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Speaker: What world is this? What kingdom? What shores of what worlds? These are big questions that carry the heavy weight of even. bigger choices.
Speaker: But the real question, the one that actually matters is... Why is a 45 years old? overweight convicted criminal doing live sex cam shows naked podcast and all other of horny crap Dude.
Speaker: Well... In order to answer this properly, I need to tell you. what I am trying to achieve and why I am doing it in such an apologetic sexual way.
Speaker: Trust me. there is a very deliberate method. to this madness and once you see it you'll either get hard or get enlightened. So...
Speaker: What am I trying to achieve? I am a convicted criminal and I'm not ashamed of it. I am one of the best con artists. you've never had the pleasure of meeting so yes i am proud But before you get scared... don't worry i am a non -violent convicted crime.
Speaker: In 2023 I got arrested. the United States authorities finally caught up with me after 15 years of running circles. around them making them look stupid.
Speaker: and dumbfounded. while I pulled a con after a con However, The events that transpired from my arrest in 23 to early 26 were sheer Psychological. Slaughter.
Speaker: A deranged, stranger than fiction nightmare that tore my sanity and my body to shreds. Every single day felt like someone was slowly peeling the skin off my soul. while my gods twisted in. primal fear.
Speaker: At that point, I was no longer a man. I was just raw exposed nerves screaming in the dark until I reached the level of madness that was brutally surreal and unbearable, it made me question whether I was still alive or rotting in some sort of personal hell.
Speaker: I lost every last piece of myself. I was dying in the hospital. And it's a miracle. that I actually survive to this day. I didn't know who I am at that point anymore. I didn't know what I wanted. I didn't know how to move on or where or how even to begin.
Speaker: I was falling endlessly into a spiraling black abyss. of nothingness. completely lost. But... on a brighter note.
Speaker: My salvation began the moment I started processing all what happened through Writing. Early 26. what started as messy angry notes slowly turned into a book that i'm still writing balls deep and through that process I was reminded of something very powerful Nature abhors a vacuum.
Speaker: You see While everything was collapsing around me, I gained a whole new set of skills uncovered the hidden talents i didn't i never knew i had and i experienced living through a very different raw and a harsh reality that most people will never experience and that was humbling in itself i also realized that my psychedelic criminal past my rise and crushing fall
Speaker: Taught me one shocking truth about myself Using my natural talents to become a master con artist It was not strength.
Speaker: It was weakness. And fear -driven. born from total ignorance. of what I truly am. i was It was not real self -realization. I was just a scared version of myself. Everything about me was a constructed, curated persona designed to keep people at arm's length.
Speaker: a coat of armor just to get me through the day. an image I cultivated so that I can feel safe. the best way I know how. Working on the book I'm writing at the moment has pulled me into research and discoveries that have started putting both my mind, my sanity and my broken body back together again.
Speaker: My confidence is back. I've got real zest for life again. the heavy depression finally lifted. and I'm no longer lost in that endless black pit.
Speaker: And... Now all I want to do is genuinely just to pass the torch. Don't get me wrong. Wow. being an exceptional con artist with a stupendous artifice is and will always be a part of what I am. The only difference now I use it for my own betterment.
Speaker: And I'm hoping I can turn these same exact talents that End. Knowledge. and all that raw experience into something that serves you. something that could keep you. from getting broken by the world and compels you to discover and cultivate what you are. Something.
Speaker: then that can be always there for you. And right here is the objective of doing all this. Which brings us to the second question I'm sure you're asking.
Speaker: If this is the case, then why are you doing porn and rapping everything? in sex and filth. The answer is very simple.
Speaker: because This is my natural element. and if being a con artist taught me one thing. It's this. Always. Play. to your strength.
Speaker: Let me explain. In my 30s, back when I was still Muscle bound. Buff as fuck. end. ridiculously. anal retentive about my looks.
Speaker: I was a high -end international escort for five years until 2018. I was gallivanting. all over the world traveling from a country to another not living in in any one place while running different cones in the background. And yes. I used to escort for both women and men.
Speaker: and no i'm not bisexual and No. I do not take advantage of desperate gay guys who are gagging for my big fat cock. I am what the internet call Heteroflexible.
Speaker: and no that does not mean gay for pay That's another story for another video. Anyway. Recently, as my mind started healing, a friend suggested I go back Discording.
Speaker: At first I said... No way. Because the ordeal I've been through in the last three years made me overweight. and also made me convinced that this body has nowhere to go And... has nothing to offer. Meanwhile... At the same time, I was sick and tired of endlessly cruising the straight and gay apps for hookups. that lift me.
