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Speaker: Do you know what it's like when you wanna go cry But you can't let out all the feelings inside So you lay in your bed under blankets and hide Do you let people know that you're feeling just fine And your pillow gets stained with the tears that you cried And you're praying nobody comes in and that's why And the redness is already taking your rise I do wish you could hide it but there's no disguise in it Cry, let it all out
Speaker: If I had to be completely honest with myself, I'm tired.
Speaker: I'm tired. and It's not a physical tired. it's It's a very, you know, it's in the soul. It's like I'm fucking tired. I'm tired of going through this shit. I'm tired of... tired of everything not working out. And I'm just like, I fucking tried. And it's a... I can't not lie and say, it's not a, it's not like you don't want to live kind of thing. It's more of a, if God were sitting across from me right now. there would be a part of me that would just want to go up to him and say, listen, I'm done. I'm done. I'm not. I can't do this anymore. I'm just, I'm fucking physically and mentally spent and I'm done. And it's a, it's a silent battle too. Um, and it's a, it's a battle kind of hide from the world and from the people we love and the people we want to love or want to love us because
Speaker: Who wants a broken person? You know, it's like, if they knew, like if the people in your life knew how broken we were, like, would they stay? And then that raises the question of like, how do I fix this? Can you fix this? I don't know.
Speaker: I can't hide myself
Speaker: I don't expect you to understand I just hope I can't explain What it's like to be a man It's a lonely room And they don't care about what you know It's not about how you feel But what you provide inside that home
Speaker: You can't always live up to expectations you try to Please everybody while you struggle so you fake it And end up out of balance, compromising situations as a good man
Speaker: and do everything he could man you might find yourself feeling all alone inside a house you built that you don't recognize as home and that's what my daddy told me and i'll tell my son the same now that i'm older i relate and i actually feel his pain he never cried he might have lied but he did not complain and he said son one day you have to do the same i'll get emotional when i stop and think and i look around Beyond the county lines of my small town I think about all the men out there who feel like I do now Who are screaming on the inside but won't ever make a plan I don't expect you to understand I just hope I can't explain what it's like to be
Speaker: keep fighting as a man our sun is our horizon and our fathers actions play a role and we end up like em so they can't let us see them hurt cause we'll embody what they do and start a generational curse no wonder most women are so depressed all the things that they can't express they go to war get thrown on the shelf to go back to war They mental health, then grab that bottle and ask for help Try to pull themselves out of hell, then fall back down And then realize that they gon' have to do it themselves It's the circle of life as a man you provide They don't know what you're worth till the day that you're dying That's when they start crying Then move on to a magic confiding
Speaker: So now we think about what we feel inside that hole inside
Speaker: and what's going on everybody happy monday happy monday hopefully you guys had a good weekend you're not too worn out from your activities and festivities if you will everybody was busy watching jeff's garage relax i think everybody was too busy being put in a coma from saturday night's nonsensical nonsense what did you guys do the nursing home edition We had good, it's been a while since I've done nonsense but nonsense by myself and I think it was Blaze's first time doing it without you there. I thought we did well. No, fuck you. You just admit that I bring the unhinged. We fucking killed the second half. I bring the unhinged. We killed the second half. Fuck you. You calm down.
Speaker: I'll send you a text. I'll send you a text and you can quit. Oh, there did I shoot fire? the
Speaker: No, I'm not saying you guys did a bad job. It was just, it was, it was, it was just a very low energy Saturday night. Well, you know what it was is like you told us earlier that you weren't going to be there. I totally forgot because that's what I do. And uh, so like, But like hour before the show, you reminded us you're going to be there for a little bit. and And I was like, yeah, we got this. But then I remembered I had nothing prepped. Not that I ever do, but we don't. pass I know. But you know what I mean? Like a question or or or an interesting topic that we can rant on for forever. But I thought we did good.
Speaker: I haven't listened to it yet. Uh, I only caught bits and pieces of it, Sarah. It was just ah never sleep. It was, it was, uh, it was just very low energy. That's all. Uh, you know, it's kind of like, it's, it's like, uh, you know, they opened the doors at Arkham and the Joker wasn't there. Instead, it was like condiments, man, that was leading the pack. And you you know, so it was like the inmates are, oh, wait, they're not even doing anything. Just leave the doors. We just slowly walked out. like Yeah. We're here. What are you going to do? They left the door. You're just like nonchalantly wandered around, played some cribbage. I don't know. No, I'm not saying you guys did a bad job. I listened to a little bit here and there. And, you know, unfortunately, I've had family things that came up, which is understandable. And that's that's something of that's forgivable. So yeah, short notice. um So anywho, I sleep for about three hours a night. Yeah.
Speaker: ah I don't know. Where is he?
Speaker: heard I mean, I don't even know really. what so ah No, I didn't. We were making fun of the bucket of spaghetti. we I actually made another bucket of spaghetti. We've seen that and I showed everybody how that was in the pool and they're like, the hell are you watching? I'm like, that's my idiot friend. yeah ah Hey, the bucket of bay spaghetti fucking slap. Yeah, I mean, all things considered, yeah, I slept all right for the most part. ah But yeah yeah like I said, hopefully everybody had a good weekend. Hopefully you got your Monday kicked off right. And no major hiccups or unexpected twists and turns or slaps in the faces or anything like that. Right. Yeah. ah
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Speaker: we but man love you blades love yeah the chatter's box i love all you guys man you guys are awesome You know, I love how fast it gets filled up. Yeah. Uh, you know, it is Monday. We, we have a little bit of a routine here. We start to show off with the, with the weekly bro check. So to say, so chatters box, how y 'all doing? How y 'all living? What's going on? Uh, Connor, uh, uh, Connor, um honor Connor. Going once, going twice. Connor is not here tonight, ladies and gentlemen. He actually, in all seriousness, and i and and I mean this this time, I just not mean great agree this is not me making up one of my outlandish stories. This is a gun God's honest truth. Connor does go in for his second back surgery this week. So he's going to be out of commission for a little while. Anybody out there, if you if you believe in the praying or the good vibes or positive thoughts or whatever,
Speaker: Send them Conner's way. Hopefully. And, you know, obviously we're going to be sending them love and everything from us. Hopefully the surgery goes well. Um, they are doing a back surgery as well as putting his bionic legs. They're not so bionic. They're like, they're Bluetooth. Yeah. They're, they're, they're like a wish version of bionic legs, but nonetheless, he'll have legs after this week. So it's kind of impressive. I mean, um I'm going to tweak them and make them better. So he's, you know, bionic man style. He'll be able to run like 60 miles an hour.
Speaker: its
Speaker: 60 30 days. well i want no I'm actually going to have him beat that car and run 500 miles an hour. mean His legs are going to do is kick him in the face repeatedly.
Speaker: yeah
Speaker: Yeah. I will not let you have Apple products. I just get it. Uh, no, but no, but in all seriousness, guys send some love Connor's way. Uh, we're really open. Uh, the surgery goes well. And, uh, you know, he, he, is he leave or relieved, relieved, relieved of pain. Yeah. Of, of the pain that he's been dealing with. ah leave is the medicine Yeah. The last few years and this surgery is a success. And when he's back. He'll be, you know, I feel for the guy right now because he has no painkillers right now. Yeah. Like he's not exact. That's got to be rough, dude. I can't. I can't do it. I couldn't do it. It's like telling me, I got to, I got to stop smoking before surgery. I'm like, yeah, fuck it. I'll die. Now that you can finally walk away, are you going to be the bigger person and walk away finally? Make sure you call first. Unlike some people.
Speaker: think about it. Best of luck. I don't know. But in all seriousness, love you, buddy. I'll be thinking about it. I'll check on you. got this fun You got bud. You got this. I can't wait to talk to you after your surgery when you're all fucked up. Yes, that's that's the phone call. I'm waiting for it. Like yeah I've already told Nikki that as soon as he wakes up, he needs she needs to call so I can talk to him so I can hear him say he like he misses big black i think i think I think we should video chatting from the group. I think so. yeah we can reach that now That way good and way the group can the group can be like, oh, we love you, buddy. I hope you're feeling better. to use that And I'll screen record the whole thing as as he says, I need big black. Yeah. But I mean, he's going to sound like he sounds every other night of the week anyway. So that's why we call him sleep a little extra stone.
Speaker: yeah x so
Speaker: I won't lock you on Facebook. yeah
Speaker: You'll walk away from the camp three to four times the amount of seizures. He just gets up and walks away. Oh, anyways, carry on with the Brochic, Gervishi. Gervishi, only once. Hello, Jarvis. Testing, testing, one, two, no, nothing? ah Nobody gives a fuck. Nobody cares. Jarvis is no longer, I'm just going to say this for now. Jarvis is no longer a part of the network. No, not my decision. I don't know why. Um, like a, uh, like a, uh, like a little school girl, he sent me a text message and, and then blocked me across the board on social media. So I have no idea. And that's the weird thing. He blocked you, but he hasn't blocked me.
Speaker: Not that I texted, but you know what I mean? Yeah. What's going on? are we headaches I don't know what's going on in his world. All I know is that he had me blocked before I could even read the message. So. Best of luck to you and Mark, I guess. Oh, and I really don't know what's going on, but you know, and yeah, I. Hopefully in all honesty, hopefully he's okay. Hopefully he's all right um but You caught me at the wrong time brother because I don't do second chances no more so Agreed, you know, I I'm I'm done with the bullshit. I'm done with the the Self -deprecating I woe as me. I'm the fucking victim man the fuck up No,
Speaker: nope he's dead too
Speaker: Well, about that, I was flipping through the Minnesota times online because you can do that now. And, uh, there, there, there, there, there, there was a story in there about a, um, circle jerk, bukkake party that went haywire and ah they didn't announce the name. They just said that there was a redhead ginger Canadian. with an Italian name that did not make it. That's, that's part of the danger of those, those parties, man. I'm telling you. I'm just saying to each other. I've never been invited to one of those parties, but I'm, I'm pretty sure why. Cause I'm the reason people die, you know, whatever. He's the artist's comments because he's on Facebook and you're on YouTube. goofy
Speaker: Yeah, it was the only story for Minnesota let's week But now so that Jarvis is no longer on the network it was his own yeah yeah he finally took that power job maybe Maybe maybe he did best of luck to you, man. Hey I you on your handle knees you can do it there or here i don't know why I don't know the reasoning I can only speculate um I can only make my opinion based off of a lot of signs. But you i you and I talked about it prior. We saw it coming like, I don't know, 12 miles away. Yeah. At the end of the day, best of luck to you, brother. Don't let me catch you popped up on the internet somewhere using my show title because there will be an issue. I agree. Sports unplugged with Jeremy. I don't think so. I don't think so, son. No. I'll trademark it.
Speaker: not oh I'm going to have somebody else do the show. Their name's not even Jarvis. And they just be like, welcome to sports. identify is Jarvis.
Speaker: No, but seriously, in all honesty, whatever, man, do your thing. Yeah. Sorry. You know, I think it comes down to and and I'm being dead serious. Some people can't take the pressure.
Speaker: There's that too. There's a good there's a good thing. I mean, that could be what it is. um
Speaker: but Yeah. Oh, facts, you know, not telling you. didnt do it it's nice You I have this to say we're it's the wheat from the chaff. We're keeping the wheat. We're getting rid of the chaff. That's what it is. That's what we're doing. Yeah. And they we we we don't force them to leave. They just they realize they can't keep up. Ooh, did I say that out loud? Did I say that large or high? No. Should I say - No, I'm still here. Fuck you, I'm still here. Yeah, but you also have special needs. Calm down, Lenny. I can't read the signs. Unfortunately, I'm your legal guardian. you I have to let you do these shows.
Speaker: I'm like the Kamala Harris to Joe Biden over here. I gotta stay. okay No. ah I just cackle him. Maybe I just maybe I just intimidate people off the network by being in the champ and being the greatest podcast host of all time. Yeah, that's not it because nobody actually believes it but you. Like ever. Yeah, but I'm the champ. You're in this weird delusion that you think you're the champ. But I'm the champ. My mama said, I'm the handsomest champ ever. She just told me right before we did the show. ah And and that that's kind of, ah you know, that's a good point. I don't know. I think that was kind of a point. We were hyping it up and it's like, you know, when you like, even when we started the garage, I was like, woof no pressure.
Speaker: Is that your new catchphrase, Connor? Think about it.
Speaker: Where do we come back? That's going to be the bottom of the screen. Well, as i as i put as I put in the group chat, now you can't leave. There you go. Nobody else gets out, God damn it. You know, here's here's the thing. I think we got. I mean, if you really want to, I just finished on your mom, so. Chris' mom didn't move. Oh, sorry. That was that was over the She's under the seat in his car. She's not under the line. yeah and in all seriousness, I don't know what's going on in Jarvis's world. I don't know what's going on in his head. I, yeah I wish, listening I wish, I wish you had been a little bit more grown up and at least talk to me. Um, you know, that's unfortunate. I, I, I got something for that buddy. I got something for that. Give me six seconds here. Don't be part of the problem. Be the whole damn thing. Be a man. There it is.
