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Speaker: I did not eat for 60 days is straight. Nothing. Not even a whisper of food. Just water with electrolyte salts.
Speaker: And yes, I ended up in the hospital dying and wasting away just like the last pathetic fruit on a dying tree one sad breath away from withering into oblivion.
Speaker: But why did i intentionally do that to myself? I'm sure you're asking. Well, in case you don't know, I am a loud and proud convicted criminal, a non-violent one, for being one of the most wanted con artists by the United States authorities for 15 before my sad crushing arrest in 2023.
Speaker: And in order to manipulate the New York Supreme Court, the prosecution and even my own useless free legal aid lawyers, I cooked up one hell of a plan.
Speaker: It involved seduction, blackmail, faking mental psychological conditions, and then the real masterpiece, starving myself for 60 days straight I was already very fat thanks to malnutrition as a result of eating only the cheapest junk food imaginable because I had zero money to eat properly since the day of my arrest.
Speaker: Yes, it was a suicide mission. But you see, I had to do whatever it took not to go to prison because The only thing that actually broke me was the fear of losing my dog.
Speaker: She's my little girl. She is not only the love of my life, she is the only love I have in my life. She is what a home means to me.
Speaker: Plus, what would happen to her if I go to prison? She would just end up in a shelter and get euthanized because of overcrowding.
Speaker: or even worse get adopted by some abusive people and I also thought if they are taking me to prison then I'm just dying anyway but on my own terms at least I wouldn't have to live with the pain of losing my dog because losing her would have destroyed me worse than any prison cell That fear cut deeper and was more painful and hurting than anything else I have ever experienced in my life.
Speaker: It was the only thing I couldn't ever survive. So at that point, dying by my own rules, felt better than prison and better than watching them take her away.
Speaker: So it was win-fucking-win. I'm the one in control, no one else has authority over me, not the courts, not the system, not a prison, nobody.
Speaker: However, what happened in court, the seduction, the blackmail, the faking, the lawyers, the prison, etc. All that juicy mind-bending stranger than fiction drama is not the subject of this video.
Speaker: The subject of this video is this, even though i ended up dying in the hospital, the fact is, not eating for 60 days is not as bad or as dangerous as it sounds.
Speaker: It can actually be one of the healthiest, most healing and strengthening, yet easiest experiences you could ever do.
Speaker: Only provided, and I'm emphasizing on this, only provided you are as fat as a hippo. Because, and here is the twist, that wasn't even the first time I had done it.
Speaker: The previous time however was long before my arrest when life was still grand and it was only for 30 days.
Speaker: It was what they call it prolonged electrolyte water fasting which is very different from starving yourself. and I had incredible, phenomenal results.
Speaker: It felt like i was reborn and I had truly come alive. It was one of the best things I have ever done in my life back then.
Speaker: However, when I did it for 60 days, i did not end up dying in the hospital because of the duration 60 days in a instead of 30 days. It was completely something else.
Speaker: And this is subject of this video. How come doing what is essentially the same thing whether starving yourself or prolonged water fasting can have polar opposite outcome but first before we dive balls deep into this hairy subject let me just say
Speaker: Hello and welcome to your favorite <unk> convicted criminal daddy. And since you're already here wanking to my chaos and drama, that means by default you are whether you agree or not. And I love you for it either way.
Speaker: So let's get into it.
Speaker: now starving yourself versus doing prolonged electrolyte water fasting it is basically the same thing but with wildly different outcomes and those outcomes are decided by the reasons behind doing it plus the surrounding circumstances and environment or to put it in one simple word it is all determined by epigenetics
Speaker: Remember when I told you in a different video that the real solution to all your problems health relationships career money whatever it is Lies in your genetic code.
Speaker: Well You're about to see exactly how all that ties into this whole fasting drama as well But let me give you quick fun pump and dump crash course on genetics versus epigenetics.
Speaker: What you are is genetic. The DNA code that you are born with, the blueprint, that is fixed, never changeable. Who you are on the other hand is epi epigenetic aka experiences, environment, thoughts, feelings, actions that cause your body cells to send chemical tags and add them to your DNA.
Speaker: Turning your genes on, making them making those genes highly active, perform on a maximum power, or turn them off, making them inactive, and stop them from doing what they are supposed to do.
