love. The Twitter place is a big old pile of. It's funny. It says something about the people here that I can only find it here.
Message to Listeners
01:17:59
Speaker
What message would you leave the listener? Oh God. And take your time. We'll, we'll edit out the silence. I know that there are, yeah, I know that there are a lot of people out there who have seen my posting and they enjoy it.
01:18:25
Speaker
And you know what? It's all for you. If I gave you a laugh, if I gave you a chuckle, if something I did to debase myself or put words together made the faintest shadow of a smile run across your face.
01:18:40
Speaker
This was all for you. This was all for
Family Concerns and Wrapping Up
01:18:43
Speaker
you. And what's more, stay the fuck away from my family. I don't want to see you around. I'm afraid of you. I post these things. They're toxic waste. They're terrifying that anybody would would find this entertaining or good. So please stay away from my family. That's my message.
01:19:00
Speaker
That was actually my producer. He says to close out of the window so he can access it. So I guess we're done. All right. You need to do nothing. I will send you. I'll stop recording now.
01:19:53
Speaker
Oy vey! Oops, there was my chair squeaking. Oh well.