Speaker: Be a man.
Speaker: Man. I ain't mad at it. I'll drink to that. It's only water, but I'll drink to it nonetheless. ourless's x actually i'm gladton no I I just wish you'd have been a little bit more grown up about it and and not did like a hit and run, especially after when we brought them on here to the... That reminds me, Glick, I'm going to break up with you. I'm going to send you a text. Oh, thank God. My prayers have finally been answered. Just breaking up with me. um No, especially after when they came on the network, you know, them and talking shit and they're like, hey, guys, if we ever just do us a favor, do us a solid and don't don't don't kick us off the network through a text. And that's kind of what I got from both of them. So a text and then a block.
Speaker: which is like Howard. Well, I didn't get a block from, I don't think I got a, i you know, I don't get a block from Mark and Brian, but it was jar head I just, I just wish I could have talked to him and see what was going on and made sure he was okay at the end of the day. And I'll say this, am I frustrated in my aggravated? Yeah, a little bit, but I would have also liked to have been able to check on him and make sure he's not mad. I'm disappointed. i
Speaker: My wife says that a lot. but every woman has said that to you after that 30 -second display of heavy breathing and you haven't. I'm here to win. I'm here to win. You don't like. ah But how are you doing this week? How are you doing, Jeffrey? Well, believe it or not, three shows back to back. I'm not bad. You know, we can't, you know, the I mean, no, no, no, no.
Speaker: And it's not that, you know, the the the whole text I'm out kind of thing fucking threw me in for a bit of a loop. um Other than that, I'm doing pretty good. ah I started, I told you I started watching that show. Dude, I can't finish it. It's fucking freaking me out. I had' never even heard of it. it it um I'm probably going to finish it, but I can't obviously can't watch it with the kids because it was like, wow, there's more nudity in here than I thought it would be. What's it on? It's on Prime. It's an interview with a vampire series. It's on Prime. It's a Prime original. I saw a clip of it on TikTok and I was like, you know what? I'll check that out. Yes. And I was like, yeah.
Speaker: Facts, Connor. Facts. Facts on facts. Good game. I'm the champ. Slap on the ass. Good game.
Speaker: but it's, it's other than that, you know, like the kids are driving me crazy as usual. Um, and c sell the surfacecu hey I can find that number. No, it's little stupid shit. Like, uh, I cleaned the room. You know, I gotta have perfect 20 minutes later. It looked like I'd never even touched the fucking thing.
Speaker: And I was like, you guys don't see the mask you made? What mask? Oh, Jesus Christ. Ray Charles, wake the fuck up. You know, it wasn't me. Yeah. And then, you know, like, like I was telling Blaise Friday night. We're down here watching a movie, kind of goofing off, playing, playing little games with kids and stuff. And I was like, I'll be right back. I'm going to go to the bathroom. Came back from the bathroom. TV was broken.
Speaker: like broke broke or like oh no dude it's it's yep true right here this is the TV it's like they shut no um so so I took their TV and using it for my laptop now hmm as punishment I said well now you guys can't have a TV yeah sucks to be them yeah I mean, as I was telling you before we started, I don't hit kids. I don't hit my kids because A, I'll probably hit them too hard and knock them out. B, I just take shit away. Not really. But ah I don't, I don't hit my kids. I let my wife do that because like I said, I'll break their spine. She would have to be home to do that. Funny. how
Speaker: yeah I told I already told Kevin was it when your mom gets home? She's gonna knock you the fuck out. I'm not gonna stop her. I don't know. Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do it at the end of the day. And um and that's gangster. You know, it's gangster because I said at the end of the day. That's what makes a gangster. That's why. Yeah, ya yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, christli does a whole standup about it like i i was You know, I came back downstairs and I was like, hey, it's not a bucket of, it's pasta. Noodles is different. It's noodles. Chris gets pissy if I make ramen. The crab had. zab food
Speaker: the crack once again Everybody makes fun of my bucket of spaghetti or my bucket of pasta, but for you guys, it's awesome. last whole You are a goddamn uncivilized beast, dude. Oh, that'll be done by tonight. That that crab guy has or the little plankton dude has the chum bucket and you have the pasta. I got the pasta bucket. Hey, you are a fucking savage, dude. i d oh impossible answer You are an absolute fucking savage and not in a good way like how do you figure? Dude, you're like ah you're like the little boy who was raised by wolves, man. No, no, no. And here's why. Yeah, yeah, yeah. yeah Why? No, no. Here's why. Here's why the bucket of pasta. It comes down to I'm waiting on the guy to come redo the free on on my fridge because it's under warranty. If I do it myself, avoids the warranty for some reason.
Speaker: So i'm waiting on a guy to come and I was like I need something that I can make a lot of Because I can't buy groceries because I can't put in the fucking fridge because inside the fridge is 80 fucking degrees I could cook in the fridge apparently and I was like Sadly admit. Yes, that is a it is it is not as you know, and that's what I thought when I saw it It might be in the Tupperware aisle It was in a double raw and it came to the lid. Like, you know, that big pink bucket, big bowl I put spaghetti in before. I have a lid once in my life seen a bucket. It's Mexico. They got it all. They got it all. Yeah. And this thing's awesome. No, it looks like it looks like it's like a sand bucket. Yes. It looks like a five one of the five gallon buckets that you buy at the home. du Are you eating with a goddamn spatula?
Speaker: No, that's how I was scooping it out into my bowl. And obviously I'm mean out of a bowl. I can't with you. you challenge You're jealous of my bucket of pasta, dude. Hey, Glick, how's your mental health doing? Well, it was fine until I seen Chip's bucket of pasta. I'm a mad. And now I'm thinking about ah Baker acting myself. I did not i did not know that, Tech. ah I don't know what the hell is wrong with it. It's just not working. So I'm waiting on the guy to come fix it because it's under a proper warranty. You also have to remember he lives in Mexico. It's still 1983 in Mexico. Yeah, but my fridge is only I bought the fridge brand new in 2019. It's got a 10 year fucking warranty. It's Samsung. I make pasta castles.
Speaker: Jeff Boyardee, you ain't kidding. Oh, you know, like I make my own sauce and. Oh, God. I don't know how to make pasta. I wouldn't even know where we're going to start. I like pasta from scratch of them. Yeah, i' I don't even know. I don't even know. like and I don't even I don't even know where to start any. You're jealous. Yes. You're done. paul Are you making Tony D's dictionary again? Yes. Uh uh. Wait. No, you're in enough fucking trouble. Go upstairs. What do I do? Baby, chill. What's going on, brother?
Speaker: What up, man? I knew who you were. I knew who you were when you came in. Just going to go murder his kids. Well, I gotta say, you know, for me, I know honesty, uh, last week was, uh, last week was good ish. Yeah. Yeah. Last week was good. How was the graduation party? The weekend was the weekend was busy. Friday night started off with, um, I had a really good interview and a really good time with the guys from Tennessee Holy Water. If you haven't, check them out. you know Check out the interview. They got a brand new song. I did watch it this time. I watched it. I watched it a lot. We did. We did. We did do three hours. Well, I fell asleep about halfway through then. Yeah, we we we did do three hours.
Speaker: But, um, yeah, we were having a good time. We were hanging out and I was like, Oh, I'm not gonna, what's an extra hour. It's not gonna hurt. It ain't gonna hurt nothing. Um, but, uh, really cool guys. Uh, they were super fun to hang out with. Uh, and they, they make some killer music, man. Uh, we, we had a lot of fun. I, I have a new man crush and I haven't even, I haven't even got a chance to talk to him yet. Adam, if you're watching. I'm telling Matt. yeah although you're cheating on him well That's different. That's different.
Speaker: Matt's bigger guy. He's like older. I love Matt. I got nothing but love for Matt. I got man love for Matt. I have a man crush. There you go. Benji said it. Everybody hit the like button just for fun. Hit the like button, whatever you're watching on the like it and share it. Yeah. Yeah. Sharing sharing is caring folks. And Jeff will go topless. I was topless Saturday night on the show. Oh, my God. I'm fucking traumatized. My PTSD kicked in. Jesus Christ. No, here's here's the thing. like When you were on the show in that over by the I don't know, it looked like you were like on a balcony or something. I was just outside.
Speaker: It wasn't that bad. Before the show, you had the phone sitting down like this, facing the ceiling, and then you would hover over it, and your tits just flop out. little la And I found out Chris has little beards on his tits. I got a little chest hurt. No, no, no. No, you got like nothing in the middle, just little beards hanging off your tits.
Speaker: I'm traumatized. They were brand new. I had to kick my kids out of the room. I was like, don't look, don't look. they Yes, it does. So like yeah like man boobs, man boobs. Yeah. I actually had them braided earlier in the day, but I took the braids out before we got in the pool. So that's why it was all everywhere. It was just, yeah, it was nice and curly, but no, um, no, uh, then Saturday we had, we had, um, ah excuse me, Austin's graduation party.
Speaker: That was really cool. We had a good time. Lots of friends and family. There are some friends that we hadn't seen in a very long time. Some family that we haven't seen in a while. Showed up money. I have no idea, man. That's none of my business. That's, that's, that's, uh, that's on her. No, um that's something I needed to know. Yeah. That's, that's, I mean, ah obviously there was lots of cards and some gifts and stuff like that. Um, now do you do the card opening like, or the the gift opening? No, not and like, no, it was just all there. I i mean, that not that I'm aware of. Nobody came and got me, but that's part of by the keg. I get it. No, no, no, no. I was I was drinking. I probably had more pop than I should have there, but I was drinking mainly water. I've been drinking a lot of water, man. Well, that's that's that's something we need to bring up. what Well, I all of a sudden in the water.
Speaker: I'll tell you here in a little bit. Just checking. Yeah, I get it. yeah and and That's true. But and then, you know, then afterwards we, you know, we, Nikki's son came in from PA and her best friend and her husband and their kids came in and surprised Austin for a graduation party and they spent the night. That's why I didn't do the show Saturday. I mean, that's why, i you know, I didn't. I thought I was still going to do the show and you guys kind of got a short term or a short notice from me that I wasn't going to be there. I was there in the beginning for a few minutes and I thought that I would get the opportunity to pop back in, but we were playing cards and swimming and. I mean, we didn't even get home until four o 'clock in the morning. So that yesterday was just like, you know, how I am on Sundays, you know, you know, I like to stay. i don't do you And, and I stay quiet. I think I might've set one of my buddies, but I was like, I told him today, I was like, look, dude, I said, it's nothing personal, man. But Sunday is my day. That is my day to relax. Um, you know, reset, get ready for the week ahead of me. Uh, it's, it's what I do for my mental health. Yeah. You know, so I don't talk to anybody. Don't tell your personal.
Speaker: You know, there's very select few people that I talk to. And, ah you know, ah you're not really one of them. I mean, don't take it personal. I mean, Jeff's not one of them either. But Jeff. Well, yeah, but I also don't really like Sundays. I I've taken that on as well. I it's like, you know, what I don't need to fucking do anything on Sunday. Yeah. You know, granted, I have the garage now on Sunday, but yeah. But Jeff and I are going to just sit around and bullshit all day Sunday like we would do any the other day. The only time that we messaged each other, it was important. Right. And I know if I get a message from Jeff so that ah then I need to check it out and respond to it. And you know, like vice versa. I mean, I last night I sent you I sent you a message and it was like, look at that. ah No, no, I didn't quit drinking. I just.
Speaker: I'm taking I'm cutting back on the hiatus. um Yeah, a little a little hiatus, man. um So it was good, you know, livers and rehab. but do yeah My liver is actually my liver is very upset right now with me. It's like, hey, bro, what's going on? I need my weekly, you know, I've also cut back on pop and I'm not drinking as much pop as I normally do. I can't you i actually I've actually only had one glass of pop today. I can't drink straight water. I just can't. I don't like straight water, but, um, yeah, we got those flavor packs and we were talking about, I don't make this real quick or I didn't go to break so we can get into the meat and status. But, um, all in all, I had a good week last week. I had a really good weekend. Um, and you know,
Speaker: a minor little setback last night, but uh, you know, it is what it is. We'll move on. But I was in the packs and I remember when we were talking about them before and you asked me about the sugar in them and I was like, probably four times the amount of a 12 pack a pop. No, actually they're all sugar free and super low in calorie. So they're actually technically quote unquote That's like my, my Big Mac salad that I sent you. No. just how no It has the word salad in it. It's healthy. i'll die best formal i back
Speaker: i' die on the cellll it's healthy this salad yeah right yeah and i'll I'll die on the hill that if I ate a diet of steak, potatoes, and a little Vodka, you know what I mean? and I told i called the wife I'm gonna start putting salad on my cigarettes so I can buy more. Because then they're healthy. My cigarettes identify as salad. but
Speaker: Ooh, my water identifies as alcohol. No, it doesn't. No, it doesn't. Well, then your cigarettes can't identify as a salad. No, my cigarettes are are no asexuals. They can do it. but so when they're chopping their penis off and selling it to people in a restaurant why not you don't know you don't know them judge my cigarettes it's 2024 baby uh we got we we got the bullshit out of the way here we got the banter the weekly bro check you know again guys and i'm gonna say it a couple more times tonight uh make sure you know if you're friends with connor on social media show them some love
Speaker: You can do it on our social media. Connor's on there. He'll see it. Send him some love, send him some good thoughts, some positive vibes, send him some prayers. Obviously, we all hope that this serves his purpose and he'll be back up. Is it weird? I want everybody to send him like an Amazon package of doll legs. but I think that would be like just like $400 in a box and everybody just sent as long as long as long as we could get his room number at the hospital and we could send it to the hospital, right? Just like 400 ,000 Barbie doll legs. That'd be cool. That would be cool.