Speaker: As a result, epigenetics shape how your genetic blueprint runs, aka your gene expression, without changing your DNA code.
Speaker: However, if the science is too dry, then enough with the lab report, let's add some grease to translate this cold chemistry into a sensation that you can actually feel in your balls and I apologize in advance for how gosh and uncouth this may sound
Speaker: Let's take your asshole or your cunt for example. Both are genetically designed to be adaptable little whores, ready to open up and take cocks of all sizes with good old-fashioned hard deep plowing.
Speaker: But if you've got subconscious fears running the show then the same asshole or cunt clams shut like a skirt version causing vaginismus in the women and anadispair union in both men and women basically turning what should be mind-blowing fucking into pure pain So whatever negative fearful thoughts you carry around, your body cells start slapping chemical tags on the genes that control muscle relaxation, blood flow, and nervous system response, basically making them inactive or over-tensed.
Speaker: And that's exactly why I only fuck skanks at... They've got nerves of steel, zero hang-ups and it's easy to have fun right away.
Speaker: No lobe, no saliva. You just shove it and enjoy the ride. Anyway, now that you understand the difference between genetics and epigenetics, you'll see exactly why prolonged water fasting for the overweight or for the really fat and obese for any duration longer than five days is one of the best positive life-changing experiences and practices you'll ever do meanwhile if you are already at a healthy weight you can still get most of the benefits from water fasting
Speaker: but in your case it doesn't need be prolonged intermittent fasting or one meal a day will do the job just fine
Speaker: Serving yourself is a decision that comes from dark, heavy, ugly place. Pure desperation, soul-crushing self-loathing, hating the mirror so much you'd rather disappear.
Speaker: Chasing external validation like a pathetic simp or being backed into a corner where die or barely survive feels like your only two options.
Speaker: And on top of that, the environment is complete crushing misery fest. It is poor, unsupported, drowning in stress and despair.
Speaker: turning the whole experience into an even bigger shit show. That hideous combo doesn't just break you, it absolutely obliterates you physically and mentally until you're nothing but a sad empty sack of regret wondering why the hell you thought this was a good idea.
Speaker: On the other hand, prolonged electrolyte water fasting is a completely different story because it is a decision that comes from bright light as air positive place.
Speaker: It's about self-examination and discovery, becoming one with yourself, sinking your mind and your body like a well-oiled machine.
Speaker: healing, strengthening, rebuilding, decluttering all the crap, creating a clean slate and unlocking a whole bunch of other amazing results.
Speaker: And there is no disparate external validation here. You're not trying to lose weight because you hate how you look in the mirror or because you're thirsty for people to finally love and accept your miserable ass.
Speaker: No, you're doing it because you genuinely value yourself enough to get healthy and build a better life. Meanwhile, the surrounding environment is supportive, loving, encouraging, comfortable, nurturing, uplifting.
Speaker: The kind of vibe that doesn't just make the experience easy, it makes you come out the other side stronger, sharper and better than you've ever been.
Speaker: Now I'm sure you're sitting there thinking that's all peachy and la-di-da but what about actual biological medical and scientific outcome of this?
Speaker: Well, I already answered that earlier in the video. I said epigenetics will decide whether your genes heal you like a loving mother or destroy you like a vindictive ex.
Speaker: But in order to understand prolonged electrolyte water fasting versus starving yourself, we need to use an analogy.
Speaker: Imagine your body is a house. When you do prolonged electrolyte water fasting, what you're really doing is finally fixing that run-down neglected house.
Speaker: It has been absolutely plagued with heavy, unnecessary clutter that has been suffocating every room for years. The foundation has already weakened.
Speaker: There are termites chewing through the walls, pipes leaking like a drunk on a bender, black mold growing like it owns the mortgage, and the wiring is so fucked.
Speaker: It's a miracle the whole thing hasn't burned down yet. So, in order to fix that house, you've got to break a whole lot of things inside out, rip out the clutter, smash walls, rewire everything, re-pipe whole damn thing.
Speaker: Basically, tear it apart to rebuild it stronger with a solid new foundation and when you've got the money hire the right crew and the whole process is positive everyone is working together smoothly no stress no screaming matches no anguish the experience feels good and at the end of it, you've got a brand new house that's stronger, better and way more beautiful than it ever was before.
