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Speaker: I ran a land in my soul Every fight out of control Do it all to get them off the beat Crowd is here about to blow Made it for me to start the show I forgot to light the world from home My father's dead
Speaker: Bring that bad boy right back up. There we go. That's what's up. Ladies and gentlemen, what's going on everybody? It'd be Friday night.
Speaker: You know what time it is. It's time for a little clicks house of music. Well, let's get that. That's a little bit better. I guess not very much, but any who, hopefully you guys are having a good Friday night. We got some new music for you. Why not necessarily new music, but you know, last week we were rocking out. And as you can see this week, I'm feeling a little country, uh, maybe a little bit slower than last week, a lot bit slower than last week, but I'm a huge fan of country music.
Speaker: And rock and roll, one of the great things I like about country music is the fact that country music, a lot of times they tell stories. Country music has always been one of those genres that are built for quote unquote storytellers. You know what I mean? But sometimes,
Speaker: songs just really speak to you and shit. So. We'll have some songs about some love, some breakup, a little bit of this, a little bit of that tonight. You know what?
Speaker: Let's fucking go chapters boxes in full effect. Anywho, sorry, I'm good. This is clicks house of music. This is where I bring you music that I like artists that I like. Maybe you guys know, have heard of them. Maybe you guys haven't heard of them. And maybe I'll introduce you to some new music that you'll enjoy.
Speaker: And as I said, I am a huge music fan. It speaks to my soul. And this is kind of a world that you guys are going to get to see a lot different side of me and learn and learn a lot about me that you may not have already known.
Speaker: outside of the fact that, uh, I'm the greatest podcast host of all time. And I have a majestic beard. I'm here to hate on the music. You are in a grumpy mood tonight, my friend. You are in a grumpy mood tonight. Somebody's got his tight fitting grumpy pants on at the end of the day. Any who let's go ahead and, uh, get right on into it. Shall we, um, downloaded a whole bunch of music.
Speaker: didn't really know where I'm going to start or where I'm going to go with it, but Oh, Jesus. Give me a few minutes. Let me get past a couple songs. Um, cause I've still got to share out the links and all that stuff for actually the actual show. Let's, um,
Speaker: Well, hold on a second. I lied. Before we go into this, because I know YouTube is going to kick my ass tonight. So if you're watching on YouTube and you lose the feed, the feed will come back as soon as the song was over. Or you can simply go jump on our Twitter page or our Twitch page, preferably the Twitch page. And at nonsensical nonsense pod on Twitch,
Speaker: and then you'll be able to watch along YouTube. They have a tendency to frown upon copyright infringement, but it is what it is. You know, nice. Okay. Give me, give me a few minutes. Let me get, let me get, uh, get it shared out and get a song or two in and I'll send you a link.
Speaker: We're going to start this bad boy with some Jelly Roll. The song is blowing up everywhere. I believe he just won several awards for it.
Speaker: but the man is everywhere and the guy has a story, man. Jesus. I was not the biggest jelly roll fan until I seen him in concert and to just see how truly humbled he is by the support by, by his fans and to know a little bit more about his background and his story and his life, um, made me a fan. Uh, you know, he, uh, he's been through it, y 'all. And now he's living the fucking dream. Um,
Speaker: So I ain't mad at him. I'm a fan. But here's his hugely popular song. Need a favor. We'll be back in just a few minutes. I only talk to God when I need a favor. And I only pray when I ain't got a prayer.
Speaker: So, who the hell am I? Who the hell am I to expect a savior? Oh, if I only talk to God when I need a favor, God, I need a favor. I know I'm missing this, but I ain't been living dumb world.
Speaker: I swear I spent more Sundays drunk off my ass than I have in church Hardcover King James only been savin' dust on the nightstand And I don't know what to say by the time I fold my hands I only talk to God when I need a favor
Speaker: Oh, who the hell am I? Who the hell am I to expect a savior for? If I wanted talk to God, then I need a favor. Of God, I need a favor. Amen. Amen. Yeah, I owe you more than one, and beggars can't be choosers. But I'll pay for all I've done.
Speaker: When I need a favor And I only pray when I ain't got a prayer So who the hell am I? Who the hell am I to expect a savior?
Speaker: Just barely throwin' up prayers Like Hail Mary's if you're still there, Lord spare me Oh my God, oh my God, Hail Mary hangin' in there Just barely throwin' up prayers Like Hail Mary's if you're still there, Lord spare me Oh my God, oh my God, Hail Mary I own this talk together and I need a favor
Speaker: Is there a little jelly roll for you right there? A man needs a favor. That's what's up. That is what's up, y 'all. As I said, not only not only do the songs tell stories, but the videos to some of these songs are going to tell an equally good story as well. And I said, I mean,
Speaker: Some of these songs, I gotta be honest with you guys, some of these songs I'm gonna play tonight, they got me through some rough times, man. They got me through some hard times and really helped me find some inner peace. And these are a lot of newer songs. And I'll be the first one to say, I'm not the biggest fan of newer country, but there are some artists that I really like, Jelly Roll being one of them, but I'm a new fan.
Speaker: blowing up like Jelly Roll asking for easy Benji. What's going on? What's your brother? Appreciate you swinging by. We're still surviving on YouTube. They haven't got our asses yet, but they might, they might eventually get our asses. I'm just saying you only ask when you need it. Amen. That's how, that's how they get down in the Christian world. I guess I don't know. Yeah. Um,
Speaker: I do like Jelly Roll, man. What's going on, Vicky? He puts his, man, he really wears his emotions on the sleeve, on his sleeve. And he really puts his emotions and everything into his music. I was hesitant to play his song because of how popular he is right now. But I figured, fuck it. We're doing it. We're doing it. However,
Speaker: Roll on right on back into the next one. Very lovely lady that we've played on the show before. Miss Abby Anderson. Some of you guys might be familiar with her song hearts on fire or heart on fire in Mexico, which we may play tonight. We may not. We'll have to wait and see what a timeframe because I've got a bunch of music. Um, last week I wasn't fully prepared to do an hour, hour and a half show, but I made it work.
Speaker: This week I've got a whole bunch of music and I've got some backups as well, just in case. Um, but got Abby Anderson and the reason I stay coming up next, you guys, all these artists that I'm playing, if you're interested in them, or if you like the song or anything like that, they're all on YouTube. You can find them on YouTube. Um,
Speaker: find these videos on YouTube. That's where I find them at so that I can download them for it for the show and get them up here for you guys. But Benji's on one tonight.
Speaker: He's feeling a little contentious, if you will. Anyways, we'll miss Abby Anderson for you with the reason I stay. Like I said, some of these are going to be, uh, some of these are going to be heartbreakers. They're going to be a little bit slower than what we did last year.
Speaker: How many times will I take this roller coaster ride? Make myself sick before I realize I can just step off And how many nights will I keep driving on an empty tank? If it might go a little more insane When I can make it stop When I love you goes right off your tongue
Speaker: I forget your mouth, so hold it gone Yeah, baby, you're the reason I'm crazy And lady, you're the reason I cry Yeah, you're the only reason I hate me And love you at the same damn time Oh, hey, you keep me so helpless And some I believe that you change Cause you're the only reason I ever want
Speaker: And baby, you're the reason I stay When you're good at so far And holding me was like a last of the sun But then you're dropping down when I ain't got a parachute Falling from the cloud that you just sent me to Baby, that's the reason I'm crazy And lady, you're the reason I cry
Speaker: Baby, that's the reason I'm crazy Baby, that's the reason I hate me For loving you all the damn time Oh, how do you keep me so hopeless? And so I believe that you change Cause you're the only reason I ever wanna leave And baby, you're the reason I stay
Speaker: You're the only reason I stay What a great song man the young lady puts her heart and soul into and to sing it And YouTube got me but got me with my first try let's try one today click and
Speaker: YouTube brought me down. What a great song. Again, a lot of these songs tonight. Get ready, get your tissues, get your, get your, whatever. We're going to be in our fields tonight with this music. Um, a lot of it has to deal with breaking up, all in love, getting hurt, letting go, moving on. Listen to the words in these songs. Um,
Speaker: Like I said, you know, these are newer ish songs. I'm surprised the Jelly Roll song didn't get me and freaking Abby Anderson got me. We actually have permission. We actually have permission to to play her music. That's the crazy thing. From her.
Speaker: from her, we have permission. I talked to her specifically, uh, a couple months back and she said we could play as much of her music as we want, but, uh, that's okay. That's okay. We're gonna keep moving along. Maybe YouTube will come back up. Maybe YouTube won't come back up. We're on Twitch. We're on, uh, we're on Twitter. Got links out there. I put all the links specifically tonight for Twitch because I knew Twitch wouldn't bring me down, which isn't the man trying to bring me down, trying to hold me back.
Speaker: Um, let's, uh, let's, uh, let's do a little, uh, let's do, let's do a little hardy. Uh, you know, we've done a couple, a couple, uh, you know, we've got jelly roll, needing a favor. Got a girl Abby telling us she has all the reasons in the world to leave yet. You're still the reason she's there, but she knows better.
Speaker: Why don't we dance around the domestic violence thing? My man, Hardy. Hey, we're back on YouTube. Hey, if you guys lose this on YouTube and you hang around, we'll be back with the songs. Let's say, once they clear me for my violations, or you can simply go over to Twitch and the stream won't be interrupted. Um, but my man, Hardy doing what every man should do. So always be a protector and stand up for women.
Speaker: Here's Hardy featuring Laney Wilson. We'll stay in the truck or wait in the truck. My bad. Sorry. Wait in the truck. I got turned around a song.
Speaker: Working my way through a middle of June, midnight thunderstorm. There was something in the headlights that stopped me on a dime. She was scared to death, so I said, climb in. And then she climbed.
Speaker: She was bruised and broke from head to toe with a tear in her blood -stained shirt. She didn't tell the whole truth, but she didn't have to. I knew what it had to do. I didn't load her down with questions. That girl had been through enough. I just threw it in drive, looked in those eyes, and asked her where he was. I don't know.
Speaker: Cause angels don't do what he did He was helping to find a man behind All the whiskey scars I hid I never thought my day of justice Would come from a church under his seat But I knew right then I'd never get hit again When he said to me Waiting in a truck Just waiting in a truck
Speaker: I didn't try to hide my pistol. I didn't even try to run. I just sat on the porch smoking one of his cigarettes and waited for the cops to come. I don't know if he's an angel, cause angels don't do what he did.
Speaker: behind all the whiskey scars I hear. I never thought my day of justice would come from a judge under a seat. But I knew right then I'd never get hit again when he said to me. I'm waiting to talk. I'm just waiting to talk.
Speaker: Have mercy on me, have mercy on me Lord It's been sixty months and she still comes to see me from time to time It was worth the price to see a brighter side of the girl I picked up that night
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Speaker: party featuring Laney Wilson. Waiting to truck girl. I'm gonna go take care of business. What is going on Benji? Welcome to Clicks House of Music. First guest ever on the show. Yo. Hang it out. Benji's not a big music guy. Not at all. So, like a little bit.
Speaker: Yeah. So this is cool for me because you hang out and because you're not a big music guy, a lot of these songs in all honesty, you're hearing for the first time. 100 % correct. And you may like them or you may not like them, which is kind of the whole idea of this show. Yep. Is to introduce people to music that they may never heard of before, or maybe they've heard it in passing and was like, man, I wish I could remember the name of that damn song that I heard, you know,
Speaker: That's what it, oh wait. Okay, there it is, nevermind. I thought a song, you know, so that's kind of the idea of what I'm going for. Actually, I know one band that you are quite fond of, I am in early stages of contact with them. So they might be playing some of their music up here real soon. Don't be playing. I'm just saying.
Speaker: Not only that, there's a select few groups I really enjoy. So don't be fucking around. Well, that said band did a remake of another great band song. And I'm also in the early stages of talking to the lead singer of that band as well.
Speaker: Well, you have my attention. I'm not going to mention any names because I don't want to jinx myself. No, no, no. I don't want you to mention any names, but I want you to immediately send me a link saying you need to be on this show. Oh, yeah. It'll be coming up very soon. OK, good deal. Good deal. So I have a question. I have a question with that song that just played because I'm not familiar with country whatsoever.
Speaker: What was that, because I missed the beginning of that song, because I kind of was jumping in to the live stream. What was, what happened to the girl for him to go do what he did? So I was actually going to touch on that, but I got sidetracked. So basically that song is about, and I've been in this situation. I never, I've never killed anybody, but I've been in this situation, a complete total stranger. The girl was a complete stranger to Hardy. Lady Wilson, who played the girl in the video,
Speaker: And both singers, she was a complete stranger. He just happened to happen. He just happened to come across her driving down the road and she was all bruised and battered and beaten up. Okay. And he knew what happened. You know, he just knew what happened just by the looks of her. So, I mean, as he says in the song, he just simply asked, where's he at? And then he went and took care of business. Okay. Gotcha. You know, it's kind of one of those things. Like I said, I've been in that situation before.
Speaker: complete stranger who I, I, I stuck up for defended. Uh, like I said, not, I didn't, I didn't kill anybody. I didn't shoot nobody like he did in the video or in the song, but it just rises. It just raises the question of what would you do in that situation? If a complete stranger.
Speaker: you know, came up on you or you came up on a situation for domestic violence, would you maybe not necessarily go to the extremes, but would you do something? And that goes out to anybody and everybody listening because I know for me, I've been in that situation twice in my life. Once as a teenager, I was going through a grocery parking lot and heard a couple fighting and I just happened to glance over about time I glanced over, dude drew back and punched her in the face.
Speaker: Gotcha. Gotcha. And I intervened and proceeded to stomp a mud hole in his head. Gotcha. So how about, how about I interject here? So, uh, two, two scenarios. One's a song and one's one is real life. So let's just get out the song. Cause it's super easy. It's called under the moon by ICP, which is similar ish to this song and ish means ish. Right.
Speaker: Which is a really great song actually by them, but it turns into him going to jail and They both have each other underneath the moon But she ends up forgetting about him leaves him in jail and he's like fuck you and the moon Yeah, he was just like, you know, I did what I had to do right by you And you just forgot about me which is pretty fucked up and then I have a girl that I know that I
Speaker: talk shit to a guy and the dude was so beyond fed up, punched her in the mouth and told me that he was like, she said, I absolutely deserved what I got.
Speaker: because I were so relentless on him that I deserved what I got. And there's, there's like two sides to the coin, right? Yeah. I don't agree with either one of those scenarios. You know, I've, I've, I've been, you know, I joke around and I kid a lot, you know, it's 2023 equal opportunity. You know, I've had women hit me. I've had women kick me. Um, I've never hit a woman. I've never closed or open hit. Now I have.
Speaker: picked a woman up and put her on the ground, not so gently. I had shaken the hell out of her. And, you know, and this is a lot when I was bouncing and I did put, I did put, I don't even know what, yeah, she, he, it, whatever, I don't know. I'm pretty sure it was a woman. She hit like a man. And she, but all I knew - She feels like a man. Yeah, it was.
Speaker: Uh, what do they call themselves? Uh, studs, the, the lesbians who, uh, she hit me and I put her in a chokehold and put her to sleep. What do you got? Everyone's got to go to sleep. Yeah. But no, I mean, I don't condone domestic violence. You know, there's, there's, there's no rhyme or reason for a man to, cause it's, I mean, you know,
Speaker: That'd be like if Nikki and I got into a fight. Could Nikki handle her own in most cases? Absolutely. But if we got into a fist fight, she was probably going to get a couple of good licks in on me. But at the end of the day, there's no comparison. Yeah. I'm physically bigger and stronger than her by a mile. So 100 % with my wife and I agree. It's, it's the same thing. Like, like, like if Jeff and I got into a fight, Jeff's a scrappy little son of a bitch. I'm not going to take anything away from Jeff. He's a scrappy little motherfucker.
Speaker: But at the end of the day, I would absolutely destroy him in a fight. Yep. Just because of physical size, strength, and everything else. Yep. I agree. All right. Well, I mean, it's a good song. I understand the music and everything. I like the song. It's a great video. But like, you know, seeing that song, the first time I ever seen it, it also reminded me a lot of the other side, which is ICP, Underneath the Moon.
