Does money love you? Or are you still trying to prove you’re worthy of its presence?

In this deep, heart-opening episode, I sit down with spiritual guide and money healing coach Farah Orths, author of “Money Loves Me: A Spiritual Guide to Manifesting Abundance [https://a.co/d/bHj78Ow]”. Farah’s story is nothing short of miraculous — she went from “money hates me” to becoming a channel for divine love and financial flow.

This isn’t just a conversation about money. It’s about healing the inner shame, grief, and conditioning that blocks us from receiving life fully — and recognizing that money is simply one expression of that life.

Whether you’re struggling with scarcity, redefining your relationship with wealth, or just curious about how cacao, dance, and heartbreak fit into the abundance equation… this one is for you.

Inside this episode:

• The exact moment Farah dropped the story that “money hates me”

• Why grief is a sacred, and often missing, part of abundance

• What happened when I attended one of Farah’s money ceremonies

• Farah’s struggle with Pure-O OCD and how it shaped her spiritual path

• The “field of the heart” and why it’s the true portal to manifestation

• How your birth story could be shaping your ability to receive

• My personal reflections on creating WANA HEY and how it’s helping me come into more relational energy with money

• What it means to become a trustworthy vessel for money to flow

• Healing your lineage through movement, embodiment, and divine reparenting

• Key practices and insights from Money Loves Me that cracked me open

Insights:

🌀 “When you don’t fully trust money, it doesn’t fully trust you.” – Ksenia

🌀 “Receiving money is an outcome of receiving life.” – Farah Orths

🌀 “We’ve forgotten the innate sorcerer within us — the creatrix, the creator, the original architect of our lives. For so long, we’ve been taught that creation happens in the mind: through thoughts, visualizations, strategies. Even in spiritual spaces, the heart was often left out of the equation. But true creation doesn’t begin in the mind. It begins in the heart. When we return to the field of the heart, we remember who we really are — and from that place, the miracles come.” – Farah Orths

Resources:

✨ “Money Loves Me: A Spiritual Guide to Manifesting Abundance [https://a.co/d/bHj78Ow]” by Farah Orths

🌹 WANA HEY Ceremonial Cacao @wanaheyrising [https://www.instagram.com/wanaheyrising]

Connect with Ksenia: 

Substack: @goodgirlprophet [https://substack.com/@goodgirlprophet]

Instagram @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.instagram.com/ksenia.avdulove]

YouTube @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.youtube.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

TikTok @ksenia.avdulove [http://tiktok.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts [https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/woke-wired-expanded-consciousness-entrepreneurship/id1391881620]

Follow the podcast on Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/show/547Ya4GINrrPvu4ORbWueo?si=T5uR3zfYR2W4mV3ugGOAfw]

Connect with Farah Orths:

farahorths.com [http://farahorths.com]

@farahorths [https://www.instagram.com/farahorths/?hl=en]

244. It’s Time To Let Money Love You – FARAH ORTHS

In this solo episode, I share the heart behind launching my Substack, Good Girl Prophet. It’s a reclamation of voice, trust, and creative sovereignty after two decades of online sharing across blogs, brands, and social media.

I speak honestly about what led me here: from chasing the algorithm to listening deeply, from creating to be liked to creating from truth. This episode is about choosing resonance over performance, depth over dopamine, and remembering that you are the main dish… not just a bite-sized piece of content.

Whether you’re plotting a creative escape, ditching the algorithm hamster wheel, or just tired of shrink-wrapping your soul for social media, this one’s for you.

Inside this episode:

 * Why Substack feels like the right next space for deeper expression

 * How years of blogging, TikTok, and Breakfast Criminals shaped my creative path

 * A look behind the name Good Girl Prophet — and what it means to unbrand my voice

 * Why freedom doesn’t come from the platform, but the energy you bring to it

 * How social media can become an altar, not an algorithm

 * My reflections on content, motherhood, money, style, business, and self-trust

Episode insights:

 * “It’s not Substack that’s freeing me. It’s me bringing freedom to Substack.”

