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Speaker: Do you know what it's like when you wanna go cry But you can't let out all the feelings inside So you lay in your bed under blankets and hide And you let people know that you're feeling just fine And your pillow gets stained with the tears that you cried And you're praying nobody comes in and that's why And the redness is already taking your rise And you wish you could hide it but there's no disguise in it Cry, let it all out
Speaker: If I had to be completely honest with myself... I'm tired. I'm... I'm tired. and It's not a physical tired. it's It's a very, you know, it's in the soul. It's like I'm fucking tired. I'm tired of going through this shit. I'm tired of... tired of everything not working out. And I'm just like, I fucking tried. And it's a... I can't not lie and say, it's not a, it's not like you don't want to live kind of thing. It's more of a, if God were sitting across from me right now.
Speaker: there would be a part of me that would just want to go up to him and say, listen, I'm done. I'm done. I'm not. I can't do this anymore. i'm I'm just, I'm fucking physically and mentally spent and I'm done. And it's a, it's a silent battle too. Um, and it's a, it's a battle kind of hide from the world and from the people we love and the people we want to love or want to love us because Who wants a broken person? You know, it's like, if they knew, like if the people in your life knew how broken we were, like, would they stay? And then that raises the question of like, how do I fix this? Can you fix this? I don't know.
Speaker: I can't hide myself
Speaker: I don't expect you to understand I just hope I can't explain What it's like to be a man It's a lonely room And they don't care about what you know It's not about how you feel But what you provide inside that home
Speaker: Always live off to expectations you try to Please everybody while you struggle so you fake it And end up out of balance, compromising situations as a good man
Speaker: do everything he could man you might find yourself feeling all alone inside a house you built that you don't recognize as home and that's what my daddy told me and i'll tell my son the same now that i'm older i relate and i actually feel his pain he never cried he might have lied but he did not complain and he said son one day you
Speaker: I can't hide
Speaker: Keep fighting, as a man our sun is our horizon And our fathers actions play a role and we end up like em So they can't let us see them hurt, cause we'll embody what they do And start a generational curse No wonder most men are so depressed All the things that they can't express They go to war, get thrown on the shelf and go back to war with a mental health then grab that bottle and ask for help try to pull themselves out of here then fall back down and then realize that they don't have to do it themselves it's the circle of life as a man you provide they don't know what you worth till today that you're dying that's when they start crying then move on to a man you confide
Speaker: What's going on everybody? Happy Monday. Hopefully y 'all had a good weekend. Got to enjoy some nice weather and all that stuff. Hopefully, uh, the events of the weekend didn't, uh, rock you too much. I know some people were affected more than others, uh, and tune in Wednesday and I'm sure we'll talk more about that. But all in all, I hope you guys had a good weekend. Hopefully your week started off good. Welcome to men can ferment.
Speaker: We got sleepy Connor in the building.
Speaker: Jeremy, she's here as always. Hey, yo. Can you guys know me? I am Glick, the greatest host of all time. That's why I do so many shows. yeah sure that that that what it is the No, but welcome to men caring for men. Speaking of the network, if you're not already, go ahead and check out the the rest of the network. We do have shows basically seven days a week. We are a network of shows, not a network of channels where we just do the same show day in and day out. You actually have a little variety spice. What is it? Spice is the variety of life or something. Is that how it goes? So we allow like yeah we like to change it up around here on Mondays. It's been caring for men.
Speaker: right here with the three of us. You should know that by now. We're talking men's mental health. Tuesdays is changing to Glick's House of Music, starting on the 5th of August. um But in the meantime, Glick's House of Music will still be on Fridays. Wednesdays is what the fuck news, if it's in the news. and
Speaker: Makes you say what the fuck we're going to talk about it. Thursdays is the soon to be coming, I think starting next Thursday. Whose argument is anyways hosted by the one and only blaze. Make sure you guys tune into that. It'll be. We'll just just to shorten it and make it sweet. It'll be a nonsensical debate show. That is the brainchild of Blaze. It'll be fun. It's comedy -based ah debates, nothing serious, all all fun and and good humor. Friday nights, like I said, for the meantime, it still clicks out some music, but beginning August 2nd, the guy right there, right there, over there beside me,
Speaker: uh sports unplugged with jeremiah that we're doing this show um which we're all looking forward to and saturday as you guys know is nonsensical nonsense it is unhinged unapologetic we like to hang out we like to have fun it's six hours of just basically we let the inmates take over for the asylum for six hours on saturday nights we do it we call it the open door challenge where we invite anybody and everybody to come up and hang out with us. Whether you love us or you hate us or you've never even heard of us and you just stumble upon us for the first time, and you're like, hey, I could go on there and hang out with these guys. That'll be a good time. yeah We encourage you.
Speaker: And Sundays, as I said, Jeff's garage is moving to Sundays, I think starting this Sunday. So moving forward, Jeff showed Jeff's garage, Jeff and Benji, but fits in the car and it's got a motor. and
Speaker: They're gonna talk about it pretty much basically Anywho you can find all those shows Across the board on all the social medias Facebook Instagram X Twitter you can tune in live on Facebook YouTube and Twitch throughout the week
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Speaker: is enter talked up um All right, what is going on? I forgot. I forgot that the new X thing happened ah Saturday. And you have to be a premium subscriber on X to enjoy X live or to use X live. which I was looking at it and it's surprisingly relatively cheap. So we may or may not, I don't want the blue check mark or anything like that, but I do enjoy going live on X. Um, but it's surprisingly cheap. I think it was like, I think it was like 10 bucks or four bucks, five bucks a month. So we might, we might look into that. We'll, we'll, we'll discuss that and see what everybody's opinions is because I do enjoy going live on X and I know we get, uh,
Speaker: we get some love over there on X. But in the meantime, is that you suck. In the meantime, I put the link for YouTube and X and then people can still find this on YouTube. They don't come here for you anyways, Connor. They're here for me. but it is i like her start with We like to start to, I'm really thinking about blocking that camera guy. Yeah, he's really not good for our mental health. He's really just massive douche. Well, you know, not only is he not good for my mental health, but I feel like Glick is not good for half the people's mental health, especially Connors. I'm not here. I'm not here for anybody else's mental health, but my own son are what's bad for my mental health. That's what that's what's bad. Yeah. mental keep Keep telling yourself that sleep hamron or camera and keep it up. I'll deal with you in September.
Speaker: ah Careful, it's all fun and games till you find a white sticky substance on your pillow. yeah cameron Cameron's gonna come see me in September and he's gonna find himself back in a familiar place. Team Ramrod. but back furs little boy
Speaker: but anyways, we like to start to show out every week with a ah little weekly bro check. You know what? We're going to call it the weekly bro check. I'm sure it's been used before. I don't really care. That's what we're going to call it here and that's basically I'll find out where you're sitting and be awake in your car. Eat in your car. Shit in your car. Everything's going to be in your car. Yeah, that's what we can call the cage. It's your car. Cameron's in his car, ladies and gentlemen. But anyways, like we we we call it the weekly bro check around here. i'm sure every I'm sure there's been other people that use it. We like to start to show and check in on everybody and see how their week, previous week before went and how everything's going. So we're going to go ahead and start. Jarvis gets a little long window. We'll start with Jaravicii.
Speaker: jety cheese let's go We haven't seen you in like a week. So, you know, how have you been? jevici What do you mean? You haven't seen me in a week. I was on here for 2 seconds tops. The whole time. Yeah. forgot You came up Saturday night, not because you are forgettable, but because boys was having a really good time Saturday. oh Trust me halfway through that Saturday night. It's a good thing. I didn't stay. Cause usually what happens when some people are in there and you know, they always got to get into fight with everyone else. So wow i bo you miss that you know sometimes sometimes yeah so I didn't miss out. It's fucking ridiculous. And like I said, you know,
Speaker: and that's not here and we're Now we're asking you about how your week week has started i god but um How has my week but oh god here comes jeff holy shit jesus christ you know he's going as bad as you are leave him there he's leaving As bad as you are fucking like where you have to be on everyone's show, you know Friday when I start Friday I just thought I'd pop in. When I when I start Friday's show, then fucking all of a sudden Glick's gonna be like, hey Jarvis, I have to be on here now. I know I don't and I and I and I won't unless you ask me to. Trust me, I'm trying to I'm trying to I'm trying to cut back on shows. So, you know, I'm just bored. I'm the same way. I'm just bored today. Yeah, once we get Connor healthy, this is your guy's baby. I'm out.
Speaker: Yeah, I won't even watch. good Validation, people only watch for me. yeah Shit, I won't. The two stooges of the network are not going to watch. ah Sure. What are you going to do? job asshole mar i said my peace fly um i'm I'm doing pretty good. Just been busy with just yeah mental health shit in general and also getting started with, you know, getting in that mindset of the whole sports show.
Speaker: you know, which you can check out, you know, it's called Sports Unplugged with Jarvis. I'm surprised we didn't try to do Jervisci, you know, that would have been different. But, you know, we tried, we couldn't spell it is. But here's the thing, you know, August 2nd, that new sports show is going to come out. I'm already getting into that mindset, you know, ah doing my first script of the show. But, you know, it should be interesting. ah But other than that, been pretty good. ah Making sure that, you know, Connor hasn't, you know, fallen off the earth or, you know, said, fuck it, you know. Yeah. Well, I mean, he tried to do it this last weekend. He just, you know, missed. now Apparently you can't kill yourself by nutting in your own face. But, but you know, Connor, how are you doing? No, but he really wants to know the answer to that question. Sure, they do.