Speaker: for anybody looking for a gift for Connor. There you go. ah I will get the address. I'll text Nikki, Nikki right now. Hey, what's let's what's the hospital? What's the room number? I'm going to have Amazon drivers lined up around the fucking block. we
Speaker: Exactly. But um it does look good. Yeah, you know, like I said, all seriousness, you know, Connor is having surgery this weekend. Uh, we want everything to go good and, and, and hopefully he'll be back up on the scene moving around and be able to do things with the kids that he has and all that stuff here in a few months. And maybe he'll be a little bit happier because he can be kind of a grown. It would be hilarious. It would be hilarious. And I want to be a fly on the road. Like I'm, first thing I'm saying, I'm sending Nikki a camera and then I'm going to have like $400 ,000 shipped in the Wednesday night. And what the fuck news man in Indiana res receives, receives $400 ,000 after back surgery. Cause his friends are. assholes idiot Podcast friends thought it would be hilarious. 20 ,000 viewers.
Speaker: and they were correct. It was hilarious. Back to you, Karen. yeah it He's still laughing. We don't know if this is the drugs, or if it was actually funny. We're waiting for the drugs to wear off. But no, we're going to take a real quick break. We're going to come back, and we're going to get into the meat and potatoes of this conversation. that We're going to be talking a little bit about you know ah disappointment and being let down, that feeling ah You know that that you get when when when you feel like somebody's disappointed you or somebody's let you down which is gonna lead into a Topic next week and I'll have to and and again Connor won't be here I shout out and I don't want to say this to shout out to blaze and Jeff. Thank you guys ah because I'm like fuck it I'll make this show happen on my own and Jeff was like
Speaker: Hey, Blaze, would you be willing to switch Mondays one Monday? I'll do it next Monday. So shout out to you guys. And I greatly appreciate the fact that you guys. Well, as I said, we're here at the nonsensical network. We're supposed to be a fucking team. And if somebody drops off, if I could. One of the worst actors to ever grace the big screens. We're finally.
Speaker: Yeah, finally. ven diesel family oh i didn't hear i heard flu Well, I was doing my my impersonation as how more nobody And that's that's the beauty of having the network, you know ah God forbid Benji can't make it on ah on a Sunday which might be the case sometimes cuz he works, you know, I ah you know, Blaze can jump in or we'll pre -record or, you know, there's there's a million ways to skin a cat on this network. And, and you know, and I already knew Connor was going to be out because he mentioned it a couple of weeks back. And I was like, well, with somebody else gone, I i know what it's like to do a show by yourself. I don't recommend it. Fuck, it's boring. and it' You feel super inadequate and disappointed. Huh?
Speaker: Benji's gonna be out? No, well, the thing is, on on Sundays, Benji, there's there's times where he won't be able to make it because he's gonna be out of town. So what we plan to do is pre -record and release on the day. Ah, gotcha. Gotcha. Or I'll have Blaze jump in. We'll talk motorcycles or something. I know car stuff. Yeah, you know how to hit the gas pedal. Calm down. I can start it. I can put it in gear. I can drive it. I can put gas in it. Pull the transmission and then put it back in. Then we'll talk. Easy peasy lemon squeezy. Okay. By yourself. I pull it out and put it in. Do it with Connor's mom. It's gotta to be, it's gotta to be, it's gotta to work after. It's gotta work after.
Speaker: Hey Jeff pull the tranny out and put it back inside really yank my sister my broster out the door and then throw him back in the house well you said it not me yeah After it Saturday night the fucker deserves it what do you do lock up um me My broster walks up and punches me out of nowhere and then keeps walking by and tweaking my nipples I i Call it even He's weird. Can't see. So you told me to pull a tranny out. My, my, my payment work. So my cash app went through. I mean, cause I called him and I said, Hey, do me if i punch a Punch click. Does it be funny? The squeaky nipples thing. That was, that was a freebie. That was on him. did
Speaker: and you Let's, take let's take a break and come back and get back into the meat and potatoes of the show real clear. we're Like I said, we're going to be talking about a little bit about disappointment being let down. or or possibly letting someone down. Yeah, or or yeah, or the flip side of the coin, you know? Yeah. You know, disappointing somebody or letting somebody else down. ah But I always try to find music that goes with the with the topic. This is a hard one to find music for because when you when you when you scroll through it, a lot of it's breakup songs. Yeah.
Speaker: But you get the gist, you know, uh, you know, like 14 times. It doesn't let down or being disappointed follows breakups, whether it's a friendship or a relationship or a, uh, job or a family member, it kind of all encompasses. I just didn't want to like a red, weird, sappy songs. However, I am starting the night off with one of our old favorites where my, my man love for one Texan first started. Blacktop Mojo in the air tonight. Yeah. So we're back here just a few minutes. but We got a little Blacktop Mojo in the air tonight. Check them out everywhere at Blacktop Mojo. Go show the guys some love. They definitely deserve it. And they are actually I'm so mad. I wish I would have seen it sooner. They're doing a show tomorrow night right for my fucking buildings. Go sit on top of the fucking building. It's an indoor concert venue.
Speaker: um my be I mean, it was an outdoor venue. Yeah. I'm just going to stand at the fence like that song. Jukebox Hero or whatever. Yes. Yeah. I'm going back here just a few minutes. I can feel coming here tonight. And I've been waiting for this moment. All my life, oh Lord Can you feel it coming here tonight? Oh Lord, oh Lord
Speaker: Well, if you told me you were drowning How would I lend a hand? I've seen your face before, my friend But I don't know if you know who I am Well, I was there and I saw what you did I saw him with my own two eyes So you can wipe off a grin I know where you've been It's all been a pack of lies And I can feel it coming in the air tonight Oh Lord
Speaker: I've been waiting for this moment for all of my life Oh Lord, oh Lord Will I remember? No, I remember, don't worry
Speaker: How could I ever forget it's the first time, the last time we ever met?
Speaker: Well, I know the reasons why you keep your silence down. I know you're not afraid of me. And if it doesn't show, the place to go is no straight job to you and me.
Speaker: I can't wait to come with you every night.
Speaker: I've been waiting for this moment all my life Can you feel it coming in the air tonight?
Speaker: Love that song love that Yeah, they they absolutely killed that shit And you welcome back to main cam for men part of the nonsensical network If you're not already go ahead and check us out on all them socials Facebook Instagram X and Tiki Taki. Don't forget you can join us live every Monday, which is live throughout the week usually right around 7 p .m if you know If you wonder what's on bio dot link slash nonsensical network, you can find it all yeah You'll find everything and we are on all the major podcasting platform. We do not have all the major plan. Just, just Google the nonsense. We'll network or whatever. But give us a follow, give us a like, give us a share. We'd be so kind. We greatly appreciate that as always. Oh, oh my man. I don't even know where to start with this one. Um, well now I'm disappointed.
Speaker: Sorry, that was too easy. so but i'm scar I'm sorry. I'll leave. No.
Speaker: a I feel like I let you down. track hi Think about it. Stop doing it. I got it. i mean where do where Where do we even start with this with this topic? I mean, well well i guess here's being disappointed in somebody. It's it's one of those things. It's like, You literally will sit there and scratch your head and be like, really? Really? I hear that a lot.
Speaker: so but ah and it's It's it's not it's not a hanger thing. You know, the disappointment thing is like. You I did, I did this, I did this. What else could I do? and and And that is where disbo disappointment lies. And put it in simple terms. How many times have you told your kid, do that? Do that? No, do it. And then they still don't do it. you You're not angry, you're just like, really? Yeah, I think think sometimes,
Speaker: So I think you know when it comes to disappointment, there there's there's I think I had to get my bearings correct here for a second. I think there's there's several different ways you can look at it. One of them being, you know you you
Speaker: this is kind of a big one. You almost put too much faith into someone or something. And like you said with the kids, you know hey yeah hey man, you know take out the you guys clean up your mess. Right. And I said not make a mess or or like, for instance, like. Get home Monday before you leave or you get home Friday before you leave next Friday, have your room cleaned and fucking Friday rolls around and they go home and they they they they leave and and then you go look at their room and it doesn't look it actually looks worse than it did before they got there. Right.
Speaker: and um So you got that kind of disappointment there, ah you know or or like I said you you put too much faith or or Trust into someone and and and you put a lot of work and energy into that person whether it's a friendship or a relationship or a work colleague or whatever and then they turn around and and almost like I think I think a lot of times when I when I when I get disappointed in people or I feel let down by people is when they almost just kind of look you right in the face and just Deliberate deliberately say fuck you. It's almost like or or or or like oh well, you know, which is yeah like they when they don't care about the disappointment they caused That is that is like the biggest slap in the face and
Speaker: thats so um yeah ah And it's you know and As we've we've all disappointed somebody at one point or another uh Whether it be whatever reason, you know You know my I think my mother's favorite words where I'm not mad. I'm disappointed. Well that feel can feels worse I'd rather be mad and fucking scream at me for three hours. What? but it's like Usually it's something that I didn't think I'm think prior to doing you know You know, it's like why did you jump your bike over that fucking car? Cuz I thought it'd be fun, you know, yeah, I'm disappointed. Oh well my bad um, but when it's the big things were like if It I don't think anybody means to disappoint I
Speaker: Like we'll put it into mild context. What we were talking about in the day is disappointing. We're going to say it 75 more times before the next break.
Speaker: We should be able to spell it by the end, but don't count. Uh, no, but like we'll put, I'll put in context of what happened over the weekend yesterday without going into too much detail. I know. I mean, I'll, I'll find out. Say, you know, A lot of time and energy and support it was put into, and it's it's an obvious thing, you know what we're talking about. On my end, um my end you know a lot of time energy support help was put in. Building people up. And and and what happened yesterday was, was
Speaker: a huge slap in the face. I'm not mad. I'm not angry. i um chair I'm just, mrs is sweet one yeah like I'm just like, there's no other words. I'm just like, really? Like, damn you. And then there was no decency or common courtesy there at all. And that's the difference between me and anybody else is I'll put my piece out there on these shows. I'll vent on these shows and I'll say what I got to say on these shows. I'm not gonna do it in the shadows. I'm not gonna lurk around. I'm not gonna say that I don't watch something or ah or say that other people are stitched in telling me things or anything like that. But last night, it was just like, wow, man, not and not only not only are you seriously letting me down here after after all the hype and everything else like that. and you
Speaker: But yeah, I I'm not mad. I'm not angry. I'm just fucking disappointed. And like I said, I don't live in the land of second chances anymore. That was the things that I was doing because I was somebody who would give people multiple chances. And i bridge the bridge is burnt. That bridge is burnt. That bridge is gone. There is no second chances. And. The other thing is kind of disappointing about people is when they use their mental health as a crutch. I 100 percent agree. Let's be honest, everybody on the network, or anybody you know, has mental health issues. And it's not, it you know, from from, you know, it's a range, it's a spectrum, so to speak. And, you know, we've dialed into that before, so I won't call it that before, but ah again, but to use that as an excuse, come on, fuck off.
Speaker: And i mean even a couple of weeks and even a couple of weeks ago, it was the same feeling that I had a lot of time, energy and and and effort and support and and trying to and move and shit around. Yeah. And and and and trying to accommodate. and And then it was just out of the blue. I mean, yeah, I mean, it was like.
Speaker: I got limited time in this in this life, y 'all. We all got limited time, man. We, we, we are on borrowed fucking time. I don't have time to be wasting, wasting it on, on, on people. I don't have time to waste my breath and oxygen that I have on, on people. Uh, I get yelled at a lot by this guy right, right here beside me because, and I got yelled at, I got yelled at this weekend too. Yes. You gotta, you gotta, you gotta ask for help.
Speaker: You got to delegate. Oh, yeah. Well, when I do it, it falls on deaf ears. I just say the hell with it. you I posted. I get quiet. I get quiet and I just do it myself. I because it's not going to get done unless I do it myself. ah And I got a third one. right and A family member who who watches the show, they're like,
Speaker: Christopher, you got a lot on your plate. I said, I understand that. And they're like, You have to let the other guys help. And I'm like, it's not that I don't let them help. but but no well and And you would bla do the same thing. yeah and And I have to bring this up. You and Blaze do the same thing and you don't, and it's not, you guys aren't being a dick. But you're over particular and I get that and it makes sense like i mean know yeah i may well I was doing it to you the other day and I was like You're like, oh dude, I don't mean to be a dick but I was like you know that's the critique we all need Like, you know, I i built a thing. I haven't even posted it yet because now I have to change it but ha And I'm thinking about doing the one where I
Speaker: painted over on the phone. ah didn't be funny um but but That would be funny. Just don't put the butll do the question mark. Great. No, but it's like, um, and in certain things I won't see, you know, like we were talking about the font and the, and the capitalization of certain words that I was putting on there. And I was like, fuck, I didn't even think of that. And I knew the color thing that was like, The color I had with the background that I had on it, the color didn't pop enough. And then I played with different colors and I couldn't find a color that would pop good. So no big deal. I changed the background. ah But. You know, and. Not only do I have to read it, but Blaze has got to read it and what he has to read it is a whole nother fucking ballgame.