Speaker: That's exactly what happens in your body when you do prolonged water fasting the right way. You have genes that are responsible for autophagy, stem cell generation, building brand in new neurons, handling extreme conditions, reduce inflammation.
Speaker: the deepest level of ketosis massive spikes in growth hormones mitochondrial biogenesis sirtuin activation immune system regeneration and reboot reduced oxidative stress better insulin sensitivity deep cellular repair under pressure and a nice juicy boost in pdf for stronger neuroplasticity and brain flexibility and the list really goes on when you choose to do prolonged water fasting for the right positive reasons with a supportive environment and good circumstances around you
Speaker: your body cells start sending chemical tags on those genes and make them perform at maximum power Autophagy kicks in.
Speaker: That word means self-eating. Basically, since there is no fuel coming into your body, your body starts devouring everything that is wrong or unnecessary.
Speaker: Damaged cells, degenerated proteins, inflammation, misfolded junk, old organelles, and all other crap that has been weighing you down.
Speaker: Just like the house analogy, it's using the black mold, the termites, the rust, the leaky pipes, and all the useless clutter as a fuel to clean house.
Speaker: And that's why people doing prolonged water fasting or often hit a plateau. In the beginning, you drop weight very fast, mostly water.
Speaker: Then it slows down. Then it doesn't go down for a whole week even though you're not eating a thing. That doesn't mean it is not working. It means your body has switched from burning fat to eating up all internal garbage first.
Speaker: It's cleaning house from the inside out and that deep clean is one of the main reasons people do prolonged water fasting in the first place.
Speaker: Not just to lose weight but to actually fix the house. While people with a healthy weight they do intermittent fasting or one meal a day.
Speaker: On top of that, your body as a whole gets much stronger. In order to survive this long without any food, it's basically going through the same process they use to make fine premium wine.
Speaker: stressing the grapes with harsh sun and water deprivation only the tough grapes that survive get turned into fine premium wine that's exactly what happens to your body it comes out stronger, more resilient and better able to endure whatever life throws at it next.
Speaker: And let's not forget about the psychological aspect of it. For the first time in your life, you're experiencing life without food for that long.
Speaker: you start seeing and feeling everything completely differently it's a genuine life-altering experience that you chose for yourself during that time you naturally start self-examining digging into why and how your body even got to that point where it needed this kind of deep healing in the first place And just like the house, once you've torn it apart from the inside out to clear all the crap and fix the foundation, by the very last day of your fast, you start rebuilding everything on a clean slate with a much stronger base.
Speaker: Plus, with the understanding of what got you into that mess in the first place, you learn from it. Stop the old patterns, switch to better eating habits, build a better lifestyle day by day, and come out stronger and better than before.
Speaker: The first time i did a 30 day water fast was back in 2021. I had been wanting to try it for a couple of years after watching all those incredible YouTube videos of people documenting their journeys.
Speaker: At that time I was living in my penthouse. Life was grand. and my cons were running smoothly in the background bringing in steady passive income and i had the perfect comfortable positive mindset and environment it was all good after 30 days i got blood work done The results were phenomenal.
Speaker: Inflammation markers dropped. Fatty liver improved. Cholesterol came down and my skin was glowing. I didn't look sick, ghostly or frail at all.
Speaker: And I didn't lose hair or eyebrows. or nails
Speaker: 2023. They took everything. All of the accounts were cleaned out. Zero money left. from the day of my arrest until the final court date a year and a half of pure hell in and out of court trial after trial i had no money and i couldn't work a friend helped me secure a tiny studio and send a little extra cash each month i was utterly grateful for every bit of it
Speaker: Whatever little I had went straight to making sure my dog had food. So I starved myself for 30 days twice on the course of 9 months just to stretch the money further.
Speaker: I figured fuck it, let's lose some weight and save every penny for the dog. Then I starved myself for 60 days just before the last court date to manipulate the outcome.
Speaker: Those fasting experiences after my arrest plus the 60 days of starvation before my last court to trial date didn't just break me but also put me on deathbed in the hospital.
Speaker: Now let's use the same house analogy but this time in the context of starving yourself not prolonged water fasting.
