Welcome to another episode of “Imagine an apple”!

In this episode, we tackle the issue of spiritual experience.

How do these vary between individuals, and how do they vary between human cultures?

Twitter: @imagine_apple [https://twitter.com/imagine_apple] @SurenVynn [https://twitter.com/SurenVynn] @frabcus [https://twitter.com/frabcus]

Timestamps:

01:40 What are spiritual experiences?
03:30 Oneness with the Universe
05:30 Nondual experience with Vynn
08:20 Rejection from life goals triggering nondual experience
09:30 Jessica’s move to Madrid and starting new job
10:49 Lucid dreaming
14:01 Hearing voices
19:20 Changing perceptions of reality
20:15 Scales of enlightenment experience
21:00 What were you reading?
22:02 Alan Watts and Buddhist Koans
23:30 Effing the ineffable
25:28 “I am God!”
27:27 The experience of love
30:15 How do you live day to day?
34:26 Psychedelics
35:35 Sense of self
38:15 Research on spiritual experience
41:15 Neurophenomenology
43:00 Mental health disorders associated with spiritual experiences
44:05 Vocabulary around mental experience
45:00 EPRC Emergent Phenomenology Research Consortium
45:50 Kundalini Awakenings
48:40 Wrapping up
49:00 Can you recognize another?

Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Spiritual experience with Jessica Corneille

What are the limits of our imagination? Can we imagine an apple 100 miles away, or a sound higher pitched that we can hear? Can we project our imaginations into our actual vision?

Vynn and Francis are interviewed by video games designer Berbank Green. He stretches our imagination with a series of exercises (see full list below).

Can you imagine a smell that knocks you out? Can you imagine an apple as large as the moon? How accurate are our imaginations?

Berbank describes his “prophantasic” ability to put an imagined apple on the actual table in his real vision, and how he used this in childhood.

Timestamps:

00:48 Detail of imagining an apple
05:10 Imagining a distant apple
09:00 An eagle’s perception
11:18 Microscopic and earth-sized apples
16:13 Thinking of lots of apples at once
19:30 4D apples
23:48 Inner experience of designing a video game
27:07 Imagining emotions in video games
30:35 Limits of audio imagination
35:17 Prophantasia - imagining things in the real world
40:10 Imagining being something else
51:40 Noticing where language comes from
57:23 Dreaming and the subconscious
64:02 Apple having an eccentric British accent

Show Links:

 * Teach Your Monster to Read [https://www.teachyourmonster.org/] - a video game Berbank made
 * Berbank’s Twitter account [https://twitter.com/berbank]
 * Miegakure [https://miegakure.com/] - a true 4D puzzle-platforming game
 * Fire Kasina with Jane Flowers [https://zencastr.com/z/BhH1iPLN] - earlier episode of this podcast
 * Consider Phlebas [https://www.hachette.co.uk/titles/iain-m-banks-3/consider-phlebas/9780356521633/] - novel with mind fragmenting

Berbank’s Imagination Exercises:

Imagine an apple
- what does it look like?
- where is it?
- can you smell it?
- taste it?
- feel how heavy it is?
- does it make you remember anything?

OK now test limits:
- Can you see the apple if it's behind you?
- How far away can you make the apple before you can't see it?
  - What is your perspective of the apple at this distance?
- How small can you imagine that apple?
  - What happens when it gets too small?
  - How heavy is that?
  - Can you make it lighter?
  - Can you feel how light your max imagination is?
- How large can you imagine it?
  - What happens when it gets too large?
  - How heavy is that?
  - Can you make it heavier?
  - Can you feel how heavy your max imagination is?
- How many apples can you think of at once?
- How powerful can you make the smell of the apple?
  - Can you imagine it to the point where it's overwhelming?
- Can you imagine a 4 dimensional apple?
- Can you imagine an apple that has a face?
  - That's actually in front of you?
  - That's floating in front of you with sparkling effects and crackling lightning?
  - That's talking to you in an eccentric British accent?
etc. etc

Contact Details:
Twitter: @imagine_apple [https://twitter.com/imagine_apple] @SurenVynn [https://twitter.com/SurenVynn] @frabcus [https://twitter.com/frabcus]
Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme by: @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Dragons coming from the pavement

What is the experience of imagining a gremlin on someone’s shoulder? How do people imagine music, sounds, time and emotion? How is imagination used to find keys and remember names?