 * “There’s no one platform that saves us. What matters is the energy we bring to it.”

 * “Stop pretending you didn’t hear the download. Just make the thing.”

 * “This is my bet on myself. On nonlinear paths. On truth as a business model.”

 * “You are not the appetizer. You are the main dish.”

Connect with Ksenia: 

 * Substack: @goodgirlprophet [https://substack.com/@goodgirlprophet]

 * Instagram @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.instagram.com/ksenia.avdulove]

 * YouTube @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.youtube.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

 * TikTok @ksenia.avdulove [http://tiktok.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

 * Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts [https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/woke-wired-expanded-consciousness-entrepreneurship/id1391881620]

 * Follow the podcast on Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/show/547Ya4GINrrPvu4ORbWueo?si=T5uR3zfYR2W4mV3ugGOAfw]

243. I Started a Substack. Here's Why It Will Change My Life

In this solo episode (the first one under the new podcast name!), I share the behind-the-scenes story of my pilgrimage to Peru—a journey that unraveled grief, creative blocks, divine timing, and an unexpected airport ceremony. What unfolded in the sacred Andes wasn’t just a travel experience—it was a full-body remembrance of what it means to co-create with the Wild Feminine, or my inner Goddess. 

This is a story of listening, following the spark, choosing magic over logic, and letting the wild feminine lead. It’s about cacao and license plates, airport meltdowns and mystical signs in the dirt. And most of all, it’s an invitation to remember: you are the magic.

Inside This Episode:

• Why “when a woman stops creating, men pick up weapons” is more than a metaphor

• The power of saying yes before you feel ready

• The moment a sip of cacao from Peru changed the trajectory of my life

• A real-time initiation into trusting divine timing (and missing a flight)

• The creative downloads I received in an underground meditation 

• Why your nervous system is the real portal to miracles

• The aliveness in beauty, adornment, and letting yourself be seen

• A call to honor your downloads and create without permission

• How the Earth herself is guiding the branding of the product I’ve been developing

Quotes:

🌀 “When a woman stops creating, men pick up weapons. The only way to restore balance is to create.”

🌀 “It didn’t come from outside of me. It was already in me. The remembering was in my bones.”

🌀 “Your car is your altar on wheels. Let it delight you.”

🌀 “Stop trying to be loved by the divine while ignoring the downloads that are asking to be born through you.”

🌀 “You are not meant to wait until it’s profitable to be worthy. YOU are the magic.”

My invitations for you: 

What’s one small, illogical thing that delights you? Let it lead you.

What’s one thing you can do to soothe your nervous system today? Let that be your temple.

Let’s connect: 

 * Instagram @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.instagram.com/ksenia.avdulove]

 * YouTube @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.youtube.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

 * TikTok @ksenia.avdulove [http://tiktok.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

 * Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts [https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/woke-wired-expanded-consciousness-entrepreneurship/id1391881620]

 * Follow the podcast on Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/show/547Ya4GINrrPvu4ORbWueo?si=T5uR3zfYR2W4mV3ugGOAfw]

242. Dress Like a Prayer, Create Like a Spell: A Wild Feminine Awakening in Peru

Welcome to the newly named Weaving Your Reality with Ksenia.

This podcast is evolving — just like I am, just like you are.

 

The name has shifted ever so slightly, but the frequency has deepened.

This space is now more clearly what it was always becoming:

A portal for visionary humans ready to reclaim their creative power, speak their raw truth, and build both inner worlds and outer empires rooted in resonance, integrity, and infinite possibility.

We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes.

We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership.

This is not just a podcast. It’s an invocation.

A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are.

So let this be an invitation to weave boldly.

To create not from pressure, but from presence.

Not from performance, but from truth.

To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering.

May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology.

May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness.

May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive.

Thank you for being here.

Thank you for weaving your reality.