Speaker: They're taking bed. Brian's ghost once more has appeared. I know, right? yeah That's AI. They got a great internet connection in hell. I'm just saying. oh it's That's not the ghost of Brian. That's AI, Brian. I set up a whole AI so that their show last week was all AI. The guest was real, but the show was AI. What are you going to do? RIP Mark and Brian. We can figure that one out. open business
Speaker: You know, I had to I had to give their I had to give their two fans something that they could still watch. ah So with with Mark and Brian, you know, being in that horrible accident no longer with us on, you know, I had to think fast and get to work on and an AI show. Let's see what happens. I had to get it you right. Right. yeah ya I had to, uh, had to get that AI show going for him. But, uh, you know, like I said, gone, but not forgotten. We rest in peace to our good friends down in Florida. was an unfortunate Glick has like a picture of gri for them sending good vibes and and lots of love to their family. See Brian, that's why you don't fuck with machete.
Speaker: like mate
Speaker: you're going to say it with an accident. Say it right. carter You know, every everything out outside of out you were you saying at the beginning of the show, you can't take or do anything? So, they told me on Friday that I have to stop taking all of my pain medications 10 days prior to my surgery. Is that Uh, I don't know, but I'm not stopping them. They can fucking work. I'm getting stoned the night before, if not an hour before. Agreed. I'd be stoned right now if I was you. I mean, I'm sure you are. I'm, I'm not. And that's why I'm fucking, I'm about to screw my son through a fucking wall earlier. Did they say why? Is it like the anesthesia or something? No, because they want me to come in at a baseline.
Speaker: and then so stuff my have my little thing, have my little fucking cutsy whatsy done, wake up, and then they're gonna give me their pain medication and then slowly wean me off of it. Yeah. Heard that before. Yeah, they're gonna wean me off of it and send me home with fucking 45 ,000 pills. They're gonna wean you all right. Well, I mean, that's ah that's that's unfortunate downside with surgery and shit like that is, you know, with the painkillers and. We have the epidemic of people getting addicted to prescription narcotics, which we you which we all know is not not a not a not a yeah you know, I. I grew up with a parent that was addicted to prescription drugs, so.
Speaker: Yeah. It's not a fun, it's not a fun, it's not a fun cycle to watch. The only, the only problem that I have is cause I don't take narcotics on a consistent basis, but the medications that I do take, I get withdrawal symptoms from when I stopped taking them because my body's so used to having it. It's, it's yeah obviously grown a tolerance. Yeah. yeah Well, I don't really get a dopamine hit from it, but it's it's like all of a sudden something's removed from your diet that you had for X amount of years, right? So you're gonna be either craving it or you're gonna be really pissed that you don't have it. And in my case, not only am I a little pissed that I can't take my normal medications, I'm pissed because I'm also in a significantly noticeable amount of pain that I'm not normally in.
Speaker: Yeah. It's, it's something as simple. I mean, even like, even like caffeine, you know, people who, who drink, uh, coffee in the morning or, or a pop like, like I do, you know, I, I've started to drink less and less pop over the last month, month and a half, something like that. And the first couple of weeks, you know, it was, you got those, you get those caffeine headaches and whatnot. because it just like So it's, you know, I'm used to drinking, five, six pops a day, you know, 12 ounce cans. And now I'm drinking like two a day and drinking a fuck ton more water. Um, to the point where if I don't have like, this is my second glass of water today, but I was at work today and I was about midway through work and I hadn't had any, I had, I was drinking a Pepsi. I hadn't had any water, man. I felt so goddamn dehydrated, but I had to go, well, I got a cup at work.
Speaker: I had to go fill that thing up and I drank in about 1 .09 seconds. And it was just, just so it hit the fucking spot because I was just like, god man, why am I, uh, you know, but now after, after, but you know, you start to. So hopefully you'll slowly wean yourself. Hopefully you'll need the medication for very long once you get to surgery. Hopefully everything goes well. That's the hope. So typically the pain that's going to come along with it is going to last anywhere between like two weeks to a month and a half. And then my, everything's going to calm down. And then my, my,
Speaker: Spine's gonna start growing that new bone and that pain shouldn't be there anymore It's just gonna be pain from like the muscles and everything being spread apart You know, they're cranking my spine apart and everything like that So that's really the only pain that i'm gonna have post surgery is from the surgery itself Not necessarily the pain that i'm having right now I'll still be on like my nerve medication because my my leg is a whole different situation technically but the the the
Speaker: yeah jeff go ten days without a cigarette Yeah, I would see how many people you're going to start. I was going to say we're going to we're going to start seeing news from Mexico about everybody in the neighborhood in Cancun coming down with broken arms. Yeah, that 36 hours was hell boy. I know I ain't playing that game. So but anyway. Yeah, hopefully surgery and everything like that will. Will go well and. You'll be somewhat.
Speaker: I mean, physically back to normal. Yeah. It's normal as normal could be pain wise. and Yeah, that's, that's the, that's, that's the, that's the big thing is just hopefully getting rid of some of that pain. And, uh, of course daycare and, and, and shit, we're still trying to figure that out. All the options are mind blowing. It's like $300, $300 a day to send my three kids to somebody else's house who already watches eight other kids. So you're telling me that one person's going to watch 11 kids. They do it. They do it all the time. But isn't there, isn't there a rule? Like when you have a daycare for every X amount of kids, you have to have one adult. That's that's what I thought. That's what I thought. But either way, that doesn't i mean we just movies taught us anything. Daddy Daycare did that.
Speaker: I just. Sounds like you're not really going to be watching my kid. You're just going to be playing referee. Yeah, that but yeah that's that's that's the thing that childcare is so. but ridiculously or price anymore anyways oh yeah ah but Well, Jeff, you're **** here. So, guess what? What's going on in here? How was your week? How's everything going with you, man? I spent, I spent the morning arguing with my internet company because I paid it at three o 'clock in the morning and by noon, it was still wasn't on. So, I, I called him up and argued with them and then I was like, I have a **** receipt. I paid this ****
Speaker: And they're like, we don't see, I said, well, here you go. And I sent it off to him. And then they called me. your like You don't have internet. How are you going to? Exactly. And I and they called me like two hours later, like you need to pay your bill. I said, motherfucker, I just had this argument. And other than that, you know, new business ventures starting um hopefully soon. Basically the same. up Well, it's basically the the job I was going to take tomorrow or Wednesday. ah I found another company that will do the same thing, but I get to do it from home. So good news, you know, and for more money, no less. The only issue is, and it's not really an issue if you do the math, the the company I was going to go work with, they were like, we'll give you a salary. And I did the math and I was like, so the government might travel to get back and forth.
Speaker: Yeah. So ah hopefully that goes well. um Other than that, that's about it. I started to watch season the new season of The Boys, and I can't get into it. And it's pissing me off. It's like seriously slow and boring. And I'm like, so bring back hero gas on, man. Some are bad to start in season two, so. No, but like. ah and what else uh i did watch uh yeah i've been watching a little bit of the tv lately i i did watch all three of the takings and wow the third one is just sorry you guys question that yeah the second one was good the third one i was like nobody's taken after a while you just wonder if he's just a horrible human being in general or just a horrible no no the third one he gets set up for his ex -wife's murder
Speaker: Yeah. And I got so bored during the movie, I started playing on TikTok, so I don't know what the fuck. Who did it? I was like, this is fucking crap, man. look Oh, look, TikTok's got something. Dun, dun, dun. The daughter did it from the first one. She got tired of her fucking mother. No, it's the apparently the stepdad, which is a different guy from the first movie. yeah Like nobody's going to fucking notice an old guy to a new younger guy that's ugly. Apparently not. What I had somehow oh, um, did you I'm doing show prep Sunday, you know Benji and I are Shooting videos back and forth to some uh, there's some developments in the car world. So I'm excited Nice. Yeah, you guys will be a raptor beater You guys will be starting your your new Schedule this other There will not actually be a show tomorrow night, but all that's
Speaker: It's it's it's growing pains everybody who's Tuesdays will be vacant for a couple weeks and I've already got it gets lined up for my first Thursday show. So there's that So well, we have two guests. We're trying to find spaces Huh? You said Thursday Tuesday who's He said to yeah said Tuesday i just want on my My first Tuesday, my first Tuesday show, I already have a guest lined up. I got two more guests to wrap up the end of the month on Friday. And then and I got a guest for, I think August 5th will be my first Tuesday show, so. Okay. um Well.
Speaker: think Fingers crossed I have a guest on the 26th. He's got MIA. Answer your question, Rip. Yes and no. I basically started my own company doing the same thing. like so Take that as ah you will.
Speaker: ahin gone ah With everything that's going on, well,
Speaker: but Would like to say some of my stressors are are lifted, but I still have some stress with the the network stuff still but most of it's most of it's alleviated and then like personal stuff that I've been dealing with that's starting to Get a little bit easier as well. So Thank God last week kind of last couple weeks have been kind of hectic as hell for me I'm trying not to completely lose my shit and not be an absolute fucking dickhead terrorist, I guess you could say. But already. Sorry.
