Nonsensical Nonsense 257 Deep thoughts with G&D

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Speaker: Thanks for watching!

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Speaker: What's going on everybody? Happy Monday. Hopefully you guys had a good weekend. Go ahead and crack this bad boy and get that official

Speaker: Yeah, hit the spot. The official start to nonsensical nonsense. I'm Glick. As always, Tony D might be here a little bit late. What's going on? I want Amanda chatter's box already waking up. We see what's going on. Tony D might be a little bit late. He had dad duties, so he'll be coming in here momentarily. I got a little bit of a late start myself. I was trying to. Give me a little something to eat and.

Speaker: get some music uploaded as promised from Saturday night. So y 'all think I'm going to forget about it. But I didn't. Hi, dude. What you mean? But I didn't. And I got the music that was requested Saturday night. Just took me a minute to find it. But if you're not already, go ahead and check us out on Spotify.

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Speaker: But, uh, yeah, anywho, it's Monday. I can't complain. It was, uh, I had a good Monday at work. I mean, spent the, uh, tired day doing one project, but, oh, you got a little fire, fire inspections, but hey, it makes my life easy. But tomorrow I get to catch up on all the stuff that I missed. I missed the one today. So there's that.

Speaker: I know that is a crazy assumption to just assume that everybody that listens to us has friends. And you know what happens when you assume the old saying, you're making ass out of you. While I got a few minutes that I could,

Speaker: Spin all this out, uninterrupted. Speaking to you, Jeff Lee. Shout out to all our friends in the podcasting world. You know, Sunday Night Smoke podcast on YouTube. He does his show obviously on Sunday nights. Go show him some love. He got Ted Hicks doing his late night parenting here on YouTube.

Speaker: Mr B, he's got your MMA and boxing news and some sports and stuff like that. He's kind of all over the place, but kind of a little bit of at least out of most people I know I'll go ahead and call him an expert in the MMA and boxing world. Definitely knows this shit. And last but not least, if you all want to get up bright and early in the morning, grab you a cup of coffee.

Speaker: And do some chit -chatting with our friend, Fireman Rich. He's over here on YouTube as well. And on Twitch. He's up every, well, Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I believe. On Twitch. And then he throws the replay up on YouTube. Go check them out. Go show those guys some love. They're part of the extended group of people we have. I see Tony's here. Are you good? Before I bring you up.

Speaker: Okay. He looks like he's going through it. I've had a headache all day. I was going to say, I'm not coming, but I said, I'm going to say it looked like you were going through it. I was like, Hey, let me, uh, let me, let me double check. Let me get the thumbs up before I bring him up here. What's going on, man? Perfect. I had a headache all day.

Speaker: It should not feel good. This does not feel good. It's all them. It's all them extra hours you'll be working. It feels like the pollen. It does feel like that, but I don't know. It hurts. You're getting too old for that nonsense. I'm just saying.

Speaker: for a lot of shit. Thank you later. Hopefully, hopefully you got something for that there headache. I do. I didn't even go to work today. I'm asleep half of the day. And she called me taking the martial art. Yeah, I've been hurting. That's what I'm saying. Headache and then my shoulders and everything. Oh, exactly, man. That's what everybody's thinking.

Speaker: Wow, sound like, I guess Austin came home from, well, she stayed at school, but she wasn't feeling good. So she looks like death has done and worked her over. Man, I guess Nikki said she came home and went right up to bed. She came down.

Speaker: She came down for a minute just to give me shit and I said, aren't you fucking sick? Go away. Wow. Wow. Hey. I got snow love, Tony, dude. You're showing it. It's like a headache, neck ache, shoulder ache, nose. I got all that.

Speaker: at once. I was going to say when you said it was like a headache, neck ache and all that stuff. I was like, damn, sounds like a stress thing. For real. I get those. I get those. They'll just pop about an hour. I won't even be feeling stressed or anything like that, but it hits like right in the base of my neck and it shoots right down into my shoulder. And like damn, I didn't even realize I was stressing anything. And then here.

Speaker: Here only the happiest person on the planet. Oh yeah, how'd you do that? Keeping these back here. Um, because I threw a six pack of Dr Pepper and her and a whole bunch of chocolate. Shark week at my house again. So.

Speaker: Hey, I say hey to you really, I know you didn't hear me. How are you? Oh, I did not. He's dying. Why? These ones are the tattoos. What'd you say? What the fuck? What'd you say? I didn't say nothing. I bought these and I said, if you know, you know. And these are the kind with the tongue tattoos.

Speaker: That's what I knew already. That's what I knew already. The same. And I knew. A bunch of what? Oh my goodness. I'm not going to give you two.

Speaker: Well, I'm pretty sure. Yeah, I'll get it later. Yeah, I'll get it a little bit. Oh, sure. I am per request from Saturday night. You know, I went and downloaded some, uh, some cover songs. Uh -huh.

Speaker: And once I pulled up that No Diggity song that was asked for me to get the cover, I realized who it was. And I was like, oh, I'm just going to make Tony D's head spin. But it's good. Unbelievable. Let's go make your head spin. But I got to be a pretty cool cover of Sunglasses at Night. We'll keep that one in rotation. I don't even want to know.

Speaker: Don't even want to know. So outside of having a headache today, how was the rest of your weekend? How many worked Saturday? Took it easy all day Sunday, so did the show with smoke last night. Yeah, I see you guys were live. I popped it there for a few minutes. Where am I going to show you some secrets, but thank you so much. Yeah, I think I just seen one the other day.

Speaker: Yeah, I see you guys are live. I popped in there for a few minutes last night, but then I got distracted. No, believe you. No, I didn't. I was working on this stuff. I got a little bit behind last week, so I had to work on show stuff, and then I was working on other stuff. So I was like, listening, but I couldn't really comment, comment, because I would lose my train of thought. Right.

Speaker: Just kind of had it on in the background. I had it on while I was playing a little Call of Duty before Nikki got home. Right. Yeah, I was a lazy type of shit yesterday, man. I went around and watched Justified all day. I think I got up around like 12, 30 -ish. Right. Nonsenseical nonsense and domestically disturbance. Oh yeah, quite a few people. Why do you feel bad for a click?

Speaker: I almost feel bad for me. Anywho, don't feel bad for me. I'm a, I'm a girl, dad. I got, I got two girls. I'm used to it. I grew up with four sisters. That shit, that shit don't even faze me. That's why I just laugh at them and make fun of them the whole time. We call them shark bait. They gonna throw your ass out to keep up.

Speaker: See, I grew up in a house just because I'm outnumbered again doesn't mean nothing. That's the story of my life. I've always been outnumbered. I'm still here. I'm still alive kicking. I drink more than I used to, but well, is there ever used to with me? No. Shark bait.

Speaker: We were coming home from me picking them up after school today, after work. And I always kind of talk to the kids of the car, see how their weekend was, ask about school, you know, that kind of normal dad routine stuff. And Bucky typically sits up front. So I generally torment her a little bit. So I was like poking her on the leg and she's like, don't touch me. And I was like, why?

Speaker: So I'm on my period. I'm not in the mood for you. You can write in the backpack if you want. I will never apologize for Shark Week. Hey, just be glad I didn't do to either one of the girls like I wanted to do when the very first time they got one.

Speaker: I was gonna throw a period party for him. Get him a red velvet cake with red icing. Strawberry ice cream. Strawberry ice cream. That's fucked up. Now, usually, if I know about it in advance, or even after I know about it, I'll try to get him some chocolate and try to keep mine all and stuff like that in the house.

Speaker: Now I can't keep track because both girls use different feminine products and they change them up every couple months. I used to just go buy this stuff for them so I'd have it here. Now I buy the wrong shit, the wrong size, wrong strength. I'm like, you know what? Just tell me when you need something, I'll take you. Let's give them the money and get out of the way.

Speaker: That is one of those, keep them in the morning and let them go things, okay? Well, you know, outside of the house, I don't try to mess with them too much. At the house, yeah. I remember what it was like. She doesn't have to worry about that stuff anymore, but... I know she's calling them blessing soup.

Speaker: What's that? I know she counted her blessings. I don't know too many women. She said, what an ass. You right, Amanda. He is an ass to his own daughters. Not an ass. I'm a dad. Red velvet cake, really? Yeah, red velvet cake, red icing, strawberry ice cream. They're going to buy you a football. Come on, let's go outside and practice. I'll show you what it feels like. You know, there's little Debbie strawberry rolls.

Speaker: Get some red Gushers. Red Kool -Aid, red slushies. Black eyes. There you go. Oh, shit. I don't know what black guys in periods have to do with anything, but damn, Tony. I said black eye, jackass. Black eyes. When they move with Morris.

Speaker: No, like I said, I do fuck with them, but I also try to take care or make sure they have what they need and get them everything. Right. I've earned the right to fuck with them. I'm their dad. I brought them into this world. And they will take you out. That week they will take you out. The cramp machine. I ain't worried about no cramp machine. You better.

Speaker: I think if I can if I can handle the pain of my back and shoulder when they're flared up, I think I can handle some little baby cramps. Okay, then a little baby cramps though. Who the fuck is this? I'm just saying. I'm a man, Tony D. It's a man. What the hell?

Speaker: This guy might be the only person on the planet. It just has random people just show up in his driveway. Oh, I was thumbing through the news like I normally do. And I've been inundated with this whole Bud Light thing and all this shit going on with Bud Light. And I guess there was this bar in Indiana

Speaker: that decided that when this whole bullshit broke, they said that any customer that came in and criticized Bud Light, they would not serve them and they would ask them to leave. Well, flash forward a couple of weeks later, they don't have no more customers. They're back on social media, but this time they're singing a different story and they're begging people to come back to the bar.

Speaker: The owner released a statement on their Facebook page that said we'd like to apologize for our previous comment. We don't want it to make it sound like people aren't allowed to have their opinion. We just don't want people being rude and nasty and we encourage people having a difference of opinions when they come into our bar. Is it on?

Speaker: Have you ever, have you ever done this club? No, I didn't because I had that one working. It might be dead, buddy. Well, that's a good plug breaking. Yeah, it might be dead. It's, it dies if you don't, even if you're not playing on it, it still dies. So I'll have to get a plug back in. But I was reading that article earlier and I was just laughing. I'm like,

Speaker: Why? Why continue? You see the backlash that's happening and you see what people are doing. Why risk your business over some dumb shit? All you have to do is just buy more beer in a certain brand other than Bud Light because it's still, you go into gas stations and grocery stores and shit like that, like around here. Budweiser and Anheuser -Busch products is always stocked to the gill.

Speaker: Well, Bud Light is the easiest thing to buy and sell. Coors Light and Miller Light. But who's cheaper? Oh God. Coors Light and Budweiser and Bud Light are around the same price. I think Miller Light's just a little bit cheaper, but not much. But before I could go into a Kroger's on a, you know, I'd go into Kroger's to buy beer and it would be Slim Pickens with Bud Light or

Speaker: Budweiser. Right. Now it's stock stock. I'm like damn. I mean Budweiser, Bud Light, they the ones you gonna find those beers everywhere. You are, that's why. What the hell? Jesus was good.

Speaker: article that a tie dice. I don't know what tie dice is. Is that like craps? I have no idea. I found the big bag. I'm so excited. It says share, but I'm not good. Tie dice, she sewed magnets into their fingertips. Tie dice do what? Oh, that's a man in Thailand.

Speaker: He was a, I guess, whatever tie dice is, it's some kind of casino game. But he sewed magnets into his fingertips. Wow. So he cut his fingertips, peeled it back, put the magnets under there, and then sewed it in there. He said he spent 40 years with the magnets implanted into his fingers. So he could cheat a dike. What's that?

Speaker: They must've caught his ass. No, he went to the doctor to have him removed because he had to take a flight and was worried they'd set off the security alarm. Wow. So nobody caught him. So it's called sick bow is the name of the game. Right, Jeeves, you only live once. Yolo.

Speaker: but he's had them in there for 40 years. Chinese origin played with three dice players place their bets on areas of the table that are divided into sections, each denoting a possible outcome of the dice roll, such as whether the total will be between one or 11, 11, 18. I don't know how the dice or how the magnets

Speaker: The idea of using magnets to cheat at gambling. There's nothing new. Back when slot machines were mechanical, made of metal. Yes. Oh. Yeah. They used to use the magnets. Crap's originated in Europe. They put the magnet up to the video bingo machine and try to slow the slots down so they can get the big jack. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. As I said, it can be used to manipulate the slots. Huh. They catch your way. 40 years.

Speaker: You're gonna be like twenty -one. Put your hand on the table and be able to slush him. Keep telling folks. I don't worry about it. What's the rules? Alright, y 'all scoot over. Casino's lovely. Yeah. Yeah. And as I say, you know, you know, the laws and stuff like that in Thailand are a lot different than they are over here. They might have chopped his hands. Jesus Christ. I'm going a bit older than that.

Speaker: This shit hurts. I was laying on the floor trying to stretch my back out all morning. I lean to one side, then I lean to the other. I'm like, okay, this is painful. Hell, you done did something to yourself. All that twix yourself or some shit. I've been working as a mechanic pretty hard for the past 11 and a half years.

Speaker: That's what it is, catching up to me. It's called getting old 30D. I'm already there with that one. Thank you. You are pushing like 83. I'm still pushing it with me.

Speaker: Getting up there in age, man. Like I said, it happens. It happens to the best of us. I was a chiropractor last week. She was like, Jesus. I said, I don't know. You know what? I hate to see what a chiropractor says the first time I go to one, because I've been meaning to go on. You need to go. You got to go twice a week for a month straight to see the results, honestly.

Speaker: Mm -hmm. They're gonna have me all kinds of fucking pretzled up and shit. Yes, they are Sesame Street is pushing the vaccine but I know they're gonna have me I know they're gonna have me popping and cracking all over the place. Oh, yeah, it's therapeutic as hell. Don't get me wrong

Speaker: or something I was looking for that I seen earlier. And I can't find it. What the hell? I knew I should have saved that shit. The fuck? There's a bridge replacement that's supposed to take the next two fucking years.

Speaker: We're out here on 16 out from out from in front of me or the highway out here that I take to work every day. They are doing bridge remodeling for bridge replacement and widening the freeway. Mm hmm.

Speaker: Yeah, that's all I need to do because as your motherfuckers don't already drive down that bitch like it's the Autobahn. It's good. I drive ridiculous already. Speaking of anti -visor push -ups, I'm like, what's that? Yo. Meet the fuckers. What's going on, Loveslick? Loveslife was good.

Speaker: Speaking of the whole Anheuser thing, I guess I have already started a new campaign that's like super patriotic and super pro American. I'm trying to bring customers back. And I've seen a couple of the customers, a couple of the commercials. And it's just like this slow motion shit.

Speaker: with the Clydesdales. And then at the end, you see the Budweiser logo. They're struggling. I mean, Budweiser is making money all my life. Take a move on like COVID. Fuck it. The other bitches, the owners of Budweiser could shut that place down tomorrow and their next five generations can live just fine. Still rich. I mean, let's be honest.