Connect with Ksenia:

 * Instagram @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.instagram.com/ksenia.avdulove]
 * YouTube @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.youtube.com/@ksenia.avdulove]
 * TikTok @ksenia.avdulove [http://tiktok.com/@ksenia.avdulove]
 * Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts [https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/woke-wired-expanded-consciousness-entrepreneurship/id1391881620]
 * Follow the podcast on Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/show/547Ya4GINrrPvu4ORbWueo?si=T5uR3zfYR2W4mV3ugGOAfw]

Welcome to Weaving Your Reality with Ksenia | Podcast Name Shift

In this solo update, I expose my own self-judgements around how I show up on social media and the attachment to creating something “successful”. Together, we flip these illusions upside down and go straight where these fears are actually inviting us – intimacy with the Divine and with life itself. 

I also share:

 * How this incredible community has held me through one of the biggest transitions I’ve ever been through – separation, divorce and single mamahood

 * How I’m seeing this divorce and becoming a single mom from a zoomed out perspective: the lessons that are here FOR me

 * How I’m recalibrating my relationship with social media 

 * How I am interpreting the lack of growth on my social media pages (despite some big viral moments over the past few years) 

 * What I’m called to play with on social media this year 

 * Learning to trust my instincts 

 * Niche or no niche? 

Related episode: 

 * 222 Embodying Main Character Energy (Dropping The “Nice Person” Role) [https://www.kseniabrief.com/embodying-main-character-energy-bye-nice-person-role/]

Connect with Ksenia: 

 * kseniabrief.com [http://kseniabrief.com/]

 * Ksenia's email list [https://www.kseniabrief.com/email]

 * Instagram @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.instagram.com/ksenia.avdulove]

 * YouTube @ksenia.avdulove [https://www.youtube.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

 * TikTok @ksenia.avdulove [http://tiktok.com/@ksenia.avdulove]

 * Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts [https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/woke-wired-expanded-consciousness-entrepreneurship/id1391881620]

 * Follow the podcast on Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/show/547Ya4GINrrPvu4ORbWueo?si=T5uR3zfYR2W4mV3ugGOAfw]

 

241. You Can Talk About It, Or You Can Be It: (Re)Learning To Trust Myself In Life And On Social Media

It’s been almost a year since I’ve released an episode and since then we’ve moved across the country, bought and renovated a house (well, it’s still in progress!), birthed a baby, and welcomed another furry member to our family. I also released my first spoken word song. 

I’ve been hearing very strong inner guidance whispers to come back to the podcast. On the earthly plane, I’ve also experienced incredible synchronistic meetings and conversations that have pointed to the same thing… “get back to the mic!” I share some of these stories in this episode. 

So I’m following the guidance.

In this comeback episode, let’s catch up on life: I share the most memorable bits of my journey from last summer (when we drove across the country to move to the West Coast) to now, as I’m feeling a completion of my postpartum stage and feeling a new way of being, loving and expressing emerging within the expanded constellation of our family. 

 I share about: 

 * My initiation into receiving 

 * Our weird Airbnb experiences 

 * Our road trip from Austin to Reno 

 * Choosing to show up and share while the collective is in pain 

 * Our annual trip to the Tucson Gem Show with an infant 

 * Trip to Southern California and how our new dog Kobe divinely joined our family 

 * My Divinely guided and supported first big flight with Zion

 * The sign that gave me the courage to release my song, “Who Me?”