Speaker: I'm just not a terrorist. I'm a dickhead. I'm an asshole. I'm just not like terrorist, like terrorist level where I want to just watch the fucking world burn. And that's where I was getting to the last few weeks was like, I just want to set this bitch on fire and watch everything around me burn. i like g like you have the right to remain silent use it yeah before you say anything you make right just smoke like that to beat my asshole but jeff can can recite the miranda writes in spanish
Speaker: take no no it's just a lot of a lot of other i had a lot of the the the personal and this that quote un quote unquote network related so you know a little bit better i blame steve ah ah your stress i don't know why like share saw i say blazing for pester and me weigh too much One person not pestering anyone yeah, let's let's just go after him
Speaker: No, please, please. We were talking today about a few things regarding his new show. And it was like, click if I'm pestering you too much, just let me know and I'll hit Jeff up. I was like, no, and i'm here I told you guys, you know, I'm here to help. I, whatever you need from me, just let me know. I got you. here but I mean the trips back and forth to the rest stop because I told blazing if he keeps making suggestions and coming up with ideas and stuff like that, I was going to have to smack him on his Peter. I think he's doing it on purpose at this point. one that peters That's getting a little costly. I don't know if you guys have seen the gas the price or price of gas lately, but driving back and forth. That's why you meet at a gas station. I get it. yeah Two things. out oh
Speaker: I'm trying to adjust my computer here. What's that? The new teams or whatever? Yeah. What about it? Can we get some more? Yeah, maybe next time you guys come back, we'll get some.
Speaker: ah but We've had some of the drawers of the cheese, and I suppose if they're still good. i I didn't even know we had any in there. ah or So I have no idea. Um, so that's, uh, that's a plus that's a benefit. Uh, it's, it's easy. It's easy to say you, you know, to say you have a network when you do the same show three, four times a week and that's all it is. And you're just on a bunch of platforms. It's an actual network of shows is not all it's cracked up. No, it isn't.
Speaker: We do have a variety of a different show every night of the week. It's a, it's, it's a, what are we up to seven, seven hosts or seven members? Seven shows. sort shows but that what do you What are you doing? Who me? No, the dog. Oh no, I'm next to my computer. It's, it's sits in a way that's weird. wow and Because my screen's broken.
Speaker: and here And also, we're changing shows up a little bit. We're trying to stick to a time frame and stuff like that as well, which has never been something that we do. Yeah, that's great at. Yeah, right? Yes, I know. You're having issues with your... Yeah, I know. You're a good streamer. Calm down. ah um But tonight, you know ah we were we were gonna talk about like letting go moving forward, um releasing the negativity and and and and and and not always being so negative about everything in life.
Speaker: everything and anything and and starting to move forward and it'll actually and actually allowing the healing process to begin when it comes to our our mental health. And this is only going to be spoken from personal experience, not that we're educated or anything like that. And not everybody has reached that stage, particularly on this show. Um, which is fine because you and my problems. It's called a process. It's called a journey. It's, it's part of, it's part of going through it. ah So we're going to take a real quick break and then we're going to come back and we're going to get into that. All right. So with that being said, unfortunately, stringers having a little bit of issues tonight. So we're you guys are going to have to listen to something you probably already heard before, but otherwise.
Speaker: Uh, let's do a little, uh, 6am with life is beautiful. We back here in just a few minutes and we're going to get right into the meat and the potatoes of the competition.
Speaker: You can't live until you die You can't learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can't breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you're the joke There's nothing like a funeral To make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your lies that no one will cry?
Speaker: I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't There's nothing like a trail of blood To find your way back home I was waiting for my first What came next was so much worse It took a funeral
Speaker: And see that life is beautiful Will you swim on your line? And no one will cry
Speaker: Just open your eyes, just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your life that no one will cry?
Speaker: And welcome back to main camera man everybody here Mental health Monday if you will Here on the nonsensical network if you're not already gone check us out We are like I said everywhere on all the social medias you can hang out with us live on YouTube Facebook and twitch throughout the week Get in the chatters box get involved. We encourage it and We won't put you in time out for saying bad words and we won't block you because you're new and we don't know who y 'all We encourage you guys to be here and we encourage you guys to partake in the conversation. And you can listen to us wherever you use the Oh, the late as it were. Yeah. Oh, the nuts flavored weed. Mm hmm.
Speaker: this or simply go to bio dot link slash nonsensical nonsense cool none since you see it scrolling down there at the bottom of your screen the whole show that's got all the links for everything right there give us follow and give us a like and if you'd be so kind give us a share we greatly appreciate that as always anywho as I said tonight we're talking about letting go moving forward letting it whether it be letting go of the past letting go Excuse me letting go of the past letting go of negativity letting go of toxicity toxic people in our lives whatever it may be but letting go of that or those things and moving forward um And putting negativity behind us allowing the quote -unquote healing process to begin because in my opinion I truly believe um There's no amount of therapy
Speaker: There's no amount of therapy. There's no amount of drugs, quote unquote drugs out there um but that are going to help you actually start to heal in your mental health in your mental health journey until you yourself decide that I no longer want to carry this weight with me. I no longer want to carry this burden with me, whatever it may be. And you decide that I'm not going to waller and self -pity and and and and negativity. And that's just my opinion. I'm no expert on the matter. I'm sure there's people out there that would argue with me, but I'm also sure that 95 percent of those people that are going to argue with me are also pill pushers. but but Yeah, no, but is it? I'm sorry. The end of the day, negativity and dwelling on your past is past is like a fucking cancer.
Speaker: You know, if you because you can't change it, I don't fucking need it unless you're fucking Marty Muck and Dr. McFly or Doc Fucking Brown, you're not going to change it. So you need to, you know, run lap, rub some dirt on it, get back in the fucking gate. ah runal And it's yeah. Good to see you, buddy. Yeah, it's it's one of those things like if you don't if you sit there and think about your past all the time, You're living in the past is the worst thing you can do because you're never gonna change it Well, it's not always just living in the past but it's also just having a having a a ah Constant state where you're living in a negative mindset, right? ah You know, unfortunately our past is our past We're never gonna fully get away from it well and and not to not to intercede but but as somebody that that
Speaker: and And I'm speaking about you, sir. ah If you did not have the past you have, you would not be where you are now. Well, you know, it's that butterfly effect, you know, if and, you know, Chris and I've talked about this before, you know, and Nicki was bitching one day about how he ghosted her for a while because he decided to date a cop. Well, if he didn't have dated that cop, he wouldn't be with her today.
Speaker: Yeah, he's big, tell me. Yeah. Well, and and and, you know, and I told her that flat out. I said, you know, he had to make that one last mistake before getting on the quote unquote righteous path. You know, if, if. I know that too, Tim. Yeah. it done it's right It's, it's one of those things. and and And as far as that situation goes, and, you know, I, I got to say a mistake, obviously it's, it's, I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe everything happens for a reason. And, and there was, and and people come into our lives i for a reason. And sometimes it's to teach us a lesson. And sometimes, and and I think yeah I, there was a lesson that I needed to learn. I said, I won't say mistake. I just.
Speaker: a and I needed to learn one more lesson and and before i I could fully be focused and set in the right ah right path um and and that was being being able to put my foot down and stand up for myself and set fucking boundaries and not let people take advantage of and and and and and shit all over me because it was around that time that I started cutting the toxic people out of my life. yeah um good for you but ge you don eat much of anything in your life you're like a ninety year old dude you don't do social media don't do the internet don't watch tv don't work i don't know what the hell you do do in your work ah put alert all the time he touches he touches cars inappropriately yeah yeah you and me both buddy that does jeff
Speaker: Every now and then on his show, you'll see him behind there giving him a nice ass tap on the back. You don't want to know what's been in and Jeff's exhaust pipe. if you just after like you dont Like Tim said, you know, it's not so much, Tim said, you know, not so much living in the past. It's resentments that you harbor. He got to learn to, like I said, letting stuff go and and moving on from it, whether it be, ah you know, a failed relationship, a failed job. Well, even as simple as as you had an argument yesterday, but you're going over your head. I should have said this. I should. Who fucking cares? It was a stupid argument about some whose fucking parking spot was. You got to you got to like fuck it. That was yesterday. Today's today. You know, I mean, there's a reason why. Yeah, go ahead. To quote Kylo Ren, you're still holding on. You need to let go. And I'm I'm the shut up. I'm the Star Wars.
Speaker: Star Wars, a new the new series. like I don't know who said it. Jesus Christ. My bad. I didn't know it was some nerd movie. I'm sorry. It is. ah It is a nerd movie. And one ah honestly, worse than the prequel nerd movies. Anyway, Honor really got some fucking some certain way there. the a You're a fucking nerd. You're a fucking nerd. No one likes you.
Speaker: Sorry, that was too easy. won't get this monday night show Eventually. But I mean that that's the that's the trick of it though is is when when something either happens to you or you have a person in your life that's toxic or you have a toxic situation happen to you. ah and and you hold on to that. And I'm terrible about it. I hold grudges like the worst person in the world. And it's it's one of my biggest flaws is when something happens, it sticks in my fucking brain. And it just, it it pokes at me and pokes at me and pokes at me. And the the thing that my my
Speaker: Not really my therapist but friend that's also a therapist um Said was like I don't understand why you have such issues with just leaving it alone with like until you forgive You know that situation or that person or those people or whatever You know until you can forgive them that you'll never be able to move on um Because in my brain it my brain doesn't work that way i don't i don't I don't know why, but I completely agree when you can't release, when you can't let go of it, and I don't know about forgiveness, but you know when you can't let go of the past, it's going to control your future and your now. Well, is it is is it do you hold on to those arguments stuff because you you think you were right in that situation or or you wanted to get the better of the person or anything like that?