Speaker: which can be the absolute mirror image of it. If people don't know that song, go listen to it. It's literally the mirror image of it. And I don't want to say any more than that because it's ICP's song of that is fantastic. Well, it's funny that you brought up ICP because that first song we started the show out with with Jelly Roll. He actually used to run with ICP back in the day. I love ICP. That was one of the
Speaker: Straight up hands down the craziest concert I've ever been to I don't know how many people has ever been to an ICP concert, but it is insane It is the word and I enjoyed 99 % of it. It was the first time I ever went to a concert where I watched Amplifier stacks get ripped down and a stage collapse and and I loved every minute of it It was on I think the tour was called fuck the world tour
Speaker: it was off their whatever after the um great malenko album was whatever that tour was it was never never never been a never been a big fan of the icp or the the juggalos or any of that never really cared for it uh they're just a bunch of clowns and their fans are a bunch of dirty scumbags i i couldn't agree with you more but seeing a live show was
Speaker: But that kind of goes like I've never been a big a huge kiss fan Mm -hmm, but I've seen them in concert twice and they are fucking amazing in concert Because I'm not a kiss fan but saying they're amazing in real life I would go see them because they're amazing in real life because they
Speaker: theater show, right? Oh, yeah, that's what they are. It's an entire spectacle. It's you have in the great thing. I seen them twice. And both times I seen them. It was two different shows. It was two different experiences. See, that's that's fun. And like I said, I'm not a kiss man. You know, I like a few of their songs. And I love Beth, which I guess is technically but not technically. They took their song or their
Speaker: their makeup off and Gene's not even singing. He didn't even write the song. And I love, I was made for loving you, like my favorite disco song. And then - I know you were. That kiss made a disco song was crazy to me.
Speaker: Um, but there's a few songs that I do like from kiss, but I'm not like, Oh my God, I gotta have every kiss album. Cause every song is great. I'm not that guy when it comes to kiss. Well, what's going on? Like, welcome to the show. Um, let me pull up my chat so I can see the leggy. Oh, roll right on in. I'm going to save that one for later. Let's get a little bit more.
Speaker: Let's get a little bit more in our feelings, if you will. I got a couple songs by this gentleman tonight. This first one, this gentleman's Dylan Wolf. He's a new guy. He's an up and comer. He's put out a couple of songs that are just absolutely fucking blown up. This one, it came out a couple of years ago, a couple of years back. And a lot of these songs tonight, like I said, a lot of these songs tonight
Speaker: got me through some shit that I was going through almost two years ago, going through a bad breakup, going through complete and total utter shock and surprise. You know, the breakup came out of nowhere.
Speaker: We were planning a wedding, we were going to get married and then come to find out she was cheating on me and had been cheating on me. And literally the day after Christmas, after we spent all day talking during Christmas and video chatting with the kids and everything.
Speaker: about how you know the next year was going to be great because we'd all be together as a family and blah blah blah there wouldn't be the distance between Ohio and where she was and everything like that and then the next day out of nowhere completely blindsided so a lot of these songs tonight they are breakup songs they are love songs some of them are not some of them are just songs that I like but they're in that that same
Speaker: that same era or that same you know some of them are just fun songs some of them are just i gotta actually got a little sexy song in there for you guys tonight too watch out now but uh but dylan wolf um with his song wasting wasting my time
Speaker: Again, all these artists and you can check them out on YouTube. This is Dylan Wolf with Wasting My Time. I did the lyrics video because not only do I want you guys to listen to the lyrics to all these songs tonight, especially if you're going through something or you've been through something, but I want you guys to see the lyrics to this song as well. Let me add to that. I always find it intriguing to see how people deal with breakups and how they
Speaker: deal with them like you said you're a music and I'm actually I enjoy dealing with a struggle or a breakup or just in general because I've been married for 12 years at this point but even a struggle or a hardship or whatever I deal with it through walking like I just walk and I mean I grind walking I'll walk like two three four miles like every day and it just gets in my head and I like I put in the air pods
Speaker: or ear pods or whatever the hell they're called. I don't even know what they're called. I'm 41 years old. I don't give a shit what they're called. I just put them in and I just grind through a podcast and it's always intriguing what people do during those hardships.
Speaker: It's cool to hear what people do. And after this song, that'll actually be a nice little segment before the next song. I want to touch on what you said, and I'll kind of tell you guys what has always gotten me through, what's always got to help me. But like I said, we're going to do a little Dylan Wolf. This is wasting my time. Let's go. Some of you in the audience, you're going to want to listen to these songs tonight. You're going to want to hear these songs tonight. I promise you, some of these songs I did on purpose. All right.
Speaker: You only want me when you want me And when you want me it's on your terms And usually it's when you're lonely At 3am when you're slurring your words That key ain't under the mind no more No need to come knocking on my door Saying now it's different this time You can sleep in the bed you made and I could
Speaker: I'm a little late for the saris It's like you ain't got a clue what you put me through
Speaker: I'm locked off feeling this damn broken Like a train wreck on the inside We never get over it, baby But I'm done, I'm done wasting my time On you and us all stupid fights For what we were, baby, you and I Gave it a good try, but this is goodbye Cause I'm done wasting my time
Speaker: Yes, sir. My man, Dylan Wolf preaching right there in that song, ladies and gentlemen. Sometimes you learn a little too late that you're wasting your time, but when you're done, you're fed up. Game over. Excuse me. Right before we went into that song, Benji was talking about
Speaker: and he's dealing with things or going through stuff and he likes to put his ear pods in or his air pods or ear buds, or as he said, we're both old, whatever the fuck they're called. You know, we used to have headphones back in the day in our Walkmans, but music has always been, as I said last week, and I'll probably say a million more times, music has always been my escape. When I got something weighing heavy on my mind, when I'm going through something,
Speaker: breakup, family problems, whatever the case may be, job. If my mind's way and heavy, music is my outlet. Music is my escape. I'm also that asshole that binds a back country road, puts his windows down, cranks his stereo as it goes, and drives 100 miles an hour.
Speaker: because that's where I find my clarity. Now I don't recommend it. And I'm not saying that's what anybody should do, but I've been that guy since I got my driver's license. And before I had my driver's license and I had a four wheeler or a dirt bike or whatever it was, I was that same guy.
Speaker: back then we didn't have ear earphone or headphone or ear pods or ear whatever. We didn't have that shit. But I put a fucking boombox on the front of my goddamn dirt bike or four wheeler you better believe I'd crank that some bitch up and ride my ass off. You know, that's that's that's how I deal with things. That's how you know, music. Music has always been the constant in my life. The only thing that has always been there for me
Speaker: It's been music and it really does. It gets deep in my soul and songs. I don't just, I think this is what a lot of people don't understand when they say, Oh, I love music. I'm a huge music fan. I understand that, but I am too, but I'm on a different level because it's more, it, I listened to the songs. I listened to the lyrics. I listened to the words that are being said and I feel that they hit me differently.
Speaker: Yep. And I think that's one reason why I'm so like, I don't want to say uppity because I'm not uppity, but I'm so like, I don't like what you like because I read more into the music because I'm so, I'm so not into music, right? If you cut your radio on, say you cut music on, I'm 100 % cutting sports talk radio on.
Speaker: Not because I like sports talk radio more than music because it's because they don't play the music I like. Yeah. Like 99 .9 % of the time. Like that's what it is. And you guys are going to learn with me and my music tastes. I'm all over the place. Like I've already played in next week's show, um, in my head. And this is, this is, this is like, I've already played in next week's show in my head.
Speaker: And it's going to be, it's going to be era, era, and genre specific. We'll put it that way. Ooh, I'm interested. Well, I like the last one. So this week is... This week's show is rock. So yeah, so that's totally my genre. And this week's show is, I haven't listened to country,
Speaker: Want to say since early 90s. I have no interest in it, but it's really cool That's why I want to be on the show because it's something that's completely out of the norm and a breakup song to me to me is Let's say broken needle by Marilyn Manson that that's a breakup song to me is things like that is because I can I can kind of picture the country into the rock and roll and
Speaker: Because even though we're saying the same things, we can have different styles of music. Exactly. Correct. And I appreciate all music. I just don't have to like it.
Speaker: And that's why I was like, do send me a link because this is a show I want to be on because I know you were saying like, I'm on one, I got a good beer bus going on, but at the end of the day, I'm pretty balanced. You know, just because I don't like something, that doesn't mean I don't understand or I don't appreciate what someone has to say. You know, again, when I'm in the chat, I'm like completely talking shit, but at the end of the day, I'm pretty balanced. I do that in the chat a lot too.
Speaker: Yeah, you get me out you get me on camera. Yeah, I'm gonna talk a little bit of shit I'm gonna have fun, but I'm actually gonna carry a conversation and have conversation with it Which you know, I like I said a lot of these songs are breakup songs tonight Yeah, at least me leads me into my my next one. So that dealing wolf song not so much I mean it is a breakup song but it's also I
Speaker: My man reached his point. He's done. He's over. He's not playing your games no more. Yep. Well, another very popular artist, Morgan Wallen. Y 'all tried to fucking cancel my man Morgan Wallen. Never heard of him.
Speaker: and it blew up in your fucking faces because the very next day and weeks leading after my man was number one for like six weeks in a row. Now he didn't say the N word at a negative way. He didn't say the N word to be a racist. He didn't say it in any way, shape or form in malice. He was hanging out with a bunch of his buddies. They were out drinking and they were drunk as hell. And somebody's ring doorbell caught him saying, hey,
Speaker: Have a good night, my end. I love you, brother. Have a good night, my end, to one of his friends who happens to be black. Really? And you didn't. You failed miserably because he blew up and he's been on a roll ever since. This is one of his earlier songs. It's called Wasted On You. That's why he would get canceled?
Speaker: You can't say that word. I mean, as a guy who, you know, I tease, I joke around a lot because I tell people, you know, I've lived in both worlds. Yes, I am a country bumpkin. I'm a country bumpkin through and through.
Speaker: But I spent a good majority of my life living in the city or in the ghetto or in the hood or whatever project. So I've lived in both worlds. I'm a nice combination. I get along with everybody. I don't care who you are or what you are.
Speaker: where you're from, what your background is. As long as you're a good person, I'm going to get along with you. And I had friends of mine that used to joke around and be like, you know, you can say the N word Glick when you're with us. And I'm like, ain't no fucking, do you see me first and foremost? I'm two, I'm 300 pound six foot two country as can be. The last thing I'm going to say, even if I'm with you guys, and I know all you guys got my back, I'm not letting that word out. Sure. Sure. Sure. But, but wouldn't you,
Speaker: represent that as if they called you a cracker as a sign of respect? Oh, no, I mean, we used to joke around, like we would joke around and say other things, like the company we worked for, RHR, I had a very good friend of mine, RFP big, love you, brother. Very good friend of mine, unfortunately, passed away a few years ago, a couple years back. But, um,
Speaker: God damn, if you heard him and I walk into the office, our HR would close their doors. That's my favorite. Because we would walk in and he'd be like, what up, honky? And then I would say something, and I won't say it now because again, people are so anxious to quickly cancel somebody. And it wasn't the N word, it was a different word.
Speaker: And we, you know, he'd be at the doorway. I'd be in the, in the shop and we'd meet in the hallway, embrace, give each other a big ass fucking hug and chitchat for a little bit. And, uh, you know, talk about our night, you know, how the night went before. And then, you know, it was one of those guys that I became very close, close with very fast at the company that we worked for. And every day before we left out to shop. Amen. I love you. I love you too, bro.
Speaker: You know, yeah. And if you got back before I did, he was waiting for me or vice versa so that we could shit chat about how our day went, you know, super tight. Um, yeah, he was, he was a black guy. Obviously I'm a white guy, but you build those relationships with people and, and, you know, you can get away with things. And that's what happened with Morgan Wallin. And he, they tried to cancel him because he said the N word. And at the end of the day, all it did was fucking blow his career up.
Speaker: Um, but again, well, having a conversation with this friend, to me, that's the most top of the line, sir. A show of respect, right? Yeah. Is when your black friends can call you a cracker and you can call them that. Yeah. Uh, you know, again, it's your channels. I'm not trying to say anything. And again, just so.
Speaker: Just so everyone knows, I have a mixed wife. She's Middle Eastern. There's zero racists. I've had multiple black employees and minority employees and female employees.
Speaker: and they've all been great. And I really enjoy everybody. As long as you have a good positive attitude, but the whole problem is the people with the negative attitude blows everything 10 times out of proportion than what the people with the positive attitude blows out of proportion. You know what I mean? It's like tenfold. It's like, what are you guys doing? Like my wife could say something anti -white,
Speaker: And it's like, I'm so laughing that I can say something anti -Middle Eastern and she is busting out laughing. And then we're laughing together, right? Because it's super funny because no one is serious. We're not trying to cancel each other. We're trying to have fun. That's what the world has lost is having fun. 100 % no one has fun anymore. They're always looking for a way to cancel someone or be offended.
Speaker: Who the hell, who the hell has time to be offended? Gershies are way too expensive in Biden's economy to be offended. I know that's right, but, you know, um, uh, stay. Well, there's a, okay. Um, we'll stay on track here with the music. Let's go. Uh, Benji, uh, actually I'll ask you later on. Don't worry about that. I'll ask you later.
Speaker: But, uh, another, another kind of breakup song, but a song about just being done and being over it. Uh, you know, sorry, we got a little score moment because I was working wall. It happens guys. You know, it's going to happen. Uh, it would happen if I was by myself. Squirrel. Morgan Wallen. You guys don't know who Morgan Wallen is. He's everywhere. Uh, the guys literally just taken over the world.
Speaker: at this point, and he puts hit after hit, after hit, after hit out. And even if you go back to his older stuff before he was super popular and well -known, just song after song, after song, after song, that's so good. And you can relate to it. This is another song, much like Dylan Wolf, wasting my time. Morgan Wallen said, done, wasted on you.
Speaker: Ooh, got him. Being fed up with a sniffing other and realizing they were sad for no fucking reason. I see. You can listen to him and you can hear him. Listen to what my man says, because he's pretty sure.
Speaker: I don't always wake up in the morning, pour myself a strong one But when I get lonely, I do Your memory gets burning, lean back on the bourbon So as hell can't keep leaning on you Looks like I'm learning the hard way again It's all my fault, I dropped the ball You're gone and I'm gone three seats to the wind
Speaker: I'm thinking about all I've wasted on you All of this time and all of this money All of these stories I don't owe you money All of these miles on this Chevy and present up here All them days I spent wasted on you, wasted on you
Speaker: Yeah, I swore this would be different My heart wouldn't listen to my head And these boots on my feet Looks like I'm learning the hard way again That's why I've been wasted on you All of this time and all of this money All of these sorries I don't owe you honey All of these miles on this Chevy and President
Speaker: Like this pile of your stuff that's packed up in the back Right down through the flame of this man, left it on you Left it on you
Speaker: this morning all of these saris I told you honey all of these miles on this Chevy and present a few of them beds I spent wasted on you, wasted on you
Speaker: Yes, sir. All of this time and all of this money, all of these miles, all of these service, I don't owe you and prayers wasted on a pew. Short and sweet. Or as my very good friend, TJ, she says, all these miles of this Chevy and present.
Speaker: We were sitting out here at the house, we had a cookout. I think we were just having a cookout, just to have a cookout. Nicky's parents right here, Kevin and TJ, which I've told you guys about Kevin and TJ a million times over on Nonsense. Kevin's a very good friend of mine. I've known him for close to 20 years at this point. He was best friends with my ex -wife. They've been friends since like third grade, whatever.
Speaker: His wife and him are all three of our kids is godparents So they're they're basically family at this point. We were all hanging out on the porch listening to the music Drinking And that song came up and Kevin and I were singing and
Speaker: And TJ was like, what the hell did you guys just say? It was like, oh, all these wasted miles and prayers and a pew. And she was like, I thought he said, or wasted miles on the Chevy. She's like, I thought he said all these wasted miles on a Chevy in prison. I'm not a car guy. Kevin's a car guy. And we both looked at each other and I said, Chevy doesn't make it a present, does it? And he's like, no, that's Subaru. It's very much so a Subaru.