Speaker: um and i and i'm curious to see how long he can keep those constant changes up because it doesn't it's doesn't get easier
Speaker: originally um know never videoage entrance and i was like yeah i mean after three of them i you know in And like I said, this is going to be the quote unquote negative. People are going to listen to this. and and and and And this is going to kind of be the negative where. Just a reference, you know, what it's like for us, you can call it negative. What it's like for us to feel like somebody's we're that we're disappointed in somebody or somebody's let us down. I mean, it's just speaking of the podcast, it's happened, ah you know, with other you know former three times now. Jesus. Or or or even or even quote unquote friends of the show, you know what I mean? It's just like well, you know ah And I said it before I'm gonna say it again with friends like these buddy. Yeah Jesus but And before I used to dwell on man, I would dwell on it I would get angry I would get upset now like last night I
Speaker: For instance, a place who versus who that was, that was a pop text. That was not me because I was afraid I was going to spell it wrong and then put in the wrong one. So that's on talks. Don't worry, Blaine. She didn't hear our conversation Friday when I was like, man, I don't like the font. I don't like the color. And and he changed the font like 27 times. And I'm like, I'm sorry. I'm an asshole. I understand. But. And then I had to i'm running on of flocks here buddy yeah had to explain myself,
Speaker: you know, uh, but, but no, I mean, you know, sometimes you, you, you put a lot of time and energy and effort into a relationship of any kind. Just for the back end, you're, where you're left looking like an idiot holding the bag. Well, and that's, that's, that's the, that's, you know, the word of the day disappointment. You know, go to hell Connor. You ain't got no legs. Yeah. Shouldn't you be resting? Um, president but it's like, it doesn't disservice to the next guy, you know, because, because like like, you know, blazes the new kid on the block on, on the network, you know, he's, you know, he's been around for a while, but he's a new kid on the block. He's got his new show coming up Thursday and.
Speaker: Not that we're not going to put the time in because I think he's dedicated, but it's like if somebody else comes in new and said, you know, Bob down the road, he's like, I want to do a show. All right. But I'm not going to fucking help you because I've been burnt before. No, I think I, you know, I say this now. Yeah. but two so fucking Not blazes, blazes a solid guy. He's a standup guy. You know, I think I think we're good. um You know, the fact that the effort is being put in oh Blaze is liking what he's doing. He's excited for what he's doing. He's, he's, he's ready to do it, you know, and, and, and he's putting in the work for it and, and, and whatnot. Serious work. I'm seriously impressed. And, and whatnot. And, and,
Speaker: But, you know, like I said, I mean, and it's across the board. I mean, and a lot of, you know, a lot of people in my life have, uh, have let me down, have come and gone and let me down or, or, or quote unquote, disappointed me. Um, friends, you know, guys that I thought that would be there no matter what, and then I can pick up the phone at three o 'clock in the morning and say, Hey man, i Yes, I fucked up or I'm fucked up or you know, and then they would be like hey I got you don't worry about it and you know when those times were there and these were guys that I have done the same thing for At least two as well It's a one -way street man you're taking I'm giving and I'm giving and I'm giving and I'm not saying you but
Speaker: You're taking, taking, taking, taking, taking. And then when you're done, it's just you're going to get a text here in a little bit, buddy. be a block here in a little bit
Speaker: Please don't block me, Blaze. No, it's <unk>s just like, you know, there's been relationships where it was like one way. And then it's not so much, also sometimes, also sometimes it's not so much that I'm, that I feel like they let me down or that I'm disappointed in them. It's, it's kind of flipped. Like I'm disappointed in myself or, like or, or I almost feel like I let myself down because I seen the warning signs. Two weeks, two, three weeks ago, I knew what was happening and I should have said shove off. Uh, before last night happened in all honesty, I seen what was happening. I watched it. I w I, I fucking watched it and I knew what was happening and I still kept helping and supporting and trying to elevate and everything else and getting a hype around, uh, uh, you know, something. And I was watching it. I was literally watching it. Yeah. And I knew what was going to happen.
Speaker: It was only a matter of time. Well, you and I both called it like an hour and a half before it happened. Yeah. You know, we were, we were chatting back forth and we both said almost the same time, it's coming. And you know, at this point, it's depressing. Yes. Monday night. Calm down. We'll send you a recently. Uh, but it's, it's, it's one of those things. It's like, at this point, I'm like, you know what? It is what it is. I don't care anymore. I, you know what? So I got to do an extra show every, or extra two shows a month. No big deal. Um, granted that wasn't the plan, but, and, and my wife's already pissed at it, but whatever. She's in France. How would I shut up?
Speaker: regrets When I get, when you get back, it's a different story, but you know, right now, like
Speaker: Yeah, but she's not there by choice right now. She's stuck there because the ticket prices are like three grand to get back because of the fucking Olympics. So once it gets back down lower, she'll be home. I hope like minimal effort after you come back from your surgery. honor I don't expect much. ah Trust me, I'm disappointed. I'm let down by you every time you open your mouth. Daily. Daily. I'm just kidding. No,
Speaker: yeah and no but I mean, I think, I think sometimes I think people sometimes put so much time and energy in others. And we kind of put our our blinders on, you know, like, yeah, you you don't see the red flags for us country folk and anybody who's ever been around a farm ever in their life or knows anything about horses. You know, they put these blinders on horses, especially like race horses. So they don't get distracted or race adults or whatnot. And I feel like a lot of times we, we get so excited for somebody and we get, we get so excited for the potential that we see in a new coworker, a new partner, um,
Speaker: or a new job, you know, and and we put the blinders on. and we're oblivious to anything going on around us. We're we're oblivious to shitty work environment or. The red flags. Just a shitty fucking person in general. Yeah. And yeah and and you know and and and and you become hyper focused on the end result. You don't see the the red flags flying by you at 90 miles an hour and you're like, I didn't see that. It's OK. Yeah.
Speaker: We'll fix that. We're burning that bridge when we get there. And, you know, so I'm always afraid of of disappointing somebody, you know, like I like at work. When I start a new job, I'm there 20 minutes, 30 minutes early. I'm there 30 minutes late. I put in the extra work. And because I don't want to be that disappointment person. And that I think that's just I think it's one of my good traits and I don't have many. but
Speaker: How I don't, and what I don't understand is how people don't see the disappointment they do themselves and then just don't give a fuck. Right. I'm just not wired that way. Like I would, if, if, if I were to truly disappoint somebody, I'm beside myself for like three days. No. And I i want to talk more about that on the other end of the break, but, uh,
Speaker: Before we go to break, we got a couple of minutes here before before we take our next break. um I will say for me, and I kind of touched on this, a few years back, yeah you know if I felt like somebody let me down or disappointed me, and and there's been people as of late as of late and the last couple of years who have felt that brunt because I'm disappointed in you and you let me down. And instead of just letting it go and moving on, I got angry. I got mad. I got pissed off. and And I would go off on them. I would go off on them, whether it was in person or on the phone or ah you know or through the podcast. there's There's been a few people that have been on the other end of one of my rants and tangents. Hell, even so much as a few months back.
Speaker: but I wanna apologize for a few months back on my rants and tangents because those were justified. I wasn't paying attention when. Those were justified and those were those those were deserved. But before that, um
Speaker: and it and it took and it it would take me a few days to come down. Mike and I had a huge, the big dog and I, I love that guy to death. Him and I had a huge falling out on the show. And it took me and it and we talked that night afterwards, but it took me a few days to really calm down and be like, all right, now let me talk to this cat real quick. Let me, let me, let me fix this and, and, and, and get us back on the right page because I need to know where he's coming from and he needs to know where I'm coming from. Right. But then there was other people who I was just like, no, fuck them. I'm done. I'm out. I ain't got time for them. I've always been. and and some of the And some of those people are still on that page because like I said, I don't do second chances anymore. However, now is like prime example. ah With last night. I told you guys what was going on. I let you guys know.
Speaker: And then I kind of seen myself out of the conversation. Like I told Nikki, I was like, I didn't want to dwell on it. I didn't want to, I wanted to sleep on it. You know what I mean? I wanted to sleep on it. Give yourself time to think. Yeah. Get my thoughts and and not let it simmer and boil and then come on the show tonight and be like, mar you piece of shit. Good for nothing. This is why. this is happening and this is why that's happening. And this is why this will never happen. But I didn't want that anger. i'm still I think, I think, I think that's, I think that speaks volumes. When we talk about men's mental health, I think that speaks volumes for me personally, where I am now. growth It's called growth. It's yeah. Growth and and acceptance the thing on your face. Growth mentally. That's a growth. But
Speaker: Like we were, like we were talking last week, like we were talking last week on the show and and ah in order to actually start the journey of healing, you have to, you you have to accept your faults. You have to accept your past. You have to, you have to make the conscious decision to get rid of the negativity. agreed So instead of being angry and mad and everything else, I made the conscious decision that I'm not going to let me, I'm not going to let negativity take me over. I'm going to, I'm going to think about it. I'm going to get my mind right. I'm going to be positive about it to a certain degree, and I'm going to turn it into a joke. And that's what it's going to be. It's just going to be a joking, laughing matter. Uh, and, and we'll, we'll state our piece on it and kind of move on from it. Okay.
Speaker: Yeah. and You know, and and I'm still in that. I'm still. Yeah. And I'm still in that mentality is like, you know what? And i I've done this for years. You get one shot, you know, little fuck up. So, yeah, I don't care. That's little arguments, a little shit like, but you fuck up as bad as some people. Yeah, I'm done. I i mean, I literally never leave my house. So it's not like I'm going to run into you, you know, and And if I do, I'm just going to tell you, you're not talking there. I don't care. No. Yeah. You know, um, none. And to Connor's point, um,
Speaker: you didn't even jump off a second ship, man. Like that was the thing. There was a good thing thing going on here. And oh there's still a good thing going on. don't get wrong And I hate to break it to you. My gut is never wrong. I'm almost like fucking Nostradamus. And I won't put my predictions out there, but Jeff and I talked about it last night and we talked a little bit about it today. I think I know exactly what's going on. Oh, I do too. And I can't wait to be proven right. Well, and. Validate me, please. You know, you know, it's like you really jump and I'll put it out there.
Speaker: you literally jumped off a perfectly good chip onto a boat with holes in it.
Speaker: Yeah, I said it. I don't care. Yeah, I don't know. I guess I mean, I guess that's that level of being feeling like somebody disappointed you or, or, or, or kind of let you down. it And you know, and it's not even real. It's just when I put time and effort into people, man. If I don't, I don't put a lot of time and energy into somebody and then they fucking you know, like, like, like a previous relationship, you know, you I know, i sometimes you make comments and I'm like, man, it's not even really like that at the end of the day. I mean, I'm not, I'm not mad. I'm not angry. I'm not disappointed. You know, it is what it is. And neither one of us really put all that much effort into it. It just kind of happened for a little bit and then it went away. It sucks because, you know, yeah every every breakup is hard.
Speaker: gar You know, but but at the end of the day, like I don't carry no grudge. I don't hold no grudge towards this person um Hopefully hopefully one day she finds her peace and she she finds happiness and and yeah but some kind of what They do with the 82nd, you know, yeah they jump out of public good an airport, but the thing is is somebody many left their parachute behind. Mm -hmm But I've had other relationships that yeah, it was like, wow, you really let me down. You, I, I didn't listen to the naysayers. I didn't listen to. Well, and you, had you, you personally, and I've seen this over the years, you're not one to stare at the red flags. Go. Yeah, that's a red flag. You're like, that's yellow. It's all right. I'm a fixer. I'm a fixer. Hey, I get it. You've been trying to fix me for years. What are you going to do?
Speaker: Oh no, I, I gave up and after the first week, I'm like, yeah, he's yeah almost cost like he's the lost I'm just going to, I'm just going to be his friend. That's all I could do. I could just be afraid. I can't fix this guy when he falls close to the ground. well yeah yes the It's not like me. I mean, If you don't catch me, I might break something. Usually the ground. and you Not wrong. Does he make a sound? I'm sure he does. Trust me, he does because he's whining.
Speaker: i need If it falls in the woods and no one's around, does he make a sound? Oh, shit, my beard. Yeah, that's the sound of me. I dropped my beard. I did drop my beard, fuckers. I'm OK. All right. Don't worry about me. No, but like. I truly look at this experience that we're going here on the network and I and I say the network because it's the newest one and I don't get very many.