Speaker: I try to do that. I don't have so much issues with arguments and things like that.
Speaker: for for the most part, ah my issues are more so situational ah based on people doing wrong by others or by me or by my family and things that they obviously shouldn't have done and that other people have forgiven them for. And in my brain, I'm like, no, I don't care. They're fucking, they're evil. They're a piece of shit. They're terrible, whatever. and And my brain sticks to that. And once it's there, it's it's hard to, for me to separate. What's that? reprogram yourself so yeah yeah exactly i think i think like the arguments and shit i'm i'm almost always the first one to say you know um i' sorry like it probably wasn't as big of a deal as i was making it at the time you know you said something wrong then i said something wrong and we turned into this big oldab box
Speaker: but arguments aren't a thing for me it's just a I don't know why. I can't, I can't let it go. Nah, I just kind of fucking, I'm just like, ah, fuck it. I'd rather lose this argument than sit here and bitch for an hour. Yeah. I think, I think I thought it was how it used to be for me. You know, I, it wasn't so much the arguments. It's like, wow, really, you know, I tried to do right by you so much. And then you just on the dime did me dirty. And it was like, all right. Now I'm at the point where.
Speaker: if i get If somebody pisses me off or if I feel like somebody has done me wrong, I say my piece and then I move on from it. uh you know some people out there I like to make sure I get to continue to live in their head rent free and that's more that's just more of the asshole like it don't bother me none but I like to just say and do subtle things and make side remarks and comments that I know that I'll live in their head rent free for as long as I want to and it's more just me being sick and twisted and instead of
Speaker: you know becoming a super Yeah, I just mess with people's psyche and living their rent. Tim dropped some knowledge here. You can't always win with folks, but you can keep your side of the street clean. And that was, you know, that's, that was part of that, you know, the toxic people in my life was like, why keep you around? You're not, you're not, you're not giving, there's no benefit in having you around to my mental health. And I i say this,
Speaker: Because, yeah, I still have my bad days, but I think I'm further ahead in my journey than pretty much why I know Jarvis and Connor. And I probably would be willing to bet that I'm a little bit further ahead than Jeff is. Jeff just likes to still has that mentality of I'm just going to fucking bottle it up and then something that's been bothering me. And then all of a sudden, three months down the road, I get a phone call and it's just like and I'm like, ah hey, you go with what works for you. I'm just. just like, no, I don't want to talk about it. Five days later, I broke a dude's arm and murdered three people. Uh, I don't know what happened. like tell you now now and no in jail They don't even call me Jeff anymore. They call me waanwick and one but you know, I'm still that way. I mean, they're a little, you know yeah ah I mean, still part of the network. I'm still proud of that. You know,
Speaker: But it is a problem, you know keep bottling stuff up. Yeah, I know it's a problem I try not to do it as much But I struggle with daily, you know, it is easier said that done Wife this morning. I said these motherfuckers just called me Saying I need to pay the bill and I didn't I'm gonna go down there and burn about fucking office Talking about the Internet's on I said, that's not the ball. She's like Then what's the point? I said, I'm right, they're wrong, and I'm going to go burn down the office. Well, and and jeff Jeff knows the the full extent of of it. But the whole reason I joined the army was because I couldn't let go. i couldn't I couldn't let go of what happened. I couldn't let go of the past. I couldn't let go of you know everything that happened. And of course, it um
Speaker: i and But like, of of course, I ended up in the army for three years and getting medically discharged. So I didn't get closure anyway. and i think and That's one of the things that I struggle with is if if I just, quote unquote, forgive or you know just let them off with a pass, then my brain doesn't get closure. I just have to sit there and go, well, it is what it is. you know that That part of my story or that part of this person stays open ended in my brain. That it eats at me.
Speaker: ah eats
Speaker: Well 100 % I mean and There is no fucking manual to how you should react when you're on this journey I've said it before and I'll say it again. I wish one day that I Could snap my finger like Thanos and fucking all the fucking negativity you would just leave but at the same time it's It's the journey of getting better You're never going to 100 % get rid of it, but to be able to live with it and be like, motherfuckers, you can't see me shit. You know, that's all people with mental health and mental illness strive for. And you have people out there that are literally trying to minimize it because for them, they can't understand the pain that, and everyone's pain is different. Tim, I'm trying to replace a host on Monday night.
Speaker: ah You know, based off just the things that you've said, you know, on a job, that it's not you Jarvis, you're staying. No, the whole, the whole, you know, depression thing that that it's a big one. It's it's a hard one to overcome. And it'll fucking hit you like a truck out of nowhere. And and but it's one of those things where it's like, You gotta you gotta learn from from your one time where you can look into your past go Okay, the last time I lost my temper because my depression I did this. Let's not do that again. Yeah. Yeah. Oh It's all a learning journey. Let's go ahead Connor. Yes. No, it just React to our
Speaker: We react to our our mental illnesses in similar fashions. Congrats on four years, Tim. Congrats. I remember when you were just talking. Oh, shit, man. It's been four years. Four years, right? That's huge. Benji, will you fucking eat and not worry about participating right now? No, it's his free time. He doesn't want it to get cold. I mean, Jimmy, you're welcome to anytime, brother. You just let me know whenever. yeah to Tim, I don't know if they'll do it or not. I haven't seen it in a while, but Tim used to do a mental health show with with his co -host Gemma. They used to do the show together, and it was a really good show. um I used to enjoy watching it. But and like i said like I said before,
Speaker: the you know it starts with you. and this was And it took me a very long time to realize this. And I think that's why I struggled for so long. and and I think that's why a lot of I think that's why a lot of guys struggle because we don't realize you know Like you said Jarvis and you say this a lot and it kind of eats at me when you say it Not yeah like i like I just want to grab me a chicken sometime Dude, but trust me man. I wish I wish that you know, it'd just be a one -day thing where I understand it's it's not a one day and i got something for you jar but you you you you say you know easier said than than done and I used out man I was and that's why I said I don't want to like I'm not mad at you I want to shake you because I used to say the same shit if i did right now I've gotten a lot better yeah I've gotten a lot better but it it it ultimately and and this goes out to all the guys or anybody you know there's a men's mental health show but at the end of the day it starts with you
Speaker: It really comes down to, and and I think ah Tim might be able to to attest to this, at the end of the day, it really comes down to having that come to Jesus conversation with the man in the mirror and making that choice. Look, today I start, today I'm putting myself, you know, um I need to get onto this road to recovery. and and And like I said, there's no amount of therapy or no amount of, uh, prescription that drugs that you're going to take. That's going to fix you until you decide that you're ready to start the journey. Yeah. um ah just like me that That comes the same thing when you're drinking or you're smoking or something like that. You want to quit. You won't quit until you're ready. You can't force the water. You can't force it to drink. I am guilty. as
Speaker: ah put in a word But you can drown it. You can drown it. No. You know, i I'm ah i am a terrible overthinker. I'm a worrier. and Facts. And now it's like now and now I've reached the point because and and like I said, this was no easy path. I mean, this is this is this is six, seven years in the making after after 30 some years of dealing with this shit. and then losing you know almost losing my kids and failed marriage and failed relationships and and and and learning along the way you know that no matter who I go to or whatever, nothing's changing. And I had to sit down and have that conversation with myself. And once I started realizing, look, these are the things that I can control. I can control my negative thoughts. I can control
Speaker: be overthinking to a certain degree. I can, I can control the worry into a certain degree. I can let go of grudges that I've been holding onto for years. I can let go of all these things. Yeah, why do you think I'm here? Grudges gone. Well, because we clicked the bad for you. Feel sorry for you. So that's why you're here. How's your dog doing relieving yourself of toxic people in your life like like an std Every time I think no in all seriousness though that's why i got all you guys around Because I can ignore him now half the time and i but No, but in all seriousness What Benji said, you know when you're starting to feel like all this is getting willed too much It sounds dumb go for a fucking walk go grocery shopping
Speaker: Dude, I fucking hate grocery shopping with a fucking passion. However, it gets you out of your fucking head because you're not worried about whatever you're worried about. We're like, are we going to have a spaghetti this week? Yeah, I need to buy four pounds of that. You know, are we going to get you know this or that? It's shut the fuck up. You know how I cook spaghetti, bitch. You're the only person on the planet that single handedly eats four pounds of spaghetti. It's good. guy my book of thatpo and he' like no just plates for me
Speaker: i i was did I've sent pictures of that giant ball I eat out of. No but it's like it's it comes down to Like I've I've done the the whole oh I'm so depressed I can't get out of bed and you lie in bed and then you just make it fucking worse and I and the my my Come to Jesus moment as quick put it is I saw a tick tock like go do it a fucking activity Well, I can't go do My hobby, you know because that costs money. I don't have the money to do it Oh, but you could fucking go for a walk. It don't cost a fucking dime you know, uh
Speaker: Even if it's, you know, like I walk every day. I, my wife made fun of me the other day. Cause I was like, I'm going to go for, I'm going to go to the mall and pick something up. I could have taken a cab. I took a good ticket at Uber. I walked. It was like six miles. I didn't give a fuck. I just felt like walking. But by the time I got there, the endorphins had kicked in and I was as happy as a pig and shit. And then I went bold and then realized I suck at bowling and I was like, well, now I'm back. you know so i've walked home when you left left the bowling alley mad that you suck in bowling
Speaker: i did brown greet the first thing i see i got to do ten i wasn't mad i got do ten as i got to do ten i wasn't mad but it was one of those six like you know you know if if you feel yourself getting into a a
Speaker: a slump of of depression or whatever the heck it is. Fucking take yourself out of it and go for a fucking walk. Go get your mail. You know, how long does it take to get the mail? It's like two minutes. Well, that's not enough. OK, I walked. I got the mail. I'm going to walk around the block. That's not enough. Walk another fucking block. You know, walk three miles, three miles back. That's six miles. You're happy as a pig and shit. but You get back because the the, and you know, it's that stupid saying that that Chris's favorite per say favorite female lawyer said endorphins are a good thing. Reese Willa's boom, buddy. I have no idea what you're talking about. Reese Witherspoon. She's an actionable legally blonde.