Speaker: so but anyways again right there a song just just when you realize you you've been you've been sitting around you've been broken hearted you've been going through the emotions and and and you realize your eyes are open now and you realize that you ignored a lot of things you you let a lot of things go in the relationship that you normally wouldn't let slide things that you normally
Speaker: wouldn't give a second thought to just being like, no, this ain't right. This is not cool. But you do because you care for someone. You think you're in love, whatever the case may be. And this song is, yeah, it's about a breakup and it's about learning to grow. But you reach that point in that breakup where you're done and you realize that you just wasted a lot of fucking time on somebody that didn't deserve it. You know, it was really cool about a guy who's not into this type of music is
Speaker: that it's kind of a jab to the person that they wrote it to because it's not a long song. Oh no, it's 100%. These songs, so a lot of these songs I'm playing tonight in the songs that I have picked up, picked out
Speaker: They're 100%, they're shots, they're jazz. For sure, man. It's just like you were worth the song, but you weren't worth more than say three minutes at most. And it's that super fun for someone who isn't into this kind of music, but yet I can still kind of jam to it quickly before getting bored and not hating on the music. And it's just like, okay, I got you. I got you.
Speaker: I dig it. Like, I don't know if you're here or not, or if you're if you're still here or not, but fucking disgusting. I seen that, by the way. But yeah, no, exactly. I mean, that's that's exactly what it is. This really it's a song about healing. And I'll tell you what, I mean, like I said, I spent I you know, I'll be 100 percent honest with you guys.
Speaker: When I was blindsided almost two years ago now, when I was 100 % blindsided, I didn't sleep. I didn't eat for almost two weeks. All I was doing was drinking. I was a mess. I was an absolute mess. I went through a divorce or I went through, you know, my wife leaving me and everything else like that. I swore that I would never get married again. I swore that I would never get into a serious relationship. I spent
Speaker: almost three years building a relationship with someone a year of that of us just being friends and getting to know each other and, and, and, and, and, and whatnot. And then almost another year of, you know, actually being together and then proposing to her because I was an idiot.
Speaker: And then another six, seven, eight, nine months or whatever of just being lied to and being fooled and deceived and everything else. And, you know, it was like, you know, I spent 17 years with my ex -wife and it wasn't all bad. Now I can't say that it was all bad, but I would say the last six, seven years was rough and it broke me. It mentally destroyed me.
Speaker: I get what you're saying because I have a, I have a divorce in my past as well. But I mean, just there is a divorce, whether it's with me or with you or anybody, but there's lessons learned, right? Oh, yeah. And that's what I did. You know, I, you know, I learned a lot from the, you know, my wife leaving me and everything and then realizing
Speaker: You know, and not only that, but not only healing from the divorce and the separation did not affect the like, it was much needed. It was a relief. I wasn't sad about that. For fucking sure, man. Like that was the thing like that. There was not an ounce of me that was, that was brokenhearted or anything like that. Because at the end of the day, and we've had conversations about it, her and I stayed together way longer than we ever should have. And we knew we did, but we tried to make it work for the kids.
Speaker: But at the same time - Well, you're not married to the kids, first and foremost. Yeah. She, she, she, she, she mentally, she mentally destroyed me. And I was very fragile. Mentally, I'm very fragile. I'm stronger now than I was, you know, even five years ago, mentally. But even back then, I was mentally fragile and she broke me and destroyed me and destroyed everything mentally. I mean, it took everything I had
Speaker: just to get up and go to work. And that's literally all I was doing. The only escape I had from reality was Periscope. And I was going live on Periscope on Saturday nights and I was drinking myself. So I was such a mess. Now, granted, I only drank on Saturdays. I might occasionally drink throughout the week, like have a couple of beers with a neighbor or, you know, if her friends came over, you know, have a few beers or whatever. So this wasn't the time you were getting fired by your kinfolk?
Speaker: for operating heavy equipment? Oh, no, no, no, no, no. This was yours. Yeah, I know. So I was only drinking for the HR department. Oh, no, no, no. No, no, no. I was only drinking on Saturdays. I know. I was only drinking on Saturdays, but I was drinking my fucking face off on Saturday nights. Only drink and days that end them. Why? Yeah, right.
Speaker: I had, you know, I had lost control, but I still had control if that makes sense. Where before? No, no, no. I totally get where I lost all control. Similar experience, but not 100 % with the cheating part, but, um, and kind of maybe, maybe the opposite department to where I had an ex that was 100%.
Speaker: controlling and to where when I had to leave, I looked at her and said, you are not my warden. I'm not your prisoner. And I made a really good income and I never received any of my income. I was like, you know what? This isn't right and this isn't correct. Me and her have a pretty much decent relationship now that we're not together.
Speaker: But it took us for being a part, I mean, even a year or so before her and I, before I left, I said, you know, I don't like you. I love you because I'm married to you, but I don't like you. Yeah, exactly. And my wife who I've been married to going on 12 years now, we've been together for 12 years, been married for 11. I like her and I love her. She's an amazing woman. Yeah.
Speaker: There's, there's a tremendous amount of difference between my ex wife and my wife. Um, it's awesome. Yeah. There's, there's, it's, it's, it's night and day with, with Nikki and anybody I've ever been with before, because everybody else I've ever been with, they tolerate me. You know what I mean? I'm allowed to handle, I gotta be honest. I'm allowed to handle. Um, they tolerate me. They, they put up with me. They like, Oh yeah. You know?
Speaker: Nikki, that's one of the things that she fell in love with me is that I am, I'm unhinged. I'm a loose cannon. I make her laugh. Like I legitimately make her laugh. She doesn't, she doesn't fake it. And at the end of the day, it's kind of cliche and it's real cheesy to say, but it's fucking true. She's the yin to my yang. We complete it. Is it that way? What fun is it? Yeah, we complete each other. I mean, we can literally
Speaker: We can be out partying, having a great time, or we can just be in the house in our fucking scrub ass clothes, laying around like a bunch of bums, eating $300 worth of sushi and watching terrible movies all day.
Speaker: That's my dude. I don't know why I haven't ever gotten a bite to a ho for that yet. That's a question that, well, I mean, I mean, consider the invite sent. You and your wifey and Nikki and I will all get together for a weekend. And then on Sunday, we can all just lay around in our comfy clothes.
Speaker: looking like a bunch of bumps, unshowered, no teeth brushed, and just eat a bunch of sushi and watch terrible movies. Dude, I am fucking down. You know, it's so funny, my parents are actually heading up there on like the 14th.
Speaker: to the uh Louisville. Oh gosh, my my dog my dog. Attention now, dad. Uh **** Let me let me back this up a little bit. Um they're actually going to Louisville, Kentucky slash Aberdeen, Ohio. Oh yeah. Yeah, man. It's I totally get what you're saying, right? Because I am
Speaker: balls to the wall. I wake up at six o 'clock in the morning to take care of the dogs. My wife is super mellow, blah, blah, blah. And her and I are ying to the gang. Right. And it works perfectly because I am the correct amount of ADHD to her mellow. And we balance each other so well. And it is freaking awesome. We are both ADHD.
Speaker: I think that's why I like you so much. Jeff and I 100%. We joke all the time on the show that it's ADHD fueled. I mean, because that's why we can sit and talk for six hours with ease.
Speaker: Yeah, it's super fun. Right. And cover so many topics. But speaking of topic and trying to somewhat say another another song, you know, another song about, you know, reaching that breaking point. And finally. Just I'm done. Why? Why did I put myself through this? My man, Cameron Marvel. With giving you up. I love this fucking song. And I specifically love
Speaker: the acoustic version as opposed to the album version. So I got the acoustic version for you guys tonight. This is a great song. Again, listen to the lyrics, man. Hear what he's got to say. It hit home to me a few lines in this song. It hit home to me because I gave up liquor and I gave up smoking. But go ahead and enjoy. And like I said, all these artists you can find on YouTube. This is Cameron Marlowe.
Speaker: Except for nonsensical nonsense. Well, we're back. We're back on YouTube now. Oh, are we? Yeah, we've been back. Yeah, we've been back. They just keep snacking me in the Peter. It's funny because they didn't get me for Jelly Roll, but they got me for Abby Anderson. They didn't get me for Harvey. They got me for Morgan Walling. Yeah. It's like, all right. Jelly Roll's like clearly the biggest artist in the fucking world right now. Yep. But, you know. They're the sweetest Jelly Roll. Yeah. You can play Jelly Roll all you want.
Speaker: But now here's Cameron Marlowe with Giving You Up, and enjoy. Like I said, just listen to the song. Baby. Don't you dare try and repeat After you already got me standing here
Speaker: I can't believe you're coming me looking for a little bit of a simple thing Like who was it the one you left on a long crime Looking like a hot mess Don't show your face round during your morning This is something you better get through your head Cause I'm giving you up
Speaker: Just like I did them all burned I said I'm getting you up The same way you dance whiskey on I said it's all so tough You turn me into a man I don't even recognize I'm getting you up The same way you dance whiskey on
Speaker: What the hell are you thinkin' comin' round the bridge? Completely uninvited, missin' with my brain again. Couldn't give me a satisfaction, love forget. Your sister showed up when I thought I'd finally found the end. Don't be comin' overlooking for a conversation, droppin' little ants. She want me back again, cuz I'm so sick and tired of them. They don't like to tell me so. Here is all I'm sayin', dear. Better listen, dear, cuz I'm good than you.
Speaker: Just like out there in them all -burrow lights Said I'm giving you up For the same way you did the whiskey on ice And it's all so tough Yeah, you turned me into a man I don't even recognize I'm giving you up For the same way you did me out in the moonlight
Speaker: in the moonlight
Speaker: Yeah, I'm lettin' go of all the things that held their grips on me With you bein' my first priority, cause they ain't worth the weight of your love no more Yeah, I'm packin' up, leavin' clothes and shop There ain't no use for you in this heart no more So I'm lettin' go
Speaker: Said I'm getting you up Just like I did them all, girl And I said I'm getting you up Oh, the same way I did the whiskey on ice And it's all so dope Yeah, you turn me into a man I don't even recognize I'm getting you up Oh, the same way Yeah, the same way
Speaker: is her right there. Another one of them just shots fired songs, man. You think you think I'm sitting at home, sad and boo hooing and lonely because you ain't here now. I gave you up. Just like I did that whiskey or rice. And then Marvel lights. Yeah.
Speaker: Do love that song. That is a great fucking song. And the acoustic version is so much better than the album version. That was Cameron Marlowe with giving you up. For those of you guys who are keeping track and you, you might want to check these artists out and give them a listen. Um, but yeah, I mean, that's the thing, man. You reach a certain point where you just are done for sure.
Speaker: And you don't care anymore. However, there is a flip side to that coin. Actually, you know what? Before I do that flip side of the point, I downloaded a lot of music for tonight. Jesus Christ. I had it somewhat kind of in order, but then I'm just going to flip the script again. Squirrel is changing up. Let's do it a little bit differently.
Speaker: And that's what I said. I know there's some people out there that are going through some things. Maybe you're going through a breakup right now. Maybe you're going through tough times. Maybe you're coming to terms with somebody that you thought they were something that now you realize they weren't. These are those songs that if you're a fan of music, these are those songs. Yeah, they hurt. And yeah, they're going to make you emotional.
Speaker: You need to listen to them. You need to listen to the words. You need to understand them. I would even say, I would even go to say maybe you're the song and you put yourself in their shoes. Yeah. Maybe you need to be more flexible. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Because we've all saying, Oh, this is what I want. But.
Speaker: we're not willing to or we don't we don't budge enough to because at the end of the day we'll have to be team players right and and we all have to say hey we all have to coexist and this is how we coexist with the most our most favorite person who our most favorite person should be the person we're in a relationship with and and we all have to give and take right and we and there should be a balance to that and sometimes
Speaker: that person that has to give a little bit more has to be us and some points. And sometimes those, the words apply to us. Yeah. You know, I've, I've, I've always been that guy. I've literally given everything I've been ever backwards. Uh, you know, I've changed. I have not been my true self for, for, for, for women that I've been in relationship with. I haven't been true to myself. And that's the thing.
Speaker: a lot, you know, not to, not to navigate away from what you said or disagree with what you said. But when you find that right person, sometimes you do that and you don't even realize it. 100%. That means you're in the right situation for you. I know there's sometimes that I do things, even if it's like not doing a Monday night show, uh, because for whatever reason, I don't do a Monday night show.
Speaker: or, you know, I may not want to necessarily, but, but it's not like, it's not begrudging. It's, it's not a hard thing to, it's like, oh, okay, cool. Well, let's, let's do this instead. You know, it's, when you're with that right person, it doesn't, it doesn't feel like work. And this is the other thing, you know, as far as relationships go, I'm so sick of hearing, and I used to be a believer of this. And I was, and I was this guy. I was a firm believer that it's 50, 50.
Speaker: A relationship is not 50 -50, y 'all. It's really not. You know, some days, Nikki, I might come home from work and Nikki's got 20 % to give. And that's just as a whole, you know, whether it be with the mundane task around the house or, you know, whatever the case may be, you know,
Speaker: And it's like without a thought and I got the other 80. Don't worry. I got you baby. You're right. You do now. Vice versa. You know, there's some days where it's just like shit's just been like, I'm not feeling good. I'm fucking something's going on. My head's not right. And she's like, I got you. Don't worry. Yeah. So, but
Speaker: But a lot of times as we go through life, and again, this is what tonight is about, man. Tonight is about breakups. And like I said, I know there's people out there and they're going through this right now. Y 'all are going through this right now. And this is why I picked the songs that I picked for tonight, specifically for you guys. I want you guys to hear these songs. I want you guys to listen to the words and understand everything's going to be all right.
Speaker: Yeah, I completely agree with what you just said right there. The the biggest. Lessons learned in breakups is a lessons learned in breakups, right? It is like OK, this is what I retain from that breakup. This is where maybe I faulted at and this is what maybe I should expect from. And that's the other thing. Men and women don't be afraid to set your standards.
Speaker: You know, you know what you want. You know what you deserve. Then you should it's there's nothing wrong with expecting that in your partner. 100 % properly. You can't come at them **** like goddamn Zena warrior woman and say my man's going to do this, this, this, and that. No, I mean you
Speaker: If you're in the right relationship, that's an unspoken conversation that you just learn. For short, dude, I completely agree with that because I can, I can easily say that during the breakup, I reflected on like, you know what? I really could have did this differently that I could have maybe took a little bit more. And why did that? Why did I react that way?
Speaker: And thinking that, you know what, maybe I was a little bit off and maybe she could have took this a little bit differently. And this is where we grow as people. And when we find that right fit, Holy crap, does it fit? Right. And to touch on what you said, I'm a firm believer. I've said this a million times. I've said this on, actually, let me take a little time out from the conversation. Let me shout out some people.
Speaker: Let's do shout outs. First and foremost, let me shout out nonsensical nonsense podcast. It's a podcast that I host Monday, Wednesdays, and Saturdays, 7 p .m. ish on YouTube, Twitch, and Facebook with my manager. My favorite live podcast. With my man Jeff, he's there Wednesdays and Saturdays. I'm by myself on Sunday or Mondays.
Speaker: And then we get kind of sort of the chatter's boxes in full effect on Mondays. Um, you know, if Benji's available on Monday, he'll let me know. And then Benji will join me on a Monday. Um, but we do our show. We hang out. We have a good time. We have fun. We talk about everything, literally everything under the sun. We talk about if you're into gaming, I see, I see near I'm Glock. Um, if you're into gaming,
Speaker: You're going to like this guy over here. My man Benji. This, this guy's pretty good. Oh, this, this guy's pretty good too. Benji games, uh, our, our, our, our buddy, uh, Jarvis demon who actually tomorrow night, he says he's coming on board tomorrow night. So Benji, if you're available and you want to pop in, Steve's going to be there. Did you see my message? I'm kind of like,
Speaker: I'm going to do what I can do. I have a 60th birthday party to go to. Wow, we lost him. He's lift up.