Mentioned: 

 * Who Me? song by Ksenia Brief [https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kseniabrief/who-me]

 * SpiderERC – our family Employee Retention Credit business [https://spidererc.com/]

 * TaskRabbit [https://www.taskrabbit.com/s/c47l8/try?utm_source=trycode] – the app we used to find helpers for our move

 * Under Canvas [https://www.undercanvas.com/] – upscale, safari-inspired accommodations outdoors

 * Los Poblanos Historin Inn & Organic Farm [https://lospoblanos.com/] and Hacienda Spa [https://lospoblanos.com/hacienda-spa]

 * Heart Gardening Podcast [https://www.wefallup.com/podcast] 

 * Asher Market [https://ashermarket.com/]

 * Transportation service I used for our dog Kobe [https://citizenshipper.com/?utm_campaign=rp&r=ksenia508C]

 * Rover [https://www.rover.com/ambas-refer-a-friend/A5GB4E2g] – the app I use to find dog sitters  

Content referenced:

 * Kauai Babymoon [https://www.instagram.com/p/CuLJ7u7Oeon/?img_index=1]

 * Moving from Austin to Reno:

240. I’m Back! A Big Life Update After Having a Baby (Following Guidance One Step at a Time)

In this episode, I share one of the most expansive journeys I’ve ever been on: my path to being 24 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby boy. 

After multiple pregnancy losses, there have been so many non-obvious, non-linear initiations and activations that have moved through me to prepare me for this moment. In this solo episode, I share some of them. I have a feeling this will be part one of a series!

We cover: 

 *  The layers of initiation we’ve been moving through on this pregnancy journey
    
 *  How the desire to have children first activated in my body
    
 *  The role that our wedding choices played in our journey to expanding our family
    
 *  Being stewards for a New World Soul  
    
 *  Some of the lessons that have revealed so far on this pregnancy journey
    
 *  Some of the signs that our spirit baby has sent us
    
 *  The support I’ve had on my journey to a healthy pregnancy: acupuncture, yoga, song medicine, biological dentistry, bodywork
    
 *  The role that intuition has played on this pregnancy journey
    
 *  Answering the call to visit the land I connected with as a child
    
 *  How I am living the concept of a “conscious pregnancy”
    
 *  Some of the books I’ve found supportive during my pregnancies
    
 *  How I’ve been choosing what to share on social media and what to keep to myself around pregnancy and loss
    
 *  Learning to love my body through all the changes happening during pregnancy
    

Episode sponsor:

Laird Superfood: Use my special link to save 15% at Laird Superfood at checkout. Go to zen.ai/ksenia15 [https://zen.ai/ksenia15] add nourishing, plant-based foods to fuel you from sunrise to sunset!

Related episodes: 

 *  237  Honoring The Sacred Creative Pause, Podcast As A Ceremony, Magical Experiences During Recent Travels, Choosing Creation, and Lemurian Crystals [https://www.kseniabrief.com/honoring-the-sacred-creative-pause-podcast-as-a-ceremony-magical-experiences-during-recent-travels-choosing-creation-and-lemurian-crystals/]
    
 *  232  Miracles Abound: Recap Of My Healing Journey To Turkey [https://www.kseniabrief.com/miracles-abound-recap-of-my-healing-journey-to-turkey/]
    
 *  211  We’ve Moved To Austin! Trusting The Unknown [https://www.kseniabrief.com/we-have-moved-to-austin-trusting-the-unknown/]
    
 *  197  Reggie Riverbear: Coming Home To Yourself Through Voice, Finding Your Community and Trusting Spirit As A Business Strategy [https://www.kseniabrief.com/reggie-riverbear-medicine-coming-home-to-yourself-through-voice/]
    
 *  180 

239. I’m 24 Weeks Pregnant! Lessons from My Pregnancy Journey, Part 1

Four years ago musician, writer and podcaster Karina Ivanova was listening to one of my podcast episodes, and planted a seed that she’d like to be a guest one day. But then she heard an inner voice ask: “What would you be excited to tell Ksenia about?”

That’s when she realized that the creations she’s meant to share with me (and with you) haven’t come through yet. So Karina got busy bringing her creative visions to reality, from a music album, to a poetry book, a podcast and a journaling movement in her home country of Kazakhstan.

All while exploring her own spiritual journey through the Akashic Records and other modalities. Today, she shares it all with us, and I couldn’t be more excited about this coming full circle!