Speaker: yeah she played a lawyer legallyonn so yeah feet of course you did because reason this spops hot but it comes down to you can't just on um money have a good one man and congratulations on four years brother ah yeah that's awesome like like my my main escape is a move well When you're depressed, a movie won't cut it. You gotta get up. You gotta get moving. And and as much fun as it is to sit in my air conditioning bedroom on my bed watching TV, I gotta to go for a walk. I gotta to do this. I gotta, you know, another thing I hate, doing dishes. Man, I'd rather stand in line for a beating. But if I'm in a funk, every fucking plate in my house is clean. ah Ultimately, ultimately,
Speaker: I think it comes down to get the fuck off the couch and get out of your goddamn house, people. Yeah. he Because I'll tell you what your house and I am only speaking from experience for me, my house will become a prison. Oh, yeah. I get into a I get into a routine of work home, work home, work home. I'm not doing anything. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not, you know, and and don't and don't make whatever it is that you do. ah to
Speaker: pre activities because walking becomes routine. If all you, every time you get angry, you go for a walk. Well, eventually that walk, you're going to stay angry because you got it. And that's something else that I've learned. Play a video game. Don't play Call of Duty. char great stop no not like but i'm like um If I'm, if I'm depressed, a 20 minute walk will cheer me up. If I'm angry, I got to walk for six or seven hours. but yeah, yeah but but you know, you want to have, you want to have, I want to have some different activities. Get out of the fucking house, go to the gym, go for a walk, go fishing. Anything to get you out of that. don Go swimming. go yeah Go shoot people. I mean, go shoot targets. Yeah, go shoot. Go lay out in the sun because A, it's relaxing. The vitamin D will fuck you up. and and and and and And the sun is good for,
Speaker: It's good for the body. It's good for the mind. It's good for the soul. yes ah i mean hell take a Go to the lake. Jarvis, I'm sure you got beaches somewhere up there in Canada. It doesn't have to be a beach by the ocean. We have beaches in Ohio. We have one of the largest inland beaches. Right next to Lake Michigan. Aren't they? Yeah, he does. I don't know how far away he is. I don't even know where that is. Yeah, let's go to the gym. i do i do go to the gym donny go fuck yourself darny how about that there's an activity you don go fuck yourself
Speaker: But no, i i I do go for walks. i so I'll have my headphones in and i know a I know when we had Kevin on here that one time where I was talking about the demons. And you know, the demons are the loudest when I'm either getting up in the morning or I'm just sitting here. And it's just like, you know what, eventually you gotta be your own drill instructor that says, get your ass off. Steven, you got Spotify? Me? Yeah, do you have a Spotify account?
Speaker: ah Yeah, yeah. I'm going to send you a link. Believe it or not, it sounds weird. There's certain things on Spotify that I listen to at night and we'll put you in the good mood for the next day. It really is true, Donny, then I would be 180 pounds. It's also good for your mental wellbeing as well. We've discussed that on this show. Well, masturbate I mean, significantly more in in shape than I, than I am. Connor's legs work. He'd be also, you know, that same. I don't have little forearms for reasons. I'm trying to get carpal tunnel on my right hand. I had to switch to my left. Both buddy.
Speaker: Yeah, man. We'll talk about that Wednesday night. We'll talk about that Wednesday night. More fucking. Yeah. Pilates, that's all I'll be hearing until fucking the years up. I'm going to send you a couple of links, brother. But no, ultimately, it just testicles are sensitive, Donnie.
Speaker: good Glick always takes thing of steroids, and then he beats himself off, but you know I inject it I inject it right into my right into my arms right in my carpal tunnel I was gonna say right right the leader game that big one that pops out a drown we name and for yeah ah but Yeah, I mean that's ah you know ultimately I gotta get out of the house because I hate to break it to a And I know, I know Donnie, he's dude's always doing something. ah like like He's my little brother. So he's always out and about you talk about a hard son bitch to try to do any big plans with this guy's always doing something, but you gotta get out of the house, man, because that becomes, that becomes like a prison to us. we've We become routine or, you know, like, well, even the stay at home dads that are out there, you know, the stay at home dads that are out there.
Speaker: If they're not getting out of the house, that's all they know the kids the house that you know the clean and the you you know the financial stuff I'm assuming you know stay at home dads are handling the financial stuff. I mean, I know are painting You know like my ex -wife she was a Semi stay at home mom. She was she worked but she worked like weekends like two days a week or whatever on the weekends um But she took care of the house she took care of the kids ah She took care of the finances but That's all you know. You know, if you're a stay -at -home dad or if you work from home, that's all you know are these these four walls. And it starts to become a person, especially if you're dealing with depression or anxiety or PTSD or anything like that. you know and and So you got to get out of the house. You've got to find something to do outside of the house. But also you don't want those activities to become routine because then there's that. a
Speaker: know those activities like going for a walk you know or sometimes even going to the gym if every time i'm feeling depressed or i'm feeling angry or i'm mad at the world and i go to the gym then eventually i'm angry at the fucking gym and i've and i i got there before and and the worst place to be angry at is the gym because then you just fucking do dumb shit. Like a normal gym workout because Jeff's four foot tall and he thinks that if he's not lifting 400 pounds, then he's not compensating for his height and then and go blader angry. and You know, like
Speaker: her Then I look like Connor. yeah I ain't got no legs. Then you wind up doing something stupid and you hurt yourself. you know um
Speaker: maybe this trip you know That's not a terrible idea. <unk> Those are expensive. They can be. They can be. Cover charge prices are going up. Damn you, Biden. i You know, I've never been a big fan of strip clubs ah now spending No what when you walk into a strip club if it's not your normal Like if you weren't if you didn't grow up in that routine or something like ah you feel like a creeper. You're just like, okay. you Yeah 100 % It's fucking weird. I walk into a strip club. I'm like, I'm not allowed to be here I don't know. I want to go
Speaker: i like born it own for free Yeah. That's all facts. That is why why why do I want to spend my harder money throwing singles at these women when I can watch it at a home? Hey, that's optional, buddy. That's optional. just dont know i' never been to I've never been to a strip club in my life. really make it tail i'm out of here i'll show pump regular rate i'm gonna make it hell yeah i mean those Those ladies are are they're working their way through college or all in medical school yeah or yeah work guys college rich Old billionaires that can take care of them just fine Now, yeah you know, so, you know having having you know having a few different activities but ah You know ultimately
Speaker: but yeah i mean you know I like to get it. Ultimately, ah ultimately, at the end of the day, it's it's it's on you. a You have to make the changes. you You have to, you know, accept things. Things happen in life. Life sucks, man. Life really does suck. And it sucks worse for some of us than others. But you can't you can't fucking hold on to it. And it's ultimately up to you to let it go. I don't think of the same fucking thing.
Speaker: you ungrateful fuck you yes she brought you food don't fucking grimace fucking eat it be grateful you prick that mother don't don't ah yeah la fuck you you're not allowed to say anything you not another barker I love my wife but I bet you 10 to 1 out of all the cookies she just made she took the rest of them and gave my ass doesn't matter did you get a cookie and did you get a cookie yeah Shut the fuck up and be grateful, you bitch. Geez. I just love the face he made when when she handed him a plate. It's like, what the fuck? What the fuck is this? I didn't even know what she was saying. How do I do it? Where's the trash can? Oh. Yeah. No, I actually... I actually dated a girl that couldn't fucking bake to save her life. But no, these cookies are... I like homemade butter. Oh, are those not homemade?
Speaker: No. These are the ones that are in the frozen bag that you just put the cookie dough on. All right. Yeah, well. Fill a cookie, you prick. She brought it. Did you actually get your fat ass off the couch? Thank you for the cookie dough list of what you could have done better. My wife made homemade cookies really good. The recipe she has is one of the best. But did you have to get your fat ass off the couch? No, I was doing a show. OK. Once again, she brought you something to eat. Shut the fuck up. I didn't ask her to bring it to me. yeah Exactly. That's why you should say thank you and go down on her right there. Not on the street. I don't know what strip club you're going to where you can only spend five bucks because the cover charge alone is more than five bucks. yeah i I don't think that person's going to any strip club around here. But they they also got like three drink minimums.
Speaker: you can set it all strict love that are home for free and scroll the interwebs and see movies guarantee but um no i can't touch either you yeah
Speaker: But, uh, ultimately at the end of the day, once I think what, what you, once you take that step and if you have that conversation, quote unquote conversation, and you actually take that step forward is when you'll start to see a change. You'll start to notice that you're feeling a little bit better. Things aren't getting to you. You're not ever thinking and worrying about my new little details that yeah wow You can also go there and you're going to see amputees and. Force me. Nothing wrong with amputees. Sorry. and and Trigger. after the girl girlss There are nine months pregnant. Hey, boobs are boobs, dude. They have to pay for the midwife somehow. Fuck you, Glick. I support single moms, man. Fuck you.