Speaker: I can't believe I lost that freaking article. It was about the new Guardians movie that comes out this weekend. Yeah. I'm probably going to take Jason as we get to see it. I'll, uh, it looks really good. Um, I'll probably wait. I'll probably, I'll probably hold off.

Speaker: They've been silly as shit for me, but they've been good. Yeah, I'll probably hold off and I don't know if I'll go see it. I don't know if I'll take the kids to see the theater or just wait until it comes out on Disney Plus. Well, you know Cash wanna go see it. Oh yeah, I'm sure he does. I don't think the girls will really care that much. So it'd probably just be like a me and Cash thing.

Speaker: Yeah, I don't think it'll take very long before it comes to Disney Plus. In all honesty, Jeeves, this movie's getting a lot of hype, man. I mean, like, a lot of hype behind it. It's the last one, I think. Mm -hmm. It's supposed to be the last of the Guardians. So... Plus, I mean, I'm paying for this Disney Plus. I don't even watch anything. I don't know that anybody in this house uses Disney Plus. Y 'all bugging.

Speaker: Well, I'm waiting for the new season of Loki. I'm waiting for the new season of, uh, I think it's November. Uh, I was hoping they were going to do, huh? Did you know cows can smell six miles away? Nope. But how do you know? Cause you what? Science. All right, Bill Nye. Poetry in motion.

Speaker: That answer was about as effective as mine, cuz Saturday night. Cuz. Cuz. Yeah, it's the last one. I mean, I'm trying to get so excited for this new phase, but man. No, I don't watch The Mandalorian. Absolutely. Tony does. I watch all of them.

Speaker: Well, and what I'm really waiting for, anxiously, anxiously waiting for is the Marvel zombies. I think that's supposed to be coming out this year. Look at me like that all you want. That was a phenomenal comic book series. The secret wars, the secret invasion, the king dynasty and all that. They're working on all that mess.

Speaker: Mm -hmm. Yeah, I was gonna say they started working on that and With the last ant man and wasps actually should look and see cuz I should probably be coming up on Disney here pretty soon too, but they made a wasp. Yeah. Yeah in war what like a series

Speaker: No, I think the phone and the new Ant -Man. Yeah, Kang, they're doing Secret Wars. Yeah. Yeah, that's what they're building up to now. Plus, they're getting ready. Plus, they're also in the process of introducing the X -Men and shit like that because they finally got the rights from Sony and Fox. And Fantastic Four, yes. Yeah. I think this new...

Speaker: The new Deadpool 3 is under the Disney umbrella. It's supposed to be. So that'll technically be their first rated R movie for Disney. But their first series that's going to be rated R is the Marvel Zombies. You can have it. I'll probably check it out. Now, Marvel Zombies was a fantastic comic book series.

Speaker: But it was not for the faint of heart, to say the least. Understood. I finished watching Spawn last month, the cartoon. Pretty good, kind of drawing out pretty graphic, but I'm expecting more out of that one. I'm surprised they ended it the way they did. Oh, hell yeah, Jeeves. That's awesome.

Speaker: So you said the opening scene of Fantastic Four was actually shot where he lives and he was a part of it. That's cool. Yeah, I'm curious about the new Fantastic Four. I liked them. I liked the one that they did with Jessica Alba and them, but I even liked the second one with Miles Teller and the third one.

Speaker: Well, third one, but you know what I mean? Like the second tab. The second version of it. I mean, the story was fine. It was kind of dry and dark, but the story was fine. It was, I think it was a little bit better of an origin story. Went a little bit farther back. Pretty much what it was, agreed. It's pretty much what it was. They mixed the cast up a little bit. I was good with that, but it was just, I don't know. I don't know what we were expecting. The first two, we have to gait them hell, especially the silver surf one, which was the best one.

Speaker: Now it's gonna be a matter of who can play hoop because both of your human torches are somebody else now. Well, yeah. Your first one was Captain America. Right. Your second one became Killmonger. Yeah. Which I mean, I guess, well, no, because I mean, that's still in the MCU universe.

Speaker: I don't know, I'm curious to see how they cast the new X -Men movie. Are you going to bring anybody back? Are you going to go all new cast? What are you going to do? Probably bring a bunch of them back. You know, plus you got to remember those X -Men movies that had like Hugh Jackman and shit in them, and they're all old as hell now, all those actors. Yeah, that's why they got the new generation of X -Men.

Speaker: but they're supposed to be introducing them and I guess we're supposed to get a whole bunch introduced in this new Deadpool movie, which will be cool because I Just want a Deadpool spider -man movie god damn it That's what you waiting on I want one so bad because the spider verse one

Speaker: Yeah in the comic books and shit man Deadpool used to fuck with Spider -Man something fierce and he was like all he wanted to do is be Spider -Man's best friend. Unbelievable. It's just antagonizing fuck with him. Unbelievable. So I'm curious you know bring Deadpool in and give us a Deadpool Spider -Man movie damn it.

Speaker: Just give the people what they want. They've been trying to. They need to fix these Transformers up too. I'm going to ask about that. Don't they have Beast Wars or some shit coming out? Yeah, everything. What the hell we looking for? Where are the Generation 1 Transformers? We need that answer. They're not bringing a bunch of Transformers out that ain't nobody ever heard of. Motherfucker, the originals we all heard of.

Speaker: We all heard of the originals. We got a whole bunch of they all about to accept the cause ain't nobody ever heard of. And did you see that DeAndre Swift is going to the Eagles? Yes. Was it the Eagles? Yes. The Eagles are fucking loaded. Shit, was it DeAndre Swift or was it somebody else that got moved, another running back?

Speaker: Another running back. I'm over this. I thought I was insane. That back feels ridiculous. I mean. That back is it. Is it ridiculous because they've had some issues staying healthy? Well, not again. The backups on their position. I was just saying that they just adding

Speaker: Now don't get me wrong, I like DeAndre Swift. I think I like DeAndre more than I like anybody else that they got on that roster. The Eagles? Yeah. Shit. Yeah, dude, they're running backs. They don't have Miles Sanders anymore.

Speaker: Rashad Penny, Kenneth Gainewell, and Trey Sermon. Boston Scott, Trey Sermon. I don't have Boston Scott anymore. They're showing it right now. I'm looking at their roster. I'm looking at the current roster and it's showing the Andre Shriff, Rashad Penny, Kenneth Gainewell, and I'm sorry.

Speaker: Trey Sermon, Kennedy Brooks, DeAndre Torrey. It's not showing Boston Scott, it's not showing Miles Sanders. Shit, what was his, oh no, nevermind. I'm thinking of, I'm thinking of Williams. Jamal Williams went to New Orleans.

Speaker: after he killed it last year for the Lions. Let's see what we got here. What's Chick? Chief said this Chick died doing a stunt in the second movie of Deadpool. Yeah, I don't know. I don't know that story.

Speaker: Where is Miles Sanders right now? He went to. Was he the one with the Carolina? Oh yeah, that's right. He's in. He's in. He's in Carolina now. That's right, because you will and Penny. I haven't had breakout seasons yet. And then you're going to add the Andre Swift. That's a sick backfield. That's a sick backfield. That's it still has. It still has Boston Scott.

Speaker: Yeah, on the roster. In Philly, but it's not showing him on the roster when I looked it up. Excuse me. Day, day, day, day, man, please. I mean, he was fucking weak sauce last year. He doesn't get the ball enough. He only played in three fucking games. Even the season before he wasn't getting the ball enough. That's why he's got to have a breakout season so I don't let him get it. No, I'm sorry. He played in 15 games. I'm sorry. I read that. Wait a minute. Hold on.

Speaker: I didn't see it, geez, I know he's fighting everything with Parkinson's. That new Back to the Future, waiting on that too. Yeah, Michael J Fox said basically that Parkinson's, that's something I wanted to talk about. And I thought I had, that's one of the other, I thought I had that saved and I couldn't find it. He said that,

Speaker: Oh, shit. Where's that ever yet? I think I saw it last week. I'm trying to fight this hell. Y 'all gotta forgive me. I am struggling. Yeah, he has came out today in People Magazine. I guess Michael J. Fox.

Speaker: You don't, he said you don't die from Parkinson's you die with Parkinson's. I'm not going to be at the 61 year old actor said on CBS Sunday morning. So yesterday.

Speaker: Michael J Fox is keeping his spirits high despite each day getting harder and harder while living with Parkinson's disease. In a recent interview with Jane Pauli on CBS Sunday morning, the 61 year old actor who was diagnosed with the disease all the way back in 91, dude. Yeah, he'd been here. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I knew he had it for a long time. I didn't realize that it was before the third back to the future that he had it. Yeah. 32 years now.

Speaker: He detailed how Parkinson's an incurable degenerative disorder of the central nervous system is the gift that keeps on taking. I'm not going to lie, it's harder every day. It's tougher, Fox admitted before detailing the most difficult symptoms.

Speaker: Falling is a big killer with Parkinson's, he explained, noting that he has suffered two broken arms, a broken hand and broken bones in his face as a result of falls. It's falling and aspirating food and pneumonia, all these subtle ways that it gets you. You don't die from Parkinson's, you die with Parkinson's and I'm not going to make it to be 80.

Speaker: Despite living with a disease for 30 plus years, Fox told Polly that he is focused on gratitude because of how he's been able to live with Parkinson's over time. I recognize how hard this is for people, and I recognize how hard it is for me, but I have a certain set of skills that allow me to deal with this stuff, Fox said, and I realize with gratitude, optimism is sustainable.

Speaker: If you can find something to be grateful for, then you can find something to look forward to, and you can carry on, he added. Well, he's always been a positive dude, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, I mean, like, well, and that's one of those things, like, about Michael J. Fox. He's always been, like, I mean, can you ever, can you look back and think of, like, any, anything negative that's come out about the guy? Like, he's always been just that good Hollywood dude. He was a cool Canadian.

Speaker: Yeah, and he's had a good career. He was a cool Canadian, straight up. He was diagnosed at the age of 29. That is, that is crazy. Yeah. I mean, seriously, right after Back to the Futures just hit him. Yeah. But one of the things that he has

Speaker: The one of the things that he has said multiple times about dealing with this and going through it and everything like that is the research that they've been able to do. And he's been able to help with and everything like that since he's been dealing with it for so long. He said that's the big reward in all of this, even though it's, I mean, and I don't know, there's a video that came out not too long ago. They were at Comic Con.

Speaker: And, you know, you look at, you know, Michael J. Fox is 61 years old. And Christopher Lloyd was like 143 at this point. Stupid. But Christopher Lloyd is 84 years old. He's 23 years older than Michael J. Fox. And you would have swore that it was flipped around when they were at this Comic Con. Yeah.

Speaker: But Mike was upbeat, man. He was upbeat. He was in good spirits. They embraced on stage. You can tell they have a sincere love for each other. Oh, yeah. Yeah, back in the future three came out in the 90s. He was groundbreaking as hell. And I've been seeing some

Speaker: Um, I've been, I've been seeing a lot of these videos for this new patch of the future movie. And I really, really hope that it's real and not fan made because Michael Jack Fox still has a big part in it. And he plays like, it looks like he plays like a high school teacher or college professor or something like that. So I'm really hoping that they can, uh, rock it out.

Speaker: But I'll tell you what, man, that Parkinson's, same with cancer, when talks of marijuana being used medicinally, and I don't know Michael Jackson, Michael J. Fox uses it or anything with his

Speaker: you know, side effects and all the issues that come with Parkinson's. But I watched the video a few years back. I got into this debate. This has been a while back when I was on Periscope because I'm not a weed guy. I have mixed feelings about recreationally, kind of on the fence about it being legal and not being legal. But medicinally, I'm 100 % on board for

Speaker: for the use of marijuana medicinally. We help people with seizures, epilepsy, stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah. There was a video and it's been out for a long time. There was a guy who was, he was a younger cat, but he had Parkinson's disease. And, and his, his hands were all. Hi Tony.

Speaker: Hi you, hi you, hi you. I'm hurting too. Hello energy dance break. Hello energy dance break. How you doing lady? That's about a week -ass dance break after your 18th birthday. Listen, I'm sick and I don't have one yet. Happy belated birthday. Thank you. Jeff texted me.

Speaker: How did Jeff text you? How the hell is Jeff going to your number? He texted me on Facebook and told me happy birthday. Who are you talking to? You want to know? Remember Logan? Logan Anderson? Yeah. Guess he just randomly texted me on my birthday and then decided to call me just a few minutes ago.

Speaker: Logan Anderson. Yeah. All right. Well, you kids have fun. I don't know why. Yeah, I heard. That's not like one of your years. You know where that one goes? My head hurts, Coach.

Speaker: That's beautiful. That's adorable. Somebody screenshot this, please. We're going to hashtag it, Glick properly punked. Damn right. Properly punked. Hashtag girl that bitch. Damn right. That's right. Fuck all of y 'all. Do you take some more medicine since you've been home? I took medicine as soon as I got home. I haven't taken any since I've been home, but I took stuff this morning and I took stuff at noon and then I took stay cool when I got home.

Speaker: You could probably go ahead and take some now and then a few hours before you go to bed. You can take some night. Well, so more days. Well, yeah. OK. Anywho, yeah, well, yeah, we have people with ADHD. No, you you. Chips a chick. Nicki made pull apart pizza tonight with

Speaker: pull apart pizza bread and Nick was like, or not Nick, uh, Jeff was like, uh, yeah, you can make that, but no sandwich for Jeff. This is bullshit. He's going to get killed. Okay. Okay.

Speaker: But no, in this video, this dude was just riddled with Parkinson's disease. His hands were all crippled up and he had basically no use of his hands. And he was just shaking like a leaf on a tree, man. Pierce. And he smoked, I can't remember if it was a ball or a joint.

Speaker: but within like 10 minutes, his hands had released. His shakes were stopping. He was able to actually sit down and he, he might've been English, but had a cup of tea with a little saucer. He was holding the saucer and was drinking his tea and without spilling a drop. You don't have any anxiety. Most people who smoke weed don't have any anxiety. And that's what it is. A lot of it is stress and anxiety. It could be from burnout.

Speaker: just my humble hypothesis. Well, yeah, but I'm talking like, I mean, it does help with like depression and pain and cancer patients, you know, and you know, we kind of spoke with Jordan a little bit about it when we had her on the show. When you're going through chemo and stuff like that, you're not eating very good because you're throwing everything up or you don't have an appetite. When they smoke, they get their appetite back and they're able to keep shitting out.

Speaker: Yes. ADHD, it helps you focus. My sister, my younger sister, my nephew is severely or seriously autistic, however you want to say it. She started using oils and like putting it on his wrist or on his neck or whatever. Yes. And it was amazing. The turnaround that he had.

Speaker: Now that he's older, I'm sure he's a pothead, but. It makes sense if you find a disorder like that, you get those type of results. I'm not mad at him. Yeah, so I'm 100 % on board like. I don't even know why it's a discussion at this point. I mean, it is. It is one of the most it is the. The only. And I think that's where the problem is. It's an organic medicine. It's not made in the lab.