Speaker: But yeah, if you're in, if you're into gaming, check out, check out Benji, check out Jarvis demon on Twitch. And then there's a whole slew of other people there in the comments. Salty Dalties there, K mag, Cheyenne. There's a whole mess of, of, of, of gamers on Twitch. If you're into gaming streams, if you're into music like I am, check out our friend
Speaker: Helen she was in the comments earlier lady lady lady She does She does mixtape She does jukebox jury, which they just did a brand new episode tonight and she does music documentaries Benji gets you back get your shit powered back up and come on back in You can find her on Twitch and YouTube You can see her in the comments from time to time
Speaker: What the hell? I don't know what the hell just happened. Did you, did you kill your iPad? Not only that, but we've also got scumbag lounge. Those guys got brand new episodes every Wednesday on Spotify. You can check them out, hang out with Kay Stuckey 40 Fonz and Scumbolina.
Speaker: I'm going to have Scumbellina on this show. She's not going to know how to react, but I'm going to have her on nonsensical nonsense because she's a goddamn trip. She's a full on fucking trip, man. She's awesome. And, uh, Jeeves does his DJ stuff on Twitch. Mr. Twix, Jeeves, he, he does his DJ and he does his DJ and stuff. And my man, Disney.
Speaker: My man, dizzy, get the lazy ass podcast on Thursdays on Instagram. Go give lazy ass podcast, follow on Instagram, show them some love guys, you know, gotta get them shout outs in there. I gotta get them shout outs in there. And I feel like I forgot some people. And if I, oh, I know I always did the one and only fireman rich Monday, Wednesdays and Fridays, right. And early ladies and gentlemen, if you are up at six o 'clock in the morning or five o 'clock in the morning,
Speaker: and you're on Twitch and you ain't watching fireman rich, then your day ain't going to go great. I'm just saying. Check all these guys out. Check all these people scumbag lounge, lazy ass podcast, Jarvis demon, Benji games, K mag, salty, dolty, Cheyenne. Um, everybody, um,
Speaker: You'll see them in our comments. You'll see them in our chat. Just hit them with a follow when you see them. Check out their stuff. Show them some love. Um, you know, a lot of people say support, support, support, support, support, but they're not actually supporting anybody. Uh, now I'm not that guy. If I'm going to support somebody, I'm going to support them until I reach my breaking point. I just like, fuck it. I'm not supporting anybody anymore. You know, uh, yeah, I'm not supporting you anymore because
Speaker: You can't return the fucking favor. Well jump on your phone, man. Time to use your gat to play. Got like storms and shit down there. Anyways, keep them with the theme of the show. Sorry, I had to take a pause in the show. Keep them with the theme of the show, man. Breakups, dealing with breakups, going through shit, dealing with shit. Got Dylan Wolf for another one. I told you, I got a couple of Dylan Wolf songs here, right? Now you're Dylan Wolf. Again, with
Speaker: Gone with whiskey.
Speaker: Uh -oh, I'm an idiot. It's not gonna play. My bad. Hold on.
Speaker: They say it takes time, it'll all be alright But ever since goodbye, I can't help but wonder What's on her mind while I'm losing mine Caught in a landslide, going down under Been on a fender, drinking a quitter
Speaker: Mr. bartender, just one more round So she ran out, me and this bottle boy sitting on it
Speaker: Wake up all over on us And that's all it does That ain't enough to outweigh the misery When I hear her name
Speaker: But here I am drinking Just one more round since she ran out me and this bottle bowl sitting on
Speaker: Hell yeah. Gone with the whiskey. Going through that motion, going through that shit, dealing with the shit. Trying to, here we go. Benji's back in the building. He said the power went out, but his damn lights are on. My man has to have a damn generator.
Speaker: Holy crap. That was crazy. Did you just have like a power blip? It was like insane. Like it was just me and you hanging out with your country hat because your country hat is the center and we're just around it. Yeah. And, um, my cold beer to the left and my dogs to the right and everything else is black. I heard three roughs and that was it.
Speaker: There was nothing else. I was like, send me a leak. I'm scared. I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I was dealing with getting with a guy with the whiskey, man. Fill me in because I missed 100 % of everything that was dealing. That was that was the other soldiers going through the going through the emotions. And when it boils down to is at the end of the day,
Speaker: he just learned that and he had to deal with it that much like the whiskey relationship was gone. Well, that's what happens when you get to the end of the bottle. Yeah. What do you got to do when you get to the end of the bottle? Yeah. That's right. Because you don't like that bottle of whiskey. You get the next one, right? That's how it goes.
Speaker: And that goes for both people. Oh, man, that would have been a great song for tonight. I don't know if Aaron Lewis sings that or.
Speaker: fair and lose things that he's probably a little bit boring singing it. Oh, no, dude. Since he started doing country music. Oh my God, dude. Did he start doing country music? Yeah, he started doing country music. Okay. So he's trying to take a hoodie in the blue fishes. Well, he always wanted to do country music.
Speaker: but he got into that contract with in LA and he sings a whole ass song about it. His first country album, which was amazing. And I tell you what I've seen staying in concert back at the family values tour and they were fucking terrible. But didn't you hear this song that Aaron Lewis put out? I'm so glad you seen that because I seen them on family values tour and I was bored out of my fucking mind.
Speaker: with, well, he was miserable. He was miserable was the word. He was depressed. You hear this song that came out on and I'll play, you know what? I'm going to make, I'm going to try to make a mental note. Don't let me forget. Oh, I'll find it for next week's show.
Speaker: but he did this song. God dang, that is so good. I'm glad you seen them in their alternative or rock style that it was anything but what they were supposed to be. I was born, people were booing. We were all like, even the band was like, this is not where we need to be. Yes, but when I seen them the first time, the first time I seen them,
Speaker: Literally, Aaron Lewis sang every song standing on stage like this. Oh, he was standing. That's great because he was sitting the whole time I saw him. Yeah. And it was it was it was fucking horrible, horrible. Agree. I see them a couple of years ago.
Speaker: I've seen it years ago. A lot of the life in Louisville, Kentucky, it was staying and they were awesome.
Speaker: He was running around the stage, he was singing, he was having a great time. It was awesome. Do you think it's because he had that failed relationship that he's better now than what he was before? Well, he put out this country album and one of the first singles that he put out
Speaker: basically broke down what he was going through during that time. Okay. So we're talking 98 through what? 2002. And I'll get that. I'll get that up here. One of the schools actually trying to download the song.
Speaker: the music downloader that I use, if I have anything else opened up at the same time, it's actually wonky as shit. And it acts insane for no reason. Here we go. Can I hit that button? Can I put that down?
Speaker: Let's all say that Glick is one mustache shave away from having Amish wife. Hey man, I'm just saying. I know a little bit about a little bit about a little bit of Amish girls. I know a little bit about a little bit about a little bit when it comes to Amish girls. I teach Mickey all the time to tell her she's on it.
Speaker: I teach Nikki all the time and tell her she's Amish. That's hilarious. She's from Pennsylvania. Look at my Jesus. Oh my Jesus. Just fucking close. You know, what's super funny about the Amish is, uh, they, there's a quite a substantial community in North Carolina. And that's where actually I got my dog from. And I named him Ami after the Amish community, which is my same. Yep. I spent four years with him. I worked for the Amish for four years.
Speaker: I don't know that much about the Amish besides what's on TV, right? But out of every born who's got it right, they have it the most right. Hmm. Well. Well, you see, there's a there's a method to my madness, ladies and gentlemen. Is it? I don't have it on to it yet. There's a method to my madness when it comes to music. And I don't know if you've got onto it yet or not. So you see, we we we.
Speaker: kind of steered, we kind of went down a road of reaching that breaking point and being done and come to realization and realizing things and understanding that you ignored a lot of red flags when you were in a relationship with someone and you let a lot of things go that you typically wouldn't go. Let go. I just played Dylan Wolf gone like the whiskey. Gone with whiskey, sorry.
Speaker: Now we're going to dive into this drinking world. Oh, snap. And my man, Aaron Lewis, like I said, it just popped into my head. It just popped into my fucking head. I love this goddamn song. Aaron Lewis, formerly known as the lead singer of Stains. Well, he's still the lead singer of Stains because we're still touring. He's got a song about going through a breakup, divorce, whatever the case might be.
Speaker: I would probably say it's a divorce. It's, it's, it's called a whiskey whiskey and you I'm interested in hearing this. Um, like I said, Aaron Lewis is a totally different musician these days. He did kind of go down the Darius Rucker. Uh, uh, uh,
Speaker: man. I didn't even think of Darius Rucker man. He's got my South Carolinian. He's my South Carolinian right here. Just actually got a Charleston. We literally live 10 minutes from him and just got a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame.
Speaker: My ex -wife and kids seen him multiple times and actually got to talk to him several times. And I never got to meet him. And I love the guy. I love Hootie and the Blowfish. And I love Darius Rucker as a country singer. Darius Rucker, if you hear this, pick me up.
Speaker: Hootie in the Blowfish, country singer, big friends with, uh, the guy who does some type of boat show on Discovery or whatever it is. Well, not the dolphins, but the Browns. Well, speaking of dolphins, the first time I ever saw a dolphin, my wife and I was in Charleston, South Carolina, heading to Folly beach on the very first kind of inlet.
Speaker: I don't know what the inlet is right there. The very first inlet in the Folly Beach, my wife and I stopped at and saw dolphins in the bay. My first apartment that my ex -wife and I had when we moved to Charleston, there was the Ashley River
Speaker: was on the back, was like right up against the one side of the apartment complex. And then like, you could go to like, this was like a little area where there was like, you put your, you could drop your John boat and whatnot in there. But it was like marshlands and went very high tide. The dolphins actually came up there and shlammed. And that's where I would go in the mornings after I dropped the kids off and kind of get my mind right. And, you know, just deal with things and listen to music. And I would sit with my feet in the water and literally the dolphins would come
Speaker: and swim past me like a foot, two feet away from me. So, so let's give some content to the people who are just listening. So where I currently live and where Glick used to live is sub two hours from each other. So where Glick used to live, I've actually visited multiple times. I have stayed in West Ashley.
Speaker: That's where I live. There you go. That's where my house was that I was going to buy. Correct. And I have went to folly beach multiple times, which is an amazing area. If you have money, it's, it's, it's, it's folly, folly beach on James Island is a two worst beach. Now, if you're a resident Charleston, like we were,
Speaker: You can, you don't stay on Folly beach. Well, we would go to Folly beach, but there was residents for Charleston. There was resident parking and a private part of the beach. And it was only for residents. And that would be, which is where we went a lot of times. However, Folly beach is fun. There's bars. If you want to go to the dock and you want to go see the ocean, like the dock is super cool, right?
Speaker: Like he's kind of like, it's a dock to the ocean, but slash air coastal. It's kind of that weird little area. I couldn't agree more. It's that weird little area. No, I, I actually, um, I used to work for Orkin down in Charleston and I took care of James Island. Um, I took care of Mount Pleasant, which had.
Speaker: Sullivan's Island and now Palms. I also took care of downtown Charleston and I took care of West Ashland. Those are my areas that I took care of.
Speaker: So basically, so basically, he was on the United States. And then there was a bridge that that went up and down that he crossed over to get to the other United States. Yeah, that was that's that's not pleasant. That's the Ravenel bridge. And you're right in the Mount Pleasant the Ravenel bridge or if you were on 526 was it the Waldo bridge or something like that? Yep. There was only two ways in and out of
Speaker: Mount Pleasant. So that's how that's how American defended itself. Well, Fort Sumner is over out in the water off of off of Mount Pleasant. But you also have shit fucking what I can't think of the name of the goddamn fort. That's on that's on that's on Sullivan's Island.
Speaker: I can't remember either. Revolutionary War. That's how South Carolina got their flag. The Palmetto flag, which is hanging in my living room, by the way, because during the Revolutionary War, they were building that port. I can't remember the name of it. And they were not quite done building it, so they just dropped down a whole bunch of Palmetto trees. And when the English were firing the cannons from their ships,
Speaker: because the Palmetto trees are stupid strong. They were just taking them cannon, them cannonballs like they were nothing. Dude, they were like fucking like, uh, what would you call like, uh, the inflatable? Um, like, I don't even know what you call it. Like those inflatable men, like they're fucking like, like slinkies, right?
Speaker: Yeah, the the the palmetto trees or palm trees as you guys are. They're so strong. The wood is so strong and they literally just chopped a bunch of them down and packed him with mud and laid him down and the cannon fire was able. They were able to withstand the cannon fire and that's why Charleston flag is Charleston flag or the South Carolina flag, not Charleston.
Speaker: but it's the Palmetto State. Not only that, but a little fun fact. We're getting away from the music, but a little fun fact before we get back to the news. Yeah, no, it's totally a fun fact because I have to know how we connect, right? Yeah. One of my ancestors who served in the army and was stationed at this... God, why can I not remember the name of this fucking port? I don't know. There's like... It's on Sullivan's Island. But one of my ancestors served in the army
Speaker: Let me look it up was a very, very, very, very famous writer served in the army, wrote one of his first stories about a girl that he fell in love with in Charleston. But because he was in the army and he was poor and her dad was a plantation owner, they were not allowed to be together. And that. Army veteran was none other, none other.
Speaker: then Edgar Allen Poe. Put that in your old think box and think about it. I'm a descendant of Edgar Allen Poe. My great grandfather was a Poe. Anywho, back to the music. This is like a Saturday night conversation.
Speaker: You want to connect the audience to why we we have so much in common, right? Because I'm in South Carolina. You're you have connections to South Carolina. I'm sub two hours from where you are. I've been in multiple times. I've been in West Ashley Charleston.
Speaker: that whole County in South Carolina, you know, nearing the Boeing industry in South Carolina, Naval and Air Force bases. And, you know, I'm born and raised in Ohio. I'm more than raised in Ohio. That's where I'm from is Ohio. So you and I have so much in common. It is freaking ridiculous.
Speaker: It's crazy. But, you know, it's legitimately crazy, actually. It really is. At the end of the day, Ohio has never felt like home to me. I fell in love with Charleston. I have 100 % the same way. I grew up in Ohio, but Ohio has never felt home to me. Yeah. I fell in love with Charleston. When I was 17 years old, I went down there for the first time for spring break. I went to Charleston.
Speaker: Uh, me and a couple of friends of mine, all of our other friends were going to like Florida and Atlantic city and, and, and, and Virginia beach and, and there was like three or four of us that went down to Charleston. I fell in love with Charleston. I absolutely fell in love with it. My senior year, I went back down.
Speaker: And I said, I want to be here. I want to live here. This is, this is for whatever reason, I have a spiritual connection with Charleston and Charleston is really funky, right? Because it's not spring break as it is.
Speaker: is, is as very as I feel at home in Charleston as it is a tourist spring break in Florida as is, as I'm at home in South Carolina. It's a, it's a tourist city, but it was the first place I've ever been to.
Speaker: that, that felt like home for me. Yep. And I don't know what it is. I don't know what spiritually connects me to Charleston. I honestly, I do not know, but that's where I feel at home. That's, that's where I'm happy at. You know, even, even as, uh, you know, as, as, as mentally and emotionally broken as I was the entire time I lived there with the exception of like the last two years.
Speaker: Um, it was home, you know, I, you know, I had some, it's a piece being there. I don't know what it is. I really don't, I don't know what it is, uh, you know, about that, about Charleston. And I want to get back there and, you know, I want to get back there so bad.
Speaker: But my kids are here and this is where I, you know, this is where I want to be. It's so funny that you say that because as an outsider who lives sub two hours from Charleston, when I say Charleston, Charleston is one area, but it is broken up to what?
Speaker: four or five sections that are all just 10, 15 minutes from each other. Oh yeah. Charleston, uh, James Island, John's Island, Mount Pleasant, Westash, um, you know, it's, it's, they're all down there together. There is, it's a cluster.
Speaker: It's all but a bridge away, right? Yeah. And that was a heartbreak for me, leaving Charleston. That was very hard for me to leave Charleston, but I knew it was the right thing to do because I had no say of the matter. My ex -wife was... Well, first and foremost, always becomes family before location, right? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Always. And I didn't want to be 12 hours away from it. Home is where the heart is.
Speaker: You're never married to your kids. You only have to do what you have to do for your kids into a certain amount of obligated time. And then your kids forged their own path. Yeah, and I talked about it. You know, once my son graduates, and in all honesty, more than likely, once he graduates, he's going to go with us to Charleston. Can you imagine you doing
Speaker: you in Charleston. And I say, Hey, Glick, let's do a show in Charleston. Two hours. Two hours is nothing. Let's, let's go to a, let's go to a restaurant, like a Mexican restaurant. And let's plop the iPad down and let's fucking just go. I know exactly where we, there's two locations. We're going to go in. They're both on market.