Speaker: ah but Multiple times. multiple times five li ah I just look like a baby at the time oh need the little baby wise were you thinking to drop kickck the baby you know but it's like And like I said the way I'm approaching this situation is we're getting out the Dead weight. Yeah. Dead weight. The fact, you know, we're going to go through growing pains. We're going to go through hiccups. You know, we've been going, we've gone through them before. Yeah. You know, with the, with the show, we, we, we're going to, we're going to have them in the future. and We've been told, we've been told in the past, Oh, once you lose them there, you're going down drain. Where are they? Where are we? Yeah. And that's how I look at it. And I said it last night on, so on the, on the group chat. I said, you know what?
Speaker: Let's move forward and upward voice because Joe Rogan is coming. We're coming after him next. yeah No. and and it And even, even back, you know, I, you know, I used to get angry about it. Now it's like, no, I'm not going to get angry about it anymore. you know it is immigrant I got, I got, I got like five more fits of rage in me left. Yeah. So I'm sorry. It's just look at the positive, you know, look, look at the positive loop, what we got going on. i you know I think we have a solid group of guys. I said that before too. I did say that before too. But no. you know i
Speaker: um
Speaker: So yeah, i mean we can stay in a negative headspace with it and and be upset about it, which is what I used to do. you know When we lost Mike, I was and Not, you know, and Mike and I had conversations. But I was aggravated with it. And I told Mike, and i and I sincerely mean this, and I still mean it to this day. The door's still open for Mike. 100%. You know, with but the whole time. I think he'd be great on this show. I think he would be really good on this show. I think he would be really good on this show. he feel where Especially where his head is now. I think i think ah great think the big dog would be phenomenal on Monday nights, but you know, still he's still working through things in his personal life. You know, we still talk. We don't talk all the time, but we still talk. um and don't talk them You know, the Tony situation, i was I was, but that was, that was not just
Speaker: Yeah, but I don't I don't 100 % blame Tony for that yeah People in his ear. Yeah, that was not that was not something that happened that came and went that was a that was a very long build -up and and ah a lot of frustration and aggravation and a lot of pressure and it boiled over ah You know and and and I can even though I
Speaker: The door's closed as far as Tony goes. I agree. But, you know, I, amen. Best of luck to you. Do, do, uh, I have no ill well, but it's the guy, but it's like, do do what you got to do, man. I hope, I hope it, I hope it works out for you. Best of luck. You know, figure out what you got to do. What's going on, Perry? You know, figure, figure everything out. Hopefully it works out for you, man. Uh, it just didn't work here. Uh,
Speaker: You know, but and again, no, it will towards the other guys. ah But the door is there's no more. I don't do second chances. Well, and I and and and I guess I can. we clarkton It's just where i at I am right now in my life. There's no more second chances for people. um You know, Mike is an exception to the rule. Well, yeah, but but the Mike was going through shit personally. Yeah. and and and And the reason, and and the biggest reason why Mike is an exception to the rule is a, um, he was a man about it. I still consider him a really good friend of this day and be the guy was going through the fucking ringer and right. And and he he always kept me in the loop. And I, and I told him, and not that I asked him to, but he, you know, we would talk, he would come to me, we would talk about things and, you know, that's a different story. That's a different equation. You know, the, the,
Speaker: the flat -out disrespect, the blatant disrespect, the coattail writing. That's something I'm 100 % done with. If you're going to be part of something, build it. Do build it. Actually put in some effort, put in some work. Like what, like, you know, I just mentioned, Blaze is, he's got his new show coming up and he's building the shit out of it. You know, and I have no doubt that once he does his first episode, and he'll he'll fucking advertise the shit out of it. Because what else is he going to do on those nature walks? but But on top of that, if you're just here and turning your camera on, yeah, you're you're not, you're coattailing. And I'm done with coattailers.
Speaker: Yeah, so I mean, that's that's different equation, different different thing. Smoke weed every day. Well, we know you're going to do that, but while you're doing that, you take a puff post. Take a puff post. i mean How hard is that? ah get I'll get you on the socials as well, please. But you know, yeah, man, like the coattail writing the, yeah you know, and not that we're anybody and and I'm not like, inflating our ego or my ego like, we're growing. No, but we're growing but you know agree. But the difference between
Speaker: You know, and and um this is not tooting our own horn. We started out where we just were like, you know, we each had a couple of TikTok followers and we started out. We're like, fuck it. It goes where it goes. And we built a lot more than a couple. But shut the fuck up. Calm down.
Speaker: I still don't have over three grand. I don't know why, but I get followers every day, but it still hasn't, doesn't move. And i I think I get a lot of bots, but whatever. Yeah. Hey, some people, some people will, will cherish those bots like they're real people, man. I agree. Uh, but like literally.
Speaker: yeah if you're gonna be here, be part of something, be part of it. Don't you be like, yeah, I didn't do shit, but you know I've got the million dollars too. No, exactly. and and i think And I think at the end of the day, that's where that leads to the, for me personally, you know it leads to the disappointment and letting down, you know I see so much potential in some people. And again, not like I'm and and not like I'm the end all be all when it comes to this stuff. In all honesty, I spend more time fucking elevating and pushing everybody else around me that if I took a quarter of that fucking and put it into my goddamn self.
Speaker: Oh, I agree. I'm the same way that I would already I would already be the next biggest thing out there in the podcasting world. You know, I'm losing my shit right now over my music show. Like I can't believe what's happening with that. But also at the same time. Yeah, I'm putting a lot of energy into that, but I'm putting a lot more energy into everybody else and everything else going on on this network. You know, you got us. where if I just turned all my energy and focus onto that, then I'd be like, hey, here's a text. Fuck you, I'm out. I'm John Lennon leaving there are yeah ah paul be you leaving the Michael Jackson leaving the Jackson by losers. yeah
Speaker: yeah but But, you know, the the one thing I and. some of us more than others and you know you do a lot i do some stuff connor does some stuff blazin's fucking killing it with what he's doing um and you know benji's literally he's uh He's technically part of the network, but he just does the one show. um He's actually doing some stuff. He's not, he doesn't post on social media, obviously, because the guy doesn't have any. But, you know, he's bringing stuff to the table. he's What about this? What about that? And so we're all good. Who else does that? I can think of a couple of people that didn't. They're no longer here. Yeah. A coincidence?
Speaker: And it's not like we were like, you gotta go. I didn't do it. They did it all down on the corner. And again, more power to them. Hey, good luck to you. Keep being that dog out in the yard chasing his tail. That dog don't go nowhere. That dog don't, huh? For good reason. With my ideas.
Speaker: and it is There's something to be said about constructive criticism.
Speaker: and i uncle says everything is but comes like Like for instance, hey, maybe if you did this Yeah, and then you take it the wrong way and you're like, well fuck my circle. Sure. Fuck you. Yeah try help i'm not really all of i Criticism someone with some sometimes it's just a bikes but agreed I want to say I would say a big break here and you sque want to come Back and and I want to and know I want to flip the coin here um And we might go a little over tonight. It is what it is. Don't worry about it. It's my network. I do what I want. Okay, guys. you're auggie You can't leave. You have to watch. But, you know, just... Nobody's allowed to leave because if you leave, you at I will be so angry at you for leaving my show in the middle of it that I will block you. That's what I hear that I do. and
Speaker: You will be here through the entirety of my show and listen to everything that I have to say because I have a microphone and I have a camera and I demand your attention. Why? Because I'm an egomaniac and I am the champ and I'm the greatest podcast host of all time. Feel free to clip that and use that. and
Speaker: no, but no skis we might go a little over tonight and that's okay. Um, and happens and I do want to take a little bit of break and i do want to and I do want to flip the coin. The other side of the coin here, you know, sometimes, uh, us as people, some of our biggest fears and which leads us to do too much. Uh, uh, it would be because we're afraid to disappoint someone or let somebody down and we do too much, or sometimes we do too little. because we get them negative thoughts in our heads. And it's like, why does it matter what I do? Because they're just gonna be disappointed in me. I'm just gonna let them down. That's what that's what I do. I just let everybody down. So it's kind of a catch 22. But that's where we work on the positive stuff. We get that make negativity, that toxic brainwaves and toxic chemicals that are in our head. We gotta we gotta to get rid of them.
Speaker: um You know, we got it. That's how that's how we move forward and our mental health and and and and get better Are we ever all gonna be 100 % perfect? No, but we can be better Because me at the end of the day, I mean I am the champ and I am the greatest bi so of all die And I am the greatest lover boyfriend fifty Now you can't leave So anyways, we'll be back here in just a few minutes. Now everybody's leaving just to prove my point. We can't leave, fucker. Bye, Felicia. I don't need you in that alone, Snopes. I'm just kidding. I do want you guys to be here. But no, nonetheless, we're going to take ourselves a real quick little breaky poo. I don't know who any of these artists are tonight. I just grabbed music before the show. But
Speaker: I do know this next song I'm going to play is without me. It was originally done by Housley. Housley. Housley? Whatever. I don't know what it is. Housley? Housley? If Micky was here, she'd yell at me. I'd be like, it's whatever. But you know what? It is a great song. It is a great song. It tells a really good story. So we'll be back here in just three minutes. Maybe it says it's the beginning of the video. Who's doing the cover? Fingers crossed. I don't know. We'll be back here in a few minutes.
Speaker: Oh yeah, I remembered right before the words came up. It's Nate Moran. Check him out. He's actually an amazing singer. ah This is his cover of Without Me.
Speaker: found you when your heart was broke i filled your cup until it overflowed and took it so far to keep it close i was afraid to leave you on your own i said i can't
Speaker: But you're right there going to feed just so you can take advantage of me Tell me how you feel sitting up there, feeling so high But so far away to hold me, you know I'm the one who put you up there Your name in the sky, does it ever get along?
Speaker: Don't Just runnin' from the demons in your mind Then I took yours and made a mind I didn't notice cause my love was blind I said I'll catch you with you
Speaker: I'm still sittin' up there, feelin' so high But you're far away to hold me You know I'm the one who put you up there Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely? Thinkin' you can live without me Thinkin' you can live without me Baby, I'm the one who put you up there I don't know why
Speaker: You don't have to say it's what you did I already know I had to go to find out from them So tell me how to feel, yeah Tell me how to feel, sittin' up there Feelin' so high, but you're far away to hold me You know I'm the one who put you up there The name in the sky, does it ever give up?
Speaker: I don't
Speaker: Oh, Nate Moran with his cover of, uh, without me. Check him out. Everybody listen to the music. I got all sorts of media. The guys have made an amazing artist and who knows maybe I can work my magic and, uh, you guys will be seeing them hanging out on Glick's house of music one night. There you go. Um, welcome back to men cam for men. He's good. He's Jeff. I'm like, he's Jeff. I'm like Connor's on medical leave. And Jeremy, she is no more. Actually, you know what? I'm taking her name back. Jarvis is no more. We're going to keep the show title. And this is men caring for men. We're talking a little bit about disappointment and being let down or letting down or causing disappointment tonight. If you're not already, go ahead and check out, uh,
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Speaker: And if you be so kind, give us a little share of Rusky. We greatly appreciate that. Don't be shy with the shares now. Um, I was going to say something and it totally, uh, I slipped my mind, but any who, any who flip side of the coin, you know, we talked about, we you know, we spent some time talking about being disappointed and, and, and, and being let down and, and, and. you know I spoke a lot on personal experiences. not in a negative I don't mean it in a negative light. it is At the end of the day, it is what it is. It's happened. It's probably going to happen again. and and and Rub some dirt on it, get back out there. yeah and and and and I've moved on from those people and hopefully those people have moved on from from me ah and some of you haven't. ah but
Speaker: okay well you you know, it is what it is. The flip side of the coin is for individuals, for for us as people, as human beings, because it's inevitable. We're going to feel this way. We're going to have doubt. We're going to have worry. We're going to have fear. We're going to have excitement. We're going to be sad. You know, these are, these are emotions and thoughts that go through our heads. No matter what, even if you are in, sometimes all at once. Yeah. yeah Even if you are the the picture of perfect mental health, these thoughts and, yeah, yeah I know better.
Speaker: Me too. We're perfect. That's why we host a mental health show. Lawless. no So we can tell you how to be perfect like us. No. Don't use our lives as examples. The opposite of those people. out right But you know these these are thoughts and these are these are these are doubts that creep into our minds And these are fears that we have on the flip side of the coin like I said is Feeling like you're gonna disappoint somebody or let somebody down. You know you hear it a lot especially between sons and dads or mothers and daughters or daughters and that but you just say kids in general a Lot of kids have that fear and that doubt in the back of their mind that they're gonna let their parents down or they're gonna disappoint their parents in some way shape or form
Speaker: as a parent, I can say my feeling on it. I can, I'm not going to speak on every, I'm not going to speak on every parent, but I'm going to say for me personally, there's not much out there that there's not much of anything out there that my kids could do that would let me down or disappoint me. Yeah. Let's be honest.
Speaker: Because they are my kids at the end of the day, you know? Yeah. They're my kids. Um, I'm going to love them regardless.