We discuss: 

 *  Meeting Spirit while staying persent in your body
    
 *  How to learn another language fluently – Karina’s experience learning english
    
 *  Karina’s experience growing up with a musician mom
    
 *  First encounters with Spirit
    
 *  Karina’s spiritual journey and how opening her Akashic Records changed everything
    
 *  Karina’s experience with residency at the Watermill Center
    
 *  Making peace with your inner voice
    
 *  Pain alchemized into sacred work
    
 *  Music as an invitation to feel
    
 *  The creative process of writing a music album
    
 *  The healing power of journaling and free writing
    
 *  How to quantum leap through journaling
    
 *  Changing the trajectory of your life by establishing a communication between your past self and future self
    
 *  Creating your own mantras
    
 *  Appreciating the little things
    
 *  Karina’s upcoming creative projects
    

Episode sponsor:

Laird Superfood: Use my special link to save 15% at Laird Superfood at checkout. Go to zen.ai/ksenia15 [https://zen.ai/ksenia15] add nourishing, plant-based foods to fuel you from sunrise to sunset!

Mentioned: 

How To Read The Akashic Records by Linda Howe  [https://amzn.to/434w7lA]

Related episodes: 

 My TikTok Experiment: 0 to 350K Followers | 5D Video Storytelling Strategy for 2021 [https://www.fundedbysource.com/my-tiktok-experiment-0-to-350k-followers-video-storytelling-strategy-for-2021/]

52  Ashley Wood: Stop Worrying About What People Think & Surrender To Your Calling [https://www.kseniabrief.com/ashley-wood-stop-worrying-about-what-people-think-surrender-to-your-calling/]

152  Ceremonial Singer-Songwriter Ayla Schafer: Music as a Spiritual Force [https://www.kseniabrief.com/ceremonial-singer-songwriter-ayla-schafer-interview-youtube-music-as-a-spiritual-force/]

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238. Trusting Your Creative Process, Being Available For Spirit While Staying Grounded In Your Body, Quantum Leaping Through Journaling – KARINA IVANOVA

In this solo update I’m sharing the WHY behind the longest break from podcasting I’ve ever taken, some of the creations that I’m currently bringing into the world, and why allowing the space for Source to move through is an invitation for miracles. 

Here are some of the things I share: 

- Our experience at the Tucson Gem & Mineral Show (and an invitation for you if you’re called to Lemurian Crystals)

- How I plan travel experiences to leave space for Source to guide me

- I’m pregnant! How I’m approaching this pregnancy differently than the previous times

- Fulfilling Eric’s childhood dream of going to the NBA finals

- Releasing industry standards and expectations, and approaching every podcast episode as a sacred ceremony

Episode sponsor:

Laird Superfood: Use my special link to save 15% at Laird Superfood at checkout. Go to zen.ai/ksenia15 [http://zen.ai/ksenia15] add nourishing, plant-based foods to fuel you from sunrise to sunset!

Related episodes: 

236  Ksenia and Eric Brief with Michelle Sinnette: Why Spirituality, Taxes & Finances Are The Same Thing | Being A Business Artist | Facing Money Fears | ERC As An Opportunity for Source To Deliver Money [https://www.kseniabrief.com/ksenia-and-eric-brief-with-michelle-sinnette-employee-retention-credit-spidererc-why-spirituality-taxes-finances-are-the-same-thing-facing-money-fears/]

235  5-Step Intuitive Social Media Process for Artists, Creators, Healers, Coaches and Entrepreneurs [https://www.kseniabrief.com/5-step-intuitive-social-media-process-for-artists-creators-healers-coaches-and-entrepreneurs/]

87  Eric Brief – All About Crystals [https://kseniabrief.com/healing-crystals-crystal-criminals-eric-brief/]

Connect with Ksenia: 

kseniabrief.com [http://kseniabrief.com/]

Ksenia's email list [https://www.kseniabrief.com/email]

Instagram @ksenia.brief [https://www.instagram.com/ksenia.brief/]