Speaker: Marker Street. One is Henry's and it's a three -story bar and the other one is Tommy Condon's which is an Irish bar and that's where we're going. So you mean cold cervezas and chips and cold cervezas and some type of Irish dish? Yes. And I'm 100 % in.
Speaker: Both of us technically being from the Midwest. I can't remember the name of the bar, but if you go up two blocks and take a right, there's a, there's a big 10 bar. All you have to do is send me an address on GPS and I'm there. The owners from Chicago, the owners from Chicago been in Charleston for years now, but that's a big 10 bar. Um, dude, I am down. You know, you know, I got, I got a minimal 10 more years.
Speaker: I told Nick, yes. And once cash graduates, once he's doing his thing and he's already said, cause that's where he was born. Cash was born in Toronto and then Charles and he misses Charleston. I mean, he was like, uh, what, four, five, almost six. I think when we came back to Ohio, Oh man. Yeah. Mrs. Charleston. That's where, that's, that's, that's where he was born. He's a Charlestonian man. Yeah. And he was really crazy.
Speaker: Oh, my kids are from sub Charlotte, North Carolina, right? What's just called Matthews, North Carolina. And my daughter is 15 and she is down to go anywhere because I am her kind of home base. And my son is in Myrtle Beach and he is down to go anywhere.
Speaker: So anytime I say, Hey, what do you guys think about this? My son might be a little bit questionable because he may have some establishment here in Myrtle Beach, but my daughter would be like, dude, let's go. Let's go. Yeah. Let's, let's do whatever we have to do. Uh, yeah. I mean, they don't want to see. My, my middle daughter.
Speaker: graduated high school and started doing her thing. And my son came to me and he was like, dad, I want to go to Charleston. I'd be like, all right, well, we got to talk to your mom. And as long as she was cool with it, if he wasn't graduated from high school yet or whatever, and he wanted to go to Charleston, I'd leave right now. I'd leave. The thing about it is when you're 18, you don't have to ask permission anymore, right? Well, when she graduate, when she graduates high school, he'll only be like 14, maybe 15.
Speaker: Oh well, that that's obviously completely different. But when you're 18 and you feel. What taking him as an example when you feel your home is somewhere else, you go to it. You no longer have to ask for permission when you're 18 years old. Graduates high school and he's done, bro. If you want to go, you know I'm coming down there first and foremost. You know, I love my kids to death and I and I hope that there's and it's like look, you know,
Speaker: You guys are grown up. You guys are adults now. Correct. No, I 100 % agree with you. Every, everything you're saying, I would never say I agree with you. I have, I guess I have maybe in 10 years, the podcast will be making a lot of money and I can just openly. Well, I have never felt as Ohio was home and North Carolina is home. Um,
Speaker: Is it just a guy thing? Maybe that is where we have to forge our own path. I could go out Midwest. I could go to Arizona and do gold mining and be completely off the grid and say, hey, I'm completely cool. I don't know if it's a female thing to where my wife, take my wife, for example, right?
Speaker: to where we are, we are right at the three hour mark from away from where she grew up. Right. And where I guess technically I grew up from, um, we're sub Charlotte, North Carolina, um, to where she's three hours and she might would have trouble moving 10 hours away.
Speaker: I don't really have any issues moving 10 hours away, right? Because as my mom and dad need to be buried beside each other. I don't have to be buried beside my mom and dad. I am my own person. I am my own husband. I am my own wife to where we are to forge our own path.
Speaker: Um, I know this is so, this is so nonsensical nonsense podcast. I don't know. If you can jump in tomorrow night, we're definitely going to dive down this road. I do want to jump back into the music though. Um, Oh man. Yeah. This is so tough for me tomorrow because yeah, just to let your audience know for hours.
Speaker: Yeah. Just, just to let your audience know that, uh, tomorrow I asked to be joined tonight because tomorrow I have my mom's 60th birthday party. Um, so, so yeah, it's freaking awesome. Um, it's going to be a little iffy, if I can jump on, if I can, I will, if not, it just is what it is. Um, she's out of town on the 19th, which is her birthday. Um, I won't,
Speaker: I won't currently be in town on the 19th on her birthday. Um, she'll be in Ohio, which where, where, where Glick is, um, I'll be in South Carolina where she is, uh, where she is in Ohio. Um, so I was like, Hey, let me join tonight because I sent Glick a message earlier that I won't be in tomorrow if I can.
Speaker: It'll be a little empty. If you can, just let us know. I mean, you don't have to stress it or anything like that. You know, go celebrate your mom's birthday. Go have fun with moms. And, you know, if you know, you know, we'll be on until at least at least one o 'clock Sunday afternoon. But now I do I do want to I do want to jump back into the you know, I got a few more songs here tonight and we're going to go a little bit more.
Speaker: You know, typically we typically, I say, uh, an hour, hour and a half, we're going to go a little bit more. Cause I want to get through all these songs tonight. And I've got, uh, with the addition of the new one that I just added, I've got, uh, one, two, three. Maybe I'll say that one for later.
Speaker: I've got at least four more songs, at least four more songs I want to get through tonight. But to keep up with that, before Benj and I got into a whole sidetrack conversation, left to center. I blame me. We're doing breakups tonight, man. We're doing breakups and dealing with breakups and dealing with heartbreak and all that. Seeds, 80s, probably the best. When I got the script, I was like, this man will really not have
Speaker: But we're dealing with breakups and going through breakups and going through the emotions and everything like that. We rolled into the whiskey conversation and the whiskey topic. This is where I added the new song because this one popped into my head and this is how I work. But my man, Aaron Lewis, lead singer of Stained branched out on his own and put out a country album a couple of years back. It's called Whiskey and You by Aaron Lewis.
Speaker: Let me know what you think. There's a body on the dresser by your hand, hands empty.
Speaker: Right now I don't feel a thing But I'll be hurting And I wake up on the floor But I'll be over it by noon That's the difference Between whiskey and you
Speaker: But come tomorrow I can walk in any store Ain't a problem Cause they'll always sell me more It's your forgiveness Well that's something I can't buy
Speaker: Ain't no thing that I can't do That's the difference between whiskey and you The one's the devil And the one keeps driving me insane At times I wonder
Speaker: If they ain't both the same, one's a liar That helps to hide me from my pain One's a long gone bitter truth That's the difference between whiskey and you
Speaker: I got a problem But it ain't like what you think I drink because I'm lonesome I'm lonesome cause I drink But if I don't break down And break me in on myself
Speaker: It'll hit out of the blue Last difference between whiskey and you And one's a devil And one keeps driving me insane Until I wonder
Speaker: If they ain't both the same and one's a liar That else to hide me from my pain That one's a long gone bitter truth Between whiskey and you
Speaker: Oh, that's the difference between whiskey and you.
Speaker: We're moving on but we're bringing this song we're bringing this back around we're doing the do -si -do the okie -dokie with you guys We're gonna bring this shit back around We're just dealing with the issues of going through a brand new breakup and some of the mistakes and some of the things that we do We go through these new breakups when they first happen and we're trying to understand why it happened. What happened? What did I do wrong? What could I have done better?
Speaker: All that other jazz scene, there's always a, there's always a method to my madness. Bullet whiskey for the amount of money. I do like bullet. I like bullet whiskey. I like bullet bourbon. I don't know if there's a difference, but I like it. I drink liquor like I used to guys. And when I drank liquor, I was a Jack Daniels, Jim beam. I love my guys from the South cause they always brought a little Southern comfort every time they came to party. Gentlemen.
Speaker: There's so many, there's so many in there. I'm just saying, man, you know, when I was drinking liquor, it was for a totally different reason, y 'all. It was to numb the pain. It was to not have what I was going through. It was my escape, man. It was how I dealt with life, how I drank. Love for all and all for love.
Speaker: Yeah, it didn't have to be fancy. It didn't have to, it didn't have to cost me $90 a bottle. It is some bitch could have been $25 for a bottle and I was getting fucking hammered. Like I said, $25 and some heavy equipment is what I heard. Jack and Jim were a few good men and they always brought that Southern comfort with them, baby. That's what I'm talking about. So is it, so is it pick up with your right and pull in for your left? Okay. Okay. I'm making sure.
Speaker: because I've never operated heavy equipment, but I'm sure that's how it goes. And if you were good, you and some of the equipment had pedal operations, but sometimes the handles were right beside each other. If you got big bear paws like I do, you can operate. You can grab both handles and you can operate them. That says a lot for an alcohol. That says a lot for a drunk when he can operate an excavator that's got the handles side by side that to do two totally different things and you hold a bottle of Jack in the other hand and still dig.
Speaker: on eyesight without, without the laser fucking to grade, to grade, to grade, to grade, to grade. Dude, why do I, I want to fucking gold mine with you, you know, cause it is a, it is 10 11 right now on your podcast and I'm an hour and 11 minutes past due to watching gold rush, right?
Speaker: Do they know a nine o 'clock Eastern Standard Time and and I push that shit to the side because I am not only a part of nonsensical nonsense. Well, this is a music music because I can't be on tomorrow ish but
Speaker: I'm a fan of nonsensical nonsense. Blake's House of Music. And again, not only is this, I'm not a part of country music, so I want to be a part of country music. Dude, you're a heavy equipment operator. And I find that badass. Because I want to be a heavy equipment operator.
Speaker: I've been in the warehouse industry, construction industry, but I've never been a part of heavy equipment and I wouldn't consider myself an alcoholic. Two things on me. I tell you what, man, I, you know, I, I don't, not that I'll think he'll, not that, not that I think he'll ever hear this or anything like that. Um, but my whole.
Speaker: as big of an asshole as he is. And yeah, uncle Rob, you're a fucking asshole. You know, you're an asshole. First and foremost, just like I know I'm an asshole. We're cut from the same goddamn breed. You know, uh, it was the best goddamn teacher I ever had in my life. That man, that man, I have literally been in holes and, and, and, and he has come down with an excavator digging the hole and I've been down in the hole doing stuff. And he has literally put that, put that bucket right up against my arm.
Speaker: And I didn't have a fear in the world. That man, he taught me. He taught me everything I knew and everything I know about operating heavy equipment. Shout out to him. Like I said, he'll never hear this. My family and I, we don't talk. That's okay. I understand. I made the decision. I pulled the trigger on that.
Speaker: Yeah, that's been touched on on the nonsense. Yeah, you know, shout out to my uncle. If you ever have you ever happen to hear this and you taught me a lot and you put up with a lot from me. But one thing you couldn't teach me how to do was back up a truck and trailer because I could not back up a truck and trailer to save my life. But so would you consider a an asshole as the best teacher because they're
Speaker: their expectation of Oh, no, he's just an asshole in general in life. Okay. But their expectation of you getting it right is is for top notch slash production? No, it's okay. No, he no he he he is one of the best heavy equipment operators I've ever seen in my life. He is he's he's fantastic. And
Speaker: He has the bar set to a certain level. Yep. And like I said, I learned a lot from him and I'm grateful for everything that I've learned from him as a dig or a negative thing. I'm saying he's an asshole because that's what he is. I'm an asshole.
Speaker: Well, that's what I'm saying because you expect a certain amount of this is what it is. This is the minimum you need to meet to be productive. Just in life in general, he's an asshole. Oh, well, if you're in general a life, yeah, that's a little different than you. I'm the same way. You know, I come from a long line of assholes on both sides of my families, a long line of assholes and some bitches.
Speaker: Well, if you're at your job and you're being an asshole, I think to a certain point that's acceptable because
Speaker: Because you want people to, to meet your expectations because this is what qualifies as production. And this is what is the minimum that you need to expect to, to get ahead. Right. And then if you're just an asshole in life, well, that's just because you're an asshole in life. Yeah. Just an asshole in general. But when I, you know, like my company that I work for, they had a kid work with me, they, they, they hired me on the very first day.
Speaker: They gave me my keys, showed me where my buildings were. And they said, oh, by the way, we have a young guy who works here and we would like to have him shadow you based off of my resume, just based off of my resume in general. I'm like, okay, that's fine. But I'm going to tell you within five minutes if he's worth my time. If he's not, I'm not going to waste my energy and my breath on trying to teach him anything. You didn't want to mold him?
Speaker: And my boss has kind of looked at me and I was like, I've been in this game for a long time and I can tell real quick the difference between somebody who's here for a paycheck or somebody who's here to learn. Well, somebody who's willing to learn.
Speaker: Well, see, I'll stop you there because if, if no one is there first and foremost for a paycheck, I have no desire to teach them because that is my minimum requirement. You have to be there for a paycheck. Secondly, you have to be there for the best you can be. I think it depends on, I think it depends on the job you're in. If you want to actually learn, if you want to actually learn,
Speaker: You're gonna get all my time. You're gonna get all my time and all my energy. If you're, you know, when I say if you're just there for a paycheck, that basically comes down to somebody who don't fucking care. And that's how this kid was. And that's so weird because I think you and I would get along if I was there for a paycheck. And we you and I could be willing to learn.
Speaker: You know, because because because to me, obviously, I'm there to get a paycheck, but I'm also there to do a job because I was saying I was still say I was still doing excavating and whatnot. And I was operating skin steers and excavators and bulldozers and and driving dump trucks and stuff like that. And you came in, obviously, we're all there for a paycheck. I mean, that's why we work.
Speaker: If you say anything less than I'm not interested. Yeah, if you come in there and you're actually like.
Speaker: You show that you want to learn how to drive a big -ass fucking bulldozer, for instance, and you want to actually, you don't want to just drive it and run a building over it, but you want to learn how to fucking grade and do this. How about that? Let's say what you said right there. I want you to teach me how to drive one, because I don't know how to drive one, but I want you to teach me how to drive one, and then I want to do better than you.
Speaker: That's not to compete with you. No, but I think the day when I train somebody, you hit the nail on the head. When I train somebody, I train them to be better than me. I've trained a lot of people in life, in construction. So when are you coming down to South Carolina again? Because I'm interested in going into business with you. We're actually talking about that.
Speaker: the one to go down and visit, you know, even when I was bouncing, even when I was bouncing, and we would have new bouncers come on. I'm not I'm not training you to do a job. I want you to be better than me. I honestly, you know, like, like, for the podcast instance, Jeff's never done anything like this. Just never done a live streaming. He's never done anything like what we do. He just jumped in.
Speaker: and we started doing a show. I want Jeff to be better than me, but there's more to that than just turning on a camera and talking into your microphone. And at the end of the day, that's all Jeff wants to do. And that's fine. Well, there's the reason why you and I spent two and a half hours after a show. Exactly. And we talked about what you want to do. And not to hate on Jeff, just to say that to everyone who's listening and watching. Yeah, I know what you want to do.
Speaker: And I'm giving you not only a platform, but whatever knowledge or I'm no expert by no means. You're giving me leeway. Yeah. But I'm going to, you know, I want you to succeed. You absolutely do. You know, I, and I've told people this a million times and nobody believes this. I'm not the monster that everybody has made me out to be. However,
Speaker: If you want me to be your boogeyman, I'm your boogeyman all day long. I mean, you know, I'm what, but, and this is something that lady and I have discovered in the last couple months since we've actually been talking and, and, and, and repaired the damage that was done in the past and her and I have become friends. I will put everybody in the world above me.
Speaker: I will actually agree with that because the only conversations you and I have had outside of what this is, I will agree with that because not only have you given me a go ahead,
Speaker: but I have came to you and say, hey, let me build on what you have already made. And I don't want to take any credit on my side. I want to build on what you've got going on because what I've got going on on, let's say Twitch, because I'm not on Facebook. I'm not on any other social media because I don't like social media, but I want to build on
Speaker: God, I don't really know how to say this. Let's say Smodcast, right? I don't really know how to say it any other way. Like a Smodcast kind of thing, which is an OG kind of thing. Because I want to build nonsensical nonsense
Speaker: into something else, into a network. Because not only do I think you can be a Glitch show on Mondays, a you and Jeff show on Wednesdays, a Glitch show on Fridays, a you and Jeff show on Saturdays, there can be other things that is nonsensical nonsense. Oh, that's right. Nonsense is broad. And it's freaking amazing what nonsensical nonsense can mean.