Speaker: Maybe a little slight disappointment. Go clean your fucking room, you degenerates. Well, it's not even that. Like, ah you know, why were you speeding at 150? Well, because my car can. I'm disappointed. You you watch the cops. Shit like that. There are times where the disappointment is justified because you spill better kind of thing. yeah and But that's with everybody. Anybody that's not disappointed somebody, go ahead and hear Stone. but yeah Yeah, exactly. You know, but like, you know, as kids, when we're growing up, we think, oh, my God, I got a speeding ticket. I'm going to get disowned like that level. You know what I mean? all Right, right, right. OK, there's levels to it. You know, it's all like my parents are going to be so disappointed. They're going to disown me and I'm never going to be welcome in the house again. I'm going to be living on the streets and going to become a male prostitute and sell my wiener just to life goals. I mean, what I? I don't know.
Speaker: sorry so like but You do for a living. I'm a male prostitute. I'm making good living. A giant dick. What are you going to do? I do things and then I buy them out. yeah it's an and But you know, we we're going to have those fears. You know, for instance, like
Speaker: every Every single day. It's like man. I gotta I gotta to stay grinding. I gotta keep my head on right I don't want to let you guys down you guys being you plays You know, I know I don't want to let you guys down with what we're doing here And it's not so much that it eats up too much of my brain and then I that that it but it's in the back of your head It's like I don't all say you yeah, I don't dwell on it. and I don't let it consume my life but or you know like Even in you know relationships or whatever you have that man. I Fucked up. Oh, yeah, you know um at the end of I Played call of duty too long and now you know my girlfriend Yeah, my you know, she's mad at me. I had too much to drink last night
Speaker: Some of those thoughts and that happens a lot to you done. That's why he gave up drinking. I get it. No, no, because because your fiance is as big as luscious you are. So I could. Well, there is that yeah no you guys are like the opposite. You would like Call of Duty. There's times where we're like sitting on the couch watching. I was going to say that's not a huge example because she just plays with Kindle. Yeah, as I said, there's times where we'll be watching a TV show and we'll do three episodes in and she's like, you know, save the world. I'm like, yeah, again, if you don't want to watch anymore, she's like, I just want to read a few chapters in my book. I'll read a couple chapters and I'll do my dailies and then we can come back to our movie or a movie or our TV show, you know, or. But it's the big things. It's like, God forbid, knock on wood and all that. Let's say, you know,
Speaker: Uh, you're driving Nikki's car and you crash it. Well, she's going to be disappointed. You know, it's not necessarily your fault fault, but it's like, that's, and it's not something you worry about all the time. I am sure, but it's the big things, the little things like call of duty. That's just like, that's pissy shit to get mad at. That's first world problems, buddy. it's it's Well, it's, it's more like, you know, and again, for me, for instance, you know, my, my one, ah you know, one of my biggest things that I'm like, man, um I I'm going to let everybody down. Everybody's going to be disappointed because yeah i lose my that job yeah I lose my job or I don't make enough money. You know what I mean? Like I can probably make more money and I don't make enough money. and
Speaker: you know, it's stuff like that, you know, that fear of disappointment, uncontrollability the of yeah job, like you actually technically went through that. I mean, granted you, you got brought on by the new company, but you were, you were seriously beside yourself during that time, because everything was up in the air. And you're like, what the fuck am I going to do? Yeah, I can, I can, during that time, I can see it and hear it in your voice where the audience may not have heard it. And Nikki may not have heard, but I've known you since I'm fucking 15 years old, I can hear it. and and And I get that, that it's that uncontrollable, i i what am I gonna do? I'm going to let the family down. I'm going to let the guys down. um
Speaker: you know um That shit does eat at you. And it eats at all of us. Um, you know, like myself personally, right now it's slow with my company. So I'm like, Oh my God, what am I going to do? But luckily things are slowly picking up. I've been, I've gotten over the hump, you know, I've got, you know, I'm on the way down on the roller coaster and just need to get it over a little bit more of the hill. Um, and during that time, man, I felt like a piece of shit. I'm like, you know, I went from, from pulling an X amount each week to zero.
Speaker: And, and I was, you know, I told my wife, I I'm sorry. and She's like, it's not your fucking fault. It's slow season. I get it. yeah But that didn't alleviate my guilt or my, my disappointing myself. Well, and at the end of the day, I think, I think it comes back to the conversation we had last week. You as an individual has, you have to make the conscious decision to Move past that move beyond you know, and that's something that yeah I mean obviously it's something that I worry about it's something that you know, I don't I don't want to I don't want to let anybody down I don't want to disappoint anybody, you know what I mean? I've got I got and have big dreams man. I you know, I'm a I'm a big dreamer. I always have You know and and and I want better I want to do better um And I am my own worst enemy as far as
Speaker: You know, being worried about letting somebody down or disappointing somebody numero uno right here. Yeah. I'm worried about failing myself more than anything at the end of the day. Um, and that was something that I struggled with for a long time. And, and, and, and, and, you know, having that, that, that quote unquote come to Jesus moment with myself and that conversation with myself and making that decision, it's time for a change, big fella. you yeah don't forget commit you you can't you You can't use this for for a crutch, you know, your mental health is not a crutch. It's not a handicap. It's not something that ah you can use as a fucking excuse anymore, man. And there's a lot of people out there that are doing it. and and and and And that fear of disappointment or that fear of letting someone down really started to go out the window. Right. You know. Also, you know, it helped by
Speaker: Eliminating the toxic people in my life or the toxicity in my life as best as I could so Is it there? Yeah, absolutely. Everybody's gonna have it in the back of their mind or in the front of their mind where Wherever you are in your in your mindset or your world or whatever but you know Every once in a while when there's a when there's a curveball and I speak for this this quote -unquote network Every once in a while when there's a curve ball or something like that, it's like, fuck, I'm letting the guys down. And I might dwell on it for a little bit, but then it's like, fuck it, man. Cause you know, the, the five of you that's here now, all five of you are quick to roll with the punches. Yeah. so If there's a setback or if if there's a change, man, the fact that you guys are so quick to
Speaker: and And that's part of it, man. You don't feel like you're going to disappoint someone or let somebody down when you have the right people in your corner. Right. You know what I mean? Because when there's that, when there's a hiccup, you're like, Oh, you like, and I'm using a lot myself as a personal reference. That way. Hey, I don't want anybody to get twisted and get butt hurt, but be, I'm a, I'm a real person, man. I'm going through it just like you. you're not alone you're not alone guy you're an ai person i created i made you up my computer skills no the ai is talking shit oh yeah you think they would have got better with ai but apparently ai adapts to why we were wrong jokes assholes wrong either algorithm sorry my bad no and and kind you know like
Speaker: i was reading I was reading my car someplace. I love smoking weed. All my troubles seem to know much less. Yeah. I think that's what you and I need, buddy. We're the only non -smoking. Well, Benji doesn't count for non -smoking weed because he's not on the group chat. But like you and I don't smoke weed. And you can smoke weed for both of us. I know I'm good. didn I get I get I get ill. I'm i'm literally allergic to weed to smoking weed. No, I think, I think, I think at the end of the day, you know, like I said, you know, those, those fears of of disappointment or disappointing or, or letting somebody down when you have the right people in your corner and the right people in your life, those start to dwindle all away. isnt You know, cause even when I was going through the situation with my, with my job, you know, Nikki was right there the whole time, man. She had my back the whole time, you know,
Speaker: You know, whatever happens happens, you know, you'll get through this, you know, you'll, uh, you know, you know, it'll be fine. Uh, which at the end of the day, I was like, yeah, you know, I'll, I'll figure out a way to, you know, but and it still didn't, didn't matter. You know, it was still there and some days were worse than others. I, you know, but it's normal feelings. We're allowed to have those thoughts. You know, there's an old saying that says, uh, pack a bag, go for the weekend. You're not moving in.
Speaker: Go, go spend a day with yourself, pity in your and, and, and, and, and, and waller around and your own boohoo cry baby bullshit. I see. I can't do that because then I'm there for like a month. I, you know, I, I know we'd pick on my wife because she's never here, but. whether she's here or not, she's in my ear. Fucking man the **** up. Don't be a **** and it's just, you know, you do the same **** thing. No, you do the same thing. It's like, you know, what you get over it. You know, you just **** man the **** up, get back on the horse, get, you know, rub some dirt on. You really paint me up to be a real terrible friend. Just so you are an ****
Speaker: you know Live with it. Just you know, I don't even know why I spend it all this time doing this men's mental health show Get the fuck hungry pussies. Oh wait, I should know Somebody know but you know, yeah about you calling people with mental health problems pussies It's a dick it's a joke not a dick don't take it's hard. Um, no, but it's like if I yourself pussy If I start to wallow. Listen to this music spiral. Yeah, you have a tendency to spiral. Yeah. And and so so and I know I know it's not good for me to wallow or to dwell on it. And, you know, like I've rebuilt my kitchen three times because of depression. You know, I'll literally go out and like fuck it. I got to get my mind off it. So I'll go buy a shit ton of wood, rebuild the kitchen.
Speaker: you know, or we're just about to pause. ah kitchen man but But it's like, i've I've learned ways to distract myself. So I don't wall it. And you know, everybody's got their own process. I get that. Um, But, and especially when depressed when when when when I feel I might disappoint somebody, that's when I go into, you know what, fuck it, I don't have any money to build anything, I'm gonna redo my tool area, you know, reorganize or, you know, or I'm gonna, like, was it a year ago, I got bored, I didn't have any money.
Speaker: Despair and I redid the fucking table. I just sanded the fucker down and restained it and To get myself out of it. Hmm, and it's becoming that's become my little yeah i talk and and yeah and i And I think with you man and and and you know, it's just my opinion and I don't think you've actually fully had that that conversation with yourself yet. I don't think you've really sat down and Because i we didn't like the plague. Yeah I like the plague. I I'm like, you know, what fuck it. That's sort of that's for another day and and that's this can be my downfall and it probably will one day but I do have micro moments What I'm telling them where I'm like, yeah, who the fuck up dude You know like
Speaker: A while back, I was looking at changing jobs. And I was like, I'm talking about the time schedule. I was like, I might have to step away from the network for a little bit until I figure that out. And then I spun it into something that I think is going to be better and, of course, more money. um
Speaker: and And actually keep me at this desk. but
Speaker: i i ah can i put I built myself a little bubble in what I call what I'm calling the perfect bubble. I don't I don't venture out of my bubble because that's what I get in those weird situations where I start double, you know, triple thinking myself and and there's where I get tripped up. You know, I've I've cut a lot of people out. I've, you know, I've cut out old friends. You know, I had a friend mess with me today and she was asking me a question. I was like, I don't know. I didn't even answer. um And it's like somebody I haven't talked to since high school. And I was like, really? ah But it was like one of those things. It's like, yeah, I don't.
Speaker: I'm on a path. I need to stay on that path. And if I deviate from that path, that's where the disappointment will show up somewhere or the depression will show up somewhere. you threat who upstairs i no you aren but night on I don't care. Yeah. No, I think, I think, I think at the end of the day, you know,
Speaker: Being quote unquote disappointed and or let down by somebody or flipping the coin and disappointing or letting down somebody is an inevitable fact of life. I agree. It's going to happen. It's 100 % going to happen. Uh, it's how you, it's, it's, it's how you deal with it. I think, I think it boils down to how you deal with it and how you, and how you approach it. You know, it's almost one of the things where you have to accept it as sort and And and and whatnot it's a part of life ah And don't think it's how to roll with the punches sometimes yeah, I don't think it um Got a Bob when you should leave Yeah, um
Speaker: yeah don't, don't, don't let it, don't let it, uh, you know, and this, and I, and I, and I, and like, uh, meat kettle, you know, um, and it's just to myself, you know, don't let it, don't let it consume too much of your time. Don't let it take up too the well on it. You're just going to make it worse. huge overthinker Yeah. Like every, every, it's like walking from here to the bathroom. I've overthought that three times, you know, the point where was like i could have been done by
Speaker: you know i couldn um I'm very I'm very much guilty of of Letting letting that shit live in my head rent -free at the end of the day I Used to be now like you know, like like I said last night it it all comes down to making a decision certain things click eventually Yeah, you know like last night I could very easily been on there on the phone and
Speaker: Mad as hell all night long not sleeping tired to that was me yeah was let it yeah let it let it affect my i lost it last half what you ben you yeah Let it let it affect my my day -to -day And there was a couple there was a couple pop -up moments and stuff like that But they were fleeting, you know Well, you know what I realized last night, I I mildly blew up there for a little bit. And it was like, let's be honest, it was maybe 15 minutes. But I was, you know, I was sending audios left and right. And then you said something. I was like, you know, he's got to fuck it. Fuck it. Don't care anymore. Yeah. And and yeah, yeah like I said, a fleeting moment here and there. um But after that, I was like, yeah, fuck it.