Speaker: your body is a house but this time you've got debts piling up you're as broke as a bottom's ass after 72 hours circuit party and on top of that so many horrible awful things have happened inside that house that you're constantly anxious filled with dread, terrified, angry and hating both the house and yourself.
Speaker: The house is already falling apart with a million problems so you start selling off whatever you can and because what has happened in this house has been traumatizing you start ripping out everything smashing walls breaking pipes and shattering mirrors because you cannot stand looking at yourself in them anymore and you hate everything about that house As a result, the house gets worse faster than it was already collapsing.
Speaker: You're desperately tearing it apart just to survive another day. Not to rebuild it or fix it. No, you're doing it just pure survival mode.
Speaker: And that's exactly what happens to your body with starvation. You're not doing it to self-examine or understand why you got to that point.
Speaker: Instead, you're feeding the fear, the self-hate, the obsession with how people see you, chasing external validation like a desperate junkie, basically pouring more gasoline on the fire.
Speaker: And if you were pushed into it in the same desperate way I was, starving yourself becomes an act of pure survival, not love.
Speaker: You're backed so far into a corner that you'll do anything even if it kills you. At that point, in this desperate scenario, you get the complete opposite results of proper prolonged water fasting.
Speaker: And instead of healing, body starts destroying itself and you won't get any of those phenomenal benefits we talked about earlier.
Speaker: as a result of all that negative epigenetics everything else turned into a complete dumpster fire and that's exactly what happened to me it activated genes responsible for excess cortisol and endless stress hormone loops faster overall catabolism and tissue wasting, rapid gluconeogenesis pulling from muscle instead of fat, heightened inflammation and pro-inflammatory cytokines, weakened i immune regulations, organ stress on the heart, kidneys and liver,
Speaker: elevated brain excitotoxicity from glutamate eva overload and the list goes on and on meanwhile it deactivated the genes responsible for all the amazing things i mentioned earlier that prolonged water fasting activates no And now you can see that during those 60 days of desperate starvation to manipulate the legal system, both my brain and my body were straight up deteriorating and my mind was driven to psychedelic morbid madness.
Speaker: which is the exact opposite of what happens when you do prolonged electrolyte water fasting for the right positive reasons in a supportive environment and with good circumstances around you.
Speaker: It is absolutely fascinating and mind-bending. That's why i keep saying genetics and neuroscience are the future.
Speaker: However, to wrap this up, I'm sure you've got few questions buzzing in your head. The first one, if you're doing prolonged water fasting in a positive environment, aren't you still going to lose too much muscle?
Speaker: The answer is In a supportive positive setup with the right mindset very minimized muscle loss occurs because your body prioritizes burning fat while protecting muscle through efficient autophagy and repair genes that stay fully switched on Second question What about vitamin deficiency?
Speaker: Am I going to lose my hair, nails, eyebrows and turn into a bald, frail ghost? The answer is no. In a positive supportive environment, your body switches into master conservation mode.
Speaker: As it burns through your fat reserves, it constantly unlocks and releases fat soluble vitamins straight into your bloodstream.
Speaker: while ruthlessly rationing the deep water soluble vitamins in your liver because calm surrounding keep cortisol low your system stays in rebuilding mode instead of emergency breakdown the healing pathways run the show and you come out stronger and intact and instead of wasting away like a sad sack Third question.
Speaker: You keep saying electrolyte water fasting. Why is that important? Electrolyte salts potassium magnesium sodium and calcium are the wiring that generates and conducts the electrical signals powering your heartbeats, nerves, transmissions, muscle movement, and brain activity.
Speaker: They keep everything running smoothly, without short-circuiting. They also help preventing dangerous complications like ketoacidosis when your body, basically your blood, turning into battery acid.
Speaker: It also prevents deadly imbalances, cramps, brain fog, and total shutdowns. Basically, electrolytes are what stop your body, organs and brain from going haywire, making safe prolonged fasting actually possible.
Speaker: Fourth question. I heard that people gain all the weight back and then some more right after fasting. I already answered that earlier.
Speaker: It all depends on the reasons why you wanted to lose weight in the first place and whether you actually learned the root causes that made you overweight.
Speaker: If you do not fix those reasons, the weight will come crawling back like a bad ex. In my case, the weight came back. But it was not because of some deep psychological self-hate bullshit.