Speaker: There's no problem. There's no problem. Who does that hurt? Who does that hurt? Big pharma. Mm hmm. Big pharma. Exactly. And you know, as far as it like rec, rec, relationally, rec, words are hard. There's just too many fucking bums that are like, damn. Well, I was trying to say recreational lead. Right. Recreational lead. There you go.

Speaker: You're about on a two -minute delay. No, no, I was talking about your response time. You're like Apollo Creed when he fought Ivan Drowski. Oh, okay. Bobbing and weaving. 30 seconds too late. You should have weaved when you Bob there, Apollo. God damn you fucking Drago. Fuck you, Drago. You piece of shit. You killed Apollo.

Speaker: But I mean, but on the flip side, the money that it brings to the state in taxes, I mean, Colorado themselves, I think they lowered their taxes on a whole bunch of shit, just because of how much marijuana was bringing in once it was legalized across the board. Yeah. Because it's stupid, you know, California.

Speaker: It's it's it's insane how much they tax the hell out of it, but I don't know. Like I said, medicinally shouldn't even be a question. It helps people in so many different ways. It's not for me. It's not my cup of tea, but you know, if I was dealing with something that. Like Parkinson's or cancer or something like that, and it was going to help me feel better and help me heal or whatever.

Speaker: you better start calling me Willie Nelson Glick or or Snoop Glick doggy dog. Wow. Cuz I'm gonna be a token motherfucker. Wow. I'm just saying.

Speaker: But yeah, no, that's wild. You know, it's so funny in life, you know, speaking on this, like Michael J. Fox thing, you see these absolute shitbags of humans that just, it's like, geez, you ain't lying. I'm like a 7 -Eleven. 27, 24, 365, boy. Just, woo!

Speaker: And then you see people like fucking Michael J Fox, man, who has just been such a cool cat his whole life and this whole career and just get completely bitch slapped by life. It's wild. It's his wild. You ain't wrong, Jeeves. Bitch slapped my birth off. Shit.

Speaker: He just hooked me up to one of those fighter pilot mask and just gave me a continuous burning tank that I can wheel. You know how people got oxygen tanks? I'm going to roll around with a weed tank. You stupid. Fucking OB high one, Kenobi.

Speaker: I gotta do my Koala left. Hey, I got nerve references. The Koala left. I can't even fake it right now. That too is a trip.

Speaker: Fucking Jean -Luc, pick stone, pick stones. I fucked that up, damn it. In my head, it sounded good. And then it wouldn't come out, right? Because I stuttered. Anyways, yeah, no. It's wild. Life likes to throw funny curve balls at people, I guess, from time to time. I'll be behind maybe six hours out of the day.

Speaker: I'm just going to be fucking wrecked. Damn, that was fast. Okay. We were talking about Teemu, that new app that's kind of like Wish. Yes. I ordered a whole bunch of stuff out there just to try it.

Speaker: Plus you can do like Klarna pay and after pay and all that. So you instead of paying it all at once, you just make four payments. So I, I ordered a whole bunch of stuff off there. And I'm thinking it's going to be two, three, four weeks before ships or whatever. They said it'd be here by the 13th.

Speaker: I just got fucking email, text message, and notification from the app. Everything shipped. Everything just shipped. There you go. I see you. Okay. Okay, I see you. I see you got wish beat. No, I've got wish stuff in time, too. Wish. Wish has been all right with me. I've been all right with wish. Man, the first time I... What's that? The first time it took forever. But after that, it's been all right.

Speaker: Life is like a box of chocolate you never know what you're gonna get. Yeah, no, I think the first time I ordered something from Wish, I'd forgotten what the fuck I ordered by the time it got there. It was like five months later, shit started showing up and I was like, damn. Yeah. And then it was coming in for a month and a half. I had ordered so much crap. Right. Life is absolutely like a box of chocolate. There's their Jeeves.

Speaker: You never know what you're going to get. Never know. In the words of a great Forrest Gump senior, ping pong world champion, shirt boat El Capitano, world -class runner.

Speaker: Told the president he had to pee. Got shot in the buttocks in Vietnam. All of that fucking movie. I haven't watched it in forever. I watched it once. I can't watch it anymore. I don't know how many times I've seen that movie. I didn't stop trying to watch it properly without like any type of

Speaker: negativity in my head cuz it was just killing me when I heard I said, I'll check it out one more time. I have to find Bubba. Bubba died right there. That's war. Oh my god damn. Everybody love that damn movie.

Speaker: Lieutenant Dan, you got new legs. You got magic legs. The best thing about getting shot in the buttocks is you get ice cream. It's a good movie. Now, I don't think I can sit and watch the whole movie now, but I'll watch it in bits and pieces. Like if I'm flipping through and I'm on cable and it's on and it's like an hour in, I'll watch it or whatever.

Speaker: Jenny, I love you. Boy, your mama must sure do care about them grades. I need to put an ice pack on my neck of something. Jesus. I need some of them 10 units, man. I'm about to go put it on. I'm about to go put it on.

Speaker: I love mine. I bought that has the mobile app is awesome. I can just throw that bitch on at work. Hit it on my app, turn it on, fire it up. Just let it go. I just had to be careful where I put it at and what I'm doing. Yeah, you are. Because I like to crank it up and if it's

Speaker: anywhere on my shoulder or anywhere near my arm. I tried to do something when it really hits my arms like. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. When I put my tens, you know, Oh yeah. But if I put it on my chest or whatever, baby, it's mom. I'll be right back. What are you guys watching out there now? She's watching the mask. I'm reading my novella.

Speaker: Oh, for him to finish it. I was gonna say, what the heck? I know that the movie, the original one, right? I came home from work today and one kid's sick and dying upstairs and Nikki wasn't feeling the greatest. So she was kind of hanging out on the couch or sleep, taking a nap and she woke up and put Beetlejuice on.

Speaker: I'm like, I gotta go take a shower and do the show. And you guys are gonna put freaking Beetlejuice on. I'm like, what the hell? What's up with that? And now they're watching the mask. Well, you guys are watching great movies out here. I'm just in there doing a podcast. Don't mind me, man. Got movies for days.

Speaker: What is the doctor, doctor home massage thing? Are you talking about like that, that gun for your muscles? I don't know what the doctor home massage thing is. I'm afraid to Google it in all honesty. I don't trust you people. And by you people, I mean you chatters box people. I mean, set up looking up weird shit online.

Speaker: as if my Google search isn't already all fucked up. I'm gonna look up Dr. Ho massage thing and wind up getting the address to a rubbing tug parlor. Oh, the pain.

Speaker: You want me to give you happy ending? No, I'm good. Oh yeah, okay, yeah, yeah, yeah. That's, yeah, the tins unit. Yep. Is that what you got? It like does the like electro,

Speaker: the electrotherapy, the pulsating electrotherapy things. I just looked it up. Mine is by

Speaker: Now I used to have an older one back in the day. Scoop, scoop, scoop. Ah, scoop, scoop. Yeah, that's it. That's it. Mine's by a fitness company, FitRX. But I don't know where my pads are. They're probably on my dresser. But it comes with this little disc that just snaps onto the nut. And I've got two different sizes.

Speaker: I've got two that are smaller or four, I guess. And then I have four of the larger pads. You just snap that on the back of them, turn that disc on and you download an app onto your phone. And it's got like 10 different settings, 10 different types of, uh, of, uh,

Speaker: our massage types. And then it goes from level one to nine, but then you can also set a timer on it. You can go from five minutes to 45 minutes on it. And they've got two settings on there. They've got the traditional massage setting, and then they've got the acupuncture one.

Speaker: And they are hawking amazing chest. But that acupuncture one, when you crank it all the way up, when it hits, like I can put it on my chest and it tenses everything. I mean, my chest, my shoulders, everything just, oh, but it feels so good. Actually, I just want to put it on now, just to put it on. It's such an amazing device.

Speaker: My older one was super old. It was super small. I bought it years ago. But it was nothing like the one I have now. But I do love it. I do, do, do. It is awesome.

Speaker: And it's, and they're not, ladies and gentlemen, if you've got joint pain, shoulder pain, muscle pain, neck pain, whatever, arm pain, even just like, I'll use it after working out. Cause you know, anybody who knows when you work out sometimes like your muscles get sore. You know what I mean? And you put on your arms or wherever your stomach and just set it on like a low setting and just kind of let it massage out that soreness. And it's, it's great. It's, it's amazing. I wouldn't, it's a gift from God.

Speaker: It really is. I would strongly recommend getting yourself a TENS unit. If you can't get to a chiropractor, you get the TENS unit, they give you a book. They show you exactly where to put the pads. And I'm not bullshitting you. All of you with sciatica need this thing. Yeah. And I have sciatica issues. They put the sciatica on your back. Here she comes around the corner. I'm here, lady. Well, Jeff's off on Monday. Sorry. Ah, but it's for the ladies here. So I mean.

Speaker: I guess you can have that. Two things nobody's ever said about Jeff being or sexy. This is true. This is her like crazy. Yeah, my, my sciatic will act up if I put my wallet on. Cause I've always been left -handed. You know, I do everything, but thank you. Thank you. That's pretty good. We did it at the same time.

Speaker: Uh, but being left -handed, I do everything backwards. So I've always had my wallet on my lips. You sort of a bitch. Yeah. Well, I've always had my wallet in my left back pocket. If I put it in there and I sit down for more than five minutes, dude, it that sciatic. So now I've had to over the last couple of years, I've had to get used to wearing it on my right side. But even still, I, I still from time to time reach.

Speaker: you know, for, for my wallet. And I was like, wait, I serve on the other side. But yeah, that's it. Yeah. We'll reach around. You know, what's up. You know, about to reach around, Tony. See, that's why people always, that's why the matcha cheese always get magic. But yeah, you put that in the right spot where the, either the book or what, however you look at it. Oh man. It's, it's money every time.

Speaker: I'll put it on and I'll lay in bed and just... Oh, yeah. Mercy! Right here. Hello, we got Jeez, we got Mercy. We got... Stranger Danger. Mercy's here. We got Amanda. What did... Miklow's life... Yeah, we got people in here. How y 'all doing, man? Y 'all gotta forgive me. I'm not 100%. I'm so serious. My head is kicking my... I got a headache that's crazy. And I got sold -in -back issues.

Speaker: tool for this shit. What are you what are you saying ladies and gentlemen is that the fact that he's 85 is starting to catch up to him. First of all, first of all, you're right. Or as like you would say, Arce, let's kick your horse. You're going to make it all, man. We can start looking at homes to put you in.

Speaker: Look, I'm already looking. Shit. I already told him. I'm checking myself in his 60. What about the kids? I said, they're gonna wanna come see me, but they're gonna wanna live their lives. I already know. Shit, I got a buddy of mine. His mom's a nurse, and she's like, I can declare both of you right now if you want me to. If you want to see my mom met a crop mall, I could take that, but I think I'm starting to get used to it. That's the problem. I gotta start taking it more than once a day. I take it to go to bed.

Speaker: No respect. No respect. I didn't want to say anything. I didn't want to call him out like that. You know, I don't call people out or anything. I didn't want to be that guy. Your name was called. I don't want to be that guy, but I mean... Oh, you missed it yesterday too. I'm going to tell all of y 'all. Tikara went live on Instagram yesterday, so she made her announcement pretty much, ladies and gentlemen. Oh, she's married. She's about to have a baby in August. Oh, okay. Cool. Thanks.

Speaker: Wasn't she married before? I thought she was married. She got married earlier this year, I believe. Oh, I thought she was married back when we were going Uno and shit. Is this her first baby? No. Oh, okay. I didn't think, I thought she had kids. She got a daughter already. She got 13 year old daughter. Hmm. Hmm.

Speaker: 13 inches. A lot of people ask about it and always tell us, if people looking for you, people looking for you, get your hands up there. So she found out when I was in the first Instagram live, I was in the bed, they had a message. She was like, huh? I didn't put this on. I said, oh, okay. Yeah. So she made a big announcement. So good. Now I can talk. Oh, that's awesome. I wasn't going to say nothing until she did. I wasn't going to say shit. That's awesome. Because I found out about two months ago,

Speaker: And I went crazy. I was acting up. I was acting up so hard. I said, you ain't telling me nothing. You ain't telling me nothing. You ain't telling me nothing. You disappeared on that app. You disappeared off this one. And then you pop back up. I see your old boy. I'm like, OK, yeah, she got somebody. I ain't no problem. I ain't no problem. And then she was like, so much for the pregnant. I'm like, baby, you prayed it. They said she was married. He was married who? And dude sitting right there. I never knew, because he was on the app too. He would always be there when we was on the app.

Speaker: And then I was like, oh, hell no. I got mad she ain't tell me I ain't goin' front. But all I picked was like three and shit. It was hilarious. Well, that's why I thought she was already married, because I knew that she had a guy. I don't know how long she knew him. I didn't know they got married. When she told me she was married, I was like, oh, shit. She was expecting, I think it was in August. They was doing all this. So big up to her. I know a lot of people are asking about her, but she is doing fine. She's been doing fine. That shit was hilarious. Yeah.

Speaker: You gotta, for fuck's sakes, put all our business out there. No, but she was raised to go a lot, we'll see. And like I said, I didn't send them, I haven't sent them a test between us. I really haven't, I wasn't going to. Cause you're damaged. Did you spill the tea? I said, no, that's your job. That's your place. Yeah, no, that's awesome. Congratulations to both of them. That's awesome. Of course, I wouldn't be starting all over again if I already had a 13 year old. Dude, my son had just turned 13.

Speaker: Jason Trey had just turned 13 when Jason was born. Now he was 14, I think. Yeah. As I say, Austin was eight when Cash was born. Buggy was four.

Speaker: Yeah. Cause all the kids are, there's four years between Austin and buggy. And there's four years between buggy and cash. And I'll tell you what that four year separation between kids is fucking ideal, man. Like, I don't know how people do it when they have kids like a year apart and shit like that. Cause that was my sister. Me and my sister would 14 more support. Yeah.

Speaker: Well, my broster and I are one year, one week, and one day apart. Yes, he. Trey's birthday is 10 days after mine, and Jason's a week after him. So all three of us are back to that. Ancient. Oh, here you go. What up, Walker? Yeah, that four -year age gap, man, that was amazing, because when Buggy was born,

Speaker: Austin was old enough that she could kind of help out a little bit and she wanted to, like she was excited to be a big sister. Of course, Nia was a big sister. Trey was happy to be a big brother. Yeah, it was right there. Jason Cash was born. He gets co -related when he gets around Nia and Trey. And that's how I want it. And one thing Maya's wife would always tell me, when all five of us would be together, she was like, you seem so comfortable. I said, yeah, but this is what I wanted.

Speaker: So we would get ready to go do a road trip or whatever. We would sit around and trip out. I'd try and go get some sleep or whatever. And all of them, they would be acting up and bugging out. Then when I get around my dad and then I kind of sit back, I always enjoy it. And she always told me, she said, one thing I do miss, you were serious about family. You're damn right. That's what it's supposed to be about. I know it drove you nuts, but enough young dudes are jack legs. The ones who aren't parents are the ones that driving everybody nuts. And I'm pretty serious about being a father. I'm very serious. If I don't give you any credit, you serious about being a father.