Speaker: unsatisfied and even left me more sexually frustrated. because Now that I'm 45... what gets my engine going is completely different than before.
Speaker: Anyway. So two months ago I said fuck it and I jumped back again into escorting. and I only meet clients who are into what I am into. sexually.
Speaker: And. now. Grade 6 shows up at my door. with Gash in hand. waiting to place my cock. When it comes to male clients, I get them in the normal gay escort websites but for the ladies i have an Madam.
Speaker: and she sends me quality females clients To my door. and even better, Now... I'm only getting gorgeous women and men who get crazy by all this fat. A twist.
Speaker: I was both gobsmacked and baffled. But then I remembered back when I was escorting in my thirties. I had mind blowing sex with women and men who were way much bigger than I am and even older.
Speaker: and here is the real reason and truth behind my success as an international escort back then and again now that i'm 45. It's all because of my insane. insatiable sexual energy and appetite.
Speaker: I'm always horny, I'm always hungry and ravenous to eat cunts and ass with voracious passion. And that's why my clients keep coming back. They can feel... that non -stop starving desire devouring them.
Speaker: They don't just get fucked, they get wanted and craved for. But here is the twist. Remember when I told you that Writing my book has pulled me into deep research and discoveries that started to put my mind and body together Part of that research led me to do a full 100 % genome sequencing DNA test.
Speaker: Turns out I have the gene variation Four. Dopamine. dysregulation syndrome. which causes ADHD and a whole bunch of other chaotic symptoms. So, after 8 months of studying neuroscience phd level and learning how my actual broken brain works I've come to discover a very disappointing truth. about myself.
Speaker: You see? I used to strut around. thinking look at me massive beautiful fat cock Always rock hard without any pills. I'm such a stallion.
Speaker: It turns out it is not the case and it's all not true. It was not because I was some sort of testosterone fuel gorilla, no. It was simply because my dopamine dysregulation means that my brain
Speaker: constantly starving for dopamine. and that's why I'm always horny, always hard, always hunting for anything that spikes dopamine in my brain Sex, food, novelty, taking risks. Whatever. feeds. the craving. not because i was a stallion So,
Speaker: I decided to exploit that shortcoming to my advantage and play to my real genetic strength. Sense my dopamine. dysregulation makes me constantly starving for sex,
Speaker: I'm going to fully embrace it. and expand beyond escorting. I am moving into six live cam shows, naked podcast, nude erotic photography, and a whole bunch of other related content. But it won't be just me sitting talking about sex or having sex in front of the camera, although I will be doing plenty of that. but I will also be having real conversations about real issues, solo or with other men and women.
Speaker: especially when it comes about self mastery. Most importantly, I'm going to workshop the material I'm writing for my book. because as long as everything.
Speaker: is wrapped in raw sexual environment my brain stays motivated. focused, energetic, End. nowhere near lazy.
Speaker: Writing this book and going back to escorting have been genuinely healing. educating and empowering beyond any of my expectations.
Speaker: So jumping into this hole. content creating journey the live cam shows naked podcast the book workshop is simply just another way to keep healing my mind and my body. Give.
Speaker: getting stronger and better. while Starting... a brand new chapter in my life. And yes, I also hope to make decent money from all this.
Speaker: so that I can keep funding my writing. Listen. I have already laid Bear. my overweight body for the whole world to see. so at this point i have zero shame left to ask you. for any donations. to help me keep doing and getting better and fund the writing and the research of my book.
Speaker: at the end of the day. I am a convicted criminal who is starting life all over again with nothing but a big fat cock? other dream.
Speaker: As you can see, I am striking two birds with one giant erection. doing what I genuinely love and what I'm good at.
Speaker: while continuing to work on my book which at its core. it proves scientifically that the real solution to all your problems health relationships money career whatever it is. lies in your genetic code and how that code wired your brain and your body.
Speaker: You see human beings have been walking this planet for over two million years and as the biological machines that we are we only very recently figured out the phone. user manual for that biological machine.
Speaker: but we'll get much deeper into that in future videos. No. Last but not least. I hope you subscribe to my YouTube channel. because I really need this i really need this to grow and to work out.
Speaker: The non -sexual videos will be on YouTube, but the sexual videos, the erotic photography and everything else will be on my website and on my ex formally.
Speaker: Twitter. Anyway, that's it for now. Daddy has got to go. Too many cunts and asses to fuck. and breathe in way too little time. But always remember.
Speaker: Life. is like. toilet paper. you're either on the wrong or Taking shit. from some asshole.