Vynn and Francis chat with Ronja about her imagination, covering a wide range of topics that may inspire you to ask your own friends and family what happens in their minds.

As someone mostly aphantasic, Francis quizzes Ronja about how she imagines a gremlin on a friend’s shoulder. How solid is it? Does it rotate with the world? Is it alive, and to what extent is it under conscious control?

The conversations continues on the topics of imagining emotion, smell and music. Then it gets practical, discussing how imagination can be used to find things lost in your house, navigate to a destination and assemble furniture.

What are different ways people remember names, and what techniques can improve that? How do people imagine while watching movies and reading books, and what is it like to imagine emotions?

Timestamps:

00:48 Gremlin on your shoulder
04:27 Aliveness of the gremlin
05:43 Emotion, smell and sound
07:07 Imagining music
10:20 Sounds and memories
13:40 Harry Potter
15:10 Looking for keys
19:13 Phantasia coaching
21:27 Shape rotating
23:42 Navigation
28:02 Names and faces
34:14 Visualising time
39:15 Emotion, books, movies
46:16 Imagine an apple

Show Links:

 * SET by PlayMonster [https://www.playmonster.com/product/set/] - pattern matching card game
 * Mind’s Eye Mentorship [https://www.gorcdc.com/mem-info] - formerly called AphantasiaMeow
 * Mind’s Eye Courses [https://rcdc-courses.teachable.com/] - also by AphantasiaMeow
 * Visualisations of calendars [https://twitter.com/shanhorandraws/status/1775749356672663638] - Twitter thread
 * Manar’s Twitter account [https://twitter.com/manarh] - the gremlin was on his shoulder

Contact Details:

Please follow us, get in touch, tell us about your inner experiences!

Twitter: @imagine_apple [https://twitter.com/imagine_apple] @SurenVynn [https://twitter.com/SurenVynn] @frabcus
[https://twitter.com/frabcus]Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Everyday imagination with Ronja

What is it like to have intrusively strong romantic feelings? What are the causes, and what techniques can improve it?

Vynn and Francis interview life coach Michelle Akin about what it is like to experience limerence. This is a common, yet not talked about, obsessive love addiction which can repeatedly break relationships.

What is the difference between limerence and love? How do limerent people behave with their object of desire? What does it feel like inside their body?

The conversation goes into the possible causes of limerence, both innate and relating to attachment in childhood. Michelle describes different methods of therapy and group programmes that can help with it.

How do people visualise the object of their limerence? What is the impact of attending to negative traits of the object of limerence on bodily feelings of despair?

To finish, Michelle describes how many people messaged her directly when she posted on social media about limerence, and advice she gave them.

Timestamps:

01:15 What does limerence feel like?
02:45 Is it a physical experience?
03:22 Sex and Love Addicts
05:57 The commonness of limerence
07:44 Dorothy Tennov the coiner of limerence
11:00 The difference between limerence and love
13:56 Is limerence a type of crush
17:17 Anxiety in limerence
18:21 What causes limerence?
21:56 Vibrational Harmonic Healing
22:30 Limerence therapy specialist
26:20 Limerent connection as healing the father wound
28:10 New friendships
28:27 Visualising the objects of limerence
32:10 How to handle limerence
34:16 Number of people being impacted by limerence

Show Links:

 * Limerence: What Is It And How Do We Let It Go? [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9l5ALCPEBkc] - video by Heidi Priebe
 * Michelle’s AMA about limerence [https://twitter.com/MichelleAkin/status/1751203085270011998]
 * Michelle’s Twitter account [https://twitter.com/MichelleAkin]
 * Inconvenient Epiphanies [https://michelleakin.substack.com/] - Michelle’s substack
 * Dorothy Tennov [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dorothy_Tennov] - Coiner of Limerence

Contact Details:

Please follow us, get in touch, tell us about your inner experiences!