Speaker: Jeff too, you know what I'm saying? This motherfucker froze on me. Am I talking to myself? Can y 'all hear me or did I freeze? Brandon Rick was good. You were married for 12 years, so you had your first baby. Well, you got some time in, didn't you? Mike, check one too. Can y 'all hear me? Thank you. There we go. The glitch was strong on my end. Yes.

Speaker: I was on the wrong interwebs, so I had to switch over. The force was not with you. Thank you all. They could hear you, Tony. You were stuck frozen. Richie, I gave you credit for being a father, Jesse, by being a father. That's supposed to be about everything else is bullshit. You know, that's one thing that I always wanted a family. I always wanted to be a dad.

Speaker: Not to say I wasn't scared to death to make the same mistakes that my ignorant parents made. It would be an understatement, but I think as parents, I know now that I'm a parent, and I can't speak for mine, but I can speak for myself, is I want my kids to be better than me. Absolutely. So that's all I can ask. Absolutely.

Speaker: But I do, I mean, everything I've done has been for my kids. I've given up, I've sacrificed, and I don't regret a single thing. I'd do it all over again. I would do most of what I did over again. I think the biggest changes I probably would have made would have been probably trying to stay with Trey's mom, instead of going through what I went through with us being different and separated, and being able to do all the traveling. Yeah, but if I had stayed, and I would have took on a different job, I don't even know who would have had the same outcome. That's why I'm careful about that.

Speaker: Well, it's more like one of those things like if I knew then what I knew now. I think I said this Saturday night or I said it in the past. I would have never left Ohio. OK, I'll give you that out of state in Ohio because in all honesty I would be retired next year.

Speaker: Well, I'm glad I stayed in the military because I retired from the military. Yeah. I am glad I did stay in with that. I mean, I would have been... I'm 60, I'm done working. I'm trying to be done working my next year, but 60, I'm done working. I'd have been 44, fully retired from the union, from the state, with state benefits, with state retirement.

Speaker: Everything will be different and you would. Yeah, and that's that's the biggest thing. I don't regret my boys. I don't. I don't wait and that's what I look at too. Is if we never left Ohio. Would have things ended sooner or would have things would would cash still be here, you know which? But you know. Tis the journey that we are meant to take and

Speaker: The road that we go down. Yeah, a lot of time we're looking out past. We may not want to change it because we don't want to lose what we've built. I don't meet personally where I'm at today compared to where I was five years ago. I'm way better. I'm happier.

Speaker: Economically, I'm good. Mentally, I'm not. Well, economically, I'm good. Mentally, I still have my days, but we all do. Mentally, I'm not. Economically, I'm good. But mentally, I'm not. Five years ago, I was still going through shit. 10 years ago, I was on a flux. After 10 years ago, I was pretty good. 12 years ago, I'm here, Tony. Like you said, you wouldn't invent me. I don't know. That's a good thing or a bad thing.

Speaker: Everything is the illusion where you are. You're correct. Absolutely. I think if a lot of us went back and looked at things, we may not have ever met each other. Would we have done our previous lives any different? Oh, if I would have done my life differently, I know without a shadow of a doubt that I would have never met anybody. I would have never met you guys. I wouldn't have had the friendship that you and I have or smoke and I have or anything like that.

Speaker: I wouldn't even have the friendship that Cam and I have. Because if I went back and I did things differently and did things I wanted, I would have went down a totally different path. I would have been in radio before my oldest daughter was born. And who knows where that would have taken me. Really, I would have loved to have done.

Speaker: I had the opportunity, but I was told that I was stupid and it was dumb and that I had a baby on the way and that I needed to think of my family. So I passed up on it. With a morning show, with a very successful morning show where everybody on the show is making six figures a year. I wanted to be at radio since I was 16 years old.

Speaker: I was told by family and quote unquote friends that I was dumb and it was a stupid idea to go into radio because there was no money in it, there's no future in it or anything else. We don't know about the real money behind radio. Yeah, when I took television communication and production to vote tech.

Speaker: I looked at the career, but maybe I wouldn't be happier. I would have went in and I really had an opportunity to go work there. Remember the Christian Broadcasting Network? They call it the Family Channel now? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. When it used to be CBN, I've worked for them. I had an opportunity to go there, but I wanted to get out of Virginia Beach. If I would have stayed there, I would have been behind the scenes. And I've seen behind the scenes production. That shit takes forever. Oh yeah, now. Do you hear me?

Speaker: Oh, that shit takes forever. I was like, oh my God. To do one little scene, I'm an extra in the movie. You'll barely see it as blurry. Me and my sister was in the movie. It was Malcolm Jamar Warner, Jose Ferrer, Melba Moore, Bernie Casey. I met Bernie Casey. We did one scene in the courtroom. I'm in the camera maybe 12 seconds. I actually had to do a stand -in for Malcolm Jamar at one point because Malcolm Jamar Warner is shorter than me.

Speaker: I actually had a dude standing for him for a little bit. He had to stuff down. They had to get the measurements and all that. And I watch how they perfect everything on these scenes. Oh yeah. To do it one scene took all damn day. Oh yeah. We are on movie takes. Well, I mean, yeah, just an extra. Cam's older brother was an extra in one of the Halloween movies. Cause they shot it in Charleston. They shot it in Charleston. And he was like, dude, I thought I was just going to go stand around and go home.

Speaker: And you're not wrong. What was that all day thing? Rain and rain. Behind the scenes, people got to work 18 hours. They got to. Yeah. Because all that shit, they got to watch the weather. They got to watch the humidity. They got to watch the cloud cover. They got to watch the scenery. They got to watch the reflection. I'm like, shit. Right. Now, yeah, maybe I would have been happier. Maybe I would have been a miserable, washed up radio guy by now. Hell, who knows?

Speaker: I've been tired of radio by now. I would have loved the radio news and all that shit. I would have loved to have done it. I've wanted to do radio since I was 16. We have a morning show here in Columbus. It's called Dave and Jimmy. Dave and Jimmy Morning Zoo.

Speaker: Yeah, Dave and Jimmy morning zoo and WNCI here in Columbus. Those guys have been killing everybody for years and they're still on the radio. I mean, they buried when they put Howard Stern on, when they syndicated Howard Stern out here in Ohio, they buried Howard Stern.

Speaker: because you say you wouldn't change anything. Yeah, I would. If I would go back, I would pass, I would change some things, I would. Brad and Rick, what are those friends doing now? Are the ones that aren't dead or in jail or in a loveless marriage or in a job they hate? And I've always believed that I don't, like, I don't have, I'm kind of going through the comments like Tony typically does here. Because as I said, I do enjoy you guys.

Speaker: being a part of the show. I'm with you there. I absolutely believe it. I don't have regrets. I've always said everything happens for a reason and whether we understand it or know it or not, there's a

Speaker: whoever or whatever you believe in, there's a bigger force at play and they guide you down. You are put in the direction that you're meant to go, no matter how bad it is at times, no matter how terrible past traumas, trials and tribulations and shit you go through, you do it. It happens for a reason. If I were the state of Virginia Beach, I don't know if it would have been any better. What's that?

Speaker: See, there you go doing that. They should go doing that. If I were to stay in Virginia Beach, I don't know if I would have been any better, because I was miserable. I couldn't find a job like I wanted to. I don't know if that's sarcasm or if she's being serious. Both.

Speaker: Interesting conversation, though. Very interesting, very illuminating. I haven't got down. The comments are coming in faster and I can keep up with them. Yes, not always green on the other side. No, it is not. That's my statement. I had a chance to go back and change a couple of things in my life I would have. Now, I wanted to go back to duty in the military when I graduated high school. My mother told me, no, go to college first. I thank her for that. I do thank her for that.

Speaker: I did still retire at a decent age. I mean, at a decent young age, I did finish out a career with the military, which I never thought I was, I never thought I was going to do 20 years in the military. Never. Well, I gave less than y 'all don't even know. Yeah. That's another one of those curveballs. I'm like, bro, is that you? Because my plan, uh, I was going to, can you give me a couple of beers, please? Did you eat dinner? What's up, man? Metallica shirt stuff.

Speaker: I take that back. I do have regrets. He's a regret. You were you were you were the deal breaker. We'll have a boy sooner or later and here you are. Thank you.

Speaker: I never thought I was gonna, that first six years, I was like, all right, all right. When Trey was born, I literally sat down there with his mom and said, I gotta wear my options. Should I go find something? And let me be honest with you, the job market sucked in 2001. The job market sucked. Well, I mean, I said, I'm re -enlisting. Thanks, bro. Throw them away.

Speaker: I'm terrible at this comment thing because I talk too much ladies and gentlemen, I apologize. It's funny because it's just say you wouldn't change anything and there's not a whole lot that I would change. Like I said, if I knew then what I know now, I would have never left Ohio. I guess that's one thing that I said I would have changed. But at the end of the day,

Speaker: You know, I'm born and raised in Ohio. I hate it here. This has never felt like home to me. It still doesn't today. Why did you move back then? That's an excellent question. See a lot of people when they leave home, they want to go back. You actually did both. The reason that I came back

Speaker: was because the kids' mom and I separated. Right. Obviously. She, as I've stated on this, multiple times, outside of everything else that was going on, she had cheated on me multiple times, and then she left me for somebody else. Her own high school boyfriend. He was from up here in Ohio. He had two kids. Okay, you did tell me the story already. Yeah. Well, I'll reiterate it for everybody that may be new to this. Stephen, don't know.

Speaker: What? Read the comments. Have you heard of Steve Dole? Cincinnati is not nice from what I've heard. Cleveland is a good one. Cincinnati, it's getting better. It's always been a shithole, a giant shithole. Cleveland coming around. It's fun to go visit and hang out for a weekend.

Speaker: Uh, I just, I just, Ohio's never felt like home to me, even though this is where I'm from born and raised. I've always wanted something bigger and better and felt like there was something that, and when I lived in Charleston, that felt like home to me. I felt like that's where I belonged, but anywho.

Speaker: So their mom left me for another guy. He was from up here. He did move down there for a few months, but his kids were up here. And he doesn't get to see his kids very often for whatever reasons, his mistakes, his path, his choices, you know, so, but he was missing his kids. I found out the hard way. Dads in South Carolina basically have no fucking rights. None. What's the last thing? She wants the truth. They decided that they were moving back to Ohio.

Speaker: And I didn't want to be 12 hours away from my kids. I didn't want to only see my kids on holidays and summer break. I wanted to be able to see my kids as much as I wanted to. I wanted to be in their lives. And from the time we came home, I pushed and fought and did everything I could to have them full time. And I do have them full time. I've had them full time for almost a year now. They are with their mom on the weekends. They're with me Monday through Friday.

Speaker: Monday through Thursday, they, you know, in the summer times, we'll do split week on a week off. That's what I'm going to be doing with Jason. I told his mom about that. But as I explained to her and we were finally able to come to this, uh, impasse this agreement, whatever you want to call it, I'm not trying to keep the kids from you. I'm not trying to take the kids away from you. You're going to see the kids whenever you want.

Speaker: But it is better environment for them to be with me during the weeks and stuff like that. So the summer times we do a week on and a week off Monday to Monday. Where do they want to stay as a question? I mean, they seem to be much happier with me and that's no slide on her or anything like that. But they do enjoy visiting their mom. They do enjoy seeing their mom. And there's times during the week where they go and spend the night with their mom. Damn right.

Speaker: Like I said, I'm not going to be that asshole regardless of anything that's ever happened or what she's going through or anything she's doing right now. I'm not going to be that dick unless, unless I, unless there's a reason to where my kids are being physically harmed or in any way, shape or form danger, but I'm going to stop her from seeing them. Nursey, I think she's on my YouTube.

Speaker: She might be on Tony's YouTube. Since you were late tonight, Tony, I threw this up on your news. Don't blame me for that bullshit. Everything you experience forms you. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, she's on my YouTube. The nurse is on yours. You're used to the calm of the Midwest. Try out Baltimore. Fuck Baltimore and fuck Cincinnati.

Speaker: You know, for the most part, despite what you guys see on here, for the most part, I'm really calm, cool, collective. I'm really laid back. I kind of just go with the flow outside. Like I said, outside of what you see on here, because

Speaker: I can't come on here and have that mentality when I'm trying to do a podcast and host a podcast with these guys. But I'm super chill, super laid back. You know, I am, I am, I'm a man child. I do have my moments where I'm just like, yeah, you know, I have my moments where I'm just like, you know, and having fun and joking around.

Speaker: But I mean, it's not, I mean, Ohio is cool. It's not a bad place to live. I just don't like being here. It just doesn't feel like home to me, you know, and Charleston did. Now granted, I fell in love with Charleston when I was 17 years old and I went there for spring break. I went back to very next year for spring break. And I was packing my bags after I graduated because my plan after graduation,

Speaker: Ohio is not flat. Ohio is not flat at all in any way, shape or form. See the point. My plan after high school was to go into the military. I wanted to

Speaker: Well, yeah, 70, but even 70, depending upon where you're at, 70 is not flat. It's just a straight shot. 70 is just a fucking straight ass shot. But I was going to go into the army. I was going to do a MP. My ultimate goal was to become an army ranger. And I was going to do 20 plus years in the military and retire. That was, that was my plan for, for, for life.

Speaker: Unfortunately, due to injuries that I sustained playing sports in high school or various other activities that I was injured in, they told me medically they couldn't clear me. And then because of the sole survivor law or clause, I couldn't do an army ranger. I couldn't do, they basically said unless all hell broke loose, I would never see frontline.

Speaker: And even then I was like, okay, cool. Cause they told me that before the injury thing came out. I was like, okay, cool. I'll go into combat engineering. And I, you know, I was already a construction guy at that point. I'll go into combat engineering.

Speaker: And now you're just back to Rick. See, you earned your three hours and now you're just back to Rick again. She would have never left Detroit, I believe it. She says that a lot. Yeah, his torso is too low. We had a conversation the other night on monkey leg ass. Oh, we built like a gorilla silverback looking ass to Rick motherfucker. That shit was funny. But no, I mean,

Speaker: But it was one of those curveballs and it took me another direction and, you know, that direction that it took me I grateful and thankful that I've learned a lot of things in the construction construction industry. I've done a lot of things.

Speaker: You know, so, you know, I learned another skill set or I continued to learn a skill set, but it wasn't the path that I had envisioned for myself. And then, you know, I got to get on your ass. This is what's crazy. Everybody think when you go in the military, you got to be infantry. You could have done a bunch of things in the military, even with your injuries. Oh, no, they, they wouldn't let me, they wouldn't let me in because of my injuries. Basic training, no branch.

Speaker: And that's even what my recruiter told me. Because I told him, I said, I can run circles around anybody right now in the military. He was like, yeah, we know. But what if? And that was the problem. What if is the truth? Yes. What if? Because unfortunately, I did break my ankle two years in a row. What if you're doing a PT or basic or something and you break your ankle? Then that's on us. They're liable, yes. They are liable. That is true. It was the what ifs. I had a blown up shoulder.