Speaker: We know you do, Jeff. We know you do. yeah the Three of them. But, uh, Jeff, why is your finger brown? I fucking burnt it. It looks like you haven't washed your hands after. No, no, I've burned my finger. Looks like you gave someone a prostate exam and didn't want to hurt my finger. Fucking around with some electrical shit on his meth pipe. Yeah.
Speaker: I use the taser to heat up by my fucking joint. I try to light my lighter, light my cigarette with a taser. Does it work? Anyway. Facts. Facts, all facts.
Speaker: i Well, the the the problem, the problem would. Again, yes, Jeff was going to cross the road, but I'm sorry. In the end, did you quit heroin?
Speaker: Yeah, hey. That's like I quit cigarettes by i smoking cigars and split scars by smoking heroin. So I'm pretty much tobacco free at this point. Yeah. Mission succeeded failure. Mission failed successfully. Yeah. No, and I'm addicted to other things. Yeah. I quit heroin by smoking meth. So I'm pretty good now. Yeah. no and And ultimately, you know, we we are in control of You know if if you're if you're a little negative ball of energy all the fucking time, that's just because you're You you choose to be that's that's you can't well and and peter we and you you yeah you can't blame constantly being negative on oh I'm depressed. Oh, I have this. Oh, I had this that my childhood was rough. Okay
Speaker: that sucks, but your' ma you're making the decision to constantly be negative. And and and and when a good opportunity or when something good your way, instead of being like excited for it and and want to take it on, it's just negativity. When you, when, you know, like what good, like a good job opportunity comes your way. Instead of being excited for it, you choose to be like, now i know hours a week oh i got it now I got to drive an hour to work. I was driving 15 minutes. I'm not making the pan for how much, for how long it takes to get to work. yeah you know ah What this new company, blaity blah, blah, blah, blah, or, Oh man. You know, you know what the best, best thought when you have a ah long drive.
Speaker: If you drive a motorcycle, there's a chance you might not make it there. Just say, that's a good way to think about it when you're heading into work. I'm on a motorcycle. There's a good chance I might not make it to work today. So, that that but yeah i mean that's, that's, that's the choice that that that we make or someone makes. you're like You can't constantly blame having a negative attitude or a negative outlook on things on mental health or the past or other people at the end of the day, anytime, one of the things, cause I agree negative thoughts are the worst, but you have to train yourself and it's not easy to do when you're negative all the time, but you have to train yourself to look at the silver lining. Okay. Yeah. I have to drive an hour to get to work, but that means I can listen to the fucking nonsensical nonsense network.
Speaker: on the way there and the way home and get through a full episode on the ride back fuck you stephen i that was a good blood but on top of that you know like says what did you get you through mental health issues i'm sorry to say it people but know but but once again um you know if you got you know Chris knows me. When have you ever heard me not have a giant stereo in my system? That in my car. So when I'm going to work, I'm cranking the fuck up. So when I get to work, I'm in a good fucking mood. On the way home, I got it even louder because I'm already off work. Fuck it. I'll take my time. You know, ah I got an hour to drive to work. Well, I just put this new transmission in the car. Let's see how fast I can get there.
Speaker: or how fast I get home at night, you know? Put this fucker to the test. You have to look at those bright sides of everything. And it's it's it it becomes it becomes a challenge. light of jews you We've all seen ah Jack Reacher, you know, Tom Cruise talking about, he said, it started out as a challenge, became a recession. Well, he he was his thing was to be off grid. Well, unfortunately, we can't be off grid because we have lives and we have to work. So challenge yourself and make it an obsession to look at the bright side. You know, you don't have to take one day off of work to listen to a full Saturday show. so Shut up. Exactly.
Speaker: and and you work underneath the houses you can put it on on the radio you know i'm just saying your clients might like it a saturday night show underneath the house you might hope that the the house falls yeah i agree ah but you know you make you make for it you make it you make it a challenge and then you it if you do it enough it becomes second nature You'd be like, like, like my, my, my screen and my laptop died. Now I have a 32 inch screen.
Speaker: So that's the bright side. I have a big fuck off screen. I can't miss anything. I, you know, um, and my computer's on warranty. I'm just waiting for them to get me a new one. You know, everything has a silver lining. You may have to look for it for a little bit. But if you find that silver lining, wella that like that's better thing it's not just a one day of fucking occurrence that everything's going to turn into fucking sunshine and roses. That's the thing. No, no, no. That's the negative kicking in. That's exactly what we're talking about. the negative yeah nothing room wasn't built In a day, man.
Speaker: um a go thing it start a one day thing wait i effort to make the choice okay You know what, Jeff? You're right. I should start. There's there's there's a quote out there and and I might get it wrong but it is start where you are. use what you have and do what you can't. Don't worry about this. I have an example of your face. Don't worry about back here. No, no, Jeff. I do what you're saying, but I'm just saying at the same time. It takes the steps to get to that. Agreed. Agreed. But what is what is the what is the one thing driving you fucking and insane right now? Don't say it. But I bet you I can find four positives to go against your negative. Right now I'm
Speaker: I understand. But let's say, you know, you're you're feeling depressed. have a dad' i just Everyone, I'm just a major asshole and I'm just no, no, no, no, no, no, no. no I'm giving you an example. For example, let's say you're you're feeling depressed. You don't know why you're just like, fuck, I don't know. I don't know. I got a loving wife. My house is paid for. It's a nice sunny fucking day outside. And I have two kids that are beautiful. There's four. That's that's a bright light in the fucking darkness right there. And they might not be yours. Your wife just brought you food. Fuck you. Be grateful. Never said I wasn't. I'm not saying you're not. I'm just saying. That's something that not everybody gets. Connor's wife brings him food. to to To roll off that, Jeff. My wife actually told us told me um before we had started dating once, I was in a really shitty mood. And I was just, everything felt like it was going wrong. You know, I was just,
Speaker: down. Yeah, eat the cookie. Eat the cocktail cookies down. They were a little dry, but they were good. Exactly. They were dry, but they were tasty. They were so positive. That's how you do everything. You can't yell at me, Glick, so. I'm not yelling. My point is. No, not you. You are yelling, Jeff. um yeing at everybody I'm I'm just saying. He's doing his Christopher Walker. No matter um no matter what. In any situation, I try to find the positive because if I focus on the negative, I become an asshole. And I just I'll rattle off the negatives all day long. Donnie, that's a bad thing. Like, fucking I can't drink milk. He's lactose intolerant. Yeah, I am too, buddy. I had ice cream the other day and it's still kicking my ass.
Speaker: there's like awesome no still fucking not be hoing them all yeah Show me the tit on in a fucking almond like Sam Elliott once right sure dad and right here danny right here dandny i'm getting I Give you all the milk you want baby, but no almonds right out of you I do agree with what's being said though. It it just it does take time Exactly. But you start small. Well, yeah, and that's the thing. You start small and then you get your dreams and your goals higher. I've seen people where they're like, oh, you know, it's going to go around like just like that. And those same people were gone just like that. I've had friends that said, you know what, I'm going to quit hero and heroin two day. Next day, they were overdosed.
Speaker: Yeah, but but but yeah, there you go. No, it's like clark I was pissed the other day because they fucking rained and now my grass is like overgrown. I was like, well, that means I could go buy a weed because I don't have a big enough yard yard to buy a lawnmower. I went out and bought a weed eater and I cut my grass the other day. I was happy as a pig and shit. Go buy a real lawnmower. Is that your favorite saying happy as a pig and shit? Yes but so's go to big not happy when it's That's gonna be the first quote on a piece of merchandise ah for this network. You know in all seriousness Little stupid shit. Yeah, it'd be the biggest positive and you don't have to go away Oh, I got to do, you know, I got to skydive or you know once again, that's Chris's nightmare. So his his his Silver lighting on that is like I gave you a good view
Speaker: of the back of islands i man landed but I landed. yeah I hope I land. ah But everything, like I said, you challenge yourself to find that silver lining in every situation. And next thing you know, you change everything in your life where you're like, what's the point of being depressed? Because I can find a silver lining. I get suppressed. Like when I took a nap yesterday, because I was here feeling like this. I hear what Steven's getting at, though. it's it's that It's that process to get there. It's one it's one thing to say that that I'm starting this. I'm going to be positive and and move forward with my life and try and be positive. But you have to think about that. Like you were saying earlier, Jeff, you have to think about it for that first couple of weeks, that first month. And then it becomes that second nature. Second nature. But it's a process to get to that point. And it is a tough process to change the way that you think.
Speaker: Don't think, just do. Yeah, thinking is bad. I know that sounds like, I know that sounds heartless and and real dickhead -ish, but I swear to God, that's the honest, that's the honest, the goodness fucking truth. The more you think about yourself. That is our biggest and worst enemy as far as mental health goes. And again, my opinion, I'm not an expert, but that is our biggest and worst enemy as far as mental health goes. Stop fucking thinking. Just fucking do. Wake up tomorrow morning and say, I'm going to, I'm going to erase this negative shit. I'm going to start being more positive. It's a process. It's not going to be all better and fixed in one day. Yeah. yeah youre going to have others that art If you stop thinking about it and you actually start looking to be more positive, then it just, it becomes second nature. You know, I need to be part of and the player.