Speaker: Oh, and that's what I want. And that's what I want to create. The problem is there's a lot of people out there. And I don't ask for much. I mean, I've offered the same thing I offered to you, to other people. And all I asked for was, hey, on this network, we've got three channels.
Speaker: You can, you can broadcast on two of them. Give us one and make sure you shout out nonsensical nonsense. You know, I, I don't even, I shout out your stuff. Oh yeah. Not even a part of your stuff. Yeah. Because you guys are fun. You don't, you're not, you're not like anything. Right. And I watched the podcast with someone last night, which I'll bring this up tomorrow night.
Speaker: And I was in the chat and not once did this person show any kind of love towards nonsensical nonsense other than saying, and this is the only thing he got fucked up. I didn't ask you. You asked me first and foremost, I'm going to bring this up tomorrow night with said person. Uh, cause he's a little bit full of them. So, uh, but it was like,
Speaker: Just get fucking, don't talk about support if you ain't about support at the end of the day, man. Let's, let's do it. I am Benji games to on Twitch and I 100 % will shout out nonsensical nonsense, 100 % of the time and show love to click and Jeff 100 % of the time because you know why those guys are fun.
Speaker: and they have a positive show that is all about laughing and not giving a shit, right? And having fun. That's what it's all about. If you are strict and in a certain zone or like, well, we have to abide by these set of rules, I'm not interested. If you are about not caring, not fitting in a certain mold,
Speaker: I'm all about it. Like, how about this? The other day I streamed, right? The other, I think it was like 20 something minutes or whatever. And I didn't like the way my chat was going. I ended my stream.
Speaker: You might have been in. I got pissed off at my, I got pissed off at my stream and I ended it because I said, you guys are not positive enough. And I was like, I'm not going to tolerate that because I was trying so hard with that chat to, to, to bring them. And then it got to the point where I was just making fun of it. Yeah. And I was like, I'm not going to tolerate it because there's so much negativity in this world that we don't need to add more to it. And I understand.
Speaker: Excuse me. I understood why they were negative about what they were saying, but they don't need to add to it. And I was not going to tolerate it. And I immediately, what did I do? I ended my stream. I haven't been on in a few days because I don't want to tolerate negativity. I want to tolerate
Speaker: Positivity. I want to tolerate laughing and having a good time. It doesn't matter who you are. It doesn't matter what color you are. It doesn't matter who you are. It doesn't matter any of that. Let's have fun because there's so much negativity on the news. Let's go to things that we look up. We look up like in punching in letters and it equals words and then we hit the search and then we find things like what we're on.
Speaker: and let's have fun. That's what it's all about at the end of the day and I wasn't going to tolerate it on my stream. So that's why I promote you guys because I want to be a part of what you guys do and let's have fun and I only promote that on my stream too. And as soon as it became negative, I ended it. And I appreciate you, what you were doing in this stream.
Speaker: And, you know, you tried, but the string didn't go that way. And I immediately exited that stream. You have to do what you have to do. Yeah, exactly. I agree. A hundred percent. Well, cut out scene.
Speaker: This has been a wild Glick's House of Music tonight, but I'm going to bring it back around because like Benji said, the negativity and the stuff like that and whatnot, sometimes we find ourselves in the same circle, the same song and dance. We keep doing the same things. I don't know. What are you?
Speaker: What's this? That's the circle. Yeah. You know, sometimes we find ourselves caught in an ambitious circle. Um, and again, this is, this is how good I am. No matter where, no matter where our little fishy swim, I can always bring it right back around to my initial plan and my initial thought. So a lot of times he's calling me out.
Speaker: No, I'm not. I'm not calling you out. I'm calling myself out. I'm calling other people out who have been in relationships and have gone through the breakups and gone through the motions and trying to deal with stuff and, you know, just trying to... Life.
Speaker: just just trying to feel whole, just trying to be happy and making the same constant mistakes in life. And that brings me to this next cluster of songs that I have for you guys. And you're probably saying, what the fuck is Glick talking about right now? That's all I'm always saying.
Speaker: A lot of people say that. But I promise you, there's always a method to my madness. I promise you that. And this next cluster of songs, as I said, we're talking about, you know, whiskey. We were doing the whiskey song. We were talking about that. We were talking about drinking and whatnot. I got to figure out which ones I wanted, how I want to put these in. No, no, no. Where the hell are they at?
Speaker: I'm ready for it. You know what? You guys haven't heard from this guy yet tonight. My man, Cody Jinx. Never heard of him. Let's go. Well, you're about to hear of him now. I'm excited. You see, this is all part. We're traveling down a road together, and we're getting to where I want to go. Again, doing the same song and dance, everybody. Glick's driving. I'm riding. Yes, sir.
Speaker: I've been really gassed. You bring the... Yeah, I mean... Oh, shit. Here we go. I got the gas. You got the bruise. Oh, boy. I'm glad I got an ass. See how many bruise you get in your eye? No. This is all it is. The next group of songs that I have, starting with my man Cody Jinx, it's just about staying in that vicious circle.
Speaker: and doing the same things over and over again, and really fucking with your emotions and making you feel some sort of way. This is my band, Cody Jinx, must be the whiskey.
Speaker: No, I'm not going crazy. But lately, my head and my heart seem vain. Wasted a million miles apart and my heart says to love you, my head says to run. It's like my heart is too afraid to tell my head what it's done. I know that it can never be the way it was. Even though you'll be the death in me, I can't give you up too much. It's not enough. It's not the lust. It's not the lust that's great.
Speaker: No, I'm not going crazy Even lately these thoughts in my head Will ruin the world of a million regrets All the things I should have done All the things I should have said All the pain that comes from here
Speaker: But the fact is that my actions speak louder than my words
Speaker: Sometimes
Speaker: Must be the whiskey. I dare Cody damn Jinx. It must be the whiskey. Yeah, buddy.
Speaker: Go ahead and give Cody Jings some love y 'all. Check them out on YouTube and then follow him everywhere else. YouTube got us again, man. It's the third strike for the night. So do you think it must be the whiskey that they got us? It must be the whiskey that they got us. Well, I can't hate on that then. I'm not a whiskey guy, but I'm a bourbon guy, but I understand that it just takes a little bit more age.
Speaker: I feel like I, I almost feel like, uh, at the end of the day, uh, the Glick Glick's house of music should be a Twitch exclusive. Well, I think it doesn't even matter if you ask permission or not because YouTube doesn't give a shit. YouTube's like, fuck you Glick.
Speaker: YouTube is exactly like fuck you quick. Yeah, I mean, YouTube, if you're gonna smack my pecker, at least let me fucking nut on your face, YouTube. Well, that's the money shot. And I would love to see that. Yeah, I'm just saying. If he's gonna be here for the whole routine, I might as well see the money shot. Right? Twitch is, I almost feel like I do the day, I think, I think moving forward,
Speaker: Glick's House of Music. I don't want to be that guy though. I hate to be that guy who's like, it's an exclusive. You can only find it here. But I feel like Glick's House of Music is going to be an exclusive on Twitch. So is it punishing you on Facebook as well?
Speaker: Well, I don't put it on Facebook on purpose. Okay. Okay. So you're kind of Twitterically surprisingly, we have not gotten in trouble on Facebook since I created an actual Facebook page. So we have to know how that's possible. So, so we have a Facebook group. Sure. And then I have a Facebook page, like a, like a main page, like a main profile. It's a business page, whatever. What's the page code?
Speaker: nonsensical nonsense podcast. Well, I just want you to do a shout out. That's why. Yeah. So on the group page, um, even when I played blacktop Mojo and blacktop Mojo, again, shout out to the guys, uh, nothing but love for you guys. I've never known blacktop Mojo, but I am a fan of blacktop Mojo now because of nonsensical nonsense.
Speaker: Yeah. I mean, they've, they've, they've been with us since day one, literally since we started doing live streams of the show. Um, they, they, they, they've let us play their music. We've had Matt on the show. I went seeing the guys in concert, you know, the lead singer stage. And I was literally right there. I was just far from stage, man. And cat came out and he was like, ah, he was like, you know, what's up?
Speaker: Um, the, the fucking fantastic artists, even if I put it on our Facebook group, they, they, they bring our video down. But since I created the Facebook page, we're not getting our balls busted about the music that we play. Okay. However, that just reminded me, I'm doing all this country music tonight. I'm doing all these breakup songs. Well, it seems fitting that you're breaking up with YouTube right now, then.
Speaker: I feel like I am breaking up with you too, but Matt James, I got you buddy. You're making your way on the country show tonight. Just say hello. Uh, I got you coming up here after, but after, after, after a couple of these songs here, but you know, as, as, as my guy told you, James said, it must be the whiskey. Well, the same song and dance.
Speaker: And one of the worst mistakes that we make when we go through a breakup, whether it's a long -term relationship or the marriage or whatever the case may be, one of the worst mistakes we make even years later down the road after a breakup, and then you reconnect.
Speaker: You know, and this is kind of where we're going. And I'm going to jump into this next song real quick. I don't know if you guys ever heard of Chris Stapleton, but Chris Stapleton did a song. Is that an American audience? How great Chris Stapleton is. Chris Stapleton is an amazing musician. I've been asked multiple times, as far as vocals go, what do you look for? What do you like in an artist?
Speaker: Obviously you guys know Matt James, you know, Blacktop Mojo, some of the artists that I played last week and into this week. This is what I like. This is, I like a, an artist who has a gravelly voice. I like an artist who's lived life. I like an artist who's been through it and it comes out in their voice. You know, I don't sing. I can't say I, no, actually I do sing all the time, but I can't sing, you know, like.
Speaker: I'm never getting a record deal, but in my normal day -to -day voice, you can hear that I've lived it. I've gone through it. I've been through life. Life's quit my ass. Life has drug me through the mud, but I still keep getting up. And that's the kind of voice that I look for in an artist and a singer. And Chris Stapleton has one of those voices. We all like a connection, right? Yep.
Speaker: And Chris Stapleton did a song, and like I said, you're going through the motions. Whether you're freshly broke up, doing through a divorce, whatever, or you reconnect with somebody from your past. That's what I said, this is the dance we're doing tonight. And I did this on purpose, because I want you guys to listen to the songs that I played. I want you guys to hear the songs that I played. I want you guys to understand.
Speaker: cycle that we go through as human beings, men or women, when we go through a breakup. This is Chris Stapleton. This is live Chris Stapleton at the CMAs, which you should probably leave. I dig it.
Speaker: And look in your eyes, yeah, you should probably say I know you and you know me And we both know where this is gonna lead
Speaker: You should have finished your wine And you should probably And it's hard to resist Or I just don't guess Then you should probably Because I know you And you know me
Speaker: I want
Speaker: on your skin 6 a .m. and I've been watching you sleep and honey I'm so afraid you're gonna wake up and say that you should probably leave
Speaker: Thank you. I want you to stay here, but you should probably leave. Yes, sir. Yeah, man. Come on. We all made them mistakes. We all gone back before. We've all gone back and done it again when we know better. Come on. Tell me you haven't.
Speaker: Benji, you've done it, haven't you? With past relationships. Absolutely. You know why? Because I'm human. We are all human. We all have emotions. We all have feelings. That is 100 % the reason why.
Speaker: This is this is part of the dance that we do when we go through breakups a serious, you know a breakup in a relationship Not not not not a breakup from some chickens you met at a bar on Saturday night And then you hung out a couple times and then you stop talking to him Excuse me Dog I wanna fight you your dog wants to fight you too
Speaker: She does. She's always bowing up on me. I will say it's because we have lessons to learn, right? It's all about the lessons to learn, but at the end of the day, it's also a level of comfortability.
Speaker: For sure. You have a sense of security, so you are willing to go back so easily. And at the same time, you put away past transgressions, so to say. And it's very easy to go, okay, well, when it's on, it works. When it's right, it's right.
Speaker: But that level of working and being on and all that, it's not a constant. It's not a mainstay. You know that without a shadow of a doubt that this is only temporary. This is only a temporary thing.
Speaker: Yeah, I completely agree with what you're saying because there is exactly what you're, you and I are saying is because there's a comfortability and it's like, Oh, I've learned from what I've done, but there is also a means to a gratification.
Speaker: Whether it's a relationship wise or sexual or a comfortability. Or a lot of it is sexual. Correct. And it's like, you know, there's, oh, I know how to make her happy because I see what she was.
Speaker: not happy about. And some of it is due to partner not telling us what they were unhappy about until it's the end. And there's some also of us saying that we don't know what we're for sure is our limit until it becomes an end. So there's a learning process, right? And there's nothing wrong with going back to what we know.
Speaker: to learn a little bit more of what we need to know. Exactly. No. And I'm a, you know, believe it or not, I'm a very big person about communication. Communication has got to be, you know, you know, Nikki and Nikki's, you know, I'm gonna put my personal relationship, you know, Nikki's got used to that. You know, there's been a couple of times where, and a lot of times it's,
Speaker: fucking 4am and we're both drunk as shit and neither one of us really know what we're fighting about but she gets so mad at me because it's like no you're not gonna go sleep on the couch no you're not gonna go sleep upstairs we have a bed together and we're gonna fucking talk about this we're we're gonna we're gonna discuss this situation
Speaker: And then tomorrow morning or tomorrow afternoon or whatever it is when we wake up, no, we're just not gonna pretend like nothing happened. I wanna talk about it. I want to communicate the issue. And it's like, I've always been that person. I don't know if it's because I'm a Libra or what it is, but it's - I don't even know what that is. It's my name, Toby Exine. Yeah, that's because you're gay.
Speaker: But you know, there are certain degrees of astrology that if you have only halfway invested into astrology, let's be honest.
Speaker: I think it's because you're cowboy yet. I got another one up there. I got two more. If you would have called me gay, I could put my Budweiser hat on. Oh, man. Here it goes. I'm going to go put my shorts on. Give me a second. Play those songs and I'm going to go put my shorts on so it's getting deep.
Speaker: Yeah, I'm trying. I keep dropping hints to Nikki. She keeps asking me what I want for Christmas and I'm like, oh, there's a Miller like cowboy hat and a Michigan cowboy hat from the same company. I'm just that, that means you want her to, you, you want her to be a pegger. That's exactly what that means. Trust me. Oh no. Trust me. Trust me. She knows we've had this conversation.
Speaker: Trust me, A, this is an exit only, B, she knows the demons that I exercise and she don't want no part of that. Oh man, this is good. Trust me. We are both on the same page when it comes to that, that region of my body. This is good shit.
Speaker: this is this is awesome anyway all it took was a cowboy hat and a couple of country songs man i love country music i love my cowboy hat anyways we're going to continue to push through this because yep
Speaker: We're almost done. And we're at that point, like I said, this is, this is, this is, this is all about making mistakes and doing the same song and dance. Cause we don't know any better. And I got my man again, Morgan Wallen, my man's in there, Morgan Wallen. If this shit don't hit the nail on the head, I don't know what does. I'll say this. Is it not that we don't know what we're doing as in so much as we don't know what we're doing and we're trying to learn at the same time?
Speaker: I think, I think it's, I think it's more of trying to fill a void. Yep. And at the same time as we have to learn what that void is. I think, I think, I think we're past learning, you know, with, with the last couple of songs I played and with the song I'm about to play. I think it's, I think it's more of filling a void and, and, and, and, and,
Speaker: And it's a lot of self gratitude. It's a lot of making ourselves feel better about a certain situation. When we do the things like Chris Stapleton said in that song, you should probably leave. He knew he was messing up. He knew better than to go down that road, but he still went down that road. Yeah. Yeah. I think at the same time is you have to learn what road
Speaker: You have not to go down to, to what road you have to go down to, right? Well, it's not a matter of learning when you know, when you already know better, but you're doing it anyways. That's what I said. It's not necessarily a learning thing. It's a matter of filling a void because you already know better. Yeah. But even though you know better, we still repeat the same mistakes, right?
Speaker: Well, yeah, because in general, because you have to re -insure like, it's like the first time you do something wrong, you're like, man, did I really do something wrong? Or did there, did I do something that was kind of off skew?