Speaker: I had a busted up knee and I'm like, yeah, even with those things, you could take anybody right now in the military and I would, and I could either A, keep up with them or run circles around them. And he was like, I have no doubt about that in my mind. Exactly. They didn't want to pay you forever. Like they got to pay a few of us. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. No. Yeah. No. When, when, when they told me I couldn't do, uh, and they were like, I could have still been an MP. No.

Speaker: from what I was told. But I was like, no, you know, combat engineering seems pretty cool. I'll take that career path, which is what I was going to do. And then the injuries came up and that's when they were like, yeah, you're out. I was like, come on, dude, really? Oh, yeah, there was plenty of other jobs. And there were several things that I was interested in. You could have done what I did, you could have been a mechanic.

Speaker: fucking easy. Yeah, but it was the injuries that kept me out. But no, I really like combat engineering. I was already in the construction field. I had already been in that field. I'd already been doing that stuff. So I was like, hey, we'll go combat engineering. I'll blow stuff up, build stuff, blow it up again. You know, fuck it. But, you know, again, somebody else,

Speaker: some other being or entity had other plans for me. We're not done fucking your life up just yet, Glick. We're trying to mold you into something, but we gotta really keep fucking your life up for like the next 14 to 20 years, okay? I gotta get over this radio shit you went through. Remember the conversation that we had that I kind of revealed my past about mental and physical

Speaker: Relationship abuse and stuff like that. Okay. That's part of the mental aspect of it. It just would have been changed. I probably would have because I am not mechanically I can change a tire. I can change oil. I have, I have, I have changed the starter out on a car and I have put brakes on my old Bronco.

Speaker: But that's about the extent of my mechanical knowledge. Life is sort of in the past to prevent you from focusing on the present and the future. My problem is - Cheers to that, Leahy. I'll drink to that. Cheers to you. Yeah, I still have plans I don't want to put in the place. I've gotten a lot of things done through the military. And I've moved on. You're right.

Speaker: Oh no, I would have. Just let everything wear you down and you don't have any ambition. You don't reevaluate. You can't progress. I tend to reevaluate a lot. Yeah. I really do. I reevaluate a whole lot. And I got to look at some of the past mistakes I made to make sure I don't make them again. No, I could have should have would have.

Speaker: Obviously, everybody's going to have those. You can't live in the past. You can't stay in the past, which was a hard lesson for me to learn. I did for many years. I can talk about the past. It is what it is. It happened. There's nothing I can do to fix it. You can talk about it now. Just because you talk about it doesn't mean you live in the past.

Speaker: I've had this conversation with people, and I've told people, I've had a friend of mine, and I've told her many, many times, you have to let shit go. I have. That's my problem. I don't let a lot of shit go. No, you haven't. You haven't let anything go because you're still holding on to shit that happened when you were 15. It's traumatizing, that's why. That's a lot of people. Well, yeah, I understand that. We all have our, I mean, we all have our trauma and stuff.

Speaker: And it's a part of what makes us who we are, but it's okay to let it go and move on. I mean, in all honesty, you can go back. Golf Hawk was good. Yes, we are. We're going to go down the field a little bit because a lot of people need this, honestly. This is typically what happens on Mondays with Tony and I, because Tony and I can have some deep ass conversations. I try to help people going through shit that they don't tell nobody. We got to get to your brains. Golf Hawk inability. What's going on, brother? No, you know,

Speaker: You can, you can, you, well, I don't know if you can or not, but you can go back and see the progressive progression of me from when I was on Periscope to now. I was just getting drunk and acting a fool on Periscope. I was doing the same thing on TikTok. I was borderline doing the same thing on Haps, other than the fact that I, you know, I've always been trying. You know, I've always been trying.

Speaker: you know, to where we are now. Yeah, I still drink and I, you know, I still have fun. I try to have fun. But, you know, we try to, we try to put together an actual show here that's mildly entertaining with some content and stuff like that. But at the same time, like I said, on Mondays, Tony and I, we can get real. We can have these deep conversations and it's okay. But, and I have, you know, for a long time, that was the other thing. For a long time, I didn't want to talk about it.

Speaker: I didn't want to talk about my past. I didn't want to talk about the things I've been through or the things I've seen or done or anything else. And I've slowly started to come around with that. And that was one of my biggest problems about coming back to Ohio outside of the fact that I don't like it here was I'm coming back to a place that I thought I got away from a lot of shit. And that shit's still here. Fortunately, what

Speaker: a lot of the things that I was worried about. I'm not, I found out real quick in a hurry that I didn't have to worry about, but you know, nevertheless, it is one thing to talk about your past.

Speaker: and be able to talk about learning from it and growing from it and becoming better from it. And it's a totally different thing to live in it and still live in it every single day and let it eat at you. And I was guilty of that. Now I'm just like, it is what it is. I did it. I lived it. Judge me if you will.

Speaker: I wear my scars both on the inside and outside very proudly because I'm still here kicking, God damn it. Somehow, someway I'm still here kicking. Some mornings I wake up and go, how the hell did I survive some of that shit? Even when I didn't want to, I got a piece of fucking

Speaker: I have knives all over the place. The only thing I'm going to find is my fucking big ass Rambo knife. You know, like a piece of metal or something stuck in my knuckle is driving me crazy. Got it. There we go. Got it. Anywho.

Speaker: Let me rephrase. Well, yeah, exactly. I think I knew, I think I knew what you, what you meant. Like I was trying to, sometimes I talk a lot just because words are hard. Damn it. It says right there at the bottom of the screen. Words are hard. Yeah. No, I think I knew what you meant. Yeah. Dwelling on it and living in it. That's one thing, but, um, Hey, we all, hey man, Tony D, Tony D's in the chat. Okay. Back, sorry.

Speaker: Dog had a snake. What kind of... Sorry, I won't... Dog's had a goddamn snake. All right, I'm gonna add that to the list. See if I can find a cover of that song for Wednesday night. Oh, Leggy.

Speaker: I found your I found I found a. What the hell is going on in my living room? We were talking about wearing your sunglasses in a basement at night. I found a cover of I wear my sunglasses at night or sunglasses at night, not I wear my sunglasses at night.

Speaker: But yeah, here about to drive, be safe driving. But hey, I told you, I got my little notebook. I write notes down during the show. So I don't forget because I will, I will absolutely 100 % forget. I know I'm guilty of it. It's got a brain thing. One too many shots to the head. So I have to write things down or be told a million times.

Speaker: Well, downside to having my own watermelon. Oh, Jesus Christ. Well, I'm glad that the moccasin didn't bite your dogs. And as I told Tony at the beginning of the show, somebody asked for the cleverlies. I think I said that right with their cover of No Diggity. And it's going to absolutely fucking blow Tony's mind. It's going to make his fucking head spin. And I cannot wait to see it.

Speaker: I hate bills. I hate being an adult. Oh, what happened to Tony? Actually, you know what? Why don't we do that real quick? Why don't we just take ourselves a little breaky break? Oh no, where's the hat? They were literally just there.

Speaker: And I lost all, you know what? I'm an idiot. I am an idiot. Son of a bitch. But yeah, let's take a little break. And like I had to tell you, there was a lot of covers to choose from. And I just kind of picked one that I really thought was cool. Hopefully you guys don't get mad at me because

Speaker: Hopefully you guys aren't too angry at it. So once it's done processing. You want to make it worse, there is a God. Why is there a God, Tony D? Well, typically we don't take breaks on Mondays, but you disappeared on me.

Speaker: I have to piss. Like a Russian racehorse. And I don't just want to leave like complete silence other than me in the background pissing. So we'll take a real quick break. And as requested, and this is going to stay in rotation. I'm building this nice little rotation of cover songs. And we might as well just keep it in there. This is a gentleman. Brian Dallaway.

Speaker: is his name. He is in Nashville. Go and check him out on the old YouTubes. Brian Dalloway. Show him some love. We'll be right back after these songs.

Speaker: I wear my sunglasses at night, so I can, so I get What you will wonder, cause you realize I wear my sunglasses at night, so I can, so I get Keep track of the visions in my eyes Wow

Speaker: Well, she used to sing about me Because I secured the deal

Speaker: That night's all I can, it's all I care Forget your name while you collect your things I will not turn left, it's that night's all I can, it's all I care To see the light that's right, because

Speaker: It cuts my security and she got control of me I'm told you have faith Just wait till the end of the garden, yeah you don't know

Speaker: I wear my sunglasses at night

Speaker: I'm trying to find this nice power in my heart

Speaker: Yeah, buddy!

Speaker: Well, Brian, all the way for you there on YouTube. Go ahead and check him out. That wasn't bad. That video was awkward, but that wasn't bad. It wasn't a bad remake. It really wasn't. I wear my sunglasses at night. What a legacy. I smoke way too much weed. Get incoherently fucked up until I pass out life.

Speaker: I'll wear my sunglasses in the basement. I didn't have any. I drank a little bit of soda. I had to use the bathroom, so I don't feel as bad. Tony had the shit. Yeah, I did. First of all, Tony shit. I want to say seriously, Helen, you're not wrong in what you're saying. But I will be lying if I didn't say those are things in my past I will probably try to change.

Speaker: I've thought about it more than once. And it just, to me, things that I think I would have done different to not go through some of the headaches I went through. And I always tell people, I'm reckless. I've done some reckless shit. I'm like a lot of people, I shouldn't be here now. So were there a couple of things that I would have changed? Hell yeah. Hell yeah. And I understand I wouldn't be here where I am now. Where you're correct, that is with me becoming a father.

Speaker: It was time because how long was it gonna be before I said I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready. You know what I'm saying? Getting married, I was like, yeah, I waited till I was two weeks before turning 40. Before I got married, that's how careful I was trying to be. And I could have been married nine times prior. But what I had been happy was the question. You know what I'm saying?

Speaker: Yeah. Wow. You were, you've only been married one time, right? Yeah. That's it. Oh, okay. Wow. I thought you guys were a little bit, we're, we're, we're younger than that, but who knew? See, and that was, that was another one of those things that in, you know, uh, when, when, when I got married, that was one of those things. It was one of those voices in my ear. Yeah.

Speaker: You know, as a man, that's what you do. Austin was too when we got married. Was I ready to get married? No. Did I really want to be married? I mean,

Speaker: At the time, I wanted to be able to, wasn't, what we going to make it was my question. Yeah. You could always want to get married. The question is, are you going to make it? I'm not, I'm not going to deny my feelings that I had for the kids' mom back then. I thought they were real. Of course. Or they were, they were real at the time, but you know, people change things happen, whatever. Um, we both had our faults that led to the downfall of our marriage, but I mean,

Speaker: You know, I tried to be a good dad. I provided. I never stepped out or anything like that. And I wear a lot of scars because of it. And you ain't lying. You ain't lying about them scars. And women go through it too. Absolutely. I mean, that's why I was so careful.

Speaker: Because one thing I learned was a lot of women who ever, and I'm gonna go ahead and say this, a lot of women who have broken hearts, they got a lot of vengeance in their blood. You can marry a woman, they'll feel something, they'll think something, somebody who had been through shit before they got with you. And there's a consistency on both sides, us and women.

Speaker: Until you could control the side of you that's greedy, you might not be ready. That'll be my own hypothesis. I'll tell a lot of people that shit. I'll tell a lot of dudes, until you can stop running around the streets, you ain't ready to be married. Well, you know what? And the same thing that can be said for the men and women that put their all in this shit, because I can say for myself as an example,

Speaker: I've been taken advantage of by many women. Don't get me started. If we all went through one of the things I don't know is to see numbers. No, you're correct. I'm gonna be 100 % honest with you. I tell people all the time, I'm just fucking winging this shit.

Speaker: I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I'm just winging this shit. If it works out, it works out. And I've actually had this conversation multiple times with multiple people. And recently, you cannot let the what ifs consume you when you're going into something. They did with me for a little bit. Jeff and I had this conversation when we started this show together.

Speaker: because I told him, I was like, because he's like, what if that, and I got this and I got, I said, we're just going to fucking do it. And what happens happens, you know? Okay. Hey, you know, worst thing that's going to happen is we fail. And we don't do that. We do the show for six months and then we stop. That's the worst thing that's going to fucking happen. And that's how, you know,

Speaker: And up until now, in relationships and stuff, I've always had uncertainties and issues and stuff like that. Now it's like everything is so just there, you know? I got a little drunk Saturday night. I drank way more than I should have. A little, motherfucker. Oh no, after the show. You drank more after the show? Yeah.

Speaker: Yeah, you're doing too much. No, I was just, I was just drinking and I was having fun. And then it was like, fuck. How many times are you going to keep doing that as a question? That's the, that's the exam. Well, no, I mean, we, we, we drink, but no, it wasn't, I don't do it a lot, believe it or not. I really don't. Usually we get done with the show and I go, go eat and Nikki and I watch TV or whatever. Then we come to bed. But, uh, you know what? That's one of the things that I changed. How much I used to drink. Um, I,

Speaker: That big ass half gallon of crown that I had. I used to buy one every other day. Well, that's what you guys don't understand. And I know like we joke about it. Yeah, I do drink. I'm a big drinker. I've always been a big drinker. I only drink on podcast tonight. You drink a lot during the podcast. Jesus Christ. I don't really drink a lot. I've had... You drink more beer in a week than I do in a month. I've had... How many have I had? Thank you.

Speaker: You don't even know how many you got? No, no, no, because I'm trying to, well, I'm trying to think of what I bought and what I have left. Okay. Yeah, I think I'm on like my fifth beer. Only had five beers. Yeah, exactly. You miss 100 % of the shots you don't take.

Speaker: I got that part. And how many failures are going to go through will be my question to any and everybody. I've had a lot. You want to count failures, Tony Dean? No, I just said, how many of you are going to go through those like that? I'm going to keep going through them until I get it fucking right. OK. I can't let failure scare me. I don't let failure scare me. I'm not saying you do. I'm just saying, I got time and pressure. I'll take it a bunch of chances in my life. Yeah.

Speaker: I got tired of failing. It's all like, when we found some secure stable, it's sitting my ass down some damn way. Not everything I've done has been a failure, but I've taken a lot of L's in my life. Amen to that shit. And you know what? I'm probably going to take some more. It's not, and I know this is kind of cliche and kind of cheesy to say.

Speaker: And I think Stallone said it best in Balboa when he was talking to his son. But at the end of the day, it's not about how many times you get knocked down. How many times you get back up? How many times you're gonna get back up? Razor Ramon said the same thing. Rest in peace, Razor Ramon. R .I .P. Razor Ramon. Yeah, man. And that's one thing in life. I mean, I ain't never had too many

Speaker: quote unquote people to have my back. Most people are waiting for me to stumble so they can kick me and knock me over and put another knife in my back. I've had both. You know, I've had both. I've had both. I've had people pretend like they were. When people come in to back you up, you didn't expect. When I'm about the brawl and I mean, and I'm gonna go ahead and see it.