Speaker: And what it boils down to is having the right people in your corner because, you know, blaze, blaze popped in. He was like, Hey, you know what? I got you on this. I got you on that. Let me know what we need to do. You popped in a blaze. You know, would you be willing to swap Monday, switch back and forth? I got him. I got you guys, you know, and, and, and that, that, that that helped too, because then I was able to go, all right, you know what? um i im breath again yeah I'm not sit here and dwell on it. And then, and then also like in the meantime, even outside of the things that, you know, you know, what you guys were conversating about outside of that, I had to step back and I had to look and be like, man, Jeff's finally doing a car show. I've been yelling at him for three years to do a goddamn car show. He's finally doing it. Him and Benji are having fun. He's having a good time.
Speaker: He's happy with it because I knew that's what you that was going to be your happy spot. You know, I'm still a little bit nervous about intros and starting the conversation, but that comes with time. Yeah, like that that'll come with time. You know what I mean? You know, I look at where this show is and and and i I love it. I love this show. This is going to be a hard one for me to walk away from. But I know I have to walk away from it. And I know it's going to be in good hands once Connors healthy and his body's right and his mind's right ish. Uh, you know, Connor's going to be a great host on here. And, and, and, and if he needs to, if he needs me to stick around for a little bit longer, of course I got his back. I'll do it. Uh, but you know, he'll have to find how, you know, if he wants one or two or three co -hosts, you know, that's gonna, you know, Hey. Well, and something I was thinking, I think.
Speaker: with these new changes, there's going to be improvements across the board. Yeah. Because I think we've all, we're all quickly realizing we can do better. We're being shoved into that. No evolution. I'm forcing you guys. know like no nobody but But you've been pushing it for a while and I get that, but this kind of, it seals it. Now we have to, we don't have a choice. No. where Before we were like, yeah, we we could just keep doing what we're doing um done Yeah, cuz I've made it clear once Connors back and he's healthy. I'm done on Mondays. I Love this show. I love this show. I'm umm um glad I got the opportunity to I know you I know you put create this show You're gonna still pop up occasion. Oh, yeah. No, no, I'll pop in occasionally. I'm still I'll still be a president
Speaker: Yeah, I'll still be a presence, you know but but I'm gonna put it into Connor's hands. It'll it'll become his baby. um I love doing this show, I really do. um and And when I made the final decision to do this show and I had co -hosts, I knew that I wanted to make it Connor's baby. I wanted to put it into his hands from Jump Street. You know, um, Wednesday nights, I love the change. I love what we're doing. I just got to get you guys more on board with what I'm looking for. And that'll come, doubt some good ones forlyn that' that'll come with time. I, you know, I I'm not, I'm just trying to lead by example. You know what I mean? I'm not, I'm not trying to like push the envelope or, or anything like that. Again, that comes with, that comes with me trying to get my head right. And, and.
Speaker: and having that conversation and and accepting the faults and the downfalls and one one of the one and and this is not a Disc but one of the things that you need to do is Kind of let go of the reins a little bit And you know, let us fall on our faces a couple of times and then we're fucking you know, it's going like, you know Push us out of the fucking nest every once in a while. Let us learn mean i don't have anything I don't have anything to do with your car show. I won't have know I won't have anything to do with, with, with, uh, with blazes show outside and when outside of coming on as a guest. Cause that's why I'll be a guest on blazes show. I actually look forward to being a guest on blazes show. I did too. like you so I was going to say people who've been watching us on ah doing nonsensical nonsense or doing this, doing this thing. we've heard You've heard the arguments. Jeff and I will argue about the dumbest things and we'll both know.
Speaker: that we will both know we're fucking wrong, but we will not let in that we're wrong and we will die on the hill that we're right. You know, so I'm looking forward to, to, to, to blaze, giving me the opportunity to, to come on the other shows, but I seriously think it's going to be a lot of our best shows because people will be tuning in for the arguments. I think, yeah you know, I think Oh, Blaze, you're going to go through hiccups. You're going to go through the ups and downs, and you're going to have to fine tune it. You're going to have to fine tune it. I think once everything's all fine tuned and everything like that, I think Blaze's show is going to be good. I think you and Benji are still working out your kinks and stuff like that. For the car guys out there, your show is going to be awesome. For the music people out there,
Speaker: I can't believe the success that I'm having with my music show. Agreed. Never thought in a million years that I would, I'm, I, I, I literally said just the other night, I'm going to wait until like mid ah mid mid August to start lining up guests for September. yeah are that um That lasted all of two days. no and And I had an artist reach out to me today. I didn't reach out to them. They reached out to me. Nice. So I was like, let me check out your stuff. let me kind that mechanic reach out to me i'm just yeah you know like you know like bus mean Let me see what you're doing. And, and, and, and, and I'll get back with you. I said, but I just want to give you a heads up right now. We're looking at September and they were like, Oh, that's cool. Whatever, man. Let us know if you like what you hear. Uh, you know, I think putting it on Tuesday, uh, moving the garage to Sunday, because let's be honest, the time people are in their garage or Saturday and Sunday.
Speaker: yeah Yeah. You know, you know, Wednesdays and Saturday nights, they, they, they are what they are, man. Saturday nights at the end of the day, Saturday night, it's already locked in stone. It ain't changing. It is what it is. Love it or hate it. That is Saturday night, boys. Ladies and gentlemen, that is Saturday night and it is, it is what it is. It's not changing. It's goddamn circus. yeah And that's the way we like it. You know, at the end of the day, But no, I'm, I'm excited for what's happening, man. I i mean, I'm excited for what you guys are doing. I, you know, I'm excited to see where Connor takes his show. Once I, once, once I give it to him, um, you know, and, and, and I'm excited to not do four shows a week. at Facts, facts Sunday morning. yeah yeah yeah We're we we're that we're get a little bit long winded.
Speaker: yeah We're the we're the we're the Saturday night main event rolling into the Sunday warm -up show there you go got the Yeah, we do a little bit of everything on Saturday nights, but no and and and and Again, you know, we're going to have hiccups and stuff. And like I said, I think the biggest thing for me, for my mental health was the fact that I literally, I mean, it was like a literal sit down conversation with myself. You know what I mean? Like sitting on the edge of the bed and, and, and, and, and, and, and fucking figuring shit out, man. And.
Speaker: and and this show has helped a lot because I speak a lot on my personal self. i don't i
Speaker: maybe maybe Maybe somebody will hear a little bit of what I've gone through or what I've been through and and it'll help them or they, you know, whatever. I try not to generalize stuff. I just speak from my own personal experience. And I know Benji and I have talked talked about the negativity aspect and things and the woe is me bullshit. and You know, obviously, we're gonna we're obviously we're going to touch on tough, tough subjects and and have tough conversation here and stuff like that. um But. At the end of the day, you know, we it's it's a double edged sword. Yeah, we're we're going to start to show with the bad shit and and and and and and and and but we also have the opportunity on the show to talk about a positive light and and and
Speaker: and to let everybody know there, there is light at the end of the tunnel. You just had you as, as an individual hat. I don't care what any textbook says, what any doctor says, what any professor says, what any person bottle says this. And again, this is my personal opinion. I don't give a damn what any of that shit says or any of those people say you will not get out of your negative mindset or out of your or begin your true healing journey in this mental craziness that we have as men and and we speak to men in general on this show until you accept the past and make the conscious decision to move forward and make the effort every single day to try to block out the negative and be a little bit more positive and find good in everything.
Speaker: there and and I don't care who you are. There's good in every as I said again yeah other the other week. I don't care. You you give me any situation. I'll find a good side. Yeah. Last night. I don't mean to sound like we're beating up on anybody because I know that's exactly how he'll take it. Yeah. Because that's how he is and that's just the cold hard truth. There's no ifs ands or buts about it and there's no way to sugar **** oh
Speaker: Like last night, I could have fucking dwelled on it, been pissed off, yelled, scream and cursed and been mad in the chat and, in in and, and, and, and been into you guys. I could have come on here tonight and been mad as hell, yelling, screaming, cursing. I made the decision consciously to look at the positive man. All right. You know what? like but Put too much, put too much time, energy and effort into something that I shouldn't have. uh i did too much i had too much faith you flew too close to the sun buddy yeah i yeah i believed in somebody that i shouldn't have i uh whatever the kate whatever you want to call it uh but i was like you know what i still gotta i still got a solid group of guys here doing shit doing some doing some good shit doing some fun shit so i'm not gonna dwell on a disappointment that was put on my table i'm not gonna i'm not gonna deal with the plate of
Speaker: letting me down by somebody that I that I see so much potential in. So, I just alright **** it. It is what it is and it's happened twice in the last couple of weeks. Yeah. A **** disappointment and so straight up let the hell down by a few people that just see nothing but potential and and and and and great things out of. Well, you know, Benji, there's friday spot open say don't worry, Benji. You know me. You guys all know me. I'll drop one show and pick up another one. shit
Speaker: And then Nikki will want to murder me. Maybe we should ride some of these coattails. I'm just saying. I don't want that. I don't want that. I don't want that. I don't want that sports show anywhere near my network. No, not what I was talking about. I'm just saying we find a sports show that's actually successful and then we can ride their coattails for a change. Um,
Speaker: I, there's, well, not a co -tail riding, but there are a couple of people that are up and that are small that I enjoy listening to their sports banter. And I've thought about reaching out to them. Um, but it'll, it'll, it would, it would be baby steps with them again, live and learn, man, live and learn. Oh, the one thing you also can't do is you can't give up, you know, you know, we're, I'm not giving it up, dude. I'm talking about, I'm talking about um'm talking what i yeah say when I say don't give up, it's like, we're not going to not add somebody else's ship. Yeah. To fill the spot or a going stop being so all over the place and just fucking settle your ass down in one place and then you can commit.
Speaker: No, there's a couple, there's a couple smaller shows out there that I, that I would like to reach out to and conversate with. They are sports based. I enjoy listening to them and when, and I enjoy watching them live because they are all about the chatters box. nightba I like that. You know, they, they, they, they engage a lot with the chat. They, they, um, ask the chat to engage. and And I like that. I like that. you know Especially when you think that's something I'm working on myself. Benji and I were talking about it the other day. People comment on the garage, but I always forget the chats there. Yeah, I know. You always ignore me. I don't watch your show.
Speaker: for you for good reason because you don't know what you're talking about and you try to fact check something you don't know. first Okay, first and foremost, I actually try to add to the conversation and i I don't I don't I stay in my lane. You know what I mean? I try to add to Now I will drop dumb shit from time to time, but you do the same thing. So yeah it's expected. Yeah. Oh no. It's, it's almost a must. Yeah. It's like, it's mandatory. Like if you're, if you're watching the music show and you don't say at least one dumbass thing, I'm like, are you mad at me? He's not watching. He's not watching. He's asleep. Are you mad at me, Jeff? You're like yeah fully engaged. Are you mad? Is everything okay? Or I'm not watching drop of put you in the comments real quick.
Speaker: Yeah. and and And I might not always watch live because, you know, and especially now being Sundays, but I'm always going to watch the replays. Right. I got caught up I got caught up today and I was actually kind of surprised because I invited him up here. I'm not, and I'm not surprised, but I did invite, invite somebody up here tonight. Cause I know he's going through some shit and I was like, it's Monday night, bro. You know, you know, you're welcome. So it wasn't like I expected him to show up. I just wanted him to know. I wanted him to know that it's available. Yeah, if he wanted to, he was more than welcome to just to just let me know and I would I would gladly bring him up. But. Yeah, I don't know. I guess that's really all we got to say tonight. I do have good news to kind of leave on a good note.
Speaker: yeah um chaos prince of chaos reached out he he sent me a uh a message on uh ticky tacky and uh i think his new book's up based on the based on the video he what wait what his new book prince of chaos i think his new books out yeah i know who princey i'm gonna i'm gonna message him when i get off here and yell at his goofy ass he sent me on he sent me a video that he goes to
Speaker: Yeah, he might have sent it to me. I didn't send it to the network page. I'm never on my personal page anymore. I always said if I send you something, I always send it to you. Yeah. Thank you. Well, I think you will yell at me. She's like, I sent you something. I'm like, where? I mean, I'm never on the, like, and My wife does the same thing when she sends me Instagram shit. She's like, I say to you something, i'm ago i'm I'm not on my personal, I'm on the... je ill i'll get i'll get um good to chaos hegraded I'll get chaos on a Thursday. chaos is my very lookquaious He's very loquacious, like Blazin is, and I think they would... wordy. Sorry, had I had to dumb it down for you. He's very good with words. There you go.
Speaker: thank Because I don't know big the words No, I it blaze brought this up on Saturday, you know, I've started to use bigger words because I don't have to dumb it down with him ah And and I enjoy using big No, but i I do tend to dumb it down sometimes I'm sorry, this is a good word. I like that
Speaker: Laquisha sounds like a stripper down at the diamond club. It is. exactly She's horseman and G string, but she's has this really s nice art. Yeah. Once you get past the fact that she's pregnant for the 19th time and you can sell it from backstage. I bet you, I bet you anything, he sent it to your personal.