Twitter: @imagine_apple [https://twitter.com/imagine_apple] @SurenVynn [https://twitter.com/SurenVynn] @frabcus
[https://twitter.com/frabcus]Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Limerence with Michelle Akin

How can you use fire kasina meditation to develop hyperreal imagery? How does this differ from mind’s eye imagination?

Vynn and Francis interview fashion designer Jane Flowers, who has developed a hyperphantasic ability using fire kasina meditation.

Jane describes how she developed imagery while doing fire kasina meditation. She talks about the progress from seeing visual snow, to the brain pattern matching it as 3D, to forming plants and rich, controlled shapes. She describes ways to prepare your mind and body for these visualisations.

The difference between Jane’s kasina visualisations and normal mind’s eye visualisations is explored in detail, including tactile sensation and comparison to reporting on psychedelics.

Prophantasia / hyperphantasia

Timestamps:

00:36 Mask illusion
02:41 Meditation imagery
05:16 2D to 3D
08:11 Kasina visualisations
11:20 Charging up
13:29 Phases of forming visualisations
16:00 Comparison to mind’s eye
21:59 Temperature
23:37 Therapeutic benefits, psychedelics
28:03 Implications for reality
32:47 Comparison to prophantasia

Show Links:

 * Why Are Transgender People Immune To Optical Illusions? [https://slatestarcodex.com/2017/06/28/why-are-transgender-people-immune-to-optical-illusions/] - mask illusion blog post by Slate Star Codex
 * Kasina Practice, Mastering the Core Teaching of the Buddha [https://www.mctb.org/mctb2/table-of-contents/part-iii-the-samatha-jhanas/29-kasina-practice/] - instructions in book by Daniel Ingram
 * Commentary on the Vimuttimagga [https://firekasina.org/2015/04/03/commentary-on-the-vimuttimagga/] - canon sources on fire kasina visualisations
 * Fire Kasina website [https://firekasina.org/]
 * Jane’s Twitter account [https://twitter.com/itsjaneflowers]

Contact Details:

Please follow us, get in touch, tell us about your inner experiences!

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Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Fire Kasina with Jane Flowers

How does the inner mental experience of autistic people vary? What is our day to day experience that creates stress or tension? Can we skillfully reduce it?

Vynn and Francis interview philosopher and neuroscientist Michael Johnson. Michael founded the Qualia Research Institute, and wrote the book Principia Qualia about consciousness.

The conversation begins with the inner experience of autistic people. How does a denser, more connected neural network lead to more variety of experience?

Then it goes through Michael’s theory of vasocomputation in detail. This relates to the Buddhist concept of “tanha” (grasping) and how it relates to stress and tension.

Do we control the world too much, or in ways that make no sense? What is the experience of doing this, and how can we use techniques like meditation to change this?

Timestamps:

00:46 Autism and neuron connectivity
07:44 Autism and inner experience
10:03 Meditation
11:34 Vasocomputation
13:27 Free energy and active inference
17:18 Buddhist concept of Tanha (grasping)
23:10 Three unskillful active inferences
25:36 Skillful active inference
27:40 Pain and pleasure
28:37 Qualia

Show Links:

 * Autism as a disorder of dimensionality [https://opentheory.net/2023/05/autism-as-a-disorder-of-dimensionality/] - article by Michael Johnson
 * Principles of Vasocomputation: A Unification of Buddhist Phenomenology, Active Inference, and Physical Reflex (Part I) [https://opentheory.net/2023/07/principles-of-vasocomputation-a-unification-of-buddhist-phenomenology-active-inference-and-physical-reflex-part-i/] - article by Michael Johnson
 * Michael Johnson’s Twitter account [https://twitter.com/johnsonmxe]
 * Michael Johnson’s website [https://opentheory.net/contact/]

Contact Details:

Please follow us, get in touch, tell us about your inner experiences!