Speaker: when I had white dudes and white girls ready to fight with me. Because there was like, we know how you can get, but we know who you are when you real. And that's the motherfucker we gonna fight with and for. That's what made me change my ways. Because like a pack of ladies, we was, you know, that pro black movement was going pretty hard. And I was about to scrap with this dude, a bunch of kids came out of nowhere like standing behind me. I only had 40 people standing behind me one time. This is junior high. I was like,

Speaker: They were like, nah, we know where you coming from. You go, I'm like, oh shit. So I had to calm my ways. You don't know, we never know. Now I'm awake. We don't never know where our support is coming from and who has our back regardless. This goes to everybody, all you little motherfuckers out there, y 'all need to listen to this shit. Because some of y 'all got a whole lot of this.

Speaker: and you talk a whole lot of, I don't care, and I don't give a fuck, and I don't need, just the fuck you do. Everybody's tough, Mike tells you that everybody's tough until they get punched in the mouth. Let me tell you something. Everybody's tough until you're fucking outnumbered. And that's what's happening in today's society. Your ass is outnumbered and outgunned. They've actually said that everybody has a plan until they get punched in the face. Oh no, I got a dude that, we're friends, but we've never been really nothing more than acquaintances. And this is a dude that,

Speaker: will randomly just be like, hit me up. Hey, what's going on, man? How's life treating you? You know, people I grew up with don't even do that. My own family don't even do that. You know, and when I came back home to Ohio, you know, there was a little bit of an issue and he was like, hold up. I got you. And, uh, you know, he, but it was one of those weird phone calls that was like,

Speaker: Oh, shit, okay, yeah, we're good. You know, like, nothing to do with me. It just would have affected my kids in the long run. I think different as parents as well. See, I always feel, Trey, he changed me. I couldn't do that same reckless dude with the baby to come home to who was looking forward to seeing me. His mother needed me. You know what I'm saying? I had to change my shit. You got kids. You got Nikki now.

Speaker: Oh, don't get it twisted. I'll still be reckless as fuck. No, you've got to say I have to be a parent. If you have to, that's different. No, I'm not going out looking for it. I'm not going out looking for it. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what I did. That's what

Speaker: We do go out and we go to dinner and we go get drinks. And that's fun to do. You know, now that once period that end the story, that's what two of you, most people don't even have that. Oh yeah. And it's, it's, it's, well, that's the other thing. It's crazy to come home to somebody who's actually excited to see you when you come home or when they come home from work, they're excited to see you. December. Yeah.

Speaker: Yeah, yeah, Tony. You said two months. I still tell her she's full of shit. I'm coming down the pipe in a couple months. I still tell her she's full of shit. But no, she seems, I've seen a lot of things that she's done. She's having fun. She's enjoying herself. Both of you are comfortable and happy. What am I? How are you wrong if you've got that? You know what I'm saying? And she lets me be me. There's no aspect that I have to fake with her. You didn't have to fake in the first place.

Speaker: You know, but you know how, I mean, and men and women both know that when you're dating somebody or when you're with somebody. You reserve certain parts of yourself, yes. Yeah, you reserve, you hold back, you don't really, I mean, we've gone out. I mean, she's seen, she's seen not the absolute worst, but she's seen me break down and lose my shit. She gets to see my childish big man child ass.

Speaker: having an absolute ball with complete strangers. Women love that about us. You know that, right? And every time she's like, yep, that's my man. It doesn't matter. Now, she has not got to see me at, she has not got to see the bad guy come out. There's been a couple of times where he almost came out. But, and even then she was like, you know, you got to do what you got to do. I'm here. I got you. You know, you're talking to me. I'm just telling the truth.

Speaker: If you take it that way, I got to be real about it. I mean, but okay. Okay. And Tony, you can tell me to shut the fuck up or like you can tell me to shut the fuck up. I just want to ask a question. We all have our.

Speaker: idea of what's going on between you guys. Now, none of us really know because none of us are on the inside. None of us have heard your guys' conversations. Nobody's business. It's not anybody's business, but I try to leave it at that. Is this a thing that will always be long distance or does it have the potential? Most of you have to talk to marriage. Well, I'm not saying marriage. I'm not saying marriage. I'm not saying marriage. I'm saying, does it have the potential

Speaker: to become - It's gonna take me a while. I admit - Well, you got a youngin. Well, what I just went through as well. Yeah, well, what's your, but I mean, also, I mean, well, let's put like, for me, for instance, you know, I've gone into, and as you guys have pointed out, and had your life said, I've deserved them, whatever it is, what it is. I've gone into relationships in the last couple of years,

Speaker: Uh, that were long distance and I made it very clear from jump stroke. This isn't mine. Fuck you. Go ahead. Yeah, definitely shorter distance. I mean, three States compared to a whole ass fucking ocean. I'm just saying.

Speaker: I'm not saying, and we all know, Tony, you're not getting on a boat because you know how that worked out last time for y 'all. First of fucking all, we make our own boat, we gonna fucking make it. But I made it very clear from Jump Street, look, this is where I'm gonna be for, and when Nikki and I started dating, I was like, I don't know where this is gonna go, I don't know what's gonna happen, but I want you to know right out the rip, I'm in Ohio for at least the next 10 years.

Speaker: Yeah, I cannot leave Ohio for the next 10 years. Now her boys are grown. Her boys are older there. You know, one's God bless him. He's in the Air Force. He's overseas. He's doing his thing. If you see this. Yep. Her other son is, you know, he's quote unquote an adult. He's legal drinking age.

Speaker: You know, and she was cool with that. And I told her, I said, I have no problem. I'll drive three hours every fucking weekend, just so we can spend the weekend together. That's not an issue. But then as things progressed and we started talking about the, you know, the weekends, the goodbyes are getting harder, this and the other thing. And I said, look, I can't leave. And she's like, yeah, she ain't never left her home town. Like most of the people in her home town, they ain't never left. And she's like, fuck it. You know, I can come there. And she did.

Speaker: And she uprooted everything, left all her friends, left her family, and she moved here for me. And like I told her, you know, at the end of the day, we can go back every weekend. We can go back as many, you know, as much as you want. We can go back on the holidays. We can take the kids with us in the summertime. You know, it'll work out. I'm not going to keep you and your friends are welcomed here anytime. We'll figure out the sleeping arrangements. If they don't want to get a hotel, we'll figure out. Yeah. But.

Speaker: I'm talking to you right now. Oh, I'm sorry. I think for people who are in a long distance relationship, I didn't mean to talk you out of it. She was talking to me. She said that was directed at Glick with his bliss. Oh, I'm sorry. Bring doesn't look good on you, even though you're Scottish.

Speaker: jealous bitch. I'm just kidding. No, but I think in the long run, those who can make a long distance relationship work and prosper from it and grow from it are going to be stronger at the end of the day. And that's what I asked the question my initial question kind of long winded again, I talk a lot. It's what I do.

Speaker: Is there a potential or, and neither one of you have to answer this, or has the conversation been had about not being long distance, whether one goes here or the other comes there? You know what I mean?

Speaker: I had to be ready with you sometimes. You and your vague ass. You asked me probably questions on the open internet. Time will tell. I'm not asking you details of your conversations. I'm just asking, is that potential there?

Speaker: You know, I'm gonna get cursed out with this show's over just so y 'all know. Jesus freaking Christ. Glicky motherfucking cracker ass, hunky bitch made motherfucker. You so white boy. I'm dropping the white jokes on him on camera. I never said that shit. You cracker ass motherfucker. Let me tell you something. No, I'm just saying, I mean, and again,

Speaker: And I'm a photos out there and this isn't a shot or a jab or any disrespect meant or anything like that. What's meant to be will be. I never used to understand that shit. I understand the fuck out of that shit. I've been understood. I mean, I thought I understood it, but I really understand that shit. Always change the future. Yeah, go ahead and highlight that please.

Speaker: Oh, oh, oh, yeah, wait a minute. Yeah, I had to I'm sorry. I had to look at that a second time. He's not taking or in a relation. Yeah, I oh, trust me. We've had that conversation. Tony hates me. He loves me. He won't tell me he loves me, but I know he does. But he also hates me a lot because I'll talk to fill the shit out of his ass in a heartbeat.

Speaker: And then he just becomes a man and he won't talk to me and he ignores me and he gets mad and he pouts around and stomps his feet. Definition for Galician. No, no, no. I am inevitable. Oh my God.

Speaker: What's going on, Sadie? What's up, Sadie? It's sarcasm. Don't highlight it. It's an actual statement. I am divorced. I mean, well, in all honesty, that's something Nicky and I have talked about. I am technically not. What? Divorce. Really? I am working on it. Really?

Speaker: I am working on it. I've been working on it, but unfortunately for me, uh, being at the fact that since she left and he had to go through the whole bullshit of South Carolina, being in the goddamn Bible belt, you had to be separated and have separate addresses. First and foremost, you had to file for separation and get it approved by the courts. What? And yes.

Speaker: South Carolina, you had to file for separations, get it approved by the courts, and then you had to live at separate addresses, separate mailing addresses for a year before you could file for divorce. Well, before that year was up, we moved back to Ohio.

Speaker: Well, in the state of Ohio, even though we were both born and raised in Ohio, marriage license in Ohio, you had to be here for six months. You had to be, quote unquote, residents of six months. You just wait on court days now. Before you could file for divorce. Well, in that time, since she's left, I have 100 % financially supported the kids in every aspect, shape and or form. So I have not had the money

Speaker: up until recently to find one. No, I got that. I got that. I got it. Because I'm not getting any help from her. And like I told her before, I said, your ass should be the one paying for all this bullshit because your ass is the one that stepped out. Your ass is the one that left me for somebody else. But I'm paying for everything. So if I can get in there, I can tell you. We got to pay for everything regardless of their actions. That's the problem I fucking got. That's the problem I got. If I hear one more time,

Speaker: That was them. That ain't me. Or why don't you give me a chance? Or I'm not them. If I had a penny for every time I heard it. So now I have all the paperwork. I got to get it filled out. I've got to get it filed. I have the money to pay for it. You know, on top of the fact that, you know, when I thought I was going to have the money and then I found out I had like

Speaker: $15 ,000 in back taxes that I had to pay because she fucked me in taxes so bad when we were married. So it was just like, you know, but now the money's there. Work has to be filled out, has to be filed and it will be finalized finally. So I mean, it's not something that I wanted. Trust me. I would have wished five years ago would have been finalized and done in

Speaker: But then after - Trust me, I'm not going to lie. That shit fucked me up so bad when it was finalized. I was at work. I'm going to have a party. I was at work. I got the phone call. Oh, okay. Good. Okay. Thank you. Okay. I got to reduce. My emotions just dropped. One of my homeboys was like, just coming towards my life. That's a good thing, right? I said, I don't know.

Speaker: It'll be 100 % a good thing. I am so failure because of how hard I went into it. And that's what, that's what, it slammed me, dawg. See, dudes won't talk about this. People get divorced like, yeah, we gonna have party. No, no, no, I'm gonna tell y 'all the truth. That shit fucking hurt. It fucking hurt. I'll be 100 % honest with you. If it would have happened sooner,

Speaker: I might have been. Fair enough. And you also was married longer than I was. Oh, we were married for 11 years. Actually, we were only a couple of days away from our 11th anniversary when she left me. But we were together almost 17. Yeah, you were spent. I spent almost half my life with this woman.

Speaker: Yes, a lot. So if it would have happened quick, I can kind of see where you're coming from. Yeah, but now I mean even even even a year afterwards, I was so emotionally disconnected and done and over it and I realized how

Speaker: bad our relationship was, how toxic she was to me. And we get along today, like she still does things that aggravates the shit out of me, but we get along and I make it a point and I bite my tongue and I go out of my way to make sure things are easier for the kids.

Speaker: See it was done to you. That's that's that's that's that's that's that's a lot of people wanted to get divorced. I'm still listening to tell me I'll be right back. And I'll tell a lot of people that a lot of people look at the timeframe they look at the distance to look at how long it was. It's still up to you as to whether or not it's over whether you can reconcile it. And even if you don't you got to get over what you went through what you felt at least for me.

Speaker: I'll be emotionally incorrect with this, or I'll be like too much into this, because I can't lie. Well, you also wanted to, and you also knew as much as better as I did, if you want to say it like that. You knew like I knew, my story and your story. So trust me, it could have went both ways on that. And the reality of both sides was always there in the first place.

Speaker: Well, and I think, and this happens both ways. I mean, it happens to men and women. You know, sometimes it comes out of left field. It comes out of nowhere. You're not prepared for it sometimes. And I think this is why the quick disconnect was there for the kids, his mom and I. Because at the end of the day, we both knew that our relationship was over.

Speaker: years in advance, but we tried to stay together for the kids. So years in advance, you knew it already. And, you know, yeah, well, I mean, there's only so many times that you can take somebody stepping out on your relationship or there's only so much psychological, mental. Fair enough. You know, that you can take and, and, and, and, and, you know, at the end, the last couple of weeks, the last three or three years or so, I was literally just going through the motions, man.

Speaker: I mean, I was sleeping in my garage for like five years. You were more prepared for it to be finalized than I was. Yeah. And that's why I said, you know, I, there's a lot of times that I forget that technically it's not finalized. And I don't even think about it because I'm just so beyond it. I can honestly tell you, you realize it's different than when separation. Hello.

Speaker: Sharkbaits in the house, everybody. All the Sharkbaits. All the Sharkbaits. He did it. I didn't. He did it. That's his fault. He made that shit up. Good night. Love you, Sharkbait. Mwah -ha. Come here. Come here. Are you going to start calling it? No, yes. No, I'm not. Tony said he's not. I will. Come here. You just said no. Tony said no. Fine. Good night. Good night.

Speaker: What are we doing? We're shaking hands tonight, bro. Oh, what are you doing? You didn't even, you got to tap it up. You got to shake it. You got to tap it up. No more. No more blow it up. Deuces. Jaws. I love you. I love you. No, she don't love you back. I know she don't. She, this child ain't told me she loved me for like a year. Unless I buy her something. Yeah, they'll love you there.

Speaker: I'm actually kind of surprised. I'm not going to highlight your comments or anything like that out of respect to both of you guys. But I'm actually kind of surprised that this discussion between the two of you has not come up. And that's just me speaking from the outside looking in, not knowing anything.

Speaker: Um, I, this is going to sound like a real dickhead thing to say, Tony Dean. And I apologize for it. I kind of play the devil's advocate here. But in the words of Disney's frozen, let it go.

Speaker: There you go. Sorry, I was trying to add something funny. But no, at the end of the day, I mean, unfortunately, it sounds like you're still dealing with things. But it also sounds like you're trying to move on. It's not all negative. It's not all negative. It sounds like you still got some things you're dealing with, some issues you're dealing with. But at the same time, you're also

Speaker: trying to move on and get away from it and just learn to cope and deal with it. And I totally understand that. I mean, I made a boneheaded decision and was dating somebody and got engaged and I ignored all the fucking red flags. They were all there. And it took me a minute to process it and deal with it and to move on from it because I was so blindsided by what happened.

Speaker: Here I am planning a future and getting ready to. What were you blindsided by? You remember who I was engaged to, right? Go ahead. I've only been engaged once since I was married. Okay, good. Go ahead.

