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feeling that I got after, um, which I still get from working out. Um, it really helps calm my mind. Um, but then I started to be slowly opened up to the philosophical um way of being in yoga. And I think I knew at some level I needed meditation, even though I really hated it and, um you know, still struggle with it um because sitting and being still and doing nothing is hard for me. um But I find that that sitting and doing nothing and being in myself is what's essential for me. to balance out my more um frenetic nature and particularly my frenetic mind. um So, yeah, I think that, you know, I was attracted to Al probably because he's the exact opposite of it me. And, um you know, I thought, oh, if i only I like sit and meditate, I'll get some of that magic juice. And um I realized that after almost 20