Speaker: Librarians favor you That's hot that is kind of hot she take the glasses off what she strips cuz that's hot She goes low aside come from a plant for me. Yeah, you are I'm gonna read you the operation do hot for librarian. Oh, yeah Dude I have to send you a real this this tiktokker chick and then holy shit yeah how many you got like 15 well i'm not i'm not on that one i'm on the uh the network page and uh i sent you like five so it wasn't all me no i have um i have like 30 notifications on here well all right sorry for your listening sorry buddy you did say okay okay
Speaker: Okay. He did. Okay. So, um, but I've got, i go when I post on the nonsensical network, I don't go through the notifications. I post and then get the fuck off. Cause a, I don't want to fuck up the algorithm you have there. B, I just want to post and I don't want to read anything because I don't know if it's for me or not. So i I post and I get the fuck off. This, I just posted that one the yesterday.
Speaker: i posted i' doing and i post that i have not i yeah i posted I posted a cut. I will tell you the last time I was on here. I posted a cap cut on there of the logo with five days ago with the the girl singing from that Jackie Chan and Chris Tucker movie. I was on here five days ago. I'm on mine.
Speaker: I'm on mine every couple hours. That was the last time I don't get on TikTok anymore, dude. I don't fucking like TikTok, man. TikTok is aggravated. I think your algorithm's messed up, dude. I got an algorithm. I love my algorithm. No, no, no, no, no, no. Oh, hey, Blaze followed me on TikTok. Yeah, he followed me, too. I've been sending him stuff, too. Oh, my word. You shouldn't follow me because I'll send you shit.
Speaker: He followed my personal page. me Yeah, you'll never get a response on that. Well, I mean, like I said, I mean, even on our, even on our, our, our, I'm just so over TikTok, man. i'm I'm so aggravated and frustrated with TikTok. I mean, I post a video, I post a clip from the show. They take it down. I go live. You know, I go live and we're banned on live. and and And again, I just, I'm not going to let TikTok live in my head rent free, man. Like they're yeah you're not that important at at the end of the day.
Speaker: here i get on my tool yeah It's just, you know, especially, its especially when I go, uh, and, and, and, and I hear algorithms, algorithms, thank you, William. Um, ah you know, a especially, especially what up, what up, what up, Bill? Especially when, when I go and I hear people talk about, I did a live the other night where I was doing, uh, for every gift, I was doing shots and I was drinking and and it was like for the, you look at their fucking TikTok page and they've got a hundred, they've got, they've got like a thousand followers. And it's like, I come on there and I do this and I get banned and we have a permanent band on our TikTok page. And it's just like, you're not even fucking worth it at the end of the day. yeah yeah You're going to ban me for consuming harmful
Speaker: consumption or whatever. And then this asshole does a whole fucking live and makes $500 literally shotgun and beer after beer after beer and shot after shot. You know, like it doesn' it it doesn't make no sense. And I think it comes down to you have people following you. You don't probably can't even find them on there because they use some fucked up account and they're a little like blocking you on purpose. So I, sot so I use, I use the social media that benefits us. Instagram, Facebook, X, you know, where we get, where we get the, the, the, uh, interaction and the engagements and stuff like that. YouTube. Uh, I'm not going to waste my time on TikTok at the end of the day. Okay. Every time I go on X to answer Bill's question, it's just so much more dude. X is, X is the greatest platform for free promotion at the end of the day.
Speaker: Well, I guess so much porn and porn, but we're just rambling at this point at the end of the day, let's go and wrap this show up. Uh, appreciate y 'all listening. Appreciate y 'all hanging out. I'm not, we're not going to play any music. We're just going to wrap up because I kind of, actually, you know what? I can't play music. This is a great closer for the show. I'm just a girl.
Speaker: but let me slide, let me slide her up into the, there we go. My girl Jules, Jules in the house. This would be a great closure for the show every week. Linux saves me time. I like to find two songs instead of three. ah Appreciate y 'all listen appreciate y 'all hanging out. Hopefully you'll tune in next Monday night. We'll be back I'll be hanging out when I'll be hanging out with Blaze next Monday night And I already have an idea to kind of kind of jump off, you know kind of piggyback off of this one I think for next week and I'll run it by Blaze at some point this week or this weekend and See if he's down but kind of piggy piggyback off the conversation we had tonight nonetheless. Thank you guys for
Speaker: What's that? Well, Chris Technicians said, good night, motherfuckers. Oh, my God. Oh, oh. Appreciate you being here, buddy. Yeah, I'll tune in next next Monday night for a brand new episode. yeah but like trouble ons with that Yeah, you're new here, huh? Appreciate you. man yeah Shout out to everybody watching. Shout out to everybody that was watching. Appreciate you guys for hanging out. Shatter's box. You guys are awesome. As always, we love you guys. Men caring for men will be back next Monday night. Tune in. There's nothing tomorrow night. Right? Because you're still waiting on, you're still finishing up Fridays. Yeah. And actually my last, so, so, so this, this Friday is the 26th, right? No, wait.
Speaker: Yeah. Yeah. So I have, this is how booked up I am with guests. I have a guest this Friday night and then the 30th, I think is Tuesday or something like that. Something like that. Yeah. I have a guest that night. So I'd be doing Wednesday. It was a week. Oh, I'll be doing Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. i will what I mean, what do I mean? I mean, the guests are there. You know, I'm not going to. like You got to do it. You know, it's it's one of those things. It's like, yeah, you roll with the punches, man. I don't know who Gary Burke is. And the only good show on Wednesday nights is what the fuck news. Agreed.
Speaker: Unless Gary Burke's going to be on the show and we don't know it. Yeah. is Are we interviewing Gary Burke? I don't know. I don't know. I don't know either. Who the fuck do Gary Brook is? Anywho. So nothing going on tomorrow night because we're still going through our changes and moving stuff around Wednesday night. What the fuck news is back with a brand new episode. More news to make you say what the fuck. He's apparently a musician. What what challenge is accepted? I don't know what challenge accepted Saturday.
Speaker: Saturday. I don't know. I have no idea what's going on. I don't know. what she Okay. Yeah. He is a musician. I found him. I found him on Google. He's a musician. I like the third. Uh, he's got a couple of songs. Okay. I hadn't heard of him. I didn't know who you were talking about. My bad bill. Uh, Thursday night. oh Wait, we're debuting. Uh, blazes me. Uh, yeah, this Thursday, buddy. Uh,
Speaker: who's whose argument is in any ways it's going to be me and Preston or K mag we're going to be arguing a few things I don't he actually announced on Saturday what the what they were I don't remember I know one of them's who gives a better blowjob Donald Duck or Daffy Duck pickup lines and what was the third one I don't remember ah we don't know who's going to be for or against which That's something that happens on the show. Who gives a better bill job, Donald or Daffy? And then your best pickup line, if you walk into a bar and see Jessica Rabbit.
Speaker: forever Or a hot shake, I'm assuming. I thought he said Jessica Rabbit. He did say Jessica Rabbit, but I think he was using that for an innocuous female. No, I think he was saying Jessica Rabbit. He's in the chat. He can he can explain. A Bigfoot. What a Bigfoot. What a Bigfoot seat. Wow.
Speaker: guess There might be a surprise guest moderator that pops up during the Bigfoot question. I'm just saying. um yeah i will do that I will be in the chat for that show. and and making you know Friday night, I am back. i do ever I do have a brand new Glick's House of Music this Friday night with Jay St. John. ah Talented young man, ah talented singer. I'm looking forward to hanging out with him and being there doing that. And then Saturday night, we'll be back to its normal chaos after low energy Saturday last week. Not saying the guys did a bad job. It was just low energy, just low energy. That's all and many sometimes energy is okay. If you like that, I thought we did pretty good. And then Sundays is a brand new episode of Jeff's garage with Jeff and Benji. Um, yes. And Saturday we'll be back with a brand new open door challenge. Uh,
Speaker: I don't know what other show is better than ours on Wednesday night, Bill. Yeah. Agreed. Waste of time. Don't make me get my phone. you
Speaker: hello Men care for men. A nonsensical nonsense. Our nonsensical network. Sorry. Network production. A non, non, the nonsensical network presents men care for men. We appreciate you guys. Listen, appreciate you guys hanging out. gerey I thought you were going to play a song. I'm not. i am i fucking like Make your **** mind. Jesus Christ. I'm so disappointed.
Speaker: I have failed you, sir. me I did. so I did. I did change it. You're supposed to make balance to the force. Not join the dark. I did. did bring us up I did. I did say this is going to be a new show closer every Monday night. Uh appreciate y 'all listening. and Much love guys. Uh well, uh this is going to be our closure for Monday nights. Uh it is my girl Jules and that how shout out to the ladies. Women Rock LA sold out show 200 plus people in attendance. The show went flawlessly. They had an epic night. So I'm so happy for them. I'm so proud of them and I can't wait to hear more about it which
Speaker: We'll, we'll dive into that down the road on Glick's house of music, but here's Jules in the how with, I just want to feel better.
Speaker: When my best ain't enough, I wanna rest but I'm too tough My body's aching for sleep without disturbing dreams My mask is showing in cracks, a broken smile intact I'm good at playing pretend around both strangers and friends I'm stuck on an endless merry -go -round
Speaker: I wanna raise these thoughts that never stop And I, I just wanna feel better But I can't get out of my head I don't know what I'm doin' today I just wanna feel better
Speaker: Am I doing this as I say? My depression, it sucks out all the joy of what I love Rabbit -less, black hole, consuming all that I know I could scream my lungs dry, touch through all till I cry Bloody knuckles, red eyes of mine I'm stuck on an endless fairy door
Speaker: And I, I just wanna feel better But I can't get out of my head I don't know what I do say I just wanna feel better Will it always be this way? Am I too pissed at my face?
Speaker: I just wanna feel better I just wanna feel better I just wanna feel better But I can't get out of my head I don't know what I'll do instead I just wanna feel better
Speaker: Is it always me this way? Am I told this is my thing?
Speaker: Yeah, there it is. Jules in the howl. Yeah, man. Jules in the howl. Make sure you all check her out and show her some love. She is absolutely amazing at it. I just realized she looks like the chick that plays Negasonic Teenage Warhead. I'm sorry, what? You know, from Deadpool, the chick. Oh, yeah. Kind of looks like her. It just hit me. Yeah, yeah, she does. She does. I can agree with her. No, she's awesome. Guys, make sure you guys show Jules some love. Jules in the how on. Cosplay. I want to see it in a video. Yeah. You're the pervert. How? No. I said she looks like the chick that played from Deadpool, Nega Sonic Teenage Warhead. She would look amazing in cosplay like that. And she could put it in a music video. How is that a pervert?
Speaker: It was a compliment. It's your preference. Put your mind out of the gutter, woman. Anywho, have you met her? The blazes said hello. She's obviously met me. She automatically said hello to her. Yeah, you missed the whole show. Yeah. But thank you for showing up, nonetheless. Jeffrey. We went a little long tonight. It's okay. Yeah. That's all right. It happens. It happens. I really do need to work on getting more clips from this show. I get, I get all my clips from my music show and like, what I noticed that.
Speaker: And I just don't have the energy to try to pull clips from Saturday night. Cause that's six hours worth of show. Anyways, uh, we do appreciate y 'all listening. We appreciate y 'all hanging out. We'll see you guys back here next Monday with a brand new episode of men camp for men. Make sure you tune in the rest of the week for the rest of the shows. Uh, nothing going on tomorrow. Unless I might maybe dig into the archives and if I can upload a video, I might do like one of our first shows. Ooh. just for shits and grins. Just for fun. Yeah. Uh, if I can do that, I'll do that. Uh, but Wednesday, what the fuck news will be back with a brand new episode, more news to make you say what the fuck Thursday is a brand new show debuting. Who's argument it is anyways hosted by blazes. K mag and Jeff and maybe a big foot micro making a appearance.
Speaker: Um, Thursday and night that's That's Blaze's new show. Friday night, we'll have a brand new episode of Glick's House of Music hosted by obviously me, cause I'm Glick and we'll be hanging out with Jay St. John, uh, playing some of his music and chit chatting with him. Uh, and it's, it's not rock and it's not country. So. we do um Saturday night, nonsensical nonsense. We'll be back with our open door challenge. Some people say it's not an open door challenge, but to you, I say accept the challenge and bring it home. Tough guy. yeah Sunday, just garage with Jeff and Benji will be back and Lord only knows what they're going to be talking about. It's going to have an engine and it's going to fit in the garage and they're going to talk about it. I can guarantee that much garage.
Speaker: pre I do. Do you have anything that you would like to add? I have a new toast. Okay. Get your glass ready, sir. May the hinges of friendship never rust.
Speaker: There it is. how That's some high quality H2O. Yeah, it is. That's why our friendship is mandatory that we carry WD -40 at all times. Oh, yeah.
Speaker: And with that being said donly for the hes boys just but whatever said, don't blame people but disappointing you blame yourself for expecting too much from them. And always remember, a man who can build a solid foundation by the bricks that are thrown at him, by others, is always winning.
Speaker: like but benja i were talking about that we we're good and yeah we have a comfort
Speaker: Benji and I were talking about that.