Speaker: Well, I mean, the first time I stuck a fork into an outlet, I learned my lesson like don't do this. But sometimes I still stick a fork in an outlet because I want to feel alive. That's exactly what I'm getting. I'm not learning a lesson. I already know the lesson. This is going to fucking hurt like hell.
Speaker: but i'm in the fork in there just because i want to feel alive i want to feel something and i think that's the part i'm talking about in relationships is because sometimes it's that shock and but we really need the electrocution right yeah exactly but at the end of the day it's like you know better but this is also
Speaker: It's not, but it is kind of a safe place. And I've made this mistake. 100 % by saying this is a safe place. Yeah. And I've made this mistake. And I made this mistake. And before I made this mistake, I had this conversation with said person. And I said, this is literally all it is. And she said, yeah, this is all it is. At the end of the day,
Speaker: This is what you are to me. When you say that to yourself, because I've said this to myself a few different versions of right, is this is all that is, and expecting more, and this is all that it is, and expecting less. With the music, with the couple of songs that I've played, it's exactly with said person, it's all it was.
Speaker: And we had the conversation of, you know, and I'm still doing that dance of, you know, we, we said that we would be friends and I'm still doing that dance of trying to figure out how to be friends and communicate and not be completely fucking weirded out. And at the same time, not cause problems in my current relationship.
Speaker: You know what? Taking that, for example, I think the only time that applies to be not weirded out is when you have all spring. Oh yeah. Like I'm not weirded out about anything with my ex -wife. Correct. Because I have all spring with my ex, right? There's two kids involved.
Speaker: And for the most part, we don't communicate because my kids are older. I think at least your, my youngest is 15. So I don't really have any issues for the most part.
Speaker: Yeah, I see my ex literally every day, but we get along. Oh gosh, no, no, no, we had. And this was, and this was, and this was the thing with my ex -wife. There was never, there was never, there was never any going back. There was never, there was never, you know, 100 % same with me. Yeah. Like it was never like I'm drunk. It's two o 'clock in the morning.
Speaker: I wonder what she's doing. Like, that was never an issue when she laughed. Exactly. When she laughed, it wasn't. And as I said earlier, it wasn't.
Speaker: And the, the, her leaving and her leaving me for somebody else was not what bothered me. I was more worried. I was so concerned and worried about my kids. Correct. You know, in the first few months in my kids' eyes, I was a monster and I was, I was an idiot. See, as, as a male, that is really fucking hard. Uh, so, so let me,
Speaker: kind of, I guess, enlighten the people on my side. So I actually left on my side because I said, I'm not a prisoner. I'm not your prisoner. You're not my warden. And I left. And she was like, oh, so you're leaving me. I said, no. No, she said, so you're leaving me and your daughter. I said, no, I'm leaving you. I'm never leaving my daughter.
Speaker: I'm always always 100 % always there for my daughter. I'm not there for you Because I couldn't I didn't love you and I didn't like you any longer and it didn't work out between you and I But that doesn't mean I don't support you as her mother and I don't and and I'm 100 % there to back you and I am I
Speaker: 100 % there is her dad. I mean, my daughter is literally the best friend. She, she is the coolest freaking chick. How about this? So today is Friday and I will say today is Friday. So seven days ago, literally I sat in a parking lot for three, roughly three hours while her and this potential boyfriend walked around the mall.
Speaker: because I want to show my daughter support. I want to show my daughter she's, she is hurt. She can, she can have support from her dad and she can also have protection from her dad. And it's, it's, as long as she's happy, I'm happy. But as long as, but as soon as she says something's not right, I'm the fucking dude who is right there by her side saying, you back up because I got the bullshit.
Speaker: right? It has nothing to do with her mom. Yeah. You as a male who know exactly what I mean. I had to I had to learn that, you know, what I thought I was doing to make things easier and better for my kids. I was still bending over backwards for my ex wife and I had to learn. Yeah, that's bullshit.
Speaker: Yeah, no disrespect towards her. You know what? I got to put the kids first and I'm killing myself. Like I'm literally killing myself. High five, pal. And I literally started over, man. I had, I had a, I had a, you know, I had a nice house in Charleston. I had a great job and I literally came back to Ohio and I started all over again in a worst place. And I, in a worst place,
Speaker: Then when I was 18 years old, I mean, you know, saying that right there is what a lot of people don't understand is when you leave what you have, you're taking at least two steps back from what you had like 20 steps back, man. I literally was in a worse position than I was when I was 18 years old in my senior year of high school. And I moved out, I moved out like a month into my senior year of high school. I moved out of my parents' house.
Speaker: Yep. And I, and I agree with that because you and I have had conversations off of stream and he is right people. He, he took steps back and as, as males, that's what we do to do what we have to do to be males as providers, as in fathers and things like that. Four or five years ago, whatever it is, I literally left a six figure job a year. I was making six figures.
Speaker: Well, over six figures a year. I'm just kind of waiting for Blake to come down to my area so we can build something together. Yeah. I had a three story house in a beautiful neighborhood in, in, in, in Charleston, South Carolina. God, they really don't know what the conversation we had between 1 AM and 4 AM. I was getting ready to buy this house and I gave everything up and I came home.
Speaker: And I was literally making six figures to 30, 30 grand a year. With great landlords looking out for your best interest. Well, yeah. Landlords that were going to sell me their house and take care of me. And, and, and, and, and I was going to buy the house. Yeah. I came back to Ohio and this is, this is the ship. We're talking about breakups. We're talking about relationships. We're talking about all this shit tonight.
Speaker: I came back to Ohio. I was making the first job I had. And that all breakups have to do with just relationships. No, it's just, it's just a general, you know, I was sometimes it could be just what we have going on in life. We haven't to start over as males and saying, Hey, this is the cards were dealt and we have to
Speaker: You know, kind of like adjust to what those cards are and say, you know, and I don't want to put it on just males. Unfortunately, men do get a bad rep because, but there are some women out there that are doing the same thing. Absolutely. But, uh, you know, like I said, I'm six figures, beautiful three story home to an apartment.
Speaker: I was making maybe 30, 30 ,000 a year to apartment that was smaller. Granted, it was three bedrooms, but it was smaller than my garage that I had in Charleston, but I made it work.
Speaker: You know, conversations with my ex -wife and I don't want to put her business out there, but conversations with my ex -wife and whatnot, the kids, the kids were better with me. And, and, and now I have full custody of my kids. But not saying they, you're the one that moved to Ohio. I moved to Ohio.
Speaker: Yeah. But I mean, she was coming up here and I had no choice in the matter in South Carolina. I would literally get to see my kids on holidays, maybe. But you're not the one drew up ended your six figure income, your three story house. You're not that, that, that you've got, you had that kind of dictated for you. Well, if you want this, this is what you have to do.
Speaker: Well, and as a man, as a man, and I'm gonna put that out there because as a man, I wasn't gonna be away from my kids. And with that said, this is why I drive three hours away every 12 days, because I am a man and I have to do what I have to do. And I don't expect someone else to
Speaker: Adjust their schedule for me and in the first the first Three and a half four ish years or whatever. We shared custody of the kids. It was 50 -50 Mm -hmm, and then almost you know a year and a year year and a half or year and a half almost two years ago I said, you know, the kids will be in a better situation if they were with me Monday through Friday. Mm -hmm and
Speaker: We had a conversation, like we had a conversation. It wasn't fighting or arguing because again, we get along the first year was hard. The first year was we fought a lot. We fought a lot in that first year. Um, and, and I laid, I put all my cards on the table and she was like, you know what? You're right. You know, so the kids are with you Monday through Friday. They were there on the weekends.
Speaker: You know, during the summer, we do a week on a week off. I make sure during the school, like spring break, Christmas break, Thanksgiving break, whatever, they can spend as much time as her. It's not a matter of me taking the kids away from her. We're still parenting. We're still parenting together. We're still, but they live with me. And then I moved from that apartment.
Speaker: And to the condo that I'm in now, and now I'm in a situation, uh, because of my job now, now granted, I'll don't know that I'll ever see the money that I seen when I lived in Charleston. I don't know that that'll ever happen. We can always come back. But, you know, I'm in a situation where.
Speaker: You know, I've been a condo, but I want to, I still want to upsize. I still want to get something bigger. And, and, and I have the potential there to where, you know, I can do something bigger. And it's not just because of me, it's, it's Nikki and I had Nikki has stepped in and I got to give Nikki all the fucking love and respect in the goddamn world, because she's got two kids and her boys are grown. She's got a 24 year old and a 22 year old. Her boys are grown.
Speaker: And she knew coming into this relationship that I got three kids at the time. I still have some parenting to do. I got three kids under the age of 18 and she has stepped in and she's awesome. And the kids love her and she loves my kids as if they were her own. And see what's really cool about that. She, she.
Speaker: accepts that you have kids under 18, accepts that you have a podcast, accepts you have a job. All that is freaking awesome and should not go unrecognized by anybody in your life and in the community because there's some people that'd be like, oh, well, this is all that you, you know, you got three kids under 18. You don't have time for anything else because there are some people that is really like that who are not supportive.
Speaker: outside of just the dad, ma, the dad mode or whatever. You know what I mean? Yep. So, so that's really cool. Nikki's a goddamn rock star. And I mean, like, so she never, so, so like, she never got to do Elf on the Shelf with her boys because it wasn't a thing when her boys were growing up.
Speaker: So this is the first year she's ever got to do elbow on the shelf. My son still believes in Santa. He loves our elf. He gets excited. You know, once, once Halloween is done, he's, he's super excited for our elf to come back. And I actually, I told her last night, I said, typically I do all the alpha shelf stuff, you know, all the shenanigans and everything like that. I said, but.
Speaker: You're having fun with it. Yeah, that's super cool. I always get excited for people who do things like that because we don't celebrate holidays in our house. I'm the only one that celebrates 4th of July because I am pro United States, pro country. But other than that, we don't really celebrate holidays. So I'm always super happy that
Speaker: People get to celebrate certain things in their house. So that is really cool that you guys are, you have someone who's younger through who still believes in things like that. No, she's, she's great, man. She's I'm glad I got to finally wave at her. The, uh, what was it Saturday?
Speaker: You guys were having quite the riot on Saturday. Oh my God, dude. It was nuts. I felt like shit Sunday. We slept until two on Sunday. I'm glad you did. Cause of my ass was up at eight, eight, eight 30. It was ridiculous anyways.
Speaker: watch it. Watch it. Watch me bring this back around. Watch me bring this back around. Let's watch you bring this back around. So, as I said, you know, we we we go through life and we do these dances and we and we and we're in relationships and we're out of relationships and everything else but at the end of the day,
Speaker: As Benji said, you know, Benji has one aspect of it. I have another aspect of it. Sometimes we go back to what we know. Sometimes we go back to the comfortability, the reassurance, the, whatever it may be, whether we're there to learn a lesson or whether we're there just because it's available and it's easy, as I said, you know, but it is what it is at the end of the day. We're human.
Speaker: Now I got another song for you guys. Sometimes I call it confirmation. Yeah. And sometimes it is confirmation. Like, you know, yeah. Let me know that this is still cool. But again, you know, I always bring this dance around because this is a music show and I got another song for you guys. And it's my guy Morgan Wallin. We played him earlier. Let's go.
Speaker: Earlier Morgan Wallen song that I played was a little fuck you to a next. Well, this song that I'm about to play for you guys now is about making the mistakes over again and going back to doing what you know is safe. It's a safe spot. It's a safe zone. This is guaranteed at the end of the day. It was Morgan Wallen with last night. Cheers.
Speaker: Last night we lit the liquor top I can't remember everything we said but we said it all You told me that you wished I was somebody you never met But baby, baby, something's telling me this ain't over yet No way it was out last night, I kissed your lips Make your grip the sheets with your fingertips Last bottle of Jack, we split a fifth Just talk about life, don't step to sip, yeah, you
Speaker: You know he'll love to fight And I say shit out on me But I'm still gonna wake up wanting you and me I know that last night we lit the liquor top I can't remember everything we said but we set it off He told me that you wish I was somebody you never met But baby, baby, something's telling me this ain't over yet No, it was our last night
Speaker: I know where it was out last night that we break up I see you till I turn to dust You call your mama, I call your bluff And in the middle of the night, pull her right back up You're mine, my friend say let her go Your friend say what the hell, I wouldn't trade your kind of love
Speaker: Now we lit the liquor top I can't remember everything we said, but we said it all You told me that you wished I was somebody you never met But baby, baby, something's telling me this ain't over yet No way it was out last night We said we'd had enough I can't remember everything we said, but we said too much I know you packed your shit and slammed the door
Speaker: No way it was our last night No way it was our last night I know you said this time you really weren't coming back again But baby, baby, something's telling me this ain't over yet No way it was our last night No way it was our last night
Speaker: What in the hell is going on with the camera? There we go. That's better. God damn word. Well, speaking of the truth, ladies and gentlemen. Yep. So is it a thing that country music is that short? Um, yes and no. Okay.
Speaker: So this was kind of an experimental thing for movie country music tonight. So the next country music show I do, I'm diving back into my world. Now I grew up in the eighties and nineties. Same as me. Nineties music. Cause you and I are about the same age. Yeah. I love eighties and nineties music. I fucking love nineties country music. Mm -hmm.
Speaker: It is, it is, that is, that is my world. And Garth Brooks is one of my favorite goddamn singers of all time. I'll do a whole ass Garth Brooks show, just so you guys know. Oh shit. What is that? Going into pieces? Dude, I have, I literally, on my dresser right here, I literally have, I am the biggest Garth Brooks fan. I know every Garth Brooks song word for word. I have every Garth Brooks album.
Speaker: I don't even, I can just fucking play Garth Brooks in the background. I don't even have the ball video. I know every, I know everything by Garth Brooks. He is my number. When, when, when people ask me who's your favorite artist of all time and it's not genre specific, it's Garth Brooks. See mine is Beryl and Manson. And that's the difference between you and I. And that's what makes this fun, right?
Speaker: Hmm. No, I, and I, and I, and I can, and I can, and I can make a playlist. I can make six different playlist off of Garth Brooks songs. And you know what's funny? Because you say Garth Brooks and I don't think I would be crazy far off from knowing what you're going to play because Garth Brooks is such a mega artist.
Speaker: that I think I would know for the most part what you're gonna play and I could kind of sing it in my head. So I could be a part of the stream and be like, okay, I could jam to this. What was it? The album Going Into Pieces is the last I remember of me
Speaker: kind of caring about Garth Brooks. And my opinion is when Garth Brooks is kind of in the know. But I mean, what do I know? 100 % I don't know when Garth Brooks was relevant or irrelevant, but for me,
Speaker: Relevant was going into pieces But that was an amazing album No, it's it's a fucking I've seen Garth Brooks what three times in Congress
Speaker: That's just his music. The only downfall of Kirk Brooks is. He's slightly woke, right? No, he's no, he's not. Well, he's just so woke.
Speaker: No, he's not. No, no, no, no, no. He's just so full of them. God damn self that you cannot go on YouTube and look up you. You have to have a subscription and pay for I don't know if it's Spotify or what it is to actually listen to fucking Garth Brooks music. Oh, that's like the Metallica Garth Brooks. Yeah. If you go onto YouTube like using the chat, dropping the
Speaker: emojis leggy so it's it's it's a pain in the ass that's what i said if i did a garth brook show it would literally just me be uh playing it in the background and cranking it up um i turn up my mic off because you can't find garth brooks anywhere interesting
Speaker: That's the only downfall. I remember being in, let's say 92, maybe 91, 92. When, when did in pieces come out for Garth Brooks? Um,
Speaker: Now I don't fucking listen to Garth Brooks. You, you got me fucked up. I'm supposed to get up at seven o 'clock in the morning to take, you got me fucked up. So I'm blaming you. No, you got me fucked up. Cause now I want to fucking go put Garth Brooks in the CD player out in the living room. So let's blame each other. Uh, came out in 1993.
Speaker: What? It was the first 1993. Okay. So 93 is 94 is when I got into Marilyn Manson. So that would be a Marilyn Manson, um, smells like teen spirit or smells like, Oh gosh, smells like children. Um, so, so I went directly from country to hardcore rock, I guess.