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[https://twitter.com/frabcus]Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Tanha with neuroscientist Michael Johnson

What do musicians see in their mind’s eyes and ears while playing? How do they use that to create the impact of the music on the audience?

Vynn and Francis interview professional cellist Matthew Pierce who is aphantasic - he has no visual imagination. He uses his audio, spatial, emotional and bodily imagination to perform music.

Matthew goes into detail about learning to play an instrument, using different kinds of imagination to train the subconscious to control the body while playing.

How does the body move while playing a cello and a piano? Where do you need to visually pay attention while in an orchestra? What are they different layers of habit that are built up while learning an instrument?

To finish, there’s a discussion about a lack of visual imagination making it harder to do paperwork.

After this interview, Matthew composed, performed and recorded the intro and outro music for “Imagine an Apple”. Thanks Matthew, it’s very much appreciated! Check out his other musical work in the links below.

Timestamps:

01:33 Inner audio experience
04:16 Spatial imagination
05:56 Teaching playing an instrument
09:40 Body position while playing cello
11:09 Imagining what you want to play
15:11 Difference with visual imagination
16:19 Places you look while playing in orchestra
18:35 Reading music as sound vs notation
23:21 Musical keys, embodiment of playing
30:52 Imagining audio of an orchestral piece
36:15 Imagining emotions of audience
41:50 Different kinds of mind’s eyes
44:39 Paperwork when aphantasic
50:02 Vynn and Francis chat about the episode

Show Links:

 * Piercello’s Progress [https://piercello.substack.com/] - Matthew’s email newsletter on Substack
 * Matthew’s Twitter account [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]
 * Matthew’s YouTube channel [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLdxOcmHYxraZ2kUt-c5L5w]
 * Prelude from J. S. Bach's Suite No. 1 for Unaccompanied Cello [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5H6DgY_k3M]

Contact Details:

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[https://twitter.com/frabcus]Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Music with cellist Matthew Pierce

How has emotion changed over history, and in different cultures? How do people experience emotion - in the body, cognitively, as concepts, as colours?

Vynn and Francis discuss how different people, including themselves individually, experience emotion.

The conversation leads into the practical question of how it is best to experience emotion, and how that happens socially and in combination with rational thought.

This episode is a follow-up companion episode to the interview with philosopher Tom Cochrane about emotion in the previous episode.

Timestamps:

00:46 Experiments about emotions
03:30 History of emotion
08:51 Emotion in different cultures
10:52 Experiencing emotions in different ways
15:38 Cause of bodily feeling of sensations
18:57 Vynn's experience of emotion
22:29 Francis' experience of emotion
25:09 Desirability of feeling emotion in body more
28:12 Social reality of emotions
32:51 Emotional-rational complexes, practical tips

Show Links:

 * “The Emotional Mind: A Control Theory of Affective States” [https://www.cambridge.org/core/books/emotional-mind/4196F9FA10CCDFABAA888C9825162F9A#fndtn-information] - book by Tom Cochrane
 * How Emotions Are Made: The Secret Life of the Brain [https://lisafeldmanbarrett.com/books/how-emotions-are-made/] - book by Lisa Feldman Barrett
 * Critiques of Paul Ekman’s theory of facial expression of emotions [https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2021/04/artificial-intelligence-misreading-human-emotion/618696/] - The Atlantic
 * Professor Thomas Dixon’s research into history of emotion [https://www.qmul.ac.uk/history/people//academic-staff/profiles/dixonthomas.html] - website
 * This kind of rosy yellow glow in my head [https://www.flourish.org/2023/03/this-kind-of-rosy-yellow-glow-in-my-head/] - blog post introduction to Hurlburt
 * Weeping Britannia: Portrait of a Nation in Tears [https://global.oup.com/academic/product/weeping-britannia-9780199676057?cc=gb&lang=en&] - book by Thomas Dixon

Contact Details:

Please follow us, get in touch, tell us about your inner experiences!