Speaker: a few months back, I was completely screwed over by a company that I was with. They set me up. I know it was a setup. They relocated me to a new property. The very same day I started the new property, they come and tell me in the property manager, at 45 days, you don't have a job. Instead of Working ah worrying and and and and being negative or anything else. Yeah, I was mad at that company So was our so was my property manager. We were not happy moved on we started job to do while we were there still had to you know, we Had to make a good impression for when the new company come on. Hopefully they would take us on and
Speaker: But in the meantime, let me get my ducks in a row and see. I could have sat at my office and not done anything and been a miserable fucking prick. I could have come home and been a miserable fucking prick. No, I'm like, all right, this could be a good thing. Maybe this is one door closing and another door opening. ah You know type bullshit. I know it's all weird and hippie dippy and pieces love bullshit But it really is and it actually has become a better opportunity. The new company is a better company They have a different mindset. They're a younger company. They're their their their Employees are a younger mindset
Speaker: And they have different ideas and they want to take care of the employees and do different things and do the outings and and make sure everybody's included and and all this stuff. And it's ah and it's it's a fun company to work for. Again, fuck, I was 15 minutes from from from work. Now I'm an hour. I got an hour drive, both, you know, a two hour drive every day dealing with the idiots on the freeway. Sometimes I wish I had the power of telekinesis so I could just flip cars out of my way as I'm driving home, you know? You gotta come down there, click almighty. Hey, be surprised. all shoot through us well But also at the same time, like Jeff said, I get that hour. I can listen to one of my favorite podcasts.
Speaker: in the mornings I listen to talk radio so in the mornings I get to not that it matters because I wear an ear but it works I listen to the radio station all day long but I get that hour drive. I get to listen uninterrupted, you know, on the way home, I can start listening to one of my favorite podcasts. Uh, you know, my favorite network network is the nonsensical network, but I might be, I wonder why, but, uh, you know, there's other podcasts that I listened to that I enjoy or sometimes it gives me an hour drive to be by myself because, you know, it's not very often.
Speaker: that I'm just alone. You know what I mean? and and don't get me wrong well like and and i get it But we all need that time to ourselves. And sometimes there's been, there's been a few times where I've driven into work in complete silence just because Hey, there's some reset about road noise sometimes, you know, you opportunities, you know, You know, like I'm giving it. I've been given a huge opportunity with with with Arliss. You know, they got the game also. What do you do to swim? It sounds stupid. You know, I've been given a huge opportunity with Arliss with their with their Labor Day gig to come and emcee their show and stuff like that.
Speaker: the But then my then I flipped the switch, go, you know what? This is actually gonna be really cool. I'm gonna get to meet some guys that I've had on my show that I've interviewed. They're great guys. I'm gonna get to hang out with them in person. It's gonna be a good show. The audience is gonna be awesome. And I'm gonna get up there and fucking rock it out. And it's gonna be a way to get our network and our show some exposure.
Speaker: to my point exactly. i'm not I'm not saying don't just do it. what i well The words that I was trying to get out was sometimes you have to actively think about looking for the positives or looking for that silver lining. Different strokes for different folks, different strokes for different situations. The way that my brain works, the way that my brain works, ah genius it takes logic for my brain to think about things in a non -emotional way. right Because immediately I i jump to um my emotion whether it be anger sadness Anxiety whatever it may be it's about understand It's It's I have to logic myself either into or out of a situation or into or out of a mindset and it's Usually my thought process is is is the way that we're thinking right now or feeling right now beneficial to us in any way Yes, or no
Speaker: great the answer is no, then what's the better way of thinking? How do we get there? Okay. but And so what you what what you're talking about with public speaking is I fucking hate public speaking, right? um love Well, that's one way to look at it. But that's not really a positive way to go into this. That's not going to help me at all when I go into this. So what's the right way of thinking? Well, I get to put myself out there. I get to put these guys out there. I get to give myself a bigger platform. I get to challenge myself. Exactly. So I'm not saying that you don't do things based off the fact that you feel negative. I'm saying sometimes it takes that little extra thought of, OK, is this a positive thing or not?
Speaker: Why is it not? And how can I change my thinking? Sometimes it takes that right but active use of your brain. Yeah. But it's, as I said, ultimately that decision is yours, which which you're you're sitting you're sitting out you're sitting at a stop sign. You can only go left or right. Left is the negative. Right is the positive. You get to make that decision, which way you're going to go. Well, exactly. and And you do have to, from a me negative mindset, you have to sometimes restart and reboot the mechanism or the computer.
Speaker: we You know, like you don't, you know, that's, that's, that's what I said. Ultimately at the end of the day, the choice is yours. Uh, it's not a, it's not a flip the switch and everything's peachy keen and everything's happy, perfect. And your life is perfect. But you ultimately have to continue to make those choices to stay positive, not go negative. Because again, I mean, I can make the choice to go back. And when we were first starting this show way back when. du I was an argumentative son of a bitch. You still are sometimes. Yeah. Well, I mean, I am. But I'm like, I'm talking super negatively. Like now I can laugh and joke and they're like,
Speaker: Jeff and I might get into a little dispute on the show, but it's usually both of us. laugh because Jeff's right. And lick doesn't want to admit it. Jeff is never right. And he won't admit that he's wrong. That's the problem. I'm always right. I'm the champ. And you're just Jeff. You can't think about that in a negative way, busted. Six holes, buddy. Although if that's if you're serious, that's fucking wild. No, seriously. ah I, I, if you have, if you do have cancer. Hey, you know what? I can give you a bright side, buddy. You get to smoke as much weed as you want. And you get to make a, you get to make friends with all the nurses, dude. Yeah. Oh, those guys got tight buns and you can see the bulge through the scrubs. Let me tell you. No, you know,
Speaker: and and And I think, and like I said, like I said, from Jump Street, that's where our true journey of of healing begins. And it's in this mental fucking jungle that we're living in, dealing with you know pop past traumas and the depression and anxiety or fears of this and fears of that. Ultimately, the true path to healing or the true journey starts when we decide, all right, i want I want to be better. But you have to truly mean that at the end of the day. You can't say it and then continue to still do the same goofy shit that you've been doing. And I'm and i'm only speaking from experience and and and and personal growth. ah you know Again - You did fine, Alyssa. He's on very prepared because you didn't thank you.
Speaker: I'm just giving Steven shit more than I am you. I don't, you don't read into it. The fact that he didn't even thank you and he grimaced at that plate makes him an asshole. thank you I'll admit it. Uh, no, I mean, and and like I said, when we first started this show, man, man do That's the thing though you thought that when we first started this and you brought me in that that was me at my worst no no i'm fucking i'm talking about when je and i starting this show there's a reason There's a reason why people don't like me but I don't care that certain people don't like me because you're the reason why I said did the things that I did but however I
Speaker: looking back three years, like, God, man, I, you know, I wish I could go back and and and and un undo some of that shit, but there's no sense of dwelling in it. You know, I was still going through a lot at that time and dealing with a lot and somebody came at me sideways. I'm like, all right, motherfucker, then let's fucking do this goddamn dance. All right. You know, now it's like somebody comes at us sideways. I'm just like, all right, well, let's make fun of him for a few minutes and then move on and and and laugh and joke about it. Because I choose not to be a dickhead and I choose not to let people Get under my skin that damn much. She was poorly but Sorry, man Jones moment, I don't have that clip ready but yeah, so I mean
Speaker: It's I and I was I was I was a pretty negative, you know, I tried to be fun and I in a way I think for the most part we had fun. We had a lot of fun in the early stages. But I was also still a pretty negative person three years ago, three and a half years ago, however long it was when we first started this show. And I was still dealing with a lot of negativity. Stephen, if you hang out with me long enough, I make you better. That's what he's trying to say. That's a lie. That's a lie. He's made me worse. That's what he's trying to say. I, you know, you know, Buster O 'Brien had nothing but love. Well, I can't say that it, trust me, learning to, learning to love you like a brother was a, was a, was a, was a learning curve to say the least. Cause you did not make it easy on us on anybody, but, uh, you know, I, you know, I got a little bit of love for you, man. You're like a brother to me. And, and you know, I've always got you back, you know, and that's a friendship that I made online through Periscope. That's we've stayed friends and, and, and, you know, he was on the, he was actually on on the show as well.
Speaker: Um, but, uh, you know, he's a good dude. He just misunderstood sometimes, but I've also seen this journey over the last decade and he's changed a lot in the last decade. I've changed a lot. A lot of people, you know, it happens, but I don't think that anybody's going to, again, just my opinion. I don't think you're really going to truly start to heal until you. You almost have to just accept. You have to accept the parents it is what it is and then start to start that process to to change and be better rebuilding. You got to you got to let let go of the fucking meat hooks that are grabbing onto your fucking past and holding onto it with a vengeance. And I say this as somebody who needs to do that myself. but Like Steven said multiple times, it's it's a fucking work in progress, but it's an active decision to let go.
Speaker: I mean, to say I don't I won't let XYZ control my thoughts, my emotions, my actions today based off of what happened yesterday or a year ago or X amount of time ago, because holding on to it doesn't help you in a positive way now. Yeah. And if you want to be better now, then the only way to to to go about it is to actively make that decision. I mean, when I when I first started this whole journey I was on, fuck, I had no one in my fucking corner. And when you, you talk about trying to turn everything in, well, let me ask you a question. positive Let me ask you a question. Were you married at that point? Fuck no. I had just got, I had just gotten done with getting a fuck. I was probably 21 when I, when I went in and got figured out what was going on. Because I mean, I would, I would go to work and be fine. No, yeah.