Speaker: which is really funny because whenever Metallica Black Album came out is when I was like okay I might be interested in rock and then I think Metallica Black Album came out then Garth Brooks and the pieces then Marilyn Manson came out then I was like okay I'm definitely into rock as well like because I was young because I was born in 82
Speaker: Rock is what I'm into. Country is just kind of like a side note. What is bed? You don't even know what bed is. I'm talking to Chad or you're talking to me. Lady. We don't, we don't work. Yeah.
Speaker: She's great. She said, are we drinking? I said, I mean, I am. I have been drinking since like two o 'clock. So that Garth Brooks in pieces album has one of my actually in pieces is I'm not a country, whatever enthusiast. That is an amazing album.
Speaker: The album has two of my favorite Garth Brooks songs on it of all time. Hold on, hold on. Before you say anything else, does Thunder Rose? What? What is it? Thunder... Thunder Rolls is not on in pieces. Okay. No, you're not going to know these songs and probably most other people will not know these songs. Mm -hmm.
Speaker: But my one, the one song on that album that I fucking love. It's one of my favorite songs ever by Garth Brooks. It's called red strokes. I'm sure I heard of it 10 times because I actually bought the CD. Hold on a second. I don't know the song I thought, man, besides low places. That's my damn theme song. Well,
Speaker: Blame it all on my roots. I showed up in boots. It ruined your black tie affair. Last one to know. Last one to show. I was the last one you thought you'd see there.
Speaker: And I saw the surprise and fear in his ass when I took your glass of champagne. I toasted you said, honey, we may be. Absolutely. Absolutely. That was, I'm a rock and roll.
Speaker: 100 % rock and roll guy, but that is the very first CD I ever bought was Garth Brooks in pieces. The second, hold on, the first tape, and this is kind of saying my age, the first tape I ever bought was a Metallica, Metallica the day it released on tape.
Speaker: Shit at this point, we're old, right? Because we're between CDs and tapes. We're old. We're old. I'm 41, you're what, 42? You're what?
Speaker: I'm 22. Okay. Well, we say what we say. I'm 41. I don't care to admit. I came out at the same time as I was in middle school when pieces came out. I was in elementary school when Metallica Metallica Black Album came out and my very first ever
Speaker: Anything that I ever bought musical was Metallica Metallica, and it was tape. It was fucking amazing. To me, Metallica Metallica is the standard, right? Metallica, Inter Sandman, Metallica, Sad But True, it holds up to - I don't like Metallica at all.
Speaker: And then that's cool. I'm a mega death. I'm a mega death and iron maiden all day long. Metallica is a fucking sellout. Metallica, uh, bag of death, a Sabbath true, uh, Metallica, uh, more note, shit. Sorry if I'm drinking.
Speaker: Um, Megadeth, uh, peace sells, but who's buying 100 % is fucking correct. But I liked, I liked the old school Metallica. Like I loved, uh, like injustice for all and the justice for all master puppets. The black album was great. Yeah. Black album was fantastic. Once you learn how big a douche bags Metallica are. Oh, there's fucking these bags.
Speaker: But first and foremost, I'm a mega death guy all day long. And then you see Dave Mustaine, this tiny little ginger Catholic son of a bitch just getting out, man.
Speaker: and singing some of the most crazy songs out there. Not only did he sing crazy songs, but he sang it like accurately, right? Like peace sells, but who's buying, right? That even, that even like is today peace sells, but who is buying the peace? No one is buying the peace.
Speaker: like at all. People only want to buy a war. And one of my favorite songs by Megadeth. I love this goddamn song. It's a French title. And I know I'm probably going to butcher this, but it's a tout le monde. And translates into English just set me free. And it sounds
Speaker: Like a suicide note. Okay. Okay. So kind of like, um, like a blink one 82 song, but so like, so, so like the opening, the opening chorus goes, don't remember where I was. I realized life was gone. The more seriously I took things, the harder rules became.
Speaker: I had no idea what it costs. My life passed before my eyes. I found out how little I accomplished all my plans denied. So as you read this, my friends, I'd love to stay with you all. Please smile when you think of me. My body's gone. That is all. A tout the Monday. And again, I'm not French and I know I'm butchering this
Speaker: I tout miss a miss Jevos a minute, a may J. Dos parte. These are the last words I'll ever speak and they'll set me free. Yeah, that that's, that's pretty tough to take kind of like Adam song from blink one 82.
Speaker: Do you, do you physically know like blink 182 Adam song? Yeah, Adam song. I like blink 182. Yeah. Like that's pretty tough to take. Like if you sit there and listen to the words, Adam song, like, like that, that should make you sad. Like,
Speaker: Hearing that song being sung and knowing that that person committed suicide and and saying all those words Like that song that you just read should make you sad. Yeah, exactly. Yep, so Find out
Speaker: So eight most thing later clarified the meaning is not a suicide song. When people have a loved one that dies and the end is a bad note, they wish they could have said something to them. So this is the way for the deceased to say something to them before they go on. It was my impression of what I would like to say to people if I had three seconds to do a sound bite before I die.
Speaker: I would say to the entire world, to all my friends, I love you all. Now I must go. These are my last words I'll ever speak and they will set me free. And that's what it translates into English. The, what he says in France or in France. What's really funny about, um, mega death is they say everything that Metallica didn't write. Hmm.
Speaker: because the guy from Megadeth was a part of Metallica. And you get into what Metallica was going to be into what Megadeth is. And it's just a different style of singing what makes you kind of either venture towards Megadeth or venture towards Megadeth.
Speaker: Um, like peace sells is, but who is buying? I mean fucking political ass song. I mean, he is 100 % right. Peace sells. Everybody's buying peace, but at the same time, nobody's buying peace. Everybody wants peace, but nobody's buying it. But peace sells as who is buying. Everybody's buying war, right?
Speaker: The fucking dude nailed it in Megadeth. Dave killed it. But at the end of the day, I'm a Metallica fan before a Megadeth fan. But at the end of the day, kind of Megadeth kind of hits more of those points than Metallica. I don't know.
Speaker: You know, we're, we're getting off on, you know, kind of nineties, eighties rock compared to country. And I know this is a country, uh, segment, so I don't want to go too far off and like, he's right. Right. Boys. I really need to head to bed. Have a great rest of your night. You're more of a music fan than you give yourself credit for.
Speaker: I am an asshole music fan because I am so specific of what I like because the songs I like is so specific. It's like you can say I'm a huge Marilyn Manson fan, right? I'll go ahead and say it to everybody in the show. I like Marilyn Manson. I'm a huge Marilyn Manson fan. But what people like in Marilyn Manson, I don't like in Marilyn Manson. Like I like worship your wreck.
Speaker: Blood and Honey, Man That You Fear, things that is a little bit offbeat, even though Man That You Fear had a music video, like a little bit of things that are offbeat that have actual freaking meaning to the actual song. Like Man That You Fear has a meaning into his grandfather.
Speaker: which I know, man, that your fear has a big meaning to it. And maybe a lot of people like it, but they may not necessarily like the meaning. They might not necessarily know the meaning. I've been a fan of Marilyn Manson since 1994. I'm 41. I don't care to admit that.
Speaker: I grew up all through the Korn Air, Manson Air, Tool Air, all that. I am a huge Marilyn Manson fan. I've actually seen Marilyn Manson in concert. I've seen Tool. The only band I have not seen is Power Man 5000 in a perfect circle that I want to see and I very seriously doubt I will ever see. Other than that, I've seen every band I want to see in concert.
Speaker: I'm a fan of music, but there's so limited music that I enjoy that I have a tendency to listen to either a podcast, which is nonsensical nonsense, or I listen to sports talk radio. I used to listen to a lot of
Speaker: So there's a lot of sports talk radio, but here's the thing first and foremost I'm smarter than them. I know more about sports than they do
Speaker: Second of all, it is literally, if you listen to a, you know, like a ESPN radio or an AM sports talk radio, it is literally the same regurgitated bullshit. 100 % agree. All day long. And it's what kills me about like certain people who do a fantasy football podcast. You're not doing anything other than fucking reading from the internet. You goofy bastards.
Speaker: There's a reason why nobody watches your fantasy football podcast because you're, you have no knowledge of the game. You have no knowledge of the players. I couldn't agree more. You could listen to ESPN getting your local radio station. Yeah. I've got people who said they want to do a fantasy football show and I'm like, all right, well, let's fucking do it.
Speaker: I don't have to be there if you don't want me to be there. I'll be there if you want me to be there, but let's fucking do it. But because I want to do it with those. I want to do a fantasy football or a football show or a sports show with those guys because they're actually fucking sports fans and they know what they're talking about. They're not because I want to see a sports radio show on nonsensical nonsense.
Speaker: It doesn't have to be team specific, right? I want to see sports. And I tried it and I tried to do football and then fantasy football in college on Mondays. Yeah. And I kind of, I kind of know what happened there. But there's only so much you can do by yourself. Correct.
Speaker: You know what I mean? And, and, and, and also, you know, I don't want to bore people with three hours of me talking. Now granted last Monday, we legit did like two hours of me talking about Monday night interesting on Monday night football.
Speaker: But I don't know how nonsensical nonsense, not saying Glick, but nonsensical nonsense doesn't have a sports. I've got guys out there. I've got a title for a show. I've got a show ready to go, man. I do understand how nonsensical nonsense does not have a sports night because I am fucking down for it. I've got guys and I've got a guy who wants to do a sports show with me.
Speaker: I'm in the chat typing. Yeah. Even though I don't know shit about your team or their team or blah, blah, blah, enjoy sports, right? Like, um, like, uh, like competition, right?
Speaker: That's what it's about, is the camaraderie between guys and some of it girls or females, but for most part, it's males. I enjoyed that banter that we get. I want to do something, Binge. I want to wrap this up. Yeah.
Speaker: And then I want to do something. Are you down? Are you, are you down and you're not like rushing off to bed or leaving or anything like that? God damn, it's 11 .37 at night. Okay. Well, I do have to travel to North Carolina in the morning, but I'm cool for a little bit. Have Mrs. Drive. I want to drop this down. Yep. Dance with me for a second. I'm willing to, you hold me or I'll hold you. I'll leave.
Speaker: How about 50 50? Okay, I can do that. You grab my lower back at the beginning, then I grab your lower back. Yeah, yeah. We'll shift. Okay. So I want to wrap this up. I want to wrap this up. I want to do this. And I'm going to play this song more than once. I love it. This kind of wraps me up in a nutshell. Thank you guys for listening to the Glitch House of Music. We were all over the place tonight. It became a whole ass full fucking show.
Speaker: I hope you guys enjoyed it. You can find this show everywhere you find nonsensical nonsense. Nonsensical nonsense will be back tomorrow night. 7 PM ish. Jeff and I will be here. Jarvis will be here. He says he's going to be here. Benji may or may not be here. We'll see what happens and doors open so we don't know who's going to join us. Do appreciate you guys listening and hopefully you enjoyed it.
Speaker: an extended version of Glick's house of music. This is way extended version. This is like 90 plus hours, but you know, we were doing breakups. We were doing relationships or going through the emotions and I'm gonna play this song again, but this is kind of me in my nutshell and my twenties. This is chase Beckham and the song is called 23.
Speaker: Simple as my mama said when I was very young She told me not to worry son, one day you'll be someone
Speaker: Simple as my mama said when I was very young She told me not to worry son, one day you'll be someone But here I am at 21, loaded as a stagecoach shotgun I'm sorry mama, please don't look at me
Speaker: When I got to Oklahoma, I was seventeen My papa taught me how to work and Lord, he was me Working all day and night, August heatin' He taught me how to fish, my uncle taught me how to drink Well, I went to California and I had me a band And we played in all the bars in all the southern lands We played all night and we drank for free All of my boys and me
Speaker: Now I'm 23 and there ain't nobody who can drink like me Soon I'll be 24 and the Lord knows that I can't drink no more, I know
Speaker: You sober by twenty -four Well, I had a girl who loved me the whole damn time Man, I drank my whiskey and she drank wine Soon my bottle was too much to come for me
Speaker: And we sit on the river and we fish all day And we drive across the country, let the radio play Seven damn years, I never thought she'd leave Now I'm 23, I ain't nobody who can drink like me Soon I'll be 24, and the Lord knows that I can't drink no more I know I should've taken it slow
Speaker: Simple as my mama said when I was very young
Speaker: Told me not to worry, son One day you'll be someone But here I am at twenty -one Exploded as a stagecoach shotgun Sorry, mama Please don't look at me
Speaker: Now I'm 23 and nobody drink like me. I'm biased out on the floor sobering 24. I love that song and I'm going to continue to play that song on this show because I was 24 years old and I found my sobriety. Well, that's good.
Speaker: It was when my oldest daughter was born. That's awesome. That was my end all be all hit the wall right before she was born. That's amazing. So that song is going to be a mainstay. That might be the closer. I don't know. That might be the closure for the show. Anywho, thank you guys for listening. Thank you guys for hanging out.
Speaker: Uh, this is like a super sized version of blix house of music, lots of music, lots of conversation with my man binge. My man's getting more and more comfortable on camera. He's getting more and more comfortable with the conversation. I love it. I love it. Um,
Speaker: If you guys aren't already, go ahead and check out nonsensical nonsense podcast. That's where you're going to find everything that is Glick's house of music. Not only that, but you're also going to find the nonsensical nonsense podcast, all the social media, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, uh, tick sock, uh, YouTube, Twitch, a Spotify, all that jazz Spotify, everybody listen to podcasts. It's all nonsensical nonsense podcast. We are creating a network.
Speaker: We're creating a network for people to come and do their thing and be who they are and put their shit out there for you guys. That's awesome. Glick's House of Music will be back next Friday night. And I have to say that you guys are in the store for a little bit of a treat because the cool thing about Glick's House of Music is
Speaker: you guys get to learn and see a different side of me that you guys may not have ever known about me and how much my love of music affects me as who I am as a person. Where I stand as a whole and everything like that and the music I love. And now I have, you see, I do these shows and then as I'm doing these shows, I get all these ideas.
Speaker: I'm going to get really judged down the road because next week's going to be one thing, but then down the road, I'm really going to get judged because I'm going to do Glick's guilty pleasures. Ooh. Uh, yep. And I'm in, and Nicki got to kind of see that side of me the last two trips to PA and she was like, you're really listening to some gay ass music. Dude, I love gay ass music and I'm willing to judge gay ass music.
Speaker: But no, I do appreciate y 'all. Listen, I do appreciate y 'all hanging out. Hopefully you enjoyed the show. Hopefully you enjoyed the music. Hopefully you enjoyed the conversation in between the music with my guy, Benj and I. Benj, don't go nowhere. Dance with me. I'm going to do a little something -something. My hands are on my ass. We don't know what's going on. We're just dancing and enjoying life. But no.
Speaker: Like I said, I'll be back tomorrow for any of some nonsensical nonsense with my name, Jeff Jarvis demon will be joining us. Maybe Benji will be there. Who know who knows who else will be there because it is Saturday night. Is it open door challenge? In the meantime, check out all these other pocket, check out, check out Benji games too on Twitch. Check out Jarvis demon. Check out radio.
Speaker: What is fire house, firehouse, firehouse, you know, a lady does mixtape. She does jukebox fury. She does the documentaries fireman rich. If you're up right and early on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, check out my man fireman rich. However, fireman rich, you really started to dance a thin line because
Speaker: You're you're never in the comments and I don't want to hear that you're asleep because you spent three hours With a group of fucking losers tonight and their comments the whole fucking night They literally put two shows together and they couldn't do what I do solo But you were there the whole time That's why I said you want to talk about support everybody support support support support support
Speaker: but y 'all ain't gonna take that support from somebody else. You ain't gonna support anybody else. It is what it is. Thank you guys for hanging out. I'll see you tomorrow night, assholes. I might see you tomorrow afternoon, to be honest with you. I might be online playing some Call of Duty, maybe some Madden, maybe, I don't know. I'll be playing something. Pew, pew, pew, pew, pew, pew, pew. Is that that new cow map?
Speaker: Yeah. Fucking love new town. Who doesn't love new town? I love new town. Yeah. All right, guys. Much love. Peace out. Let's wrap that bad boy up.