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[https://twitter.com/frabcus]Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Do we all experience emotion differently?

What is emotion? How’s it different from feelings? How do different people experience it?

Vynn and Francis interview philosopher Tom Cochrane, author of “The Emotional Mind: A Control Theory of Affective States” [https://www.cambridge.org/core/books/emotional-mind/4196F9FA10CCDFABAA888C9825162F9A#fndtn-information], about emotion.

They unpick the sometimes confusing academic words on this topic, such as affect and valence.

How does the way the brain is a prediction machine relate to emotion? Are emotions social? What is the impact of different clothes, locations or music on emotion? What is the state of scientific experiments about emotion?

This episode has a follow-up companion episode, where Vynn and Francis talk more widely about our varying experience of emotion.

Timestamps:

00:42 Definitions - emotion, feelings, affect, valence
09:24 Meditation used to increase attention
11:21 Valent (positive/negative) representation
17:30 Predictive processing
20:03 Emotions!
26:08 Social emotions
29:38 Varying experience of emotion - bodily, cognitive, colours
33:55 Expressing emotion with clothes, music, writing
36:16 Science behind emotions - experiments

Show Links:

 * “The Emotional Mind: A Control Theory of Affective States” [https://www.cambridge.org/core/books/emotional-mind/4196F9FA10CCDFABAA888C9825162F9A#fndtn-information] - book by Tom Cochrane
 * “Your brain doesn’t detect reality. It creates it” [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikvrwOnay3g] - video with Lisa Feldman Barrett
 * “The Emotional Power of Music” [https://academic.oup.com/book/8659?login=false] - book by Tom Cochrane
 * “A multi-lab test of the facial feedback hypothesis” [https://www.nature.com/articles/s41562-022-01458-9] - Nature Human Behaviour
 * Tom Cochrane on Twitter - @doctorcochrane [https://twitter.com/doctorcochrane]
 * Tom’s Website - All Writings [https://sites.google.com/view/tomcochranephilosophy/about?authuser=0]

Contact Details:

Please follow us, get in touch, tell us about your inner experiences!

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[https://twitter.com/frabcus]Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Emotion with philosopher Tom Cochrane

Welcome to "Imagine an apple"! A podcast about our different inner mental worlds.

In this introductory episode, Vynn Suren and Francis Irving discuss differences in how they do (or don't) imagine, and how they got interested in this topic.

What are the differences between what it is like inside our minds? From imagining an apple, to imagining in a dream - even imagined smell and proprioception.

How do these vary between individuals, and how do they vary between human cultures?

Timestamps:

00:20 Why Vynn and Francis are interested in inner experience
02:42 The "Imagine an apple" test
08:33 Dream imagery
12:17 Imagery of the past and the future
14:26 Smell and other senses
16:00 Proprioception
22:27 Variety between individuals
27:35 Bornean shamans and prophantasia
37:57 Socialisation of inner realities
42:10 Summary

Show Links:

 * "Think of an Apple in Your Head" Meme [https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/think-of-an-apple-in-your-head-apple-visualization-exercise]
 * Lucid Dreaming “Hands” Reality Check [https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Lucid_Dreaming/Reality_Checks/Hands]
 * Bobohizan [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bobohizan]
 * How God Becomes Real: Kindling the Presence of Invisible Others [https://academic.oup.com/jaar/article-abstract/89/2/774/6284135] - T. M. Luhrmann

Contact Details:

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Email: imagine@flourish.org
Theme written, performed and recorded by @MJPiercello [https://twitter.com/MJPiercello]

Introduction to "Imagine an apple"

A podcast about our different inner mental experiences. Presented by Vynn Suren and Francis Irving.

Why can some people imagine and others can't? How do different people experience emotion? How is our view of our own minds influenced by our culture?