Speaker: No, my reasons were straight up genetics and neuroscience. As I mentioned in other videos, I did 100% full genome sequencing DNA test it revealed I have dopamine dysregulation syndrome, the same thing that causes my ADHD and a whole bunch of other chaotic symptoms.
Speaker: So my brain is constantly craving for dopamine, which means I'm always hungry, always horny, always chasing thrills and pleasure, while also wanting to be lazy sloth.
Speaker: But now that I've been working on recalibrating my brain, I'm no longer using food for instant gratification, and the weight is coming off slowly but steadily.
Speaker: Bottom line, if you want to keep the weight off for good, you really need to self-examine and discover the real reasons you ended up in that place to begin with.
Speaker: Fifth question, not to shit on your parade, but you sound like you're advocating people to stop eating in order to lose weight while there are other healthy ways out there.
Speaker: Don't you find that dangerous? That is a very valid question and I absolutely love it. As you can see from this video, I'm not telling anyone what to do.
Speaker: I am mainly sharing my own raw experience and the science behind it. Of course, there are tons of other diets and methods out there.
Speaker: Prolonged water fasting is not for everyone. Having said that, Every diet has its pros and cons and prolonged water fasting has a lot of pros that other diets simply don't.
Speaker: Also, I'm not asking you to take my word as gospel. On the contrary, I want you to double check everything I said in this video the same way I did when writing script because even though I double checked every fact there could be mistakes and i would actually love to hear about them from you so we can all learn more together i also made it clear that you should do prolonged water fasting to become stronger healthier and better overall losing weight comes naturally as a side effect furthermore
Speaker: There are actually well-respected, long-established places dedicated specifically to medically supervised prolonged water fasting.
Speaker: There is the Wilhelmi Institute in Germany. over 100 years old, founded in 1920, and there is also True North Health Center in California, one of the largest for medically supervised water-only fasting.
Speaker: Sixth question. Well, if you were taking electrolytes during the 60 days, how did your body still shut down and ended up dying in the hospital?
Speaker: In the beginning, i was putting electrolytes in the water, but the extreme chronic fear and sky-high cortisol caused the losses that surpassed the intake.
Speaker: Then the constant dread and severe anxiety made the taste absolutely unbearable. After a while I couldn't force it down anymore and even drinking plain water became difficult.
Speaker: That led to severe imbalances. rapid muscle wasting, organ strain, brain excitotoxicity and total shutdown.
Speaker: Also, I mentioned earlier it was a suicide mission, not just to manipulate the court but to avoid the unbearable pain of losing my dog if I went to prison.
Speaker: Hence, I ended up in the hospital with cardiac arrest. And that's exactly why taking electrolyte salts is during fasting.
Speaker: Now I'm sure your last question is, since you got all the weight back and now you're starting life all over again, will you be doing prolonged water fasting again in a happy, healthy way to lose the weight?
Speaker: The answer is What I've been through has tainted the experience of prolonged water fasting. And now it is associated with trauma and death.
Speaker: Maybe in the future I will be doing three days water fasting from now and then, that's all. But not a prolonged water fasting longer than this. At the moment I'm doing carnivore with medicinal plants.
Speaker: But I will tell you about that in some other video.
Speaker: Now we have come to the end of this video. If you want me to make one about how to do prolonged water fasting happily and safely with all the intricate details, just let me know.
Speaker: Same for any other questions you've got. Meanwhile, if you've enjoyed this raw unfiltered drama and science,
Speaker: I would appreciate any donations to my GoFundMe link it's on my website or the description of this video as you know um starting life all over again with nothing but a big fat cock and a dream of turning my story experience and knowledge into a book would actually help people and also be my redemption for my psychedelic criminal past.
Speaker: Your donations will help me stay on the right path while funding the research and the writing of my book. I truly and sincerely appreciate every bit of love and encouragement.
Speaker: So thank you from the bottom of my criminal heart. Anyway, that's it for this one. Daddy has got to go now because i can smell a gaping hole calling my name somewhere and I must go to fulfill that calling.
Speaker: And always remember, On a different ironic note, the heavier your weight is, the harder you are to kidnap. Stay safe, eat cake.