Speaker: but then once i once i had finally figured out what it was ailing me it was just like it's like okay i could literally let this continue to eat away at me which on the early stages i did and you still do because we all still do it not as much not as much agree agree but that we're looking at silver lining like oh yeah you're talking about your past like it i had nobody in my corner you had your help
Speaker: um We need, we need, we need to get a background sounder. That's like somebody speaking negative. We can play it and be like negative. wow my if You want to start a mental health thing. We need a positive one. That's like positive green lights blinking. I had a few friends that were dealing with drug issues and I said, you know, they were always complaining that, you know, they had no one in their corner.
Speaker: And like I had told them, I said, same thing with a lot of people, but here's the difference. And I can say this now believing in it that each day I wake up and I either do this show or I'm doing my own show or Wednesday show. There's always something new I can do. And when, when you told me about doing this show, I told you from jump street, you're only going to get the real me. I've never been one to inflate my own ego. I've never been one to fucking say, oh, hey, I'm fine when I'm not fine. That's who I am. Granted, I've gotten a lot better. No, exactly. No. And and we, you know, we don't want you to be fake, obviously. you know we don't We don't want you to come on here and and pretend to be something that you're not, but.
Speaker: Also, you know the i'm ah I'm hoping through this experience and through this show, not only for ourselves, but for those that listen, I hope that they they gain something from it. But for anybody who stays in a constant state of ah of negativity or self -loathing or ah you know when something comes up instead of you know a minor hiccup or a minor little speed bump or whatever, instead of ah kind of looking at it and then and doing a quick mental processing of it instantly goes down that negative road. That's that's it's not a sign of of change. It's not even a sign of of wanting to change. I heard something a long time ago and and and it's always resonated with me. um You own everything that happened to you.
Speaker: tell your stories. If people wanted to write warmly about them, ah they should have behaved better. So you owe any you know if you people who you feel are toxic or have done you wrong or whatever, And I was guilty of this, man. I used to give people third, fourth, fifth, sixth. The people at your worst. and i would always Yeah. And then I would always, and then ever then I would always try to fucking protect people who, who, who did me, who did me wrong or, or failed, you know, failed me or whatever. And and I got to the mindset, you know what? You don't deserve that. Uh, it'd be wrong. Or, or you.
Speaker: the past In the past, things happen. I'm not going to say here and speak negative or or ill of you, but I'm also not going to protect you from from your own um shit behavior at the end of the day. You did it. You live with it. I'm moving on from it. Thanks for the lesson learned in life. ah so I'm not gonna let it i'm not gonna a let it live rent free in my head and I'm not i'm definitely not gonna let it eat up my mental psyche. I got enough things to worry about. Somebody in the past or something that happened in the past, well shitty parents, shitty exes, shitty friends, whatever, they're in the past for a reason. you know You can forgive, you don't have to forget.
Speaker: you can whatever you need to do for you to move on. But ultimately you have to take that first step for yourself to want to feel better and be better. um And again, this is just my personal own opinion. I'm no expert in the matter by no means. I may, I may not even know what the fuck I'm talking about. I'm just knowing. you what I went through and and and and and and where I'm at today to even where I was four years ago, let alone if you go back 10 years to where I was 10 years ago to where I am now. Man, once I started letting go of shit from the past and and and letting go of the people that I felt wronged me and and getting rid of the toxic people or the toxicity in my life and things started getting a lot easier. And that mindset of
Speaker: not always going to the negative. Got easier. And this again, this is a, this is a 10 year span. So it's not like, it it it all yeah it's not like I woke up, you know, six months ago and said, Hey guys, we're going to do a men's mental health show and I'm perfect. yeah know
Speaker: kind of the greatest At the same time, it's not even forgiving those evil people. It's also sometimes forgiving yourself. oh yeah and telling yourself, hey, you know. like your fault You can't blame yourself for something that's completely out of your control. like like yes And I've told you this you know with the situation that happened with my mom when I was a kid. I used to blame myself so many years. And then finally, I just told my mom, I'm like, you know what, mom? We're good. I said, I know I'll never i'll never get the apology. But I said, you know what? We're good.
Speaker: I mean, ultimately, that's that's what you got to do. And that's something that the past between you and your mom, that's something that she's got to deal with. I mean, obviously you've got, you know, I put all it on her now. It's on her court now. I mean, that's something she's got to worry about herself. You can only do what's good for you. and and sometimes Doing what's good for you a lot of people aren't going to agree with because you know what those people don't deserve to be in your life You know in the process and and in the process of letting go You're gonna lose a lot. You're gonna lose a lot of things a lot of people And and and whatnot but but the great thing about letting go you're gonna find yourself
Speaker: And that's been the great thing about this, you know for me, is more and more I'm starting to see glimpses of the old me. When I was in high school, how outgoing and just, you know ah I walk into a room and without even realizing it, you know it was like I had everybody's attention. I'm not saying like I was looking for it. It was just, I had a big personality. I liked to have fun. I liked to laugh. I liked to joke. Um, but I lost that somewhere along the way and I became, and I became angry why jeff and and whatnot. So, you know, now I'm starting to see those glimpses of the old me again. And that was because, um,
Speaker: I decided that, hey, you know what, it's time for a change. But ultimately it went down to me making that decision. Well, and that's the main thing. I think a lot of people when they first start dealing with this, they they want to try and find someone else to like lead them on their journey. And it's like you can. and And I was I was that way. I was that way first. I was like, God, you know, hey, you just start me just start dating. Take my take this stuff and just lead the horse to the water. Yeah. And I found out that's not how that works.
Speaker: yeah exactly but but could i hate i hate to do this no we all continue this summer We are. We are. We are running out of time but we can we can continue this conversation. That's the great thing about having our own shows that we can pick this conversation right back up on Monday next week. yeah we swear
Speaker: We want to start to look towards the positive. We want to start. Obviously we're going to talk about stuff, but we also don't want to talk. We're talking about things. We have to be like, all right, well, there's, there's, ah there's, there's light at the end of the tunnel. We can't be incredibly negative every show. Otherwise. but yeah People are gonna watch this goddamn show and they're gonna be like oh these fuckers aren't fixing my mental health now I feel worse than I did two hours ago but this tool Has been a negative show I think this has been No tonight no we i havent think we Literally had to have had overly negative shows. ah It's it we're teaching people even though we're not experts we all o admit that it's just Sometimes you don't need the experts opinion
Speaker: when you can get fresh opinions. Just remember what Miley said. Nobody's perfect. You know what, Lee? You have to go fuck Rock Lee. You have to go find climate today and get his ass back up on Wednesday night. Nobody's perfect. I gotta work it. yeah why je right Anyways, we're going to, we're going to, we're going to go ahead. We are right up against, we are right up against that. We can pick, like I said, we can pick this conversation right back up next week. Trust me, these two guys won't come with anything. So tall point well Oh, I always come. That's a good question. Like, what should we talk about tonight? Says Connor every Monday, Connor.
Speaker: me i right every every monday or sunday and night they're like so what topic should we do like ah t what should we do boys i don't actually add anything to that i'm just kind of like okay yeah steven hey glick maybe we could let's do a show about cripples
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Speaker: If it's in the garage or fits in a garage and it has motor, they're going to talk about it. That's what they're going to do. That's what they're going to do. Uh, starting Friday, August 2nd, uh, Jarvis will be back with his brand new show sports unplugged, everything is sports related all on one show, which Jeremy, she, and I'll be moving to Tuesdays for clicks house of music starting August 5th. Follow us everywhere. Facebook, Instagram X and tick tock. Join us live on YouTube, Twitch, and Facebook, Monday through Sunday, and listen to us anytime, any place, wherever you listen to podcasts, all at the Nonsenseical Network, or simply go to bio that .link slash a nonsensical network. With that being said, we'll go ahead and drop this music real quick. It's Jules in the How with, I just want to feel better. Check her out on all the media at Jules in the How.
Speaker: When my best ain't enough, I wanna rest but I'm too tough My body's aching for sleep without disturbing dreams My mask is showing in cracks, a broken smile intact I'm good at playing pretend around both strangers and friends I'm stuck on an endless merry -go -round
Speaker: A cyclone of race, she thought that never stopped And I, I just wanna feel better But I can't get out of my head I don't know what I'm to say I just wanna feel better Will it always be this way? Am I doomed? This is my play My depression, it's up
Speaker: I love ravenous black hole Consuming all that I know I could scream my lungs dry But who walks till I cry? Muddy knuckles, red eyes of mine I'm stuck on an endless fairy tale
Speaker: A cyclone of raging thoughts that never stop and die I just wanna feel better But I can't get out of my head I don't know what I do instead I just wanna feel better Will it always be this way? Am I doing this in my face?
Speaker: That was Jules in the how with I just want to feel better you guys can find her everywhere at Jules in the how Real quick gentlemen, you got any quotes? Spit them out fast sp them out quick Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny. What about you, Connor? Connor son. Stop reacting to things. Make active decisions every day. And Jeff, always the insightful one. Bye. On the right side.
Speaker: that With that being said, ladies and gentlemen, if you don't allow yourselves if you don't allow yourself to move past what happened, what was said, what was felt, you will never look at your present and future with, or you will only look at your present and future with a dirty lens. What you do now matters more than what happened yesterday. It is always a successful man is one who builds a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him. See you guys next Monday night right here, men caring for men.
Speaker: Until then, bye. You're better, people. Be positive. Smile.