Speaker: But I was blindsided and I was ignoring the red flags because here we are, here I am thinking we are planning a future. I'm getting ready. I'm looking to buy a fucking house for our family. Like I'm meeting with the banks and I'm meeting with realtors and everything. How long had you two been together before you started? It was almost two years. Okay, that's a first. Well, it was about two years, but I had spent three years building this quote unquote relationship.

Speaker: I know you don't. I don't think, I don't think, Tony, let me know if I step out of line here. I don't think it was a surprise. I don't think it was so much that you - The feeling was a surprise. I didn't expect it. I think it was more of a, I don't think it was a surprise. I think it was more of a,

Speaker: Realization. And this is where I was getting to. It was literally five seconds. Everything just dropped. Yeah, I wouldn't say surprise. I would say a realization. I would tell you that I expected it. But I could tell you that it messed me up. It hurt. Threw me all the way off. I mean, my supervisor literally had to send me. I could not fucking function. My mind was gone. See, this is what people understand. That's how deep I was into what I had.

Speaker: I had to think back to any and everybody I had ever heard. They felt like this. That's why I said I would take away the surprise. I would take, I would stop saying surprise and say more of a realization. You know, like compare it to like, we're nerds. I'm not easy to cut people off.

Speaker: So that may be the side of me that got hit. Well, yeah. I mean, I had a couple of people off left and right like it's fucking nothing. Those of you who are like that can be that way. Me and now my first time ever being married and now my first time going this hard or any. I'm going hard on relationships. I got to take that back. I'm going hard on relationships. I went hard on the marriage. I went harder on the marriage being that we did more.

Speaker: So I can honestly say I had invested a lot of myself into what it was and what we were trying to do. And I was actually at a sense of accomplishment. Yeah. Real quick, Leggy, if you don't mind me asking, and I think I know the answer to this. I think I know the answer to this, but I'm not 100 % sure. So I'm just asking for clarifications.

Speaker: Were you ever married or have you been married in the past and gone through? So what I'm saying, Tony, that is kind of my question there. So what I'm saying, Tony is like, it's not so much of a surprise, but like, for instance, we're nerds. I'm going to say, I'm going to say Marvel in game.

Speaker: We all knew what was gonna happen. I knew what was gonna happen because I read the comic book. We all knew what was gonna happen, but it still affected us. Even in Infinity Wars, when Thanos snapped his finger and wiped out half the population and Spider -Man getting dusted made grown men fucking cry and weep.

Speaker: You know, it's not so much of a surprise in a bad way. It was just a realization of this is the end and you had to process it. It's not that you didn't want it to end or anything like that. You knew it was ending. You knew the end was coming and you knew how it was gonna end. So you were coming to terms with it and realizing it and processing it.

Speaker: Oh wow, so I have nothing on you. I've been separated for five years. I'm talking over here like I'm the fucking Oreo in the bag of chocolate chip cookies. That's all weird, man. We've only been separated for five years. I don't know if you know this about Tony or not, and he won't admit to it. So I'm gonna just whisper so only you can hear me.

Speaker: Tony gets deeply emotionally involved and wrapped up and it's hard for him to, God, I sound like such an asshole right now and I apologize to him. You can't even fucking help yourself, I'm just sitting here watching you tell yourself you're an asshole, you're still doing it. I'm an asshole, but I'm not trying to be an asshole because I say this because I used to be the same way. I know you're older than me and I know you've probably gone through some things that I may have no idea what you've gone through,

Speaker: for being a 40, almost 42 year old man, I've lived the life of like seven people and been through some of the craziest shit. And I used to be the same way. Unfortunately, you always try to look for the best in people, Tony D. And I know that for a fact, and I do the same thing. Now, I'm a little bit more closed minded, and I'm a little bit more, I'm not closed minded, but a little bit more

Speaker: angry, agitated or whatever these days that I used to be. But I always still look for the good in people. I always look for the fact that, yeah, I've had my differences with somebody, but I'm going to go ahead and I'm going to take a chance with them because, you know, they've, we, for whatever reason. And I think that's kind of where that comes from. So you, you get so involved and so wrapped up that it's hard to find the bad in people. It's hard to,

Speaker: No, it's not. I just don't show it. You don't show a lot of things, actually. You're right. I'm gonna say this. I'm really trying to bite my tongue and choose my words wisely. I'm gonna say this. He has the best of intentions. Tony, you've always had the best of intentions with everybody, even if it comes

Speaker: to you taking a kick in the dick at the end of the day. And you will always have the best of it. And I do the same thing, you know what I mean? You will always have the best of intentions and you don't mean any ill will. And sometimes people get mad at that, but just know, like you just said, and again, I'm intentionally not reading your comments out loud or highlighting them, how to respect for both of you guys, but just know in the end,

Speaker: There's a there's a method to his madness and he has. The best of intentions as the great Travis Trent once said. Thank you for going to bed. You just gotta just gotta work through his weird kinks and not kinks. Well, I mean, I guess you could work through his weird kinks. I don't know what they are, but. I mean, I'm just saying it little corks and.

Speaker: Just understand, it's not always meaning to do anything negatively or to hurt feelings because Lord knows I'm guilty of that. Like I said, Saturday night, I woke up Sunday and came back to bed because I was eating and watching a movie and dozed off on the couch and I woke up an hour or so later and come back crawling to bed.

Speaker: Nikki got up and went to work and I woke up with her and I was like, oh shit, I'm in so much trouble. She's going to be mad at me. She's going to be pissed off at me and she came in here and before she, like even before she got out of bed, she rolled over, give me kisses and all that. And then she came in and we kind of talked for a few minutes before she went to work and she gave me kisses and, you know, told me, Hey, if you're, if you're alive, we're doing brunch. You can come in and you're alive.

Speaker: Uh, you know, you can, you know, and, and like, she wasn't mad at me at all. And I was expecting the fucking worst. So I like came to bed with a pit in my stomach because that's what I'm used to. Oh God. I didn't do anything wrong. I just went out and drank some food and stuffed my fat face. Or I drank some beer and stuffed my fat face. I didn't do anything wrong, but I was expecting the worst. And she was just like, I'm sorry. I was so tired. I said, I'm like, why are you apologizing? You know, my ass was out there drinking until like one o 'clock in the morning, two o 'clock in the morning.

Speaker: But like I said, at the end of the day, if it's meant to be, it will be. I would say to you, stop dwelling on the crazy things that drive you crazy because it's gonna make things harder. You're drinking. What? You're drinking. You're drinking soda.

Speaker: I am so drunk right now, Tony. You should be. Six beers. I am wasted. Hammer. Alcohol poisoning. Six beers. Poison. Not for you in my hands. Just can't take advice from anybody. You're so hard -headed and knuckle -headed. I'll take advice from people.

Speaker: That's why I'm cautious. Not listening is what used to get me damn near killed. You're conscious because people, you always think somebody's out to get you. I've been set up more than once. I've been sabotaged more than once. I've been played out more than once. I've been embarrassed more than once. Who hasn't? Agreed. That's why I'm more careful. I got tired of going through it. I used to not care. Yeah, I was going to say, who hasn't?

Speaker: Stop dwelling on the past. Remember what we said earlier? Without throwing yourselves to the wolves because people start looking at you like you're stupid if you don't become more cautious based on your previous mistakes. I am the wolf.

Speaker: Just because, just because you let your guard down does not mean you're throwing yourself to the wolves, Tony D. If you go the right one or the right ones, and I'm not talking, I'm not talking relationship wise. I'm talking in life. If you have the right ones, just because you let your guard down and you allow somebody in does not mean that you are letting you, that you are throwing yourself to the wolves to be set up or sabotaged or got or anything else.

Speaker: You cannot let the actions of people in the past control your mentality towards people of the future. What about your decision that you've made that could have cost you? Don't make those same mistakes, Tony D. I'm not making the same mistakes I made. Okay. I see you, Jeez. Move on, take a chance. Yeah, move on, take a chance.

Speaker: Yes, let your guard down, be vulnerable. Be vulnerable is the only way to build trust. Let's just start now, be vulnerable, Tony D. Not everybody's out to get you. Be vulnerable to get you. As much as we fuck with each other and as much as we go back and forth, if you have any ounce in your mind or a percentage in your mind that you think I'm out to get you in any way, shape, or form, I'm going to tell you 100%, you're out your goddamn mind. Never thought that. I bought anybody up in here that I roamed with. Never thought that.

Speaker: I have been wrong. I mean, we could talk relationship wise. And just the last couple of years, I have been wronged by so many damn women. Me too. And I'm just speaking just recently, I have been wronged and fucked over by women. And if I let that shit control me now, I wouldn't have what I have with Nikki. I'm just saying, you know what I mean?

Speaker: You have to, if you, if, if there's even the smallest part of you, and I'm not talking relationship wise, I'm just talking period and like, thank you have something with somebody. You gotta just be like, all right, fuck it. I've done that, been there more than once. Um, because like I said, I mean,

Speaker: You know, I said that. You know, and I mean, you know, unfortunately, unfortunately. For two of them, you guys have been here for and you guys have watched it and you guys have told me. We talked to you about yes. Yeah, you guys have talked to me and told me and I didn't listen.

Speaker: Well, you went for it. And I got one that's still taking shots and jabs, talking all kinds of craziness for no fucking reason. Really? Bitch, remember, I kept my mouth shut for one of them. Keep it up. You know I have a microphone in my mouth. Just saying.

Speaker: You know what I did to the other one. I think I won't do it to you. It's okay to be, and I'm not telling you to do it with everybody because I'm still conscious, conscious with people.

Speaker: Cautious, cautious, not conscious. Cautious. Your definition of words and alcohol don't mix. Dude, I talk like this when I'm not drinking, trust me. The struggle is real for me. Oh my God. I'm a big old dumb country boy. Jesus. Words are hard for me, period. You should hear me at work when I'm talking to contractors and shit like that.

Speaker: Tony is going to, he's going to be so bad at it. Y 'all just so you know, Tony's going to be mad at me after this. I'm going to get worse. He going to call me a cracker. I guarantee he won't call me a cracker. Oh, I'm going to do that. Honky cracker, white bread, mayonnaise in Turkey, whatever. Nah. Nah. But on the flip side, generally,

Speaker: On the flip side, as a whole, there are people in this world that need to not take things as seriously as they do and not take everything too hard as a personal attack. What kind of mustard are we talking, Jeeves?

Speaker: I don't like mayonnaise unless it's mixed with my ketchup. They do that on Subway sandwich and cheese, I'll give you that. Because, ladies and gentlemen, PSA, spoiler alert, as Tony D says, the things that you are taking to heart and the things that you are reading too much into,

Speaker: Are those things that will make people hold back and not let their true colors shine? I'm not speaking to anybody in general. I'm just speaking. I can't get down with Dijon. I do like honey Dijon. I'm a honey mustard guy.

Speaker: I'll do a turkey sandwich with some honey mustard, some, uh, some Colby Jack cheese, a little Mater, a little cucumber, a little green pepper and Colby Jack man. Colby checks that shit. But yeah, like I said, it's a two way street. Ladies and gentlemen, relationship wise, friendship wise, family wise, it's a two way street. You got to give something and take something. You got to give some and take some. I've done the.

Speaker: Some videos, little words of wisdom that's on TikTok, it's on Instagram. Not everything we speak on is relationship wise because I found out that there's a certain person in my family who was in the hospital that I didn't know anything about. If you got them blocked on social media, that's fine. I don't have them blocked on social media. But I don't know how you didn't see it, but me and Jeff did. I was kind of curious about that myself.

Speaker: All I got to say is I'm better at this game than you are because you created this monster. Remember Frankenstein's monster bit him in the ass. Frankenstein wasn't the monster. He was the doctor. Dr. Frankenstein turned his back on his monster he created.

Speaker: I'm just saying, Tony D. Mm hmm. I'm a son of a bitch when I need to be. We all can't be. Anyhow, Tony D. Uh huh. What the problem is here, see, listen.

Speaker: from seeing contradictory actions. I can't do impersonations. I was trying to do Dr. Phil, but I can't. Oh, profiled me in a garbage can and made me a millionaire. Wow, a garbage can? I don't know. I don't really know what Dr. Phil's credentials are if he's a real doctor or not,

Speaker: Apparently he's a real psychologist or a psychiatrist. Yeah, he does a lot of trash television though. Now he was serious at first. And he made that goofy ass bad Barbie bitch famous. He made her a fucking millionaire. She did that shit. He didn't do it. He did that.

Speaker: He was funny as hell in that scary movie spoof. That motherfucker could have put on with Shaq, I was dying. You cut the wrong foot, mother. Mother. What kind of turkey are we talking? Let's try to, God damn, these Monday night,

Speaker: I'm gonna change the name of the show. Fucking nonsensical nonsense. Deep thoughts with Tony and Glick, Jesus Christ. Let's talk about sandwiches, shall we? What kind of turkey are you putting on your sandwich there? You've got a little oven roasted, just plain old turkey, buffalo turkey.

Speaker: No, I will apologize if we cause any friction or anything like that tonight. But this is our truth. Ladies and gentlemen, this is our truth. This is our outlet. And you guys, sometimes, you know, we get steered into a direction and we start having that conversation. And this is our truth. This is, you know, love it or hate it. This is what you guys want to hear. This is what you want to hear. This is what you want to know.

Speaker: Because whether it may be helping us, it may not be helping us. But at the end of the day, it might help somebody else who's going through this same type of shit, who's going through it. At the end of the day, this is our truth. And this is as corny as it sounds. And as overplayed as it is and kind of cliche as it is,

Speaker: This is our outlet. This is our quote unquote safe place. This is where we come and we talk and we're real. We've always been real. We've always prided ourselves on being real on this podcast. And we've said and done things in the past that have pissed a lot of people off. It's helped people. I've gotten messages that said, holy shit, I can't believe that I'm not the only one going through some shit right now because I've heard you guys talk, Tony, Jeff, and myself.

Speaker: I know I'm not alone out there anymore. I know that I can listen to you guys. Not only will you guys make me laugh a little bit, but you guys can also be real. So it's not with an intent to piss anybody off or hurt anybody's feelings, but we're going to be real with you guys. At least I can say I will be 100 % unapologetically real all the time. What you see on this show is what you're going to get in real life.

Speaker: Jeff, on the other hand, will be 100 % fake all the time. Wow. Because if you've been even in real life, he's fake. Tony D. I have no idea because this is the biggest motherfucker I've ever met in my life. Tony is real. Tony is real. But he also does. Tony, you also wear a security blanket and you protect yourself. I got to. Do you?

Speaker: Yeah. But do you? Yeah, I do. Why? You can't throw yourself out there, everybody. People take advantage of it. I found that out a couple weeks ago. And people only want to take advantage of you if you let them. That's why you don't throw yourself out there. I mean, you can put yourself out there. People are only going to take advantage of you if you let them. That's why you don't put yourself out there. I put myself out there all the time. And you've also gone through that same example that you used to do. I have been taking advantage of it. Well, then, damn it, take a note. Because I let them.