YouTube Ksenia Brief [https://www.youtube.com/breakfastcriminals]

TikTok @ksenia.brief [http://tiktok.com/@ksenia.brief]

Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on  Apple Podcasts [https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/woke-wired-expanded-consciousness-entrepreneurship/id1391881620]

Follow the podcast on  Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/show/547Ya4GINrrPvu4ORbWueo?si=T5uR3zfYR2W4mV3ugGOAfw]

237. Honoring The Sacred Creative Pause, Podcast As A Ceremony, Magical Experiences During Recent Travels, Choosing Creation, and Lemurian Crystals

My mentor Michelle Sinnette and my husband Eric Brief join me in this very special conversation about a soul calling we’ve all said YES to. After a few very internal months away from podcasting  (I’m growing a baby in my belly!), I heard clear guidance to jump back in. What we share in this conversation is an answered prayer in many ways, and we go to depths I’ve never gone before on the podcast. Thank you for sharing this sacred space with me. 

We discuss: 

 * How did a spiritual mentor end up in a financial services business? 

 * Why spirituality, taxes and finances are the same thing

 * Living in alignment with Source in all aspects of your life

 * Moving beyond the labels of “conscious business” 

 * Transcending the need to “make money” 

 * Being a business artist

 * Building an outstanding business in a low trust industry 

 * How Eric was guided to make SpiderERC a vertically integrated business 

 * Being the invitation and letting go of the outcome 

 * Being present for miracles instead of self-evaluation, over-strategizing and over-thinking 

 * The role that Eric and Ksenia’s partnership and marriage plays in the success of the businesses Eric creates 

 * The importance of feeling grounded from within before moving into action

 * Your soul being in pure creation without the need to produce and perform

 * Creating from fear is not creation… it is destruction 

 * Seeing your business as a non-linear being 

 * Moving through energetic blocks around money and stepping into freedom

 * Ksenia gets real-time coaching on moving past old money stories 

We also cover all things ERC:

 * What is ERC? (Employee Retention Credit) and what opportunity does it offer for you?

 * Who qualifies for ERC/ERTC?

 * The Recovery Startup Business Provision

 * The importance of proper documentation when you file for to get your ERC/ERTC

 * What sets apart SpiderERC when it comes to choosing a company to file for ERC

 * Can you file ERC yourself? 

 * Why accounting firms choose SpiderERC to send their clients to file for ERC

 * All of the global ripples Spider is producing beyond ERC 

Episode sponsor:

Laird Superfood: Use my spec

236. KSENIA and ERIC BRIEF with MICHELLE SINNETTE: Why Spirituality, Taxes & Finances Are The Same Thing | Being A Business Artist | Facing Money Fears | ERC As An Opportunity for Source To Deliver Money

WEB8 holds conversations that weave inner and outer technology as a vehicle for your soul’s expression in the world. We explore entrepreneurship, creativity and ritual in the digital age.

Welcome to the space where you weave a new world of soul led self expression, in a world of infinite possibility.

May the frequencies you tap into on this podcast remind you that you are the weaver of your own reality, expressing soul through your humanity.

May you be moved into peace, truth, joy, playfulness and inner knowing.

May you have the courage to invite in synchronicity as an expression of God, and miracles as a natural side effect of being alive. / OR May you be moved into peace, truth, joy, playfulness and inner knowing. May you experience miracles as a natural side effect of being alive.

Synchronicity brought you here because you're ready, and deep inside your soul knows why.

I am your host Ksenia Brief and my intention is to activate ripples of courage for you to share your own voice and medicine with the world. I’m here to hold space of curiosity, play and unwavering trust as we dive between the physical, the digital and the unseen realms.

I invite you to listen to the whispers.

Releasing enoughness, receiving aliveness.

With every breath, every thought and every word, creating a new world.

A world where you are free to share your unique medicine.

A world where we tell a new story of creating, connecting and sharing.

A world where you show up from the truth of who you really are.

Ksenia Brief

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