Speaker: I'm an idiot. Oh boy. I won't. I won't be making those mistakes anymore. I thought he was talking to the wall. Maybe I'm talking to the wall. He's talking to your heart headed ass is what I'm talking to. I'm talking to him. All the headed milk done looking. It's been a while. You better listen. Your milk done looking nice. Don't listen to me. Don't

Speaker: Who's everybody? No, like I said, you're only going to be taken advantage of if you let somebody take advantage of you and I'm guilty of it. I'm 100 % guilty of it. I have letting I have let people take advantage of me. I have to say I have it, but when I wasn't even trying to, they would do it. That'll put a red flag on. Oh yeah, black in your heart. That's the point. Absolutely. Absolutely. But

Speaker: And this is something that I've said for a very, very, very long time. For years, actually. You cannot let the actions of somebody else control how you feel about everybody. Thank you. So.

Speaker: I say that but if you're not willing to take a chance and you're and you're putting up and I'm not speaking to you Tony specifically I'm speaking in general if you're not willing to take a chance whether it be relationships or friends or family and you're putting up walls

Speaker: You are letting the actions of others in the past control your future. If you don't learn from your mistakes, you don't learn. And I absolutely agree with the comment. You don't have to put yourself out there to everyone. But if you're not willing to do it to those who you

Speaker: Consider the closest to you whether it's family or friends or relationship wise boyfriend girlfriend husband wife wife wife husband husband They them and their whatever whatever fucking I don't know I can't keep up with all the crazy shit in the world today Then you are allowing the actions of the past to control your future And I've been down that road and it and it creates a

Speaker: it creates a very dark and very scary person when people are not willing to let go of the past and they hold on to the past and the past controls them too much. I'm speaking in generalization right now. I'm not speaking to anybody or about anybody.

Speaker: Um, if I was speaking to anybody or about anybody, I'd be speaking about myself because I've been there and I've done that. And you may, yeah, you may absolutely lose people that you don't want to lose or you shouldn't lose. Um, some, some people in life, the past has such a stranglehold on them and it just,

Speaker: It, fucking words are hard. It consumes them and it controls them. And that's where people make mistakes. And like I said, for me speaking personally, I've been down that road and it's scary. It's very scary. And it's okay. I mean, I'm still learning now.

Speaker: because the first time that I was really vulnerable around Nikki, I freaked out and I expected her to leave and I didn't think I would ever hear from her again. Because as you guys know, I pride myself on being a quote unquote tough guy. And then I grew up in a world that

Speaker: As a man, you're meant to be strong. You're not supposed to show weakness. You're not supposed to show vulnerability. I'm a big dude. Six -two. Close to 300 pounds. Got this amazing beard that Tony's jealous of. I have amazing locks that Tony's jealous of. But now, it's okay. Sometimes the past,

Speaker: The past can do more harm in the future and present than it ever did in the past. That's just me. I'm just rambling, generalizing. I'm not speaking to anybody. So don't anybody take this personally and don't anybody think I'm coming at them because I'm not. I'm not talking about anybody in general. So I'm just generalizing. I'm just saying, Jeeves, I mean, he brings it up a lot.

Speaker: This this glorious beard. That is bullshit. Easy. I agree. It took me a long time to realize that. It took me a long time to realize both of those things, and I agree 100%. Absolutely agree 100 %

Speaker: And I'll speak about myself. It took me a long time to realize that. I always, for a long time, I put this wall up in this persona, this tough guy image. And really, at the end of the day, all it did was leave me with fucking scars. I got a fucked up eye because of it. My memory, what it should be because of it.

Speaker: I've got scars on my body because of it. I've got emotional scars that I wear. Because I'm a man, I'm not putting up with this shit. I don't have to. You're not gonna tell me anything. I already know everything. And as I said, it took me a long, it took me a long fucking time.

Speaker: Speak to me, Tony D. What's on your mind? What's running through the Tony D train? He told me to go to bed. He won't talk to me. I'll let you have your hour and a half, three hours. He won't do it. He won't do it. He won't talk to me. I know I got your old think box thinking tonight. The wheels are turning. The wheels been turning, yes.

Speaker: I'll take that. I'll take that as a win, Tony. The wheels been turning. Radio silence by Tony D. Talk about anything. I don't care. Talk about the chance.

Speaker: Nope, I gotta get up in the morning. I ain't doing it. Toby, how you doing?

Speaker: and I went to go get a beer because I know I'm going to get yelled at. Why do you keep doing shit to get yelled at is my question. What am I going to yell at about? You just said you know you're going to get yelled at. Why are you going to get yelled at? I'm going to yell at you about when we get off air. I'm going to yell at you about it. And I'm like, Tony, just talk about something out there.

Speaker: You're like Jeff that night that I walked away three hours. I'm normally fighting it. I didn't fight it today. I slipped a lot today. I had to as I got this shit on me and I'm feeling a little bit over like two and a half hours. You were like, boom, you were rejuvenated, man. You were you were alive. I was hurt. Anyways, Blue Jays. How about them Blue Jays? You said the Blue Jays, Tampa Bay Rays.

Speaker: Holy shit. Oh, God, I actually I want to bring that up. Actually, fuck, I lost my pen. New York done did it again. I'm going to bring that up Wednesday night. There's a new. I love this fucking knife. My pin fell down in my knife case.

Speaker: Um, but no, there's a new, there's a new, um, law in New York about school funding and stuff. Um, but I want to bring it, I'll bring it up Wednesday night. Well, he doesn't show up on Mondays, Toby. He's only here Wednesdays or Saturday. Uh, the guy with the beard's right here. I'm literally right here, Toby. The other guy. He doesn't have a beard.

Speaker: the cubic hair on his face. I'm the only bearded guy on the show. Okay. There we go. All right. So I won't forget about that Wednesday, but I want to bring that up. I want to, I want to talk to you guys about that and see Tony. If you would like, go ahead and, uh, go ahead and, uh, check that out this week before Wednesday, that the school funding and grants and shit like that.

Speaker: I think it's New York, I think it's New York. All the schools and all the states need them. No, I agree 100%, but this is crazy. Of course, you'll try to talk about it. Ted hasn't been able to stay awake on Thursday nights recently. I think he understands where I be coming from now. When I be telling him I be tired. He woke up about once, I saw the message when I woke up, he was like, I just woke up from my nap. I'm like, shit, I mean.

Speaker: I already know. I mean, I can keep my camera off so nobody knows I'm white. And I can go up there. If you guys can't talk, I can talk. We got to lower your narrations now. I'm being held, I'm being held down by the man, ladies and gentlemen. The white man's not allowed to grow. Well, Ted has his format. He does. Hashtag no whitey's allowed. Much like smoke.

Speaker: I don't think Jeff will be back. I don't think. Yeah. Well, you know, Jeff will come back. I just don't think he'll. Yeah, I don't think Jeff will come but you know, it just depends like he like he came in there and and he and he was happy and like cool. I'm I'm hanging out with smoke and an old girl hit him with a **** buzzsaw.

Speaker: And he's not me. He's not prepared. He's not ready to go down that road. Like, I'll go back and forth with her all day long. Oh, yeah. Good conversation with her. She got her phoenix. I've got mine. She knows what I'm saying. I'll go back and forth with her. She corrected me. She corrected me. I was wrong about what I did. I gave her a minute, so she knew a little something more than that. But she knew I knew what I was talking about. She straightened me out. She said, no, no, no, no. I'm like, wait a minute.

Speaker: This is what happened. She was like, no. I said, okay, please tell me because you're in and I'm not. I just know what I remember seeing. I guess it's been 30 years. She knew that I was, she knew, she knew that I read what I was coming from. She said, okay, that's cool. Yeah, I'll go back and forth. There's no disdain, no hatred on my end. But I'll go back, I'll go back and forth. I'll go back and forth with anybody because

Speaker: You know, I think I get slept on a lot. I think people don't think I'm as educated and smart as I am, but I do that on purpose. I don't want to have those conversations because at the end of the day, if you're doing what we do, those conversations are low hanging fruit. Oh my God, politics, racial divide, whatever. Because they ain't allowed to talk about nothing else.

Speaker: Because you can't, because people aren't capable of talking about anything else. They are capable of talking about it, but you start getting too deep, you start taking your ass out. That's why they only talk about certain things. People don't like facts though. Excuse me? People don't like facts though. No, people don't like their education being shit on. People don't like to be wrong because they thought they were taught everything that was correct. And what I've learned, even since I've been to college, even when they teach you in college, isn't the whole goddamn truth.

Speaker: I've seen that. Educate yourself. I do a lot of things around the world. People around the world teach me shit. I have a big talk, or they'll tell me the truth about what we were taught. I enjoy that shit. I'll see something online. I'll see a new story online. And I'll go and find 10 different sources. I want to get the whole story. I don't want a one -sided story that benefits

Speaker: this person over this person. You know, I want the whole story. I wanna know everything. That's the truth behind Bitcoin. We just found that out last week. You know, as I said, you know, and I said in a joking manner. You know, still working on Friday the broadcast still. You know, I say it a lot of time in a joking manner. I mean, but people wanna talk about oppression and this, that and the other thing. I mean, it's 2023.

Speaker: And as somebody who has family that literally lives on a reservation, it's 2023. And there is a culture of people who are still in the United States of America being held back, being oppressed, and told where they can and can't live. Bingo, bingo, bingo, bingo. You see what's happening with the farmers of Colorado?

Speaker: I haven't yet, but I need to go ahead and do my due diligence, I guess. I don't want to hear shit. I mean, I think you and I had the conversation about Blackfoot Indians. We did once, but the farmers - I have family in that tribe to this day that I know. Well, if you got family reservation, you got to open aspect of shit into a reservation. I went to one in Nevada back in 2000.

Speaker: Um, a lot of what you see on TV is fucking real. It's crazy. It's insane. So I mean, you know, I'm a little bit smarter than people think I am. It's a little bit about a little bit. That's not cool to me. That's not cool. But it's, it's, it's, it's crazy to me. I mean, in 2023. It's still happening. Pick the song, man. I gotta go to bed.

Speaker: this guy said pick the song. Well, I'm gonna sing. I'm gonna. I can't. You ain't got, you got the airman still. You took me off. Well, yeah, I mean. I'm good. I'm good. That's the one I have. You know, I'll ask you when you're in the show. When you're, before you yell at me. Let's do, alright, here you go, Tony. Let me ask you.

Speaker: Matt James' solo song? You did that. I know I did that. I'm going to do something that we've done. What would you like to hear to close the show? I'll play most of my jams. You gave me my Mollie whistle. Go for yours. Well, that's why I asked you. So we got Matt James with his new solo single. You know what?

Speaker: Why do I have that on here twice? Actually, you know what? We haven't done this in a hot minute. Let's, let's, let's run a little, uh, blacktop mojo featuring. Excuse me. That one came out of nowhere. Okay. We appreciate y 'all listening. We appreciate y 'all hanging out. Hopefully you enjoyed the show tonight. This is what we do on Mondays, Monday nights, ladies and gentlemen, believe it or not, typically on Mondays, Tony and I start out a little slow. Then we pick up pace and then we get deep.

Speaker: We travel down the road. I enjoy having these conversations with Tony. Jeff's not here to steamroll and prematurely ejaculate all over us. I do enjoy these conversations on Monday. We do have a tendency to get pretty deep and maybe a little inspirational, whatever.

Speaker: But hopefully you guys enjoyed the show. We appreciate you guys listening. If you're not already, go ahead and check us out on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and TikTok. Don't forget you can join us live. You can get into the conversation and shoot your shit with us on YouTube and Twitch every Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday night, 6 p .m .ish.

Speaker: And if you can't listen to us live, go ahead and check out that Spotify shout out to all of our new listeners on Spotify and all the other podcast platforms that they are listening to, which just in the last like three days. Wow. Wow. Tony, dude, I'm listening.

Speaker: But shout out to all our new listeners. Hopefully you guys will make your way into our lives. You can find us everywhere at Nonsenseical Nonsense Podcast. Go ahead and give us follow, give us like, give us a listen. If you be so kind, don't forget to give us a share. Let other people know about us. Let us know what we're doing or let them know what we're doing. Don't let us know what we're doing because we know what we're doing.

Speaker: Duh, we're the creators. But let other people know what we're doing. And if you're watching this live, feel free to share the live out. We do enjoy the chatters box. We do enjoy the conversation. And we do try to get you guys involved with this as much as we possibly can. All three of us are guilty of being long -winded. But with that being said, enjoy a little Blacktop Mojo featuring Dylan Willer with their cover of Getaway Car.

Speaker: Go ahead and check out Blacktop Mojo, where we stream music and on all social media at BlacktopMojo. Check out Dylan Wheeler on YouTube at Dylan Wheeler. Go show the guys some love. Go check them out. They will be on tour soon. I know they will because they're always on tour. And the boys in BlacktopMojo are working on their new album, Mojo Five, ladies and gentlemen. I can't wait. Cannot wait. You know, I'm excited.

Speaker: The first time I saw you, you were chasing down As I come on, all alone in a field The rail yards and clothes I kept rolling on I never thought you'd wind up chasing

Speaker: Settle down, I won't hesitate to hit the highway Before you lay me a ways now Settle down, and I'll help you find something to drive Before you drive

Speaker: You're tired of walking you below the ground The sidewalk will barely touch your feet Life moves too slowly to hold you down With ringing hands you take it out on

Speaker: I won't hesitate to hit the highway Before you lay me to waste no hope Set it up and I'll help you find something to drive Before you drive me

Speaker: Get yourself a car, drive it all along Get yourself a car, ride it on the wind Get yourself a car, drive it all along Get yourself a car, ride it on the wind

Speaker: You settle down, I won't hesitate to eat the highway Before you lay me to waste, no And settle up, and I'll help you find something to try

Speaker: So get yourself a car and drive it all along Get yourself a car and ride it on the wind Get yourself a car and drive it all along

Speaker: Ride it on the wind, yeah. It's a good way to end the show. Get yourself a car. It was a good damn song, by them, honestly. That's a great song. I mean, it's an audio slave, I believe. I never remember.

Speaker: Which Tony I'm telling you dude You've got to You've got to look look up Chris Cornell

Speaker: because I know Chris Cornell was the singer of that song. I think it was Audioslave, one of the multiple bands that Chris Cornell was in. But you got to look up Chris Cornell and just listen to some of his acoustic stuff. The guy is amazing. Even his covers are awesome.

Speaker: Um, I think, I think you, you know, it's not just not necessarily like your typical type of cup of tea, but I think if you listened to a little, uh, audio slave, STP, whatever, uh, you'll, you'll find some stuff that you like in it. Cause you're gonna find some stuff that grabs you and hits you. Maybe Chris Cornell wrote from his heart, man. He wrote from his soul. Hmm.

Speaker: RIP Chris Cornell gone way too fucking soon unfortunately, but amazing artist He's one of my favorites but anyways with that being said ladies and gentlemen Tune in Wednesday night same nonsensical time same nonsensical channel Tony D Let these some bitches know one time for me

Speaker: Mother had your mother made your motherfucking go to bed motherfuckers. Yeah. Yeah. Go to bed. You bitch made motherfuckers. I'm going to go eat and watch TV with my lady. That's what I'm going to do. And whatever you said, ladies and gentlemen, be good. We'll be good at it. Goodbye motherfuckers. Hit the damn button. Hit the button. What's